#kanha you see this?

[krsnaradhika]

I want Kanha to kiss my forehead, boop my nose and call me a little cutie patootie so that I can keep going with my day. It's not hard, life's been great lately but I just miss him hehe.

[krishna-sangini]

Living The Vrindavan Dream

(Warning: Very long post)

This is the post describing my trip to Braj Dham <3

Day 1:

We reached Vrindavan at around 3 p.m. Had prasad and then after resting for a while, we left for the Banke Bihari Temple.

Tbh, my experience in Banke Bihari wasn't very good. Not because of the temple itself, obviously, but because of the people. Rushing in like literal animals! Like, yeah I understand y'all are excited to see the lil Manmohana there, BUT SO ARE WE! Anyyyyway, we did catch a good glimpse of Him there sooooo 🫠❤️🥹❤️

Anyyyyway, we then went to the Sneh Bihari Temple. It was way less crowded and people were civilised. Soooo yeah, that's where I broke down. Like, my Keshav looked so freaking beautiful there, I just couldn't bring myself to dam my tears. It was simply ethereal...✨

He just looked so freaking beautiful and I felt like I had transcended all limits of the world...💫

And guess whaaat? The pandit of the temple called me near him AND GAVE ME A BEAUTIFUL GARLAND FROM KESHAV! IT WAS LIKE THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE; I HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPIER FR FR!!! OUUUUFFFF KESHAV I LOVE YOU TOOOO!

We then visited the Ashta Sakhi Temple, Radha Ballabh Temple and the Keshav Mahadeveswar Temple. The serenity there is to die for. Like, why not? It's our Kanha's place after all!

Day 2:

JANMASTHAMI DAAAAY!!!!!!! THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE? HELL YEAH!

Soooo, I wore this beautiful ghaghra for my Keshav's bday celebrations.

But ek haadsa hogaya. Four monkeys legit jumped on me to snatch my beautiful latkans. One of them even managed to rip one of the latkans off my ghaghra🥲. One grabbed my ghaghra, and the rest three grabbed my chunari. But Kanha saved another me from a full-on Vastra Haran sooo yeah. I just got a few scratches.

Anyyyway, first, we went to Seva Kunj Temple. There, I did my Keshav's abhishek!!!!!! I've never felt happier, fr fr; I almost cried. He looked so freaking cute like aaaaahhhh!

From there, we went to the Radha Raman Temple. Again, it was crowded to the point that breathing became laborious. Couldn't catch a proper glimpse of Keshav there 🥲

Next, we went to Radha Damodar Temple. This place was great. Crowded, but organised. Plus, they had an almost empty bhajan hall. There, we could sit peacefully and I could get lost in my Keshav's thoughts...😌

From there, we went to the Meera Bai Temple. There was a super beautiful cow sitting in front of the idol. It felt as if the Murlidhar himself was petting her gently as she sat there calmly with her eyes closed. <3

We then visited the Govindji Temple. That place is so freaking beautiful! Like, you can feel the walls echoing the name of the darling of Vrindavan; it was simply blissful.

After that, we went back to our guest house to rest. In the evening, we went back to Seva Kunj for the Janmashtami celebrations.

IT. WAS. THE. HAPPIEST. I. HAVE. EVER. BEEN. IN. MY. WHOLE. ENTIRE. LIFE

Firstly, we had a beautiful pravachan by a Maharaj Ji. He basically talked about the birth of Krishna.

So, it's a lesser-known fact that Yashoda maiyya actually gave birth to twins, Yogmaya and Vrindavan Krishna. So, when Vasudev brought in Devaki's Krishna, both the Kanhas became one. And when Krishna and Balram were leaving with Akrur ji, the Vrindavan Krishna stayed back in Vrindavan. So, he technically never left. AND THAT'S WHY VRINDAVAN'S AIR REEKS OF LOVE AND DIVINE BLISS TO DATE!

Anyway, the Maharaj ji said so many other sweet things about us Krishna lovers. He was like, "We all sitting here for our Krishna; do you know in what roop y'all are sitting here? We're basically gopis here."

And I was like, "YES, YOU SAID IT! YOU SAID IT!!!!" It made me so happy for real!!!!!

