#just stab me with a knife actually
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#pam voice we just we never got the timing right#im fine#im okay#just stab me with a knife actually#abbott elementary#janine x gregory#gregory x janine#janine teagues#gregory eddie#love#tyler james williams#quinta brunson#gif#gifs#gifset#3x1#3x2#2x22
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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shit aint so bad.
#cyberpunk 2077#oc: dagger#dum dum#x: perfect drug#cyberpunk photomode#sdont look at meeeeeeee#dagger keeps this tucked away in his bible (bear w me) bc its something that gives him actual feelings and reminds him hes still REAl#like he has FEELINGS hes a HUMAN BEINg which is quite a revelation for him ofc.#so its there as a reminder when hes doing bad :)#u know they were drunk as hell in this pic after some successful raid and dd stole daggers knife bc he kept stabbing him (sign of affection#and they spent the night drinking and vandalizing and too drunk to even fuk so they just fall asleep together probably in an alley
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out w these tall clowns 🌲🌸
#who up yume-ing their ocs w characters (me)#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#or animesona either way its still an oc who may look similar to my sona 🧍#seijohbros au#this thing took too long (can you tell. this was for halloween. it is now 11/5 and i am queueing this)#and i keep taking it out of queue to drafts and putting it back bc im overthinking things and i rlly just need to drop it and move on</3#i love my blorbos sm they look ok in here actually but the process was shinji chair meme worthy i was suffering </3#context is halloween party das it (left is dressed up as that stabby ghostface guy. knife prop and mask not shown)--#--(he may have joked abt stabbing once. maybe a few times)--#--(right is an angel. kinda low effort/simple fit. ironic bc none of the ppl in the friend group are angels /hj)#in the group; ocsona is the closest to these two goofy mfs (not surprising i am in the utmv fandom. lots of goofy skeletons in there)--#--but the one they trust the most is the guy on the left !#((used the yumeship term bc my ocsona (specifically)'s main thing w them is platonic (i love silly shenanigans what can i say)--))#((--even if i sometimes want to rom smooch these dorks))#yearning about f/os (rom or plat) is so nice n fun you guys should do it n have fun n get some more whimsy in ur life 10/10 i recommend
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killing eve // wishbone; crush - richard siken // letters to milena - franz kafka // a primer for the small weird loves; crush - richard siken
#me making killing eve content instead? it's more likely than you think#anyway this actually started out as a comparative piece between hannibal + killing eve + like minds#with the scenes where hannibal stabs will for the knife quote and alex holding nigel's body at the trainyard#for the 'you take the things you love' quote#the holy trinity of fucked up murder couples (to me. sorry louis and lestat i know you're missing from here)#BUT i absolutely could not get it to work out so i went with just ke instead#the S2 ending parallels with the S3 bridge scene will always occupy a part of my brain and THAT is the thing i could rant about for 30 mins#also not to keep talking about like minds on this post but the fact that in both the ke scenes here and that film#both couples try to kill one another after facing rejection immediately preceded by their partner killing for the first time#like the unintentional parallels between these pieces of media is insane#killing eve#villaneve#eve polastri#villanelle#oksana astankova#eve x villanelle#web weaving#quotes
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Jumping on maid Kieran trend (with two modes of operation as well ww)
#trainer kieran#rival kieran#in case ppl didnt know - roberta is from black lagoon#and she's basically a terminator maid and i highly recommend getting familiar with her#but anyway yea#just. i had to do it. it's not as nice as i wanetd it to be bUT WHATEVER maybe someone will ike ye ye#watch me and my fail art#he can be a baby and do mochi for you he can stab (for?) you#also i saw a to of ppl commenting that kieran gave off vibes of someone that absolutely WILL stab you in dlc#like it's something i saw so many times that now i know in my heart if he actually had a knife he WOULD stab#anyway#point is meido#i love meido kieran sm idk why there is so much of that but i adore this
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Did a little reference sheet for Blaize :)
Here's what I think about this lovely genasi:
They use all pronouns because my feelings towards his gender depend on my mood of the day.
