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Fizzarolli is literally the most beautiful imp ever of all time, before and after being burned. He's perfect and I love him.
#blitzo is a train wreck#is this IC? is it OOC?#yes#fizzarolli#i love him so much#anyway apologies for being so quiet#am trying to finish up a thing before the end of the month#but will def try to get drafts done too!#just v slowly
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good morning and happy thursday, my lil birdies (āā¢į“ā¢ā)ā” ā§*ć
#įƽ. Ć©li chronicles#iāve been in a slump#bleh#both writing and mentally#slowly coming out of it tho#iām cooking#i promise#just v slowly#wiriiwiriwirikw
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Ember and Wade in Elemental (2023)
#elemental#pixar#elemental movie#ember x wade#animationedit#pixaredit#filmedit#elementaledit#v posts things#v watches elemental#i want to gif this movie so bad but all i've got to work with are random promo clips#anyways i love them ahahaaa#emotional sillyboy x cranky failgirl is a precision strike to my ship preferences#dig yourself deeper Wade#i love the look on his face as it slowly dawns on him#also just. all the cool little things they do with the animation#ember flaring brighter when she's pissed#wade starting to sweat as he panics and melting when he's miserable#and how his hair is constantly cresting like little waves?#so fun. i just love it
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study / čč± chrysanthemum
#artists on tumblr#art#oc#digital art#procreate#my art#tian#two in one weekend......... hi#wheeze#this is actually old..... i've been on deadline for a month lmfao i think i drew 45mins. total. over that time#15mins over three separate times it's p funny#i've done only studies and they all suck so i'm polishing them and will release them..... slowly#''they all suck'' i'm LYING they're just v obviously studies lmfao#ok i'm late 4 sth hdsfghj pls enjoy luv u bye
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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it youāre lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
Sheās whatās tethering him do you seeā¦ And heās the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
Theyāre both so out of it š Itās the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? Theyāre each otherās weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though sheās also the guard attack hound keeping him safeā¦ And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. Theyāre both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They canāt perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both havenāt lived for ourselves in a very long time, havenāt we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it itās ok heās not all alone in the end šš He reached out for Marcilleās hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, itās okay Iām okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because theyāre h-u-n-g-r-yĀ ššš
I bet heās only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him theyāre tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistlesā¦... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you canāt suppress her in the way that matters. You canāt soothe him in the way that matters. Itās doomed. Youāre doomed. Itās all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#Iām seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that itās gonna get you killed#Itās good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc heās bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT ITāS WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasnāt socialized in a long#time and he wouldnāt if it wasnāt a tool he needed to interact with BUT itās still socialization and itās getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#Howās that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY theyāre so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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kacchan there is actually a way you and izuku can be together forever i have this crazy inventive solution for you it's called a marriage license
#trust me look it up it's real#it's easy it's not free but it's worth it trust me nothing can go wrong this plan is flawless#bakudeku#bkdk#manga spoilers#mha leaks#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#listen to me i know what you're thinking gabstar this is a shonen the only way two males can be inexplicably linked forever is a rivalry#how are we supposed to be together forever without constructing intricate rituals in order to be closer to each other than anyone else#i hear you i understand you i get you#JUST MARRY HIM ITS 2024 YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY CHICKEN WITH YOUR FEELINGS I PROMISE ITS OKAY#hori listen to me the next chapters can just be a bkdk shoujou BL we are all seated we are here we are ready#no one is gonna complain if we're just in bakudeku making heart eyes at each other land and slowly repairing their friendship#while kacchan tries his best to convince izuku that he loves him through his actions but inevitably has to use his words to be like#LISTEN NERD I LOVE YOU CAPITAL L CAPITAL O CAPITAL V AND FUCKING E LOVE YOU GOT IT#and izuku s like did i die did shiggy kill me am i in heaven#and kacchans like FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND
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Lamont Fisher.
'Monte' or 'Fish' to friends and family. One of Brooklyn's friends who cooks at the diner Nicky and Rory work at. He's also their plug. Likes to mess around with different edible recipes because he knows Rory prefers them to smoking. He always lets Rory taste test for him and he might be charging Rory a little less than he charges everyone else but no one has to know that.
