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just. hhhough something about orion pax being called selfish or self-serving by d-16 when pretty much the entire movie is him trying to find a way to lift up and empower others. he didn't want to find the matrix for his personal glory, he wanted to find it to bring the energon back. to save him and his brother and his friends from a lifetime of backbreaking labor and discrimination and mistreatment. and then when they find a clue, he offers to let dee be the one to give the matrix to sentinel. it's played as him being a sneaky little sonnuva- until a little later, when we see him talking to dee and smiling and asking him how he thinks sentinel will react when dee hands the matrix back. if it had been a ploy just to get him to come along, would orion have brought it up like that again? in the middle of breaking and entering, and running from the literal cops, orion finds the time to grab a megatronus prime sticker for dee because he knows that megatronus prime is dee's favorite. and it would make him happy. when darkwing demotes elita, after his breach of protocol, he FLIPS THE ENFORCER OFF because it's wrong that elita was punished for what he did. and he knows that. he tries to apologize later in the film because he acknowledges that it's his fault, even if it was to save a mech's life. in the race, when dee gets hurt, orion could have kept going and won the race for the miners- instead he goes back. he gets dee and helps him across the finish line, because it's not just about him. it's about every other miner too. it's them, together, proving that miners are more than meets the eye. he could have run the race alone and left dee out of it, but he didn't want to leave his best friend out. he didn't want to do it alone. he tries so so hard to snap dee out of his funk, because he's worried about dee. and in the cave of the Primes dee calls him selfish says that he does what interests him without thinking of protocol or any other mech other than himself, and then he leaves dee to clean up the mess. and just. idk something about orion trying so so hard to help and lift up other mechs and then being told to his face that he's selfish. idc if it's said in anger or if orion forgave dee that had to hurt. and then you have a heel-turn because at the end of the movie? sentinel's hurt dee/megatron. he ripped his cog out of his chest before he had the chance to live with it. he trapped him in work and mines and made it impossible to climb out of that. sentinel crippled dee before he was even born, and that's why dee wants to kill him. he calls it justice, for everything sentinel's done. but at the same time. sentinel's ruined dee's life. he's also ruined orion's. and elita's. and bee's. and jazz's and ironhide's and prowl's and arcee's and so so many other cogless mechs'. he's ruined the lives of an entire generation of people. and megatron decides that he is the only one who can enact justice. megatron decides that his revenge is more important than justice for every single mech that sentinel's hurt. megatron decides that his revenge is worth more than orion's life. and that decision is the single most selfish decision made in the runtime of the movie.
#i need someone to put me down i think#that's the only thing that will fix me at this point#transformers one#tf:one spoilers#orion pax#d 16#just. ohhh man#oomfies don't look im being attacked with Thoughts#i have thought about almost nothing other than this nonstop since i saw the movie#hhhhoouguhhhhhh#please interact i need people to go feral with#long post
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COME ON TIME PULL IT TOGETHER
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu time#lu wind#my art#time is such a little weirdo#god what a guy#âohhh look at me im soooo mysterious and seriousâ#cmon man i know your game i know the rules lets just play
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Hehe hiii samurai shiver Hii um!!
Also yes I designed the tattoos from scratch and I still gotta do the one on her back đŞ
#art#fanart#my art#original art#another AU guys#holy shit the amount of time this took#not even effort just time#Splatoon au#Splatoon samurai au#work in progress#because I���m not sure yet about this au or wtf am I gonna do with it#mmmmmsfnsdjngw women with tattoos#OH this was originally a yakuza au. yk the mafia#but Idk how to include Frye and big man and the others in that so eeehhh ââââ#shiver Splatoon#Splatoon shiver#shiver hohojiro#Splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#Splatoon art#Splatoon shiver fanart#shiver fanart#no this is definitely not inspired by blue eye samurai nonononononono who said that#sheâs so zesty tho#and a cold killer. GOD I love women have I mentioned that before#by the way the Sarashi is down there because if it was higher we wouldnât be able to see the tattoos and especially the oni head#oni heads are the best bro Onis are the best I love Onis sm like ohhh#yokai jskdbvjdwbjifwdbojsdf I love LOVE JAPANESE FOLKLORE AND UH YEAH MYTHOLOGY WHATEVER#help#wake up sweetie seryo got bored again
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there is such a trauma to daughterhood. it comes from the lack of agency - not only from being born as a woman but existing in the world as a child. an oppression on top of an oppression. people make jokes about girls with daddy issues but nothing compares to the kind of trauma you recieve from having a complicated relationship with your mother. people talk about it so often. and it's one thing to have a mother who hates you which is always awful, but often it feels worse to have a mother who doesn't. to have a mother who is simply exhausted by the fact you were born. a mother who doesn't hate you, but loves her men more. a mother who maybe wanted to be a mom, once, and then came to realize what a thankless job it was. and she didn't want to hate you, but it was hard to love you and even harder to like you. a mother who doesn't hate you exactly, but never outgrows her desire to be attractive and beautiful and makes you her enemy in that way. or a mother who has nothing more to her than being a mother and clings to coddling you in a way thats suffocating. so many daughters develop deep empathy for the mothers because they were women, daughters, girls once. everyone deals with it differently. but at the end of it, you still need a mother and that is the most horrible and wretched part of all. the trauma of being alive, of being a woman, and of having a mother but still needing one. such a uniquely miserable feeling
#aristotle.txt#ask to tag#motherhood#it is so... man#this isnt about me but about the weird fic im writing JHXFHKJD#it just made me think. its so complicated to have a mom who is not good at being a mom#and sure she is just a woman. but you did deserve a mother once. ohhh how wretched
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not that this is a particularly profound take but imo i think the dadbastian trope IS pretty applicable in canon if you just like. Look at it from a slightly skewed angle.
it's not that i'm coming at this in a "sebastian is gradually changing for the better and learning to empathize with and/or regard o!ciel as someone he genuinely cares for" way because, as much as that narrative is fun and angsty and Just So Happens to make sebastian a little easier to relate to, it clashes with how calculated he canonically is.
that being said! he absolutely is changing. his character arc revolves around a realization that the tactics he's comfortable using aren't good enough, and this goes wayyy beyond undertaker being two steps ahead of his "punch first, ask questions later" instinct. everything sebastian does is catalyzed by a belief that, no matter how treacherous the situation becomes, he'll be able to figure it out with little to no effort given his superiority as a supernatural entity.
ciel and sebastian's dynamic prior to emerald witch relies on this ethos. ciel has a goal and views sebastian as the sole avenue through which he can accomplish it because he's a demon. ciel feels unsafe and views sebastian as his only source of protection because he's a demon. all sebastian has to do to maintain this dynamic is be scary and generally infallible which, surprise! are natural dispositions for him.
enter BOC, in which this dynamic is challenged during ciel's initial asthma attack. this is the first time sebastian is relatively helpless to keep ciel alive - he has to defer to a human doctor because there's literally. Nothing he can do. which is then paralleled by ciel's second flair up.