Sooo, after the pravachan, there was kirtan. And each one of us, men and women likewise, danced our hearts out for our Kanha. It was so blissful, y'all. Dancing without a care in the world with complete strangers tied to each other with a single thread of love for our one and only Keshav; it was one of the rare times when I've felt truly joyous... 💫

At midnight, we all welcomed our Kanha by doing mandir parikrama. After the festivities were over, we had prasad after thanking Krishna for being with us always <3

Thus ended the best day of my life...🌺

Day 3:

The Janmashtami hangover was still there when we got ready for Seva Kunj again. We did kirtan there again before having prasad. Then in the evening, we left for ISKCON.

Now, I don't have any words to describe how freaking beautiful and ethereal our sakha looked there! Like, he looks so perfect that you can't help but tear up...✨ His beautiful lotus eyes legit glimmer at you overflowing with love. There's nothing more peaceful than just staring at his face there for real. Everything in ISKCON was so freaking beautiful; simple exquisite. All the lovely mural paintings, the mesmerising idols, the gorgeous architecture; I could spend the rest of my life there without any regrets.

Moving on, we left ISKCON for Prem Mandir.

F. I. N. A. L. L. Y

And there, I legit became oblivious to my surroundings. Like, my friend legit had to guide me through cuz I was in a trance-like state. The freaking delightful and charming statues showing different phases of my Keshav's life looked as if they were speaking to me. The lovely statues of Radha Rani with her Kanha were just so so so pretty! The temple interior gave heaven vibes for real. Like, I just don't have the words to describe how happy and tranquil I felt in there despite the crowd... ❤️ I completely lost my heart and soul to the Makhan Chor that day...💫 Did that quite happily, I'm telling ya.

Thus ended another glorious day.

Day 4:

The day I've probably been the most heartbroken, cuz that's the day we left Vrindavan.

But not before visiting Nidhi Van. Y'all, if anyone ever tells me Krishna is mythology, I'm cutting their throats off without batting an eyelash. Like, you literally FEEL Kanha walking beside you and caressing your arms lovingly as you walk through Nidhi Van! The trees there, gracefully twisted and intertwined with each other, are a living testimony of our Kanha's raas with his Radhe and sakhis... ✨ It was just so soothing to feel His presence right next to you there!!!! I'm just repeating the same thing again and again, cuz that's basically what you live there in the land of Keshav 🥹❤️

Anyway, melancholy struck immediately after we left Nidhi Van cuz yeah, we left Vrindavan... Yeah... It was heartbreaking. Like, yeah, He is with me always, every day, every second. But I LEFT VRINDAVAN, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, RIGHT!? Also, it was raining cats and dogs when we left. Call me over-dramatic, but I'm just gonna assume that it was my Keshav's bittersweet way of sending me off.

Anyway, we left for Radha Kund where we stayed at a मठ. In the evening, we went to see Radha Kund and Shyam Kund. Again, I felt His mischievous blissful presence pulling my leg right there <3 I felt my sakha lingering beside me, smiling at me with all His love. And I have no idea what overcame me, but I started singing 'Natnagar ki hai Saari Leela' aloud. Like, I hope no one minded that. But at the moment, my mind couldn't think of anything or anyone else but my Manmohana for real.

And yet another day in Braj passed by.

Day 5:

Our last day in Braj. We went to Barsana!!! We visited the Radha Rani Temple, of our very own Madanmohini... ❤️ The temple is so beautiful, y'all. Architecturally, aesthetically, and spiritually; it's simply perfect! And our Radha Rani, oufff! Unke baare me kya hi kahun? She's ever gorgeous, beautiful, dazzling, and whatnot! 🤩 And we both laughed about how Kanha is such a simp for her soooo, yeah!

The rest of the day, it simply rained. So we couldn't do much. But yeah, I listened to songs thinking about the past couple of days I spent with my Keshav himself... 💫

And yeah, the next day we left Braj... No further elaboration.

Photo/Video Dump:

My Vrindavan trip in short

I MISS THAT PLACE SO MUCH ASDFGHJKL!

P.S. I called up my bestie @pragyan05 and made her ugly cry by telling her about my Vrindavan trip 😌 I mean, why should I suffer alone.

