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jayla-fire-gal · 3 months ago
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Zeus: He's gonna kill his son. Why? Because otherwise his son is gonna destroy him. We don't want that, do we?
Dionysus:
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figureskatingfanblog · 2 months ago
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Gorgeous opening Quad-Triple combo. Wonderful Triple Axel. Nice spin. Lovely Quad Toe. Nice spin. Nice step sequence. Nice spin.
Sensational program from Kao Miura of Japan. Just incredible from start to finish. Wow!
99.54 and into first ahead of Egadze and Aymoz.
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malepresentingleg · 2 years ago
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God Pete is annoying me so much how is it framed like Kao is doing something wrong here? 😭😭
Of course he has to lie about teaching Non, Pete reacted like an entitled selfish bratty asshole about it, literally not giving a shit about what it means for Kao and his mom!!! And for no good reason, Non is just a bratty kid jesus, CHILL.
If I was Kao I would lie too. He tried explaining to Pete what it means for him and why he has to teach Non and Pete just said "I don't care" >:(
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her-satanic-wiles · 2 months ago
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Kinktober Day 19 - Filming
Papa Terzo x Reader
The Satanic Church hired a new PR manager to keep the Church afloat during these online times. To establish yourself, and to bring in new people, you suggest a 24 hour charity stream where the Ghouls and Papa complete challenges, play games, and create donation incentives. If they raise $1 million, Papa Terzo joked that he’d start an Only Fans. They didn’t expect to smash that goal so quickly. So who should he fuck online first than the person who suggested this whole ordeal in the first place?
Masterlist ⛧ Kinktober 2024 Masterlist
Words: 10k.
Reading Time: 42 min.
Warnings: clothed man/naked woman, creampie, cunnilingus, filming (with consent), mentions of orgies, PIV sex, this is absolutely 100% a crack!fic, vaginal sex, unprotected sex
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🔞 MDNI 🔞
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You didn’t think they’d actually go for it, or that they’d believe it was a good idea. When you stood in the meeting room in front of Sister Imperator, Papa Emeritus III and the other upper clergy members and suggested a 24 hour live stream, you thought their boomer asses would sneer at the thought and turn the idea down. But one minute you were discussing activities to do during the stream, the next they were all nodding and looking at you incredibly impressed.
You’d only been here three months… this was your first major job as a PR manager. You knew what you were doing in theory but the execution could be messy as hell. Yet, there they all were, patting you on the back and taking notes.
Taking notes!
This was either going to make you, or break you - and you could only believe that the latter would come to pass.
Planning took place immediately, people turning Papa Terzo’s office into a streaming zone for that extra peace and quiet, but also to force him to be involved. He just thought he could leave the majority of the hours to his ghouls to entertain the world, but you knew that having him there, the head of the Ministry and the face of the Ghost Project, would make the money roll in. And they needed the money.
The Vatican had wormed their little Catholic tendrils into the Italian government and refused funding for the Ministry on account of mortal enemyship. And, with bribes in hand, the government thanked the Catholic church for “bringing their attention” to “such an evil in the country”, and tried to denounce Satanism as a genuine religion. This was, of course, a few decades ago now, but since then the Ministry never recovered and relied heavily on donations given from Lord Lucifer’s followers around the world - who gave and did so gladly. This live stream and the funds that were generated from it, would fund a huge restoration project and would help bring the facilities up to scratch. There were parts of the Ministry that were crumbling into disrepair, and you had the builders for it in house, but not the materials. It would be the biggest restoration project in the Ministry’s history… and you’d be the one to gather all that money.
No pressure.
The rewards were to be as follows:
€10,000 - First Steps
Reward: Ghouls play a game of “Never Have I Ever” live.
Bonus: Papa Terzo takes a shot of absinthe every time he loses (as suggested by Papa Secondo.)
€50,000 - Peek Behind the Curtain
Reward: A live virtual tour of the restricted parts of the Ministry, including the infamous Chapel of Shadows.
Bonus: Papa Terzo takes a shot of absinthe every time he falls over (as suggested by Papa Primo.)
€100,000 - Ghost Unplugged
Reward: An exclusive acoustic performance of “Cirice” by Papa Terzo and Ifrit.
Bonus: All donors up to this point get access to a downloadable recording of the session.
€250,000 - Makeover Madness
Reward: The audience votes on a ghoul who gets a full drag makeover by Alpha and Omega, live on stream.
€500,000 - Ritual Tease
Reward: A special candlelit ritual performance is conducted by Papa Terzo and the Ghouls.
Bonus: All viewers get early access to a limited-edition Ministry-themed candle collection.
€750,000 - Mystery Caller
Reward: Papa Terzo and the ghouls call random fans live and serenade them.
Bonus: The first person they call will receive signed memorabilia from the band’s archive.
€1,000,000 - Pomona Invitations Unlocked
Reward: Five random donors will receive a VIP invitation to the Ministry’s exclusive Pomona Festival, including an overnight stay in the Ministry’s guest quarters.
Bonus: All donors who contributed over €100 will be entered into a raffle for a personalised blessing from Papa Terzo during the ceremony.
€1,200,000 - Ghouls’ Playground
Reward: The Ghouls will perform a “Ghoul Games” Olympics, complete with ridiculous challenges and hilarious forfeits (e.g., eating the hottest pepper, trying to summon spirits while blindfolded, etc.).
€1,300,000 - One Night Only Concert Announcement
Reward: Terzo announces a one-night-only concert exclusively for the stream’s viewers, with tickets going on sale before the stream ends.
€1,400,000 - The Grand Restoration
Reward: Papa Terzo and the Ghouls reveal the blueprints and restoration plans for the Ministry, with construction to be documented and shared with all donors.
Bonus: Everyone who contributed will have their names included on a commemorative plaque placed inside the restored wing of the Ministry.
The Ministry knew that everyone’s ultimate goal was to be invited to the Festival of Pomona, knowing exactly what went down during the Ministry’s celebrations. The festival may or may not have included eating ripe fruits off of consenting naked bodies, drinking wine and fucking each other stupid (sometimes with the fruits) in the Basilica di Lilith, where the majority of festivities would take place at the Ministry.
Every holiday, a video would emerge on the Hub from the same group of wine ghouls who would all verbally consent to sharing their videos online before taking part in a small orgy in the wine cellars. Honestly, that did more for the Ministry’s applications than anything else, which is why the Papas allowed it to continue. Of course, Papa Terzo relished in the chaos, and would even hold screenings of the videos a few days later, which would then trigger another orgy.
On the days leading up to the livestream you found yourself buried in preparations, hands deep in spreadsheets, schedules, and legal disclaimers (because, unfortunately, someone had to pretend to be responsible). The Ministry was buzzing with activity as the wine ghouls polished off their favourite barrels, giggling over their plans for this year’s video. Every time you passed them in the halls, their smug little grins made it clear they knew exactly what kind of mayhem they’d cause this time around.
And, of course, Terzo was no help. His contribution to the stream planning was strolling into meetings late, lounging in chairs like a cat who knew he was untouchable, and occasionally chiming in with suggestions like, “What if we did a segment where I read fan fiction about myself?”
You thought he was joking. He wasn’t.
The ghouls thought it was hilarious and, before you could veto it, had already spread the idea like wildfire through the Ministry. The next morning, a surprisingly professional-looking flyer had been tacked to your office door:
“Papa Terzo Reads Smut, LIVE: Midnight Madness. BYOB (Bring Your Own Bible).”
You crumpled it up, threw it in the bin, and prayed to whatever deity would listen that it would quietly die off. It didn’t.
By the time the final schedule was drafted, not only was the reading segment officially included, but it was slotted right after the wine ghouls’ “Live from the Cellars” broadcast from last Lupercalia—just late enough in the night that most of the viewers would already be a little too deep into the wine themselves to complain about it.
And that wasn’t even the half of it.
On the days leading up to the livestream, every inch of the Ministry was being scrubbed, polished, and sensually rearranged to fit both the theme of the stream and the aesthetic of the Pomona Festival. The Basilica di Lilith—usually a solemn, shadowed space reserved for the highest rituals—was now being transformed into a bacchanalian paradise. Silk drapes hung from the rafters, embroidered cushions littered the floor, and massive fruit platters were set up along low tables, each piece of produce almost obscenely ripe and glistening.
And the bodies… oh, the bodies.
Ghouls, clergy, and a few familiar outside guests all volunteered to participate in the festival as living platters, lying still beneath the fruits, wine drizzling from lips to thighs as they practiced holding seductive poses in the chapel’s soft candlelight. You’d walked in on a practice session once, seen the trainee ghoul, Cirrus, with her legs spread and an apple resting precariously between them, and immediately backed out before you could make eye contact with anyone. They were committed, that much was certain.
Every time you tried to reign things in, Papa Terzo was already two steps ahead, unravelling your sense of control faster than you could stitch it back together.
“Relax, tesoro,” he’d purr with that infuriating grin, “if things get too wild, we’ll just call it ‘performance art.’ The Vatican loves that stuff.”
You tried to tell yourself it would all come together in the end. Somehow.
But the truth was, it was all spiralling out of your hands, and you were beginning to understand just how the Ministry ran: beautifully chaotic, gleefully immoral, and completely unsupervised.
The livestream kicked off at 10 AM sharp, cameras switching on to capture a shot of Terzo, lounging like a king on one of the deep leather armchairs in his office. His ghouls crowded around him on plush rugs and sofas, bottles of wine and spirits scattered among them. The viewers flooded in—thousands of curious souls watching live from around the world, eager to witness just how far the Ministry would push things. And the Ministry, predictably, wasted no time.
The first stretch of the stream was “Never Have I Ever,” a brilliant icebreaker orchestrated by Terzo, mostly so he could make a mess of his ghouls and drink far more than any of them. The stream chat was exploding—“👀” emojis and donations flying in at an alarming rate. Terzo swirled his wine lazily, the corners of his lips curling as he surveyed his crew.
“Let’s begin, no? Something easy… a little warm-up, sì?” Terzo purred, kicking his feet up on the coffee table. “Alpha, you start.”
The hulking fire ghoul—Alpha—grinned around the rim of his whiskey glass. “Fine. Never have I ever…” He paused for dramatic effect, his forked tongue flicking between sharp teeth. “Slept with someone in this room.”
A murmur of anticipation rippled through the chat, and almost immediately, Terzo raised his glass with a devilish grin, along with Ifrit and Mist. The others exchanged knowing looks before following suit, with Aether muttering, “Well, that escalated quickly.”
Ember chuckled, leaning into Ifrit. “I think it’s safe to say we’re all guilty on that one.” He raised his glass, and Ifrit gave him a playful nip on the ear as he took her sip.
Mountain, quiet as ever, drank with a casual nonchalance, his enormous form relaxed despite the debauchery in the room. The chat was frothing at this point—donation notifications pinging nonstop.
“€50,000 milestone reached!” the notification flashed across the screen, followed by a flood of comments:
“Omg I KNEW IT”
“These ghouls are feral”
“Terzo already drunk and it’s only 10:30 AM lmfao”
Omega, perched cross-legged on the rug, hummed thoughtfully. “Never have I ever… worn someone else’s clothes during sex.”
Terzo nearly choked on his drink, laughing as he took a sip. Earth grinned and drank as well, along with Air, who added, “It’s called resourcefulness.”
“Resourcefulness?” Aether snorted, downing his wine. “It’s called kinks, my dude.”
Ifrit, already a little tipsy, leaned back and drawled, “What, you’ve never seen Terzo in someone else’s robes? Guy looks like sin incarnate.”
“Shut up,” Terzo smirked, tipping his glass in salute, completely unbothered by the growing chaos. “I wear them better than any of you.”
The conversation spiraled quickly as the questions became increasingly personal—partly to outdo one another, partly because no one in the room could resist poking at old memories.
Mist, looking deceptively innocent, said next: “Never have I ever faked an orgasm.”
The room erupted in laughter. Aether coughed into his wine, Air raised both hands in mock surrender, and Terzo gave an exaggerated scoff before drinking. “Che bastardo,” he muttered, making everyone cackle harder.
Mountain, as usual, simply shrugged, sipping without comment.
The viewers were losing their minds, donations piling up by the second as the room dissolved into drunken, irreverent chaos. Every time someone revealed something incriminating, the chat flooded with emojis and exclamations:
“MOUNTAIN FAKED AN ORGASM????”
“The AUDACITY of Terzo omg”
“MORE STORIES I BEG YOU”
The first hour of the stream passed in a blur of laughter, spilled wine, and wild confessions. They’d already blown past the €100,000 mark, and Terzo, glancing at the tracker on the screen, grinned like a man who knew exactly how this was going to end.
“Ah, we’re just getting started, miei amici,” he purred to the camera, raising his glass. “I hope you’re ready for a long, sinful night.”
The chat exploded again, the stream rolling on without a care in the world—just as the Ministry had planned. One hour down, twenty-three to go.
You made the executive decision—Terzo, with his wine-drunk smirk and half-lidded gaze, was definitely not in a condition to lead a coherent tour of the Ministry. There was no way he’d make it through the halls without getting distracted, lost, or deciding to take a nap on a velvet chaise halfway through. So you shifted it to later in the week, hoping his sobriety would at least slightly improve by then. But keeping things on track for now? That was another challenge altogether.
Ifrit—already three drinks deep—got it in his head that it was the perfect time for a little music. Before you could stop him, he grabbed an acoustic guitar someone had stashed in the corner, strumming out a chaotic, out-of-tune chord.
“Oh no…” you whispered, dread setting in. But it was already too late.
The chat went feral, donations flying in faster than the counter could register.
“LIVE Cirice karaoke??! I CAN’T”
“50€ if Ifrit makes it through without completely botching the chorus”
“Papáaaaaa, serenade us pls 🥺”
“Okay, okay!” Terzo swayed dangerously as he stood, grabbing the mic someone handed him with more enthusiasm than skill. “You want music? I am music!” he declared dramatically, then immediately stumbled into the edge of the coffee table.
The ghouls erupted in drunken laughter, Aether and Mist clutching each other as Terzo tried to recover his dignity, shooting them a lazy glare.
Ifrit fumbled with the guitar for a second, plucking out a hilariously off-key rendition of the opening riff to “Cirice.” The stream chat exploded with emojis—crying-laughing faces, wine glasses, and musical notes flooding the screen.
“What in Lucifer’s name is happening rn?”
“This is the most chaotic version of Cirice I’ve ever heard and I love it.”
“NOTHING is in tune but I’m still crying”
“I feel your presence… among these ghooooouls,” Terzo slurred into the mic, drawing out the notes like some unholy lounge singer. His eyes fluttered shut as he leaned too far back, nearly tipping over.
The ghouls cackled—Air doubled over on the floor, slamming his hand into the rug. Mountain kept it together, though his shoulders shook from suppressed laughter, while Omega helpfully chimed in, “That’s definitely not the line, but go off, Papa.”
“Shhh!” Terzo hissed, dramatically pressing a finger to his lips. “Art is fluid, Omega. Fluid!” He turned back to the mic, swaying as Ifrit fought to stay somewhat in rhythm. “I can feel your mother… I can feel your mother, beating in the dark…”
And then came the chorus—oh, the chorus.
Ifrit made a valiant attempt to hit the right chords, but by then, his fingers were as drunk as his brain. He strummed something that might have once resembled music, but now sounded like a cat falling down a flight of stairs.
Terzo launched into the refrain anyway, shamelessly belting out:
“Can you feel the thunder?”
“Ciriiiiiiiiiiiiiiice!” he wailed, voice cracking beautifully.
The chat lost it.
“WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS LMFAO”
“This is camp. This is art.”
“€200 if they finish the song without laughing.”
The laughter in the room reached dangerous levels—Aether and Air wheezing on the floor while Mist buried her face in Omega’s shoulder, her whole body shaking. Ifrit gave up halfway through the next verse, falling back onto the couch in defeat, still cradling the guitar as if it had personally betrayed him.
Terzo powered through, eyes closed, arms spread dramatically wide, like a man possessed by the spirit of the song—or possibly just too much wine. He staggered toward Mountain, shoving the mic in his face.
“Sing with me, amico!” Terzo demanded.
Mountain blinked slowly, stone-faced as ever. “…No.”
That sent the ghouls into another wave of hysterics, and even Terzo couldn’t hold back his own laughter this time. He stumbled back to his seat, collapsing into it with a satisfied grin, cheeks flushed pink from wine and joy.
As he tried to catch his breath, he slurred into the microphone: “Thank you, thank you. I’ll be here all day.”