there's a reason ciel's asthma is referenced again in this scene. there's a reason sebastian looks so skip-happy while carrying out ciel's order of burning that bitch to the ground. he doesn't have to question his abilities! he doesn't have to alter the dynamic! he can keep flexing his demon powers anytime shit hits the fan and ciel will always come crawling back to him.
sebastian's fatal flaw isn't just that he's muscle-brained - he's also stubbornly, willfully ignorant of his own weaknesses. sure, he was completely useless in preventing ciel's asthma back at the circus, but that's fine, who cares! he gets to fall back on his strengths and ignore how powerless he actually was.
welcome to BOA! for context, prior to this arc, sebastian rarely, if ever let ciel see him expending any kind of effort, i.e. he's in a constant battle with the servants to keep the manor from descending into chaos and purposefully tries to hide it. this isn't just a butler aesthetics thing, it's also an "I'm a demon and everything is easy for me" thing, to the extent that sebastian continues attempting to uphold his unflappable demeanor when he's quite literally on the verge of collapsing.

sebastian's tactics aren't all that's challenged in BOA - his entire persona gets irreparably damaged. ciel sees him be outsmarted. ciel sees him injured and genuinely struggling to keep the former safe. this should be very bad news for their dynamic;
except, it isn't.

ciel responds so positively that it makes sebastian Yapper Of The Century michaelis momentarily speechless! he then immediately tells ciel to cut that shit out, thus deferring once again to a dynamic that's rapidly crumbling before his eyes and ignoring how effective his accidental appeal to pathos was in retaining and even strengthening ciel's attachment to him.
which leads me to emerald witch, aka the cataclysm for sebastian's change. on top of undertaker being a constant, underlying threat to his food, sebastian ONCE AGAIN has to deal with said food's delicate mortality.



