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Super Rarepair Week Day 2- Hydrangeashipping (Miho x Kageyama Sister C)

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honestly would love a continuation from the karasuno version, but like at the same time i want the seijoh version 😭😭

i cant choose huuu, tho whatever u decides to write im sure it'll be great (still tho karasuno continuation got me vv 🥴🥴)

Bullying the First Year Pt. 2 [ONESHOT] [HQ KARASUNO]

I'll give you both💜 but the seijoh part will probably take a few days since i dont want the seijoh ver. to be an exact replica of karasuno with diff names and i want to finish watching s2 so i can capture their character properly. I hope you enjoy!

FEATURING : DAICHI SAWAMURA, SUGAWARA KOUSHI, ASAHI AZUMANE x male reader

Continuation of Part 1! Set in Season 2 during Away Games. Drabble!

NSFW stuff, DUBCON AF

Find out more under the cut!

"Ne, Sugawara...Looks like you guys finally got along with (m/n) huh?"

The setter who was drinking from his water bottle turned to Tanaka. The second year glancing at the male manager who was being harassed by Hinata about how cool his spike was. Sugawara only tilted his head in innocent faux. "What do you mean?"

Tanaka hummed as he swirled his bottle. "Well...usually you guys have this weird tension. And Daichi doesn't talk to him but yesterday I saw the captain and (m/n) walking home together and they looked like they were fine." Ennoshita chipped in. "So I wasn't imagining it. Asahi seemed like he always tried to provoke (m/n), but now they're okay with each other. Did anything happen between you guys?"

Tanaka and Ennoshita only asked Sugawara because he was the most approachable out of all the third years. The second years have noticed the beef between their manager and the seniors although they only discussed it in secret. Currently, they're at their away training camp in Shinzen and everything was running smoothly, albeit their losing streak and the fact that (m/n) couldn't make it to their first training camp in Tokyo.

It was weird to think that (m/n), who was not even a player meaning he had more time to study, had failed two subjects and had to take the supplementary exam. Although he denied the offer of riding to Tokyo with Tanaka's sister with Kageyama and Hinata in tow. Daichi didn't give much of a response, only saying he would talk to the (h/c).

That same night they heard Kiyoko scolding, and the beautiful manager never gets mad, but oddly Kiyoko was reprimanding the rest of the third years. Although they couldn't quite capture why was she mad but apparently it involved luring and trapping someone?

Sugawara's face didn't falter as he waved off their concerns, assuring the second years that they had a minor misunderstanding at the start of their introduction and it was all settled.

Free practice ensued as Karasuno went on with their respective goals, Sugawara and Daichi doing a synchronization attack with the others although Asahi was nowhere to be found.

"Sorry! Got caught up with something." The ace sheepishly entered the gym, looking eager and fresh to hit some sets. Nishinoya glanced behind Asahi to see a panting (h/c) who was all sweaty. "What were you doing, (m/n)? You looked like you did a major workout!" He teased the manager who only scrunched up his nose and limped his way to the rest of the managers.

"Huh? Is he injured or something? Why is he walking like that-" "Don't mind him! The night isn't going to be young forever. Let's practice!" Sugawara cut off Nishinoya's sentence as he pushed the libero towards the court, his eyes flickering to Asahi getting smacked by Daichi.

"See (m/n)! Told you, you would get along with us!" Hinata cheered behind the (h/c), who didn't say a word as he accompanied Hinata to the third gymnasium, where Kuroo and Bokuto is playing as well as Akaashi and Tsukishima. "Although it seems that you're more close to the third years than I am. Even though I've known them longer..." The ginger mumbled as he twiddled his fingers.

Again, the manager didn't respond as they entered the gym and (m/n) helped them by collecting stray balls and tossing it to Akaashi. Tsukishima would glance at him a few times before getting lectured by the Nekoma captain.

Daichi stared at the gym doors where (m/n) had exited before turning to Asahi. "...I told you to go easy on him." "Sorry. Got a bit excited. He's cute these days, all fidgety around us." "Do you want to blow us over? Cover your tracks, you idiot." Sugawara hissed as he jammed his elbow into the ace's side.

"The others said that we look like we're all getting along, especially you Daichi." The setter spoke as he ignored the crestfallen ace on the floor. "Really? I didn't think there'd be that much of a difference." The captain tapped his chin, his lips pressed into a thin line.

"You were the meanest out of all of us. I guess he was scared of you the most." Asahi propped himself up as he spoke, ignoring the glaring ravenette.

"...he's obedient now. I prefer it that way."

The setter only laughed as he waved them off. "I'm getting dibs on him in the showers. Don't you dare try to join us." He hissed at the two before hopping off to drag Tanaka into another set, leaving Daichi and Asahi to themselves.

If any other normal person would have listened in on their conversation, they would've been creeped out with how normal they spoke as they danced around the topic.

The boy manager of Karasuno, (m/n) (l/n) who has been reduced to a quiet footman for the seniors. Daichi wouldn't say 'reduced' but more to 'tamed'. It was known that the (h/c) is a brash person, especially around people his age but he would watch his mouth more around his upperclassmen...until he gets angry that is.

When Daichi first saw him stumbling through the gym doors, making a scene, he was quite annoyed, reminded of Hinata and Kageyama's first introduction. He thought it would be another rude junior that would ignore him and the obligated seniority but he was impressed to find that he was a reliable manager and an overall pleasant person to be around.

Maybe he was in a bad mood on that specific day, but he wasn't up for playing 'nice' nor welcoming someone new. His players were already a handful, especially the four idiots and he simply lacked the energy to usher someone around in the already socially established club.

Usually, he would apologise the next day, saying his head was clouded but he saw how annoyed (e/c) leered at him whenever (m/n) thought he wasn't looking or the silent curses he would mumble. That ticked him off and he was cold ever since. And when he found out they were neighbours-

"Daichi. Don't you think you're being...malicious to the new manager?"

The captain turned to the long-haired ace. He didn't respond, only raising an eyebrow to Asahi. Sugawara cut in. "What he meant was why are you acting like a little bitch to our new member? Ignoring him and stuff. The others are starting to ask." He teased the ravenette.

Daichi didn't say much, he only stared at his gym shoes and glanced to the (h/c) who was conversing with the second years. He scanned his figure, his eyes wandering a bit too long on his face and frowned. "He's rude." Sugawara wanted to roll his eyes and spite the captain.

"I want to ruin him."

Both Asahi and Sugawara immediately turned their heads to the captain who held a nonchalant look, a foreign expression for him, while still staring at (m/n). "...Or to see him cry, at least." "..."

The setter scoffed. "I always knew you were a sadist, Daichi." The captain only hummed as he knelt down to tie his shoelaces. "Don't act as if you're oh so innocent, Mr. Refreshing." "Shut up." He stifled a chuckle and stood up again.

"So are we gonna do it?" Asahi turned to glance at the (h/c), gazing at his glistening (s/c) and his fluttering eyelashes on his (e/c) eyes. Sugawara rolled his eyes. "I think he already started it." Daichi was silent, his eyes unwavering.

He didn't think much of it back then. Bullying was always a functioning outlet anyways.

Slaps of skin resonated through the small clubroom with a crying naked manager who was too aroused from the heavy thrusts he was receiving. His back was sore against the wooden table in the middle of the room and his throat was parched from all the screaming and wailing he had done.

"You're so adorable, (m/n)." Asahi groaned into the manager's ears, holding him down and kissing down his neck. The (h/c) only squirmed against the strong brunette, helpless against his ticklish facial hair as his hips stuttered against Asahi's. "-'s too much-ngh! Too much fu- achkk!"

He choked as the brunette sped up his motion, increasing his tempo as he felt his release. "You're our junior and manager, (m/n)." Sugawara cooed as he jacked off the (h/c)'s dick. "This is practically your job, don't you think? Helping us release some steam."

(m/n) wailed as he felt Sugawara squeezing him, he shivered as he felt his hole filled and Asahi biting into his shoulder. His pants were getting heavier as he placed his hand across his face. "I-I don't want anymore..." He whimpered as fingers shoved into his ass, digging out liquids that were stuffed deep into him.

Daichi trailed his fingers over (m/n)'s neck as he took Asahi's spot, pulling the (h/c) closer by his waist. "Be good and we'll play nice with you." Partially a lie, the captain was talking about himself. If the manager was compliant, then he'll be gentle. Not that he hated the contrary.

The manager only cried into his hands as he shakily nodded, not that they could see. "Please b-be gentle to me...Daichi- hiks!" He wheezed as the captain pulled him onto his lap, his naked thighs shivering and Daichi only gripped his hair, already holding his favourite spot.

The captain didn't say anything, only crashing his lips on the (h/c)'s who mewled against his mouth, Sugawara and Asahi smearing their hands all over the pair, drowning them in debauchery and temporary bliss.

Ever since then, (m/n) had been more quiet and polite, especially around the third years. Hinata was confused when the (h/c) mentioned about a study group and at that moment something clicked inside the (h/c)'s head.

He tried avoiding the trio truthfully, it wasn't that hard outside of club hours but he dreaded stepping inside the gym or the clubroom. Sugawara was a clever person, always whisking him away to fuck him under a staircase or asking him to stay after practice and would double penetrate him with Asahi inside the storage room.

He would walk home with sticky cum running down his legs or being cleaned by Sugawara who would take his time with him inside the school communal showers. Asahi would only bother him when he was frustrated, either from studies or not being able to hit his spikes right.

Daichi wouldn't join on their frisky escapades. But Sugawara knew that the captain preferred to be alone with the (h/c).

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Training camp was over, Coach Ukai finished the debriefing and everyone was dispersing to go home in their respective ways in the late night. (m/n) cursed to himself as he accidentaly slipped on a rock. A hand reached out to stabilise him and the (h/c) glanced to see the captain pulling him up.

"Be careful. It's dark and dangerous right now."

They did live close after all.

"...Thanks." (m/n) mumbled as he pulled his arm back, shoving his hands in his pockets as he continued his way. Daichi silently followed, two steps behind the (h/c).

Their relationship had progressed significantly, after...midterms. (m/n) didn't know what to call it. What he had with the other third years. And it was especially passionate with the captain.

(m/n) was sure his body would give out one day, or one of the second years would find out with how frequent they would pull him in an isolated area and was determined to make him cream his pants as much as he could. At first, he resisted and melted every time one of them would shove their deep fingers into his hole or fucked him nice and slow that would made all of his rebellion disappear.

Sometimes, he caught himself looking forward to those moments. Wondering when will one of his seniors pulled him so they could shove themselves into him, letting him drown in that sinful pleasure.

The grey area he was shoved into was suffocating and risky, but lust conquered all and it conquered him.

"Is anyone home?" (m/n) hadn't noticed that they had arrived at the front of his gates. He turned to see Daichi looking at him, the streetlamp next to them illuminating his handsome features. The captain rarely divulge himself with (m/n), not as frequent as the other two. The scariest of the third years definitely had something in his mind.

"..."

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"Urmmff- mmng haa ah ah anghh!!" (m/n) moaned as he Daichi pounded his penis into the (h/c)'s hole that was so wet and puckered from the unnecessary amount of lube and fingering the captain did. He definitely appreciated foreplay.

Both of them were in (m/n)'s room, on his bed missionary and only the (h/c) was fully naked as Daichi immediately ripped off all of his clothings as soon as they stepped inside his room.

(m/n) wasn't sure why he let Daichi step in his house. His family was gone, visiting their relatives up north while (m/n) was away at training camp. He could've lied to the captain. Rejecting his advances although he wasn't sure it would be as effective but the fact that he willingly let Daichi enter through the gates of his home and let him follow to his room wasn't so much of a wonder.

Daichi huffed as he gripped one of (m/n)'s thighs, giving it a slap as he watch the flesh bounce from the impact. The (h/c) had his arms around the ravenette's neck as his legs was pushed upwards. His hole tightened around Daichi's cock as he cried when the captain began to shove himself in harder and deeper, going in as far as balls deep inside (m/n)'s puckered and reddened hole.

The captain gazed down at the (h/c)'s face, his eyes wandering and scanning his features as he felt his release nearing. "(m/n)." The manager huffed as his own (e/c) stared down black ones.

Daichi leaned down to kiss the (h/c), pressing his lips oddly in a gentle manner but pushing his legs to his shoulders roughly. "I think you should raise your tongue a bit more." The captain stated as he fucked the manager faster.

(m/n) stuck his tongue out with a confused face although his bottom was shaking from all the sex Daichi shoved into him. The ravenette licked and pressed his tongue all over (m/n)'s who was whimpering feverishly.

The (h/c) doesn't know what to do. What to do of him. What to do of them. But for now, all he could do was to play the nice little junior for them. He was also no longer allowed to show support for his cousin at any volleyball event.

Daichi pushed (m/n) into a mating press, making sure his cum filled the manager all the way in, not wanting for any of it to go to waste. The (h/c) whined as his own penis spurted white semen.

The manager could not see him running away from the third years any time soon.

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Afterthoughts :

aftermath

I am literally falling asleep as I write this but I wanted to post it asap. I will fix it dwdw although I felt this didn't align with the first part very well. I'll add tags tmrw. Next up is Seijoh

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VAMOS A BAILAR — k. tsukishima smau

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ S1, EP 7 . tsukkis pastry

squeaking came from both sides of the court.

what was only suppose to be a warm-up became a pellet-sweating competition between you and your own brother.

you had just been doing a simple game of volleying the ball over before you made two teams consisting of you, bokuto, suna, hinata, yaku, tanaka, and sugawara, and the other, tsukishima, kageyama, akaashi, yamaguchi, kuroo, nishinoya and kenma.

yaku had began as the libero until he got switched out with you. you had no idea what to do, all bokuto said was you had one job! “don’t let the ball touch the ground.”

and thats where it began.

neither of you were letting the ball fall and the other players were becoming incredibly tired.

“y/n!” you heard sugawara shout as you threw yourself forward, just barely catching the ball with your fingertips.

“i thought you said she never played,” tsukishima was panting on the sideline.

“she hasn’t!” nishinoya held his knees, eyes focused intently on the ball across the court.

tsukishima stood there slightly stunned.

“impressive! huh tsukki !?” yamaguchi had excitedly voiced beside his best friend.

“Y/N! JUST GIVE UP!” nishinoya had yelled across the net.

“NOT A CHANCE!!!” you yelled back.

and so for a few more minutes it went on, until the ball had finally smacked on one side of the court.

“LETS GOOO!” kuroo had shouted out in relief, “FINALLY OVER!”

“i told you to give up little sister,” nishinoya panted.

you rolled your eyes, sweat dripping down your face and body, “shut up, i almost beat you at your own sport,” you spit back.

“wait wait wait, LITTLE sister?” hinata chimed in.

“what year are you?” kageyama came up beside you, handing you a bottle of water.

you thanked him and gulped some of the liquid down before speaking, “first,” you gave a short response to hydrate more.

this time it was tanaka who popped in, “only first?” before even getting a chance to respond, nishinoya tackled him and began throwing volleyballs at him. suna pulled out his phone.

“alright alright, go home everyone,” daichi finished cleaning up. “get good rest!” sugawara added.

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Option B, option C | Kageyama Tobio & Hinata Shouyou

A/N: another commission finished for always amazing and angelic Max (@wertzunge)! Thank you as always, Max ❤️ I hope you enjoy this and I hope they're not too ooc skdkkdf

Summary: Kageyama can't toss?! It's all that test's fault!

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“Ka. Ge. Ya. Ma! What the hell is wrong with you?!” 

Kageyama tried to ignore the heat gathering on his cheeks. That was what he'd like to know! Why was he so distracted? Could it be because of that exam he had earlier? No, that can't be- he thought he did very well, but maybe he should have chosen option b, right? Yes. Yes, dammit, he should've chosen option b! It made more sense than c! He was going to fail that test, he definitely was going to- 

“Ba. Ka. Ge. Ya. Maaaaaa!” Kageyama hissed when he felt a harsh slap on his back. He quickly grabbed the culprit’s skull and squeezed it. “Ouch! Ouch! Aaaaaah! Let go! It's not my fault you're sucking today- Aaaaaah!” 

