#just talking about it warms my heart :)
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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)
im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in
#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human#now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot#SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas#like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing#THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME#'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape#if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin#in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism#of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah#the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat#like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one#where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex#look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon#(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS#i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!
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Council of lovefools.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jiang cheng#They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.
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The Sabo part came out of nowhere
#like this was supposed to be a dragon only painting#and then sabo just#busted in#and yapped for 4 hours straight#about luffy ofc#but then the thought of sabo could comfortably yapped dragon’s ear out says alot about their relationship#the fact that sabo not only views dragon as his leader but someone he could talk to about everything even personal stuff#basically his confidant#warm my fucking heart#one piece#one piece fanart#monkey d dragon#dragon one piece#one piece sabo#op sabo#revolutionary sabo#sabo
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The idea of Deku going to Bakugou, who's probably aroace, for love advice regarding Rody is so funny to me.
"I dunno Kacchan, I feel like there's butterflies in my stomach whenever we talk!"
"Then digest them?? Tf??"
#i do think he finds it funny whenever deku fumbles around rody#god i love bakugou and deku's friendship#i almost wrote deku as dekugo#i#i think i may need to go to sleep#THE POWER OF RODYDEKU KEEPS AWAKE RAHHHHHHHH#i feel like todoroki actually has a similar reaction accept he's being genuine while bakugou's just being a bitch#deku saying his heart races and his face feels warm whenever he sees rody and todoroki is convinced he has an illness#todoroki and bakugou talking about this be like#todoroki: is he sick?#bakugou: worse#mha#my hero academia#rody soul#rodydeku#izuku midoriya#deku#bakugou#katsuki bakugou#bnha#rody
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also very happy that the mollymauk origins comic won an award :'))
#really happy for the writer it's such a lovely story--#and hunter's art is just gorgeous#and getting to hear taliesin just talk to me about his inspiration for it at a con still warms my whole heart 💜#my comfort comic--
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something something about dead boy detectives what edwin's and charles' friendship is actually works in show so half of fandom won't even care if they end up romantic or stay friends. (almost won't care. we all love queer stuff. can't judge.) I, personally, just love their whole dynamic and for me it's totally understandable that charles went into hell for his friend and stayed on earth as a ghost so he can be with edwin. and I think edwin actually meant it when he said "he did not feel the same way but i think we're better friends because of it".
idk for me they're just love each other so purely. what's even a difference between romantic and platonic love?
#love is love#there's no difference as long as it warms ur heart#<- not my words btw#george said he don't think edwin is hurt by charles' words!!#i love then geogre talks about edwin btw#he just says my thoughts abt edwin#idk he doesnt know i exist but oh god he understands me so deeply#and btw charles literaly said “there's no one else no one else in the world who i will go to hell for”#!!#and i hate when somebody says that romantic love is “more” than a friendship cuz fuck no not really its all love#we cant live without love yes but it was never abt romantic love#dead boy detectives#dbd#dbd spoilers#edwin payne#charles rowland#chedwin#painland#paynland#edwin paine
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Hi I think you are a very stupid invidiual who in an ideal world would be put in a Punishment Sphere from Sid Meiers Alpha Centuri
? why did you feel the need to send this?