@cheolliepdf @kanhapriya @krishakamal @krishna-premi @krishna-priyatama @krishnasamyuta @swayamev @stardustkrishnaverse @mindless-tirade @satakshiwrites-blog @janaknandini-singh999 @etherealmistt @celestesinsight @saanjh-ki-dulhan @whaelien @idllyastuff @kimbapeukidding @iwanttobeagopi @desi-yearning @ramayantika @pragyan05 @sambhavami

[krishna-sangini]

So. Freaking. True. It's like i know he's around, but the feeling when he's actually there is a whole different thing.. now i wanna cry :)

At this point, I don't need the "krishn toh har jage hai", I need him to be in front of me so I can cry in his arms and rest on his lap and he can listen to everything I have to say

Physically bhi aa jao na kanha, ab bhaut ho gya.

[desikanya]

Mata Rukmini and Sri Krishna

The way media, films, and TV serials completely disrespected Mata Rukmini in recent years is beyond limits. All they do is show fake, made-up stories disrespecting our gods. They portrayed Mata Rukmini as someone mundane who gets jealous of other Bhariyas of Krishna. This has been going on for a very long time and the fact the youth instead of knowing or reading about our scriptures and history blindly follow these so-called serials and go on spreading more misinformation and disrespecting everyone. They showed Mata as someone who is jealous and envious. They are distorting history in the worst way possible. Instead of taking real knowledge, they watch these and get this stuff in their brain. They mock it saying how they all are in a love triangle and all, no they are NOT!! People need to know that WHEN HE IS KANHA, SHE IS RADHA. WHEN HE IS DWARIKADHISH, SHE IS RUKMINI. WHEN HE IS RAMA, SHE IS SITA. Mata Rukmini has no vices like jealousy, anger, attraction, ownership, temptation, fear, ego. She is out of materialistic desires and illusions. She who is filled up with kindness, love, and devotion towards her Lord Krishna. So STOP DISRESPECTING!!!

श्रीरुक्‍मिण्युवाच श्रुत्वा गुणान् भुवनसुन्दर श‍ृण्वतां ते निर्विश्य कर्णविवरैर्हरतोऽङ्गतापम् । रूपं द‍ृशां द‍ृशिमतामखिलार्थलाभं त्वय्यच्युताविशति चित्तमपत्रपं मे ॥ ३७ ॥

Śrī Rukmiṇī said [in her letter, as read by the brāhmaṇa]: O beauty of the worlds, having heard of Your qualities, which enter the ears of those who hear and remove their bodily distress, and having also heard of Your beauty, which fulfills all the visual desires of those who see, I have fixed my mind upon You, O Kṛṣṇa.

Do you see the pure love and devotion for Krishna?

श्रीभगवानुवाच तथाहमपि तच्चित्तो निद्रां च न लभे निशि । वेदाहं रुक्‍मिणा द्वेषान्ममोद्वाहो निवारित: ॥ २ ॥

The Supreme Lord said: Just as Rukmiṇī’s mind is fixed on Me, My mind is fixed on her. I can’t even sleep at night. I know that Rukmī, out of envy, has forbidden our marriage.

And now do you not see the same love for mata?

Inspired by the post made by @rhysaka describing how the media is disrespecting the divine Rassleela. She wrote it so splendidly <33

Dhanyabad!

Hare Krishna🪷

Radhe Radhe🪷

[misssclumsy]

Desi parents be like "tumne abhi duniya dekhi kanha hai" and won't let you see duniya as well.

[zeherili-ankhein]

Ok so I got inspired by @desigurlie 's comment and in general every other comments on @whysatoru 's post

And here's some incorrect quotes T_T

#1

Yudhishthir: Ahh it's good to see you Vasudev-

Krishna: Do you wanna know how much I love Arjun?

Yudhishthir:

Krishna: *continues to spew out a 56 page essay about how much he loves Arjun*

Arjun: .... please stop I beg you

#2

Balaram: Kanha you need to-

Krishna: Dau do you wanna know how much I love Arjun?

Balaram:

Krishna:

#3

Draupadi: Keshava-

Krishna: dO yOu WaNnA kNoW hOw MuCh I lOvE aRjUn

Draupadi: *sigh*

#4

Duryodhan: I-

Krishna: DO YOU WANNA KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE ARJUN

Krishna: DO YOU??

Krishna: DO YOUU??

Krishna: SAY YOU DO??

Duryodhan: *scared for his dear life* Wha-

#5

Krishna: DO YOU WANNA KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE ARJUN OH MY ME DO YOUUU

Arjun: *who's really really tired and embarrassed at this point* Madhav stop-

Krishna: *an entire 8 book novel series about how much he loves Arjun*

#6

*randomly on the middle of the night*

Krishna: do you wanna know how much I love Arjun?

