thinking about how in kindergarten the first ever drill we did was an earth quake drill and no one warned us the drill was going to happen and told any of us what a drill was. i remember they told us to hide under the tables and the alarms we’re going off and the principle over the speaker was saying it was a code red which sounds really bad and all of us were panicking and sobbing under the tables asking “is this real is this real???” and for some reason i remember at my elementary school, not sure if this happened everywhere in california, but at our school teachers weren’t allowed to confirm or deny a drill and sometimes until everything was checked or until the drill was over or something, and if i remember correctly sometimes they weren’t informed of the drill beforehand. so during this particular drill i remember several minutes of us freaking out crying under the table trying to discern what was going on and being kindergarteners we thought an earth quake meant certain death. i mean have you seen cartoons? i remember us asking is this real is this real is this real? with no answers and i remember my friends and i consoling each other as we worried we wouldn’t be able to see our parents one last time.
i wonder what i came home and told my parents that day. that was when i was still little enough that i didn’t filter what i spoke to my family about as much yet, so i’m sure i would have mentioned my day at school to them. or maybe not my dad actually. if it was my dad who was taking care of me at the time i probably didn’t tell him. i remember trying to make sense of that day for years lol.
then in 3rd or 4th grade we had a lockdown drill that we all thought was real and our teacher couldn’t tell us it was a drill and that really sucked. i remember my teacher being mad at us because we were scared. makes sense though i mean if someone really was in the school the teachers would want you to be quiet. that was a weird time though. they don’t give you the tools to process any of that at that age
uhhh this is really messy and took me like 8 hours, but i feel like if i don’t finish this whole 6 minute animation im never gonna share a single thing of it, so im making sure i do not do that
Made some small doodles of Seabeast Hobie a while back and thought I'd share them here too <3
@gaasuba and I have come up with a bunch of different AUs revolving around the seabeast concept (also these 'designs' aren't final lol, I was just having fun exploring concepts and poses) and I'm so hyped about them all!
(these two are from the smol AU - smol Hobie is straight up not having a good time here lol, poor guy)
I just found out Fyodor's cello piece from the 3rd season is called "Bird of death" and I find that interesting for a few reasons.
First of all, is it connected to Nikolai? They work together and -shipping aside - if they're actually friends, it would make sense for Fyodor to write a piece either for him or simply inspired by him. Not only are birds associated with Nikolai, but death as well since he was supposed to die by being cut in half. He also kills people, so if we combine all those things, they kind of make him a symbolic bird of death.
Secondly, it would make the cello scene have a slightly different atmosphere as Fyodor would be playing a piece he associates with his friend who's going to die after commiting a series of murders while a different murder is taking place. Also the situation would be even weirder for Katsura because it would mean he was kidnapped by a guy who didn't just play cello for him, but play a piece he associates with his friend. Of course Katsura would have no way of knowing, but still.
Thirdly, does that make Fyodor a bird of death? Because if it's not connected with Nikolai whatsoever, then it's most likely connected with Fyodor himself. It would make sense because he kills people as well, but would also accidentally make both Fyodor and Nikolai be associated with both birds and death (#matchingimagery).
Lastly, how much does studio Bones know?? I checked the dates of manga volume releases and Sunday tragedy chapters did come out back in 2017, so the team working on the anime would have enough time to integrate this title as an easter egg if they wanted to do that (as the 3rd season began in April 2019), but then again it seems like a random idea to allude to a character from a future arc that they weren't animating at the time. Either a member of the team was/is a fan of bsd or they're getting extra info on future events. Bones also seems to be making surprising decisions when adapting the material (such as putting Fyodor in Untold Origins), so I think it's possible they know something we don't.
But it's also possible that Bird of Death has a different meaning that I'm not aware of or it's all just a coincidence haha
A kafkaesque blowjob is NOT just roaches, on your dick. It CAN be roaches, on your dick. But it can be MORE than that. What about a blowjob that's nightmarishly complex? Or one that's oppressive and despair-ridden(ik some beautiful freaks out there are into that)? Or one that is a surreal experience that recontextualizes itself in dehumanization? Yeah what do you think now nerds? Do you see the complexity a kafkaesque blowjob could entail? It's SO MUCH MORE than just ROACHES, ON YOUR DICK
i think that other anon meant “big name fan”, which i guess they think might mean you get special privileges for having a popular blog and precludes you from being sent a takedown notice? i can’t think of many examples of bnfs these days but i guess it’s close to like. fandom influencer-lite. those people that got to test veilguard early and tweet about it when the media embargo lifted probably count.
Oh... wow.... I'm flattered someone would think that highly of me. But I only have a couple thousand people following this blog and I've had it for 10ish years (shout out to the people who came with me when I moved blogs last year due to the bot spam i was inflicted with)
In the grand scheme of things I'm absolutely no one. I just never stop talking and I guess people think I'm funny enough for some inconceivable reason to rb from once and a while
Also! Also! Why would I be sent on a takedown notice?!? I have absolutely nothing that needs to be taken down 👁️👁️ The Hollering pdf you've all been expressly asked to ignore has absolutely nothing to do with Dragon Age!!!
the first time you see Foul Legacy, you wonder what he looks like under his mask. there has to be something under there, right? maybe a warped version of his ordinary face, or something entirely new! the next time he transforms, you sidle up after battle and ask, head tilted in curiosity. to your surprise Childe ducks his head, looking almost ashamed and holding his spear in a vice grip.
“This is… me. My face.”
he stares at his feet, shying away from your gaze. he’s a monster, isn’t he? that’s what you’re thinking, and Childe feels sick to his stomach. but your hands cup his face delicately, like he’s something precious, and when he looks at you your eyes are wide and filled with awe.
“I love it.”
I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