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dog-bash-head · 1 year

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I remembered about when Homsar dressed up as Greg for Halloween one year, so In honor of fall finally arriving I drew the sillies as Wirt and Greg

Btw if you haven’t seen Over the Garden Wall, I very heavily recommend it!!

#over the garden wall #homestar runner #homsar #uh the yello dello and anew app are here too #god the otgw art style is so cool #freaking wish I was that good at art #just pretend mine looks good #h*r #jumblemess

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valentjin · 11 months

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put the devil in his place

#raphael bg3 #raphael #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #digital art #my art #i just think. you know -gestures vaguely-#it's been a long week pass the yaoi or whatever #i just think this is is a good look on him. on his knees - perhaps slightly humiliated - perhaps with tears in his eyes - idk #we love a man who's a little pathetic. babygirl.. meow meow...#IF YOU SAW ME POST THIS AND THEN DELETE IT AND REPOST... PRETEND YOU DIDNT... i hadn't added the bloodied version..#i didnt know if editign the original post would fuck it up so i just panicked deleted it and tried again aahhHHHH #mine

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richardgrimes · 10 months

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OLIVIA DUNHAM FRINGE | 4.04

#oliviadunhamedit #fringeedit #annatorvedit #coloredit #scifiedit #tvedit #userpinked #tuserdaniela #dailyflicks #televisiongifs #olivia dunham #fringe #pink #mine #my gifs #*#this was so hard to color just pretend it looks good

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zecoritheweirdone · 9 months

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first art post of the new year!!! granted, i don't share my art here that much anyway, but– shhh.

hehehehhhooo,, here's something i've been working on for 'bout a month,, albeit not consecutively– took a few,, very very long breaks in between working on this,, but i managed to finish it in the end! am i satisfied with it? .......ehhhh? not completely, but if this took any longer, it might not have seen the light of day, so like. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

anyway,, made a little poster for my favorite fic, tommyinnit's services for villains, vigilantes, and various other vagabonds, by @scorpionoesit!!! it's really really good,,, and i've always wanted to make more art for it,, so i decided– poster! at least,, that's what it's mean to resemble,,, dkdmkdmdkd.

i will freely admit,, i'm... not the biggest fan of the fan-made logo i tried to design for it,, feels a bit boring, and could definitely have used a bit more pizazz, something to make feel more like the fic itself(what does that mean? you figure that out),,,, but– again, steam was running low,, dkdnksjs. graphic design is my passion. i do also have other complaints, but i'm afraid i already punched my one-use self-critique card,, oh well,,, dkdnkxjdkd.

regardless,, even with the flaws only i can really see,, this still turned out pretty okay!! hope you enjoy it, mx. scorpio and mx. alibi!!! and i hope everyone else has a wonderful new year!!!!

#my art #dream smp #services for vagabonds #tommyinnit fanart #tommyinnit #i don't wanna try tagging the rest of them so i'm just not gonna <3 #anyway wrow i wonder who the skull guy and mysterious shadowy figure are....... could be anyone.#i was gonna try and fit in some sort of hero so i could check all the dots of everyone tommy's help #specifically either dr**m (derogatory) or phil #(was mostly leaning towards phil)#but 1) couldn't figure out a way to make it look good with the current set up #my first thought was to try moving the current characters around a bit; but then it would feel too crowded #my second thought was to have them appear from the smoke; somehow? a smoky figure?#but that only really looked good in sketch form and i didn't have the patience to figure that out properly #and 2) no clue what their designs look like. don't even know what their powers are; yet!#was also wanting to fit fundy in but it didn't work for the first reason #fun rapid fire character design facts: niki has a littol sharp tooth 'cause of the joker stuff!#i originally gave tubbo green eyes;; but i decided blue-green looked cooler #tech– [cough] i mean;; *orion's* cloak has a faint lil orion pattern on can barely see it but it's there i assure you !!!#(i tried my best for his design but i am. not the greatest at outfits;; especially hero/villain ones)#tommy has long hair bc it's *MY* art and *I* say he gets long hair. this definitely isn't canon to vagabonds i just like to do this #<- also why michael and tommy have freckles #tommy has a bit of green in his design(through the patch) due to a theory of mine :D #might have over-rendered the hair a bit but. fuck you i like it #anyway i think that's all i have to say about it? if you've actually read all these tags;;; have a cookie -> 🍪#pretend it's a peanut butter cookie #actually. no pretend it's both. you get two cookies. as a treat.#anyway have a good rest-of-your-day !!!!!!