The donations ticker shot past €150,000, and the stream chat devolved into chaos:
“This is peak content, nothing will top this.”
“€50 IF THEY DO ANOTHER SONG PLS”
“Terzo’s laugh is the sound of the gods.”
“Terzo autotune confirmed.”
The next ten hours passed in a blur of activities, laughter, and enough chaos to keep the viewers glued to their screens. Terzo had sobered up remarkably quickly—though that may have been aided by an embarrassing amount of pizza consumed during breaks—and the ghouls shifted gears, transitioning from tipsy karaoke to various challenges that had the chat on the edge of their seats.
Challenges ranged from food tastings (courtesy of the Ministry’s kitchen staff) to hilariously bad attempts at crafting—some ghouls were surprisingly talented, while others were definitely not. Mist and Ifrit attempted to decorate a cake, and after a chaotic hour of flour flying and frosting disasters, they presented what looked like a mangled abstract art piece that was more comical than edible.
The stream’s chat exploded with laughter:
“This is the worst cake I’ve ever seen, I LOVE it!”
“Is it a cake or a cursed artifact?”
“I’m convinced Ifrit was trying to summon a demon with that frosting.”
As the hours dragged on, they tackled more physical challenges—like an impromptu round of “Twister” where Terzo quickly found himself tangled with Earth and Ember, both of whom were giggling uncontrollably. Mountain, being the quiet powerhouse he was, nailed his positions, winning the game without breaking a sweat while the others fell into a heap of limbs and laughter.
Then came the 15-hour mark. The energy in the room had shifted, weariness creeping in as they gathered around the coffee table for a much-needed pizza feast. Boxes of steaming hot pizza piled high, and the ghouls dove in with reckless abandon, conversation flowing easily as they rehashed the day’s absurdity.
Terzo plopped down beside Aether, pulling a slice of pepperoni from the box. “I swear if I see another cake like that, I might just lose my mind,” he said between bites, crumbs speckling his robe.
“If you keep eating like that, it’ll be your mind that gets lost in the cheese,” Aether shot back with a cheeky grin.
The laughter was punctuated by the chatter of pizza grease and a chorus of “Ooooh, I love this topping!”
Then, the notification chimed in—the stream hit €1 million raised. It was a monumental milestone, and the chat erupted in celebration, accompanied by a flurry of donations and cheers.
“YESSSS!!!”
“THIS IS WHAT WE CAME FOR!”
“CIRCUS OF HORRORS, MORE PLEASE!”
The ghouls, momentarily distracted from their pizza, erupted into cheers and hugs, Terzo’s laughter ringing out above the rest as he stood to address the camera, waving his arms like a conductor. “We did it! One million! Can you believe it?”
Ifrit, eyes slightly glazed but clearly enthusiastic, lifted his slice of pizza high. “To one million euros! And to our loyal fans—cheers!” he declared, taking a massive bite.
The viewers went wild. Donations poured in as they celebrated the milestone, fueling the ghouls’ energy once more. Terzo, clearly enjoying the attention, began to plan the next segment.
“Okay,” he said clapping his hands, trying to keep his eyes open. “If we reach our goal in the next two hours, eh, tesoro,” he looked at you, “how much more is left?”
“€400,000, Papa,” you replied.
“They won’t do it. €400,000 in the next two hours and I’ll start an Only Fans.”
The chat exploded with a mix of disbelief and excitement.
“NO WAY!”
“THIS IS A THREAT AND A PROMISE.”
“I need to see this!”
You felt your face flush at Terzo’s bold declaration. “Papa, are you sure that’s a good idea?” you blurted, half-laughing, half-worrying about the chaos that would ensue if he followed through.
“Absolutely!” he replied, puffing out his chest as if the prospect thrilled him. “Think of the money! And all the juicy content…” His eyes sparkled with mischief as he leaned closer to the camera, a wicked grin spreading across his face. “I could do a series called ‘Cooking with Terzo’—a little bit of spice, a little bit of… you know!”
“I’m dead,” someone typed in the chat.
“This is going to break the internet.”
“We’ll donate if you promise to wear that robe.”
Ifrit nearly choked on his pizza, laughter bubbling up as he pointed at Terzo. “Oh, please do! I want to see how many ghouls will actually pay to watch you cook in that!”
Terzo threw his head back, laughing heartily. “You’re all sick! But fine, if that’s what it takes!” He turned back to you, eyes sparkling with an idea. “And let’s sweeten the deal. If we hit that €400,000 mark, I’ll also do a live reading of my favorite poetry… in the most seductive way possible.”
The chat lit up with renewed enthusiasm, and you couldn’t help but shake your head, half-amused and half-concerned about what exactly Terzo was proposing.
“THIS IS A GOLDMINE!”
“I’m about to donate my entire paycheck.”
“Can’t wait to see this sexy poetry reading!”
The only problem was, that goal was reached in less than 30 minutes after Terzo’s suggestion, leaving everyone speechless. Especially Terzo. While he didn’t actually have a problem with going through with what he’d promised, he never expected it to actually happen. He didn’t think anyone would donate multiple times, nor that some would donate such high amounts. He was prepared and so sure that he’d be safe. He was wrong.
When the live stream had ended, over €2 million had been raised for the Ministry’s benefit, and while the clergy were overjoyed with the donation goal exceeding, there was now the concern of Terzo’s Only Fans page. In a feedback meeting with the upper clergy, you were both praised and scolded for allowing Terzo to announce something so stupid, especially as no one could go back on their word.
Sister Imperator put you on content control, whether you liked it or not.
“I do not think,” Papa Secondo began, frowning at Sister Imperator, “we should force ___ to take part in my idiota fratello’s Only Fans. He should be the only one punished, no?”
Sister Imperator sighed. “I didn’t suggest she stars in them.”
Terzo began picking at his nails. “I was thinking she would.”
The entire room looked at him, your mouth agape. “Come again?” you asked, disbelief laced in your words.
“Well,” Terzo donned his famous cheeky expression, “you were the one who suggested we do the live stream in the first place.”
“I didn’t tell you to suggest making porn to reach your goal! You did that all on your own.”
“I would not have suggested it if we didn’t do the live stream in the first place.”
Sister Imperator tried to interrupt but you stopped her. “You were one of the first people on board with the live stream, if I recall.”
“I cannot force you, of course, Sorella,” he began.
“No you fucking can’t!” you exclaimed.
“But, the money made would be… well, a lot. And if I do not have you, I’m going to have to make love to someone else.”
You nodded and stood, straightening your habit. “Perfect, I’m sure the wine ghouls would offer themselves up willingly.”
Terzo leaned back in his chair, a playful smirk dancing on his lips. “Ma dai, you know they wouldn’t hold a candle to what we could create together. Besides, it’s not just about the money, tesoro. Think of the divertimento, the thrill of it all.” He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. “Immagina the stories we could tell, the cose we could do… and all the fans watching, begging for more.”
You felt your resolve wavering as his words wrapped around you, the promise of adventure tingling in the air. “And who’s to say we couldn’t make it fun for ourselves? Sei d’accordo? Just a little taste of our wild side, and then we can go back to our proper lives.”
He tilted his head, those charming eyes locked onto yours, an irresistible challenge hidden within his gaze. “What do you say? Shall we give them a show they’ll never forget?”
You thought for a moment. “Do I get paid?”
Terzo chuckled, the mischievous glint in his eye growing more pronounced. “Certo, tesoro! You will be compensated handsomely. Think of it as your stipendio for the best performance of your life.” He leaned back slightly, crossing his arms, a grin playing on his lips. “Besides, it’s not just about the money; it’s about creating something special, something that will make waves for the Ministry.”
He leaned in again, his voice low and inviting. “And who knows? We might even enjoy ourselves along the way. After all, this is a nuova avventura—and I promise, you won’t regret it. Just think about it.”
And, oh boy, did you think about it. Long and hard. On the one hand, you’d be on the internet for the rest of your life as the person who was filmed fucking Papa Emeritus III. On the other hand, you’d be the person who fucked Papa Emeritus III. The people on that list was actually quite long, but still, it was a tempting prospect. You knew people who were on that list, who would sacrifice anyone they could get their hands on if it meant another chance with Terzo. And you were sat there, in the dark, at the witching hour, contemplating whether you should or not. The rest of the Ministry would have your guts for garters.
Ultimately, the choice was yours.
And you took it.
The careful deliberation had landed you to the conclusion that you very much wanted to be the person who fucked Papa Emeritus III for the world to see. There was something undeniably hot about being vulnerable in front of an audience, letting the world into your private realm. The thought of it was exhilarating. It transformed sex into a performance, turning every sigh and gasp into a piece of art, a story shared with countless viewers. You could almost hear the murmurs of anticipation as people tuned in, eagerly awaiting the unfolding drama.
And it wasn’t just about the audience; it was about him. With every glance, every teasing comment he threw your way, you could feel the electric connection sparking between you, the tension building until it became impossible to ignore. To be desired so openly, to have someone like Terzo wanting you—really wanting you—was intoxicating. The allure of exploring that passion on camera, of giving in to your desires while the world watched, sent heat pooling in your core.
What made it even hotter was the thought of pushing boundaries. The idea of sharing an experience so deeply personal and yet so public made your pulse quicken. You could imagine the way his hands would explore your body, the weight of his gaze as he looked at you with hunger while the cameras captured every moment. It was an act of surrender, a dance of dominance and submission that could leave both of you breathless and craving more.
And there was a thrill in knowing that the final product would live on forever, a digital record of your passion. You could already picture the comments flooding in—words of praise, envy, desire from viewers who wished they were in your place. The idea of turning the tables, of being the one who brought Terzo to his knees while being cheered on by fans, was undeniably intoxicating.
Ultimately, the choice you made was about seizing the moment, about embracing the adventure that lay ahead. You wanted to explore the depths of your own desires, and what better way to do that than with someone who exuded confidence and charm, all while the world watched?
With a deep breath, you felt your decision solidify. You were ready to step into that spotlight, to become a part of something that was larger than life. Let the world see you. Let them see what it means to be with Papa Emeritus III. The idea ignited a fire within you, and you knew, without a doubt, that you were ready for whatever came next.
You took charge of the preparations, determined to create an atmosphere that matched the grandeur of the moment. Terzo’s room was the perfect setting—opulent and gothic, adorned with rich purple drapes that cascaded down the walls and a massive four-poster bed draped in velvet. The dim, flickering candlelight cast playful shadows, enhancing the sultry ambiance while adding an air of mystery.
You meticulously arranged the space, making sure every detail was just right. A few strategically placed pillows adorned the bed, their deep colors complementing the purple hues around you. You placed a vintage mirror nearby to capture the angles and reflections, knowing it would only add to the allure of the performance.
As you moved about the room, the thrill of anticipation thrummed through you. You set up the camera, ensuring it was perfectly positioned to catch every moment without obstruction. There was a certain rush in knowing you were about to share something so intimate with the world. You checked the lighting, adjusting it to create a soft glow that would enhance the sultriness of the scene.
You stepped back to admire your handiwork. The room looked stunning—every element came together to create a setting that felt both enchanting and erotic. You could almost feel Terzo’s presence there with you, the energy crackling in the air as you imagined how he would take in the space.
Terzo walked into the room with an effortless swagger, his attire embodying the perfect blend of gothic elegance and seductive flair. He wore a fitted black velvet jacket, the fabric glimmering softly in the candlelight, its high collar framing his face and emphasizing his striking features. Underneath, a deep purple silk shirt peeked out, the material clinging to his form and accentuating the subtle curves of his torso.
His pants were tailored and sleek, hugging his legs perfectly and tapering down to black leather boots that gleamed like polished obsidian. The ensemble was completed with a few silver rings adorning his fingers, catching the light with every gesture he made.
As he moved closer, the rich colors of his outfit contrasted beautifully with the opulent purples of the room, making him the focal point of the scene. The combination of textures—velvet, silk, and leather—added an element of sensuality that was hard to ignore. His presence was magnetic, and the way he carried himself with confidence only heightened the air of seduction in the room. “Che spettacolo!” he exclaimed, his voice a mix of awe and admiration. “You’ve outdone yourself, tesoro.”
The way he looked at you—filled with excitement and desire—sent a thrill coursing through your veins. “It’s perfect for what we’re about to do,” you replied, your heart racing.
He stepped closer, his gaze intense. “I have a feeling this will be a night to remember.” The promise behind his words was undeniable, sending a shiver of anticipation down your spine.
With a deep breath, you stepped over to the camera, your heart pounding in anticipation. You flicked the switch, and the red light glowed ominously, signaling that you were being recorded. The moment the cameras turned on, a rush of adrenaline surged through you. You adjusted the angle slightly, ensuring that Terzo would be perfectly framed in the shot.
“Ciao a tutti!” Terzo called out, flashing a charming smile at the camera, his eyes sparkling with mischief. “Welcome to the Ministry’s most scandalous event yet!” His playful tone set the stage, and you could feel the energy in the room shift, becoming electric with the prospect of what was to come.
You moved back to the bed, positioning yourself beside him. “Are you ready to give them a show they won’t forget?” you teased, your heart racing as his gaze locked onto yours.
“Oh, I intend to make it memorable,” he replied, his voice low and sultry. With a playful wink, he leaned in closer, the warmth of his body brushing against yours, igniting a heat that spread through you. The cameras captured every nuance of your interaction—the chemistry crackling between you, the unspoken promises lingering in the air.
Slowly, he closed the gap, capturing your lips with his in a deep, hungry kiss. The taste of him—sweet with a hint of wine—was intoxicating. As he kissed you, he pulled you closer, his hands finding your waist and drawing you against him, the heat radiating from his body enveloping you.
With a confident grin, he broke the kiss and looked deep into your eyes, gauging your reaction. “I want them to see how much I enjoy you,” he said, his voice dripping with seduction. He began to explore your body with his hands, his fingers tracing the curves of your hips, slowly sliding up to your waist. The touch was firm yet tender, igniting your skin and heightening your senses.
“Let’s give them a real show,” he murmured, a wicked grin forming on his lips. He leaned back, taking a moment to admire you, and then turned to the camera, making sure to address the viewers. “Are you ready for this? Because I am.”
With that, he directed your body to turn slightly toward the camera, giving the audience a view of you both as he began to slowly undress you, his fingers deftly working the buttons of your attire. Each small reveal felt monumental, the thrill of being watched heightening every sensation as he pulled you deeper into the moment.
With each button he undid, the anticipation built, your heart racing faster as Terzo’s playful yet deliberate touch left a trail of heat across your skin. He took his time, his fingers grazing your sides, lingering just long enough to make you gasp before continuing the slow descent.
“Bellissima,” he breathed, taking in the sight of you, his eyes dark with desire. “I want everyone to see how stunning you are.” His gaze was intense, locking onto yours as if he were the only one who mattered in that moment.
Finally, he pushed your clothing aside, baring your skin to the dim light of the room and the eager eyes of the audience. You felt exposed yet empowered, knowing that Terzo was right there beside you, guiding you through this exhilarating experience. He leaned in closer, his lips trailing down your neck, kissing and nibbling, making you arch into him as the sensations intensified.
“Let them see how I worship you,” he murmured, his breath warm against your skin. He pressed soft kisses along your collarbone, each one igniting a spark that sent shivers through your body.
As he continued to explore, his hands roamed freely over your curves, and he made sure to play up every soft gasp and moan that escaped your lips. The thrill of being on camera only heightened the pleasure, every touch feeling more electric under the gaze of the viewers.
“Now, let’s give them what they came for,” he said, his voice a sultry promise as he pulled back just enough to position you perfectly in front of the camera, ensuring every tantalizing moment would be caught on film.
He looked at you with that mischievous glint, his eyes flickering between your lips and the camera. “Are you ready for your audience, tesoro?” His tone dripped with playful seduction as he grasped your chin gently, tilting your head back slightly.
You nodded, the thrill of it all making your heart race. “Yes,” you breathed, feeling a rush of excitement as he leaned in again, capturing your lips in a passionate kiss, his tongue teasingly brushing against yours.
With that, he began to take control, guiding your body to move with his as he pulled you down onto the bed, the plush surface cradling you both. He hovered above you for a moment, his presence dominating yet undeniably magnetic.
“Ti mostrerò,” he said with a cheeky grin, “I’ll show you how it’s done.” And with that, he began to explore your body with renewed fervor, kissing a path down your torso, savoring every inch of you as the camera captured it all—every sigh, every movement—immortalizing the moment for his audience and for you both.