Kageyama felt the blush spreading to his ears. Stupid Hinata was so annoying… but he was not wrong. Kageyama’s tosses had been bad– no, bad was an understatement, they have been hideous. Hinata hasn't been able to hit the ball not even once. Too low, too high. Too short, too long. Simply not right!

“It's your damn fault! You should be there wherever I toss! Why can't you do that?!” 

“HUH?! Are you blaming me?! How's this my fault?! You are the one-”

“Let's take a break, everyone!” Daichi called. “This is going to take a while.” 

The rest of the team moved to the sides of the court, some happy to rest after the heavy training, some others mocking the duo starting their usual bickering, but regardless of that, Kageyama and Hinata no longer had ears for anyone else. They started yelling at each other (perhaps too loudly for Daichi's liking), blaming each other for the situation, even when Kageyama knew perfectly well that the only one to blame was himself, but admitting his mistakes had always been difficult, especially when Hinata was the one who noticed Kageyama was not doing right. 

Their little shouting fight soon escalated into a physical fight, not actually punches, Kageyama knew well enough that Daichi wouldn't let him get in the gym for who knows how many weeks if he dared to hit Hinata. So they would just pull each other's shirts and try to take each other down in some kind of wrestling. 

“Kageyama! You're gonna get us in trouble! You can't even toss the ball properly and now you're trying to kill me!” 

“Hinata-boke!” Kageyama gasped, gripping Hinata's shoulders. “You. Only. Have. To. Hit- why are you laughing?!” 

With every word, Kageyama poked Hinata's chest and after two pokes on his collarbone, Hinata started to giggle, trying to grab Kageyama’s hand. 

“Thahat tihickles!” 

“What?!”

Kageyama blinked in disbelief. Look at him, giggling like a kid with no worries in the world, huh? How pathetic and- wait. A malicious grin suddenly spread across his face and Hinata jumped. He certainly couldn't hit Hinata, but tickling him? Well… 

“Ba-B-Bakageyama, nohoho! Nohohot tihihickling!” 

Kageyama was able to finally pin Hinata down against the squeaky wooden floor, his fingers digging into Hinata's sides, making him whine in pain, but Kageyama quickly lightened his touch and the bright giggles echoed through the whole gym. Hinata kicked and tried to crawl away, but Kageyama had set himself on top of him and was tickling him on every spot he could reach. 

He poked at his ribs and squeezed at his sides and when he noticed that Hinata's giggling turned more frantic whenever Kageyama touched his tummy, he made sure to claw at the muscles and even dip his finger into his belly button.

He really had no experience tickling people, but he had an older sister who could sometimes be a handful, so he definitely knew a trick or two. 

“Lehehet gohoho!” Hinata giggled, wrapping his arms around himself. “Thihihis is nohot fahahair!” 

“Maybe this'll teach you not to say anything to m- ack!” One of his arms retracted, gluing to his side when he felt a squeeze to his waist. “Don't you- aaah!” Another squeeze to the other side of his waist made him curl forward a little and Hinata took the chance to change their positions.

Kageyama panicked and he tried to free himself from under Hinata, after all, he was taller, but when he felt fingers clawing on his stomach, he was a goner. He had always been very sensitive there and he hated that it was a spot so easy to get. He tried to hold his laughter in, but Hinata's fingers were light and so ticklish, he only lasted about two seconds before he started cackling. 

“S-Stohohop, Hinahahata! I'll kihill you!” 

“What? I thought you wanted to get tickled too, Kageyama-kun~ ack! N-No! Nohoho!” 

Both Kageyama’s hands latched to Hinata's sides and he started tickling him back, his hands trembling, begging for him to stop the tickling at his tummy, but he refused and soon they were engaged in an intense tickle fight, rolling around, getting the upper hand only for a few seconds before being thrown off again. 

“Ah, seriously, will they ever stop?” 

“Calm down, Daichi,” Suga said softly, patting Daichi on the shoulder. “They've been at it for like ten minutes, we still have some more time left.”

“They're childish, we're waiting time here,” Tsukishima rolled his eyes.

Yamaguchi chucked, “although they're screaming at each other, they seem to be having fun.”

“YES IT LOOKS FUN I WANT TO JOIN!” 

“N-Noya, calm down.”

“I WANT TO JOIN TOO!” 

“Tanaka, Nishinoya. Don't you even think about it,” Ennoshita warned and both boys slumped back in place, whining. 

No matter how loudly they spoke, Kageyama and Hinata were in their own world. Kageyama's laughter had been echoing in everyone's ears for a long time, Hinata had Kageyama's hands under his knees and the poor setter was bursting into loud laughter while his poor armpits hot tickled out of his mind. 

“Hi-n-naha- waha-AHAHA!” He tried to speak, but his laughter just wouldn't let him. His body had grown weak and he couldn't pull his hands free, but Hinata's were nestling nicely under Kageyama’s arms, fingers wiggling and digging into the muscle. 

“Do you surrender, Kageyama?!” 

“He will surrender,” Yamaguchi said. 

Tanaka, “nah, he'll turn the tables on Hinata.”

“His face is too pink,” Suga said, a tad worried. “Should we help?” 

Tsukishima, “helping will only be more troublesome.”

“Daichi-san is about to lose it,” Nishinoya laughed. 

Yamaguchi, “he will surrender.” 

“Isn't it super weird that Kageyama's so ticklish?” Asahi asked and all nodded in agreement. 

Kageyama really was ticklish and his armpits were, probably, his most sensitive spot. Hinata had been tickling him there for a while now, he really couldn't stand it anymore. The more the tickling continued, the more his laughter got louder and panicked, would the tickling ever stop?

“FIHIHINE!” 

“I told you!” 

“Aish, good thing we didn't bet on it.” 

“OH! Are you giving up?! Are you giving up?! Pr-Promise you won't get me back when I stop!” Hinata pushed and Kageyama threw his head, nodding as he laughed hysterically. “O-Okay!”

He stopped and Kageyama went limp, breathing heavily and pressing his arms against his side, wanting to protect himself from a surprise attack, but Hinata didn't tickle him again, he got up and sat beside him, also breathing heavily as if he was the one almost dying. 

Kageyama hated to admit it, but that residual sensation of tiredness felt kinda good. He was exhausted, but revitalized and energized at the same time. His brain was buzzing and his head was pulsating, but he wasn't thinking about anything. His mind was empty of thoughts causing him stress and anxiety and he felt good, relaxed.

Suga, “d-do you think he's alright?” 

“I wonder,” Daichi said, starting to get worried. “He hasn't moved much, huh?”

Nishinoya, “oi, Shouyou! Did you kill Kageyama?”

“Haah? I didn't! He's breathing… I think?” When Kageyama opened his eyes, he found Hinata's face, looking at him from above. “Are you okay, Kageyama?” 

Kageyama rolled his eyes, “I'm fine. Just tired, stupid!” 

“Hey, Bakageyama,” Hinata said, extending his hand for Kageyama to take. “It's okay, you know? I'm sure you'll do well on that exam.” 

Kageyama halted, gripping Hinata's hand. “W-What? How- How do you know?!” 

“You kept mumbling to yourself all the way to the gym about option b this and option c that,” Hinata explained, matter of factly. “It’s obviously option c! That test was super easy, so just relax and play well! This training is so boring because you're not tossing properly!” 

“You-! Haah,” Kageyama sighed. 

Noya, “the heck are they talking about, Ryuu?” 

“Hmm, probably about fighting again? Oh, Kageyama is getting up now.” 

“Let's train,” Kageyama said, nodding at Hinata. “I'll toss properly this time.” 

“Whooooaaaa!” 

“Okay, seems like the break is over, finally. Let's go, everyone.” 

“OSU!” 

Kageyama wasn't so sure what just had happened, it really had been a strange training, but he was glad he could shake off that feeling of anxiety over his test- he really owned Hinata this time, huh? Well, some high tosses for him would be enough!

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Hate

(kageyama tobio x reader)

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-> in which two highschool students who despise each other dearly, get paired up for a project.

!enemies to lovers!

angst w no comfort

she never thought the way she felt for him could change.

After all, she hated his guts. From the moment she met him in the school library, she knew that he was trouble. The way he would shout at the shorter orange haired male who was always beside him every single time made her annoyed. ‘couldn’t he just lower his voice or shut up?!’ she thought to herself.  The way he would look at almost everyone who wasn’t involved with volleyball with that bitch face as if he were trying to find a problem with them. ‘Is he trying to pick a fight?’ she would scoff whenever that happened. 

To be fair, the feeling was mutual. 

Kageyama Tobio hated her guts too. From the moment she refused to help him with his subjects, he basically considered her as arrogant, he never wanted to speak to her or ask for her help again. The way she BOUGHT THE LAST PACKET OF MILK from the vending machine ( which didn’t restock for a week ) made him irritated and unable to focus during his volleyball practice.

They both didn't cross paths or spoke for months till their homeroom teacher made them pair up for a project that they had to do. 

As expected, they both didn't say anything to each other even when they had a discussion going on. The teacher however, didn't seem to get a hint so she threatened them with a failing grade. 

“If it wasn't for my grades, I would literally throw a brick to your face.” Y/N muttered to herself. “what?” the look on the raven haired male was full of disgust, “you think I want to be here with you? tsk, shittykawa would be a better partner instead."

The girl beside him scoffed, “what makes you think I want to be here with YOU. You can't even slice a simple math question, we are going to fail anyway because of what a  dumbass you are.” 

Kageyama clenched his fist. He had never been called a dumbass by anyone other than his volleyball teammates and sister before. Oh this girl must have had a lot of nerves to say that. Before he could even return an insult, the teacher announced to the class that this project must be done in 3 weeks and is recommended to meet outside of school. 

Y/n and Kageyama both gave an annoyed look before packing their bags for dismissal. After school, Y/N went straight to the library to complete all her homework given for the day, her mind not leaving the fact that she had to meet that volleyball obsessed psycho outside of school. Either way, it was for the grade. as long as she doesn't fail, it would be fine. Although she didn't have the setter’s number… 

Y/n looked out of the library window to see the boys volleyball gym still practicing. She can't believe she's doing this. She can't believe she's actually going to the boy's volleyball gym just to find the person she hates most. Her hands slid the door open, a whole new scenery flashed across her eyes.

BAM! 

The sound of a volleyball smashed the gym’s wooden floor. It was none other than Kageyama who had put all his anger on the ball. “geez… sooner or later this boy is gonna break something." The gray haired upperclassmen, Sugawara-senpai sighed,

“Oh? Who's this? Noya, do you know her?” Suga said to the libero beside him when he spotted the H/c haired girl standing at the door. “nope!” Nishinoya exclaimed, popping the ‘p’. 

“uhm, sorry to disturb your training but may I speak to…that guy.. for a while?” Y/N pointed to the scowling setter while the two boys hid their laughs. She didn't want to say it. she didn't want to say his name.

Sugawara quickly called Kageyama over. the male was no't expecting to see Y/n standing at the door of the gym. He went over to the h/c coloured hair girl, ready to throw another insult till he was interrupted by her. “Look, don't get this the wrong way. Its all for our project. our teacher recommended us to meet outside school to complete it so I would need you number to give you heads up.”

“that's smooth.”

“shut the fuck up and just give me your number already.” “Fine.” the setter typed his number on Y/N’s device before turning his back and continued with practice.

for the first two days, things were not going well, Y/N and Kageyama almost got kicked out of the library for arguing too loudly and they didn't even manage to complete at least one part of the assignment within two days.

On the third day, Y/N had enough. there was no point in insulting him anymore there's no point when the risk of them failing is high. “Yo, I think we should just call it a truce. us arguing is not making progress at all.” The boy just nodded and they both got along with no arguments, no insults.

As days went by, Y/N realised that she despised kageyama for nothing. Sure he was loud and annoying at times but he could be a tad bit motivational when he talks about his love for volleyball. the way his eyes would glim and glitter from thinking about the feeling of setting the ball. the way his lips would curl into a smile when the thought of being able to go back to practice one the project is done made Y/N's heart skip a beat.

who knew the cold, loud kageyama tobio would have such a cute smile.

Before she even realised it, she was falling. falling hard for the boy she once hated. She didn't think that her feelings could change but there she was, lying in bed thinking about him and his silly little sport.

it was a matter of time till Kageyama found out. the way Y/N acted so differently around him made him wonder if she actually thought of them as friends.

the day the project was due, Kageyama couldn't wait to step foot in the gym where he'd almost planned to stay there overnight. Half way through the practice that he had longed for, The raven haired boy was called out by one of his upperclassmen, “Someone is finding you outside, kageyama, you can join back later alright?”

Much to his surprise, His former project parter was there, back leaning against the outer wall of the gymnasium as she crossed her arms waiting. “I thought you said you’d never want to see me again?” Tobio said, startling her, “what gives?”

“I know i said that but… i guess people change, i think?” She fiddled with her hands, “Look, i used to hate you. You and your addiction for volleyball. You and your scowling face. But, working with you for this project made me realised that i was just judging a book by its cover.”

Y/n shifted her eyes to the sandy ground.

“I think i like you kageyama.”

no response. The girl lifted up her head only to greeted with the sight of the the boy, covering his mouth as if he was trying to hold his laughter. "W-Whats so funny?"

"I was just pretending to be nice to you so we would get a passing grade, i did expect you to fall for me. HAHA you should have seen your face when you said that"

oh.

The setter's words stabbed Y/n's heart like a knife. Of course it was an act. after all, he hated her. She stood frozen, shoulders hunched as she lowered her gaze once again as if the weight of his words pressed her into the ground.

Y/n clutched onto her school bag, "It was a prank by the way." she retorted, turning around. "i didnt expect you to be that mean, kageyama." As soon as she said that, the girl walked away with a heavy heart.

Kageyama watched as she quickened her pace and disappeared from his horizon before returning to practice. Unbeknownst to him, his teammates were eavesdropping on his conversation, crowding around the setter when he stepped foot into the gym.

"Either way kageyama, you were too harsh with her." Hinata chipped in. Kaegeyama grabbed the shorter male by his hair causing him to yelp, "What do you know, dumbass."

"Hinata's right, kageyama. poor girl was holding back her tears." Suga patted him on the shoulder as he looked out the window. kageyama followed his actions.

"she said it was a prank."

"I really doubt that, kageyama."

why couldn't he do anything?

"I think I like you, kageyama"

he was at loss for words, unable to say anything. He wanted to tell her 'i like you too' but when he opened his mouth, that disgustingly awful sentence came out instead.

-

It had been weeks after the 'confession', Y/N completely ignored him whenever he tried to approach her just like the past.

All he wanted was to apologise.

she would never know that.

the confession was real.

he would never know that.

they would never know that in every other universe, kageyama tobio and Y/N L/N would always fall in love.

they would never know.

masterlist!

[astro-can-write]

Hey pookie ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Do you think you could do a SFW Alphabet for Tobio Kageyama from Haikyuu? Please and thank you!!!

hey pookie! ofc i can! this is my first time doing a sfw alphabet, so please tell me if i should change anything!

𝕊𝔽𝕎 𝔸𝕝𝕡𝕙𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕥 | 𝕂𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕪𝕒𝕞𝕒 𝕋𝕠𝕓𝕚𝕠

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A = Affection (how affectionate are they?) Tobio doesn’t really know how to show affection. He’s not very fond of PDA unless it's just holding hands when no one’s around, but he loves cuddles and just basking in your warmth when you two are alone. He gets all flustered whenever you ask him for a kiss, and starts mumbling and stuttering like it's the end of the world. Physical touch isn’t his favourite love language, but he’ll still show affection in different ways, like attempting to make your favourite food. (Key word: attempt)

B = Best Friend (how would they be as a best friend?) Tobio would definitely be a lot more comfortable around you since you're his best friend than he is around other people. He would maybe talk more, express himself more, and even laugh at silly jokes you make. He would make a mental list of all your dislikes and likes, and even pick up your favourite drink for you if you’re ever late to school. He knows everything about you, and you know everything about him. He’ll probably try to listen to your problems but it doesn’t work out too well because he’s rather straightforward and oblivious at the same time, so he offers stupid advice. “Just ask them out,” is probably what he’d say if you said you had a crush on someone. He has full faith and trust in you and literally doesn’t care if you hang out with other people instead of him, although he’ll probably get all pouty if you spend time apart for too long. “I thought I was your best friend…”

C = Cuddles (do they like to cuddle? How do you guys cuddle?) Tobio only likes it if he’s super duper tired, like after a hard game or after fighting with Hinata. He likes it when you hold him in your arms, because it makes him feel like a child again. Although, you’re probably shorter than him and your arms probably die after a little bit. Occasionally, if he knows you're feeling down, he’ll hesitantly hold you in his arms and you guys will cuddle for, like, 5 minutes until he finally goes, “let’s play volleyball now.” 

