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Sending nudes early into transition can be really cool sometimes because like every once in a while it's "oh wow this pic shows some breast growth I love that!" and similar things which. Fuck yeah very happy.

On the other hand though, as a non-op trans woman. I still have no fucking clue what to do for cock in the picture. Like it always feels like creepy unsolicited dickpics even when I am sending them to someone who explicitly asked for pictures. Like how are you supposed to take a good nude with cock included?? It's always like 'oh, here's the rest of my body artfully displayed mwah' and then looking down the image and there's just 'oh also here's my thang' it just boggles my mind.

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I feel like every post that focuses on and celebrates the sexuality of transfems hyperfixates on gock and like. I get it, the majority of transfems are either pre-op or non-op, and yeah those people are so frequently excluded from even being allowed to celebrate sexuality and need representation because, hey, especially for the pre-op folks, that reassurance that you're desirable is needed. I should know, I used to be pre-op and I fucking hated it. I didn't get that reassurance when I needed it most, and I'm damned happy that people who do need it can get it now.

But now I'm post-op and like, what? I just get to feel even more excluded from that sort of celebration? It's mostly just all encompassing, like it is nearly the totality of what constitutes celebrating trans bodies, with a teeny tiny exception carved out for transmasc bodies which I am absolutely not qualified to have an opinion on, not even gonna try, and damn near nothing for post-op transfems.

The thing that gets me the most is porn. Sure, it contributes to the feeling of unwelcomeness that nearly every post that gets slapped across my dash is about The Gock, but I don't seek that out. I'm not out here looking for text posts about how cool gock is, I haven't had one for 7 years. But I seek out porn. And any time I see porn that depicts transfems, even when that porn isn't fetishizing transness, the thing that defines a transfem is her dick. Aside from literally one instance, I never see a girl with a scar on her abdomen, I never see a cross section of a pussy with no womb, I never see someone with two holes and an estrogen patch. It just isn't there.

And on one hand, it feels like I don't deserve to complain, that I'm lucky to have even gotten to have surgery, but on the other hand, fuck you! I get to complain about shit like this, I get to complain that the overall atmosphere of transfem sexuality necessarily including gock, I get to complain that this shit makes me feel like surgery was a mistake even though if I take a couple hours off social media and think hard about it, I don't have any real regrets, I get to complain that when transfem bodies are celebrated, that almost never seems to include my transfem body. I get to complain that trans representation doesn't represent me.

So fuck it. Neopussy Tuesday.

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i need to SUCK TIDDIES RIGHT NOW OR I'LL GO MAD

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i need to SUCK TIDDIES RIGHT NOW OR I'LL GO MAD

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i need to SUCK TIDDIES RIGHT NOW OR I'LL GO MAD

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I want to wish you all a very merry Mandela effect

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I want to wish you all a very merry Mandela effect

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I want to wish you all a very merry Mandela effect

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Yukari X Ran extremely horny master x servant sex.

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Yukari X Ran extremely horny master x servant sex.

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Yukari X Ran extremely horny master x servant sex.

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Yukari X Ran extremely horny master x servant sex.

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Yukari X Ran extremely horny master x servant sex.

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plane tickets should be free if you can prove you really love and cherish the people you’re flying to visit🥺

my heart is pure and does not take into consideration geographical or political borders of mortal man when falling in love TwT

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knowing you mutually masturbate to the thought of each other is so fucking hot

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I keep being proven right with my thing about "the best PM porn artists have rather obscure pixiv/twitter accounts" because like. Holy shit. Found some Rodion titfucking art and just.

Holy shit.

H o l y

F u c k i n g

S h i t.

It's an absolutely dream...

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Before creating something, remember to THINK!

T - is it TERRIBLE?

H - is it HOMOEROTIC?

I - is it INCESTUOUS?

N - is it NECROPHILIC?

K - is it KINKY?