#kant needs a hug

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The Heart Killers EP5 | Kant Looking Guilty and Scared

God this episode had me feeling so conflicted. It's excruciating to watch Bison being lied to, but First's portrayal of Kant's turmoil was particularly heart-wrenching.

Whilst in bed with Bison, he looks so battle-weary and resigned. As if he's trying to emotionally distance or detach himself to make this hurt less. But he also looks resigned to his fate - he has no choice, no real control over this entire situation - he's impossibly trapped. Doomed.

He's also more terrified than ever. The more he learns about Bison, the more it's dawning on him just how dangerous he can be. There's so much more at stake because of Style and Babe's involvement. His ex was a prime example of someone loosely connected to him who could have been killed by association. If Bison wanted to enough, James would be dead and Kant would feel directly responsible. This also just ramps up his fear of what Bison could do to him if he were to find out. Fadel says "Once my brother's made his mind up about something, even I can't stop him. He's a mad dog."

Then there's the guilt. The raging, inescapable, gnawing guilt. Another reason he just wants this whole debacle to be over, because at least then he won't be at risk of falling even deeper.

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I forgot that Khaotung has also become so buff 💪 (look at those wide shoulders!!) cause he looks so tiny when compared to his taller (and also buffier) soulmate bestie

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21/09/2024

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Miraculous Ladybug: No More Heroes - Chapter 40

Smoke And Mirrors - Summary:

Adrien deals with the revelation that Lila is Chrysalis, while Alya tries to get answers out of Nathalie. In the present, Marinette has a heart-to-heart with Alec, and tries to interrogate Gabriel about the Supreme.

"Gabriel, be honest. It wasn't Emilie's death that made you a villain, it wasn't the world, and it wasn't the miraculous. It was always you - You were a villain long before you created Hawkmoth." Three years after his death, Gabriel Agreste awakens to a Paris ruled by akumas. He has no idea how he's alive, he has no idea what happened to Paris, all he knows it that he was the one who allowed this to happen. Hunted by the ghosts of his past, with no miraculous to protect him, and his greatest enemy now his only ally, Gabriel must brave this nightmare with Marinette Dupain-Cheng and make a choice: To become the villain he knows he is, or to find a way to become the father he failed to be.

Fandom:

Miraculous Ladybug

Relationships:

Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug

Gabriel Agreste/Nathalie Sancoeur

Characters:

Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug

Gabriel Agreste

Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir

Nathalie Sancoeur

Colt Fathom

Lila Rossi

Nino Lahiffe

Chloé Bourgeois

Félix Fathom

Luka Couffaine

Alya Césaire

Max Kanté

Additional Tags:

Gabriel Agreste Redemption

Has a long way to go

Chloé Bourgeois Redemption

Retcons

Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir Needs a Hug

Identity Reveal

Ladybug/Hawkmoth team-up

Gabriel Backstory

Gabriel being an asshole

Protective Nathalie Sancoeur

Félix Fathom Is Bad at Feelings

Lila Rossi Being Lila Rossi

Hurt Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir

Story switches between two major points in time

Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug Needs a Break

[twotrenchcoatsinaguy]

Immanuel Kant? More like a MAN serving CUNT amirite

[iguessitsjustme]

Rating The Heart Killers characters again because why not? (Written after episode 5)

Bison - 150/10. You remain great. Every time you unravel a little more, I like you more. Become unhinged. Become terrifying. Become. Bison. (It also brings me a lot of joy every time you do something that brings fear to Kant’s eyes. Very fun for me.)

Kant - 3/10. Mid. You bore me. You’re too perfect. Where is your edge?? I loved your backstory of being a criminal but of course you just did it for Babe. I’ve heard a lot about what you do for Babe but I sure haven’t seen a lot. I need to be shown and not told for this brotherly love to work.

Style - 100,000,000,000/10. Now we’re getting more than just unhinged chaos. We’re getting depth. And I knew you’d be fine with Fadel being a killer as soon as you got over the initial shock. Where Kant has fear in his eyes around Bison, you have understanding and resignation. You know soon it will be too late for you. And as you and Fadel grow closer, the pain that the lies and manipulations will bring only becomes more and more delicious.