obviously, sebastian is all out of sorts, but his expressions / the way he's framed when he's alone (or not being perceived) absolutely floor me. he looks genuinely distressed after speaking to the other servants. he's drawn in these bird's-eye and wide-shot views while in the forest, creating an isolated, pensive atmosphere and illustrating him (a big, bad demon) as nothing short of small.
he's conflicted. which is weird, right? this isn't the first time his food has gotten sick. moreover, ciel isn't in any active danger - he's having a PTSD response. sebastian is not stupid, he knows this, and should be either confidently reminding ciel of the power he wields or threatening to eat him right then and there; and yet! he waits multiple days before reverting to these (historically effective!!) responses.
it's not just that he's a picky eater - this is sebastian, for the first time in the series, recognizing how fragile ciel's attachment to him is. he's doubting himself. his food no longer views him as its only source of safety, has rejected him, and it's entirely due to sebastian's own negligence.
he's been ignoring his weaknesses. he's been reliant on ciel looking past multiple instances of helplessness in light of how terrified the kid is and how powerful sebastian makes him feel. it's not a coincidence that ciel's near-death experience was exacerbated by sebastian disregarding the former's symptoms to go beat up a werewolf (leaving him ALONE in a foreign, SUPPOSEDLY CURSED castle) until those symptoms, literally, hit him in the face.
it doesn't matter how incapacitated ciel is - sebastian's presence should be enough to calm him, and it isn't, and it's his fault.
this is where sebastian really starts to change. (mind you, the chapter following ciel's initial rejection is titled "That Butler, Change", so do with that what you will.) though we aren't told this explicitly, i think he looks to instances wherein something other than fear drove ciel's attachment (BOA), as well as to the only person ciel would let near him while panicked (finnian, who ciel appears to be closest with amongst the servants and was projecting onto out of grief for his twin). he dials back on the demon vibes. he slowly begins altering his rhetoric.
enter blue cult!

remember what i said about sebastian not wanting ciel to see him struggle? to be cognizant of his weaknesses? as much as the situation was largely out of his control, it's interesting that sebastian allowed his expression to convey upset given that he views emotion of any kind as a weakness.
this isn't to say his sulking isn't genuine - i like to think his clinical narcissist brain was about to pop at the mere thought of not being praised; but! when put in context with his nature, his façade, how every single thing he does is calculated, especially around ciel, this Wildly out-of-character expression gains a new meaning.
another example after ciel returns from getting his blood thieved:

two things: one, sebastian is learning! he almost verbatim references his mistake in emerald witch, meaning he had to have acknowledged it between then and now. two, he does this verbally, explicitly, thereby allowing ciel to witness his panic AND be made aware that sebastian is capable of failure. he could have marched back into the music hall and wrangled the s4. he could have said "ah shit, that's not good, let's go find a doctor". instead, he rambles on about how this is all his fault to a degree that's so excessive it's kind of comical.
and you know what! i don't believe a goddamn word of it. it is so significant that he immediately switches gears after his instinctual big-scary-demon reaction. the sebastian we knew at the beginning of the manga would NEVER let ciel think he was genuinely upset or flawed to the extent of endangering his charge, as that would directly contradict ciel's perception of him as perfect, strong, and safe.
sebastian is thus playing on the dynamic shift that occurred in BOA: he is encouraging ciel to view him as a (rarely!) imperfect being who is struggling to maintain a façade. as someone willing to go to the ends of the earth for him, to care for him, to defy his nature for him, because there are now far too many factors beyond his control to rely on fear alone.
honestly? it's a masterful execution. sebastian's tweaks to his persona are subtle: he gets a little sillier, he offers more praise (under the guise of banter), he tries to make ciel feel bad for "leashing" him.


(i wasn't going to include these panels but. dude. the way he backtracks after the initial comparison between himself and elizabeth only to start pontificating about what the "heart" wants. that is such a purposefully dual-ended rhetoric and insane to hear from mr. evil personified.)
he even displays an artfully-skewed version of grief upon finding angi's body (again, that emotion might have been somewhat genuine, but it feels intentional that he chose to express it with ciel in the room) to foster belief that he is capable of like. Caring for people?
circling back to forces beyond sebastian's control, here are two examples of sebastian's reaction to r!ciel's return:


oh BABY. "neither you nor my love are real"?
on-the-nose dialogue aside, sebastian's expression between these panels had me stumped for years. it would make sense for him to convey sympathy to convince ciel of said "love", HOWEVER it's odd that he would continue to do this despite not actively being perceived while in the carriage. something about this feels a little too genuine - especially considering how he's visibly tweaking throughout all of r!ciel's reveal chapters. as much as looking distressed/concerned is likely a conscious decision, i don't think he's fabricating the emotion entirely.
which leads me to: why does sebastian feel the need to alter the dynamic? sure, it was precarious at best and ran the risk of ciel not liking his pet demon all that much, but there's no imminent danger in that. ciel needs sebastian to achieve his revenge and sebastian has made himself out to be the only dependable, constant person amidst ciel's friends/family inevitably leaving him, AND has a trump card of total autonomy over ciel's soul.
... unless, of course, one of the family members he'd lost miraculously came back from the dead, the exact family member sebastian had eaten right in front of him, and was attached at the hip to a creature familiar with sebastian's flaws far before the demon was ever aware of them, that has proved itself more than capable of killing him.
oh he's concerned alright; there is a very real chance that ciel might back out of the contract. he's forgone his revenge before while in a similar trauma-induced headspace; only, this time, sebastian would be powerless to stop him. in truth, at any point since BOA, his meal could have run off to undertaker and there would have been shit all he could do about it. sebastian was slow to acknowledge this, granted, but up until EW there had been virtually no reason for ciel to do something like that.
now there are reasons. and girl, not only is sebastian concerned, i think he's a little scared.
he's functionally lost all ground in keeping ciel dependent on him. it's no longer enough for ciel to regard sebastian as a maliciously convenient product of circumstance - he has to form some other connection.
so, sebastian blurs the line between servant and guardian. he plays on associations he'd established in the past: nagging over ciel's health, taking over his studies, complimenting him, disciplining him, crafting his own form to look remarkably similar to vincent (and no, i don't consider this an instance of same-face-syndrome, look at their bangs. tell me that's not intentional). choices once made out of cruelty, out of a desire to worsen ciel's emotional turmoil, now repurposed to convince him of a devoted, endearingly-demonic parental figure and hoping this will be enough should there come a time wherein ciel is given a choice between two blasphemous falsifications of his family.