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angellurgy2 · 23 days

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^_^

#i cant fucking wait to get this over with for good #it kills me to have to look in the mirror and see someone else and know ill never see myself because i cant be myself alone.#i hate that i have to scream and write stupid silly shit to get even a modicum of attention and have even that just be a like on a screen.#im not me anymore ive devolved into nothing and i have no one to help me become real again. sorry i csnt do it alone bc isolation isnt-#-conducive to healing esp for this long #no one will care but thats fine. ive known this for a while #i just want to get it over with and never feel this bullshit again. at least ill feel like me for a second before i die. its whatever.#i can try to play pretend until it comes but it wont work. bc its all pretend #god i cant fucking take another day of this detached horror of existence #i fucking *despise* having my only reactions in a whilebe some hug emoji by a stranger on a serious post. im fucking pathetic. that's why i #gone #gone gone gone. gone.#and i still have to wait for release to be mine. idk how long i can.

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tiredandsleepyaf · 11 months

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Pretty soon the “leftist” goyim are going to start using the swastica as an “activist” symbol. So much for punching Nazis.

#yeah you tottttalllyy care about Palestine #and not just looking for an opportunity to get in bed with Nazis #and becoming wildly antisemitic will absolutely help make Palestine activism look good #🙄#sarcasm aside y’all are so happy to finally have a chance to hate Jews without consequences #that you’re willing to bring down the cause you’re pretending to care about #tw antisemitism #jewblr #jumblr #jewish #antisemitism #mine

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dandyshucks · 8 months

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2nd polaroid photo done :)

photo ref

#once i get properly adjusted to doing this type of digital painting again i'm going to try some without using direct photo refs sdjfkl #have to get some practice in first though #apologies for the sort of awkward handwriting - i was trying to make it look different from mine but it came out a bit stilted bc of that #it is so weird to write a capital J without putting the hat on it LMAO it just feels so wrong #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.png #💜so good at being in trouble #💜a boy and his bug🪲#junebug 🪲#pretend polaroid series

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orcelito · 2 months

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the thing about having fics that people like is that when i have a new fic that i am making everyone keeps being like "i cant wait to read it" and "im sure it'll be so good!" and im like "haha Yeahhhh" while im desperately trying to hide how much ive procrastinated this damn thing. i'll get it done but God Damn. it really couldve been so much more if i hadn't been hit with A Million Different Bullshits Beam over the past half year

#speculation nation #half a year and only 10.7k to show for it. god.#it's not done. i'll make it done but it's not done rn. and just. man.#but you know what we have previews this week so i'll be coming up with mine and i will be like Yes this is a bonafide orcelito fic #look at this name that is also attached to some fanfictions that some people really love.#the prestige!!! the orcelito!!!!!#and i will pretend like everything is all under control and you know what it will still be good. it WILL be good.#i have to have some faith in myself i know im a good writer. i will make it good.#i will finish it on time and it will be good and i will not be letting down any of the people that have said theyre excited to read my piec #and i am not sweating. i am not sweating. i have Everything under control.#i truly am my most productive when under crunch time lol. and this is no different.

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allthepandasintheworld · 3 months

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I just realized I can’t say Rene and Alois live in my head rent free. Like, they do pay rent.

The rent is emotional support

#not art #it took me like 9 years to realize this #which is also a wild realization all on its own #it’s really been nine years… in real world years rene is going to 5th grade this year…#that’s just wild #they’ve literally supported me through so much #rene in particular bc he’s like MINE mine. not like. an in-law #back in high school id pretend he was running with me when we did the mile #bc I could imagine him struggling and it was kinda funny so it kept me going #he was also the channel for so much vent art #he was kinda the guy I’d daydream with instead of daydreaming about real people and my self insert #it was a lot healthier (relatively speaking)#and he also pushed me to hone my art skills #I specifically learned how to draw that slicked back hairstyle just so I could draw him #and how to do a more western comic style #bc he looked awful in the anime style I used to have #he was kinda the catalyst behind a lot of the decisions that I ended up making. and he led me to my two best friends #he just means a lot to me ok #my little guy. who knew you’d mean this much to me #who knew you’d bring me so many good things #like crow and I obv met in the rp scene #but Keyx and I met bc I talked about how Rene was from marseille and they were like omg no one ever makes non-Parisian spies #and we got to talking #and eventually that’s why I even committed to studying abroad in Paris #well originally I wanted to go to marseille but they transferred me to Paris bc they didn’t have enough students at the marseille campus for #our major #which was fine I guess but I wish I had gotten to go to the marseille campus. it was way more chill.#even so I did meet a lot of nice classmates in Paris. they were mostly pretty accommodating to my lackluster French #anyway none of this would’ve happened if i didn’t have Rene #so. yknow. he’s my special little guy. so much of my life has changed just bc I have him.