Fadel - 849572937493733937293638392747/10. One day. After all the lies and betrayal has passed. After you are finally set free. You will rest. Style will be there and you will feel safe enough to close your eyes and nap. And you will be free. You have done so much and you care so much. You just hide it behind the highest walls. You protect your heart and you try to protect Bison’s heart as well. And I think you know better than anyone how Bison truly is and what he is capable of without someone holding him in check. And you deserve one million hugs from the one you love.

[getinthecar-elizabeth]

Summary: Comforting Kylian after losing the Euro semi-finals to Spain.

Pairing: Kylian Mbappé x wife!reader

Warnings: None

You wanted so badly to watch the semi-finals against Spain in person but you were prepping for the move to Madrid so you flew back to Paris. You didn't want Kylian to stress about the move so you were handling a lot of the logistics alongside his mother.

You watched the match at home. Things were going well in the first half with an early goal for France but the table quickly turned when Spain scored two goals. It continued like that until the end and France lost to Spain.

You felt terrible and you knew Kylian did too. You video-called him when you knew he'd be in his room. He was in bed when he answered your call.

"Mon amour," he said. He put one hand behind his head.

"Mon bébé," you said. You didn't ask how he was doing. The look on his face told you all you needed to know.

You stared at each other in silence for a long time.

"Come home Kylian," you said.

"Chérie...," he swiped his palm over his face.

"No, Kylian, please come home. You need to rest. You've been through enough, and I'm not just talking about this tournament. Please my love, just come home." You sat up on the bed.

Kylian sighed deeply, "Okay."

"Good. I'll be waiting for you, okay?"

"Oui, chérie."

"I love you," you smiled.

"Je t'aime aussi," he returned a sad smile.

"Get some sleep bébé," you told him.

You said your goodbyes and hung up.

*** Back home***

You waited for Kylian at the airport. When he showed up he had the same sad disappointed look. You opened your arms wide and he walked into your embrace. His arms wrapped around your lower back and he buried his face in your neck, breathing in your sweet smell. He missed you.

Your right hand brushed up and down the back of his head and you felt him melt into your arms. "It's alright my love, let it all go."

He pulled back and you held his face and brought him in for a kiss.

"Let's go home." You grabbed his hand and led him to the car.

You both sat at the back as the driver took you home.

When you got home you led him to the couch. You sat him down and straddled him. He placed his hands on your waist and looked into your eyes. You held his face and rubbed your thumbs on his cheeks.

"I know losing hurts," you started, "it's like heartbreak or losing a loved one, no matter how many times it happens, it still hurts every time. But luckily, it doesn't happen too often right?"

"But I let everybody down," he sighed.

"You were not playing alone on the pitch, you can't take all the blame. Yeah sure, when things are bad everybody expects you to come through, but you're not Superman. And you were injured for goodness sake. If it was up to me, I would have had you on bedrest for the rest of the tournament. But you said: "It's my nose that's broken not my legs. I can still kick a ball,'" You imitated him.

He smiled. It was small but it was there.

"I was not my best, non?"

"No. The whole team was not playing their best. I don't know what was wrong but I know you will figure it out. For now, just rest."  You hugged him to your chest.

With the whole PSG saga and him leaving for Madrid, and breaking his nose in the Euro tournament, your husband had been through a lot and you just wanted him to detach. There was too much pressure on him both physically and mentally. You wanted him to relax and recuperate before you left for Spain, and you were going to make sure of it.

To the world, he was a goal-scoring machine, but to you he was human and you could see the weight he carried, the toll it took on him. Everyone blamed him when things went wrong. But he had been doing this for a while and you knew he would bounce back. You were going to be the support and pick me up he needed in this trying time.

"Kante was amazing though," you said.

Kylian chuckled, "Ah, oui, il était super (yes, he was great)."

[queerespresso]

🧸 Bison, my chaos cutie patootie killer

Like Kant, he doesn’t remind me of any of Khaotung’s previous characters. Bison is unique in being a dichotomy of cute, romantic, chaotic, aware yet hopeful.

I felt mixed about the beginning scene. There’s a part of me that was like “yasss, get it. You seductress.” That expression on his face when hugging the uncle, I’m not 100% sure but I do think he likes to be perceived as attractive and gets satisfaction from it (respect). But I also felt he is resigned to being a decoy in this way and is holding the guy off until Fadel can come in..sigh…he didn’t pick this life. I guess all of the characters are in situations because of others choosing. How they all react to it is different.