Terzo’s kisses trailed lower, his lips leaving a warm, tingling sensation in their wake as he moved down your body. He paused for a moment, taking the time to admire the way you responded to his touch, the way your body arched instinctively towards him, craving more.
“Sei così bella,” he murmured, his voice thick with desire. “You’re so beautiful.” His eyes sparkled with mischief as he looked up at you, clearly relishing the moment.
With that, he settled between your legs, a playful glint in his gaze as he teased the hem of your garment. He took his time, pulling it up just enough to reveal the smooth skin of your thighs, pressing soft kisses along the inner seams as he ascended. The sensation was intoxicating, each kiss igniting a fire deep within you, fueling your anticipation.
“Let them see you,” he whispered, glancing up at the camera before continuing his exploration. “Every inch of you deserves to be admired.” His mouth moved closer to your core, but he stopped just short, relishing the way your breath hitched in your throat.
“Dai,” he coaxed playfully, his voice low and teasing. “Let me taste you.”
With that, he finally pressed his lips against you, the warmth and softness of his mouth igniting a spark that sent shockwaves of pleasure coursing through your body. His tongue flicked and danced, teasing you with gentle strokes as he expertly coaxed you closer to the edge. You could feel the camera capturing every moment, amplifying the intensity of the experience.
He locked eyes with you, ensuring you felt every ounce of pleasure as he brought you closer and closer. “Voglio sentire i tuoi gemiti,” he said, his voice a sultry growl against your sensitive skin. “I want to hear your moans.”
The thrill of being on camera only heightened the sensations, and as he continued to pleasure you, the weight of the moment settled in—this was not just a private encounter, but a spectacle, a performance where every gasp and moan would be immortalized for the world to see.
Terzo knew just how to play the audience, and as he worked his magic, he made sure to encourage you, his voice a steady stream of encouragement. “Sì, così, bella… Let them see how much you enjoy this.” His words were like a balm, igniting a passion within you that couldn’t be contained.
With a sultry silence enveloping the room, Terzo continued his devoted ministrations, his tongue moving in tantalizing patterns that drove you wild. Every flick and swirl of his mouth sent waves of pleasure coursing through you, as if he were orchestrating a symphony of sensations tailored just for you.
He expertly explored every sensitive spot, his lips pressing against your skin in soft, teasing kisses before returning to his focused work. The weight of the moment became more intense as he leaned into his task, his dark hair falling into his eyes, creating an intimate veil between you and the world outside the camera’s gaze.
Your breath quickened, each gasp escaping your lips louder than the last, and the sheer thrill of being recorded made everything feel heightened. The warmth of the room mingled with the heat radiating from your core, every sensation amplified as Terzo’s mouth worked its magic.
As he continued to feast on you, you could see the way he savored the experience—his eyes occasionally glancing up to meet yours, ensuring that he was bringing you the pleasure you craved. The intimate connection shared between you felt electric, even with the cameras rolling, capturing every moment of your shared desire.
You could feel the familiar tightening in your belly, the sensation building within you as Terzo pressed on, his dedication unwavering. It was as if he was lost in the rhythm of it all, completely focused on bringing you to the brink of pleasure.
As he pulled back slightly, just enough to tease you, you felt a surge of frustration mixed with desire. Your body craved more, urging him to take you to that precipice. Yet, Terzo seemed to enjoy the slow build, prolonging the anticipation, the delicious torture that left you breathless and begging for release.
You squirmed beneath him, your hips instinctively grinding against his face as you sought more friction, more contact. He responded with a deep hum, sending vibrations coursing through you that only heightened the pleasure. The noise escaped your lips unbidden—a soft, needy whimper that echoed in the intimate space.
With every passing moment, the pressure inside you intensified, winding tighter and tighter like a coiled spring. Terzo’s skilled mouth was relentless, coaxing you closer to the edge, and you could feel that familiar warmth pooling in your core, the unmistakable sign that release was imminent.
He alternated between gentle kisses and fervent licks, knowing precisely how to keep you on the brink. Just as you thought you might tumble over, he would pull back slightly, letting the waves of pleasure wash over you without allowing you to reach that sweet release.
The thrill of being filmed only added to the excitement, a spicy undercurrent that made everything feel more urgent. You wanted to cry out, to let the world know just how good he was making you feel, but instead, you bit your lip, savoring the delicious tension that hung in the air.
As he shifted slightly, deepening his focus, the intensity rose to an unbearable level. Terzo’s fingers slipped under your thighs, lifting your legs slightly, opening you up even more for him. The change in angle allowed him to explore deeper, his tongue delving into places that made your back arch and your breaths come in gasps.
Terzo seemed to sense the shift in your energy, and with a renewed fervor, he dove back in, his mouth working at an even more fevered pace. You felt the tension build, pushing you closer and closer to the edge, and as he locked eyes with you once more, his gaze was filled with that same playful intensity that had drawn you in from the very beginning.
You could feel the coil inside you tightening, ready to snap at any moment. Just as the waves began to crash, Terzo’s movements became more fervent, his tongue flicking faster, more insistently, driving you over the edge. The world erupted in a blur of sensations as your body responded, pleasure flooding through you, making you writhe beneath him.
“Terzo!” you cried out, the name a desperate plea as you surrendered to the waves of ecstasy washing over you. Your body tensed, every nerve ending alive with pleasure as you finally fell, spiraling into that euphoric release that left you breathless and trembling.
Terzo didn’t let up, continuing to work you through it, his mouth still latched onto you, drawing out every last moment of bliss. The camera captured everything—the passion, the pleasure, the pure ecstasy of the moment—and as you came down from the high, you realized you’d just shared something intensely personal and thrilling with the world.
In that heated aftermath, as your body slowly settled, you looked down at him, breathless and dazed, and caught the satisfied grin on his face. He pulled back slightly, his lips glistening and a playful glint in his eye. “Che esperienza incredibile,” he said, his voice low and sultry.
You could taste yourself on him when he kissed you, his tongue delving into your mouth and capturing you in a passionate kiss. You forgot the cameras were there until he looked one in the eye, staring down the barrel of the lens with a smug expression on his face that told everyone he knew just how fucking good he was. The arrogance he wore, on another man, would be the most obnoxious thing. But on him? Right now while your cum dripped from his lips and onto his chin, his body weighing yours down into the mattress and eyes wild with lust? This was the hottest thing you had ever seen, and you needed more of that arrogance while he fucked you silly.
“You came so hard, tesoro,” he teased, staring down at you once he finally looked at you. “Who made you come like that?”
“Y-you did,” you replied, breathlessly.
It wasn’t enough for him. “Tell everyone at home, the people who have their hands on themselves and are stroking wildly as they watched you… who made it happen?”
“Terzo!”
He hummed, a pleased rumble coming from him. “Esatto. Such a good girl for her Papa. What do you want next, hm? You have to tell us or we won’t know.”
Us. Including the audience in this as if they had any decision over what was about to happen to you. But the idea, knowing that so many people were watching this happen, and that Terzo was prioritising your pleasure on camera had you clenching around nothing. You wanted him deep inside you, touching all those spots that no one had ever been able to touch before. You wanted him to fuck you until you passed out and had the entire world watching as he did so.
“I w-want your cock, Papa,” you told him, naked hips bucking up to rub against him.
“Davvero? Where would you like it, tesoro?” He ran his index finger over your lips. “In your mouth?” He moved his hand down to in between your breasts. “Against these glorious tits?” He continued his movements, skipping over your sensitive snatch with his hands and rubbing your inner thighs teasingly. “Here? Where do you want my cock?”
“Inside me.”
“Il mia angela, more specific. Do you want me in your mouth?”
You shook your head.
“Words.”
“N-no.”
“Your ass?”
“No, Papa. Please.”
“Then where?”
“M-my cunt. Please fuck my cunt Papa.”
He giggled. He leaned down and bit your neck, playfully. “So polite. Begging so sweetly. Va bene,” he sat up and pulled off his jacket, throwing it over to the other side of the room, “Papa will give you what you want.”
He never undressed much further than that besides him rolling up his sleeves like he meant business. He pulled his cock out from beneath his slacks, teasing the audience with him still being clothed. The entire Ministry had seen this man naked innumerable times, but the rest of the world would have to wait.
From the sides of your body, he lifted your hands and trapped them beneath his own above your head. “Feel me,” he whispered in your ear before sliding himself inside you slowly.
As Terzo slowly pushed inside you, your body arched instinctively, desperate to take all of him. The initial stretch was exquisite, your walls clinging tightly to his cock as he sank in deeper, filling you inch by inch. The weight of his body pressing yours into the mattress was intoxicating, his breath hot against your ear as he whispered sweet nothings in a mix of Italian and English, each word sending shivers down your spine.
“Così stretto,” he murmured, his voice thick with lust. “So tight for me, tesoro. You feel incredible.”
The cameras were still rolling, capturing every moment of your connection, but in that moment, it felt like the world had shrunk to just the two of you. The sensation of being so completely filled, so utterly claimed, had your heart racing, and the thought that others were watching only added to the intense heat pooling in your core.
Terzo held your hands firmly above your head, his fingers digging deliciously into your wrists as he began to move, his hips rolling in slow, deliberate thrusts. Each time he pulled out just enough to leave you wanting, only to thrust back in with a firm, measured pace. His cock hit all the right spots, the delicious friction building a heady pressure inside you.
“Fuck, Papa!” you gasped, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist, urging him to go deeper, harder. But Terzo, ever the tease, kept his pace slow and torturous, drawing out your pleasure until you were trembling beneath him, desperate for more.
“Patience, bella,” he teased, his lips brushing against your jawline. “We have an audience, remember? We want to give them a show they’ll never forget.”
You moaned in response, the heat of his words matching the fire building inside you. The idea that so many eyes were on you, watching you writhe beneath Papa Emeritus III, was electrifying. You could practically feel the weight of their gaze, knowing they were all waiting, eagerly anticipating the moment he would finally take you as hard and fast as you craved.
“Pl-please, Terzo,” you begged, your voice breathy and desperate. “I ne… need more.”
He grinned wickedly, clearly enjoying the way you were pleading for him. His pace quickened slightly, his thrusts becoming deeper, more insistent, but still not quite enough to push you over the edge. It was maddening, the way he kept you teetering on the brink of ecstasy, his cock filling you completely with every slow, deliberate movement.
“Look at you,” he purred, his voice dripping with arrogance. “So needy, tesoro. You want Papa to fuck you harder, don’t you?”
“Y-yes,” you breathed, your hands gripping his tightly as your hips bucked up to meet his. “Please, f-fuck me ha-ah! Harder.”
He chuckled darkly, clearly savoring the power he had over you in this moment. “Brava,” he praised, his lips ghosting over yours. “You ask so sweetly. But I think they want to hear you beg a little more.”
With that, he shifted slightly, adjusting his angle so that his cock hit that perfect spot deep inside you with every thrust. Your eyes fluttered shut as a moan escaped your lips, your body tightening around him in response. The sensation was overwhelming, the pleasure almost too much to bear.
“Tell them,” Terzo commanded, his voice a low growl. “Tell them how much you want it.”
You opened your eyes, glancing at the camera that was focused on your every move, your heart pounding in your chest. “I want it,” you gasped, your voice trembling with need. “I want Papa to fuck me harder. Please.”
“Perfetto,” he purred, his pace finally picking up as he drove into you harder, each thrust sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body. The bed creaked beneath you as he moved faster, his hips slamming against yours with a rhythm that was as punishing as it was perfect.
You could feel the tension coiling in your belly, that familiar pressure building rapidly as he took you harder, deeper, his cock hitting that sweet spot with every thrust. The sound of your combined moans filled the room, the lewd slap of skin on skin only adding to the intensity of the moment.
Terzo’s grip on your hands tightened as he leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear. “Come for me, cara,” he whispered, his voice thick with lust. “Let them see how good I make you feel.”
His words sent you over the edge. Your body tensed as the orgasm crashed over you, your walls clenching around his cock as you cried out his name. The pleasure was overwhelming, a tidal wave of sensation that left you trembling beneath him, completely undone.
Terzo didn’t let up, continuing to fuck you through your orgasm, his thrusts unrelenting as he chased his own release. The look on his face was one of pure ecstasy, his eyes dark with lust as he watched you fall apart beneath him.
“Buona ragazza,” he growled, his pace becoming erratic as he neared his own climax. “You’re perfect.”
As Terzo’s thrusts became rougher, his focus shifting to his own pleasure, the sight of him above you was utterly mesmerizing. His sharp, angular features were illuminated by the soft, purple glow of the room, casting shadows that only added to his allure. His slicked-back hair was now slightly disheveled from the intensity of the moment, and a thin sheen of sweat glistened on his forehead, rubbing his paints off him with every bead that dripped onto your body. Every movement radiated raw, untamed power, as he lost himself in the rhythm of his own need.
The fabric of his shirt was slightly wrinkled now, his sleeves rolled up just enough to reveal the strength in his forearms as he braced himself above you. Every muscle in his body was taut, working in perfect harmony as he plunged into you over and over. He was fully in control, and he knew it. The confidence he exuded was magnetic, the way his body moved with precision and purpose made it impossible to look away.
You could see the tension building in his jaw, his lips parted as he breathed heavily, and the deep, guttural sounds escaping him were enough to send shivers down your spine. His eyes, still dark with lust, never left you, watching intently as you squirmed and gasped beneath him. The combination of his powerful movements and the way his clothes framed his body only added to his allure—this man, still so composed and dignified, was fucking you like it was the only thing that mattered in the world.
The way he thrust into you now, hard and fast, each movement rougher than the last, sent waves of pleasure crashing through you all over again. You could feel his cock throbbing inside you, stretching you in all the right ways, and the sound of his hips slamming into yours echoed through the room, mixing with your breathy moans and the wet sounds of your bodies colliding.
Terzo’s head tilted back slightly, his eyes half-lidded as his pleasure began to crest, and the sight of him, still fully dressed, so composed in his authority even while chasing his release, made him look more powerful than ever. He was gorgeous—perfect in his calculated roughness, his eyes locking onto yours as he growled, “Sì, tesoro, I’m close.”
The power he held in this moment, the way he dominated the space around you, both on camera and within the confines of the bed, left you in awe. You could feel the tightening in his body, the way his body tensed as he pushed himself toward the edge, and the sound of his raspy breathing only deepened the sexual haze you were already lost in.
He was fully in control, fucking you with a raw intensity that left no doubt about who was in charge.
As Terzo’s pace grew even more frantic, the pressure within him reached its peak. His grip on your wrists tightened, his body moving with an unrestrained force as he chased his release. With one final, deep thrust, he buried himself inside you, his head thrown back, and a guttural groan ripped from his throat as he came.
You could feel his cock pulse within you as he spilled inside, the heat of his release spreading through your body. His hips stuttered slightly, pushing deeper as his orgasm washed over him, his face contorting in a mix of pleasure and relief. His breaths came in ragged gasps, and for a moment, the room was filled with nothing but the sound of his panting and the subtle creak of the bed beneath you.
His body was still pressed firmly against yours, his cock softening but still buried deep inside you, and you could feel his weight resting heavily on you. Slowly, Terzo lifted his head, his eyes meeting yours with a look of satisfied arrogance that only made the moment hotter. The smirk that curved his lips was smug and lazy, a man fully aware of the power he held over you.
“Perfetto,” he murmured, his voice husky and breathless. He lowered himself slightly, pressing his lips to yours in a slow, heated kiss. You could taste his satisfaction, the faint saltiness of sweat and the lingering traces of your own pleasure on his tongue.
When he finally pulled back, he released your wrists, his fingers trailing lightly over your skin as he sat up, his cock slipping from your body. You felt the cool air hit you, contrasting sharply with the warmth of his release that still dripped from between your thighs.
Terzo leaned back, fixing his gaze on the camera, his signature smirk in place as he casually straightened his clothing. He looked powerful and composed, a stark contrast to your naked, trembling form beneath him. Without even needing to say a word, his eyes conveyed everything—he knew exactly what he’d done, and how many people would watch him do it when this finally got uploaded.
Turning his attention back to you, he offered a hand, helping you sit up with a surprising gentleness, given the ferocity with which he’d just fucked you. His touch was still warm, his thumb brushing your skin as he whispered, “Che bella performance, tesoro.”
Terzo’s eyes glinted with a playful mischief as he reached for the camera, effortlessly lifting it with one hand while the other brushed against your thigh, still slick with the aftermath of your pleasure. He aimed the lens down towards you, and the moment he captured the view, he chuckled, his voice dripping with seductive satisfaction.