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snowflop · 8 months

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I want to be a hater about the cyl results so I'm making my own post so i can bitch in the tags about it. The tags will get long so the tldr is BOOOO everybody but Alfonse.

#man. MAN!!! after all the hexes and curses I tried to set upon her Bern sure did win huh.#like on the one hand i'm impressed on the other i hate her!! i hate her i hate her and I'm tired of pretending I don't!!#when i was playing 3h i could appreciate her good moments in between being insufferable and i liked her alright. she was fine #but like. we're 5 years out from 3h at this point and i'm just fucking sick of her. i don't understand her lasting popularity. i'm tired #Felix... should have been Sylvain.#i like him fine. he grew on me. but he certainly is not one of my enduring favourites from 3h. he fades into obscurity for me.#that said i don't hate him. i'm happy for his fans. you guys worked hard (clearly) deserved i just #i love 3h!! i do! but like. the accident was 5 years ago it's time to let her go.#and out of all the guys in 3h! if it had to be one of them! him? fr? whatever.#i've just never cared for f!robin. i feel nothing looking at her. less then nothing.#so i guess her winning isn't. bad per say. i guess it's a non issue.#that brings us back to MY MAN!!! ALFONSE!! lets goooooooooo #i'm so happy for him. always really liked Alfonse he's so <3<3 #i know i don't post about him that much but #it's just that me and feh itself have a tumultuous relationship so i don't see him as much as i'd like >_>#he's the one i'm going to pick and i'm not going to bother rolling for the others #also the fact we have to wait til the 31st for the full results is agonizing #i wanna know if Rein survived. he didn't make ton 20 but i have to know how bad it is #if it's horrible the reason is obvious. he got an alt the week before cyl #can't imagine that'll put him at the top of anybodies list for needing at alt (except mine lol)#but still. at this point i'm just hoping for top 50 orz #snow blogging

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justonefeather · 2 years

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I don't know how to say "my gender is something nonhuman and not able to be comprehended while adhering to our current society's standards of what men and women are supposed to be, never mind the fact that my preferred form is not a human body at all" without the other person being concerned...

#It goes beyond furry really i just don't feel like I'm human at all. I never really have #And i don't mean not a person although when I'm very depressed or the PTSD is hitting i get that too #I mean a non human person. But people either think I'm severely ill or joking when I say that and i unfortunately(?) am not #It's not even like I'm kin of a media species or person or whatever. I just don't see myself as human but i could draw it #I don't know how to put it into words. It sort of shapeshifts. But its core is the same #But either way when i look at myself in pictures or the mirror i don't recognize it as being me. I know it is logically but #It feels like I'm inhabiting a body that isn't mine. Like I'm in a costume or playing a game #Its kind of distressing sometimes but I've basically learned to live with the feeling. I probably will never own my body and idk #It's fine i guess. I don't know what it's like to be comfortable in your body or love it or whatever. I don't know if i ever will #And I've kind of given up hope on that changing. All i can do is pretend it doesn't bother me and keep going #Although i guess that's my outlook on.. everything lol #Whats the opposite of learned helplessness.. saying it's self reliance sounds too good.. it's more like learned lack of trust

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jamesbukkakebarnes · 2 years

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#its so hard to stay positive ughh #like..i think my short hair looks good but whenever someone comments on it it makes me feel like ive made a mistake #and i have to remind myself its just hair!! itll grow back! mine grows back way too quickly anyway so it doesnt matter?#but like my mom keeps making comments abt it being too short or not suiting my face and i have to pretend it doesnt get to me but it does #and i hate myself for that!! im too fucking grown to care abt what anyone thinks esp someone who is hard to please anyway but i still do #no one else has said anything bad but idk #and ppl wonder why i dont post pics of myself on sm..moral of the story dont make ur kids insecure lmao #ignore me