On the assassin front, I think he isn’t as reassured as Fadel that they’re killing “bad people”. I think that justification has appealed to Fadel’s sense of justice. I don’t fully understand Bison’s perspective on it yet as he thought it was cool that their killing was in the newspaper. He expresses not wanting to kill but it looks to me to not stem entirely from what’s right and wrong or good and bad. He seems to be dissociating from the moral implication as he knows he can’t leave his current situation at the moment..and he was raised with a different value set compared to the average family.

That flashback told us a lot. Him expressing him self drunk by shooting off rounds in a karaoke bar 😂. He seems to have a large desire to be ‘free’ and find himself. He’s definitely young. It reminds me of Peter Pan Syndrome or Fantasy Prone Personality. Bison clearly had a heavy upbringing, so he does have street smarts or awareness when it’s needed. But because he missed out on his childhood, he’s expressing it later in life. It can make him seem naive or overly romantic but the awareness IS below the surface.

While he does have that younger brother annoyed energy with Fadel, you can tell he loves him. Fadel is obviously protective of Bison but I think Bison would not allow anyone to mess with Fadel as well yet probably handle it more chaotically.

Him at the bowling alley. Love that “don’t bullshit” me vibes. It’s funny coming from someone who frequently fakes his identity but maybe that’s why he calls it out. He craves authenticity and honesty from people because he isn’t living that way himself. He’s down for the fun of a one night stand as it’s typical for his life but anything beyond that is new territory and that’s when I saw that hyper romantic version of him.

Cute him kills me. I’m a sucker for cute. I love both Kant and Bison’s cute moments. I find it funny that they don’t have them as much with each other. It’s like one is confident and flirty while the other is bashful and cute or they’re both suave, teasing and flirting. If they were both simping and cute with matched energy..hmm. When Bison was practically twirling his hair responding to Fadel “🥹 He likes me?” and that’s all he heard. I experienced intense cute aggression. I also felt nervous af with the vibe of what’s to come.

♨️💭 I don’t know the full dynamic yet (sub/brat/dom/top/bottom/verse) so can’t talk too much on intimacy. Bison gives me brat energy (as a brat ☺️). He likes to tease with the whole intercepting the kiss with a burger and pouty with the ice cream. He showed some dominance in the bedroom by reminding Kant he’s not doing it solo and was over Kant at one point. But also relented and joined Kant on the bed and gave some control to Kant in the end. I think the m*sochism will come from a place of control but the opposite of Kant, gaining control. There is a lot of trust and love when your partner gives over that control and trusts you to take care of them while balancing pleasure and pain. I think Bison wants to be loved for his authentic self (whomever that is and he doesn’t fully know). So Kant showing so much trust in Bison will push Bison to fall harder and faster maybe.

[khaopybara]

Re. your last gif set (gorgeous as always!) - no but I can't even enjoy it because I'm yet again trying to work out which of these scenes are "real" and which are "fake", only this time with Bison the one putting on the act...this is agony! Spent the first half of the series tormented by doubt regarding all the scenes from the trailer/Destroy Love MV, foolishly thinking once the secret was out everything from that point onwards would have to be genuine, for better or worse. But oh no, they can't even give us that! At this point I need Bison to throw Kant overboard ASAP just to put me out of my misery - I feel like as soon as he's done that, we're on firmer ground! I just need the planetarium scene to be real, pleeeeeeeeeeeeease.

see, your concern is very similar to the ones i saw going around on twitter especially today, and this is just my opinion as always, but i don't think we'll have fadelbison "pretending" their feelings for a very long time in comparison to kantstyle who have been fumbling with the truth/lie line in these past 6 episodes.

not only it would feel really dull (again, in my opinion) to repeat this narrative but this time it's flipped, we would also not have progress with the plot. the plot being, what's the deal with ruerat, what is the deal with lily and what kind of menace will keen be (i think he's the one shooting bison next episode, but again, that's just me and bts footage and blurry 2 seconds frames), and i feel like some kind of team up with the killers and the snitches should happen so we can have answers for that.

