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no because i am def not tripping when i feel like im disconnected from my friends irl. like ik i haven't exactly been the best at keeping in touch, and that's my fault but idk,,, i think after senior year, i've just become so used to ghosting people and letting relationships rot. it's an awful habit. idek what's wrong w me, but im scared ig, idk what im scared of, but im def being a coward. ik these people care abt me, but for some reason, sometimes i feel like im not on their same wavelength. maybe i just don't feel as comfortable around them anymore cuz we're all split up, but after senior year, i just had a feeling we were never gonna be the same.
ik they care, ofc i know they care. they've been my best girls for almost my entire life. i love them so much, but i feel so far away. maybe im just scared and INSECURE. i think my insecurity breaks so many relationships for me,, it's just awful. i wish i could just suck it up and be happy for them bc they deserve all of this success. why am i envious when i don't even deserve to be envious? i haven't done shit, or as much as i def could have.
jfc what happened to me
everything is so personal, every little detail. it's not that deep, and yet i feel like an odd man out. im prob just making this up and seeing things yk?... i just,,, wish i could work up the guts to be straightforward and honest and supportive. i try to be supportive and excited when i can, but i think it's just the bitterness holding me back and turning myself into a villain or whatever. didn't i say congrats too? did i make it abt me on accident or am i just reading things wrong? i wanted to be there for u, too, i swear, but i just... i can't even be here for myself; i hope u understand. it's not ur fault; it's mine. idk how to fix it but i miss u, even tho im too full of cowardice to tell u and to make amends.
i used to tell them everything. i can barely get myself to show up in the gc now.
i hate thinking like... they didn't really ask how i was either. im just bitter bitter bitter for no reason. too scared to be thrown aside and forgotten and always being the last choice again and again, so i just remove myself as a choice in the first place.
oh my god i need to see a therapist
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#my art#if you saw that flare gun angel post. yeah. catching the drift.#actually just scroll through my inspo tag to find the stuff that inspired this it’s like a few things. it’s call consolidating#he is SO cool and I have MISSED the intense red pics so pls enjoy#I listened to led zeppelin iv like three times through while drawing this which is the vibe so yeah. if it keeps on raining well.#well you know.#spn#supernatural#cas#castiel#angel
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also imthinking…. Thinking about lucanis (awkward, no social skills, weird) and the mourn watch rook (very weird, raised around undead, probably not very socialized either) their romance is going to just be
#im spiraling btw no big deal#no one perceive me pls#just keep scrolling don’t worry#lucanis#da4#im gonna need a lucanis tag soon#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#dav spoilers
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youngish orys baratheon & aegon the conqueror
that awkward moment when ur looking at the moon but hes looking at u
my computer broke for a while so i wasn't able to draw but hey! its suddenly functioning again (knock on wood) so im back with some conquest era shipping. i invented a dynamic for this ship in my head as i drew so maybe possibly expect more of them at some point??
my requests were closed for a min bc of the technical difficulties but they are open again! expect me to be extremely slow with them tho, bc my depression is embarrassingly bad rn. maybe the worst it has been. but fanart brings me joy sometimes so yes feel free to send requests!
also i am aware that these two might be half-siblings but this is asoiaf and i am too exhausted to give a fuck about all that
alsoalso i referenced a pic from iwtv bc i just watched season1 and it is amazing<3
#orys baratheon#aegon targaryen#aegon i targaryen#aegon the conqueror#valyrianscrolls#valyrian scrolls#asoiaf fanart#asoiaf art#preasoiaf#awoiaf#asoiaf#if this pisses yall off keep it to yourself bc i hard block with no sympathy#i have Real World problems atm i dont have energy for shipping discourse#so do we think theyre half brothers or not. send ur theories#doesnt rlly change anything going on here but#targs gonna targ#anyways i want friends so if u like asoiaf and are a lil weird pls be my friend#bonus points if ur a iwtv fan bc thats my obsession atm
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guys. you can’t do me like this… you can’t keep forcing me to use ea clothes on men bcs we’re lacking in the male cc department.
help. us.
give. us. unisex. cc.