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?) Tobio’s parents were at work all day, and his grandpa was old, so he and his older sister would help around the house a lot. While his sister did all the cooking, he would clean as fast as he could so that he could play volleyball again. He wanted to put his volleyball career as his very first priority and was hesitant about settling down because he needed to travel a lot, so you guys had a very quick wedding with close friends and family (and his Karasuno team, of course) and you accompanied him everywhere. Whenever he came home from practice or a game, he would clean the apartment or wherever you guys were staying, but there wasn’t much to clean so you let him watch some volleyball games while you cooked. He cooks if you're sick and tired, but he only makes pork curry because it's the only thing he knows how to make (and it's his favourite food).

E = Ending (how would breakups work out?) If you broke up with him, he’ll wonder what he did wrong and go to Sugawara or his sister for advice. He won’t cry - he’s just confused, and he hopes that you were just mistaken. He apologizes for whatever he’s done wrong. If you don’t talk to him at all after the breakup, he’ll start getting angry at himself and project it into volleyball, therefore making him return to his tyrant self. If he breaks up with you, it's probably because you were getting in the way of his career. He’ll definitely regret it and come back to you at one point, but it's up to you to accept or reject him.

F = Fiance (how do they feel about commitment?) Like I said before for Domestic, he’s hesitant about committing so much to a relationship that he lets it get in the way of volleyball. Volleyball is love, volleyball is life. He might not want to commit too much, but he’ll eventually come around because you're his second biggest priority (after volleyball). He knows his life will fall apart if you weren’t there for him, so he wants to get married quickly so you guys can travel together as a real couple.

G = Gentle (how gentle are they?) Tobio is very strong. You’ve seen his serves before, and you’re scared he might accidentally break your hand while holding it. His hands are calloused, but he’s surprisingly gentle with you because he’s also scared that he might hurt you by accident. He can get a bit too strong and grip your arm when he’s excited, but he’s quick to calm down when he sees you in pain. 

H = Hugs (do they like hugs?) The same with cuddles - he’ll lean down and put his face into his shoulder if he’s tired or sad, and you guys will stay like that for as long as he needs. He gives you quick hugs for motivation or comfort, but it rarely happens and he only does it when you guys are alone.

I = I Love You (how fast do they say the L-word?) He had never thought about saying it until Hinata yelled, “YOU GUYS HAVEN’T EVEN SAID ‘I LOVE YOU’ TO EACH OTHER YET?” and then Tanaka and Noya started bullying him as well, so he was basically pressured into doing it. It had only been, like, a month since you guys had started dating. He started getting paranoid - were you going to say it first, or should he? Just to test it out, he said “I love you” in the most nonchalant voice before you guys parted ways at night. Flustered, you didn’t reply, which led him to thinking that you didn’t love him back. The next day, it happened to be his game against Shiratorizawa, so you said “I love you too” right before the game. This made him happy, and he did exceptionally well during the game.

J = Jealousy (how jealous do they get?) Tobio is extremely oblivious and doesn’t think much of it if you talk to other people. If someone’s flirting with you, he won’t do anything about it until he sees that you're visibly uncomfortable. He’ll come up behind you and glare at the flirter, making them (most of the time) run away. He doesn’t get jealous unless you’re hanging out with Hinata or anyone from his team, because then he gets worried that you might think he’s uncool compared to his teammates and leaves him. He’ll glare at his teammates, making them scared, and hide you from them. It's funny, but you had to tell him that his teammates weren’t gonna do anything to her. One person he gets really angry at is Oikawa, and after a slight incident, Oikawa now does not come near you anymore. Other than this, he’s not a relatively jealous person.

K = Kisses (what are their kisses like?) It depends. He can be gentle, he can be rough. He finds it hard to crouch down all the way to your lips, so he kisses you on top of your head a lot. When he does kiss your lips, it's usually a quick peck or just a full out makeout session. He’ll kiss his favourite part of you a lot, whether it be your nose or your hand or whatever you think is your unique feature. You like his kisses because he doesn’t do it a lot and it feels special whenever he does it. Whenever you kiss him, you probably need to stand on your tiptoes, and once your lips meet he doesn’t want to let you go.

L = Little ones (how are they around children?) Kids find him scary but he doesn’t know that so he doesn’t understand when they always hide from him. He’s kind of like Ushijima. He tries to make an attempt to play and talk with kids if you ask him to, but the kids don’t like him so they don’t reply or anything. But if there was a kid that did like him, he’ll probably have them hitting cross spikes and service aces by the end of the day. It all depends on the kid, but Tobio will definitely try his best around little ones if it benefits him. Only if it benefits him. 

M = Mornings (how are mornings spent with them?) He’s usually up and about at, like, 5am. He goes for a jog, watches some games on the TV, tries to make breakfast, and then wakes you up at around 7 or 8am. He doesn’t let you sleep in unless you're really tired, because he wants you to have a healthy lifestyle by sleeping early and waking up early. Your mornings are always spent apart unless he drags you out for a run or if he sleeps in as well (after a game).

N = Nights (how are nights spent with them?) He either goes to sleep really late or really early. If it’s early and you go to sleep after him, he unconsciously wraps his arms around you and you guys stay like that till he wakes up. If it’s late and you go to sleep before him, he admires your face and purposely wraps his arms around you to keep you warm. There has never been a time where you haven’t woken up in his arms.

O = Open (how long would it take them to be open with you about themselves?) He didn’t talk about his ‘king’ phase until you tentatively brought it up. He isn’t the type to bring something up first, and rather waits for you to mention it. It doesn’t matter how long it’s been since you guys started dating or started being friends, he’ll answer every one of your questions honestly because he thinks there’s no reason to hide anything if you’re gonna know it in the future anyway.

P = Patience (how easily angered are they?) Tobio is not a patient person. He’s very short-tempered unless he’s on the court, and he finds it hard to control his anger (especially whenever Hinata provokes him). He can get upset easily, but usually he’s just confused and tries to hide it. With you, he tries to be more patient and relaxed.

Q = Quizzes (how much do they remember about you?) EVERYTHING. No cap, he remembers EVERYTHING, even the things that you can’t remember. He makes mental notes whenever you mention something you like or dislike, and knows if you're uncomfortable with something. You might not like something but smile and say, “that’s fine!” and he’ll immediately go “no, it’s not. Last week, during lunch, you said you didn’t like it. Let’s go somewhere else/let’s do something else.” He knows your favourite colour, favourite hobby, favourite animal, birthday, favourite food, favourite book series, favourite type of scented markers, favourite flower, heck, even your favourite brand of hair shampoo.

R = Remember (what was their favourite memory of your relationship?) Your first kiss, and when you said “I love you too” to him before the game against Shiratorizawa. You kissed him after Karasuno won, making him even happier. Now, it's a tradition that you guys kiss before and after every game, no matter what the results are.

S = Security (how protective are they of you?) He knows what you're good at and what you're not, so he’ll either leave you be or insist that he helps you when you’re doing something. He also shields you from Hinata, Noya, and Tanaka, because he believes that they’ll accidentally suffocate you or something. He’s willing to throw punches at anyone who touches or speaks to you inappropriately, although most of the time they run off after seeing his scary face. He doesn’t want to be too protective, but sometimes he can’t help it and understands why you sometimes ask him for space.

T = Try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?) Tobio either forgets until two hours before the event, or starts planning a month before. If it's a huge event like an anniversary, he makes sure that everything is perfect and tries his best to impress you. He consults with Suga about what he should do for surprise dates and anniversary parties, and he’s extremely nervous that you might find out/you might not like it, so he pours all his knowledge into planning. For a date, he doesn’t dress up or anything unless you ask him to. He’s pretty chill and lazy with dates, especially if you’re the one planning it. If he’s the one planning it, it’s the same as before - frenzied planning, secrecy, surprises, and more. He puts effort into everything that involves you.

U = Ugly (what are some of their bad habits?) He tends to scare you with his temper a lot, so he’s trying to get that under control. Some other random habits probably include hyper fixating on volleyball and nothing else, shaking his leg, biting his lips, and tugging at his hair aggressively. The main thing he’s working on is his temper and volume/tone of voice when talking to you.

V = Vanity (how concerned are they about their looks?) The only thing he cares about is staying fit. He works out everyday, and files his fingernails to make setting easier. He doesn’t care if he gets acne, or how his hair looks, or if his clothes are wrinkled. As long as it doesn’t disturb his physical health, he has no care for his outer appearance (but still manages to look pretty every day!).

W = Whole (would they feel incomplete without you?) Definitely. After meeting you, you became a part of him. Without you, he goes back to his tyrant self. Without you, he feels like there’s no one that truly understands him. Without you, he feels misunderstood, and he has no one to actually talk to. Even if he loves volleyball and has limited time spent with you, he treasures every moment with you because you’re what keeps him going every day and night. Even volleyball won’t feel the same without you.

X = Xtra (an extra headcanon about them) You help tutor him because he’s a dumbass that can’t even get double-digits in tests. Either before or after practice, you guys meet up and you run him through all the topics learnt that day. His personal punishment is 15 finger pushups if he gets a question wrong. Unsurprisingly, he’s done a lot of pushups ever since you started tutoring him. 

Y = Yuck (what are some things they wouldn’t like?) He probably hates plain cheese pizza. 

Z = Zzz (sleeping habits?) He air-sets when he sleeps. One time, you woke up for a drink of water and saw Tobio with his hands up in the air, doing air-sets and mumbling “dumbass Hinata! Snrrkkk zzz…run faster! Jump higher!” He also moves around and twitches a lot. He once woke up on the other end of the bed, and since he holds onto you while he sleeps, you woke up on the other end as well.

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and thats it! hope you enjoyed it! more requests welcome~

[goatyuuji]

Hello, so it's Haikyuu ask game....

(I'm excited, because since the movie released, I've found many Haikyuu fans again )

a.) Who are your top 5 favorite Haikyuu characters?

b.) What are your top 5 favorite Haikyuu moments?

c.) Who are your top 3 favorite Haikyuu ships? Why love them?

Thanks if you want to answer....

Hi! AHHHHHHH I HAVE SO MANY HAIKYUU ASKS SITTING IN MY INBOX, I just- I get very emo while thinking about Haikyuu, so sorry to everyone who has asked me about Haikyuu till now...

Okay, not gonna lie but I LOVE EVERYONE SINGLE HAIKYUU CHARACTER, CAN I NOT SAY EVERYONE IS MY FAVORITE????😭😭😭 but if I had to choose top 5 with a gun to my head because that's the only scenario where I would think of choosing:

(1) Hinata Shouyo (is anyone even surprised anymore): Baby boy, sunshine incarnate, my most handworking baby, I need to meet him and tell him personally how proud I am of him.

(2) Tsukishima Kei: his character development and his growth is the greatest thing to witness and he genuinely so sarcastic and mean I love it.

(3) Kita-san: You ever encounter a character that changes the way you view the world, because that's what Kita Shinsuke did to mine. The words he says just, it just hits hard and it hits home.

(4) Oikawa Tooru: See I am not immune to incredibly annoying but endearing characters. And he nails that category with flying colors.

(5) Kenma Kozume: Oh he is someone I did not think I would like, let alone be on top 5 but Kenma really just full of surprises, especially post-timeskip Kenma, I fucking love that Kenma he genuinely one of the best, I wish him the best in life!

Sorry to Nishinoya, Tanaka, Tendo, Bokuto, Kuroo, Yachi, Kageyama, HoshiumI, Takeda sensei and many more I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH 😭😭😭🫂🫂🫂

Uhhhhhh my top 5 moments might contain some spoilers so guys please if you haven't read Haikyuu, PLEASE DON'T LOOK I BEG YOU(trust me it's better if you read it on your own or wait for the next movie installment):

(1) When you lost but you are still smiling because you finally FINALLY found your equal ah <3

(2) The little Giant vs The World's Greatest Decoy...Actually I applaud Furudate-sensei for even thinking of them like this because people were going on about Hinata would be jealous of Hoshiumi and how there would be a type of resentment between the two because they both might want the little giant title but Furudate said no and gave the greatest story about upliftment, finding your own self-identity and paving your own paths (writing this thru my tears btw I realise now why I don't talk about Haikyuu that much I just start crying lmfao)

(3) “it’s just a club” - this scene making top 5 because one, it’s literally PEAK FICTION and story telling and two, I saw my little sister ugly cried to this scene…shoutout to my little sister

(4) I am not even gonna say anything except the fact I was paralyzed in utter shock during this scene. Also this scene followed by Takeda sensei...I CAN NOT TELL YOU HOW IT CHANGED THE TRAJECTORY OF MY LIFELINE.

(5) The entirety of Brazil arc...Gun to my head I can't not choose one moment out of it because every panel, every interaction and everything about this arc is phenomenal

Also quickly my top 3 ships from hq would be: Kagehina (not immune to the soulmates agenda), Iwaoi (not immune to the annoying x annoyed but still loves agenda) and Tsukiyama (only yamaguchi can love this guy ngl)

[tangosenpai]

Tooru Oikawa

Stressed out~04

Contains: light bdsm, friends w/ benefits, stress relief, hand cuff, light consensual non consensual (there is a safe word), praising, denial, over stimulation, top Oikawa, slight angst, fuck boy trope

kageyama is your brother(adopted or half)

(y/n)'s p.o.v

My legs squeezed together as Karusno was on their last set against Aoba Joshai. They were in the lead, thankfully. My hands clutch around the metal bar. Part of me wanted Aoba Johsai to win but I know that I should want Karusno to win. Since, ya know, my brother is Kageyama.

But I couldn't help it. Oikawa was sexy as hell, jumping up in the air. His brown hair flowing around his face as sweat dripped down the side of his forehead.

"YEAH EAT THAT, THAT MEAT BALL IS MY BROTHER!" Tanaka's sister screamed. I smile at her supportiveness.

"GO KAGEYAMA!" I shout, waving my arms up and down, my feet lifting up from the ground just a little. Kageyama looks up and a small smile spreads from his face.

Turning my eyes back onto Oikawa, I frown. His face frowns more, slightly holding an angrier expression. His deep brown eyes meet mine, making me tilt my head in confusion as hate swirls in them. His lips mouth words that I can barely make out from the distance I stand, but somehow I manage to do so.

'Punishment.'

My face flushes, turning my attention back to Kageyama. I'm in deep shit.

————

I wrap my arms around my brothers neck, pulling him closer to me.

"You did so great, Tobio!" I cooed, roughing his black hair.

"Hmph, (y/n)!" He groaned as I buried my face into his neck.

"What?! Baby brother!"

"You're only a year older than me!" His arms squeeze me closer. He was happy. I could tell. Kageyama wasn't someone who easily showed his emotions or affection. So getting a hug back made me even happier.

We break apart and Kageyama's team surrounds us.

'I threw a wish in the well

Don't ask me I'll never tell

I looked at you as I fell

And now you're in my way

Your stare was ho-'

My phone rang making a blush spread across my face. I look at the caller ID and mentally cursed. God damn it Oikawa, why'd you set the ringer to that?!

"I'll be right back." I told my brother landing a hand on his shoulder, removing myself from the group.

"Hello." I spoke through after pressing the green button.

"Hello, little cutie~" Oikawa's voice slithered into my ear. I shivered and groaned.

"What do you want?" I said, already tired of his bullshit.

"Wellllll........ Ya see, I lost and since I lost. You're mine for the night, understand?" Within five seconds Oikawa's voice went from his normal playful tone to a serious dominant one, making my legs squeeze together to get some friction. Damn, his dominance is hot.

"But they're cele-"

"You're going to come home with me tonight, understand? I'm waiting outside."