i've been fooled by the domesticity of the scenes they gave us in the mvs, too, i won't be hypocrite and say i wasn't, but i do feel like at least 2 out of the 4 (and this is me being pessimist btw, i originally had 3 out 4) scenes we've got for hurt me please are kantbison with some sort of clarity between them. that first one with the back hug, for example, i'm betting that's after first's favorite scene he mentioned before the show started where fk kept adding things to the dialogue because they felt true to the characters and in my head, this beach scene is their reconciliation.

all of that to say that i won't stand here and tell you not to worry about the planetarium scene not being real bc i don't wanna feed you false hope. the way i'm dealing with this, though is, i'm going into these scenes not knowing the full context, but i do know the characters' feelings are true, even if the circunstancies aren't favourable, and to me, that has been enough so i don't suffer a whole fucking lot.

[easeitbabe]

Comments on thk ep1 p1

1. Oh- he does seduce men to lure them into their death trap.

2. Boy is so good at this I wouldn’t mind being murdered by him.

3. I love Fadel.

4. OH OH OH They got a jeep omg.

5. Bison is so cute lord help me.

6. Ayyeee hayyyyeee its Style oh god.

7. Baby Style with Father Kant.

8. Oh my, Kant, so fast. The reaction on sighting Bison is so epic.

(Of course we all know the deal has been made already and the ‘old fart’ is the character played by Peter)

9. KANTBISON, sohot, I need a breather after seeing them just- bowl.

10. Style driving that car is so cute, omg can I adopt this kid? Also his car is such a classic, I remember having that same toy car when I was little

11. Style on his way to hit Fadel with the way he’s driving.

12. Fadel’s Jeep 🤝🏻 Style’s Car

13. WHAT? WAS TAHT A HUG? Accidental but?

14. Fadel? Bhai? Stop acting so sus😭 do you wanna get caught or what. So paranoid Fadel calm down.

15. I love the heart locker thingy Bison is wearing.

[thebestfanmisc]

Definitely agree with the list but let me add

Go San Ha from Mr. Heart just look at him. How could those shady loan sharks hurt such a cutie.

Zhao Li An from HIStory 3 Trapped.

I too would be hugging him this hard to protect him from the world. I am so glad he has a former mercenary as a house husband to protect him and keep him company. I belive his dead grandma totally approves of their union.

Both guys from Only Boo.

Kang and Moo are too precious. I loved the first part of the series before Moo's idol dream coming true complicating things so much.

The entire cast of couples from Knock Knock Boys so wholesome. Latte is the ethical slut, so sweet. Almond is our virgin baby must protect. Peak and Thanwa struggled to resolve Peak's engagement but when they did so sweet. And Sean and Jumper seem really happy with each other.

Caged Again!

Protect all the sweet animal boys. They are so cute.

Style from The Heart Killers. This brash mechanic was just living his best life until Kant roped him into hitting a killer without telling him. Poor Petruchio. He saw Fadel's threats and saw a poor boy who needed someone to love and take care of him.

The opera singer Yu Tang Chung from Killer and Healer. Poor man had to blow himself and his captor up to free himself from the gangster who stole him.

Namping from Every You Every Me. I sobbed so hard. I will fight your illness for you Namping.

Pond and Sand from Perfect 10 Liners and Chain and Pun from We Are. I just love MarcPoon together. Their comedy side couples do domestic so well. ChainPun started We Are basically married but they didn't know it. PondSand somehow seem to be getting more time as a side couple in Perfect 10 Liners than they did as mains in We Are

BL Characters I Would Throw Hands For

tagged by @wen-kexing-apologist

Guy from My Dear Gangster Oppa. I mean...his man is a literally gangster so he doesn't need my protection but Guy is literally the sweetest lil nugget and he deserves nothing but love, respect, happiness, and all the time in the world. That being said...Wahl come to the front and collect this ass whooping.

Sky from Love in the Air. Between Rain and Prapai he's pretty much covered. But that boy has been through the fucking ringer and I will not tolerate any crap when it comes to that sweet boy. He is precious and a gift and should be treated like the ANGEL he is. I would kick teeth in for this boy.