#i’m tired grandpa…#SKIRTS FOR ALL#DRESSES FOR ALL#CROP TOPS FOR ALL#HEELS FOR ALL#i’m desperate#just scroll through the ts4cc tag and tell me if u find even ONE m frame clothing#i’m so ready to bite ankles and go feral#my god pls#do it for Don lotherio he can’t keep wearing dollar tree ea clothing#he needs some sauce#!!!!!!#ok bye… 🚶#chatter
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I'm sorry i just love Captain Otodus sm i had to draw her (i know almost nothing abt her)
OH MY GOD???? THIS IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE HOLY SHIT??? Such beautiful lineart, lighting and composition??? Her expression is so wonderful I really love how you did her eyes and smile-- she looks so weather worn and powerful, you absolutely crushed it!!!
Thank you so so much for doing this!! I'm so flattered, your art style is gorgeous <3 You absolutely made my day ❤️❤️❤️
#// scopophobia#generallyclueless#cheez answers#gift#Captain Otodus#The Megalodon#The Divers#// THATS MAMA BRO!! WATCH OUUUUT#// I keep scrolling back up mid reply to just stare at this sjgxidhf highlight of my week I adore it so much#// pls go give op some love guys!!#By Sand By Sea
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han solo wants what atton rand has
#AND THATS A FACT#guys pls play kotor 2 and see my vision#atton deserves a romance questline with as much depth and length as astarion’s fr#and also an option to be an evil power couple#i will fund the kotor remakes and kotor 3 myself if i have to#its the way i didn’t even know he existed when i started playing#but then i fell in love#like he’s an extremely close second to anakin#‘they can’t hurt you bc you’ll be right here with me playing pazaak’ AND THEN THAT BEING BASICALLY THE LAST THING HE SAYS#obsidian partner with larian studios and bring kotor back and my life is yours#i deadass wrote fic about my mc and atton after playing#star wars#knights of the old republic#i havent played the restored content mod but even then its like……. i need something more#a fictional star wars situationship really had me crying bc i wanted a better ending#kotor 2 is so interesting bc i loved it#but whats great about it sometimes reinforces whats bad about it#that being the cut content and the sometimes apparent lack of substance in spots#i shouldn’t have been an infant when kotor 2 was made i shouldve been in the writers room#i need him i need him i need him#‘you have a husband?’ oooooooooooooooooooh#i just think seeing the kotor games with the graphics of something like jedi survivor would be insane#fav#i could talk about this game forever i beat both of them in the span of like about 2 weeks i was obsessed#my nerd ass loves star wars sm#like lets keep going back in time i rlly dont care about the ‘modern’ star wars era#and theres an easter egg line where atton calls you an angel even though he says hes joking#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#genuinely down bad#📜.scrolls
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If you can like and excuse the actions of Kusuke Saiki but hate Teruhashi Kokomi then I'm sorry you're just plain misogynistic.
#kusuke is your poor little meow meow but teruhashi is a bitch? explain how that makes sense#ik theyre not the best characters to compare for this but im just saying i find it odd that people will hate teru for thinking shes good#but will then justify kusuke? who also thinks hes better than everyone else#he literally calls the rest of human kind below him he literally dehumanizes them like what.#saiki k#dont kill me for this haha pls if you disagree just keep on scrolling 👍
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not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again
#xenia.txt#when i tell you this case keeps me up at night to this day#not even the murders themselves as much as the general public's reception to and opinions on the case 3 decades later like#i get why it;s always been so divisive especially after the pl docus came out (lots of opinions on those btw none of them are good#from the bottom of my heart fuck you joe berlinger and bruce sinofsky)#but it's truly baffling how no one is willing to do the research on what is arguably THE most well documented true crime case in recent#history like. everything that's ever been released to the general public is available online and i mean everything#you can find all the court files trial transcripts depositions interogation tapes aerial photos you name it it's out there for anyone with#internet connection to access at any and all hours of the day#and yet people are still foaming at the mouth fighting on reddit abt their innocence based off nothing but a couple of movies like#bffr with me right now!! almost every point the innocenters make can be easily debunked by scrolling through callahan for 15 minutes#'but they've been pushing for dna testing since their release so they can't be guilty' baby the case is closed!#it's been closed the second they took the plea. they can be striking under that courthouse and it still won't change a thing and they knowi#that's why they're pushing for it in the first place but that's just my opinion#^ and i say they but it's really only echols which makes a lot of sense to me personally#and if you want to talk abt dna testing let's talk abt the one that was done in 2011 and how the defense hurried to propose the plea as soo#as they got the results! let's talk abt those cause no one's ever seen them and i would very much like to#braga share the results the people want to know!!#makes me wonder which pieces of evidence they even submitted for that 2011 testing because if i'm remembering correctly#there was one that would've closed this case instantly and maybe that's why the results were never disclosed and the plea was rushed#but that's also just my opinion#and it's also interesting how the majority of people who have in fact deep dived into this case#(and i'm not talking abt big true crime youtubers as i'm very sceptical abt their research abilities)#all collectively lean towards guilty. much to think about#i was hoping someone would make another ~actually~ unbiased documentary for the 30th anniversary and go over all the case files#but i don't think that's even realistic at this point seeing as everyone and their mother has some sort of an opinion on this case#hbo deserves another lawsuit for this. they should've never won the first one in the first place#true crime tw