"Fine."

I hung up on him, shoving my phone into my jean pocket. I rolled my (e/c) eyes, walking over to the boys.

"Hey munchkin, I gotta go. I love you~" I ruffled his hair like I normally do, he turns to me frowning.

"Stop calling me that!" He groans, pouting his lips. "Besides why are you leaving? I wanted you to come celebrate with me.."

I frown. I did too. You know what? Fuck, Oikawa. I will go celebrate. I take my phone from my pocket, turning it completely off.

"Okay. I will." I looked at Kageyama, smiling at him.

///

I snuck under Sugawara's arm, throwing my hood up over my head, so I could sneak out unoticed. Suga sent me a look before pulling me closer.

"What is this about?" He whispered. I put my index finger to my lips, motioning to a 'shh'. He nods his head slowly.

As we come to the doors, I shove myself closer to him when Oikawa came into view. Oikawa's eyebrows furrowed in confusion when his eyes didn't see me. Thank goodness.

/:/

I shove the French fries in my mouth, humming in satisfaction.

"You're so weird, (y/n)." Tanaka remarks. I stuck my tongue out at him then countinue to shove fries down my throat. The salty taste dancing along the walls of my mouth. I hum in delight.

"Hey sis, us boys umm, well we want to go do our boy thing.. so...do you think you could see yourself home?" Kageyama asks turning to face me. I stop in my place, shooting him a smile, french fries sticking out of my mouth.

"Is oqa, ivm trider veanyway." I said still stuffing fries in my mouth. Sugawara takes out his phone, snapping a picture of me. I pout as laughs erupt from him. (its okay, I'm tired anyway)

"You have to send that to me!" Kageyama laughs making me pout even more.

"Fuga-seinfai, fhapt nop fair!" (Suga-Senpai, that's not fair!)

"You're so cute, (y/n)-chan!" Sugawara pokes my nose. I blush madly, gulping the last of my fries down, and smiling widely at him.

"Venture home safely... are you sure you're okay to walk yourself home, Kageyama-san?" Daichi asks, looking at me. I nod my head slightly, giving him a thumbs up.

"I'm good, I can call my friend to come get me."

"By friend... please don't tell me you mean Oikawa?" Kageyama asks. Sugawara frowns at the sound of that and looks at me with a sad look.

"I can walk you home, (y/n)-chan." Suga says, giving me a soft smile. I smile back and shake my head.

"No, no Sugawara-senpai. It's fine!"

"If you insist. Text me when you get home then, okay?" Sugawara says, patting me on the head. Daichi, Kageyama, and Sugawara turn around to catch up with the others.

"Be safe, Kageyama-san!"

"See you at home, (y/n)!"

"Text me when you get home, (y/n)-chan!"

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I've been walking for what seems like hours. How long am I away from my house? I pull out my phone, turning it back on. My fingers slide against the cool screen as I type in a number.

"Look who finally called back."

"Sorry, Tooru-Senpai. I was celebrating with my brother. It was very important to him. I'm free now..."

"Hmm.... where are you? I'll come pick you up."

"I'm at that small restraunt, Rino's Joint...."

"Why are you that far away. You're about an hour away from your home. That's a three hour walk, (y/n)..... are you insane to be walking that late at night?"

"I was going to take a bus."

"I don't care. Either way it's dangerous... I'll be there as soon as possible."

I groan as he hangs up.

A couple minutes later and three drunk guys are headed towards me. I shrink into the little corner I was in as they got closer. I pulled out my phone, clicking on the first name that came to mind.

ButterFly💕🦋

There are three drunk

dudes coming my way.🥺

Sugamama❤️

Are you okay?

Is one trying to hurt you?

As I was about to reply, one of the men starts to cat call me. I look down, my phone still clutched tightly in my (s/c) frail hands.

"Well, look what we have here. A pretty little lady..." A man with shaggy brown hair, scruffed up face, and crooked teeth comes closer to be. I shrink down more in the corner. Oikawa, where are you?

"Woah, look she's scared.... even better..."

He moves in closer with his buddies behind him. My eyes trail a black car as it pulls up, automatically knowing who it is. I knee the man in the front and duck under the other two, scurrying to the car. I frantically open the door and slam it shut, locking it as I watch the men run towards the car. Without saying a word, Oikawa drove off, the men still chasing behind.

"I didn't take you as an idiot." Oikawa said, his eyes still on the road.

"I'm fine."

"You know what, that's what you say every single time. This is the seventh time this has happened in between Sugawara and I. What if we don't end up showing up next time, (y/n)!" Oikawa cursed as his eyes kept focused onto the road.

"I said I'm fine."

"Does Sugawara know?"

"Yes.."

"Have you texted him back or did you just leave him there to worry."

"Uhh..."

"For fuck sakes."

"Tooru-Senpai, you've never been so angry before."

"You know you're supposed to be my fuck buddy... that means I don't need you to die, okay? I can't just pick a random whore off the streets. First off bdsm has to be consensual.. second off stds.."

Wow... just a fuck buddy.

I can't believe I like someone who thinks I'm just a fuck buddy...

"Tooru?"

"Hmm?"

"W-will.. we ever be more than fuck buddies?"

"What do you mean?"

Is he dumb?

"Like well. Will we ever you know, date?

Or be together. Or like cu-"

"Sorry, (y/n) I don't like you like that."

"Oh.. okay..."

////

We walk through the door of his house, I breath in the smell of cinnamon and hot chocolate.

"Tooru? Are you home?" A feminine voice calls from the kitchen, walking through the door.

"Hello, Mrs. Oikawa!" I greet, bowing my head.

"(Y/n)! Oh how I've missed you! I'm baking some cookies, do you want to help?" Oikawas mother wraps her arms around me tightly, making it almost impossible for me to hug back.

"Mom, she's here because of my needs you can have her after."

"Ew... just hurry up alright. Poor girl, Tooru. You're going to hate it when she finds a real man."

Oikawa rolls his eyes, walking up the stairs with his hand wrapped around my wrist tightly.

"You're in for a big punishment."

I was sat on his bed, fiddling with my fingers while Oikawa was in his closet.

"So I have a new toy.." Oikawa speaks, stepping out of the closet, smirking devilishly. My eyes widen at the long thick purple dildo in his hands.

"But.. I... no."

"Hmm? I think I decide that, kitten." Oikawa says patting me on the head. I tilt my head slightly, looking into his brown eyes.

"Oikawa..."

"Hmm?"

"This will be our last time." I tell him. His smirk fell.

I will pick Sugawara. He will treat me right. Oikawa just wants me for sex, I can't let my feelings grow any further.

"You're in for a very big punishment then."

In a quick flash my back hits the bed, my arms are lifted up, and placed into the pink hand cuffs that are secured around the headboard. (Grab the headboard ;) )

Oikawas knuckles graze up my shirt and on my bare stomach, his finger slightly dipping in the hole of my belly button.

"Damn, you're so sexy..."

Oikawa's lips press gently onto my lower stomach right above where my jeans are. A cool wetness presses against my skin, slowly swirling its self in a circular motion. The feeling of my clothes restricting my body builds of aggravation in the pit of my stomach, making my body wiggle.

"Hmm...? Someone's becoming impatient." Oikawa hums, his hands slightly gliding down my legs.

"Tooru... I want more."

"You always want more, hmm? Such a greedy little slut, not that I'm complaining." Oikawa states, his left hand unbuttoning my jeans. He pulls the zipper down along with my jeans.

"Why are you so damn sexy?" Oikawa praises leave little kisses above my underwear. I shiver, the tingling sensation traveling up my back. Oikawa then pulls away, leaving me confused. He slides off the bed, trudging towards the closet. I tilt my head to the side as I can faintly see Oikawa through the crack of the door.

He walks back out, a worse looking smirk on his face.

"I got this toy for you, just to have you cut our strings off like that~ Hmm if you're going to leave, you're going to leave with a bang. What do I normally say? Oh right.. if you're going to hit it, hit it til it breaks." Oikawa soothes, stalking towards me.

I notice a black cloth that was held in his hands. My eyes widened, looking at him in shock. Blind fold.

"Oikawa.." I whisper as the black cloth brushes against my eyebrows slowly tightening around my head. Damn if this isn't hot.

Anticipation fills my stomach, waiting for Oikawas movements. With five minutes nothing has changed.

A throaty gasp leaves my mouth as a large thing presses hardly into my clothed entrance. It starts to move in small circular motions, my hips buck in almost an instant.

Oh. Fricking. Damn. It.

"O-Oikawa.."

"Someone's excited."

Fingers trace down my thigh as the large item starts to grind on my sex faster. Small gasps escape from my mouth, making me bite my lip in protest.

A finger swoops under the side of my panties, pushing them to the side. The large object is placed at my entrance, the rubber being pushed down into my wet sensation.

"O-oh shit!" I groan as the dildo is pushed all the way in, leaving a cramping like feeling in my slower stomach. Jeez, it's so big.

Within seconds it's pounding into me. A wet feeling is placed onto my clit, slowly sucking on it. Oikawa's tongue swirls onto my clit while his hand pumps the dildo into me roughly.

"AHH- OIKAWA IM GOING TO-"

It stops. All of it stops.

"Tooru.. that's not fair." I whine, rubbing my legs together to try and finish myself off. A loud slap rings around the room and within seconds of the sound, a growing sting sprouts on the outer side of my thigh.

"You will not cum until I say so, is that understood, kitten?"

"Yes, Oikawa."

"Good." Oikawa replies, his hand softly rubbing over where he smacked me at. "Oh. I'm sorry about your shirt and bra."

What?

A ripping sound echos off the walls making my blinded eyes widen.  Pain shoots from my nipple as teeth circle around it, pinching my nipple tightly.

"Ngh~" A slight moan escapes my lips.

Fingers dance around my clit, dodging it directly. A flutter of annoyance and desperation starts to swirl in my stomach making me groan in relentless.

"Oikawa, please?"

"Please what?"

"Please make me cum?"

"You asked for it."

All of a sudden two fingers plunge into my entrance, and a tongue at my clit. His tongues rotates it's self in a patteren as his digits curl inside me, moving in and out aggressively. Within seconds  loud screams escape my throat and I cum all over Oikawa.

Oikawa removes his fingers only to replace it with his tongue. He enters it in my entrance, swirling it around in a circle, and slowly sucking in. My hips plunge upwards, making his hands find the sides of them and roughly push them down. He sucks it in his mouth slowly and steadily. My body still being sensitive from the last orgasam starts to riot again.

"Ngh~ oh fuck, Oikawa.. please."

His tongue moves faster, making me cum all over. He starts to lap it up once more, making me whine at the sensitive bud.

"You will cum as many times as I want you too. Don't forget that." Oikawa says making me shiver in pleasure. "But lucky for you. I need to release inside of you right now."

"Inside of me?"

"That's your punishment."

But. I'll. Get. Pre-

"I don't care if you get pregnant. You wouldn't be the first."

Hurt boils in my stomach, as an aching feeling starts to shoot down my heart.

Well damn.

A 'zzz' noise is heard, making me cock my head to the side. What the he-

My underwear are ripped off within seconds and a huge cock is slammed into me.

"Ngh~"

Bright colors and Oikawa's face comes into vision as my blind fold was ripped off.

"You're going to look at me while I fuck you."

"W-what?"

Oikawa takes my chin into his hands, making my eyes meet his.

"You will look at me while I fuck you endlessly. Do you understand?"

"Y-yes."

"Good girl."

Oikawa pulls out only to slam even rougher into me. My hole feels violated as he roughly fucks me. But I enjoy it. I keep my eyes held within his, staring into the pool of brown.

His dick runs against my walls, sliding far in. His mouth latches onto the side of my neck, making his teeth graze against the side of it.

Oikawas pace grows faster, fucking me even rougher.

"Mm, fuck Kitten you're pussy is so tight." Oikawa groans loudly.

"Mmm! Oikawa I'm going to-"

"Me too!"

Oikawas seed decorates the walls of my sex. My pants grow less and my eyes shut close.

I'm sleepy.

///////

"Suga-Senpai." I whisper looking at him.

"Yes, (y/n)?" Sugawara glances at me, taking his ice cream cone away from his mouth.

"Well, I like you. A lot. An-"

"(Y/n)!" A loud voice yells from behind me. I then around looking at Oikawa. The man I cut off three weeks ago.

"Oh. It's you."

"(Y/N)!! Don't go with him... I-I love you."

[saafhiree]

A More Proper Goodbye

"𝘒𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘺𝘢𝘮𝘢 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦. 𝘛𝘰𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘶𝘭, 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘴, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵... 𝘰𝘧𝘧. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘏𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘶𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘸."

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : 𝐊𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐲𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐨 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦! 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚

𝐓𝐖 : 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 : 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐜.

It started from Monday.

Morning practice was always an exciting thing for Kageyama which gave him new energy to seize the day, especially when the Spring High Preliminaries was around the corner.

However, that day's morning practice was begun without the company of his tangerine partner after Hinata said in the team groupchat that he would likely be arrived late, as he had to take his little sister to her school first. Kageyama didn't mind, though he admitted the loneliness creeping at the bottom of his heart due to the lack of their little race. After all, it has become an everyday thingy between them.

After several rounds of serve practices, Kageyama decided to walk out of the gym at break time. His mind desired something sweet at that moment.

"Gun Gun Yogurt will do." He mumbled, seeing the vending machine just a few meters ahead of him. He practically could see his favorite drink behind the display glass, making him gulped. His hand rummaged through his pocket when suddenly a (H/C) haired popped out from the hallway. This stopped Kageyama on his track.

What is another student doing here this early?

His dark blue eyes were following the girl's gesture. Her fragile hand was holding some coins and gracefully inserted them into the hole. She pressed the button to choose a drink. Crouching slightly, she picked up her drink and walked away with one hand stuffed inside her pocket. Not even realizing a bit that Kageyama was watching the whole scene unfolded in front of him.

Kageyama blinked his eyes several times, bringing him to his sense. For some reason, the female's figure printed deeply inside his memory.

"She also likes Gun Gun Yogurt."

After that day, Kageyama would always find her wherever he went.

Whenever he was standing in the line to take his lunch order, she always stood a mere meters away from him. There was that one moment when his heart nearly dropped to his stomach when he realized she was standing behind him the whole time.

She even sat only one table away from his. Kageyama had to tried his best not to glance at her for too many times.

Even when Kageyama glanced out of his class window, the first thing that caught his attention was a (H/C) haired girl sitting comfortably near the school yard.

He would tried to avoid that one vending machine which was closest to gym after found out that she always went there frequently.

That day when he was called to the teacher office, his English teacher made him stood next to her for a long time while listening to him rambling about their failing grades.

The most unpredictable fact was the day he found out that she was Hinata's classmate, one of his close friend to make it worst.

"See you, (L/N)-san! I have practice today." Hinata beamed happily while waving to (H/C) haired girl, walking to the class entrance. He just didn't realize that Kageyama had been standing there, frozen.

"See you, Sho! I'll be bringing the book tomorrow!" She smiled with eyes closed while waving back to the orange haired male. That was when she caught a glimpse of a ravenette boy standing awkwardly in front of the class.

"Eh? Sho, is that your friend?"

Now, Kageyama only hoped that she wouldn't misunderstand him as a stalker.

Well, what Kageyama feared luckily didn't happen. She didn't even recognize him despite of their several meetings. Instead, they got to know each other that day.

"Hello, Kageyama-kun. I'm (L/N) (F/N). Pleased to meet you."

He just couldn't forget how she was smiling so sweetly, radiating warmth that took Kageyama's breath away for a moment. This led to him stuttering which the embarrassment he couldn't let go until now.

After that day, she alongside with Hinata would always joined him every lunchtime. She happily asked them to walk together until school gates whenever they didn't have practice. Sadly, they have to part ways since they all had different routes way home.

Kageyama didn't mind. He enjoyed (Y/N)'s company more than he thought. He even grew quiet fond of the (E/C) eyed female. He would always be the first to offer any help he could do whenever she needed it. That quickly escalated to the point where she often waited until practice ended just to walk home together.

Kageyama had asked her why, knowing the fact that their house is not even located in the same neighborhood.