Literally everyone else: *reciting the 8 book novel about how much Krishna loves Arjun*

....

Ok bye-

[janaknandini-singh999]

After Krishna left for Dwarka, Radha used to keep herself a lot busier than usual; doing her chores back in Vrindavan, talking to the trees finding Krishna in everything, taking care of the people and animals. At night she would go to her room and sit in front of the mirror, sigh and take out her shringaar. Tonight, as soon as she looked into her reflection, it was her Kanha smiling at her.

"How's Dwarka dheesh doing?" she carefully kept her tone as teasing, afraid that if he suspects even a little bit of sadness then he will come running to her right away, leaving everything behind

"Oh please, Radhe. You should come sometime, you used to before but you barely do now."

Radha cupped Kanha's cheek in the mirror

"My sweet mohana, you know I can't. It's my duty to give you and your ashtabharya all the space and love," laughing, she added a little wistfully "As it is I don't really have a good reputation out here. Krishna's lover. But why? Krishna has millions of lovers. The whole brahmaand is his lover. Why worship one exclusively with him? If he loves all his lovers equally then why just worship this Radha with him? She isn't even his wife. Unlike Mahadev and Parvati, they aren't even legitima-"

"Radhe." Krishna stopped her with tears in his eyes

Radha, hurting as much as him, apologized and continued "but it is true, my love. People only view love as black or white. They think marriage is sanctity when it is the bond that is. Not the label."

Nodding, Krishna whispered "do you miss me?"

She laughed till there were tears in her eyes too "Oh Kanha, you are everywhere I look. Every time I breathe."

"Then why talk to me like this? Why summon me here?"

"Because you are everywhere. Everywhere but right here."

Kanha's eyes softened "I am within you, sakhi. Always."

Nodding and smiling, she looked away to wipe her tears "yes yes, I know that." she looked back in Kanha's eyes "only if I could somehow tell that to Yashoda maiya, Nand baba and all the gopiyan and people here. Maiya is inconsolable, kanha. She cries and says 'that boy always tricks me. I saw the universe in his mouth when he was a child. Now wherever I look, I see him. But I just want him to come steal my makhan. Kanha, where are you? I promise I'll never scold you.'

Krishna touches the mirror ever so gently

"Kanha, they think you are not real when you are everywhere. They think it's an illusion and all they do is weep."

"But they forgot that Maya is Krishna and Mohana is Krishna. Everything that involves krishna is as real as the morpankh falling from the sky quietly into their palms when they think of Him." Radha and krishna whisper at the same time

"Tomorrow the Pandavas and Kauravas fight and I'm Arjuna's saarthi. After killing Kansa mama, the trajectory of my life has changed completely. But I miss Vrindavan, Kishori. I honestly don't even know what to do. They call me God but forget I'm a human in this avatar too. All I can feel is Gandhari's pain. Even if she hates me with everything she has and cursed me for my existence but I just can't help but feel for her so deeply. What can I do?" he sobs

"What Kauravas did was wrong but Gandhari is a mother, kanha. Her pain can't be measured. It is unbearable but justified. But so is your karma and dharma. Whatever you do will be remembered forever. They all need you. So go, sakha. Do what needs to be done. I believe in you. I love you. We all do."

Krishna smiled through the tears

Radha whispered "we parted physically to fulfill our dharma in this lifetime but you know? I.. I'm just so tired, Kanha. It's been so long. I just want to go home. To Goloka. Our home. I feel my purpose here is coming to an end..."

"So is mine, Radhe.. so is mine. We are One." Kanha clutched the mirror closer to his chest and Radha did too - both of them in an eternal embrace.

"We will go home very soon. To everyone we love, finally. It's my vachan, sakhi."