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#nicky knows#havent decided what he is yet....werewolf maybe?? unsure#anyway he's originally from south carolina and that accent is THICK baby#hes v sweet but especially to rory do u see where this is going#unfortunately rory is engaged so. its going very slowly.....kinda not going at all actually#anyway i just made his character this week bc i felt bad for rory not having a real LI bc...it used to be ransom...then i briefly considere#brooklyn but im putting brooklyn w someone else and rory was actually my FIRST oc#so i felt extra bad taking their bf and giving them to someone else TWICE so lamont is. just for him :') custom order soon-to-be bf
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TUMBLR I MISSED YOU
#I havenāt been online for a while#okay it feels like longer than it actually was but i havenāt rlly drawn recently#i miss that too#im working on things just v slowly#Iāll try to be more active things have js been busy and kinda stressful for a bit#art#sketch#fnaf#fnaf au#five nights at freddy's#charlotte emily#charlie emily#puppet fnaf#the puppet#the design and the functionality
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broke biss and key snatcher
#genshin impact#kaveh#alhaitham#my art#slowly getting thru all of the backside designs for the sumeru charms!#theyre so fun to make but also v time consuming ajdfjhkj#also had 2 days eaten up by counting harbinger charms restocks#back and body hurts frfr#im just juggling working on kzsc comic + finishing charms + checking up with pin manu + keeping track of inventory for next shp opening
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Ghostober Day 12: Bondage
Much thanks to @kroas-adtam for putting Ghostober together <3
Pairing: Zephyr/Ifrit
Zephyr wants to make their flame look pretty, and Ifrit is happy to oblige.
Mature, 1.1k. They/Them for Zephyr. Contains bondage (technically shibari but i have plans for that day re: the other prompt)
Divider by @wrathofrats <3
"Are you ready, my flame?"
Zephyr's voice cuts through the chatter already starting to cloud Ifrit's mind; he shakes his head to try and clear it. He straightens up, shifting a little on the cushioned stool Zephyr's directed him to sit on as they set their cool hands on his broad shoulders, the point of their chin resting between his spiral horns.
Ifrit takes a deep breath, relaxing some under the points of contact. "I, uh." Ifrit pauses. Clears his throat. Zephyr doesn't try to fill the silence. "Not sure if I'm going to be able to sit still for this, Zeph."
Zephyr hums, a warbling, soft note like a dove's call. Considering. "Would you like some help?"
The fire ghoul huffs a breath through his nose, charcoal lashes resting on his cheeks as he shuts his eyes. "Please help, Zee?"
The air ghoul's head moves to press a kiss just under the point of his ear, nose nudging the several gold earrings threaded through the lobe. "Of course I'll help. Hands?"
"Will they be in the way if they're behind my back?" Ifrit cranes his neck to glance at his mate over his shoulder.
"Not terribly, no," Zephyr hums, trailing kisses down random spots over Ifrit's shoulders, over freckles that look like little flakes of white ash. "I think I saw a modification to what I wanted to put you in that restrains the arms behind the back as well."
"You gonna share with the class, 'specially because you're putting me in it?" he asks lightheartedly, taking a deep breath of the sweet apple blossoms and mint of their scent, letting it settle any residual nerves. There is no one else Ifrit trusts as much as his air ghoul. Will put himself into their hands time and time again.
Zephyr hums again. Drags one of those hands down Ifrit's sternum, feeling the rabbit pulse of his heart. "Was thinking a chest harness. Frame your perfect tits. But," They trail off, pianist's fingers tracing a pattern of lines across his skin. "A nice pentagram across your chest."
Ifrit groans softly, letting his head roll back softly onto Zephyr's shoulder. "We making this a religious thing, Zee? Lust for our Lord and all that?"
Zephyr shrugs, raising an eyebrow. "If you'd like to see it like that. I imagine we don't need to dedicate it to Him for it to count."
"I mean, just wasn't expecting a ritual when you said you wanted to play, is all."
