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The random urge to get a tattoo of a wheel of symbols representing the fear entities from TMA
(It’s not actually random. I’ve had that urge for a while.)
#like you have no idea#how much I really want this#just like on my chest or smth#tma#tma shitpost#tma fears#tma podcast#the magnus archives#magnus pod#the magnus pod#tattoo ideas#gay horror#gay horror podcast#sam's hypothetical shitposts
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spiraling
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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J VHS HORROR COLLECTION inspo x x
#nctinc#jaehyunnet#mine*works#mine*gfx#gfx#useroro#userresa#userpeach#userjsuh#rhitag#ninqztual#eritual#oorieri#baekwin#heyykass#albalook#itsnctsworld#tuseral#leksietag#melontrack#jadeblr#useranusia#userbexrex#uservince#got really lazy with the back design but i really wanted to make smth and post it so its okay <3#i was going to do one for unconditional but it's 4 am and i just busted that roses one out in like an hour out of nowhere kxjvkxjb#so yh . another time on another post <3#ik roses isnt really giving vampire or anything like that but i could not come up w anything else for that song#turned my pain (jaehyuns enlistment) into art for that one bc it created itself#no new jaehyun content feels like a knife in the chest but that will give me time to make more things so <3
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who we really are
#trigun#vash#vash the stampede#wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#Agtavious Art#ermm so this has been sitting in my files for a while#a whole ramble incoming!! cant go one post without rambles in tags somewhat related to drawing LMAO#brain has been going thru the horrors if none of this makes sense#well.#been getting a lot of coins cause I buy bread from the bakery after classes#they always end in .25 or .50 cents so I have a LOOOOOOT of change#and well wouldnt u know it what else has coins#went back to like ch. 64 and this drawing crawled out of my brain#me when he knows he knows that he knows that he knows 😨#just thought about how#wolfwood kinda got things off his chest in a way#and vash didnt#IF THAT MAKES SENSE#i saw the coin as smth for vash too???#they both knew smth was up with the other in some way but ww said it so like#srry if i sound crazy 💀#thinking is hard classes deep fried my brain 20 times#ive been getting posting shyness toooo uuurarrrghhh 😪#also#anyone know how to save drawings so the quality isnt shit?#idk what im doing wrong but it always looks blurry for me#tried changing res and canvas size but nothing works qwq
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Can someone just
Can I pretty please be rid of my booba I don't want tgem-
#hhhh#im not like . dysphoric abt them or anything#im just#just when i see em in the mirror whwn im changing i go “ehhhh :/”#i would . much rather be flat thankyou#i mean theyr not that big in the first place-#but id prefer they ✨not be there at all✨#welp#time to get gender euphoria by drawing static shirtless (again)#sigh#i think i broked my gender#im like a girl in the way you call a boat a she#and a guy in the way you refer to a plant or smth like “look at him go!!!#and also neither like a neutral cryptid you meet in a liminal space at 2am#and also both cuz im the beautiful boy girl neither both and in-between you brought with you tonight#wgat the fuck#anygays#can i PLEASE have a flat chest thatwould be swagmas oka y bye#storm rambles#storm loses it#im just using tumblr like a public diary rn dont mind me✨✨
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running my hands down my face
#NOT a vent just emotional#everybody's falling in love and i'm falling behind //lyr#ya ik you're kids so its not “real love” yet#you don't even know what that is#but idk what it is but I'm getting real envious#like.#I'm really wanting a gf now#like I want something romantic I want to have a warm fuzzy feeling in my chest and say I'm in love#I want my ear to be whispered into and I want to be taken out on cafe dates and spend the fall with a lover who'll jump into leaf piles w m#YES this is because Olivia and Ari js got a gf#I want what Jake and Casey have man something casually romantic#or something like what Stitch and Connor have#what Stitch and I USED to have#smth like any of my friends who are “in love” tbh#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THIS IS NOT OKAY
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shit's so fucked my mom whom i never talk to is checking up on me. bro where was this energy my entire life lmao
#offering to give me her last $20#she owes me thousands atp 😭#guys it's not looking good for me imma be honest#(it'll be okay)#not ts#oof just realized it's almost my birthday and i started crying JAJWKWKW YIKES YIKES YIKES i'm stomping the emotions into dirt#why is my life like thisssss#i just wanna lay in a field of flowers with a herd of cows and chill and enjoy the warm sunlight and eat blackberries. and that's my life#why does it have to be more complicated than that#anyway I made rlly good sweet tea last night then ended up on the wiki page for sweet tea and Arnold Palmer (both the man & beverage). crazy#crazy stuff over there on wikipedia#valuable source of information tbh#i said that bc the tea is good and i'm enjoying it and i'm okay#i can find joy in little things. that's been my whole life#last night my cat got under the blankets with me. he's never done that before#it was so sweet. he's so sweet#like this sweet tea .#sometimes all you have is the little things and you just have to make a whole life outta them. y'know#i'm having chest pain i'm gonna go back to smosh or gmm or smth. i need distraction b4 my aorta explodes
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Mama I made it !!!
My OC ship got into the top searched on Pinterest even though I never posted anything there !!!