[stardustkrishnaverse]

okay inspired by this post

🦚 MY HCS ABT HOW KRISHNA TEXTS 🦚

- sends you cheesy rizz like 'did it hurt when you fell from swarg 😩💘✨️' BUT IT WORKS EVERY TIME

- AND SOMETIMES ITS RLY SMOOTH FR

- sends outdated memes

- when you send meme spam he reacts to each one of them individually

- the most charming sweetheart texter ever

- wants all ur attention

- *sends cute couple activities or cafes* thought of you sakhi~ 🥰

- dramatic af

- also top quality advice for literally every life problem

- pvt snapchat story for gopis and gopas where kanha posts daily fit pics hahaha (he know its the 💅kanha thirst💅 grp fr lool)

-- > takes a selfie with radharani literally every time he sees her and posts it with caption 'RADHE ❤️'

-- > (leads to some rly funny candids of radharani 🤭🤭)

y/n: *sends cute pic of self*

krishna : *sends selfie of him swooning* caption: AAAAAAHHHHHHH MY HEARRTTTTT 😩😩😩😩😩😩🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵💘💘💘💘💘🫶🫶🫶🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💞💞💕💕💕💞💞😍😍😍😍💕💕💕💕💕💓💓💓💓💝💝💝💝💝

krishna : SAKHI IM DYING

y/n : OMG WHAT

y/n : KANHA???

y/n : ?????

y/n : WHERE R U

y/n : BALDAU DOESNT KNOW HWERE U ARE EITHER 😭😭😭

y/n : TELL ME IF UR OKAY

[10hrs later]

krishna : dying without ur love 😩👌

[left on seen]

krishna : SAKHI COME BACK

krishna : 🚨🚨🚨 DANCE PARTY DROP EVERYTHING NOW 🕺💃🪩 🚨🚨🚨

y/n : *sends a meme that's not even that funny tbh*

krishna: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

krishna : you're so funny sakhi~~

krishna : 🤣🤣😂😂

krishna : hey sakhi have u seen my flute anywhere i can't find itttt 😭😭😭😭

krishna : nvm it was in my dhoti waistband

krishna : silly me !

krishna : 😆

krishna : got worried for a sec !

- its all for the attention of his beloved sakhis 🥰

y/n : ...yknow u don't have to try so hard u already got me whipped 😂

BONUS BALARAM:

- literally everyones contact name for him is 'Dau'

- sophisticated texter, reacts to all ur msgs with 👍 emoji

- replies either the second u msg him or 5mins after with profuse apologies for late response

- daily hydration reminders

- daily bedtime reminders

- daily "Sorry, but have you seen Kanha anywhere?"

- "I have posted you some herbal tea and face masks. Take care of yourself, you deserve it!"

- will cook for u in exam szn

- 'Some positivity for your day 🥰' *sends 7 cat vids*

- on ur speed dial

- on everyones speed dial

[krishna-sangini]

Why is this so trueeee asdfghjkl!!!!

Like, Keshav, you planning something big for us, love?

good morning, im in love with my beloved kanha

[ceramicteapot]

i sit with my back pressed to the wall. i lean against the tables when i stand, slouch down in chairs, and need something to clutch as i sleep. i put my head on your shoulder when we sit side by side.

don't you see how tired i am? how i can't even hold myself up?

how i'm silently asking to be loved?

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@kanha-sakhi, @rheas-chaos-motivation, @kai-the-first, @missgirlicous, @islyingtoyou

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[thedesirenaissance]

The Awaited Return

A piercing scream echoed through the night, slicing through the pin-drop silence of the night. Just then, a girl's limp body is dumped in an alleyway, bruised and broken, by 2 men, no, demons, dressed as humans. They laugh around, while one of them land a kick to the girl's stomach, as she breathes her last. Her last prayer to her murlidhar, Oh Kanha, when will you return? You will avenge me, right? And so, she dies, remembering her murlidhar.

A little girl, barely 5 years old, clutches her Krishna plushie, as the demon, whom she calls baba strangles her maa. She stares at her maa, with her knees curled up to her chest, fingers tightly clutching the Krishna plushie, tears brimming at the corners of her eyes. Then, with a call for her giridhar , her mother breathed her last. The devil's eyes then dart to his daughter, his own flesh and blood, as he strangles his little daughter, to death. Even in death, the little girl, clutched her Krishna, as her body turned blue, just like her gopal.

In a lone classroom, a girl, no, not a girl, a student, barely 15 years old, cries, while clutching her mouth, to muffle her screams, as the devil, dressed as her guru does unspeakable horror to her. She, who only wanted to make her parents proud, herself proud. She, who only wanted to do better, now laid there, feeling dumb, feeling betrayed. What is her fault? She trusted a devil, dressed as a man. She goes home, rubs herself raw in the shower, while she cries to her kanha, How will long will you make us wait, kanha? Please return.