"It's okay, Tobi. It just felt a bit lonely to go home alone."

Kageyama liked how she gave him nickname that nobody had ever given him before. He enjoyed the bubbling feeling inside his stomach whenever he heard her spoke. Cheeks darkened a few shades.

However, it just felt like (Y/N) never gave him chance to know anything about herself. She never brought their close friendship anywhere outside of school. Sometimes, he could sense something was off with her smile, how those beautiful eyes became distant and strange when they didn't meet with his dark blue one.

But again, Kageyama didn't mind. He could only hope it was nothing he had to worry about. He couldn't insist to know her problem when he couldn't give her his full attention either. Volleyball would always be his top priorities, he couldn't deny it.

He continued enjoying the female presence while letting the uneasiness subsided.

At least for a few days left before Karasuno Volleyball Club's departure to Tokyo.

She became a different (Y/N) that Kageyama knew through their former intense meeting.

Even after they arrived back to Miyagi, (Y/N) never talked to Kageyama or Hinata ever again.

Few weeks after Spring High.

Hours of wearying practice. Tons of jump taken. Kageyama rubbed the towel to his wet hair harshly as he plopped down onto his bed, not caring about the amount of water absorbed to the sheet could make it soaked. Kageyama counted 1 to 3 as he breathed in and out, releasing the tiredness that started to form. Slowly, his mind drifted to sleep.

That was until a familiar customized ringtone made him jolted awake. He stared at his phone screen with disbelief.

(L/N) (F/N) is calling...

Those text pierced Kageyama's eyes as the screen continue to glow, illuminating the darkness of his room.

He took a deep breath and hesistanly pressed the accept button. However, he was only a milisecond late after the call ended. A chat notification popped out shortly.

(L/N) (F/N)

Hey, Tobi. Meet me at the hospital rooftop? The one which located two blocks away from our school?

He didn't even waste a single second to grab his jacket and ran to the promised place.

"Oh, Tobi. You made it!" She chirped happily while craned her neck to catch Kageyama's figure standing at the door, foot dangling as she dangerously sat in the edge of the rooftop.

"C'mere!" (Y/N) smiled. Her hand waving excitedly, urged the ravenette boy to come closer.

However, Kageyama stayed silent. His mind was so crowded with words he wanted to say to the girl, but his lips refused to open. (Y/N)'s hand stopped waving and dropped weakly onto her lap. Her eyes no longer had the excited glint anymore, replaced with the blank stare which felt strange to Kageyama. She lifted he head, staring into the brilliant night sky.

"Tobi, it's been a while, isn't it? How was Nationals?" asked (Y/N) softly.

"It was fine." Those were the first words he could say to her.

"Even though you lost?" (Y/N) smiled, eyes fixed to the breathtaking moon.

"We still have next year." He replied quietly. Hesitantly, Kageyama moved his legs closer to the rooftop edge. He glanced down eerily. The ground looked so far away beneath them.

"The moon's beautiful, isn't it?" asked (Y/N) quietly. This time, her gaze meet the beautiful glimmering dark blue eyes of Kageyama, taking her in.

"What's up with you, (Y/N)? You've been so distant lately and suddenly you asked me to come here? At night?" Finally, Kageyama managed to stammer out all the questions that had been bugging his mind.

(Y/N) only smiled once again. She always smiled a lot. Her signature smile, her plump lips curved sweetly, eyes full of what it feels like kindness. But, at the same time those (E/C) eyes were like an endless void, coated with coldness. Something that even Kageyama couldn't fathom.

"My time is up, Tobi."

Kageyama's eyes immediately widen. Uneasiness that always pricked his heart whenever she was nearby finally proven right.

Even so, he decided not to let it all out at once. "What does that mean? Do you have some illness? Do you want to move away? Tell me, (Y/N)!" Please, I hope the truth betrayed me.

"You get 100 points for saying the first one." She chuckled. Kageyama lost all his words. A wide grin later plastered on her pale face, which seemed fake. (Y/N) spun her body a bit. "But, you see? I'm perfectly fine." She stopped. "From outside, it is."

It hurt Kageyama by how much (Y/N)'s last words gradually became quieter. Like a million of pain were hiden behind them.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He whispered painfully. "Am I not worth your trust? Don't I have something I can help you with?" It was regret that was slowly overlapping his heart.

"No, Tobi." She shook her head. "From the very start, I can't be helped. That's just how it is."

His eyes screamed protest, but the words he was going to say were stopped as (Y/N) looked right into his eyes, steadily.

"Don't be sad, Tobi. Your eyes hurt me." She chuckled, contrary with her glistening eyes. "See? You managed to make me cry now."

She smiled, again. "Y'know, even before I met you, I always counted the days left til my heart is prepared. Neither I have the reason nor strength to continue. There's nothing I can do again. I-"

"I can give you both!" His words came out louder than he had anticipated. "Don't do this to me, (Y/N). I can do so much more than you could imagine. I can be a help, one that you never have before." His eyes pleading.

"There're too many scars inside me, Tobi. You won't ever succeed. They numbed me." Don't let me hurt you.

"I always thought the only way to heal my wound is just by leaving anyway." She averted her gaze.

Kageyama opened his mouth to reply, but her next words completely caught Kageyama off guard.

"What do you think if this is the last time you'll see me?"

"What the hell, (Y/N)?" Kageyama's eyes filled with anger. He took a step forward and grabbed (Y/N)'s hand. If he let go, this would be completely messed up.

(Y/n) tried hard to swallow the chagrin building up. No, she couldn't waver now. Not after the courage she had been building up until now. She took Kageyama's hand off.

"This is my choic-"

"No, I refuse." His hand gripped the shorter female's shoulders firmly. "We're gonna walk home everyday, spending our school days together. We'll graduate together."

She chuckled, ironically. "Please, don't consider my words heavily, Tobi." She gently lifted Kageyama's hand off of her shoulders. "Don't care too much. I'm just here to say goodbye. None of those moments were made of sincere feeling, you know? Not even once."

Lies. She's lying.

Kageyama observed how she kept averting her gaze to anywhere but his eyes. He watched how those (e/c) eyes overwhelmed with poignancy.

"It's okay if those are fake. I don't care. All I want is to stay by your side. I'l never let you get through this alone." Kageyama knew he had to try harder, but why did he feel that his effort are in vain?

Her mind was made up.

"It's getting late, Tobi. Thank you for coming. Please go home." She gently pushed him away.

"No. You have to come with me."

"I'll go home too. Don't worry. I'll just stay here for a bit." She smiled again.

Kageyama stayed silent. He didn't reply. Without any words, he took off his blue jacket and draped it around her shoulders.

"Don't. You know a mere wind won't get me sick, right?" She joked, as she handed it back to him.

Kageyama didn't move. "Promise me you'll see me tomorrow?" Please, don't make this the last time we could talk to each other like this.

She just smiled. His jacket in hand.

Kageyama bit his lips. He took a few steps back. With last meaningful glance, he said, "Do me a favor and stay alive, (Y/N)."

She just watched him as he closed the door with heavy heart.

(Y/N) dragged her feet back to her first position. She let her feet dangling dangerously on the edge. She brought her hand to her cheek, trying to feel the warmth radiated from Kageyama's hand once again, as if he was still there.

At a sudden her phone buzzed before seconds later the sound of ringtone she despised the most flooded her hearing. She stared at the screen blankly, not wanting to press the green button which was glowing in the dark.

"So noisy. I'll go back there once I'm done here. Moreover, those doctors said I'll die tonight anyway. Like those cells already spread undercontrol or something."

She babbled to the gentle hush which cloaked the town.

"After all, it's not like they'll be happy if I'm still breathing tomorrow morning."

The image of dark blue eyes filled with hurt flashed in her mind.

"I wonder if he safely make it home now."

She hopped and started to leave that brisk, lonely rooftop. She dragged her feet down the stairs while using the railings to support her fragile body. At the bottom her heart, she definitely still wanted to be with that ravenette setter for a little longer.

"I always meet someone at the wrong time, huh?"

She sighed.

Thump.

She grasped her head. That annoying pain made its way back to her. She was a little grateful that it didn't appear when Kageyama was there previously.

Thump.

She staggered, hand clasped tightly around the cold metal railings. The world started becoming hazy, enough to make her feet lost their support and sending her body flying down the stairs.

She didn't know which one is hurting her more, her head that was previously aching, the sharp pain when her body colluded with the stairs floor, or her heart that was missing his precious companion at the last moment of her life.

She stared straight at the ceiling as her body gradually becoming numb, maybe the only thing she should've been happy about. But then her heart was nowhere near happy right now.

"I shoud've said a more proper goodbye."

[aarcanechaoss]

General Masterlist

Ultimate Masterlist

A- Angst, F- Fluff, C- Crack, S- Smut

Bungou Stray Dogs

Atsushi Nakajima:

Looking Down A | Silence A | Monsters F | Stress Relief S | She A

Ranpo Edogawa:

Praising S | Big breasts & Ass S

Yukichi Fukuzawa:

The Enemy S |

Osamu Dazai:

The Past A

Kenji Miyazawa:

Wrong A

Fyodor Dostoevsky:

Immunity C

Chuuya Nakahara:

Taming S | Shy S

Ryunosuke Akutagawa:

Bad Luck S

Gin Akutagawa:

My good clothes C (ft Tachihara)

Ichiyo Higuchi: MASTERLIST

I’m Just Me F

Higuchi Thoughts (Koyo, Kajii, Black Lizard) F

Other:

Safe word (Dazai, Chuuya, Ranpo, Poe) S/F

Little sister (Dazai, Chuuya, Kenji) F

Murder him later (Gin x Tachihara) FC

Awkward (Higuchi, Tanizaki’s, Atsushi) F

Pregnant S/O (Chuuya, Ranpo, Atsushi) F

KOUSKE FUKUZAWA MASTERLIST

Black Clover

William Vangeance: MASTERLIST

Once Upon a Dream F

Licht the Elf King

A Sort of Thanks S w/ Fem OC

Sukehiro Yami:

Mind Bound A (ft Charlotte)

When in doubt f**k it out S

Nozel Silva:

More S (ft Dorothy)

Charlotte Roselei:

Five Months F (ft Yami)

Dorothy Unsworth:

Thrilled S (ft Nozel)

Asta:

The Luckiest F (ft Yuno, Black Bulls)

Other:

Safe word (Zora, Nozel, Jack) S/F

Just a kiss (Dorothy x Nozel) F

Y/N’s brothel past (fem, reaction) AS

Big breasts & ass (Nozel, Zora) S

Vermillion Tales (Vermillion family, Crimson Lions) AW

Congratulations (Damnatio Kira) A

Haikyuu

Shoyo Hinata:

Ghoulish A

Other:

TATSU KAGEYAMA MASTERLIST

My Hero Academia

Tomura Shigaraki:

Photograph S | Part Two S

Other:

Transparency C

YORU SHIMURA MASTERLIST

Stories not continued / Paused

Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing - Black Clover

A New Life - BSD

Bungou Stray Spike - BSD x Haikyuu

Hope for All - MHA

[kaibacorpstocksplit]

happy day after halloween 🎃

[abbythewritor]

"Just her," Haikyuu x Demon reader, 2.

Description: Abby Kamado, the sister of Nezuko and Tanjiro Kamado, gets teleported to a world without Demons when fighting a demon, having no way of future world technology. But what happens when a bunch of handsome men help her get used to the world while falling in love with her as well?

Warnings: I do not own Haikyuu, Demon Slayer, or the Pictures in this book; they belong to the rightful owners. Blood, Violence, Demons, and slight cursing will be in this book, but nothing out of the ordinary. You are two years younger than Hinata, as you are the youngest in the story. Fighting scenes in this book may be terrible, so bear with me. I hope you all Enjoy my new book, and Enjoy the Second chapter, everyone, as this is a remake of my old Wattpad book, her.

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"Alright, let's get started!"

The gymnasium was finally set up for the game. You stood around sugawara, just because you fully trust being safe with the Setter. 

But, that doesn't mean his human friends didn't bother you though. 

The orange haired human signed all kinds of questions to you, which made you sort of overwhelmed because you didn't know any of them. 

But, you also met another really nice human. You think he signed you his name, Ennoshita? Either way, he was super kind like Sugawara, and seemed to keep the Shaved human in check. 

Speaking of which. 

Tanaka, believe it or not has kept his distance from you. 

He wanted to make a good impression out of himself, and not go in your face all the time. 

But, sometimes he can't help himself since he wants to see you're cute, pretty face most of the time. 

Don't get me wrong, Kiyoko is still in his heart, but something about you makes his heart all mushy inside. 

It was weird.

Kageyama on the other hand, he just kept giving you small looks from the court, eyeing you from time to time. 

Something about you patting his head made him concerned, and question why would a complete, yet utter stranger do that?

What also is running through his mind is, why aren't you scared of him?

Many people in his past were always scared of him, but, you seem to take a liking to the other setter. 

His but was on the gym floor, ignoring Hinata's question as he stretch his poor aching body, getting ready for the match. 

Tsukki was beside Daichi, who held a blank face as he also glared at you from time to time. 

His golden eyes watch you beside Suga, a bright, caring smile plastering onto your face as you patted both Kiyoko and Suga's head. 

It irritated him that your deaf, but still could defend yourself. An annoying street rat, having herself wrapped around everyone's fingers just to get what she wanted. 

That little replay of you jumping incredible high never left his mind, angered with the X you made with your hands towards him. 

Just looking at you made him irritated, but also made his heart....

He sighed. 

Never mind, she's just a street rat anyway.

Yamaguchi appeared beside him, who was apparently eating a protein bar as he began to listen to what Daichi has to say. 

Daichi pointed to Tsukishima. "I'll play on Tsukishima's team, to make it three-on-three." He announced, suddenly making Hinata stand straight up. 

"Huh?! Is that fair though?!" He suddenly asked, making the leader chuckle. 

"Don't worry, Hinata, of course it is. Tanaka's got a lot more attack power than me." He explained, catching the bald human's attention, whose face seemed to be a lot more severe than before. 

"I won't go easy on you though." He confessed, making Tanaka growl slightly with annoyance. 

You seem to feel Tanaka's Vibrations, your (E/c) eyes suddenly looking his was as you could tell he was slightly nervous.

"Well, ahem." Tsukki then faced Daichi, who then looked at the slightly tall bean pole. 

"The buzz cut or the shorty, Who to crush....I mean, challenge first?" He teasingly asked, making the freckled human beside to suddenly freak out. 

Sugawara looked in that direction, seeing how there is already drama for the team. Taking a sigh, he went back to chatting with you and Kiyoko.

Hinata Suddenly froze, his body instantly turning around as his face held a shock, angry look towards him. 

Tanaka seemed to have heard it also, as his ear began to grow out slightly, listening in to the  conversation.

"Tsukki! Be careful! They can hear you y'know-"

"Shut up Yamaguchi." Tsukishima replied, looking at his friend annoyingly. 

"G-Gomen! Tsukki!" He bowed, making the beanpole began to smirk again.  

"So hard to choose...but I do know I'd like to save His Highness for last" He finished, suddenly making Kageyama shake a little. 

Daichi smiled a bit, a nervous chuckle soon escaping his mouth. "You're a talkative one aren't ya?"

You're ears heard the bean poles harsh Vibrations, you fist suddenly clenching into a ball a you and Suga watched the scene going on. 

His comments suddenly made the team tenser, your eyes obviously knowing that their more scared now. 

So, you decided to help as you tapped on Sugawara's shoulder. 

"Well, Well!" Tanaka spoke up, his body starting to walk weirdly as we could see you signing to Sugawara behind. 

"Didja hear that, you guys? They're talking trash now....That jerk had better..just..steppp ooooofff!" He explained, his face soon suddenly turning into an angered state. 

Turning around, a dark aroma formed around the three, Tanaka's sharp looking teeth soon came into view. 

He started to growl as Shoyo was now looking to the floor. "Or he's dead meat!" He finished, Shoyo soon looking up as his tongue started to stick out. "BLEHHHHHH!!" 

But, soon Tanaka's angry face soon ended when he felt a hand on top of his head, rubbing it to calm him down. Freezing, his body instantly turned around to meet you, who held a very cute smile onto your face. 