sebastian pivots hard. he avoids relying on his supernatural abilities unless absolutely necessary, despite countless opportunities to do so, to the extent where you almost forget he's not human. he does not leave ciel's side. he lets himself appear dirty and exhausted. he allows ciel to see how uncertain he feels, how helpless he is, knowing the true reason will be lost in translation because ciel is a child, and no matter how conscious that child is of sebastian's nature, he will instinctively revert to seeking out a parent.
the whole "butler aesthetics" shtick flies right out the window at the end of 147. i cannot physically articulate how improper it would be for a servant to grab his master's face and scold him. in front of company. you know who does that? a parent. this is straight up panic on sebastian's part. he is willing to run the risk of acting uncouth in order to brand those fatherly associations right onto ciel's underdeveloped frontal lobe.
and. and this might just be speculation. but.
it's working.

i cannot think of a single goddamn reason for ciel to do this. you wanna know something? his excuse is complete horseshit. sebastian is dressed as a butler, something passengers in a first class train compartment would recognize instantly. even his undercover persona of a valet wouldn't warrant tea with an aristocrat. as much as i'd like to believe ciel is in on the charade, i can't find any evidence nor does it seem realistic that he, a child, would fully grasp that level of manipulation, regardless of how mature he acts.
oh, hey, sebastian's being a little cryptic with that snowfall line. i bet it's completely random and he's never made weather-themed references in any of the prior arcs!