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just had an epiphany abby is tlou's negan cause she hot she killed two men as a revenge for a massacre and the slaughter of her friends but she's hated cause one of the two men she killed was a fan favorite and just when one of the protagonists is about to kill her he decides to show mercy and she gets to live
#bruh should i even tag this#if you disagree pls just keep scrolling#i got no energy to form a cohesive argument rn#the last of us#the walking dead#abby anderson#negan smith
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Season 1
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#ugh so damn proud of him🫶#this is just a silly meme pls dont start anything😭 I understand how wille couldnt say anything in s1#but this is just a stupid little post so just keep scrolling sfshsghsdh#young royals#mine#queue
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I find it extremely amusing how the people most vocal about loving dykes are the ones that act with pure unadulterated malice when they actually see a dyke. Pick one.
#pls some thoughts can be kept internal#it won’t kill you to keep scrolling I promise it doesn’t hurt lmfao#see art you don’t like? move on#see a post you don’t agree with? move on
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you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself
#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER#IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS#THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST#IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA#IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE#IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS#IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO#IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT#WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS#EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT#I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC#DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE#losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it#and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT#it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll#so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol#god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE#i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all#HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU#YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM!#OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK#like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person#and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit#goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG#mha#fic rec
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“When Master Neloth insisted on hand-feeding me every meal, I thought he was mocking my helplessness in this new rat form... But, even though he forgets his own meals in the midst of research, he's never once missed feeding me...”
“He kept me out of danger when I fell under that strange spell affecting Solstheim's residents..”
“He told me I should revert back to mer form any day now, so I decided to continue working hard as his apprentice. I was even starting to gain confidence, small as I may be!”
“But I wasn't careful, and the bottle I bumped into tipped over, sending me flying from the table. Such a distance was terrifying as a tiny rat, and I feared being injured.. but the impact never came. I opened my eyes to find myself in his hand.. he'd reached out to me so swiftly! Had he been keeping an eye on me all this time?”
Part 1 | Part 2 is here
#day in the life of a Rat Apprentice 🧪🐀#he works so hard 🥺 keep going lil guy! you can do it!#pls enjoy this rat-centric content#tes#elder scrolls#skyrim#Talvas Fathryon#as cute morrowind rat#Neloth#..or his hands at least#dunmer#dark elf#Tel Mithryn#Telvanni#rat#admit it you've always wanted to see one doing alchemy or building Miraak's shrine :3#my art#my posts
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Instagram is literally doing too much it’s genuinely so soothing on this website to know that if I randomly go down a rabbit hole about smthn random like a ship for a show im not that into or something my mutual vagued about like out of a moment of curiosity, when I return to the sanity of my own dash it’s still the same self curated content from the beloved and trusted blogs I follow and not an algorithm watching my every move and deciding I need 9,000,000 posts about whatever random shit I just looked at for a few minutes
#instagram is a hellhole#you tap on ONE cute fanart and scroll for a bit on the blog to see their other art and now my ENTIRE shit is so fucked#anyway this is the story of why my entire Instagram fyp is now Bakudeku yaoi#pls…please give me my slime videos back…stop showing me barely cropped art of high schoolers fucking I don’t WANT IT#and no matter how much I say ‘not interested’ the app cares more about the fact that I tapped on ONE fanart ONE TIME#than the DOZENS of times I’ve had to click ‘not interested’#and I would just delete it but it’s how I keep up w the irl friends who aren’t diseased enough to have a tumblr like me
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can someone explain to me how they do pinterest because i feel like im doing it wrong (scrolling and saving every single thing that reminds me of a section to that section)
#this isn't a joke this is a cry for help#i keep scrolling and i feel like im doing it wrong?#halp pls
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