Seo Hae Bom from Cherry Blossoms After Winter. I WOULD LITERALLY FIGHT HIS WHOLE HIGH SCHOOL CLASS FOR HIM! HE WAS SUCH A SWEET AND QUIET KID AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE WAS BEING BULLIED SO HARD! I WOULD OBLITERATE THAT ENTIRE HIGH SCHOOL FOR THAT SMOL BOY! Sorry...I got a lil heated.

Palm from Never Let Me Go. Ugh, I wanted him to care more about himself but since he puts everyone before himself I WILL FIGHT FOR HIM! He's more than capable of protecting himself but he's such a gentle bean and I love him and would like to hug him forever. I just feel like he needs protection.

Seo Jae Won from The Eighth Sense. I just want to fight damn near everyone in his friend group. DON'T THEY UNDERSTAND THAT JAE WON IS A SAD BOY!? The people around him were such a-holes my gawd. I just wanted to take him and Kim Ji Hyun and run away.

Jao from Secret Crush On You. There's a university of bitches whose asses need kicking. Jao is the sweetest boy ever and he's so relatable and he just wants to eat his snacks and help his besties. He literally don't bother nobody and yet every hoe got a problem with him. Well they bout to have a problem with these hands.

Tops from Ingredients the Series. No one bothers Tops but please believe if a BITCH even looks at my fave Tops Chef funny I'm throwing haymakers.

Kang Seo Joon from To My Star. IDK man, I just love him and I want him to be happy always and I would honestly fight for that man without hesitation. I wouldn't fight Ji Woo for him tho because honestly I feel like Seo Joon would tackle me before I tried but anyone else can catch this fade.

Nail from For Him. Nail is really just trying to mind his own business being the Bad Bitch he is and yet he attracts such pesky mens. Between is trifling ex and the crazy stalker dude who is friends with his new boo he's just not safe. Line them up and I'll fucking drop them for you Nail.

OPEN TAG! AIR OUT YOUR GRIEVANCES FRIENDS. LET ME KNOW WHO YOU WOULD BOX FOR!

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

Act of Union

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/wnZgKS0 by TimothyKentneeDrake Damian al Ghul is the first in his Kingdom to accomplish anything since his grandfather's centuries-long reign. But none of the omegas from Istanbul to Islamabad suit him which brings dishonor to the al Ghul clan in the eyes of his mother, Princess Talia. Moreover, Russia is moving to take Crimea which will make Russia an even larger threat to the growing power imbalance in Europe. Revolution is spreading everywhere and his majesty's elite group of warriors, the League of Assassins headed by a man named Slade, is taking advantage of it. Lord Timothy Drake on the other hand is a learned omega who always has his face shoved in books. While other omegas are reading fairy tales and romances, he is corresponding with the greatest scientists from the Royal Society of London, submitting requests for books and documents from the monasteries all over Europe, and embarking on archeological expeditions to Egypt and Greece. He too has no interest in marriage and is considering joining the clergy. He is entirely committed to philosophy, the love of wisdom, whilst his father reminds him that his duty and love must be for his Kingdom. Will these two unite their Kingdoms to face the burgeoning darkness?  Words: 838, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DC Animated Universe (Timmverse), Batman (Comics) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/M, M/M Characters: Tim Drake, Damian Wayne, Talia al Ghul, Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd, Dick Grayson, Barbara Gordon, John Grayson, Immanuel Kant, Pierre Simon de Laplace, Ada Lovelace, Slade Wilson, Lady Shiva, Bart Allen, Conner Kent, Cassie Sandsmark Relationships: Tim Drake/Damian Wayne Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Royalty, Alternate Universe - Historical, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Arranged Marriage, Omega Tim Drake, Alpha Damian Wayne, The League of Assassins (DCU), Trying not to be cheesy, Damian Wayne Needs a Hug, Damian Wayne Needs Love, Coffee Lover Tim Drake, Tim needs his sleep, Possessive Damian Wayne, Sometimes Tim wears a wig, its the 1700s, Tim Drake wears those shirts with the doiley things on them, with the fluffy cuffs read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/wnZgKS0

[scrumptiousstuffs]

Those biceps 💪……..

Credit on the photo

Only Friends Fanmeeting Vietnam

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Miraculous Ladybug: No More Heroes - Chapter 37

Defect ll - Summary:

Chat gets the villain monologuing.