this is. One page. after ciel tells him to take a day off in BOA. he is directly referencing the first time he was made aware of how effective a disingenuous father-son relationship could be.
in BOA, he appears slightly ruffled by the dynamic shift, as this endangered the status quo. in the train car, he's absolutely ecstatic. look at him! that's his "I Just Manipulated This Preteen Sooo Good" face. he looks like an animal. he looks like he's about to turn into a werewolf and jump for joy.
tl;dr: dadbastian is actually so insanely viable, but not in the way you'd think. sebastian in undoubtedly changing, but this isn't an accident or a product of him learning to love or care in any capacity. he is perpetrating the illusion of change, of personal growth in a creature that cannot posses a real identity, thereby humanizing himself in ciel's eyes to keep his food from slipping out of his grasp and it's working so unbelievably well that he's managed to fool a good number of kuro's readers too.
#i know its long please give me a chance#i spent eight hours crafting this#and people say an english degree is useless#also i love sebastian if you can't tell#ohhh he's so INTERESTING#i want to put him in my cauldron and stir him around#just saying#black butler#kuroshitsuji#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#dadbastian#o!ciel#r!ciel#manga#idk how to categorize this#theory#?#obnoxiously long essay?#yana toboso#the woman that you are#man if i'm right the story's conclusion is going to be PAINFUL
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ANYWAYS Idiyuu is Hades and Persephone conspiracy:
Persephone is not from the Underworld. She is called back to the Mortal Realm eventually because she has to return. Yuu is literally from another world. They are not suited to Twisted Wonderland, and are nothing like Idia has ever seen. They have to go back eventually.
Hades is probably one of the few TWST boys to have a âcanonâ spouse (at least in Greek mythology, which Hercules�� Hades is obviously based on). On top of that, Hades and Persephone is the love story between death and life, isolation and abundance, ending and rebirth. Idia is a gloomy, pessimistic boy who has been condemned to be the keeper of the Underworld. Yuu is a kind, gentle prefect who has been there to help and has helped everyone they know, again and again.Â
Night Raven College has been in a âwinterâ for all of its history. Everyone is hostile to everyone, no one wants to cooperate or work together, and every single person there has some ulterior motive. In comes Yuu, who is a breath of fresh air. A new perspective. A new season. They bring âspring,â showing people that they can bloom. They can harbor feelings that arenât cruel. They can do things that arenât harsh. And slowly, they start to thaw. Flowers of friendship and something gentler bloom. Yuu is there to help pull the boys from their darkest moments to see the light again. Idia is no exception.
I think that the way Book 6 was set up makes Idia and Yuu seem a lot more meaningful honestly, though I'm probably reading way too into things lol. Yuu originally goes to the Island of Woe to save Grim. They donât particularly care much about whatâs going on with Idiaâthey just want to get Grim back. But then later, once they realize whatâs going on, they do. There isnât much, if any, personal connection to Idiaâs overblot like there was with all the others. Yuu doesnât have to do anything to help. And yet, they still do. Even after Idia basically kidnapped Grim, they still help him. They still try to end his winter.
Persephone, in many forms of the myth, didn't originally go to the Underworld willingly. But eventually, she came to love Hades, and they were happy together. Idia and Yuu have no reason to care about the other at first. But they eventually do, after everything that happens and everything that brings them together.
Hades and Persephone are in a constant push and pull. Persephone has to leave because if she stays, winter will never end. She does not want to leave, because she loves Hades. Yuu has to leave Twisted Wonderland, because they have a home beyond it that they need to return to. And yet, they don't want to leave because they love Idia. Idia doesn't want them to go, because it finally feels like spring again. But the seasons have to continue in their cycle, so what can they do?
Also, I think itâs really funny and really beautiful how Idia and Yuuâs first meeting was probably the Ghost Marriage event. This guy who thinks he has 0 rizz ends up having to be saved by some strange new isekai'd student and their gang of potential suitors before he gets his first kiss and promptly dies afterwards. Idia, the boy surrounded by death, is saved by the prefect who seems to be giving everyone a new chance at life. Imagine how poetic itâd be if Yuu and Idia end up getting married in the end, except now neither of them are going to die and they have the rest of their new lives together. There will be winter, but there will also be spring. The cycle of seasons will continue, but flowers will always bloom. They will always return to each other.
#sorry if this is totally incoherent#the last paragraph does not flow with the rest at ALL but i wanted to get that thought out there too#idia shroud has taken over my brain like a random event and he does not seem to be leaving#ohhh this man deserves the world and i hope he gets it#there is so little idiyuu content out there it makes me sad#or maybe i'm just not looking in the right places and if that's the case someone please send me things#i will love you forever#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland x yuu#twisted wonderland x mc#yuu#twst yuu#idia shroud#idia shroud x reader#idia shroud x yuu#idia shroud x mc#cloudedrambles#cloudedgalaxies
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Sunsets and stars.
#just wanted to try animating on csp#it looks intimidating but man its so cool and intuitive#i had a lot of fun drawing this#apologies i had to put in stars I've been orb kaiju pilled but in a very passive way lmao#ITADORI YUUJI YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME OHHH#despite it all#inspite it all#hehe#itadori yuuji#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#fanart#fan animation#animation#hmmm on seconf thought i should've made this to be in shibuya#like in the ending#hmmmmmm#ok#niinnyu arts
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Safe Bet
#part 500 of me just slapping my brainrot onto a canvas and calling it a day#donât read the tags if you havenât done 2hats#hereâs a mini explanation#so here itâs been maybe a month or two since Loop started traveling with everyone#and they were like man Iâm tired of literally only being touched by my weird time clone#it doesnât feel great#and Isa is off limits for obvious reasons#Bonnie for less obvious reasons#that leaves Mira and Odile#but theyâre worried that they would be forcing Mira#if they asked. which theyâre too scared to anyway#cause sheâd feel bad#so Odile. process of elimination!#and theyâre still to scared to ask Odile.#so instead they offer to be touched#like ohhh youâre a researcher you have to be curious. right#Iâll let you touch me if youâd like <3#and she sees through this obviously but thereâs no harm in humoring them!#and she is curious.#and then she touches loop and they light up like a glowstick#and they have to be normal for the next week#done. goodbye#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat odile#ISAT spoilers#loopdile#<- still platonic theyâre just weird#fawntonguesart
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What Kind Of Monster Was He?
A @forgettable-au fan (colored) animatic
MINOR BLOOD WARNING!
*Was he the kind to do too much, or not enough?
âŚOK, SO WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS-
I had planned to finish this into a full fledged animation, but a lot of the parts I did end up finishing just didnt live up to what I imaginedâŚI waited for more motivation to happen, but it just didnt so HERES THE COLORED ANIMATIC CAUSE IM REALLLY HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE and ive sat on posting this for like a 2 weeks đ which is an eternity in my time
Im gonna post the unfinished âfinishedâ part on my side account @o-sunny-day though! and probably have people yell at me cause it actually isnt that bad AND IT TOTALLY ISNT I just⌠art. You get it. ENOUGH YAPPING! ITS TIME TO YAP!
except not yet, MORE BACKGROUND INFO HUCDHUC- but its background info on explaining the loreâŚ
The explaining is much less expansive than in Dear My Dear just because I didnt work on it long enough to think every bit of it through. This is just a clean, nicer looking, and colored version of the very first storyboard.
I usually think about and put more effort into the little stuff while making the FINISHED bits since ive had so much more time to think about that in all the preppin n sketching.
BUT I liked the explaining format I did for Dear My Dear so im sticking with it!
The main idea for this was to do a study of Wingdingsâ character from what weâve been given, mainly focusing in on the expectations he puts on himself because holy shit the lyrics for this works so stupidly well it makes me mad LOOK AT THIS???