“Ecco,” he said, a triumphant grin spreading across his face. “Look at what I’ve done.” He held the camera steady, ensuring that every detail was perfectly framed—the way your thighs glistened, your pussy swollen and glistening with his cum spilling out, a true canvas to his art, and to the intense pleasure you’d just shared.
“Non è bellissimo?” he purred, clearly enjoying himself as he glanced between you and the camera, making sure his audience soaked in every tantalizing second. “This is what happens when you give yourself to me completely. Who wouldn’t want to see how beautifully you take me?”
With that, he tilted the camera closer, as if to tease the viewers with a closer look at the remnants of your passion. The sight of you, still panting and flushed, made his grin widen. “Such a good girl,” he murmured, pride lacing his tone. “Just look at you—perfectly ravaged and mine.”
You felt a rush of heat flood your cheeks, the mixture of embarrassment and thrill sending a shiver down your spine. Terzo, ever the showman, basked in the moment, letting the camera linger on your beaten pussy, the remnants of his cum a stark reminder of the wildness that had just unfolded.
Terzo turned the camera back to his face, still beaming with that signature cheekiness, and waved at the viewers. “Ciao, darlings! Until next time!” He flashed a wink before shutting off the feed, the air between you buzzing with the echoes of laughter and satisfaction.
As the last light from the camera dimmed, he leaned over, an earnest expression replacing the playful grin. “Beautiful girl,” he said, brushing a stray hair from your face, “you were incredible. Are you alright, amore?” His voice was soft, laced with genuine concern.
You nodded, still feeling the aftershocks of pleasure coursing through you, but his worried brow made you chuckle. “I’m fine, honestly. Just a bit… well, worn out,” you replied, giving him a teasing smile.
“Worn out?” he echoed, feigning shock. “I’m shocked—absolutely shocked! It’s as if I’ve just put you through a rigorous training regime.” He chuckled, moving down to grab a soft cloth from the bedside table. “Well, allow me to be your humble servant and clean you up, then.”
With a gentle touch, he began to wipe you down, the softness of the cloth contrasting with the heat still radiating from your body. “If I’d known this was part of the gig, I’d have charged more,” you joked, trying to stifle a laugh as he focused intently on his task.
“Ah, ma bella,” he grinned, “I’d pay any amount just for this privilege.” His fingers danced over your skin as he cleaned you with care, his eyes sparkling with affection. “I must admit, though, this isn’t how I expected our little escapade to go. I thought I’d just get to show off my talent.” He winked at you, a playful smirk tugging at his lips.
“You certainly did show off,” you replied, giving him a playful nudge. “Who knew you were such a—what did you call it? A ‘humble servant’?”
He chuckled, leaning in closer, his voice dropping to a mock-serious whisper. “I do believe that’s my new title. Papa Emeritus III, Humble Servant of the Ministry of Pleasure. It has a nice ring to it, don’t you think?”
“Very catchy,” you replied, fighting back another laugh. “I’m sure the Ministry will put that on your business cards.”
“Esatto!” he exclaimed, puffing his chest out proudly. “Right next to ‘Professional Heartthrob.’” He finished cleaning you up and tossed the cloth aside with a flourish, as if he’d just completed a masterful performance.
“Now, how do you feel?” he asked, genuine warmth flooding his tone.
“Like I just had the most exhilarating experience of my life,” you replied, smiling widely. “And surprisingly, I’m not complaining about the aftermath either.”
“Good!” he exclaimed, his eyes brightening. “Just don’t forget to tell all the viewers how marvellous their Papa is, alright?” He nudged you playfully, his voice a teasing sing-song. “I wouldn’t want to lose my fanbase just because I’m a bit of a messy lover!”
You couldn’t help but giggle at his antics, feeling a rush of affection for this man who could seamlessly blend charm and humour, even in the most intimate of moments. “I promise, I’ll tell them you’re an absolute delight.”
“Delightfully messy, perhaps!” he corrected, throwing an arm around your shoulder and pulling you close. “But no one can resist a little chaos, can they?”
“Indeed,” you replied, leaning against him, feeling the warmth of his presence envelop you. “Especially when it’s this much fun.”
Translations:
Amico - Male friend.
Ma dai - “Come on” or “Oh, come on.”
Tesoro - “Treasure,” often used as a term of endearment like “darling” or “dear.”
Immagina - “Imagine.”
Cose - “Things.”
Sei d’accordo? - “Do you agree?”
Certo - “Of course.”
Stipendio - “Salary” or “wage.”
Nuova avventura - “New adventure.”
Bellissima - Beautiful
Ti mostrerò - I will show you
Sei così bella - You are so beautiful
Voglio sentire i tuoi gemiti - I want to hear your moans
Sì, così, bella - Yes, like that, beautiful
Che esperienza incredibile - What an incredible experience.
Esatto - That’s right.
Davvero? - Is that so?
Che bella performance - A beautiful performance.
Ecco - here.
Non è bellissimo? - Isn’t it beautiful?
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Hi 👋🏻 welcome to my blog! I’m Chrissy. I’m a 36 year old woman of transgender experience. I’ve been on HRT for 4yrs and I had BA 4/26. My story is a bit more complicated than most. I was born intersex (google it) and AMAB. I have AuDHD. For those of you that don’t know what that is. It’s Autism and ADHD. With that I also have bipolar depression. I can be a bit harsh, irrational and get irritated extremely easy. So be patient and if I offend you I’m sorry. Now that you know little about me. I have some rules for my blog. I’m sorry if you don’t like that but that’s the way it is.
IM NOT A SISSY, IM NOT YOUR FETISH
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First impressions of the members:
scan credit to @deg-conce-blog
Kyo 💛
Both Die and Kaoru first met him in the Restroom of some live house. Die said the first time he met Kyo, he had his hair straight up and looked like a little devil, and Kyo spoke to Die first. The second time they met, Die thought Kyo looked very cute as he didn’t have make up on, and he was very quiet among his old bandmates, Die was surprised with the gap.
Kaoru first impression of Kyo was when he was putting make up on at some restroom, Kyo and his bandmates came in with full make up (they also rode the train with full make up and costumes), but when Kaoru was going to greet Kyo’s band after the live show, he found out that Kyo already went home because he felt cold lol.
Shinya 🩷
Die: Die and Shinya actually encounter each other during the event between their previous previous bands, but they didn’t notice each other’s existence. However, in their first conversation, Shinya would only say “uhm” or “yes” lol (Kao: he’s talked a lot during train rides etc though…)
Kaoru: I first met Shinya and Kyo when they were in their previous band and they invited me to join in lol. Shinya had short hair at the time (Die: Ah, when he was still a teenager, he often wore school uniform to practice…). After practice, we would ride the train together (for about 4 stations), he didn’t speak a single word and had a reserved manner, Kaoru wondered if he was even in the same band with the other bandmates lol. When they were waiting for the train, he was being polite and asked things like “should we sit on the bench while waiting?” (Die: Feels like the first Date!)
Toshiya 💙
Die: he first saw Toshiya when he was performing with his previous band, Die’s impression of him is a bassist with blue hair, tall and slender.
Kaoru: and when I greeted him, he didn’t have make up on so he looked really young (like a child), we didn’t talk much but I thought he is the kind of bandman who performs (gave a lot of fanservices). After their liveshow in Nagano, his band and ours gather together for fireworks, but me and Kyo didn’t want to do it so we just sat there and zoned out (Die: I slept in the car at the time). Then Toshiya came to us and asked many questions, such as “is your band doing well?”, I understood that he was interested in our band but he even asked more personal questions like “are the members getting along well?”. He kept his ponytail from the live performance so he looked quite cute, but I thought “this dude is remarkable”.
Die: I didn’t remember anything from that event, the first time I spoke to him was when he went to see our live show in Tokyo, he was quiet but he seemed normal when he spoke.
Kaoru: Yeah he’s quite normal when he started speaking. But since he’s very tall, he often stands out.
The time he came to Osaka to see us, we were planning to form Dir en Grey, so I told him to be careful and maintain a low profile. But because of his height, whenever I looked at the crowd I saw his head sticking out (lol). Everyone was wondering why does Toshiya from Nagano’s band came all the way to see us, rumors about him joining us started spreading within our fandom. I also heard that people often mistaken me and Toshiya since we both had blue and long hair lol.
Kaoru 💜 & Die ❤️
Kaoru thought Die was very intimidating at first.
Die said when he first saw Kaoru’s (previous) band name, it was a cute name so he thought they’re an all-female band. But when they arrived, they were all dudes that had their hair straight up. They also came out of a Red sport car (Kaoru: we just occasionally rode on that car…).
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Turtles Catches Up With Old GMMTV: Until We Meet Again Edition
[What’s going on here? After joining Tumblr and discovering Thai BLs through KinnPorsche in 2022, I began watching GMMTV’s new offerings -- and realized that I had a lot of history to catch up on, to appreciate the more recent works that I was delving into. From tropes to BL frameworks, what we’re watching now hails from somewhere, and I’m learning about Thai BL's history through what I’m calling the Old GMMTV Challenge (OGMMTVC). Starting with recommendations from @absolutebl on their post regarding how GMMTV is correcting for its mistakes with its shows today, I’ve made an expansive list to get me through a condensed history of essential/classic/significant Thai BLs produced by GMMTV and many other BL studios. My watchlist, pasted below, lists what I’ve watched and what’s upcoming, along with the reviews I’ve written so far. In a LONG POST, I’m writing today about New Siwaj’s incomparable drama, Until We Meet Again.]
TW: suicide, suicidal ideation, psychological trauma
Gah. I am so psyched to be finally sitting down to write my thoughts on Until We Meet Again, but I’m actually at a bit of a loss on where to start. There is SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT.
I think, where I can start, is to first say that this was, in my opinion, AN ABSOLUTELY SPECTACULAR SHOW. I did NOT expect this, at all. I’ve been around the way with New Siwaj, the UWMA screenwriter and director, a few times now for the OGMMTVC -- his writing on Love Sick, his work with Cheewin on Make It Right, and his work on MAME’s novel in Love By Chance have all been on the OGMMTVC list. I know that Between Us, the UMWA WinTeam continuation, was considered mostly a let-down for weak writing, and that New’s more recent shows, including A Boss and a Babe and Double Savage, were viewed quite critically (although I am a Double Savage apologist, for which I’ll explain my viewpoints later in this post). 
So. What I did not expect from 2019′s UWMA was to experience so many layers in a drama à la the work of Aof Noppharnach. Yes, I cannot believe I’m going here, to compare a New Siwaj drama to Aof’s oeuvre, but damn if I will, because good lord, New took his magic hat of tricks, pulled out THE GOOD STUFF, and made it all work. 
This is a list of themes that I saw in UWMA, that will help me structure this long write-up, but by no means should it be considered complete, as I’m sure I’m missing themes that you all likely caught in your watches and re-watches:
1) A new narrative structure for New -- balancing the impact of side couples by leveraging focus, equally, on two MAIN couples 2) The continuation and end of the 2019 trend of reincarnation and spiritual connections to love 3) Intergenerational queer trauma (micro-level) 4) Generational acceptance of queerness (macro-level) 5) Food and its Proustian effect on memory 6) Reflections on filial piety and the devastating effects of expectations -- and how children and parents seek redemption, particularly in New’s work
And before I even dive into THIS list, can I just say: MY GOD, FLUKE AND OHM. And Earth and Kao! But FLUKE AND OHM. Jesus, does New have an eye for talent -- from the Make It Right guys, to Perth and Saint, and then to Fluke and Ohm. I was seriously TAKEN with their chemistry. I did hear from a number of folks during my UWMA live-blogging that they can’t rewatch UWMA because of Fluke/Pharm’s rendition of the blushing maiden trope, but for my tastes -- I think the way he rendered the trope was really necessary to communicating Intouch’s story, history, and emotions, and just -- Fluke just ATE this role, my gawd. And Ohm/Dean responding in kind vis à vis Korn’s regret. YOW. It’s been a few days since I finished the show, in a total RUSH of drama hunger, and I’m still shaking my head and MARVELING at their performance.
Okay, back to the themes list. So, early in my Thai BL journey in the fall of 2022, after I had watched KinnPorsche and The Eclipse as my first two Thai BLs, I watched A Tale of Thousand Stars (way before the OGMMTVC was born), and noted that I appreciated the lack of side couples in the ATOTS storyline. I now realize, through the OGMMTVC, that side couples are both a BL trope and a byproduct of the drama styles from which BLs were born, the ensemble-based dramas like Love Sick, Senior Secret Love, and Kiss/Kiss Me Again.
New’s Make It Right -- while beloved in my heart, for the chaotic duos of TeeFuse and FrameBook -- WAS messy, with all the other couple stuff happening around it. That, along with Love By Chance, made me wonder -- why do BLs that center fabulous dyads with sizzling chemistry take away from that energy with all the side couple action? Even Together With Me, a non-New Siwaj and non-GMMTV drama, got sidelined in part with a VERY questionable side couple plot in BrightFarm.
Reflecting back on KP and The Eclipse, I had that question in mind as I started UWMA, and wondered where the Alex and WinTeam storylines were going to go. But, frankly, I ended up appreciating what NEEDED to happen with DeanPharm and KornIntouch, because -- the original novel storyline clearly demanded that these two couples, who were NOT side couples, but MAIN couples, needed a MAIN spotlight for their collective story to be told. @clairificusrex mentioned in a liveblog comment (THANK YOU, LOVELY HUMAN!) that New Siwaj benefitted in the screenplay from having a wonderful original novel to work with, and while I don’t read Y Series canon, I can only imagine that this was indeed the case.
So, New, in order to hew to the novel, had to perhaps hold back his usual instincts to muss up the main couple vibe, by centering DeanPharm and KornIntouch. With that control necessary to the story -- I think the narrative STRUCTURE of the drama just blew open. It was FASCINATING, it drew me in, and the structure allowed for another New predilection to be leveraged WELL, in his love for flashbacks. @lurkingshan, you mentioned that your taste wasn’t necessarily aligned with New’s fancy for flashbacks, which I totally understand -- I think flashbacks hurt the overall narrative structure of Double Savage earlier this year. But I think, here for UMWA, they were necessary, and I might very well be apologetic to that considering what I DID see in Double Savage by way of the story that New ended up screenwriting over there in regards to intergenerational family trauma (again, more on this later in the post).
This narrative structure lent itself handily to the next four themes on this list, all of which deal in memory, in spiritual roots, and/or in the generational passage and inheritance of trauma and emotion. 2019, as we know now, was a big year for shows themed around Thai spiritual culture and/or reincarnation. We have He’s Coming To Me, we have Dew the Movie -- we have art here, queer-centered art, that does not lend itself to happy endings, that depicts, through reincarnation or, in the case of HCTM, a ghostly purgatory, how DIFFICULT it had been to be comfortably queer and/or openly out in past and present Thailand.
And then UWMA comes along, telling TWO generational stories, intertwined by the red thread, but also, in the words of the WONDERFUL @bengiyo, connected by Korn and Intouch’s intergenerational queer trauma, the most PERFECT coinage of a theme for this show. In 1988, when Korn and Intouch die, they cannot be out. They cannot even be SECRETLY in love. Their bad dads use the foulest of language to describe their love (much like Phop’s dad in Dew). And Korn kills himself, and Intouch follows.
And what we learn, through Dean and Pharm, are the emotions, the regrets, the LEARNED BEHAVIOR that Korn and Intouch have picked up on in the afterlife, embedded in Dean and Pharm, that keeps Korn and Intouch’s love alive, with CORRECTIONS and ADJUSTMENTS made by Dean and Pharm that reflect on how not only Korn and Intouch’s love has changed and improved, but also how Dean and Pharm are learning how to love EACH OTHER, themselves, as they adjust to their OWN belonging to each other, in Pharm’s own words. GAH -- my aching heart. (Thank you to @lurkingshan for talking this through with me early on in my UWMA watch.)
I mean. THE DEPTH OF THIS. Intouch is a terrible cook, and Pharm is like, a restaurant-level chef?! Pharm is so resistant, and Dean is so FORWARD? (OHM THITIWAT, GAH!!!) (Listen. Pharm. P’Deeeean can grab MY butt, okay?) (See what I did there, @lurkingshan and @bengiyo? THANK YOOOOUU.)
And Pharm’s blushing maiden approach. Yes, I will also admit, that sometimes, it was a little cringey. But I think the blushing maiden trope was really necessary to the story -- ESPECIALLY IN THE CONTEXT of Intouch’s anger, ciphered through Pharm in the last episode. And I think that Fluke Natouch ultimately rendered the trope beautifully -- again, especially against the gorgeous ending of the show. Oh, THAT CONDO SCENE, PEOPLE. I LOST IT. 