A woman, holds the knife in one hand, shaking tremendously, as tears drip down her eyes. Her phone buzzes continuously, but she doesn't dare open them. Who would want to see themselves being called disgusting and vile names? What was her fault, one might ask. Her fault was, she trusted a man, a friend, rather, a devil. She slices her wrist, does the unthinkable. I apologize Kanha, I apologize. I just couldn't save myself, without you in this world.

Then, the fateful night came. The night was dark, not a single star in the sky. The rain pouring, the winds blowing, it resembled that fateful day. An old, feeble woman, in her 80s thought, woh aarahe hain aaj, with a smile on her face, as she put a garland over her murlidhar's murti. The reign of terror was coming to an end. Elsewhere, a woman was crying out in pain, as the midwives urged her to push harder. The woman could only handle so much more. Still she pushed, she pushed through the pain, for her soon-to-be born child. Then, she heard it. A cry, the cry of her child, her life. She breathed a sigh of relief, as the midwife exclaimed, "Lalla huwa hain! Mithai batwao!"

The woman finally closed her eyes, let darkness overcome her. But, no, not darkness, a figure, with 4 hands, holding a lotus on one, a mace in one, a shankh in another and... the sudarshan chakra in another. Madhav, she thought, madhav paid me his darshan. Tears welled in her eyes. "Maa!" She heard it. The silhouette called her "maa". Her madhav called her "maa." Then, it clicked.

Yada yada hi dharmasya glanirbhavati bharata | Abhythanamadharmasya tadatmanam srijamyaham ||

Paritranaya sadhunang vinashay cha dushkritam | Dharmasangsthapanarthay sambhabami yuge yuge ||

(Inspired by a fic I saw, if I find it again, I'll tag the creator.)

[krsnaradhika]

Murmuring humare saath shri raghunath under my breath at every step of my life wasn't what I originally planned but it surely has proved out to be the best thing ngl.

[krishna-sangini]

My All For You

The dark grey clouds The light blue sky The heavy mist shroud and the playful lies The caressing breeze The soothing rain All of these breathe through your eyes again

The joyful yellow The serene blue The reserved black The pleasant flute The peacock feather and the kadamba tree Bring back the images of your smiling face

The elegant lotus with its dainty pink The pious tulsi with her blessed green The beads of Vaijayanti with their tranquil white Bear the reflection of your beatific light

My longing eyes with your carvings in them My restless heart pulsating with your breaths My battered soul healing with your grace My sanguine self waiting for your blissful embrace...✧

-T.P.N.

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Something I finished writing for my Keshav yesterday...❤️

Idk wth is wrong with me, but I'm freaking blushing in front of my roomie while typing this as I listen to 'O Rangrez'.

Asdfghjkl! Keshav, YOU LIKE THIS?!🫠

[main-koi-aisa-geet-gaun]

Heyyyy! How's sem2 going? I know ur not online that much here but I hope ur busy growing! And sath mai taking care of ur self, also just a gentle reminder u are loved here 🫶 and I miss you 🥹

hiiiii swap!!! ive missed you too !!

felt sooo good to see your sweet message (its the first thing i saw when i opened tumblr lol)🫶 thanks for checking in on me 💗💗

hope youre doing great and coping well with college and stuff ❤️❤️

2nd year(ik you meant sem 3) has been soooooooooo busy and hectic... have my midsems in a few days.... itna saara syllabus cover karna hai 😭😭😭 its been pretty manageable ab tak toh(except for dsa, uski lab is killing me 😭), but i want to change my situation from 'barely surviving' to 'happy and thriving' (tbh idek if this makes any sense lol)

i miss my tumblr friends sm, but mujhe tumblr kholne tak ka bhi time nahi milta kyunki insta chalane mein hi itna time waste ho jaata hai like, my brain knows insta is bad for me aur itni baar toh insta chalake fomo bhi hone lag jaata hai aur mood bhi kharab ho jata hai lol fir bhi i keep going back to it... for the past few weeks ive been trying to use my phone lesser, which is kinda working BUT mera goal ye hai ki agar main social media use bhi kar rahi hoon, toh let it be something thats actually not that time consuming, like pinterest or tumblr instead of yt or insta (basically brainrot kam kar doon apna 😭)

also ive been doing kanha seva at home, thats going well!

im so sorry if this became a rant lol... but it felt soo good to be able to talk to you!! hope to be more regular in the future hehe...