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mars-ipan · 2 years

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genuinely the smartest (and funniest) choice i ever made in junior high was completely ignoring people who tried to bully and/or annoy me

#i fucking slayed for that #i built the patience and skill for ignorance when in middle school these kids who would antagonize me on the bus learned my name #and so every day was ‘hey marley hey marley hey marley’ for the rest of the year #idk how the bus driver didn’t go crazy and kill them. anyways i got Really Good at tuning that out #and by the time i got to middle school i was a fucking expert #i’m not talking like ‘choosing not to respond/pretending i didn’t hear’ ignoring by the way #i was such a master that i was able to Not Percieve People.#there was a kid in my art class who just generally tried to be annoying #and every now and again i’d be the one he tried to annoy #and i literally for almost the entire year acted as though he did not exist #he waved his hand in front of my face. i kept drawing like it wasn’t there #he would poke and tap me. i would have swayed more in a gentle breeze #he would ask my friends (who i made aware of this plan of mine) things about me for ammunition #they would provide general info bc they knew it didn’t matter #my friends would tell me to look in the direction he was standing and vying for my attention from #i would look Through Him and go ‘i don’t see anything what are you guys talking about’#i think the evilest idea i ever had was to write like a fully formatted essay #like psychoanalyzing this kid and trying to guess at his psychological problems (a need for attention most likely resulting from a lack #of it at home)#but i thought ‘no that’s like actually mean’ and didn’t do it #BTW this only worked for me bc none of my harrassers in middle school were trying to physically hurt me #they just wanted to get a rise out of me. so i beat them at their own game #they wanted to take joy in my anger? fools. i would simply be amused by their inability to affect me #genuinely it is such a powerful thing. i wonder if i ever drove people insane #it’s why i take that approach to anon hate (although i do acknowledge its existence)#ooooh you want to hurt my feelings sooo bad. oh you refreshed the page waiting for my response #you care about me lmao. and all i care about is how funny that is #i grew up on looney tunes btw. so maybe this is just the bugs bunny strat. but it’s sooooo fun

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fuzzyunicorn · 17 days

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Ah my lil Scientology Satanists :) I’m about to launch a heavy, heavy assault, not to kill you (yet) but to toy & toy & toy w u all :) hope u all know god has commanded me to slaughter you all :) not yet, but soon. So soon. Very soon. You’ve all, every single one of u, each & every one of u, have been MFD (marked for death)

#& if u think u can do something about it think again :) I’m not a regular shmegular chump u all go after ur not the cat anymore but the 🐀#& I’m going to terrorize u all to such lengths u who r the tormentors couldn’t possibly think up what I have planned for u all. ur reign of #terror has ended & mine has just begun. ur days of ruining lives & intimidating ur victims r done & if u think u can try ur bullshit on me #mine (if u even THINK about harming my pets or any1 I love— all I’m gonna say is u had best hope u never ever attract my gaze :) review the #security camera footage I emailed to ur cult’s coperation :) try asking ur alien gods 2 let u all aboard their ships they won’t the human #race is their slaves so y would they care & save any of u? the world wide satanic cult is most terrified of me so that means the elites &#police & military won’t answer ur distress calls as they r all scared shitless of me (I keep sending them the security footage of my #rampages & I’m v moody rn :)) so what this means is ur all on ur own & im coming 😭😂 oh & if u think u can dox me & get the general public 2 #crusify me well guess whatie lil Satanists? lmao since u all have been controlling this world to the point they think magic is 4 coocoos #lol all of them r gonna chalk me up 2 sum crazy ass Jesus freak meaning when u all brand me as a alien witch no1 is gonna take u seriously #so good job all ur hard work is backfiring & backfiring exclusively on u all 😭😂 wow ur idiocy is insane #so when I do my lil death spell & u all die this post will serve as proof I’m just a loon & nothing more but we both know the truth 😭😂#I look forward 2 ur pathetic attempts 2 fight back :) word on the street is all the lil Satanists r dropping like flies :) & im in a really #fuckin’ bad mood the bully in me has reared its ugly head & I’ve no intention of suppressing it #so here we go lil Satanists prepare for your final hours it’s so soon #what happens when I disallow ur alien gods to clone ur bodies & make it appear my death spell didn’t work? oh it really brings out the #bullying bitch in me I may just emp ur alien gods just to vex them :) ur welcum 4 the population control #ur all going 2 b crushed into the nothingness that u all r & u can’t turn 2 the god u all pretend to believe in u only have ur alien #imposter Gods who literally don’t like humans let alone their own slave humans ur beneath them & not entitled 2 their protection according #them :) how’s it feel to have ur own Gods leave u high n dry????? & the real god & Gods have sent me the command to torment u all & then #genocide u all? sucks to suck #eh?