Of course, Intouch would want to hold back through Pharm in the present day. If Intouch DIDN’T hold back vis à vis Pharm -- he might lose Korn again, if Pharm missteps with Dean. Intouch may have felt that HIS forwardness lent to their troubles -- so Intouch holds back, through Pharm. And Intouch ultimately communicates his love for Korn differently in the afterlife, more hesitantly -- through a resistance to intimacy, and through food and cooking in Pharm, which itself was another amazing move in this show.
Listen. Even my pinned post says what I value in dramas, not just in BLs. You give me food in BL, and I give you my heart. But also, let’s talk about the meaning of food in Asian dramas for a second. It’s no coincidence that MANY Asian dramas and doramas center food, including my favorite BL of all time, Kinou Nani Tabeta/What Did You Eat Yesterday?. If you don’t know Asians, of any ilk -- let me make a BROAD continental and sub-continental judgement. ALL WE THINK ABOUT IS FOOD, lol. While I’m with my family, while I’m working, while I’m writing meta -- I’m thinking about food, I’m thinking about what I want to cook, what I want to order, how I can mix the cuisines I love (Thai-Indian curries, anyone? YUM). Malaysians literally boast about having multiple meals, way past three meals, a day. We Asians are proud of our cuisines, and we want y’all to be EATING, A LOT, and to try all our dishes. (ITSAY, your Hokkien mee is calling me...) 
But, also: FOOD MEANS FAMILY. Let me say it again: FOOD MEANS FAMILY. You FEED the people you LOVE, with delicious food. Shiro and Kenji. Kurosawa and Adachi. The guys in Jack o’Frost. The guys in The Eighth Sense. Omg, even Kinn and Porsche. We’re seeing it in Tokyo In April Is... And Pharm, to Dean, Intouch to Korn.
And BESIDES Intouch/Pharm becoming a great cook, GOD, the story ALSO INCLUDED the Proustian reference of the madeleine and involuntary memory -- but in SUCH a stunning way, as to RECALL DEAN’S FAMILIAL MEMORY of eating his grandmother’s Thai desserts -- his grandmother, Intouch’s sister, and how Dean could get an indirect spotlight into Intouch and a depth of an understanding of Intouch’s happiness besides his love for Korn. And how Pharm EMBODIED that love for Thai desserts through Intouch’s family lineage. Oh, just get me MESSY, PEOPLE. FUCKING GENIUS SHIT. 
Memory on memory on memory. Dream on dream, nightmare on nightmare, tears and red threads, inherited trauma, intergenerational trauma. The micro-level of what Dean and Pharm had to live with on a daily basis in their recollections of Korn and Intouch. The macro-level of what Pharm and Dean experienced when all of their parents accepted them for who they were as queer individuals, and their partners, as well. How Dean’s dad could ACTUALLY RELATE to Dean himself, because Dean’s dad had been rejected by Dean’s mother’s family. And how that ALLOWED Dean’s dad to accept Dean and his choice to be with Pharm. How that trauma was relieved, how Dean and Pharm DID NOT HAVE TO PHYSICALLY RELIVE what Korn and Intouch had gone through, and how those involuntary memories that Dean and Pharm carried vis à vis Korn and Intouch traumatized them until Dean and Pharm could RECEIVE their OWN familial acceptance.
The LAYERS OF THIS SHOW. Before I get to the last theme on my list, I really just need to metaphorically slam my palms on an allegorical table and give New Siwaj a huge hug, because THIS SHIT IS NOT EASY TO PROCESS ALL AT ONCE, and I can’t wait to do a UWMA rewatch to try to catch more (and I’ll likely need to write another meta, ha, when I do that). I mean, again, just to use food as an example of a kind of storytelling TOOL to INDICATE memory, especially in the context of lost and found love, of intergenerational trauma and relieving regret -- BRILLIANT. BRILLIANT.
And. The last theme on the list, the theme of filial piety, of Asian family systems and devotion and loyalty and expectations, and the devastating effects on the micro-individual level (and even the macro-social level as well) that those expectations can have. 
So, I watched Double Savage, screenwritten by New Siwaj, out of order from UWMA. Very quickly, since many of you have likely NOT watched Double Savage because it’s not a BL (but it DID have Ohm Pawat and Perth Tanapon in a hose-off scene -- you can’t take the New Siwaj out of New Siwaj, amirite): Double Savage is about Korn (Ohm P.), a middle son who is branded a jinx by a HORRENDOUS Thai-Chinese father, and how the abuse leveled on Korn by his dad has intergenerational ripple effects across their family and community. 
Let’s break this down. I now know that New Siwaj does bad dads from Thai-Chinese lineage very well. UWMA’s Korn is expected to take over a mafia business. His dad is disapproving that Korn doesn’t want to take over the business -- which is an UNQUESTIONABLE and EMBEDDED expectation in most Asian family lineages (hello, Jeng and Step By Step) -- AND Korn’s dad is ALSO disapproving in Korn’s love for Intouch and vice versa. Separately, Intouch’s dad is disapproving that Intouch is in love with Korn, a mafia scion. 
Modern times are modern for a reason. 1988 was 31 years from 2019. I want to emphasize here the understanding that Korn and Intouch likely had -- that besides running away, there was no other existence for them to be together than to kill themselves and be together in the afterlife. And running away, and still living and existing, would have been a guilt-ridden and dangerous existence, for what Asian children are expected to do and live for vis à vis their parents. Korn likely HAD NO OTHER IMAGINATION for a life that he could live OTHER THAN to take over his father’s business and to be a heteronormative adult in the late 1980s. And, to top that all off, both of their dads were fucking assholes. 
I really liked how this was juxtaposed to the relationship between Dean and his father. Dean was clearly set up to be as stubborn as his dad. Meaning, at least to me -- that Dean was FAR less likely to be told what to do by his dad, that Dean would and maybe COULD, stand up to his dad. We didn’t see it happen, but I could have imagined Dean not accepting “no” for an answer from his dad to accept Pharm. (Makes you think about Pat, Pran, and Ming, no?) Dean had Korn in him. Dean/Korn was NOT GOING TO TAKE THAT SHIT AGAIN, and that was CLEAR. I want to emphasize: THAT’S BIG. That was BIG on New Siwaj and the UWMA novel writer to include that in the story. That’s parental defiance. That needed to happen in order for Dean and Pharm to survive. As an Asian, that gives me a kick of welcome energy.
But I also really want to note what New Siwaj did at the end of the show, something so deft, it might have left non-Asian viewers wondering what was going on. In the condo scene, Dean and Pharm are ciphering Korn and Intouch -- and when Korn’s father shows up in the wheelchair, Korn’s father knows what’s happening.
And Korn apologizes to his dad. Korn had already apologized to Intouch, but Korn also apologizes to his dad, and to his brother, and to his nephew in Sin. This really gets me, y’all, I understand this as an Asian. Korn is APOLOGIZING for the PAIN he caused in his family AND in Intouch, because -- filial piety. He knows what he did to himself was devastating to the Asian family system he was born into, to the Asian society he was born into, and he apologized for the suicide he committed unto himself that caused that extra-social pain. 
Like. As crazy as that sounds, it’s also an INCREDIBLY SOPHISTICATED way to ACKNOWLEDGE that Korn had broached a social boundary, and Intouch had followed him. THAT IS A HELL OF A LAYER TO ADD TO THIS STORY, ONE THAT I DID NOT EXPECT, and that SHOOK ME at the end of this series.
A similar situation happened in Double Savage. Despite the horrendous psychological abuse that Double Savage’s Korn received from his father -- an adult Korn ends up apologizing to his father for the trouble that HE may have caused. Now, what I appreciated about Double Savage was that THAT dad was like -- no, no, *I* should be the one apologizing. BUT, I want to indicate and emphasize here, that BOTH storylines acknowledge that Asian children NEED to know, SHOULD know, ARE BORN TO KNOW, that their actions have collective effects on a wider family system. We are born to understand and think like that. We are not dealing with an individualist Western perspective here. (I literally FLIPPED when I realized that New Siwaj has had MULTIPLE CHARACTERS NAMED KORN APOLOGIZING TO BAD DADS, and I’m an Asian over here UNDERSTANDING WHY, and I’m just like, pfffftt GGGAAAHHHH.)
Why am I harping on this? BECAUSE: vis à vis EVERYTHING ELSE that is lineage-based in this story -- from children being born, to intergenerational trauma, to reincarnation -- UWMA is structured around an über-macro theme of worlds being linked, by threads, by genes, by history, by spirit, by trauma. We are collectively linked. Babies are born -- we saw many babies in this show. Children belong to families. Lovers belong to lovers. Dean PHYSICALLY belongs to Intouch’s family, and Pharm to Korn’s family. A happy existence will be when a family accepts a child’s partner. Happiness is in a family growing, not a family shrinking. Warmth and growth and love happens when a happy family sits at a table and eats together. 
As Pharm says at the end of the show -- oh, my HEART -- “I belong to Dean.” Yes, you do -- because you have become Dean’s family, and Dean has become Pharm’s family. Korn’s family BELONGS to Intouch’s family, and vice versa. They are destined, MEANT to be linked together, AND TO BE FAMILY, ALL TOGETHER.
Kurosawa and Adachi become family in the Cherry Magic movie. WDYEY’s Shiro and Kenji become family by way of living and eating together. Even if BBS’s Ming doesn’t acknowledge Pran -- Pran is Ming’s family. LOVE. MAKES. FAMILY.
What Korn apologized for was the impact his decision had on his family — WHILE HE WAS IN LOVE WITH INTOUCH, WHO KORN’S FAMILY WAS NOT ALLOWING KORN TO MAKE AS KORN’S NEW FAMILY in the 1980s. Korn was able to apologize in the afterlife — BECAUSE Dean and Pharm DID WHAT HE AND INTOUCH COULD NOT DO, by way of generations, by way of family acceptance, by way of inherited trauma and STOPPING that inherited trauma in its tracks -- very much like Pat and Pran banding together and doing the same for themselves. Dean and Pharm did the hard work of making the relationship a real one, in every aspect of their intimate, micro-level family lives, to a public, external existence in the world. Korn could FINALLY experience the release of GUILT he had towards Intouch and towards Korn’s family, now that Korn’s love for Intouch could FINALLY flourish outside the constraints of filial piety through Dean. THIS IS HUGE. I have no words to tell you what the BRILLIANCE of this means to me as an Asian. LOVE MAKES FAMILY, and LOVE THAT IS ALLOWED TO FLOURISH GIVES YOU THE RELEASE TO BE YOUR TRUE SELF. 
Dean had learned from the inherited trauma that he got from Korn that he needed to stop the trauma train in his tracks, and he did, and he confronted his father, and his father blessed the union of Dean and Pharm. When Dean took the gun away from Pharm, and embraced Pharm, Korn and Intouch KNEW that they could finally be safe in the afterlife. Dean and Pharm were the ciphers that finally ALLOWED Korn and Intouch to exist happily together in spirit. Korn, especially, could exist freely, now that he was relieved of his guilt. Dean and Pharm were, LITERALLY, Korn and Intouch’s FAMILY -- the FAMILY that ALLOWED the FINAL RELEASE for Korn and Intouch to be together as their true selves and spirits. 
And Dean and Pharm confirmed that in FRONT of the family member, in Korn’s father, that had originally caused all this pain. The intricate layers, communicated to a primarily Asian audience, of Korn apologizing to his father, and then of Dean embracing Pharm and confirming their love AND Korn and Intouch’s love, in front of that former barrier -- that is GROWTH and FLOURISHING in the face of generational defiance, and about as sophisticated and eloquent a communication of familial transcendence as I could possibly imagine seeing in Asian drama art. WHOA. I’m a little out of breath with this.
Wow. And speaking of being one’s true self: I deeply loved that Dean and Pharm took a three-month break. I loved that Pharm was smart and strong enough to demand a break to understand if DEAN and PHARM -- INDEPENDENT of ANYTHING they had INHERITED from ANYONE -- actually loved each other and belonged together. Fuck. Pharm was like, no -- this one’s on me. I need to see, outside of ANY INFLUENCES, FROM ANYONE, ANYWHERE -- if I love Dean, if Dean loves me, and if we belong together. Brave. Badass.
AND, I truly loved how Korn and Intouch -- DEAN AND PHARM’S FAMILY -- came BACK to Dean and Pharm’s dreams to offer thanks. I loved how, in the end, the past and his family came back to give Pharm that little contextual nudge to say to Pharm, it’s okay to love Dean for Dean, AND to love how you two came together, through Korn and Intouch. And Pharm could acknowledge, finally, that he belonged to Dean. God damn.
This story was so multilayered, SO complex, SO filled with a respect for love at its highest and most complicated levels. This story was filled with CRITICAL SCRUTINY towards Asian family systems and the trauma that those systems can render. This story was filled with an acknowledgement for the power of LOVE that those same family systems can offer unto children who NEED pillars of love and support (Pharm’s mom and brother, badasses!). 
Y’ALL. I just, I DID NOT KNOW that New Siwaj could DO THIS! I know that UWMA is considered his best show, but like, this is his best show BY A LOT, A LOT. Double Savage, in contrast, had a lot of narrative and structural issues that detracted from the core stories of filial piety that were ultimately very important to tell. 
UWMA did not fall into that trap. It was SMART, it MOVED (FOR SEVENTEEN EPISODES! I SLAMMED THIS SERIES! I could have watched MORE, I cannot believe I’m SAYING THAT!), it was. It was just BRILLIANT. It was an ode to romantic love, to family love, to the power of memory. In 2019, it joined He’s Coming To Me in a burgeoning echelon of cinema-influenced BLs in storytelling, soon to be joined by I Told Sunset About You, ATOTS, and others. It took the sad endings of He’s Coming To Me and Dew the Movie and said -- not today. Today, we will let love LIVE, let QUEER LOVE live, in REAL LIFE, in REAL TIME, and we will not let our lovers live in regret. We will take queer love, we will give queer love FAMILY, and we will give it the HONOR IT DESERVES.
Until We Meet Again is a must-watch of the highest order, and goes on the shortlist of shows that I will refer to as one that makes me proud to be an Asian. It was easily one of the most important shows I’ve watched in this project. All credit to New, Fluke, Ohm, Earth, and Kao for a PHENOMENAL experience -- my heart and mind have been bettered because of this show. 
[FLUKE. AND. OHM. Fluke and Singto coming thru in Shadow the Series? Sign me the FUCK up. Actors on actors. WOW. Did UWMA ever introduce me to another crop of dudes who can fucking tear up a screen. I had SO much fun watching UWMA, whew!
And, yep. I had to follow this up with 2gether, ha. I’m going to spare myself a little pain, if y’all don’t mind, and combine my write-up of 2gether with Still 2gether. I know there’s a lot to be said about the lack of intimacy in 2G, which I can’t wait to dive into, but I can’t help but to also run into another wall of analysis with dear P’Aof’s work in S2G. I’ll make it all work!
After I get myself together with 2gether (HA) -- it’s ITSAY time. I will be planning on watching ITSAY TWICE before writing, as I’m preparing myself to catch EVERYTHING I can before I pen words. Stay tuned.
Status of the list below. As always -- if you have feedback, send it my way!