#what a nice message to wake up to.#(vbros monarch voice) “this is waaay to high school for me”#you know. the funniest foil to this message is that#one of my longest lived friends online mirry who ive known for over a decade now#last night talked about their feelings about the election and the fallout and told me#“anyway i'm sorry to blab about this with u ur just like. one of the most intelligent people i know”#and it really warmed my heart and i felt it because theyve known me for so long#i dont even know who you are#and you dont even know who i am#so again: what in the world compelled you to send this. it’s really immature#like i thought it was a joke but then i saw your blog and im like oh i guess it’s serious
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missed them so bad my heart hurt so i slapped these together at the gym
#i miss them ☹️#these r kinda ass but it’s ok i had fun and ive had this idea for a while now so im happy that i got around to making anything at all :]#save me javieran … save me …….#i made a pinterest board for them just to kinda help me with vibes and ideas and that helped these be a lot less stressful as a byproduct so#that’s a happy coincidence :]#ohh i miss them i wish i had the time to draw them tonight/tomorrow but i go into work early waaaahggg#maybe sunday …. or tomorrow night ……. or something …… soon …. hopefully …#my heart hurts without them ….#to me they are a warm sun on your skin and happy dancing leaves above your head and a calm lake lapping at your boot tips#they are so sweet and in love </3#i have to admit that i am 100% the type of person to ignore canon completely and just make them purely domestic#if that wasn’t obvious already#i can write angst well but i don’t enjoy it </3 i love warmth and domestic joy#i am constantly thinking about late stage clemens point javieran where they are head over boots for each other and sneaking off constantly#and just finding so much joy and comfort in each other and the love they’ve finally found that feels just like their own ☹️#my cowboy lovers ☹️☹️☹️#i just like the soft fluffy stuff. i get enough misery and torture from my day to day real life LMFQO#anyway. enjoy. thank u :]#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#i have no ide what to tag this in terms of my blog specific tags LOL#hero's talking to himself again#i guess. i guess.#moodboard#edit#aes
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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when i started playing stardew valley it took me a while to get into it, bc i have a hard time learning new things. then i got rlyy into it. and then it was fishing... i refused to do it, i couldn't get the hang of it. then fishing became my favorite activity in the game!!!
#diary#rutie yapping#stardew valley#there's things about this game i wish i could experience for the first time#like my first winter#this game has such a special place in my heart#just talking about it warms my heart :)#i miss abigail i need to play again soon#maybe i will start a new save and start using mods again but i don't wanna mod the hell out of it this time
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Can it be Lesbian Friday this Monday. I have a lot going on and I'd really like an extra Lesbian Friday this week.
Of course! Remember what the original post said: it's always lesbian Friday if you believe
#i have so many things to say#1: this too is yuri#2: OMG WEAVER-Z ON MY ASKS HELLO???? HIIIIIII I LOVE YOUR BLOG#3: i know people are usually like 'omg nooo don't blow my posts up' but i'm like. SO glad lesbian friday took off so much i get notifs on#that post literally every single day and it genuinely warms my heart and makes me so happy bc people are always leaving the nicest tags on#that post or talk about their gfs or good stuff that happened to them. it's a nice little booster for the day to go through the tags on that#post so i'm just happy people like it :) who knew my friend sending me a silly ask would turn into a day of the week post that people like#so happy lesbian friday!!#cat answers#weaver-z
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Shout out to everyone who was alone when they came out of surgery
I was going to make this trans-specific, but as I was typing I realised this would suck no matter what you had done. So, to people who wanted someone to be there:
I'm sorry you were alone, or if no one could visit until days later when the scary moments had already passed. I'm sorry no one was there to celebrate you coming out the other side.
You made it, you're alive. I'm hugging you and leaving balloons and stuffed animals (that you may or may not want lol) by your bedside.
#skip talks#hearing funny or heart-warming stories about things people said to their loved ones immediately after surgery always hurt just a little bit#hearing about how someone waited up into the small hours for their person to come out/wake up#i wish could've been there for me#but due to a few factors it wasnt possible#i was happy! but also felt really alone and uncomfortable and i was in a shared ward so i couldnt even relax#😩😩#then came home to find mum had tried to 'help' by clearing out my room and rearranging things#i was NOT in the right headspace to receive that well or wirh grace#it made me anxious and ruined my return home#but of course i was the one who had to say sorry for not being grateful 😑#there are typos here but i cant do anything about em im using the app lmao
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speaking of Pearl Davis--and speaking as someone who finds the current "fat positivity" movement morally repugnant--one thing that really irks me about the redpill space's view of women is this idea that whatever a man can achieve through exercise, a woman can also achieve the exact same way in the same time frame.
a healthy exercise regimen for a woman looks like daily walks and strength training 2-3x per week. she should not be doing HIIT often, and especially not on her period, but she probably won't be getting a period at all if she trains the same way a gym bro does.
a healthy and sustainable rate of weight loss for a woman looks like 2 lbs per week. when I hear a woman say she dropped 20 lbs in a month, I know she's either going to gain it all back or encounter chronic health issues (like my very own gallstone, which women develop at a rate nearly 3 times higher than men).