His heart was pumping as his eyes started to form hearts again. "G-Guys! S-She's s-so cute!" He got out, his whole body shaking with nervousness and stuttering.

As the shaved human started to back up slowly, Hinata instantly stood in front of you as he began to sign drastically, which made you slightly jump a bit. 

'Y/N-SAN!! ARE YOU PLAYING WITH US!??!!' He asked, causing your face to suddenly turn into a nervous look. 

'Why is he so loud even in sign-language?' you thought, feeling slightly bad for the Black-haired human. 

You're head tilted while looking at him, as the small finally calmed down, you felt a hand onto your shoulder. 

"BOKE HINATA BOKE!" As you're body was gently moved, you vision only Viewed a human's back, which was covered with a soft looking sweater. 

"You can't just ask people that Dumbass! What if she doesn't even know what Volley ball is-" 

Kageyama's statement was soon interrupted with your hand on top of his head, your soft fingers rubbing his soft hair as the setter froze again. 

His words soon became stumbled, while his cheeks started to turn pink in front of hinata. 

Kiyoko and Suga just laughed from your actions, already knowing that you're going to get along with everyone just fine.

Well, at least some of them. 

Hinata's head tilted, seeing how Kageyama looked different. 

"Hey Kageyama, are you blushing?" He instantly asked, who made Kageyama's face turn angry quickly. 

"O-OF COURSE NOT! DON'T BE A DUMBASS!" 

As the two kept bickering back and forth, you're head tilted from their fighting state, wondering why they are acting this way to each other. 

That, and the volume of their vibrations were irritating your ears a bit. 

Turning to the shaved human, you tapped his shoulder as his head instantly whipped in your direction. 

'Are these two usually like this?' You asked, causing him to instantly burst out with laughter. 

He was clutching his stomach, you're head tilting in confusion with his laughing state. 

As he finally controlled himself, he whipped falling tears from his cheeks as he looked to you again.

'Those dudes fight twenty-four Seven! They played against each other on their last middle school game!' He explained, causing your gaze to look back to them. 

'Middle school? What's that...?' you thought, feeling more confused than you were before. 

Not wanting to ask further, your face soon formed a cute smile as you looked his way again, soon your feet began to walk towards hinata, who was still bickering with Kageyama. 

"Hmmmmm-hmmm." you hummed out, causing tanaka's eyes to sparkle again. 

'SHE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T-'

"Alright everyone!" Daichi spoke up, soon getting the attention of everyone, except you who was now rubbing the top of Hinata's head.

The orangettes stomach started to flutter, now becoming even more nervous the more you rub his head. 

Sugawara smiled at the sight of you getting along with everyone, already feeling like a proud mom, even though he brought you in last night. 

As the captain smiled, his hand soon formed a fist which suddenly went in the air. 

'Let the game begin!'

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"HYAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!" Tanaka screamed a battle cry as his full body jumped through the air. 

His face was full focused, his hand was back ready to hit the colorful ball as it flew in the air. 

You were standing by Sugawara, as his face didn't seemed impressed, since he'd played with Tanaka the past two years. 

Tsukki jumped up to block it, but he didn't make it as tanaka's hand hit with full force, the ball zooming down hard onto the floor. 

You're eyebrows rose on how much power the bald human has. Such force, such accuracy, and....so loud.

Suddenly, you're shoulders started to slump, a shaky aroama forming around you as Ennoshita's eyes widened at you. 

You barely saw the ball move, as you're eyes landing on it already onto the floor. 

His power scares you, making you fleet slightly fearful of the bald human, that's until he gave you a handsome smirk, the scariness instantly left you're mind.

Hinata though it was very cool as his face light up, amazed on how cool Tanaka is.  

"YEAHHHH!!!!!!!" Tanaka screamed, instantly pulling his shirt over his head as he waved his shirt around in the air. 

You're cheeks rose with how fit he is, the way the window light shined upon his smooth looking skin, his six pack immediately in your eyes sight. 

It really didn't bother you that his shirt was off, since Tanjiro and his other male friends take their shirts off all the time. 

But, something about how fit this human was made you're heart race, causing Suga to look in your direction. 

He saw smoke coming out of your ears, you're face turning instantly read as you body accidently leaned into Kiyoko, who suddenly caught you. 

As tanaka kept waving the cloth around, Sugawara grew jealous by the way your acting towards it. 

So, he decided to help you out. 

"KEEP YOUR SHIRT ON!" He yelled, causing his other friends to nod in agreement. 

"Yeah, calm down! A girl is here you know!

"Nobody wants to see that!" 

Daichi smiled towards tanaka, feeling kind of embarrassed as Tsukki glared at him, annoyed with the human already. 

"This is what happens when you get Tanaka too worked up...." The captain confessed, as Tsukki just glared at them more, but soon his head moved to look at you, seeing your body onto Kiyoko's as a visible blush was onto your face. 

All he could do was look away, annoyed from how your blushing at a dumb wad. 

"Tch." is all he said as he got ready for the next play of the game. 

The whistle blows again as Daichi served, making the ball successfully go to the net. 

Tanaka had his shirt back on as his knees bent, his arms receiving the ball as it went high in the air. 

The ball flew to Kageyama, who's face was very calm as he set the ball into the air. "Hinata!" He yelled, as the Orange human was already running at a very fast speed. 

You're eyes followed the boy, seeing how an excited smile was plastering his face. 

As his feet stop, his knees bended as you saw his feet instantly left the ground, his body soon flying high into the air. 

Everyone's eyes widened, impressed with his height as you blushed a little at that too, but it was easily hidden with your excited looking face. 

As his hand forcefully hit the ball, it didn't get very far as the loud smack of a wall hit his ears. 

Tsukki managed to block his spike, as the bean pole looked down at him teasingly, like he was digging into the human's sole. 

Hinata was surprised, his face looking at the gym floor as his hair blew as he was floating back down. 

You're eyes noticed them both landing back down, Tsukki's form towering over Hinata, a dark, scary aroama forming around the french fry. 

Gulping, you're fist suddenly clenched as an annoyance grew inside your heart. 

"You took me by surprise before.....You have a really nice jump there." Tsukki spoke up, his eyes soon meeting Hinata's.

A smirk grew onto his face, as he then turned around. "Now if only you were about a foot taller, you'd be a real superstar. Better start taking your vitamins." He teased, the feeling of Keis annoying Vibrations were felt through your ears, making your form start to shake with anger. 

"WHATEVER!" Hinata's Voice spoke up, your ears picking his sudden Vibrations. 

You're eyes landed on him, seeing how his face suddenly changed to a more serious look. 

"ONE MORE!" He yelled, causing your heart to suddenly beat faster. 

'This human is surely confident.....' you thought, not taking your eyes off of him at all.

But, the orange human's cocky state seemed to get the best of him. 

It was 4 to 6, Tsukki's team in the lead as the beanpole kept blocking him. 

It was hard for you to watch as you felt bad for Hinata and Kageyama. 

You've heard they worked so hard from Kiyoko, but it looks like at this rate, they aren't getting anywhere. 

Unless they figure out a plan. 

You can hear each teams Vibrations going back and fourth, figuring out what they are all going to do next. 

"How many times were they blocked now?" Ennoshita asked, causing Sugawara to sigh. 

"Too many to count." He responded, making the Spiky haired human beside him to look over to Tadashi. 

"Well, Tadashi is getting a lot through though, it's almost impressive." He explained, causing the three of them to watch hinata, who had an annoyed look to his face. 

You frowned form his behavior. 

It looked like he wanted to punch the tall human in the face, which won't do good with his reputation to the team. 

Kageyama glared at Tsukki, who was getting praised by Daichi and Yamaguchi. 

'Damn.... He's better than I expected...' he thought, feeling annoyed with him as Tsukki then turned around, meeting with Kageyama's stare. 

"You better snap out of it, buddy, or you're going to keep getting blocked. Why not give him one of your royal sets...The kind that wiped out your opponents...." He joked, causing the setter to suddenly shake with anger. 

The annoyance of Tsukki's vibrations felt more throughout your ears. Making you yourself somewhat more Irritated from before. 

Kiyoko noticed your off behavior, her eyes soon looking at a dark aroama forming around you, which made her slightly squeak. 

You needed to do something...

So,  you decided to take action.

Looking over to Suga who was beside you, you tapped his shoulder. 

Confused, he looked in your direction as you held his jacket out to him, causing his head to tilt even more. 

"MmmhMM!" You just hummed, you're hand still holding out the jacket to him as the setter confusingly looked at you. 

His face then changed to a heartwarming smile, his eyes can tell you want to help which is a nice gesture. 

So he accepted you're little secret plan by taking you're jacket from your hands, the soft feeling of the silk running through his fingers. 

His heart basically fluttered as you were now walking away from him, you're bare feet pattering the floor as you headed over to his friends. 

He watched you pass ennoshita and the Kinoshita, who both noticed you walked by as they began to grow confused. 

"What is she doing?" Ennoshita asked, a blank expression was on his face. 

"I think she's encouraging them? I could be totally wrong-" 

"She's going to play with them." Sugawara spoke up, causing the two to instantly look at him. Both of the second years eyes widened with surprise. "Seriously?? Does she even know how to play?" the human asked, making Sugawara to smile more.

"I don't know, she might totally suck but at least she's going to try and help them." He explained, making the two boys beside him to look back at you. 

Their eyes noticed Hinata's face turning into excitement as you made Volleyball motions with your body. 

Ennoshita couldn't help but let out a chuckle, finding it cute how adorable you're motions are.

But, he immediately sweat dropped as he saw both Tanaka and Hinata tilt their head's with confusion.  "They are clueless aren't they?"

The setter nodded as he looked over to Daichi, soon putting a hand on ennoshita. "I'll be back." he told him, his feet soon walking away as he headed towards the

You're hums rang through the three's ears, their eyes looking at you're charades as you tried to tell them you were playing with the three. 

But sadly, two of them were confused. 

"Are you two really stupid? She want's to play. She's making volleyball motions...." He mumbled, faced away from the two as his face was suddenly bright read. 

You smile from his actions as your hand landed on the setters pretty hair, rubbing the embarrassed boy who soon froze from your actions 

Hinata and Tanaka's face brightened up, their eyes seeing sudden light coming down on your form like you're some sort of savior. 

Both of them shook it off, soon bringing you into a loving hug as it caught you by surprised. 

Slightly jumping from their actions, the warmth of their hug brought you oddly at ease, your hands soon going up to their heads, rubbing them lovingly. 

On the other side, Tsukki looked at the two confused, but slightly weirded out as he saw the waterfall coming out both of their eyes. "What a bunch of Idiots..." He mumbled, slightly Jealous that their hugging you all of the sudden.

Daichi beside him nodded towards Sugawara, who had a hand onto his shoulder. "Do you think she can help, I mean, just look how serious she is-" 

As the two looked your direction, your body soon started to climb in the ball basket, you're body instantly plopping in it as the two of them just sweat dropped. 

"You were saying about how serious she was?" He whispered, causing the setter to laugh from your actions. 

Kiyoko sighed, her form walking in your direction as her arms held you by the armpit's, pulling you up from the ball basket as your little leg's wobbled in the air, you're face turning cute which made everyone except Tsukki's eyes to sparkle. 

'SO CUTEE!' Hinata and Tanaka thought, their hearts feeling like they are going to explode. Tsukki just scoffed, his body suddenly facing away as his arms crossed, his face covering up the small blush forming onto his cheeks. "Can't we continue the game..?" He mumbled, ignoring the loud compliments Tanaka is giving you, his hand rapidly patting you're head as you just smiled up at him. 

Daichi nodded from his request as he looked back to Suga. "It wouldn't hurt them, right? Why not?" Sugawara sighed with relief. "Thank you Daichi." 

The captain just smiled. "No problem. ALRIGHT EVERYONE!  He yelled, catching the attention of Hinata and his teammates. 

You're head looked in his direction, you're mouth giving him a small smile as you bowed with thanks, which made his heart flutter also. 

His mouth soon smirked as his hand formed a thumbs up. 

"Let's get back into it!"

The game continued with Kageyama serving, his serve was really, REALLY powerful, which shocked everyone, especially you. 

But, sadly Daichi received it amazingly as he now had a sly smirk onto his face. 

As the ball flew in the air towards Tsukishima, who was already going to set it. 

"Tadashi!" He yelled to his friend, who was already running up to the net. 

But, you weren't going to let the team sly off so easily. 

Before everyone could get a chance to think they can score, you're small, little body ran towards the net, speeding past Hinata and Kageyama. 

Their eyes followed you, Tanaka's eyes widen on how fast you can freaking run. 

You used your demon powers a bit to help with speed, as a fast flash went by Tsuki's eyes as he set the ball to his friend. 

Everyone's eyes widened as they saw you, about to do something very clever against them. 

As your arms were behind you, you're leg's bended as your feet successfully pushed yourself off the ground, which made your small form Jump super high. 

You jumped higher than Hinata as the Tangerine human and the Setter Human watched you with awe, their hearts growing more mushy while they watch you. 

Your face was completely blank as Tadashi was about to spike the ball, but your hands went completely off, blocking the colorful circle as it instantly slammed straight into the ground. 

It was like slow-motion to everyone as they all saw your body gracefully in the air, you're (H/l) (H/c) hair blowing with you as the color shined in the gym lighting. 

Kiyoko couldn't believe her eyes as her glasses soon fell off her face, making a dropping sound as you gracefully landed back onto the floor. 

Tadashi landed also, as his face was just as surprise, his eyes landing on you as you and him looked at each other. 

Ennoshita-san was shaking, not with fear, but with excitement and surprised, impressed that a small girl like you was able to block so well. 

Sugawara couldn't put it together, you said you didn't know how to play volley ball! How were you able to pull of a block that good!

Not too long after, the silence throughout the gym were interrupted with screams from the humans.

Hinata instantly ran up to you, his hands instantly making motions as you can hear his Voice vibrations going crazy. "WOOOW! YOU BLOCKED HIS SPIKE LIKE IT WAS NOTHING! YOU WERE LIKE BAM, WHOOOSH, WOWW!!!!" 

"SHE CAN'T HEAR YOU DUMBASS, SHE'S DEAF REMEMBER?!" The setter yelled, instantly grabbing Hinata by the head, his legs wobbling through the air. 

Tanaka was soon rubbing your head with his hand, which caused you to lean into his touch as his eyes instantly had tears running out of his eyes. "Little (Y/n) is such a badass! I can't take her cuteness and badass nature at the same time!" He chocked up, his arm soon sunning the falling tears from his face. 

"Wow, that was impressive." Ennoshita got out, as the three of them were still surprised about your actions. 

"She doesn't look like a terrible player to me, that block was freaking amazing." The spikey human replied, causing Sugawara to just slowly nod. 

"Yeah..." Was all the setter responded as his cheeks were colored with red. He saw your hand petting the top of Kageyama's, who froze again from your actions. 

The setter looked to you, his eyes noticing how your smile was specifically towards him, probable to help the boy calm down. 

So, he caved in. 

Kageyama leaned into your touch as his head instantly landed onto you're shoulder, which caused you to let out a cute squeak of surprise. 

Tanaka cried even more when he heard that squeak coming out of your mouth, his heart not handling so much cuteness as Hinata was visible blushing beside Kageyama. 

He couldn't help but chuckle at the sight, you are so nice to his newly friends, it made him happy that a demon is patting the humans heads instead of eating them. 

Whatta sight, huh?

But, something about Kageyama was off. 

It was his fault for the miss up from his serve. 

If he would've calculated that perfectly, then they would've already gotten the point. 

As his eyes glared at the captain, who was looking at you trying to calm down a blushing Hinata, Tanaka wiped his tears while walking over to the setter, putting his arm onto the boy's shoulder. 

"Oi, I know you're upset from that serve back there. Let me tell you something. Steady receives like that are Daichi's specialty." He explained, the shaved human's vibrations twitching your ears. 

Daichi soon was patting a sad Yamaguchi's shoulder, who was disappointed that you blocked his perfect spike. 

Tsukki felt annoyed, his eyes trailing on you as your hand grabbed Hinata's, your face leaning into his touch a bit. 