"Gabriel, be honest. It wasn't Emilie's death that made you a villain, it wasn't the world, and it wasn't the miraculous. It was always you - You were a villain long before you created Hawkmoth." Three years after his death, Gabriel Agreste awakens to a Paris ruled by akumas. He has no idea how he's alive, he has no idea what happened to Paris, all he knows it that he was the one who allowed this to happen. Hunted by the ghosts of his past, with no miraculous to protect him, and his greatest enemy now his only ally, Gabriel must brave this nightmare with Marinette Dupain-Cheng and make a choice: To become the villain he knows he is, or to find a way to become the father he failed to be.

Fandom:

Miraculous Ladybug

Relationships:

Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug

Gabriel Agreste/Nathalie Sancoeur

Characters:

Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug

Gabriel Agreste

Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir

Nathalie Sancoeur

Colt Fathom

Lila Rossi

Nino Lahiffe

Chloé Bourgeois

Félix Fathom

Luka Couffaine

Alya Césaire

Max Kanté

Additional Tags:

Gabriel Agreste Redemption

Has a long way to go

Chloé Bourgeois Redemption

Retcons

Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir Needs a Hug

Identity Reveal

Ladybug/Hawkmoth team-up

Gabriel Backstory

Gabriel being an asshole

Protective Nathalie Sancoeur

Félix Fathom Is Bad at Feelings

Lila Rossi Being Lila Rossi

Hurt Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir

Story switches between two major points in time

Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug Needs a Break

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

Olive Gardin

Adventure timez…!!!!!! soooOooo 2 weekZ ago we defz went to olivE garDin and defz gots 6 baskins of bred sticks n Put dem in hottopic bagg under our table n it wuz SOO FUNNZ to also pretend we were just newly Married w our court ordained ined ring-pops n ask our nameless and hobophobic server if we koild get free desert (she didn’t even say no she just said nothing so we stole tha cheese grater) . da chiggen Gnocci unlimited soup was Def canned but i rly likeD mixing it with the raspberryy iced T cuz i personally think all parts of ur tung shuld b stimulated when U eat Cuz eating is just like fuckin . n my feet hurt sooooooo bad rN cuz of my wooden jeffrey campbellz . but i feel kinda cute . ??? also we ran around beacons talkin bout how the soundcloud beats they played on overhead speaker made us wanna abort all our future fetuses n they laffed then we went to do drugs in the ahmitofu bathroom then kholed n laid on the sidewalk outside then ran into friends and also a local white pervert . :-]

Justin Bieber something something Yea yea yea i forgot the lyriX but ima keep mY eye out for SeleneerRRRRR .!!! >_< >_< <3 Jelena all overzz my TicTac Clock app .! i think im gonna try to find sum j13 magazines oFf ebAy n Make a shrine of pop culture 2000 in moi room . Cuzz like just cuz hailey is lik a enneagram 9 type n avoidant or whatever’s dis not Mean she not phlegmatic . i mean Problematic, my autoKorect go wiLd. :-p ask moi friend Jaime whos dads name is italian Salami. lYke can we talk ab the G tattoo n lik the stalking .?! n Jaden smith friendzoning her hug . SUS.!!!!!! WEERIIIRDD.!!!

im SooooOooOooo sad cuz i accidentally punched myseLf takin off my platformzz comin home from music video shoot on the Lords day N i gave moiself a semi black eye :-[ it wuz kuz i wuz rushing n rly tired cuz yea Idk jus went to bossa n stayed at friendz afties for literally 11 hourzz. n After my cute breakdown at Krazypizza n Wingsz n tryin to protect friends from gettin harassed for spare change off myrtle Bratwurst then tried to climb into a closet on top of a closet . i signed Dat NdA N i kant rly disclose nothInG YET but the wardrobe styling was as professionally listed in email from casting agent:”CUNTY FUCKING FABULOUS DENIM 4 jesus!!!<3 <3 “

Woowwwa has i been burnt out n on tha verge of mf resentment.!! i needs 2 practice giving compassion rather empathy.? n reevalue my boundaries also slow down when it comes to givin my heart cuz im such a mf simp . n Now that i cried for the last 46 hours and 27 min im ready to take the world again.!!!!!! ((online)).