[natures-marvel]

Hello, hello everybody!

I hereby bring to you...the very first fic of Vasantblr!

I hope you all enjoy and dont hesitate to leave your thoughts on this! 😁

Soft is not weak

Summary : 2 Times Vasanta was someone's friend and the one time...he was someone's worst nightmare

Tags : No Archive Warnings Apply

Word Count : 1682

1. Arjun

Arjun became friends with Vasanta when he was once on a stroll with Madhav.

They had been roaming around the market when the exotic and sweet smell of various flowers hit their noses and they decided to follow the enchanting scent to its source.

There was a shop of flowers and the man who was selling them had a bright smile on his face, beckoning anyone and everyone to buy his flowers.

As they got closer to the shop, Kanha narrowed his eyes at the man as he got a feeling that he had seen him somewhere. And then, it struck him.

“Nalin?” Madhav called out suspiciously as he approached him, leaving Arjun in confusion. 

The man, Nalin, looked at the voice and turned his head towards them. His smiling face faltered for a bit in confusion and then brightened up even more if possible.

"Madhav!”

Nalin rushed to Madhav and picked him up in a tight embrace.

"Nalin, you can put me down,” the dark skinned man told him in a strained voice, being thoroughly hugged and suffocated by him.

“It's been so long since I have seen you!”

Arjun was almost sure Madhav was about to die of suffocation, the way he was turning blue, so he prepared to pull Nalin away if he had to but thankfully, the said man put him down that instant.

Madhav gasped for a few moments, trying to catch his breath as the man kept on chatting to him, oblivious to his friend’s near death experience.

“This is…Arjun….by the way,” Kanha introduced him between gasps, the overjoyed man’s gaze now turned to him. “Tritiya Pandava of Hastinapur and the best archer in the world.”

Arjun blushed at the comment but held out a hand to shake. Nalin shook his hand, thankfully, and led him to his shop. 

He explained excitedly about all the flowers, their details and everything and anything about them. 

His excitement and happiness was contagious and soon, Arjun got caught into it too, laughing and smiling along with him.

*

Needless to say after the encounter, Arjun decided they would be really good friends and thus, started to visit him more often whenever he was in Dwarka.

He was caught in the man’s radiant aura, happy-go-lucky attitude and sweet humor and started loosening up a bit more.

Arjun was glad that Nalin had become one of his closest friends along with Madhav.

As for Madhav, whenever he would sometimes visit Nalin without him, it would amuse the man too much. 

He didn’t know why he would be so smug whenever he met Nalin alone but got jealous for anyone else but decided to not pay it too much attention.

*

Until he got his answer at his wedding to Subhadra where Vasanta was invited too.

“Say Nalin,” Parth asked him in full mischief. “Don’t you think our Parth needs more flowers?”

He said, referring to Arjun who was covered till his waist in flowers while Subhadra was giggling at the small shower of petals raining on her gently.

“That is such a great idea!”

It was then Arjun decided they were no longer friends as exactly one breath later, he was seeing, breathing, feeling and smelling only flowers.

“Are you okay, Parth?” Vasant’s voice called out to him.

In response, he only gave him a thumbs up from inside the hurricane of flowers. 

He might not like the man for his antics, but Vasanta was such a sweetheart that Indra would curse him to hell and back if he even thought of saying ill about him.

He only wished Vasant would stop hanging out with Madhav.

2. Kama

One fine day, Vasant had found Kamdev with his head in his hands and looking absolutely desolate.

“Manmatha?”

The said god looked up to him with unshed tears in his eyes.

“What is it?! Is something wrong?!” Vasant asked him, alarmed. 

He mumbled something gibberish but Vasant could make out the “Rati” from his nonsensical gibberish. 

It was no news to him that Kama was trying to woo Rati as he was smitten with her but so far, he had no luck. And if he deduced right, Kama was moping exactly about that.

“Manmatha,” he said softly. “Say it all again, but louder and clearer.”

“I want to impress Rati and we are going to meet at sunset today,” Kama replied, still wearing the same expression.

He gasped at that. “That is such great news! But why are you sad?!”

“Its because the place we are meeting at is a desert and I found out from one of my doots that she loves flowers!” He wailed. “She said, she was returning to her home and that place is the only place she would be able to meet! How will I woo her in a desert of all places?!”