Women metabolize more lipids, and correspondingly less carbohydrates and proteins, than equally trained and nourished men. Females tend to have a greater proportion of body fat than men, which is stored in the gluteal-femoral region in women compared with the visceral area in men. Total cross-sectional muscle area is 60%–85% lower in women than in men, and greater muscle mass activation requires increased need to replenish stores and increased glycogen breakdown turnover. Males have greater skeletal muscle mass, and women have more body fat. There is also an overall increased left ventricular end-diastolic volume in males compared with that found in females.
also noted in the study is the decreased insulin sensitivity some people experience after a HIIT workout, and I would argue insulin resistance is women's greatest hurdle when it comes to losing weight
we were designed to store fat to sustain ovulation and pregnancy. it is not only easier for us to gain it and harder for us to shed it than it is for a man, the very strategies that work for a man may work against a woman.
#and just because something worked for one woman doesn't mean it will work for another#the woman with healthy hormone levels is already 70% of the way there#x#health#I am glad that conservatives writ large tho are finally leaning in to the drastic biological differences between men and women#and not just the social roles they generate#Allie's been talking more about hormone health and Jordan Peterson and Michael Knowles have also touched on it#warms my heart it really does
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not once, in all the reporting i have seen on american news outlets about the canadian wildfires, has been about the actual situation in canada and how canada is on fire and how communities have lost their homes. it has all been about new york city’s air quality and a lot of blame canada jokes. we are actually on fire. we are having a natural disaster across the whole country. like from coast to coast. we share a border. have some empathy. communities across the entire country are being affected. anyway, here’s wonderwall
#i am tired#american news makes me tired#canadian wildfires#just exhausted#my heart goes out from coast to coast#thats like 4000 miles in american#i am trying not to be discouraged#like we get wildfires more and more#and like just we need to talk about global warming and deforestation
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Being firmly pressed against the open window of your rented cabin, in full view of the gorgeous frosty landscape as he plummets into you with such fervor and passion is literally the only thing on my mind rn 😵💫😵💫❄️🤍💦
#talking you through it with filthy praises and possessive endearments as he rearranged your guts#passionate winter times with Barouuuu 😩😩🫠💦#getting allll the yummy winter ideas as soon as I plummet into a deep funky writers block 😖😒😔#idk there is just something cozy and enlightening about open wintry window sex that just warms my depraved heart y’know??#oof especiallyyyy with this man 😩😩😵💫🥵🫠❄️💦#barou shoei x reader#barou shouei#blue lock
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lets think of everyone who had persona blogs and obliterated them off the face of the earth instead of just archiving and keep them in our thoughts tonight. everyone else who directly caused them into doing that go and fucking behave
#kommento#// talking about people I admire or just knew and realized the majority of the persona ones completely blew up what related them to prsona#// some started from scratch or picking up off of anything salvageable and are now living a better online life only to be haunted by#// those who knew them before and would rather not be reminded and just lightly brush away those asking because they genuinely don't know#// the games aren't all that bad and their flaws are of different circumstances that can only be explained differently from one another#// but that one scrap of the community can just tear away at your soul taking something you love and made with love to become fuel for fire#// it's clear when you've been scarred and everyone handles those scars differently. if they show them valiantly or still hide them#// in any other case. stepping out of your bubble you made around you reminds you just how horrid everything you blocked out really is#// it's worse when it seeps into the cracks you couldn't patch and it comes back to make you rot until you deal with it#// I know how others would just get up and abandon their blogs or accounts and let them be archived#// but with this community I fear they do their best to wipe that entire footprint off of the face of the web as much as they can#// and these people were the smartest and sweetest ever and handled the characters they love with care and consideration and love#// to be caught in the middle of a war they didn't want to fight for their characters or opinions that the best option was just leave#// my complete and utter fear to never get to viral heights and if I did I'd try to keep my anonymity as much as possible because#// the tales have been told scare me so much I don't want to experience it#// its been too long I really shouldn't be a hater about this at this point but something got me to pinch my nose bridge really hard#// well whatever. I'm glad I've made this space for me and for all of you. whatever you see this place as. a gas station or what#// everyone of you here warms my heart even if you come and go. I'm just glad I know I touched people's hearts and circulated#// my love for something so silly around other people
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