1) Love Sick and Love Sick 2 (2014 and 2015) (review here) 2) Make It Right (2016) (review here) 3) SOTUS (2016-2017) (review here) 4) Make It Right 2 (2017) (review here) 5) Together With Me (2017) (review here) 6) SOTUS S/Our Skyy x SOTUS (2017-2018) (review here) 7) Love By Chance (2018) (review here) 8) Kiss Me Again: PeteKao cuts (2018) (no review) 9) He’s Coming To Me (2019) (review here) 10) Dark Blue Kiss (2019) and Our Skyy x Kiss Me Again (2018) (review here) 11) TharnType (2019-2020) (review here) 12) Senior Secret Love: Puppy Honey (BL cuts) (2016 and 2017) (I’m watching this out of order just to get familiar with OffGun before Theory of Love -- will likely not review) 13) Theory of Love (2019) (review here) 14) 3 Will Be Free (2019) (not a BL or an official part of the OGMMTVC watchlist, but an important harbinger of things to come in 2019 and beyond re: Jojo Tichakorn pushing queer content in non-BLs) (review here) 15) Dew the Movie (2019) (review here) 16) Until We Meet Again (2019-2020)  17) 2gether (2020) and Still 2gether (2020) (watching) 18) I Told Sunset About You (2020) 19) YYY (2020, out of chronological order) 20) Manner of Death (2020-2021) (not a true BL, but a MaxTul queer/gay romance set within a genre-based show that likely influenced Not Me and KinnPorsche) 21) A Tale of Thousand Stars (2021) (review here) 22) A Tale of Thousand Stars (2021) OGMMTVC Fastest Rewatch Known To Humankind For The Sake Of Rewatching Our Skyy 2 x BBS x ATOTS 23) Lovely Writer (2021) 24) Last Twilight in Phuket (2021) (the mini-special before IPYTM) 25) I Promised You the Moon (2021) 26) Not Me (2021-2022) 27) Bad Buddy (2021-2022) (thesis here) 28) Bad Buddy (2021-2022) and Our Skyy 2 x BBS x ATOTS (2023) OGMMTVC Rewatch 29) Secret Crush On You (2022) [watching for Cheewin’s trajectory of studying queer joy from Make It Right (high school), to SCOY (college), to Bed Friend (working adults)] 30) KinnPorsche (2022) (tag here) 31) KinnPorsche (2022) OGMMTVC Fastest Rewatch Known To Humankind For The Sake of Re-Analyzing the KP Cultural Zeitgeist 32) The Eclipse (2022) (tag here) 33) GAP (2022-2023) (Thailand’s first GL) 34) My School President (2022-2023) and Our Skyy 2 x My School President (2023) 35) Moonlight Chicken (2023) (tag here) 36) Bed Friend (2023) (tag here) (Cheewin’s latest show, depicting a queer joy journey among working adults)]
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all-things-skylanders · 6 months ago
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I'd like to see some Roller Brawl headcanons since she's my favorite
Here you go! I was surprised to see that despite her being a fan-favorite, Roller Brawl never seems to appear in any extended universe media aside from the TV Show, where she's still very minor.
Updated Origin Story:
Roller Brawl was always a free spirit, not interested in wasting her life as some castlebound vampire tasked with picking up the family blood business. Her parents disapproved, though, as their age and traditional mindsets didn't approve of their "youngest son's" lifestyle.
Every night, her brothers and her would sneak out of the castle and go live free of the harsh hold their parents held over them, and Roller Brawl quickly found herself among the lights and blades of the Undead roller derby. She made some friends, and soon began to take up competitions, able to be the young, speed demoness she wanted to be, instead of some uppity prince to an empire she would never inherit.
When she won the Undead Roller Derby League, Kaos revealed himself as an admirer, and demanded she become his bride. Naturally, Roller Brawl refused, and her brothers backed her up. Kaos, not one to take 'No' for an answer, kidnapped her brothers and sealed them in a place far away, trying to force Roller Brawl to get with him.
Roller Brawl refused, and tried to return home, only to be refused, due to them seeing the loss of her brothers as "his fault".
Roller Brawl wandered skylands, chasing the wind and running from her problems, always seeking out faster and faster speeds, until she ran so far from home that she ended up at Skylander's Academy, where she met her future best friends, Cynder and Hex. Now, Roller Brawl fights as a Skylander, hoping that she'll be able to find her brothers eventually.
Misc Headcanons:
Roller Brawl is trans-femme (Not the most original headcanon, but most Skylanders blogs I see agree with it, and who am I to deny fate?) and a Lesbian.
Roller Brawl has a crush on Hex, but will never admit it to herself, since Hex and Stealth Elf are already together.
Roller Brawl became a Supercharger as a way to reach even faster speeds, and she occasionally dons her Bone Bash persona to go to Car Races.
Roller Brawl is far more cynical than most Skylanders, having a glass-half-empty mindset that she hides beneath her "fun loving racer" persona.
Roller Brawl regularly has races with Tread Head, Fryno and Freeze Blade.
That's what I could come up with for Roller Brawl. Do you like it? I'm always down for feedback, as long as it's polite ^^
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thefatcat-13 · 1 year ago
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dont kill yourself, you got this. i have a tag for positive messages if you need it: #reasons to live
sorry for the sad start, into the introduction
hi!! im Max! i use he/it/glitch/void/xe/ pronouns (aka i will marry you if you use my neos for me). im trans and aroace!
pronoun page!!: https://en.pronouns.page/@Thefatcat13
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image credit: @lgbtq-userboxes
other blogs!:
@holy-crab-guys where i talk abt sea creatures, crabs are my favorite but i love them all
@crab-detector where is detect crabs
interests and dni below the cut if you’re interested
onto interests!!!
i love reading! i am currently reading How it Began: the Time Travelers Guide to the Universe by Chris Impey (as of April 1st, 2024)
a few of my favorite books off the top of my head and not including sequels are
What If Its Us by Adam Silvera and Becky Albertalli
Aces Wild: A Heist by Amanda Dewitt
Magical Boy by The Kao
They Both Die in the End by Adam Silvera
If I See You Again Tomorrow by Robie Couch
i like a few musical including:
basically ALL the starkid musicals (other than ani, no offense i just dont know jack shit abt starwars so it rlly wasnt my thing lol)
specifically the hatchetfield series (i just added this so i can say my favorite lord in black is T’noy Kraxis)
Heathers
Be More Chill
Ride The Cyclone
Dear Evan Hansen
Beetlejuice
and i like other kinds of music too! for example:
Limp Wrist
Sex Pistols
Cojum Dip
Fagatron
Will Wood
Pansy Division
Jhariah
Bikini Kill
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(image credit @awigglycultist post link 🔗)
i have a pretty basic DNI
-racists
-homophobes/transphobes
-proshippers (do whatever you want in fiction but it makes me uncomfortable so i dont rlly want to hear abt it)
-terfs
-basically just if you’re nice to other ppl then you’re fine
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people who are definitely allowed!
-neopronoun/xenopronoun users
-xenogender users
-typically “cringe” ppl (if you feel like you dont fit in cause of your interests or stuff like that)
-idrk what else to add lmao im basically just fine with like everyone, as long as you’re nice to me i will be nice to yoy
if you read this far and think im cool then maybe we could be friends! my dms are open always! (tho im not that good at being social lmao)
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feuqueerfire · 6 months ago
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Wandee Goodday Ep 7 Live Blogging
Whoop whoop 2nd week in a row that I'm managing to watch the show right after it airs. Although I did consider not watching it for 1-2 days so that I can finish my binge watch of Unknown (I'm so excited to see petty Yuan in ep 8 heh) but thought I should just watch this one before I find out everything that happens through tumblr and twitter posts.
I'm in sort of an angsty mood, esp after the last few Unknown eps that I've watched, so I'm expecting some angst here too. Eps 5-6 of Wandee have been happy and fun while they ignore their feelings and problems, so I need some of that to burst and cause issues.
Ep 7 (June 15)
7-1
showing a little support for psychiatry, though idk how helpful it is to make somebody go when they don't really wanna go
Does Yak want a mouth kiss if he wins?
Yak finds a photo of Ter and Dee in a book and it casts doubt in his mind ig
ohhh Dee was planning on throwing it out but in the end kept it and he had even written "love Dr. Ter the most" on the back
pls Kao's frustration as the audience stand-in
"...might lead to losing them"
Did Ter hear the part that gives away that they're not real bfs
well, he knows they're not dating fr anyway but still the audacity to confront Yak like this
Ter using his knowledge about Dee gained for the past 8 years against Yak, agh. like you knew him all this time and must have known he liked you and yet now that he's finally moving on, you can somehow take action? piss off
both Unknown and Wandee have boxing
what is up with these grown ass adults not being able to live without seeing each other for a few days T.T you shouldn't even be thinking of not going to Japan bc you won't see Yak for a couple days
Why is Dee basically he sniffing Yak's armpit in the gym showers
7-2
Yei just watching Yak sneak out lmfao
fuck I think Ter's gonna somehow be here? I didn't watch the preview but I saw a screencap of Ter and Dee while Dee was in the tiger outfit or whatever, though I think somebody mentioned it was at Ter's place
speak of the devil...
oh, Yak's got a keycard to Dee's place, did we know that?
why is Dee at Ter's bruh
let's fucking kill Ter, I actually cannot anymore
I do think it's funny how neither of them are commenting on Dee's literal tiger sex roleplay costume lmao he's even got a headband!
Dee needs to snap out of it, get up, and leeeeeaaaave
now Kao is here too?
the costume isn't for you to appreciate, Ter stoppppp >:((((
why the fuckkkk did Ter start leaning in, I actually need this man dead and gone, get off my damn screen
and then spilling wine on himself and wanting Dee to help cleanup and now he's practically naked in his fucking boxers, I wish I could be normal about just disliking Ter but I am immature about my hatred for him the same way he's immature about his ways trying to get Dee
TER IS OPENING THE DOOR IN HIS BOXERS?!?!? AND DEE'S ALSO IN HIS TIGER COSTUME IM GONNA LOSE MY SHIT AGHHH
[Linguistics] oh damn Yak uses meung with Ter in anger
aw man T.T I get Yak, why did Dee say Yak always uses violence? I don't recall Yak being violent before this???
Yak breaking up, returning the keycard, taking the necklace back, ouchhhhhhhhh
Yak leaning on Taem
Aw man, Dee being sad at the necklace being gone
I think I would like it if for the rest of the ep + some of next ep, they're separate about doing their own stuff and missing each other and spending time with Ter & Taem only to realize they don't feel the same as they used to and when they come together again (hopefully sometimes next ep, I don't want it to be solved this ep tbh), it's with real feelings and confession. I think I also want Dee to confess/start the conversation since he's the one who fucked up (I know I ragged on Ter but how did Dee even let it go through all those steps omg)
fuck I saw 1 second of the preview and aghhhh I hate Ter, who could've guessed. I have some stuff to do so I'll be back for the next 2 parts later, though they're quite short compared to the first two parts.
7-3
back to watching but I'm having lunch so I probably won't type much
T.T
Ter realized his feelings alright. i don't know that i believe you lol, though maybe it's true since Ter's drunk while he's saying it
okay Ter accidentally fell, I thought he was gonna attack Dee from the 0.2 sec preview
dang, Yak's the one who leaned back and didn't kiss Taem. It seems like Taem wouldn't have been opposed to it?? Did she fall for him some time in the past few eps
7-4
oops was checking at the bottom timing bar how many minutes the show actually is before previews start (9mins) but got spoiled for the last scene of the ep
Damn, Yak's imagination of Dee and TEr really has him facing a humiliating defeat against Luke's character
I get P'Yei like despite everything going on in Yak's life, this is still his job and him winning was necessary for himself, the gym, money, etc. or at least put up a fair fight, not whatever that was bc of a fight with his fwb-fake bf that he has real feelings for
Aw, Wandee came back immediately and found Yak at his favourite place or whatever
Yak crying nooo
why am I suddenly paranoid that this is also Yak's imagination lmao
ah, indeed Yak had asked for Dee's first kiss
and Dee kisses him even though he lost
the kisses are mid but it's fine
damn, a hospital ball next ep? and how is Ter even in the show still wtf
I wanted angst and sadness and I got that but the way we got there was fairly contrived. Ter's sliminess I understand but Dee going through so many steps without just... leaving is like ?? I get that he may still have feelings for Ter that makes him not think straight or whatever but c'mon... am I supposed to believe Dee would actually go to Ter's place and have dinner there in his fucking sex roleplay clothes that he put on to have a candlelit dinner with Yak? and the violence comment was like... no? Yak's pathetic fight was also like... why.
The first kiss was also not impactful because we've established for 7 episodes that it's something very monumental to Dee + it's something that he wants to do with only somebody he really likes, so to have it 1) be a "consolation prize" and 2) come before they discuss their feelings or anything is resolved feels incomplete. It's not a grand or romantic moment the way their first kiss should have been. I don't wanna go back to goofy dance show or whatever next ep...
idk, this ep was a bit of disappointment in terms of storytelling and the way we're exploring emotions, I hope they can turn it around. They have 5 more episodes and so theoretically they have time to do stuff well but also... they have time to drag everything out lol
The necklace though T.T
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jayla-fire-gal · 3 months ago
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Prue: Have you been here all night? I thought you were married.
Eurydice: I'm... Dead.
This show is sending me 😂 The emotional whiplash is getting to me I think.
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figureskatingfanblog · 9 months ago
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Under rotated and fell out of the Quad Lutz. Hung onto the Quad Toe. Crooked in the air on the Quad Sal and fell hard. Nice spin. Nice three-jump combo. Nice step sequence. Nice Quad-Triple combo. Nice Triple Axel combo. Nice Triple Flip. Nice choreo sequence. Nice spin.
A couple of mistakes, but all in all, not a bad program from Kao Miura of Japan, but certainly now what he wanted to do here.
169.72, 254.72 and into second behind Siao Him Fa and ahead of Selevko.
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danieldreamwalking · 9 months ago
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Introduction, DR list and DR Masterlist
I know this blog has been running a while, but as a formal introduction; Hi, I'm Danny. I've been a reality shifter for about 3 and half years now.
BEFORE I GET INTO ANYTHING ELSE!!!
I am a minor, and therefore rely financially on my guardians. Even after that, I make very little money for myself mainly around February time. So I would like to say that as much as I want to, I am physically unable to donate to any campaigns!! The most I am able to do would be make a post to try and gain attention for certain please and such. Despite my age, I am still not even meant to be on social media while living with my parents.
Im sorry but I cannot donate so please don't tell me I'm ignoring your plea 🙏
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My oldest DR would be, of course the classic Hogwarts DR.
My main DR (as of now) would be my Mcu and Kaos DRs.
My newest, (as of now) is my Kaos DR and Gilmore Girls DR
I am Norse Pagan, so expect a few references to that and I also write and create art from time to time. In fact, my art blog is @thegodlyr
My favourite shows would be WandaVision, The Witcher, Supernatural, Ghost Whisperer, Criminal Minds, Law and Order, Not Dead Yet and Kaos. My favourite films/movies are any Lilo and Stitch, Iron Man 2, Death becomes her and Jennifer's body.
Favourite characters include but not limited to, Any Idris Elba character, Loki, Natasha Romanoff, Maria Hill, Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier, Stitch, Melinda Gordon, Dean Winchester, Batman, Poison Ivy, Tony Stark, Regina Gerorge, Jennifer Check, Spencer Reid, Elle Greenaway, Aaron Hotchner, Derek Morgn, Jennifer Jereau, David Rossi, Emily Prentiss and Penelop Garcia. And gideon ig /j love him:) Dionysus (Kaos).
This will include my list of DR's and links to posts abt them, if any
Better + Future DR/French Bakery
BG3 DR (in the works)
Carmilla (novella) DR
Criminal Minds DR
Popular qoutes/scenes as moments from my Criminal Minds DR #1
Good Omens DR
Hogwarts DR
House of The Dragon DR
Jujutsu Kaisen DR
Kaos DR
Lucifer DR (the show)
MCU DR
Answer as your DR self pt.1 My aesthetic #1
Supernatural DR
DR me introduction
The Umbrella Academy DR
The Witcher DR
NOTICE BOARD
~ Nothing as of now ~
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her-satanic-wiles · 2 months ago
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Kinktober Day 12 - Bukkake
Secondo & His Ghouls x Reader
Secondo decides to give his Ghouls a treat and they all attend art class - the canvas, however, is you.
Masterlist ⛧ Kinktober 2024 Masterlist
Words: 4.7k.
Reading Time: 19 min.
Warnings: bukkake, masturbation, mentions of orgies, nipple play, semi-public
Taglist: @akayuki56 @alien-the-ghost @amazing-bobinsky @angellayercake @anonymous-appreciation @babydestinyinfluencer @bitchywitchygardener @blossomsea @call-me-little-sunshine84 @copiaspet622 @copiasslut @cosmixxdust @da-rulah @dolceterzo @dopey-fandom-girl @faithisyours @ghoulishxdelights @hauntedharmonic-ghoulishhaunter @high-above-the-city @howlingco @inkstainedrat @kaijukimchi @kenken-the-shoggoth @ledger-kaos @magopi @megachaoticstupid @meliza1001 @miss-leto @mommy-dust @neganwifey25-blog @piaart @saintbowie @shycardinale @sister-of-sin-claudia @sisterof-sin @sodoswitchimage @the-did-i-ask @xiyingly @zombiesnips-blog
🔞 MDNI 🔞
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You didn’t hear them enter—their footsteps hushed against the cold, hard floor—until Secondo slowly peeled away the blindfold, unveiling a world of tantalising possibilities. You found yourself at the centre of his art studio, the very heart of his creative sanctuary, your body bare and vulnerable, poised on your knees like a living canvas. All eyes were on you, exposed and eager, ready to be transformed by the artistry of desire.