Ty 2 my friends who don’t judge me when i cry cuz i C too many colors when i khole n think bad thoughts.!! and hold my hand while they poo pee n pee poo cuz my friends r sooo talented they can multitask lik dat <3 uwu <3 i still confused y i kholed n saw everything lik in marie antioinette viobez, i think it was The daughter of italiano salami’s vivienne westwood pearlZ that triggered meh. YEA i lik to speak in metaphors n colors n b confusing .! lik this one bitch i don’t talk to anymores twitter cover picture says ,”If im 2 much ….. find less.” =] enemies who giv u life quote inspo>>>>>>>>>

Shuld i just run away n move to connecticut or somewhere w like big grocery stores n like wildflowers on the road n trackerz just so i culd hibernate4a lil.?? i wanna b truly happy n not so heavy hearted n lik Stressed ab living / stayin above water . singing billie eyelash at thurr clurb made me realize i b wanting to cry when i dancin n in a room full of ppl n I rly do b goin out 2 da clurb to find “mutual understanding and good conversation. “4 now Ig ill jus keep distracting myself by watching lesbian dramas (Find that cheater in ur local neighborhood in the PNW.!!) and more Angry angry food reviewers eating cardi B + oFfset ‘a micky D meal ‘ mukbang N watchin dem get really upset cuz they got ripped off . Fast food inflation is crazy n im not sayin it’s ok cuz i still think of everything in Mcchiggen currency .

i want SydneySweedney to be my peeping tom so bad n also to forgive myself for being mean to someone who didn’t deserve it but i was just mad n tired of being heart brokeN. No im not talkin about the uhaul lesbian who love bombed meh the last month n a half n showed up to my house when i told them not to w a bag of mini nutellas n an old ringpop i ated that they tied their hair all around to bind meh to dem . Im also contemplating doing squats to get a fat ass cuz if i can’t get a lobotomy i should probably hav something vein instead to feel better (achieving the same result of happiness at the end but through a different method.) Is that rational.?? i’ve been told i kant rly compartmentalize .

Just cuz we all hav adhd does not mean we don’t kno how to listen n tht rly makes me happy esp cuz im still mad at that callenlourde psychiatrist w the huge badonkadonks who refused to diagnos meh cuz she is a cop. N

i luv goin 2 moi friendzz casa then not knowin her roomie is throwing a party w a local trak meet group n making shashooka N then everybody comes in sweaty even tho it’s sleetingsnowing outside then all these men n one women take off their shirts then put david bowie makeup on N clown costumez then im slowly realizing it was lik mayb lowkey an intended orgy.?!..?! n Im just sitting in the corner nxt to the space heater cuz im low in iron and googling “How long does cocaine last “ cuz along w this street adderal and the copious amounts of Kitty idont rly think i’m loading anymore N ima shashookashoot moiself if a sweaty man is near me again trying to help me hold the vaccuum in place while we scramble to figure out which Hdmi cord is broken. i took the What type of lesbian test r u and it said lipstick. but Idk what any of this means..?!

UGHHHHHHH i def am hexed by another hot self employed lesbian cuz how did I uber us all to they apt the other nite completely sober . tHinking it wuz takin us to moodring. N god damn how did i lose my phone n it wuz under the couch rite nxt to his old vape he lost 2 weeks ago there. Im hexed!.!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dere is sm more to share lik how i kinda still admire my ex Gf who visited nyc this last week even tho they don’t remember denying me closure and how i Found a tboy who is willing to be the community scapegoat for hot afab femmes / A human bench , and my new obsession the word assburgers . N how my roomie n i went to pick up a couch from a man in queens who told us to go in n make ourselves at home when we arrived 5 min earlier than him cuz the heartshaped lock on the door was unlocked but im tired n hav to work on confronting my addiction to chicken as a vegan , getting a blink membership n getting hotter. love u all <3

—Renny whowill get a fat asssoon Chang cuz if i can’t hav a lobotomy i want power .

[neverstopgettingtop]

I think we need to get real and starts chopping it up about whethers the Xs or Os are kisses.

Of course at first, the Xs seem to be the obvious choice, it’s what we all were taught as boys.

But if you look beyond the normal and into the unfamiliar… soon you see something you may have been better off for ignoring.

Xs and Os.

Hugs and Kisses.