its ridiculous. i love it. I didnt know Jack Stauber helped write Forgettable AU???? woww!!! ANYWHO thats the gist of it, not much context is needed past that. Onto the sillies!!!! (per usual excuse the shitty quality of the pngs idk why Tumblr does that-)


Did you know love? Will you rest in peace?
Wingdings and Sans holding hands as kids, before turning to a casket like appearance for adult WD. The flowers hes holding are pretty important too, Marigolds to represent grief, Lilys, new life, and Forget Me Nots for this lovely little line I found when looking up good flowers to use-

âa promise to always rememberâ âŚ.stop that.
That actually also has a double meaning in this case too. 1, ofc the forgetting of Wingdings. But ALSO Wingdings forgetting something himself. Forgetting who he is. Almost like a Zuko ATLA situation.


Did you have a family?
Who knows where theyre parents are, but this is HAPPY TIME and weâre gonna assume they were so awesome and very kind but had to leave or went to a farm in the sky for whatever reason.
The colors here I had a lot of fun with. Their parents had warm colors but the boys have cold, still with warm accents. Its said they more or less raised each other being very independent as shown in the second part with them running out the door by themselves.



How was the view from the shelf? Did you ever believe in yourself?
Before, we started with the beginnings. The good things, the only thing Wingdings cares to even recall. Now weâre seeing his life really start to turn upside down- making first contact with The Player :D
Heâs hesitant to reach out, but is intrigued, before getting a rushing revelation of his reality and how it isnt ârealâ
Rather than feeling crushing existential dread, he more feels pressured to be BETTER, to figure a solution, to do something. Thats what white represents here


WHAT KIND OF MILK WERE YOU?
We then switch to more examples of how Wingdings is taking this pressure (not well) The soft tones of yellow that were shown before, turn to way brighter, intensifying that feeling that he should be fine, he should be happy, drowning in success of being the Royal Scientist.
But he just desperately wants to just go back to a time of nice coldness.
The warm vs cold tones in this I had so much fun with, coldness is supposed to represent hostility usually, while warm is nice and happy. (same with Black and white. Scary, relieving,) But these points often contradict each other, its hard to tell what youâre feeling vs what youâre supposed to be feeling. Just like Wingdings!

WHAT KIND OF LIFE DID YOU LIVE THROUGH?
The white lab coats, the expectations, theyre on all of them. But Wingdings has essentially become his expectations.
He questions what life he wants to live, one being himself and alone (speaking in wingdings) or not himself and with company (speaking in a ânormalâ font) Still, he frames it in past tense as he believes theres no going back now, based on what he knows.

âOne of the last happy moments they had togetherâ stop that. (i cant find a link to when that was said but I know it was once, about them taking a photo togetherâŚ.)

DID YOUR LIFE RUN RICH WITH CALCIUM?
CalciumâŚ.bonesss :3 Hehehehdhehfhehehheheheh still dont know why he has holes in his hands so weâre movin on


DID THEY LAUGH AT YOU OR DID YOU LAUGH AT THEM?
Compared to the childhood Wingdings remembered, heres the sadder, bleaker, more realistic version. He always thought they were laughing at him but⌠maybe they werent.


DAIRY BELOVED. YOUR DAYS ARE GONE,
It doesnt matter now though. Because in the NOW, Wingdings has become consumed by his expectations of himself, seeing this has the âonly optionâ to do the only thing that he feels will give his life meaning and purpose, establishing connection with THE PLAYER


But the grocery list goes onâŚ
And yet life continues on without him, and his room is transformed into a more livable space now that someone isâŚliving in it. Always hurts so much making the differences between Wingdings and Papyrusâ room. It feels like making something out of the man Wingdings COULD HAVE been. Because honestly thats just what Papyrus is,