Zephyr smiles, gap between their front teeth. "No, flame, no ritual. Just wanted to make you look nice for me."
"I'll never say no to that," Ifrit says. "Just, might need some help sitting still. Don't want to mess up your work."
"That can be taken care of," Zephyr laughs, finally leaving Ifrit's side to grab the two hanks of rope set out on their nightstand. They're beautiful pieces, if they had to say, each length dyed an ombre of yellow to orange to red and back. Slowly, Zephyr makes their way back to their mate. "Grab your elbows."
Ifrit flashes them a grin before complying, wrapping thick fingers gently around his arms. Zephyr pulls up a matching stool to the one Ifrit's on, taking a seat and unwinding the shorter hank of rope.
Zephyr hums something soft and melodic as they begin to work, tying Ifrit's wrists together with a simple cuff. It's slow and precise, even with such a simple tie. Zephyr smiles as they watch Ifrit's shoulders relax as they check the tightness and tension. He's always so worried he'll move and mess up a tie, wants nothing more than to be good for them, and Zephyr's always happy to indulge him in stillness.
"Better?" they ask as they tie off the cuffs.
"Much," Ifrit nods, not a moment of hesitation.
Zephyr smiles, rubbing their cheek against his shoulder with a soft coo before unwinding the second hank of rope. They give him a moment to enjoy the nuzzling before straightening, adjusting his posture. "Alright, my flame. Nice and still so I can make you look pretty."
Ifrit's back straightens, his shoulders flexed as the rope holds his hands behind his back. Even the finest sculptors' works couldn't compare to their flame, but Zephyr shakes their head as they begin to work.
It's meditative, and Zephyr even dares to think they might enjoy this more than Ifrit does, even as they sense his breathing slow and ease. They don't need to be quintessence to know that all of the thoughts have quieted in his overactive brain as they work.
Zephyr weaves the rope carefully over and around Ifrit's shoulders, between his biceps and his body. Solid horizontal bands that sit above and below his pecs. Each tie is checked meticulously, two of Zephyr's fingers between the rope and Ifrit's skin, warm to the touch like they're holding their hand over a flickering candle. The rope gets undone if Zephyr's not satisfied, finds the slightest flaw in how the tie sits over Ifrit's body. Nothing but perfection for their fire ghoul.
If Ifrit ever gets impatient with Zephyr's meticulous fussing, he never shows it; when Zephyr stands in front of him to arrange the pentagram over his heart, his eyes are soft and unfocused.
Ifrit lifts his head slowly, meeting Zephyr's eyes, giving them a tiny, crooked smile. His dark hair falls out of its ponytail, loose waves brushing the tops of his shoulders. Zephyr returns his expression as they tie off the last knot, taking a step back to admire their work.
As always, Ifrit's a vision, and Zephyr lets their eyes rake hungrily over his chest, his dusky nipples peaked from exposure to the cool air around them. His tits are perfectly framed by rope, seemingly making them bulge even further. Zephyr, despite their grip on their composure, feels their mouth water at the sight.
"You did such a good job staying still for me, my flame," they coo. Something in Ifrit's eyes flash and spark at the praise, and a glance down to his lap finds his cock bulging at the front of his gym shorts as he starts to harden. "I suppose I should reward you for such good behavior."
"Yeah?" Ifrit asks, voice slow as Zephyr moves to stand behind him once again. Their hands come up to his chest, pianist's fingers dimpling the muscle and fat.
Zephyr nips at Ifrit's earlobe, at the gold ring threaded through it as they begin to whisper. "Anything for my good little flame."
Ifrit's responding groan is music to Zephyr's ears.
