#my_musings

[krishna-sangini]

Girls dressed up as Kanha are prettier than guys dressed up as Kanha.

Periodt.

Fight me.

[bunny-in-the-rain]

1st day in Da Lat. So beautiful #Dalat #travel #my_muse

[sochinetz-blog]

Моя #электронная #музыка #my_music #electronic #music ‌#ЧёрноеМоре , #волны , #всплески #брызги #Waves #Splashes #BlackSea #Sochi #шторм #storm #landscapes #пейзаж #canon 2 #voice https://www.instagram.com/p/Br82SJQFzE7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jl7ee2l2s35e

[adlihm]

Liked on YouTube: GIRLS`GENERATION 少女時代_My oh My_Music Video https://youtu.be/RQy54gw-pls

[krishna-sangini]

Why my peacock-feathered man being extra generous to me these days??

👉🏼👈🏼❣️

So, I have this pic of Him and Radha Rani which I got from iskcon. In that pick, He has this straight faint serene smile. But today in the morning I was in a very 🌷🩷🍨 mood, soooooo, yk, I smiled at him in a very 🩷🌷🍨 way. And BAM! HIS SMILE IN THAT PIC APPEARED TO GROW WIDER LIKE ASJDYUWOSKFIEPQLGD!!!

[mauriziovermi]

#My_Music !!! #NowPlaying Slave To The Rhythm - Hot Blooded Version di Grace Jones

[krishna-sangini]

"Sing For Me"

I'm standing on the edge of a cliff. The sea stretches before me, its waves crashing onto the beach below. The cliff has bushes and edgy stones scattered randomly. The weather is grey, the serene kind of grey with a touch of blue and golden. The breeze gently caresses my face.

Out of nowhere, He appears in front of me. He's far in the ocean, taking the place of the mighty setting sun on the horizon. His beautiful red smile, His innocent and loving round eyes, His unusually divine red and black garments—Lord Jagannath looks at me from afar in all His glory. I'm dumbstruck by His sudden appearance. My eyes widen, and my hands clasp my mouth as tears of pure bliss and joy run down my cheeks. I'm unable to say anything. He, too, remains silent; the smile on His face only grows wider.

After a while, He breaks the comfortable silence. He calls me by my name and says, "Uhh, sing me a song." I snap out of the ethereal trance He'd put me in and mumble, "Huh?" He says, "Sing me any song that comes to your mind for me." His voice starts as that of a middle-aged man, but it slowly transforms into that of a young man. "B-But, I don't sing well! And I don't wanna mess up," I say, stuttering and wiping my tears. He chuckles. Oh, that moment! "You can never mess up in front of me. If not for me, then who will you sing for?" He says gently, teasing me with his smile.

The waterworks start again as I prepare myself. I sing and sway to the tunes of the song "କଳା ଠାକୁର" (trans. 'Dark-skinned Lord). It's an Odia bhajan wherein the devotee is basically simping for Him. (GO LISTEN TO IT IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY)

Annnnnd thus, I wake up from one of THE best dreams of my life 🥹

Istg, a few days before this dream, I'd written to Him that I'd LOVE to sing for Him someday (yeah, I write letters to Him, staph). And then He does this.

HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT FALL FOR THIS MAGNIFICENT MAN?!

[krishna-sangini]

To the one who got ALL of us swooning on Him~

To the one who always caresses away all my stress~

To the one whose silent support gets me through even the worst of hell~

To the one who is my everything ~

To the one who is the definition of love~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY KESHAV!!!! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE UNIVERSES EXISTING!!!!!

Image credits~ Pinterest

[krishna-sangini]

College is great, no doubt, but I just wanna take a 1-year break and disappear in Vrindavan... :)

[krishna-sangini]

Can't believe cartoons like 'Selfie with Bajrangi' and 'Little Singham' are going to be nostalgia for today's kids :)

[krishna-sangini]

My All For You

The dark grey clouds The light blue sky The heavy mist shroud and the playful lies The caressing breeze The soothing rain All of these breathe through your eyes again

The joyful yellow The serene blue The reserved black The pleasant flute The peacock feather and the kadamba tree Bring back the images of your smiling face

The elegant lotus with its dainty pink The pious tulsi with her blessed green The beads of Vaijayanti with their tranquil white Bear the reflection of your beatific light

My longing eyes with your carvings in them My restless heart pulsating with your breaths My battered soul healing with your grace My sanguine self waiting for your blissful embrace...✧

-T.P.N.

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Something I finished writing for my Keshav yesterday...❤️

Idk wth is wrong with me, but I'm freaking blushing in front of my roomie while typing this as I listen to 'O Rangrez'.