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jackals-ships · 4 months

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scampering noises b4 i sleep i had. an alduin thot. SPECIFICALLY it's jackal trying to get him to play act Being A Normal Ass Person Sorta Kinda so it's. so it's a fancy lil dinner party thing

and half of it is jackal teaching him how to Use Hands To Hold Spoons and the other half is "local dragon god inexplicably knows Only how to sass and subtly mock local dragonborn more at 11"

#jackals barks #ship: make me your deity #canon is whatever is sexiest at the moment #and whats sexiest at the moment is the concept of alduin getting one of the servants to bring them just. raw fuckin meat #and theyre affronted bc a) RUDE b) they weren't gonna eat in front of him bc of the whole mask thing #and they dont have a Chance to hiss at him before hes All Up In Their Business #head right next to theirs informing them he'd been wondering why they smelled like the kennels all the time #<- dragonborn!jackal is a werewolf for context btw #also he asks why they dont hunt with the others and they tell him its bc they scare the others bc they have The Og Strain of puppyboy pox #courtesy of hircine going }:3 mine now #and THEY know how to show empathy to others when they know they look scary unlike HIM #and hes just 'Hm. Do you?' '...what does that mean-' 'Feel empathy. Or you just very good at pretending.'#<- local dragon god reads dragonborn for filth immediately gets jumped

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chlopieno · 7 months

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vent ahead, sorry

#hey woo look it's missing my ex boyfriend hours!...#i was happy from breaking up for a minute and now im just so sad. i miss him he was my best friend since childhood and now #we havent spoken for month and half so far #it sucks so much i hate it here. i keep hoping hed reach out to me one day. not to date again but just not to pretend were strangers anymore #i wish i could tell him about my work. about dumb things my cat does. about dumb things i do.#i wish i could listen to him telling me whatever as long as its not hurtful. i wish i was better and didnt expect too much.#i wish my self esteem was higher so i wouldnt regret things i did that i was sure were best in the situation we faced.#i wish i were able to be more helpful and supportive. i thought i was and turns out it was received in an opposite way.#i wish i could send him memes or tell jokes or send uquiz links or picrews #i dont know when it all went wrong man i thought everything was good and everything was falling apart while i didnt even notice.#i hate how short it took to end 15 years of being friends. i hate how i cant even relate to his situation because mine is so similar yet #yet it affected us in such different ways. i hate i wasnt able to do more. i hate that he didnt do more.#i hate that im blaming him for things he has no say in. im angry at being helpless and unable to change anything.#i hate that he told me he loved me amd that he wanted to live with me and then broke up with me less than a month later.#i hate that i made him break up with me. i hate that i put so much hope and emotions and work in it and that he told me he cared #but it was me who was ready to go anywhere for him and do anything for him and it wasnt the other way.#i want to say so much and yell and cry and apologise and yell again but at myself this time and bash my head against the wall #i want to know that someone cares about me as much as i care about them. but it wasnt this relationship but he was my best friend #and i wish i could say that i wish we never dated but i dont because i was happy and i hoped we were happy together.#and every time i asked it was okay and fine and good until suddenly it hasnt been for months and i never knew because he never told me #and i know i cant read minds but i wish i was able to tell the signs. i wish i was less selfish. i thought he wanted what i want #but telling stories about living together and setting up furniture or having pets together was what i thought was for us but was for me only #and i didnt even know #i thought wed be friends forever. yes i thought wed live together as partners too but he was my best friend and i lost him and all i can do #is to cry about it.

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