#i found a tutorial for a harness with arm restraints that i thought was free#clicked on it and a pop up came up like 'please enter your card information; this course is $400!'#and i went absolutely the fuck not sorry#i've written zeph and ifrit once each before but never together#slowly trying to get my characterizations for the older ghouls so i don't just write era IV/V#dot's writing#zephyr ghoul#ifrit ghoul#the band ghost#the band ghost fanfiction#ghostober 2024#kinktober#zephfrit
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sorry everyone, I'm very much alive šāāļø
sorta homeless, staying with a friend. got a house in my name from the 19th onwards so that's chill! chronically ill, too fatigued to do a lot of things but I'm trying š¤ kind of accepting that I'm joining the disability club.
trying my hand at art again, but very very slowly easing back into it. appreciate those who reached out to me <3
thinking about you all. missed my moots :)
#cheeky life update x#very. very sorry for not being active here#i hope you're all doing well#want to start posting about things I like again :') like wayhaven. mass effect. lotr. etc etc etc etc there's too many to list shhshaha#i am very much okay btw aside from the chronic stuff. like I'm safe with my friend. signed the lease to my house for 2nd year at uni!#just. ill. and fatigued. not hospital sending ill but still trying to recover from january. it's going slowly :(#ed mention -> an*rexia is a bitch to deal with. am trying! like I said recovery is. v slow. but I'm trying š¤
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Look at these lovestruck fucking tourists ~
#the last one still makes me weak ayndnrsfdmdndm Vince all cheeky#these were silly just for testing purposes :3#but literally the whole purpose of the poses is supposed to be for creating lil slice of life like scenarios#so yeh uwu#cyberpunk 2077#Cyberpunk2077#cyberpunk vp#cp2077 vp#cp 2077#virtual photography#my vp#kerry eurodyne#kerry eurodyne x v#cyberpunk v#vincent ezaki#otp: to bad decisions#elven tries modding cyberpunk#slowly getting better at it :D
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Even with TBOB and thisisnotawebsite.com there's... Still so much we don't know about Bill. Like ok yeah he's given a tragic background, we know a bit more about his henchmaniacs, but we really don't know a lot. Like, what happened directly after he accidentally destroyed his dimension? It isn't said. Sure time baby KNOWS about Bill's destruction of his dimension, but it seems like he didn't show up after Bill's dimension was destroyed to apprehend him because he only knows about Bill after Bill tries to make a deal with him, causing Bill's wanted poster. And how did Bill become basically the overlord of the nightmare realm, and gather all his henchmaniacs? Like there's a good period where we just don't know. And it's implied he's shocked and horrified (likely even dissociates, since he does that) after he destroys his dimension. But his characterization doesn't seem by that point to be one that immediately goes into a self-destructive, violent god-becoming maniacal spiral of self hatred; it's more one to be overwhelmed with grief and spend a good long time in the midst of his grief, then necessarily he's about to DO anything. And generally speaking trope wise, there's steps missing; typically in this sort of scenario, the usual progression is this:
characterized as monster due to being different in some way
tries to prove their not
ends up hurting someone anyways
gets further villainized, and antagonized by others
Acceptance of being a monster, and goes okay? You wanted a monster? I'll be a monster.
Now this fits Bill's early life, up to number 4, but we don't know what happens immediately after. It's possible he just went into his spiral immediately after, but it feels wrong, because it is missing the part of someone further villainizing him beyond himself which causes him to lash out due to the expectation (and internalized) idea that he would cause harm. I'd assume maybe some kind of interdimensional authority showed up and accused him of purposely trying to kill his dimension, which triggered his "okay, then I'll be a monster", or even a situation where his 'monstrosity' through the badge of killing his dimension is garners him respect. Considering that his henchmaniacs are chosen out of monstrosity and violence as a badge of honor, it feels very much like this would make sense, except none of them really know about Bill's dimension. He doesn't brag about the violence of it; he only calls it a liberation, contrary to the idea that Bill ever used it to gain clout. Instead, it's more likely that an interdimensional authority showed up and accused Bill, except from circumstances, it doesn't seem like it was Time Baby, so not sure who it would be... but at the same time, that expectation is often required for the character to truly embrace their 'monstrosity' and become truly violent. Or perhaps it was delayed after the destruction of his dimension, later when he begins to run with his henchmaniacs and disregards the law, but that also doesn't feel satisfactory for character development. Or perhaps I'm just overthinking this trope...