Asdfghjkl! Keshav, YOU LIKE THIS?!🫠

[krishna-sangini]

I have my dance club audition today and I'm freaking out MAJORLY!!!

[krishna-sangini]

The narrow lanes of Vrindavan still hold His scent... 💫

You still feel Him walking beside you, laughing beside you while pulling your leg as you walk through these lanes... ❤️

The darling of Vrindavan never left; He still echoes in every single corner of Braj...✨

P.S. I'll be sharing my Vrindavan experience in detail once I get back home ❤️

Radhey Radhey, sakhas and sakhiyon!

[krishna-sangini]

My Journey to Keshav

My journey to Keshav began when I was probably 2 or 3 years old. The tales that my grandpa and my great-granny told me; of Krishna's baal leelas, the cheer haran, His raas leela, His journey to Mathura, the slaying of Kansa, and then becoming the protector of uncountable people... All these tales I marvelled at as a toddler have the credit of hooking me onto my Keshav for the very first time.

This was just the start... Of a beautiful journey that would ultimately become my destination.

The toddler me grew up into a kid. That’s when the cartoon ‘Krishna Balram’ came onto the scene. And yeah, that show is 100% credited with making me fall head-over-heels for the sibling pair. I mean, y’all would be lying if you said you didn’t absolutely fall in love with Krishna and Balram after watching that show! Like, come on! Those two boys are simply sweethearts! Then came the ‘Little Krishna’ movie series. Ouffffff! My heart was completely occupied by the Makhan Chor by then. 

But then I entered teenage! The best phase of human life. You know, the phase everyone goes through where Westernization is considered cool and spirituality is considered ‘boring’ and ‘conservative’. Yeeeah… I fell into that ditch too. I pushed Kanha into the backseat. I got absorbed in the world of being ‘cool’ by shunning my religion and putting on the mask of atheism.

(This is not a dig at people who are genuinely atheists. Y'all are free to have your own opinions,  and I respect yours even if mine are different.) 

During those 5-6 years, I forgot all about my absolute bestie. The one who had stayed with me through every nightmare and sunshine. Needless to say, my life was a torment those years. Serious shitty family issues and my then school can be credited for that.

But again, once you’re into Krishna, he'll always find a way to bring you back if you go astray. That’s exactly what my Keshav did to me.

2020 saw the advent of the COVID-19 virus in India, and a long and tiring lockdown followed. Just as people were beginning to get frustrated to death, the good old Mahabharat and Ramayana started airing again. That was the turning point for me. Seeing Nitish Bhardwaj’s excellent portrayal of my Keshav, I was hit with the nostalgic memories of my childhood that I shared with Kanha. It was then that the thought struck me, “If a human can look so freaking beautiful, how much more radiant and divine must Kanha have looked in real life!”

And that was it. I called for Keshav after so long. He was waiting for me, perhaps. Waiting for me to call Him with all my heart, without my pride’s obstruction. I did, and He responded right away. A couple of days later was when I had that magnificent dream where my Keshav showed me a glimpse of Himself for the very first.

(I have posted about that dream here too; the link is in my pinned post. If you’re curious, you can check it out! Also, please share your Krishna story too!)

And since then, there has been no coming back.

I am now compensating for those 5 years by falling in love with my Keshav harder with each passing day. Not that I mind it. Because I absolutely love it. Now that I look back, it had been Him all along. All those times I sat crying alone in my room cuz of the mess our family was in, Keshav was there right by my side, caressing me gently. I was just too haughty to realize it. Had it not been for Him, the wicket of my life would already have toppled years ago.

Sooo, this is my journey to my Keshav. The journey that still continues; it will continue till we meet finally on the ultimate day… This journey has mended me in so many ways. It has shown me a whole new side of myself. It has helped me realize myself better. And best of all, it has made me feel my Keshav more and made me love Him much more. And I’m so so glad that I had people in my life who led me to the beginning of this journey. For this too, I thank our Manmohan.

Sooo, yeah. That’s it. How has your journey to Krishna been so far? Feel free to share!

Radhe Radhe, sakhis and sakhas! Kanha will stop by in your dream tonight~ (Yeah, he told me so himself!)

[krishna-sangini]

Okay, so we left Vrindavan today. We're currently staying in Radha Kund.

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IS THIS WHAT BEING LOVESICK FEELS LIKE?!

Like, I know Kanha is everywhere, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, RIGHT?

Legit, EVERY-FREAKING-THING reminds me of Him now!

I feel like I've left a big chunk of my soul back in that Manmohan's place...

Lemme visit you again soon, KESHAV!!!