Shouldn’t Xs logically be hugs, since it matches the pattern of speech? Furthermore, Xs always come before Os in writing (xoxoxo), butif someone were to read ‘xoxoxo’ out loud, they would say “hug kiss hug kiss hug kiss”. After all, wouldn’t you?

But if someone were to tag their Xs and Os with an additional x (ie. xoxox), you certainly wouldn’t say that they added an extra ‘hug’.

Why the discrepancy? The confusion? We have lived on this planet for 6000 years, and we still have no clue whether the Xs are kisses?

As Kant was fond of saying: “Couldn’t be me, Shaking my damn head”

[the-archiveology]

The Good Place

Genre: Sitcom, Television comedy, Fantasy television, Utopian and dystopian fiction, Philosophical fiction

The Good Place is an American sitcom that comedically tackles the ideas of morality, ethics and essentially what is a good life. The way they cover philosophy is actually quite impressive as while talking about such heavy topics like Immanuel Kant’s categorical imperative, they manage to keep it light and funny. I will be going through some events that take place in the show, so if you have not seen it yet, you have been warned as there are spoilers incoming. I won't be talking about all the twists and turns of the show so as to not ruin the experience for those who have not seen it but I do highly recommend watching as it is a hilarious show but it does make you think about your morals and ethics. 

The story starts with Eleanor Shellstrop who has died and gone to the Good Place, where she meets Ted Dansons’s character, Michael, the architect. The Good place is essentially a highly selective Heaven-like place where people who lived a righteous life go to rest after death. 

How does one end up in the good place? Well, all humans are given a score, positive or negative, based on how good or how bad that action has put into the universe. Some examples given in the show were hugging a sad friend would get you +4.98 points while poisoning a river would get you -4010.55 points. At the end of your life, all you points get calculated and only those with the highest positive score get into the Good Place.  Eleanor then quickly realizes she is not meant to be there and is mistaken for someone else. In order to stay in the Good Place, Eleanor seeks help, to become a better person, from her soulmate, Chidi , who is a professor of ethics and moral philosophy. They then met Tahani and her soul mate Jianyu. Apparently Jianyu isn't actually the real Jianyu, he is actually a guy named Jason from Jacksonville, Florida. He was sent to the good place by mistake just like Eleanor. As things go on, the group realizes that the Good Place is not as it appears to be. 

Based on the plot of the Good Place, their definition of a good life was very heavily influenced by the ideals of Immanuel Kant, action-based. Through their point system throughout human life, we can see that based on the action of each human it determined whether they lived a “good” life. Furthermore, there is this case study that reminds me of the same situation Eleanor and Chidi are in.

Here is the case study: it is World War II and you have a Nazi friend who entrusted a weapon to you. You promised to keep it and give it only to your Nazi friend when asked. Recently, your Nazi friend found out you have a Jewish roommate and demands you give back the weapon. Will you give it to your friend? 

After reading this case study it made me realize how much the writers input the ideas of morality and ethics without having so many complex terms being said. When Eleanor goes to Chidi for help and explains to him that she isn't meant to be there, despite Chidi believing in Kant’s moral theory, categorical imperative. Categorical imperative is the belief that commands or moral laws all persons must follow, regardless of their desires or extenuating circumstances. He doesnt turn Eleanor in. He ends up teaching her how to better herself by teaching her all the ideas of morality and ethics so that Eleanor doesn't get put into the Bad Place. I personally would not give the weapon to my friend as I would not want the results in harm to an innocent person. I would not want to inflict harm onto another person who has done no wrong. 

If everyone has their own definitions of right and wrong why is there still a need to argue about morality? Well, in terms of the Good Place, if there is such a thing as the higher beings then our definitions of right and wrong don't necessarily matter. All that matters is what the higher beings say is morally right and morally wrong. Just like in the good place, we might believe that buying a trashy magazine isn't morally wrong but actually the higher beings gave you negative points for it. So who is to say that our definitions are right? 

The Good Place showcases many different nationalities and all kinds of different people. Not every culture believes in the same thing or has the same moral theory. Filipinos in particular tend to value relationship-oriented virtue ethics. Filipinos usually have the moral obligation to care for others which ends up creating a close knit community as well as making Filipinos more friendly, hospitable, polite and loyal.