#oc#original character#Blaize#theiyah ocs#character design#genasi#tiefling#mum's a tiefling#dad's a genasi#dnd#dungeons and dragons#d&d#dungeons n dragons#dungeonsanddragons#rogue#bard#they're a modified soul knife rogue#and cannot be disarmed or restrained#so you can imagine that their bardic art is actually just escaping stuff and stabbing things#ask me about my ocs#please#i need to talk about him!#theiyah art
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horror fascinates me. I feel a deep kinship with it. But when i try to draw it i draw a blank. i realize I don't exactly know what constitutes as "horror" in design elements because i personally don't find most horror very disturbing i just think it's neat. But it makes identifying the aspects of what makes it the way it sooo hard and as an artist i struggle in making things that feel like it fits the category. I know it has something to do with "Unsettling" but what the fuck counts as unsettling??? I just have uhh..... Not much disturbs me outside of needles and eye trauma so that's the only thing I absolutely KNOW for sure what's disturbing about it. Everything else? It feels like trying to know what you look like without a mirror
#shosh#i'm trying to do vent srt that has horror aspects and i just pull a blank what even is horror really#i don't actually know#i feel like i can visualize what makes me actually squeamish very wel but for just regular body horror and eldritch horror and what not#i have NO CLUE how to visualize it creatively#like junji ito and psychological horror fascinates me#like how can you just visualize something that others would universally find disturbing o think it's so hard to me#physical harm horror isn't so hard liek okay just draw someone getting stabbed with a knife or draw a skull and a rib cage and rotten muscle#but other things? it's hard to me and i don't know why
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My knife slipped while I was cutting an apple, but it did not hurt me. It just wanted to give a gentle little kiss to my palm. No pain...! Honestly it could've been much worse lol
#speculation nation#the funny thing is. well ive just been cutting the apples in my hand idk#but the funny thing is. literally moments before this happened. i thought about how likely itd be to accidently cut Through the apple#and then. it happened. and i was like Oh Fuck!! but there was No Pain. just a gentle little kiss ❤️#considering i have also stabbed myself on accident whole cutting a bell pepper. with this same knife. this is actually quite good.#will this experience stop me from cutting an apple into slices in my hand? no lol. i'll just try to be more careful in the future.#the convenience of no cutting board overcomes any common sense. of course.#clearly im not nearly as scared of knives as i should be. but such is life as a knife collector lol. theyre just my friends!!#havent maimed myself yet. and ive only accidentally stabbed myself....twice...#but see with apples it's firm but not too firm. like the bell pepper needing more force to get thru and then suddenly it's empty air#the uhhhh other time was when i accidentally dropped my machete point-first on my finger. dont worry about it.
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yea no that hurt like a motherfucker
#dts#drive to survive#f1#daniel ricciardo#anti mclaren#I was prepared for it to be worse but I still cried more than once so#the race they showed was physically painful to watch I’ll say that like I just- no#I get why Pierre is going to alpine but the way they ended the ep for Daniel was not it for me like fucking#y’all stab me and rip out the knife at least give me some type of compression to put on jfc 🫠#all in all I wish mclaren and it’s entire team a very burn in hell I hope your car falls apart on track#joey rambles#I will say I went back twice to hear danny speak Italian that was a nice little break tbh#AND THEY COULDVE SHOWED MEXICO AT LEAST FFS LIKE#HE CAN STILL DRIVE JUST GET HIM AN ACTUAL CAR#anyways#zak was shown more than Daniel and for that I’ll never forgive them#🫠
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very funny how when obi wan tells padme that anakin killed the younglings shes like ‘not anakin! he couldnt!’ girl did u forget about when he told you about the tusken raiders who killed his mom and how he killed ‘not just the men but the women and children too’ or
and also how most of the fandom and just regular people watching also tend to forget that he actually had a previous history of killing children
#theres something to be said about how the movies dont really treat the tusken raiders as people#i heavily side eye george lucas in this#especially when he based them of an actual real life culture (bedouins)#this isnt a dig on padme i think her characterization is a lot more compelling#if you consider that while shes intelligent in politics#she also falls for the wrong guy 🤷🏼♀️#she was in denial here tbh she knew he could. she didnt wanna believe he did AGAIN#jordan talks#i WISH they had kept the scene of her trying to stab him tho. ughh#especially if she couldnt go through with it ………. would have been insane .#not sure it made it past the concept stage but#like i think if she came w obi wan w a knife . and was like just in case ge doesnt listej#and he doesnt and she thinks about it but cant#but he SEES the knife#would have added extra drama to ‘you turned her against me’
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how to explain to my therapist that having a knife in my room is safe bc its my harming others blade and not my harming self blade
#rigormortisangel#ive never actually stabbed someone i just have ptsd so#i need a knife bc im convinced someone will break in and ill have to kill them before they can rape me
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he texted me again 🥲 he hits me iup periodically but its like the dick is great ngl but i dont know that i can muscle thru sleeping in his bed/room/apartment again.... like last times i slept over i slept like shit dry mouth felt like i had a fever, btwn freezing and sweltering, could smell him On my skin (idk not rly intitiated in2 the musk gothic), etc etc. & not clear his intentions but i just hope its fine.? debating msging him back lol.
#+ he wants to make me dinner and im like i only had drinks w you once been 2x and we mostly didnt speak just fucked. like whats goin on...#tho i think i deserve to be a little gay and a little messy and he doesnt make me feel as! fetishized even tho his books r a bit uhh..#the first night over in the dark i saw this knife obv used for his dab rig but in the middle of the night iw as laying there like#i hope he doesnt stab me actually for real ... <3 and he didnt! these situations still leave me fearing my death a bit..#words
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eeeuuuuggghhh i'm gonna bitch in the tags a bit bcus this isn't like. serious enough to put more effort into it than that but i also don't want it to sit in my brain.
