#keep scrolling pls

[sungbeam]

no because i am def not tripping when i feel like im disconnected from my friends irl. like ik i haven't exactly been the best at keeping in touch, and that's my fault but idk,,, i think after senior year, i've just become so used to ghosting people and letting relationships rot. it's an awful habit. idek what's wrong w me, but im scared ig, idk what im scared of, but im def being a coward. ik these people care abt me, but for some reason, sometimes i feel like im not on their same wavelength. maybe i just don't feel as comfortable around them anymore cuz we're all split up, but after senior year, i just had a feeling we were never gonna be the same.

ik they care, ofc i know they care. they've been my best girls for almost my entire life. i love them so much, but i feel so far away. maybe im just scared and INSECURE. i think my insecurity breaks so many relationships for me,, it's just awful. i wish i could just suck it up and be happy for them bc they deserve all of this success. why am i envious when i don't even deserve to be envious? i haven't done shit, or as much as i def could have.

jfc what happened to me

everything is so personal, every little detail. it's not that deep, and yet i feel like an odd man out. im prob just making this up and seeing things yk?... i just,,, wish i could work up the guts to be straightforward and honest and supportive. i try to be supportive and excited when i can, but i think it's just the bitterness holding me back and turning myself into a villain or whatever. didn't i say congrats too? did i make it abt me on accident or am i just reading things wrong? i wanted to be there for u, too, i swear, but i just... i can't even be here for myself; i hope u understand. it's not ur fault; it's mine. idk how to fix it but i miss u, even tho im too full of cowardice to tell u and to make amends.

i used to tell them everything. i can barely get myself to show up in the gc now.

i hate thinking like... they didn't really ask how i was either. im just bitter bitter bitter for no reason. too scared to be thrown aside and forgotten and always being the last choice again and again, so i just remove myself as a choice in the first place.

oh my god i need to see a therapist

[angel-derangement]

[rowanisawriter]

also imthinking…. Thinking about lucanis (awkward, no social skills, weird) and the mourn watch rook (very weird, raised around undead, probably not very socialized either) their romance is going to just be

[snake-berry]

youngish orys baratheon & aegon the conqueror

that awkward moment when ur looking at the moon but hes looking at u

my computer broke for a while so i wasn't able to draw but hey! its suddenly functioning again (knock on wood) so im back with some conquest era shipping. i invented a dynamic for this ship in my head as i drew so maybe possibly expect more of them at some point??

my requests were closed for a min bc of the technical difficulties but they are open again! expect me to be extremely slow with them tho, bc my depression is embarrassingly bad rn. maybe the worst it has been. but fanart brings me joy sometimes so yes feel free to send requests!

also i am aware that these two might be half-siblings but this is asoiaf and i am too exhausted to give a fuck about all that

alsoalso i referenced a pic from iwtv bc i just watched season1 and it is amazing<3

[ellieputellas]

fanfic writers, please use the "keep reading" / line break button more for your long fics i beg u

[silentgrim]

guys. you can’t do me like this… you can’t keep forcing me to use ea clothes on men bcs we’re lacking in the male cc department.

help. us.

give. us. unisex. cc.

[cheecats]

I'm sorry i just love Captain Otodus sm i had to draw her (i know almost nothing abt her)

OH MY GOD???? THIS IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE HOLY SHIT??? Such beautiful lineart, lighting and composition??? Her expression is so wonderful I really love how you did her eyes and smile-- she looks so weather worn and powerful, you absolutely crushed it!!!

Thank you so so much for doing this!! I'm so flattered, your art style is gorgeous <3 You absolutely made my day ❤️❤️❤️

[gladiatorcunt]

han solo wants what atton rand has

[yutamayo]

Is what it says on the label.

[disastress-i-guess]

If you can like and excuse the actions of Kusuke Saiki but hate Teruhashi Kokomi then I'm sorry you're just plain misogynistic.

[alexcabotgf]

not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again

[kaligar16]

just had an epiphany abby is tlou's negan cause she hot she killed two men as a revenge for a massacre and the slaughter of her friends but she's hated cause one of the two men she killed was a fan favorite and just when one of the protagonists is about to kill her he decides to show mercy and she gets to live

[myyoungroyalsblog]

Season 1

Season 2

Me

[about92bleachedrainbows]

I find it extremely amusing how the people most vocal about loving dykes are the ones that act with pure unadulterated malice when they actually see a dyke. Pick one.

[hella1975]

you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself

[the-sunlit-earth]

“When Master Neloth insisted on hand-feeding me every meal, I thought he was mocking my helplessness in this new rat form... But, even though he forgets his own meals in the midst of research, he's never once missed feeding me...”

“He kept me out of danger when I fell under that strange spell affecting Solstheim's residents..”

“He told me I should revert back to mer form any day now, so I decided to continue working hard as his apprentice. I was even starting to gain confidence, small as I may be!”

“But I wasn't careful, and the bottle I bumped into tipped over, sending me flying from the table. Such a distance was terrifying as a tiny rat, and I feared being injured.. but the impact never came. I opened my eyes to find myself in his hand.. he'd reached out to me so swiftly! Had he been keeping an eye on me all this time?”

Part 1  |  Part 2 is here