Thank you to my bestie @fruitytrip for helping me with all of my art in general but especially the storyboarding on this :3 <3
#Milk by Jack Stauber#undertale animatic#Wingdings why#Hes a sad sad little man#ohhh who you could have been#if you didnt have a self destructive arc#sometimes i think about him being religiously obsessed with The Player#and then he comes to find out the player (me in this case) is religiously obsessed with him#like oh damn this is awkward#uhhh#wanna get coffee?#I love using cold colors for comfort and warm for terror#I was very spesifically proud of the shot with the white turning into a spotlight#then him turning into just a silly kid looking at a softer glow#o and happy new year gang :D#late#but#happy new year gang :D
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#steter#stiles stilinski#peter hale#[makes art; eats own art like a starved man]#teen wolf fanart#LISTEN LISTENNNN!! I JUST !!!!!! LOVEEE MURDER BOYFRIENDS!!!!#teen wolf#Stiles 'Personally I don't think we utilize torture nearly enough' Stilinski#and#Peter 'I'd like to volunteer a different method of persuasion. Let's torture her' Hale#you see my vision?#LISTEN THEY WOULD HAVE KICKED ASS TOGETHER OHHH WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALLLLLLL#im so normal about them i swear#hnnnnnnnngggggggggggg [rattles cage]#milkcryptid#my art#steter fanart#steter week 2023#steter week#i was thinking#'vengeful violence as love language' prompt but didnt have time for something bigger#STILL!!!!!! THEY BLOODY!!! THEY MESSY!!! THEY ARE IN LOVE!!!!!
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robert chase one of the characters of all time. hes blonde. he went to seminary school. he purposefully murdered a patient. heâs a vapid slut. allergic to strawberries. was caption of his college bowling team. desperately needs to be on antidepressants. heâs divorced. his ex-wife was/is in love with his dadboss. itâs heavily implied that this is part of why he married her to begin with. heâs been fired multiple times but he keeps coming back like a fucked-up obedient boomerang. heâs the best surgeon in the hospital. all this while having the personality of a sopping wet cardboard box of corn flakes that somebody poured milk into and let mildew.
#the concept for chase was#âwhat if house had like. a surrogate son. and he kind of wanted to fuck him and also hes like catholicâ#âohhh and he can be australian!â#âwhy would he be australian?â#âjust cuzâ#house md#robert chase#beautiful loser very virgin mary coded man#i do like chase but i find it amusing that i also find him boring#bc objectively theres no reason he should be?#hes a great character i love his story arcs i love how sarcastic he is i love how hes doomed to repeat houses fate#but compared to say. foreman? there is NOTHING#im very sure ill manage to gaslight myself into loving him later#dr robert chase#i didnt actually fact check the bowling thing. dont quote me its late
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âShow âem what youâve got, alright?â
[SR] Yuhua Wei - Cheer Wear
event - "Go Go Night Raven!" ( @cheerleaderman )
the clumsy king of asymmetry and unwanted rambles joins the party~
(UI-less version and voicelines under cut!)
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Summon: Cheerleading isnât my forte, you know⌠But I donât want to lose, either.Â
Groovification: â LOCKED â
Set to Home Screen: Letâs see your spirit.
Home Transition 1: âŚHonestly⌠who came up with some of these chants? Theyâreâ Oh, donât mind me.Â
Home Transition 2: I think this is the most school spirit Iâve seen anyone demonstrate in⌠well, ever. I guess the turnout was because it got turned into a competition?
Home Transition 3: Have you seen my poms anywhere? I swear, I left them just on the bleachers over there, but now theyâre goneâŚ
Home, after login: Slacking off? Câmon, donât be like that. Letâs go practice.
Home Transition (Groovification): â LOCKED â
Tap Home 1: What do they call a straddle jump in cheerleadingâtoe touch? Yeah, I have those down pretty well. Aerials, kicks, leg holds, tooâŚÂ
Tap Home 2: This armband is from Octavinelle. Something, something, advertising the Mostro Lounge⌠You get the idea. At least, thatâs what I think itâs for.
Tap Home 3: Iâve never done cheerleading before, but I used to know people who did. From there, I just⌠absorbed a few things. âCourse, it helps that I used to do competitive dance.
Tap Home 4: Hm⌠I wonder if Iâll be able to snatch a jacket from someone. What? Iâm not plotting anything, I swear⌠not much, anyway.
Tap Home 5: H-Hey, this is for looking and not touching⌠Can you ask next time?
Tap Home (Groovification): â LOCKED â
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#my art#twst oc#yuusona#wei yuhua#twst fan event#cheerfornrc#ohhh man. okay so this design went through a few variations#and even the pose i didnt decide on until right before i started lineart#he was GOING to have a jacket but then i decided i didnt want that bc if he's gonna be active i dont want him being weighed down#and he was gonna have just a regular jersey but then i thought that doesnt serve enough#and i was going to include absolutely zero possible ties to octavinelle/floyd but. i gave in to the voices ig#he was also gonna have poms in his art but im lazy + i lowk like this casual look better#casual confidence? HAHAHAHA#honestly i spent longer on coloring than i did rendering so im just glad im done#thank you jan for hosting this event!