'I underestimated the little pipsqueak......I got to watch out for her...' he thought, seeing how stupid hinata's acting around you. 

"We gotta keep our guard up Kageyama...." He stated, Causing the setter to sternly nod. 

Tanaka's eyes soon landed on the team in front of them, as they were looking at him back. 

You looked in that direction also, seeing how scary that side could be as the bean-pole human made a scary face, which caused you to instantly hide behind Kageyama.

"They've got mad defense."

[fixhbones]

WIP GAME !!!!

Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

(i was tagged by beloved mutual @pimpedoutgreenears )

i have 250+ wips so i’m going to break this down a LOT and not including many 💀

i’ll be tagging anyone who wants to join in, as well as: @cowardlybean , @scrunkle , @ctpalt, @cupofd1rt , @choofs (no pressure to anyone to do it lol)

this will be Long so it’s under the cut

MP100

-teruki moving

-fox curse serirei

-ritsu and that maid dress (calfhooves inspired me to finally start writing that one forever ago)

-shou and his family

-shou being invisible

-college ritshou

-fem ritshou

-shou unintentionally joining the kageyamas vacation

-i beat the shit out of reigen

-ritshou fake dating

-runaway

-multi-dimensional/universe shit

-hockey

-‘stray cat’ shou ; ‘house cat’ ritsu

-yuritshou again

-ritshou live together

-terumob transgender agenda (all girls school)

-fist fighting and kissing

-terumob furries

-unconventional love

-graffiti taggers ritshou

-sick fic pt2

-terumob and psychic powers

-lab baby shou PTSD

-shou star and tree metaphors

-ritsu melts

-shou like. dying

-reigen and shou funny familial relationship

-shou is bad at emotions and feelings

Bungo Stray Dogs

-lab baby escapee skk fic

-ranpoe angst

-ranpoe and eyelashes

-skk runaway

-skk and sea monsters

-summer camp

-highschool au

-skk highschool au version 2

-skk highschool au version 3

-chuuya and carnage

-mamas boy (chuuya and verlaine au)

-truth or dare (girl skk)

-ooc double black and humanity

-skk highschool au version 4

-dazai and The Horrors

-cryptids au

-halloween through the years

-summer camp au (again lol)

-ranpo and dazai pm au

-dazai gets braces

-ghostbuster au

-chuuya getting an education in the pm

-skk graffiti taggers au (again)

-girl scouts au

-kyousano and skk older sister + their younger brother

-wierd twist on a spider-man au

-teen skk + jealous dazai

-lonely summers

-chuuya “i’m back in the fucking building again” nakahara

-skk taking care of eachother

-skk yuri

-skk yuri and anatomy

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MCYT/DSMP

-necromancer crimeboys version 1

- version 2

-crow crimeboys

-c!tommy 🤝 a pearl (mitski)

-lab baby c!tommy

-lab baby brothers c!crimeboys

-horror summer camp au

-accidently adopting a raccoon shapeshifter

-vigilante fic

-the forest is breathing

-unreliable narrator depressed wilbur

-pirate crimeboys

-the undead’s guide to feeling alive

-c!beeduo traditional enderian wedding

-night in the woods au (wilbur is mae)

-subway masks

-wilbur and tommy sons of the sun and moon respectively

-nasicaä crimeboys au

-crimeboys over the garden wall au

-cryptids au

-crimeboys binary stars

-chainsaw man au

-wilbur buries himself

-skater and rollerblader rivalry lmao

-los compensinos inspired 2

- horror fic 2

-cranboo time traveler au

-crimeboys cryptids au version 2?

-ode to a moon

IT

-losers club friends giving

-richie and bev dye hair

-losers college au (winter edition)

- summer camp au (it haunts me)

-loser adults are losers and have video calls

-reddie in eddie’s attic

-losers go trick or treating

-eddie takes care of richie

-richie and Big Dog

-bev accidental wingman of the century

-reddie romcon irony angst

-camcorder findings

-whale city 👍

-youtube video transcript

-pharmacy photo developing

-mama tozier being the best

-richie and stan’s kids

-mac n cheese

-mama tozier being the best again

-werewolf x witch

-loser kids

-violence

Persona 5

-hockey kid akechi

-magical girl au

-foster care

MISC

-life happenings (Night In The Woods)

-sunnflower runaway (Omori)

-bad ending 2.0 (Omori)

-sickfic (hirano to kagiura)

-langa being left handed (SK8)

-renga being dumbly in love (SK8)

-pearlina (splatoon)

[doodle-bun-makes]

Hi! Would you mind telling me about your favourite thing you've ever created?

Oh my gosh I dont even know where to start!!!! I've made a lot of things in my 19 years of life; both fandom related and original ideas, writing and drawing! So I'm gonna choose one of each because I can't choose just one (this is going to be long lol)

For fan writing, I have to say my favorite thing I've made so far is for Haikyuu (of course lol). It's a fantasy au that originally focused on Kyoutani x Yamaguchi where Kyoutani's a demon/cambion who's apart of this infamous demon family that's known for bringing destruction. He and his brothers are summoned to bring down a kingdom that was already on the verge of collapsing b/c of a shitty king who pissed a lot of people off. But Kyoutani becomes enamored with Yamaguchi, who all the demons mistake for the prince. Then Kyoutani gets in trouble because he decides to spare and help heal Yamaguchi even though they were supposed to kill all the royalty. It isn't until a demon king comes to "finish the job" that it's revealed that Yamaguchi isn't the prince, but the personal servant of the princess. Then this would branch into another story focused on Hinata x Aone where prince Hinata and his sister flee to the neighboring kingdom in the mountains. Then Hinata tries to befriend the shy prince Aone and they end up falling in love after Aone saves Hinata from hypothermia after he was thrown by a horse into a river. I still love this idea even though I haven't finished either of these fics. I've put so much thought into it and I don't want to publish anything until I have the whole story written out so I don't leave anything on a cliffhanger. I do intend to finish these fics one day and maybe add another to the universe where Yamaguchi, Aone, Hinata, and some other characters (i'm thinking Tsukishima and Kageyama) go on some journey, but idk. But if we're talking about published fics I'm still so proud of my Yamaguchi x Kyoutani cowboy au "The Hat Rule" that's published on my ao3, it's the longest fic I've been able to finish so far!

For fan art, this is going to be hard. I'm kinda in a rut right now where I hate my art style, but I still really like this art I made for my cowboy au fic "The Hat Rule" that I mentioned before

For original works, i think my favorite story would have to be this fantasy story that's working title is "Of Dragons and Unicorns" where the princess of the unicorn kingdom, Sylvia, is betrothed to the crown prince of the dragon kingdom, Eluard, but she's really resentful about it because she's only met him once when they were really young so she doesn't remember him at all and all the portraits she gets of him make him look dull and boring. But the dragon royalty and other royalty are coming to the unicorn kingdom to celebrate Sylvia at a debutante ball thing. Basically, Sylvia is cold to Eluard and his brother Oswald at first but after she has a slight meltdown at her ball, Eluard opens up to her and they become friends. I'm hoping for a one sided enemys-to-friends-to-lovers kind of story. Then in a different story Sylvia would move to the dragon kingdom where she'd learn that Eluard has an estranged twin brother and both of them have this curse(?) that gives them dragon traits (scales, wings, claws). While the estranged brother embraces his traits and sees it as an excuse to not be responsible for his actions, Eluard is ashamed of it and tries to hide his traits from Sylvia. Then this would lead to the whole "prince saves princess from dragon" situation where BOTH of the princes are dragons (kinda) and Sylvia is so rude to the estranged brother that he gives her up voluntarily. But this story is SO far from finished that I don't know when or if it'll ever be done. I've put so much thought into the world building for this story that I could honestly spend hours talking about it. I truly love this story, but I literally can't find the motivation in me to work on it.

For original drawings, this is a hard one. I have a lot of OC's that have my whole heart, but my favorite digital drawing has to be this one with burlesque cocker spaniels. For a little context, I like drawing animals in old fashioned clothes when I'm super stressed because it makes me feel better. I'm not an official furry (I don't have a fursona or anything), but this piece brings me a certain pride that none of my others do. Maybe it's the lighting

But yeah! These are four of my favorite projects and I'm so happy to share them with you who made it this far. I'd be happy to answer any questions you might have about any of my projects!

[lys-9-10]

KageHina Fanfic: Ch 16 & 17 sneakpeek

b/c i love the idea of Kageyama being secretly good with kids :D <3 (and it kind of turning hinata on ;P)

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Kageyama

I walk over to Natsu and settle onto the floor beside her.   

“What have you set up here?” I ask, looking at the elaborate playmobil display she’s arranged. “Is this a farm?” 

She rolls her eyes at me. “It’s a pony ranch.” 

“Pony ranch! Got it.” 

“And over there’s my modern house.” She gestures behind her.

“Ooh. Do the people in the modern house ever come for pony rides?” 

“Aki does. She likes riding Pebbles.” Natsu holds up a plastic pony that’s covered in grey spots. “This is Pebbles. He won’t let anyone ride him except Aki. He bucks everybody else off.”

I appraise the playmobil figurine perched on Pebbles’ back. “I like Aki’s braids.” 

Natsu’s face falls. “That’s not Aki...” 

“Oh? Who is it?

“It’s her mean older sister, Yoshiko.” 

“Hmm. Why hasn’t Pebbles bucked Yoshiko off?” 

Natsu’s bottom lip protrudes in a pout. “She’s stuck. I can’t get her off.” 

“Oh no!” I adopt a horrified expression. “Let me see what I can do about that. May I?” 

I hold out an open palm to Natsu. She regards me suspiciously for a moment, but then compliantly drops the horse and rider into my hand.

After a bit of twisting and jostling, I feel the two pieces click apart. I don’t pull the rider off yet, but turn behind me towards Hinata. I attempt to give him a meaningful look, akin to one I might give in a match when I want him to be ready for an unusual play. Hinata cocks his head curiously. 

Turning back to Natsu, I flash a mischievous grin. 

“I think Pebbles has finally had enough of mean older sisters.”

Natsu’s eyes widen.

Kicking the back end of the pony upward, I yank the rider off and toss it over my head. It goes soaring through the air towards Hinata, who catches it with an exclamation of surprise. 

Natsu erupts into delighted laughter. Soon she’s clapping her hands and urging me to do it again. I smile first at her, then at Hinata. 

Hinata gapes at me for a moment, seemingly bewildered. Then, his face cracks into a wide grin.

Hinata

We exit Natsu’s room after putting her to bed. I observe how Kageyama is careful to close the door as soundlessly as possible. 

My heart is stretching forward in my chest, craning towards him. 

“You were amazing with Natsu, Kageyama. I didn’t know you could be that way.”

Kageyama turns to me, his eyes curious. “What way?”

I open my mouth to answer, then hesitate, pondering.

It’s hard to describe exactly what I saw. Over the past little while, I’d become more used to witnessing Kageyama’s stony demeanour slip away, revealing something more tender underneath. But that tenderness was often wrapped up in some kind of angst or internal struggle... I’d see a hundred-and-one emotions pouring out of his dark blue eyes, and I’d see the way he reeled under the weight of them all. I’d see him wrestle with which emotions to show me and which ones to hold back.

But as I watched Kageyama with Natsu, I saw something entirely different. I saw a carefree Kageyama. A playful Kageyama. 

The deep vertical line that so often resides between his eyebrows had been absent all evening. 

Without fully realizing what I’m doing, I reach out with one hand and lightly touch my fingers to the space where that line used to be. 

Something flickers in Kageyama’s eyes. He stiffens slightly at first, prompting me to freeze. I’m about to pull my hand away and apologize. But then, his eyelids drift shut, and his body relaxes.

A joyful warmth spreads all through my insides. I smile. Thank you, Kageyama...

I allow myself to start stroking Kageyama's face. I trail all the way down his thin, straight nose. When my fingers fall onto his lips, I stop, and settle there.

They part ever so slightly. 

Kageyama is breathing through his mouth now and I can feel the warm air on the tips of my fingers.

I haven’t kissed Kageyama since that first day, over two weeks ago. He hadn’t made a move, so neither did I. I was happy to hold his hand under the table at lunchtime, and relish other simple touches like that. 

But now, as I gaze at his softly parted lips, I ache with the desire to taste them again. 

“Can I kiss you, Kageyama?” I whisper.

His body stays relaxed. He doesn’t stiffen or open his eyes. No angst sneaks into his expression. 

He simply nods.

I crane upwards and gently press my lips to his. He seems to melt against me. He’s soft, receptive.... Nothing like the Kageyama on the court. On the court, Kageyama is hard and fierce. On the court, he abrasively steals points and victories. The Kageyama in my arms doesn’t steal. He doesn’t take. He only receives and gives, with an air of humble gratitude. I love the Kageyama on the court. I wouldn’t have ended up here if I didn’t love the Kageyama on the court.

But I love this Kageyama too. This softer Kageyama whose lips are delicately responding to mine. 

‘Please keep showing me more sides of you,’ I urge him silently as I nestle my fingers in his hair. ‘Please keep letting me in.’ 

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[pearlsephoni]

At the End of the Sun, Ch 16: Confessions

Can also be read on AO3!

Rating: T

Fandom: Haikyuu!!

Pairing: Kagehina (Kageyama/Hinata)

Characters: Shoyo Hinata, Miwa Kageyama, Natsu Hinata, Mama Hinata

Word Count: Chapter: 3.8k; Whole Work: 160k

Summary: Shoyo makes one last trip home.

A/N: Originally published on AO3 on March 18th. Further author's notes can be found there.

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Shoyo didn’t realize he’d fallen asleep. All he could recall was crying as he leaned against Tobio’s sister, blinking, then opening his eyes to the sight of his childhood yard cloaked in the dark of night.

“We’re here,” Miwa announced quietly.

“Oh…thank you, Nee-san.” He felt bleary with sleep and dehydration as he swung himself down and adjusted his pack on his shoulders. “Um…do you want to come in? It’s late, maybe you should stay for the night.”

She smiled and reached down to brush her fingers against his cheek. “That’s alright, hon. My husband will already be worried that I’m not home yet. I should head back.”

“Okay…” He turned, took a few steps into the yard, and whirled back around as a question suddenly occurred to him. “Hey, Nee-san?”

“Yes?”

“What’s your name?”

She blinked, eyebrows rising in surprise. “Oh, that’s right…Okami-kun told you his name, didn’t he?”

“Yeah…Tobio.”

“Alright, then.” She bowed as deeply as she could without sliding out of her saddle. “My name is Miwa Karanomori, formerly Kageyama. It’s nice to properly meet you, Shoyo Hinata.”

Her name nudged at a part of his mind, bringing forth memories of news about her engagement, then her wedding. He had been too young to remember much about the proceedings, and he hadn’t been around the palace as much. But he still remembered hearing that the daimyo only agreed to her engagement after she agreed to it herself. With the way her entire face softened with love any time she mentioned her husband or child, Shoyo could tell she’d chosen well.

Her eyes widened when he knelt on the ground and bent forward into the deepest bow possible. “It’s nice to meet you,” he murmured just loud enough for her to hear. “Thank you for everything, Miwa-nee.”

“Hey, stand up,” she ordered softly. “This isn’t goodbye. I’ll see you soon, okay?”

He looked up to see her smiling at him, though the edges of her smile trembled the slightest bit. “Okay,” he agreed, “I’ll see you soon. When I bring Tobio back.”

She let out a slow breath as she nodded. “He was right. He really is lucky to have you.”

With that, she nudged her horse into a trot, and before Shoyo knew it, she was gone.

The walk up to his childhood home had never felt so difficult. He could feel his breath shake in his chest with every step and the tangible weight of the candle on his shoulders. He didn’t know how to explain everything that had happened in the past 24 hours, nor how to grapple with the combination of guilt and anger and grief and determination boiling through him.

Then he stepped onto the engawa, and his mother slid the front screen open with a gasped, “Shoyo!” and suddenly he was a child again, crumbling into tears the moment she pulled him close.

“Oh, sweetheart,” she whispered, stroking her fingers through his hair, “darling, what happened?”

“I”—he hiccuped on a sob—“I used the c-candle.”