Secondo’s gaze burned into you, a smouldering mixture of possessiveness and adoration. You were his muse, his greatest masterpiece, and now it seemed, the prized possession of his Ghouls, who stood behind him, anticipation palpable in the air. You had long spoken of your cravings—how the absence of the Ministry’s wild orgies left an ache within you, a longing for hands exploring your skin and bodies pressing against yours in a frenzy of need.
Secondo had listened, his dark eyes glinting with mischief and desire as he toyed with the idea of sharing you. At first, you thought he was teasing, but as he outlined his intentions—carefully negotiating boundaries while igniting your fantasies—you realised the truth: your beloved was poised to give you everything your heart craved, a lavish feast of pleasure that would leave you utterly consumed.
Now, the Ghouls and Papa had you completely surrounded, a circle of lust and desire encasing you like a living, breathing sculpture. The six men gazed upon your form with pure hunger in their eyes, their arousal barely concealed beneath their flowing robes. You could almost feel the heat radiating off them, a palpable energy that thrummed in the air, igniting every nerve in your body.
Each gaze was a caress, exploring you from head to toe, drinking in your vulnerability and your eagerness. Their expressions were a blend of reverence and primal desire, and you knew they wanted this just as much as you did. You were their canvas, ready to be painted in shades of ecstasy and pleasure, and the knowledge made your heart race.
The soft rustle of fabric and the barely suppressed sounds of their excitement only heightened your anticipation. You could feel the weight of their attention, heavy yet intoxicating, stirring a deep longing within you. Secondo stood at the helm, his commanding presence a reminder of your surrender. He was the maestro of this symphony of bodies, orchestrating the scene with a knowing smile that sent shivers down your spine.
You shifted slightly, your skin tingling under their collective gaze, every inch of you craving the touch of their hands, the warmth of their bodies pressing against yours. They were not just spectators; they were hungry artists ready to leave their mark on you. You were no longer just a figure in the room; you were the epicentre of their desires, and the world outside ceased to exist.
With each passing moment, the tension in the air thickened, drawing you deeper into the vortex of lust that surrounded you. You were ready to be claimed, to surrender to the beautiful chaos that awaited, knowing that this was just the beginning of an exquisite journey into pleasure and abandon.
“You wanted this, didn’t you, amore?” Secondo murmured, his voice low and sultry as he leaned down to whisper in your ear, sending delightful shivers coursing through your body. The warmth of his breath against your skin ignited a flame of desire deep within you, leaving you breathless and yearning for more.
As if reading your mind, one of his gloved hands began to explore, gently tracing the curves of your naked form. His fingers glided over your skin with a featherlight touch, teasing you with soft caresses that ignited every nerve ending. Each stroke was electric, sending tingles radiating through you, building a delicious tension that left you craving his every touch.
The contrast of the cool leather against your warm flesh heightened your senses, and you couldn’t suppress the soft moan that escaped your lips. You leaned into him instinctively, seeking more of his exquisite torment, relishing the way he took his time, exploring you as if you were the most precious of treasures.
His hand glided to one of your breasts, his fingers circling around your hardened nipple, teasing and tugging with a deftness that made your breath hitch. Each gentle squeeze and playful flick sent waves of pleasure radiating through your body, coaxing soft mewls of longing from your lips. You could feel the heat pooling deep within you, a primal need awakening as he toyed with your senses.
“You wanted to be fucked, sì?” he purred, his voice rich with desire, drawing closer so that his words brushed against your ear. “You wanted to be worshipped?” His gaze was smouldering, filled with a dark hunger that matched the fevered ache building inside you.
With every gentle pull of your nipple, you felt more vulnerable, more alive, utterly at his mercy. Your mind raced, a swirl of fantasies and delicious anticipation as you recalled the whispered confessions you’d shared—the aching desire to be enveloped by the warmth of many hands, to surrender yourself entirely.
“My Ghouls have wanted you for a long time,” Secondo continued, his tone both teasing and commanding, each word laced with promise. “Will you spread your legs for them and give them what you all so desperately want?”
The question hung in the air, thick with tension, and the thought sent a fresh wave of heat coursing through your veins. Your heart raced at the idea of fulfilling those unspoken desires, the thought of being worshipped by the six eager Ghouls igniting your senses further. You bit your lip, torn between the delicious shyness of your vulnerability and the overwhelming thrill of surrendering completely to the moment.
The room pulsed with anticipation, a collective breath held as you weighed his words. You could feel their hunger, the raw need emanating from them like a powerful tide. It was a call to abandon all hesitation, a beckoning to step into a realm of pleasure where you would be the focal point of their desires, the embodiment of everything they craved.
“D-do you want it, Papa?” you stammered, your voice barely above a whisper yet laced with need. You already knew the answer; he’d made his desires abundantly clear in the hushed conversations you’d shared weeks ago. But you craved to hear him say it—to have that deep, rich Italian accent wrap around the words, declaring his hunger for you as he prepared to share you with his Ghouls.
His eyes darkened with lust as he leaned closer, his breath a tantalising whisper against your ear. “You know I do, tesoro,” he replied, the sultry timbre of his voice sending shivers racing down your spine. “There is nothing I want more than to watch my subordinates touch themselves to you?”
The weight of his words hung in the air, electrifying the atmosphere around you. The thought of him witnessing every moment, every thrust, every expression of unrestrained desire on your face, made your heart race with exhilaration. You could almost feel the heat radiating from the Ghouls, their anticipation palpable as they leaned in closer, ready to indulge in the delicious scene unfolding before them.
Secondo’s gaze locked onto yours, his eyes burning with a possessive intensity that made your knees weak. “You are mine, and I will share you,” he continued, his voice low and commanding. “But it’s you who will decide how far you wish to go. Will you let them worship you, let them take you? Will you give yourself to the pleasure we all crave?”
His words wrapped around you like a silken thread, binding you to the moment. You felt exhilarated and terrified, caught in the throes of anticipation. The studio, once a space for art, now felt like a sanctuary for your deepest desires, a canvas ready to be filled with the strokes of pleasure and surrender.
“Touch yourself for us, amore,” Secondo requested, his voice low and sultry, a seductive command that sent a thrill coursing through you. The intensity of his gaze held you captive, his dark eyes gleaming with an unmistakable hunger as he raised his hand to his mouth, the glistening spit landing on his fingers with a soft, satisfying sound.
The sight ignited a primal fire within you, a rush of excitement flooding your senses. You felt a flush of heat wash over your body, the air thick with anticipation as his desire echoed through the room. The Ghouls watched, their eyes glued to you, eager and hungry, their collective breaths holding the weight of unspoken promises.
With a tremour of exhilaration, you lifted your hands, letting them glide down your body. Your fingers danced along your curves, exploring the softness of your skin as you succumbed to the delicious thrill of vulnerability. You could feel their eyes on you, their gazes burning into you like a caress, urging you to let go and embrace the pleasure.
As you moved, you could sense the intensity growing, a magnetic pull drawing you deeper into the moment. Each touch ignited sparks of pleasure, a delightful reminder of your body’s power to awaken desire. You circled your fingertips over your breasts, teasingly pinching your nipples, letting out soft gasps that mingled with the hushed murmurs of approval from the Ghouls.
Secondo watched intently, his fingers glistening with his saliva as he grinned, clearly enjoying the show. “That’s it, tesoro,” he urged, his voice a low rumble of encouragement. “Show us how much you crave it. Let them see what they’re in for.”
You felt a rush of exhilaration at his words, a surge of confidence swelling within you. You intensified your movements, letting your fingers slip lower, tracing the delicate contours of your body until they brushed against the heat between your thighs. The sensation sent a jolt of pleasure through you, making your breath hitch as you continued to tease and explore.
Every stroke, every gasp was an invitation, a promise of the ecstasy that awaited. The Ghouls leaned in closer, their own arousal evident in the way they shifted, eager to experience the depths of your longing.
As you surrendered to the exquisite pleasure of your own touch, the Ghouls and Secondo followed suit, their bodies moving in sync with the rhythm of your desire. Each of them, fully aware of the intoxicating power you held, began to stroke themselves, their hands gliding over their own skin, revealing the undeniable hunger etched across their faces.
You caught glimpses of their impressive forms, muscles flexing and rippling under their touch, each man lost in his own world of pleasure as they watched you. The sight sent a jolt of excitement through you, igniting a deeper need within, your body responding instinctively to the primal energy that filled the room.
Secondo’s dark gaze remained fixed on you, a smirk playing on his lips as he watched the scene unfold, his fingers working deliberately, trailing over his own arousal, clearly enjoying the sight of his Ghouls surrendering to the moment. “Look at them, tesoro,” he murmured, his voice thick with lust. “They can’t take their eyes off you.”
You felt a rush of exhilaration, knowing that your body was the source of their pleasure. The way they touched themselves mirrored your own movements, a synchronised dance of desire that heightened the tension in the air. Their eyes were filled with a mix of longing and admiration, each stroke of their hands adding to the electric atmosphere, the room heavy with the scent of lust.
You continued to explore your body, fingers trailing lower, teasing your sensitive skin as soft gasps escaped your lips. The Ghouls responded in kind, their own breaths hitching and deepening as they moved with increasing urgency, captivated by your every move. You could see the way they leaned closer, their faces filled with longing, each man yearning to be the one to bring you to the brink of ecstasy.
“Don’t hold back, amore,” Secondo urged, his voice a velvety caress that wrapped around you. “Let them see just how much you crave it. Show them the depths of your desire.”
Encouraged by his words, you intensified your movements, your body alive with sensation as you lost yourself in the moment. The Ghouls matched your rhythm, their hands gliding over themselves with urgency, each of them desperate to reach the same peak of pleasure that you were chasing.
The room pulsed with raw energy, a collective heartbeat of lust that seemed to envelop you all, drawing you deeper into a shared experience of unrestrained desire. You were the focus of their craving, the embodiment of their fantasies, and as you moved, you could feel the connection between you all, a powerful bond forged in the heat of passion.
As you surrendered fully to the intoxicating rhythm of your own touch, the sounds around you became a symphony of pleasure. The air was thick with heavy breaths and the slick sounds of skin gliding against skin. You could hear the unmistakable wetness of their hands moving against their arousal, the soft, rhythmic slaps echoing in the studio, each sound sending shivers down your spine.
The Ghouls were lost in their own ecstasy, their moans spilling from their lips like honey, rich and sweet. Each low growl, each breathy gasp only fueled your desire, a chorus of need that heightened the atmosphere. The music of their pleasure surrounded you, wrapping around you like a velvet cloak, making you feel both cherished and desired.
You turned your gaze toward Secondo, whose eyes were dark with lust, his fingers moving with deliberate precision. His moans were deeper, almost primal, and they sent a rush of heat through you. “That’s it, tesoro,” he urged, his voice thick with arousal. “Let them hear you. Let them know how much you crave them.”
Encouraged by his words, you let out a soft whimper of pleasure, the sound echoing in the charged space. It was a sound that drew their attention, their gazes locking onto you with a renewed fervor. You could see the way their bodies reacted, the intensity of their strokes quickening, their breaths coming in ragged gasps as they mirrored your movements.
The room was filled with the mingled sounds of pleasure—the wet slaps of skin, the deep, hungry moans, and the soft rustle of bodies shifting. It was a symphony that resonated deep within you, urging you to surrender completely to the sensations that engulfed you. Every sound, every gasp only intensified your own arousal, drawing you closer to the precipice of ecstasy.
As you continued to tease yourself, your fingers gliding over your body, you could feel the tension building within you, an exquisite pressure that begged to be released. The Ghouls watched with rapt attention, their own movements driven by the desire to reach that same height of pleasure.
You closed your eyes, letting their sounds wash over you, allowing the rhythm of their pleasure to sync with your own. The world outside faded away, leaving only the intoxicating heat of desire and the primal connection shared between you all. You could feel their energy pulsating around you, a tangible force that drew you deeper into this moment of shared passion.
Every sound intensified the atmosphere, wrapping you in a cocoon of raw desire. You could hear the Ghouls’ breath hitching, each moan a testament to the pleasure coursing through them. Their hands moved with a feverish intensity, the slick sounds of their strokes blending with the soft whispers of encouragement that slipped from Secondo’s lips, urging you all to lose yourselves in the moment.
“Can you feel how much they want you?” Secondo asked, his voice a low rumble that reverberated through the room, making your pulse quicken. “Let their desire fuel your own, tesoro. Let it push you closer to the edge.”
You took a deep breath, inhaling the heady scent of arousal that hung in the air, and surrendered to the sensations coursing through your body. You could feel your heart racing, pounding in time with the rhythm of their movements. With each deliberate stroke, your fingers danced over your sensitive flesh, igniting waves of pleasure that rippled through you.
The Ghouls were completely engrossed in the spectacle before them, their moans becoming increasingly desperate, a mix of pleasure and longing that resonated deeply within you. You could see them shifting closer, their bodies tense with need, their eyes locked onto you with a mix of reverence and lust.
“Touch yourself harder, amore,” Secondo commanded, his voice thick with desire. “Let them see how much you want it, how much you crave the attention of all of us.”
Your fingers quickened their pace, moving with urgency as you surrendered to the wave of pleasure building inside you. The sensations were overwhelming, and the sound of your own moans blended seamlessly with the guttural groans of the Ghouls around you. Each gasp, each whimper only served to stoke the flames of your desire, drawing you closer to the precipice of ecstasy.
“Fucking hell, you’re exquisite,” one of the Ghouls breathed, his voice tinged with awe as he watched you, his hand moving faster against himself, a testament to the effect you had on him. The others echoed similar sentiments, their voices mingling into a chorus of lust that surrounded you, pushing you closer to your release.
You could feel the heat radiating from their bodies, an intoxicating wave of energy that enveloped you. The world around you faded into insignificance as you focused on the sensations surging through your body, the symphony of pleasure building with each passing second. The studio felt alive with energy, each breath and moan creating an electric connection that drew you deeper into the shared experience.
As you neared your peak, you could hear Secondo’s voice cutting through the haze of pleasure, commanding yet gentle. “Let go, tesoro. Let the pleasure wash over you. We’re all here for you.”
With a final thrust of your fingers, you felt that exquisite pressure finally burst, waves of pleasure crashing over you like a tidal wave. Your moans spilled forth, echoing in the room as you succumbed to the sweet release, each pulse sending shockwaves of ecstasy radiating through your body.
In that moment, as the Ghouls continued to stroke themselves, their eyes glued to you in a mix of admiration and desperation, you knew you had given them exactly what they craved. And as the sensations began to ebb, you reveled in the aftermath of shared desire, your body still humming with pleasure as you looked into the eyes of those who had gathered around you, each of them eager to join in on this intoxicating journey.
As the waves of pleasure began to recede, the Ghouls edged closer, their bodies enveloping you in an intoxicating aura of desire. You could feel the heat radiating from them, the undeniable scent of arousal hanging thick in the air. Each of them, now fully aroused and ready, hovered over you, their breaths quickening as they closed the distance.
Their hands moved feverishly against themselves, stroking their lengths with urgency, and you could see the lust burning in their eyes as they watched you. The sight was overwhelming, an exquisite blend of need and hunger that sent fresh ripples of desire coursing through your veins. You could feel the tension in the air, electric and charged, as they poised themselves above you, ready to unleash their desires.
“Look at how ready they are for you, amore,” Secondo breathed, his voice a low, sultry whisper that sent shivers down your spine. “They want to paint you with their essence, to mark you as theirs.”
As he spoke, the Ghouls leaned in closer, their hands working faster, the sound of skin slapping against skin echoing around the room. You could feel the heat radiating from their bodies, the sheer need palpable in the air as they positioned themselves, cocked and poised to shoot their spend onto your body.
The sight was intoxicating; the way their muscles flexed and strained as they stroked themselves, the sheer concentration etched on their faces. It was as if time had slowed, every moment stretching out as they focused solely on you, their shared desire building to a fever pitch.
“Please,” you gasped, the word slipping from your lips unbidden, a plea for the release you knew was coming. You wanted to feel their warmth, to be enveloped in their desire, a canvas for their lust.
With a wicked grin, Secondo stepped closer, his fingers still glistening from earlier, as he tilted your chin to meet his gaze. “Are you ready to be worshipped, tesoro? To be painted with our desire?”