#little rock.txt#venting#self harm in tags btw#anyway. wow i hate intrusive thoughts.#like great guys. it's so cool that the way we're deciding to spend our time is constantly thinking about ways to hurt myself#oh wow stabbing myself with a knife someone left on the counter? so original. never been seen before#oh starving myself?? even when my lovely friend made us a whole dinner?? that's lovely. wow. not even a little bit rude#standing in traffic until someone comes and hits me? at least that wouldn't damage my fucking car like your other ideas!#taking something sharp to my sunburns for a two-birds-one-stone thing?? i guess you're making the best of the circumstances#like jesus fucking christ Grow Up. am i fifteen goddamn years old again#like if we're being So real the consequences of actually self-harming Far outweigh the benefits so i'm not at any real risk#(i do Not want to deal with the fallout of 1. cleaning those wounds 2. confronting my housemates with active self-harm#they actively do not deserve that happening to them)#(hi guys btw sorry. i'm fine)#but that just means i'm sitting here like. so are you gonna be productive or....?#like i had plans of what i wanted to do with my brain power tonight. was gonna write. maybe clip a stream. and we're...?#oh just sitting on my laptop playing music too loud bcus if i could hear my own thoughts it'd be a nightmare? neat.#jesus christ can i be a normal goddamn person for like fifteen minutes and get out of this anxiety spiral. it's been over 24 hours.#whatever. like at this point it's fucking whatever. if i can't drag myself into being productive i'm just gonna go to bed.#“opal is being mean to yourself really going to help” i don't know. i doubt it. unfortunately i am in the mood to be a bitch#and the only person who deserves to deal with bitchy opal is me. so.#anyway if you read all of this uuuhhh sorry. i am like this. but hey. thank you for caring
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Its doing terrible things to my mental health to have my parents be so violently homophobic and transphobic nearly every day
#.txt#help i think im going crazy#im so depressed at home bc my parents r jist actually so homophobic its insane#its doing unspeakable things to my brain#im just holding out till grad school fr thats the only thing keeping me going#plus my friends obvi#but my god#it feels like a stab to the chest whenever they start going on their rants its actually hurts my heart so much#the longer they talk the more they twist the knife#it bums me out so bad
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going to make my own version of those "that girl" videos that used to go around on tiktok (which were basically aesthetically-styled disordered eating so far as i could tell tbh) but mine will be me eating stuff like hard-boiled eggs slathered with mustard & enjoying it with a degree of enthusiasm that viewers find off-putting. my "that girl" trait will not be yoga or drinking five gallons of water a day or even having nice hair or clear skin, it will simply be my joie de vivre or however it's spelled
#i used to eat hard boiled eggs w mustard on them all the time in college bc they had them in the vending machines#and they also had packets of mustard#and i forgot my lunch like every day lol#so that became my lunch#it's a humbling experience to eat a wholeass hard boiled egg in public with like. no knife to cut it in half btw. like you just have to#take bites and it's fine but you feel silly and inelegant#it does not help if you are very gender nonconforming at the time but like. aren't trying to be. jfhfhfjgh#<- was really bad at fitting in during college bc i had super short hair and wore men's jeans and sweaters from goodwill#all of which are actually swag things to do btw but like it doesn't feel swag at all if you like. are actually trying to fit in#and are just very bad at it#and genuinely cannot connect the dots on Why Girls Don't Want To Be Your Friend (it CAN'T just be that you're getting read as queer. right?)#(because that would be so messed up if it was because of that.)#[narrator voice: it was because of that]#anyways this is off the rails bc it was supposed to be about eggs and my love of them but#a lot of people say that college is better than high school. and for me it WAS by a lot but it still was really hard in a lot of ways#i felt deeply isolated. i went to an ag school in the middle of a midwest state and studied STEM#in high school i associated with basically only queer art kids (not a huge high school and a lot of us weren't out yet but. y'know.)#and then in college i felt very out of place#and towards the end of college i decided to try and take a stab at looking more traditionally feminine. grew out my hair#got rid of my bangs#it was fine#i definitely noticed that people treated me much nicer once i had long hair and women's clothes that actually fit me#and i was like okay yeah so i guess i just should try to pass as straight then. that seems like it'll be easier#during the pandemic i gave myself bangs again. just a lil bi girl swag yk. and then last august i got my hair cut into a real short bob#and i immediately felt so much more like myself. idk how to explain it. but i was just like not meant to be feminine in that exact way#i'm honestly still pretty feminine presenting overall but#i love the fact that if i wear my hair messy now it looks kinda boyish. and if i style it nicely it looks girly.#i feel like i have options yk. and i still don't think i get read as queer now tbh? though i'm bad at knowing these things#but i don't feel like i'm HIDING anymore#WOW THAT WAS LONG SORRY LMAO
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