He wailed again and buried his head again in one of his hands. 

And so did Vasant. Not out of desolation but experasation. 

“And did you forget that you are friends with the literal God of Spring?” Vasant asked, removing his hand from his face and totally calm but still experasated at him. “I don't know, you could just ask me to create that desert into a springfield?”

“Wait, will you do that for me?” Kama looked up at him, hopeful.

“Only to stop your moping like a rejected lover.”

*

True to his word, Vasanta went there with Kama before sunset and with a little bit of focus and mumbling of mantras, the desert with oceans of sand was now turned into a springfield.

The field contained flowers of different and all kinds and the air was filled with their scent instead of the dry sand and the winds’.

When Rati had almost arrived, Vasanta quickly dived behind a bush and watched everything unfold.

Rati was astonished and happily surprised to see the flowers. She ran through the field of flowers with laughter and beamed at Kama with happiness. 

Manmatha could only smile at her shyly as he saw her radiant, unabashed happiness because of him.

Or more likely, because of Vasant.

*

In conclusion, Vasanta was hugged so rigorously by Manmatha that he had turned blue and would have surely died if he didn't choose that moment to put him down.

While Vasanta was still catching his breath, gasping loudly for oxygen, Kama stayed unaware of it all, still giddily talking about how Rati had started to fall for him.

Vasanta now wished he hadn’t helped him.

+1  The Asurs

There was a war going on in Devlok and Vishnu, as usual, had to sit on the sidelines, while Indra led the Devlok army against the asuras.

It was their usual routine: some asur, who had nothing better to do with his life, sat meditating to Shiva for years to ask for a powerful boon.

Shiva, impressed by the devotion (and learning no lesson from his previous encounters), granted it to the asura and now, that asura had come with an army to overthrow Indra.

When Indra had to come to them for help, all he and Brahma could do was to give a look to Shiva before promising he would send the devas for help.

This boon forbade him, Shiva, Brahma and many other Gods and Goddesses from laying a finger on any asuras and currently, the fight was not on their side as the devlok army was getting injured badly.

He was getting worried because if they lost this war, the asurs would truly take over the Devlok and they were only a breath away from it happening.

Suddenly, he got a bright idea and summoned Naradmuni.

“Summon Vasant for me.”

So what if he cannot fight the war? He can certainly find loopholes to tilt this war in their favor.

*

As soon as Vasant was summoned, Vishnu deliberately moved in front of a dangerous attack to take it for himself and cried out as much as he could to get Vasanta’s attention.

He really was injured but played it up just a bit extra as Vasanta’s eyes widened and he rushed to him.

“Deva! Deva! What happened?! Are you okay?!” Vasanta cried out as he took him in his arms and laid him gently on the ground.

“I don’t know,” he weakly whispered. A half lie. But not totally because the attack was indeed dangerous and found himself losing conciousness.

“No, no, please, no,” Vasanta begged to him tearfully but Vishnu only smiled at him before he fainted, hoping Vasanta did what he had to.

As soon as his friend passed out in his arms, Vasanta called one of the soldiers and asked to get him away safely.

Then taking a deep breath, he summoned a spell with anger.

A vine shot out of his hand, grabbing the asur suddenly by the neck that had attacked Vishnu and choking him for a good measure before snapping his neck.

This attracted some other asurs who charged towards him and met the same fate as the first one, being bombarded, suffocated and killed with the vines that Vasanta unleashed on them.

Very soon, Vasanta took on the entire army by himself, using flowers, leaves vines and creepers to kill every single one of the asurs.

The entire Devlok could only stare in awe at Vasant’s fighting prowess, the usually gentle and happy-go-lucky God now unleashing his lethal side to the fullest and lay waste to the entire army.

The finale was even more spectacular.

The asur who had asked for the boon was being killed by first being tied up with the creepers and then, getting stuffed with flowers inside his throat until he suffocated slowly to his death.

Vasanta only looked at the Devas with the same look he had killed the entire asur army with, making everyone flinch in fear, and then, proceeded to go to check on his friend.

*

After that war, needless to say, no one in the Devlok or Paatal lok underestimated or mocked Vasanta for being gentle ever again.

After all, the underestimation of Vasanta from the Asur was what had got him and his army killed and Vishnu had used that loophole to the fullest.

Narayan only smiled at the entire turn of events.

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