As he spoke, the Ghouls collectively let out low growls of agreement, their hands moving even faster, the urgency in their strokes palpable. They were all ready to unleash their need, and you could feel your heart racing in response, a drumbeat of anticipation echoing in your chest.
“Now, let them see just how much you want it,” Secondo urged, his voice a sultry command that sent another wave of arousal through you.
You felt yourself responding instinctively, your body arching towards them, a silent invitation. The Ghouls took a step closer, their bodies poised over you, their breaths hitching in unison as they prepared to let go, to shower you with their lust.
With a shared understanding, they released their grips, thick ropes of warmth splattering across your body, painting you in a lustful masterpiece. The sensation was electric, a rush of heat that sent shivers coursing through you, igniting the remnants of pleasure still dancing through your veins.
You closed your eyes, succumbing to the overwhelming sensations as you felt their warmth enveloping you, each drop a testament to their desire, marking you as their own. The world outside faded away, leaving only the intoxicating heat of their release, the sound of their breaths mingling with your soft moans, creating a symphony of shared ecstasy.
As the warmth of the Ghouls’ cum pooled across your body, a rush of sensations flooded your senses. The slick, hot fluid dripped down your skin, enveloping you in a sticky embrace that ignited a fresh wave of arousal. Each drop felt electric, a reminder of the raw, primal energy that had just unfolded around you. You could feel it settling into the curves of your body, accentuating every contour, marking you as their canvas, their trophy.
The weight of their desires clung to you, each viscous splash igniting your skin, turning you into a living testament to their lust. You reveled in the feeling, your breath quickening as the heat of their release seeped into your very being. The warmth spread across your back and shoulders, glistening in the soft light of the studio, and you felt utterly devoured by their need.
But even amidst the heady sensations, your body craved more. You could sense the anticipation still lingering in the air, and your heart raced as you felt the heat of Secondo’s gaze upon you. He was still behind you, taking in the sight of his Ghouls’ release coating you, his own arousal simmering with intensity.
As the last of the Ghouls stepped back, panting and satisfied, Secondo moved forward, a smirk playing on his lips. He gently grasped your hips and bent you over, positioning you on your hands and knees, exposing your glistening form. You could feel the cool air against your skin, contrasting beautifully with the warmth that enveloped you from the release that had just painted you.
“Look at you,” he purred, his voice a velvet whisper that sent shivers racing down your spine. “So beautifully marked, so inviting.”
You felt his presence loom behind you, the heat radiating off him as he hovered close, but he didn’t enter you. Instead, you felt his hardness pressing against your skin, teasingly close. His hand moved between his own legs, stroking himself slowly, deliberately, as he admired the scene before him.
“Do you want more, tesoro?” he asked, the seductive timbre of his voice making your heart race even faster. “Or are you content being a canvas for us?”
You whimpered, unable to find the words as the thrill of anticipation coursed through you. You wanted him—needed him to take you, to claim you—but instead, he remained tantalizingly just out of reach. He stroked himself behind you, the slick sound of his hand against his length filling the air, mixing with the echoes of the Ghouls’ earlier release.
With deliberate slowness, Secondo moved closer, positioning himself perfectly against your glistening hole. He teased the head of his cock against you, a smirk dancing on his lips as he watched your body writhe in desperate need. “Let me decorate you further, amore,” he murmured, his voice thick with desire.
With that, he released himself, hot streams of cum landing directly on your hole, each splash sending shockwaves of pleasure racing through you. The sensation was overwhelming, an exquisite mix of heat and the primal nature of his teasing. You could feel your breath hitching as you surrendered to the moment, a moan escaping your lips as his warmth coated you, heightening the intensity of your desire.
“Look at how perfect you are,” he praised, his voice low and sultry. “Just a beautiful mess, waiting to be filled. But for now, you’ll remain a masterpiece.”
Secondo loomed over you, his body radiating heat as he stroked himself behind you, the sound of his hand gliding over his length filling the air. The anticipation was thick, electrifying the space between you. You could feel the tension building, every inch of your body aware of his presence, yearning for more.
With each deliberate stroke, he drew closer, positioning himself against your glistening hole. You felt the heat of him pressing against your sensitive skin, your breath hitching in your throat as you trembled with need. “You’re so tempting like this,” he murmured, his voice low and sultry, making your heart race. “I could spend all day just teasing you.”
He rubbed the tip of his cock against your entrance, taunting you, letting you feel his warmth without giving you what you truly craved. “Do you want me, tesoro?” he asked, his breath hot against your ear. “Do you want to feel me fill you?”
You nodded, desperate and needy, your body aching for his touch. But instead of giving you what you wanted, he continued to stroke himself, his pace steady and maddeningly slow. “Patience, amore. You’ll get what you deserve, but first, I want you to feel every second of this.”
With a primal growl, Secondo tightened his grip as he continued to stroke himself, his breath coming in ragged gasps. You could feel the tension building between you, an electric charge that crackled in the air. The anticipation was palpable, and your body ached with need, every inch of you yearning for him.
“Are you ready, tesoro?” he asked, his voice thick with desire, a teasing lilt that made your heart race. You could hear the strain in his tone, a clear sign of his own desperation.
Before you could respond, he surged forward, positioning himself perfectly against your hole. With a final, deep groan, he released himself, hot ropes of cum splattering directly onto your entrance. The sensation was exquisite, sending shockwaves of pleasure coursing through your body. The warmth enveloped you, mixing with the remnants of the Ghouls’ release, creating a deliciously filthy layer that marked you as his.
“Sathanas, you look so perfect like this,” he breathed, admiring the way his cum glistened on your skin. “So beautifully filled, just for me.” His voice was laced with lust, every word a caress that made you shiver with pleasure.
As the last remnants of his release dripped down your hole, he took a moment to relish the sight before him, his cock still hard and ready, poised teasingly against you. “You’re such a good little canvas, amore. I could lose myself in this moment.”
You trembled beneath him, every nerve ending alight with sensation as the warmth of his release settled on your skin. It was intoxicating, a heady mix of pleasure and satisfaction that left you breathless. Each pulse of your heart echoed the need coursing through you, leaving you desperate for more.
“Thank you for this, Papa,” you told him, looking at him over your shoulder.
“I will do anything you wish me to,” Secondo replied, looking at you with adoration in his eyes. “But first, I want them off of you. Let’s clean you up, sì?”
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jasper-book-stash · 11 months ago
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January 2024 Reading Wrap Up
As y'all know, I started this blog anew to record my thoughts on some books I read. Unfortunately, I have a bad habit of reading a lot more books than the average human should, and they knock each other out of my noggin. This is why I maintain a color-coded spreadsheet with columns to keep track of things. I also took on a winter reading challenge, and I've read most of the 17 books I was looking to read. With that said, let's see where things landed this month!
Religious Text
None applicable.
1/10 - Why Did They Publish This?
None applicable (thank the gods).
2/10 - Trash
Creating Magickal Entities: A Complete Guide to Entity Creation | David Michael Cunningham, Taylor Ellwood, T Amanda R Wagener
This one was...rough. Painful, even. This made me retroactively rate the other occult books I read higher just to cope.
3/10 - Meh
Heartbreaker | Julie Garwood [reading challenge]
I was hoping this one would be fun, considering the author is from Missouri and the summary seemed promising, but the main male character (not the antagonist) came across as a creep the whole time. I hated him very much.
4 to 6/10 - Mid-Tier
Sigil Magic for Writers, Artists, & Other Creatives | T Thorn Coyle [reading challenge]
With all due respect to Mx. T Thorn Coyle…this book sucked. It originated as a zine and tbh it should have stayed that way. There was a lot of fluff to get the page count up that could honestly have been removed (and should have been). I didn’t feel like I came away from this one learning anything new about sigils or how to incorporate them or my writing into my craft.
The Whittiers | Danielle Steel [reading challenge]
Unlike my surprisingly good experiences reading The Wedding Planner, The Whittiers was a sludge to get through. It was a bit annoying to hear Danielle Steel talk so much about how the characters weren't rich when they were clearly living a rather rich lifestyle without much financial problems in the beginning, and I eventually gave up on the book. The characters just...weren't too compelling to trudge through the repetition for.
The Stranger Upstairs | Lisa M Matlin
YOU. This book took a bit too long to get to the point (the plot), but at least part 2 was absolutely riveting and the epilogue was intriguing. I honestly think None Of This Is True by Lisa Jewell did this better, even though The Stranger Upstairs is more about a house than a person. Just...read None Of This Is True instead. Trust me.
Liber Null and Psychonaut | Liber Kaos | Peter J Carroll
Part of what I'm doing is research into chaos magic, starting with its foundational texts. And boy howdy, is this a severely middling book to me. Pointlessly obtuse, refuses to get to the point, spends too long sucking Aleister Crowley's dick... But utterly fascinating from a retrospective point of view, seeing what chaos magic looks like now.
7 to 8/10 - Good With Caveats
Dracula | Bram Stoker [reading challenge]
I'm going to beat Bram Stoker with a broom. Good with the caveat that you have to read it with the context of it being a product of its time. Also, post-vampire Lucy Westenra can GET SOME.
Strawberry Shortcake Murder | Joanne Fluke [reading challenge]
I "read" this one in audiobook form, thanks to my library having a Playaway of it. This one…aged a little poorly in some aspects. I might skip into more modern entries to the series rather than trudge through the older stuff to get there.
The Leftover Woman | Jean Kwok [reading challenge]
This one was a fucking TRIP. This book was full of twists and turns and physically pained me at points. It absolutely fucked me up and I was crying by the end, so I was lucky that no one came into work while I was reading it. I can't say much about it for fear of spoiling it, other than that it delivered upon what it promised.
The Midnight Library | Matt Haig [reading challenge]
This did NOT help with the crying! This book also fucked me up! It’s absolutely wild from the get-go. Content warning for animal death early on, though, because that did not help my anxious ass.
Marrying the Ketchups | Jennifer Close [reading challenge]
With all of the things this book was juggling, it ended exactly how it needed to.
Spells for Change: A Guide for Modern Witches | Frankie Castanea/Chaotic Witch Aunt
I was expecting something entirely different from this book.
Condensed Chaos: An Introduction to Chaos Magic | Phil Hine
Exactly what it says on the tin.
Magickal Servitors: Create Your Own Spirits to Attract Pleasure, Power and Prosperity | Damon Brand
Far more effective and to-the-point than Creating Magickal Entities was, but still far from perfect.
9/10 - Very Very Good
The Puppets of Spelhorst | Kate DiCamillo [reading challenge]
This book is one I've been meaning to read since the library got it in. It's an adorable story with great illustrations and plenty of drama for the 8- to 12-year-old in your life. Or for you, if you want a touching low-stakes story with an open ending.
Dog Man: Twenty Thousand Fleas Under The Sea | Dav Pilkey [reading challenge]
From the guy who brought us Captain Underpants comes an adorable graphic novel about…honestly a lot happening, there was a lot. Luckily, even though it’s late in the series, there’s enough context provided that you can get a good grasp of the characters. Doesn’t have much to do with Jules Verne’s Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea, though, so I’m deducting a point for that. I read Jules Verne's work and there was nothing about a dog-headed cop in there, nor a cat man who used to be a criminal and is having the worst redemption arc of his life.
Honestly, it was still fun.
Practical Gods | Carl Dennis [reading challenge]
Read for both my reading challenge AND my book club's Pulitzer Prize prompt, this is such a lovely collection of poems and really gets into the crossing of religious belief with modern problems. How does it do this as a book of poetry? I’m not sure! But it did! Definitely worth the multiple prizes it has won. I ordered my own personal copy and I'm waiting for it to arrive.
Gods of Jade and Shadow | Silvia Moreno-Garcia [reading challenge]
I AM GOING TO EAT THIS BOOK BECAUSE I LOVE IT SO MUCH. We love a book in which the main character dies but that's not the end of their story!
Warrior Magic: Justice Spirituality and Culture from Around the World | Tomas Prower
I did a little write-up of this one.
Give-A-Damn-Jones | Bill Pronzini [reading challenge]
This one was great because the titular character respects women and protects minorities and keeps getting into situations. We love a guy who doesn't want to be here! This was the first Western I've read, and I think it was a good pick.
10/10 - Unironically Recommend To Everyone
Well, everyone who's into the genre these fall under, at least.
Sappho: A New Translation | Mary Barnard
I was so worried that this translation would...well, straightwash Sappho, but from what I see, Mary is dedicated to translating them as close to intentional meaning as possible, including Sappho's bisexuality. Hell yeah.
Welsh Witchcraft: A Guide to the Spirits, Lore, and Magic of Wales | Mhara Starling
This is an in-depth look into a Welsh witch's practice. It's delightful to read someone talk about their own craft, and you can really tell that Mhara loves the place she lives in.
Exodus 20:3: A Monster Romance | Freydis Moon
We love a gay angelfucker romance between a trans man and an angel, complete with smut. Honestly, a great time.
The Salt Grows Heavy | Cassandra Khaw
Do you want the mermaid from The Little Mermaid fairy tale to murder people? Do you want a nonbinary plague doctor? Do you want to hear about murderous child cannibals and freakish surgeons? Do you want your protagonist to McFucking Snap? Do you want a happy ending in the weirdest way possible in this setting? Read The Salt Grows Heavy! A mere 112 pages that will fuck you up while you're trying to poop in peace!
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dionysiaproductions · 3 months ago
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Harks, Larks and Something Like a Table of Contents:
I started this blog because I am trying to practice the philosophy, 'Everyday's a good day to write' and I wanted a space to be joyful, strange, and prolific.
On to you I give my blanket blessing; to comment, reblog, follow, ask, and otherwise engage with anything I post on this blog in whatever ways make you happy. Life's a Bacchanal and you're invited.
💜💚 My Asks are always open. Feel free to @ me on posts (esp if you see a cute bunny or my namesake god, Dionysius, on your dash)💜💚
Story Series:
Today at Pemberley
A daily drabble sequel series following the events of Pride and Prejudice formatted as a Pemberley gossip page posts related to this series are always tagged #today at pemberley and #atpem (not that the Tumblr tagging system is worth the electricity in it's circuits) Episode list here.
The Bride of Frankenstein is My Monster-In-Law!
A daily drabble series from October 2024 following the modern lives of the Frankensteins (monsters) and their very human future daughter-in-law as she meets her fiancé's family and has to protect them from Victor's descendants -- formatted as 1st person journal entries posts related to this series are always tagged #the bride of Frankenstein is my monster-in-law! and #frankenlaw Episode list here
Story Events
Weird Fiction Victorian Christmas
Collected stand alone weird microfiction inspired by Victorian Christmas card illustrations posts related to this collection are always tagged #weird fiction victorian christmas and #WFVC Collected stories here
Trick or Tale -- Halloween Trick or Treating
Bite-size spooky stories posts related to this event will always be tagged #trick or tale Collected Stories from 2024 here
Omnibus of Random Works
The KAOS and Myth Nursery Rhyme
A story about the Halloween boop-o-meter cats: "The Neighborhood Cats"
A sci-fi story I wrote for a Tumblr pornbot: "A healthy portion of a nice flirting"
Other general info about Dio under the break:
💜 I'm Dio or Dionysia on here. This is the OG Greek version of my government name. (And genuinely what I would name a production company if I had cause to set one up.)
💚 I'm your friendly neighborhood Maenad Aunt-- which for me mostly just means I'm doing whatever sounds rewarding and taking a pass on suffering as much as possible.
💜 I write scripts, screenplays, short stories, and microfiction. I write silly poems and songs when I'm trying to do chores or I'm upset. My bigger projects are mostly speculative (sci-fi, fantasy), esp. contemporary fantasy. You'll see me vague post about what I'm working on, rather than publishing much in that wheelhouse.
💚 I LOVE, etymology, antique architecture, antique furniture, mythology (all kinds), paintings of sailing ships in storms, and bunny-rabbits. I'm a macabre little creature who's always sewing/crafting/doing something.
💜 I'm AFAB and agender. You can use any pronouns to refer to me, I cannot be misgendered in a way that matters. I do have a strong preference for Southern Honorifics (i.e. Sir/Ma'am rather than Miss/Chief/Boss--I'm among the many trying to figure out a neuter southern honorific, I feel like it has to be Lige right?)
💚 I will always try to address everyone on this webbed site with kindness and compassion. If I misstep, please let me know. I've been alive quite a while now and I'm still meeting new kinds of people everyday.
💜 If you see me refer to "My Potato Blog" that's my original Tumblr blog where I doom scroll and reblog. It's named after this meme:
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