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aleks le needs to be stopped WHAT IS THIS BEHAVIOR???
#sung jinwoo#solo leveling#i knew it bro i knew he was going to make it so much flirtier in the eng dub i fucking knew it#he can't keep going away with this man it's bad for my [redacted] đŠ hELPPPPPPP#a demon tried to kill him and he literally went âwhat'cha doin?đâ ?????????? EXCUSE ME????#esil is stronger than me for going down to her knees and beg for her life cause i would've gone down to my knees and BEG for HIS *gunshots*#the PURRRRR when he said âthen we're offâ why is this man not in my bed right now SUNGGGGGG JINWOOOOOOO GRAHHHH#the way he got all whispery when he said âwe got this right esil? đâ ohhh godddd i wanna just grab his face and UGHHHH#the way he was being all touchy and talking to her in a such gentle voice when he thanked her MY KOKORO#âguess it's because i like you đâ SHUT THE FUCK UP MARRY ME#but ofc after that he called her an idiot lMFAOOOASFD#esil is so real for falling for him like that like i would too even if he was literally about to stick his dagger down my throat 10 mins ag#i'll accept a different kind of dagger daddy ifyouknowwhatimean haha.... ha...#esil is my fav girl she's so funny and cute i wish we had more scenes of them together I SHIP THEMMM
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some artist!eddie aesthetics for your viewing pleasure
#he's sooo good at making stunning/terrifying art refrences for dnd campaigns#eddie munson#moodboard#artist!eddie munson#why yes i *do* constantly just add pictures of random ppl with curly hair to my eddie pinterest board â you don't?#everything is from pinterest and can be reverse-searched there if you so please#the painting is even posted by the ORIGINAL artist on there and ohhh man their art style is amazing#eddie munson moodboard#m
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more than anything in the world it kills me that illario did not do the easier thing, which would be to kill caterina. and i think thatâs of course largely to do with lucanis. a world where he kills lucanis is fine because he doesn't think caterina was ever going to love him anyway. a world where he kills caterina, he loses lucanis too.
#or at least this is what is making sense to me. lol.#days on end i have hesitated to kill caterina in the rewrite ideas i have. because i kind of need her to live to cause issues#lucanis acknowledging he was abused is one thing. loving caterina anyway because its all he has is another#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#genuinely sorry i have tried to shut the fuck up but its not happening. i have been genuinely just thinking#why would he not kill caterina. the source of his failure. lucanis is the one that trusts him#and realised ohhh. because what lucanis thinks matters more to him than he will ever admit. okay.#veilguard spoilers#txt#and the use of the word 'fine' is doing lots of heavy lifting because i still think that pos is fucking grieving a man HE KILLED#this all has to stop. im so sick and tired of him
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i wrote this mini rant for my priv insta/my friends but god this makes me insane
THESE PANELS HIT SO MUCH HARDER ESPECIALLY KNOWING SANJI'S LIFESTORY NOW đđđ
all he knew in his life back then was how much of a "failure" he was and that his life was practically worthless. everyone he knew and love makes sacrifices for him and he never knows why (or he does, it's just hard for sanji to accept) because he doesnt value himself. but he values others So Much and believes he can repay with his life. growing up he did nothing that's worth his family's- his father's "love" and he only had his mother's kindness who later passed. so the fact that zeff, who raided the ship sanji was on, gave up his own leg and all the leftover food for sanji, who he barely even met, would go this far for a "failure" is beyond his comprehension
AND. luffy later yells at sanji "THATS NOT WHAT HE SAVED YOU FOR" đđđ THEY JUST MET TOO BUT MY GODDD LUFFY CAN VERY EASILY EMPATHIZE. PLUS HE SAYSBTHIS WHILE THINKING ABOUT THE TIME SHANKS SAVED HIM. LUFFY HIMSELF DEEPLY UNDERSTANDS WHY ZEFF WOULD SAVE SANJI. THEY SAVED THEIR LIVES SO THEY CAN /LIVE/. NOT TO REPAY BY DYING BECAUSE THATS NOT REPAYING ANYTHING. THATS JUST *WASTING* THE SACRIFICE THAT WAS MADE.
edit: ONE MORE THING. the way sanji had important figures of his life starve themselves for him... and both figures value food Greatly...
#op spoilers#one piece#dain rereads#<- will i actually share every thought? who knows!!#god i forget how amazing lusan is ohhh my god#i mean im not exactly talking about them but luffy is here and#luffy is very important to sanji#and luffy can deeply understand sanji#like mind you the two just met but luffy wants sanji on his crew and is very empathetic with him man#i love them so much#monkey d luffy#sanji#luffy#black leg sanji#lusan#sanlu#tin talks
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