He felt her shoulder stiffen the slightest bit beneath his cheek. “I see… Come inside and tell me what happened.” She didn’t nudge him away nor try to get him to walk by himself. She just held him, and carefully walked him into the main room and sank to the floor with him. Only then did he let go, wincing at the headache that crashed against his skull. “I’ll get you some water.”

He nodded absently, staring into the cold fire pit and listening to his mother bustle around as though he were hearing her from a great distance.

Where was Tobio just then? Had Oikawa teleported them directly to his castle? Or was he making Tobio embark on an unnecessary journey? Was Tobio okay? Well-fed, clothed, able to take care of himself?

Did he miss him already?

When his mother returned, he was crouched over the floor, pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes to stem yet another flood of tears. He was able to fight against the burn behind his eyes, but his mother still looked concerned as she handed him a glass of water and sat in front of him. “How’s Natsu?” he asked before she could fret over him more.

“She’s doing better,” she sighed, a small smile easing her worried features. “Much better. She still has to sleep early and wakes up a little late, but she has so much more energy when she’s awake, and she can almost breathe completely normally.” She fell quiet for a breath, reaching out to brush Shoyo’s bangs off of his forehead before suggesting, “She’s asleep now, but I can wake her up—”

“Don’t,” he quickly said. He couldn’t help leaning into her gentle touch, wilting as her hand drifted from his forehead to his cheek.

He didn’t realize how still and quiet he’d fallen until she murmured, “Shoyo, you’re scaring me.”

“Sorry.” He could hear how hollow his own voice sounded.

“Don’t apologize.” She took his free hand in both of hers with a light squeeze. “Just…tell me what happened. Tell me what I can do.”

“You can’t do anything,” Shoyo said sullenly. “It’s too late.”

“What do you mean?”

“He was cursed.” No use beating around the bush. He explained everything he’d learned after lighting the candle: who Tobio was, his fatal mistake, Oikawa’s rage and curse, and the terms to break the curse, the terms that Shoyo had unknowingly failed. “—and he’s my age, Mom, he’s 22, he’s been like this for 6 years and he got so close to breaking the curse, and I ruined it, I ruined everything, and now Oikawa has him and if I don’t save him, we’ll never see each other again, and—” His voice finally caught on the lump that had been growing in his throat.

He could see his mother turning over the new information, and saw the moment when she finally understood the gravity of what Shoyo had done…what she had encouraged him to do. “Oh…oh, Shoyo, I’m so sorry. I had no idea, that poor boy, I—”

“You didn’t know, Mom,” he weakly reassured her. “He couldn’t tell me anything, because the curse needed me to trust him. And I…I didn’t. Not in a way that mattered.”

Her eyes flickered over his pallid skin and shadowed eyes. “And there’s no way to fix it?”

“No, not for the curse. But there’s a way for me to save him.” His voice was firmer, sounded more like himself, but in turn, his words made a shadow fall over his mother’s face.

“Shoyo…”

“Yeah?”

“Don’t tell me…” Her fingers tightened around his hand. “No…no, you just got home. Natsu is feeling better, you’re both finally back and safe, you don’t even know when you’ll return, if you’ll return! The daimyo agreed to let you return in a year. What happens if you don’t? If you’re late?”

“He’ll let me come back,” Shoyo murmured. “He will. He has to, when I bring back his grandson.”

He watched emotions zip across his mother’s face—confusion, annoyance, understanding, shock, desperation, and then, finally, defeat. “…He’s the missing prince.”

“He is.”

“Oh, Shoyo,” she sighed with a weak laugh, “what on earth have you gotten yourself into?”

Shoyo couldn’t help smiling at her, especially when she cupped his face and made him meet her eyes, which shone with acceptance. “My reckless little sun,” she murmured, adoration wrapping her quiet words. “Can I at least convince you to stay for one night? You can eat, get some rest, and tell Natsu everything. Please?”

“Okay.” His heart ached at the way she wilted with relief.

“Good. Let’s get you something to eat and get you to bed.”

He expected to feel a deep comfort at eating his mother’s cooking again. On some level, he still did. But he was so focused on choking back his tears and blinking away the burn in his eyes that he could barely taste any of the meat stew or rice. At the very least, he didn’t have the threat of a dehydration headache looming over him as he laid out an extra futon next to Natsu.

When he finally slid beneath the blankets, it was all he could do to say a soft, “Good night, Mom,” before unconsciousness swiftly pulled him under.

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For the first time in years, Shoyo was empty-handed and in a completely different forest: the bark on the trees was thick, rough, nothing like the paper-like strips that covered the trees he usually saw. The leaves were a strange shape, and the moss grew, crowded and soft and green, on a different side of the trunks.

This wasn’t his childhood forest. This was the forest at the foot of the mountains.

With a gasp, Shoyo broke into a run, uncaring of the branches scraping at his cheeks. His focus was narrowed on the light filtering in through the edge of the trees, glowing brighter and brighter until he burst out of the forest. “Okami-san!” he called desperately, hopefully. “Tobio!”

“Shoyo.”

There he was, standing at the entrance to the yard.

A relieved sob tore out of Shoyo as he pushed himself to run even faster, speeding up more and more until he crashed into Tobio, nearly sending him sprawling to the ground in a desperate embrace. He knew they were in a dream, that none of it was real, but he still held tight to his shoulders and pressed tear-damp kisses all over Tobio’s face. “I love you,” he whispered, “I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I love you—”

His babbling whispers were cut off by Tobio catching his cheeks and guiding him into a proper kiss. When they parted, their eyes greedily drank each other in. “I love you, too,” Tobio breathed back, “but you have to listen.”

“I’m gonna find you, Tobio, I’m gonna bring you back home, I swear—”

“Dumbass, listen,” Tobio interrupted with an exasperated smile. “You can’t find me. I want you to, I wish you could, but you don’t know what the journey could be like. You can’t risk it. Knowing you’re safe is the only thing keeping me from going insane here.”

“But you do want to see me again?”

“Of course I do, but Shoyo—”

“Then don’t think about it,” Shoyo insisted, pushing against Tobio’s gentle hold to steal a kiss. “Tell yourself I’m safe at home. But I’ll fix this. No matter what, I’ll find you. I know I broke every other promise, but I’ll keep this one.”

A growl rumbled from Tobio’s throat. “You’re so fucking stubborn. I love you so much.”

A shaky laugh burst out of Shoyo. “I love you, too. Wait for me, Tobio. I’ll be there as soon as I can.”

Shoyo had never fought so hard against consciousness. Everything in him screamed to keep dreaming, to stay in Tobio’s arms. When he had no choice but to wake up, it was with tears on his face and shaky gasps heaving from his lungs. It wasn’t really Tobio, he knew it wasn’t really him, but his heart still squeezed so tight, he thought it might pop in his chest. But he also felt a stony determination settle in his bones at the thought of what he’d have to do to really get Tobio back.

The tears hadn’t dried on his cheeks before he began clumsily filling his pack. The room was still dark, but the dark was slowly easing into an early morning gray, giving him just enough light. Most of what he packed was practical—a change of clothes, his dagger, a flint, a bar of his mother’s soap—but on a sentimental impulse, he also slid in the candle and the kimono Tobio had tailored for him. He remembered the fine silk robes that Oikawa had worn when he whisked Tobio away. It couldn’t hurt to try to meet his formality halfway, especially if he was going to convince him to let Tobio go.

He shrugged on an old, thick hanten over his kosode, and set his katana next to his pack in the genkan. Then, on a gut feeling, he decided to take Tobio’s bow and arrows instead of his father’s. He could return them to Tobio and avoid the risk of harm coming to one of the few things left behind by his father.

If he was smarter, more pragmatic, and less sentimental, he would have left behind a note explaining everything and embarked on his journey without waiting for his mother and Natsu to wake up. But the simple thought of slipping away unseen made him feel sick with guilt.

Which was how his family woke up and found him laying out breakfast in the main room. “There you are,” his mother sighed with clear relief. I thought you might’ve—”

“Nii-chan!!” Natsu’s overjoyed cry pierced through the tense worry between her mother and brother, popping it like a balloon. She ran, truly ran, up to Shoyo, and when she leaped into his arms, he could only hear the faintest rattle of a cough in her laughter.

“Natchan!” Shoyo laughed back. “Look at you! Monkey girl’s back!” He thanked all the spirits that he had kept up with his training—Natsu was 14 and sprouting like a weed, but she was still committed to clinging on to him, just like a monkey. He didn’t mind. He held her tightly, relishing the feeling of her weight and the sound of her chatter after so long.

“You’re back! Has it already been a year? Did the wolf let you go? Did he ever tell you why he needed you for so long? And how he could talk? Are you back for good? What—”

“I’m not,” he interrupted quietly, “I’m not back for good. I actually have to leave after breakfast.”

That made her pull away with a stricken face. Her arms and legs loosened from around him, and he reluctantly let her slide to the floor. “What? Why?”

“I’ll explain while we eat. C’mon, come sit.”

With a nervous look at their mother, Natsu followed her lead and knelt by the table. Shoyo waited for them to serve themselves and begin eating before he explained the curse, the candle, and Oikawa to Natsu. By the time he finished speaking, Natsu had only eaten one bite and left her chopsticks dangling over her bowl, eyes wide and shiny with tears.

“So…so Tobio-san is…he’s with Oikawa?”

“Yeah.”

“Because you looked at his human face and couldn’t break the curse?”

“I…right.”

Natsu looked down at her bowl and blinked, before setting her chopsticks down next to it and looking back at Shoyo. “Then…are you going to get him back?”

It was Shoyo’s turn to blink in surprise. He’d been expecting some sort of pushback or for her to be upset by the idea of him leaving him yet again. A mix of melancholy and relief swirled through him as he nodded with a small smile. “That’s the plan, yeah.”

“Okay.” She picked her chopsticks back up as though to continue eating, but only fiddled with them before looking at him again. “Nii-san…the next time you come home, can it be for good?”

“I…I wish I could, but I have to go back to the daimyo—”

“Not like that, just…I want everything to go back to normal. No more quests or mysterious animals or sorcerers or illnesses.” When she smiled at him, it was with a deep, heart-wrenching melancholy that didn’t belong on a face so young. “I miss when the biggest thing we worried about was the trips you sometimes went on for the daimyo.”

“Yeah,” Shoyo choked out around the lump that had lodged itself in his throat, “me, too.”

The rest of breakfast passed quietly—conversation seemed impossible with the elephant in the room, and Shoyo wasn’t sure how much he’d be able to speak without giving in to the burn of tears behind his eyes. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d cried so much, and he hated it, hated how helpless and fragile it made him feel.

And yet, no matter how much he fought against it, he was only so strong. When he returned from washing the dishes to find his mother waiting in the main room with open arms, there was no resisting the tears that escaped as he stepped into her embrace. “I know it’s terribly selfish of me to say,” she whispered against his ear, “but I wish you wouldn’t go.”

“I’m sorry, Mom.”

“Don’t apologize, sweetheart,” she hushed him. “You are so strong and brave, and for all that I worry about you, I’m still so breathlessly proud of you. Your father would be so proud, too…though I think he’d put up a bigger fight against you doing this.”

That finally pulled a shaky laugh from Shoyo, and when he pulled back, his heart lifted at the small smile on his mother’s lips. “Didn’t you say I got my stubbornness from him?”

“Mm…and what I wouldn’t give to see you go head-to-head.” Her smile faded as her eyes flickered over his features and she brushed away his tears. “I am glad of one thing.”

“What’s that?”

“I’m glad you’ve found someone you love enough to do something like this for.” Shoyo’s lips parted to protest, but his mother held up her hand before he could do much as take a breath. “Besides Natsu and I. I wish the circumstances were simpler, but still…it’s hard to find someone you can love so wholly. I only hope he’s worthy of your devotion.”

“He is,” Shoyo murmured, “I promise he is. I think I’m the one who has to prove I’m worthy of him.”

“You’re embarking on this journey for him. That alone proves you are.”

Something about the solemnity and quiet love etched across his mother’s weary, pretty features brought a pair of words to Shoyo’s lips that he’d been trying to ignore since Oikawa swept Tobio away. “…I’m scared.”

The sight of tears brimming in her eyes made Shoyo’s heart twist, even as she tried to smile reassuringly. “Oh, my darling boy…I’m scared, too. But you are brave, and stubborn, and you’ve trained well to endure journeys like this. Just…whatever you do, come back home. Bring back your father’s bracelet, and make sure you’re whole and healthy when you do.”

“Okay,” Shoyo promised in a hoarse voice, “I will. And I’ll bring Tobio with me, too.”

“Nii-san?” Shoyo and his mother looked over at the genkan to see Natsu poking her head in with furrowed brows. “Whose bow is by your pack? That’s not Dad’s.”

“Oh yeah, it’s Tobio’s.” Shoyo joined her by his pack where it sat with Tobio’s bow and quiver of arrows. “When I find him, I’ll be able to give it back.”

“Is that the bow he used when…?”

“Yeah,” he quietly answered Natsu’s half-spoken question. “But I want to remind him that that one mistake shouldn’t keep him from hunting forever, especially after everything he’s already been through.”

As they stood there and talked in quiet voices, the sun continued to rise, until the shoji screens glowed with its golden light. The warm glow made Natsu’s hair look aflame and made flecks of amber glitter in their mother’s dark eyes, and Shoyo thought his heart might stop from how desperately he loved them. It felt unspeakably unfair, for him to have to choose between the people he loved most in the world. But he had no right to complain, not when he was the reason Tobio needed to be rescued.

“I should go,” he reluctantly said, the words stalling on his lips and his hands slow to gather his things. “I want to make as much progress as possible before sunset.”

“Where will you go?” Their mother held Natsu snug around her shoulders, fitting her back against her chest. It was a sweet hug, but Shoyo knew it was her way to anchor each other against the sorrow of him leaving yet again. “How will you know which way to go?”

“Tobio said the castle was ‘at the end of the sun,’” Shoyo said, “so it must be towards the sunset. I’ll head west and search for any clues or information on my way.”

“And…do you have any idea when you’ll return?”

Shoyo winced. “No…it could take weeks, months…maybe even years. I don’t know.” He looked up from his shoes to see his mother’s face creased against the threat of tears. “All I know is that I have to do this, Mom. This happened because of us, because of me. I can’t just leave him there to spend his life slaving away for a mistake he’s already paid for. I need to fix this, I need to save him, I…I…”

“You love him.”

“Yeah. And he loves me.” His throat ached and his voice shook, but he pushed on. “He loves me and he trusted me and I betrayed that. I betrayed him. I have to fix this, Mom.”

“I know, love. I know.”

With his hanten on, pack on his shoulders, and bow and arrows slung across his body, there was nothing left to keep Shoyo from leaving. He could see the realization dawn across Natsu’s face, and before their mother could stop her, she was pulling out of her arms to throw her own around Shoyo. “Come back safe, Nii-chan,” she mumbled into his hanten. “I still need to beat you at hunting.”

A watery laugh shook out of Shoyo as he wrapped his arms tight around her skinny form and lifted her off the floor. “In your dreams, monkey girl.”

“Mean!”

With a last laugh and last squeeze of her scrawny arms, he let her down and stepped into their mother’s arms. “Bye, Mom.”

“Come home soon, little sun,” she murmured, “and please, come back safe. I still haven’t finished mourning your father. I don’t think I could survive mourning you as well.”

“Geez, Mom,” Shoyo tried to chuckle around the newly-lodged lump in his throat, “have some more faith in me. I’ll be back as soon as I can, and you can properly meet Tobio.”

“I can’t wait to meet the young man who took my son from me three times,” she huffed. Shoyo pulled away to defend him, but the words died on his tongue when he caught her small smile. “I love you. We’ll be waiting for you.”

“I love you, too.” He pressed one last kiss to his mother’s cheek and to Natsu’s hair.

And then, with all the ease of carving out his own heart, he turned away, slid open the front screen, and slowly crossed the yard. He’d thought leaving would be easier, after all the times he’d done it in the past year. He couldn’t have been more wrong. The only thing that kept him moving was the feeling of the dark blue stone at his wrist being rolled between his nervous fingers.

Wait for me, Tobio, he pleaded to someone…no one…anyone. I’m coming. Please wait.