Also, how did he have his powers? Some is clearly stuff he's always had; pyrokinesis from that one rhyme, the ability to see into 3d, and he was somehow able to destroy his dimension by whatever he did to let Euclydians see the stars (telekinesis?), but beyond that? Was he always all-seeing? How did he become a 'dream demon'? Are his deals actually binding or does he lie? Are these things that he acquired later, because Euclydians seem to be written about as if they usually don't have any of these abilities, nor the abilities Bill is known to have when young, nor did Bill seem to be able to be all seeing when he was younger. Plus, how was Bill able to survive the destruction of his dimension, if he's technically made of the same stuff as everyone else, who all seems to have a physical form? Why then does he seems to be characterized as a being made of pure energy and thought; is that just in Earth's dimension, or does he have a physical form within the nightmare realm? There's multiple things that are contradictory about his body (mouth-eye, yet talked about removing his exoskeleton to feed--not sure exactly when this was mentioned--plus his mouth located under his bricks and bowtie in his exoskeleton in journal 3). But he seems so thrilled by his physical form though on earth, and we know that physical forms exist within the Nightmare realm as Ford was in it... yet it seems like hes characterized to have no physical form, so did he perhaps lose his physical form when his dimension died? Did he technically die with them too, but with his powers was able to survive essentially as a ghost like he tells Dipper you become without a body?
#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#bill cipher#the book of bill#tbob spoilers#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gravity falls#gravity falls meta#bill ci the triangle guy#theres so many questions and i get part of it is just not explained and likelye never will be and thats also FUN to play with#but its also super curious because there is a v large time where you DONT know a pivotal part of Bill's existence. like he presumably also#dated a howling void? when does that fit in or is it another bit?#but like... the implications about his power and his form and euclydia burning. like fuck#also putting my chips on he was accused directly after and escaped the authorities. and has been chased since and he was like well okay ill#be fucking monster then actively#although it is an interesting thought experiment if it was slowly over time it snowballed into him having a god-complex#also like LOVE getting into how magic works. like okay tell me the technical details. fanfics which go into this i devour with delight#is he an actual demon or it is it just classed as he makes deals? are these deals binding? is it also something that then peovides hik with#power in that sense? oughhh so many good questions.#trying not to feel like Ford excitedly pulling out a clipboard to record all my theories and failing whoops#also like im aware parts of this will be not accurate and perfectly smooth for Bill's powers and char development because its always been#predicated on whats funnier rather then it being a self-formed idea fully fleshed at the beginning of the series
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Chakotay moving in for a kiss
#skoot skoot#janeway x chakotay#j/c#they are married#Brad made this for me heheh because he is v good with photoshop#find yourself a husband you introduces you to your obsession and the supports your obsession#just going to put this PAD down slowly
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it never stops being funny to me that people are bkdk antis in the year 2024 like ākatsuki bullied izuku!! how dare you ship izuku with himā ??? take it up with izuku heās is the one pining his ass off for him. I canāt make izuku not yearn for katsuki ??? Iām sorry I have observational skills?? izuku is just like that you think I can stop him??
#bakudeku#bkdk#izuku thinks heās so blessed to even have an almost normal convo with him and gets all misty eyed thinking about it#izuku stares at katsuki like heās the light of his life his hero#izuku swoons into his arms and has a pure rage form for whenever something bad happens to him#kacchan v deku pt 2 was him being like I FUCKING LOVED YOU OKAY I ADORED YOU YOU SHINE SO BRIGHTLY I LOVED YOU#like heās just in love with him he was his first love and then they got divorced#and then theyāre slowly coming back together and izuku falls even harder this is simply the plot of the manga#also how dare you be like Stop Shipping and tag the ship like whoā¦ are yiu??#some raggedy ass bitch thinks they can tell me what to do with my precious little free time uhhh#maybe go outside and touch grass
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*posts gay people and leaves*
#original character#they look familiar idk what u are talking about *runs*#haha anyway i am developing their story slowly but tl;dr they are in LOVE#their names are kaeden and julian i am sorry if u cant read my bad handwriting these are v rough draft notes#i hope to draw them more bc i have BIG IDEAS just need to work on outfits and setting stuff#anyway i love u all bye bye
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