LFGGGG ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
A win is a win ✊🥲
#Just gotta get this off my chest#Pinterest is basically just Google but you can post stuff too#Pinterest is a search engine#and it's doing it's job#anyway this isn't a rant or smth but more of a 'a win is a win'#ngl pinterest comments are different breeds from Tumblr or Twitter or anything really#some are very nice and cute while some are... not really nice. OCs are not accepted very much by the pinterest users#cuz pinterest isn't a home for fandom. It's basically just google lmao but people can comment on the pictures.#But I rlly do appreciate people commenting and crediting me on the comments+directing them to tumblr. So Im really really grateful for yall#and I think the watermarks are pretty doing its job if people are not crediting me properly#anyway#A WIN IS A WIN#I know I made it when my arts are being reposted without credits or just casually browsing pinterest and like “wait... that's my art” 😂#artist struggles#sleepy's thoughts
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i love augustas radiation/flea collar, especially how it matches her eyes!!
thank u!!!! it was either that, or the Cone of Shame lol
#originally she was meant to wear her space suit all the time to prevent the radiation frm leaking out.. the star she swallowed basically#latched itself to her heart so having smth cover her chest/torso would dampen the effect and prevent her from accidentally killing ppl via#radiation poisoning..... but i want to draw her in different outfits so she just needs to be wearing the collar to keep the radiation under#control. like a flea collar lol#but even before that the collar was supposed to turn into her space helmet if u pull the tag. i wonder if i should keep that..?#and yea the collar is meant to match her eyes!!! i wanted something blue/green to stand out against her pink palette as an accent#her original concept had a collar too so its fun to bring it back and see ppl enjoying it ^_^ 13 year old me would be so happy#ill take any excuse to draw my ocs so i was very happy to receive this!!! thank u for the kind words!!!#my oc#oc#augusta#friend oc#anton#hes there in the back lol#my art#myart#doodles#ask
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#i have never agreed with anything so much in my entire life#“the love of my life” in this case means maximus of course#why must i live in the winter if i cannot be snuggled up in bed with him#he would be. so WARM#what could be better than keeping each other warm all winter#inside and out#sometimes i like to imagine going with him on a campaign to germania and living in the camp with him#just. being there when he gets back to his tent every night#doing the cozy wintertime things together#imagine how cold it would be!! but how warm our hearts would be because we're together!!!#i think of this constantly#i just want to be curled up under his arm with my head on his chest while he strokes my hair or smth#we can do sexy stuff later i just want to SNUGGLE#this is snuggle season change my mind#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#memes#funny
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THAT WOUND. THAT VILE WOUND. it throbs in time with your speeding heart, and the ache it carries through your veins is oppressive, its hot, it tangles around your jaw and through your spine and behind your eyes. there are needles, sprouting from the lacerations like the most heinous ivy, and it strangles your lungs, rips tears from your eyes, lures bile to your throat. it hurts. oh god it hurts. you cant think, you cant breathe, you cant swallow, you cant see. you cant see. you cant see. you cannot see but you know when your eyes are closed, because there are colors stained upon the backs of your eyelids. they form images of loved ones, of viscera, of bile and blood and blackened mud. its jarring, they make anxiety spike outwards, frantic ferro fluid, frightened from faces too scared, too pained, too dead, too piercing with eyes staring straight at you, straight at you. actually, you cant tell when your eyes are open.
SAUCE FREE VERSION UNDER THE CUT.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#cw blood#gillion tidestrider#cw injury#wadda hell else i tag this as huh#OHH I HAVCE A STORY FOR THIS ONE. IM ACTUALLY POSTING SMTH AS SOON AS I FINISH IT THIS TIME#I STARTED THIS LIKEEE I THINK A TWO WEEKS OR SO AGO. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SCRIBBLE SKETCH similar to that one i made o chip#BUT THEN WELL. I GOT ILL AND MY WRIST STOPPED WORKING N MY PEN PRESSURE STOPPED BEING REAL#SO FOR A MISERABLE WEEK I WAS JUST PLACING PIXELS WITH MOUSE OR NONDOMMY HAND. SLOWLY BUT SURELY#THE PAIN I DEPICT HERE IS REAL. AND ALSO BASED OFF MY EXPERIENCE WITH AGONIZING TOOTH PAIN. I LOVE DESCRIBING PAIN#ALSO so i have limits with how Gross i draw gore. like i cant stand puss or anythign too gnarly like eeeeww i dont like it too yucky#EVEN SO. THIS WOUND? FESTERING? BLISTERING? HOOOWWW FUN EHEHE i wanted to make this wound look PAINFUL and AWFUL and GROSS but not TOO GROS#OH TURN UR BRIGHTNESS UP FOR THIS ONE BTW#THERE ARE THINGS HIDDEN IN THE DARK AND ALSO THE COLORS LOOK LIKE SHIT ON MY DARKER MONITER#im also rly proud o the colors... pink blood on chest vs blue blood on face. the STICKYNESS. BEHOLD MY VISCOSITY. the splatter. the pain.#OKAY OKAy i think im done ramblin for now#if u read all this thankuuuu i loove yooouu
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I wanna take a crack at making some fake screenshot graphics for my Sif Odile duo loopers au but I do not feel confident enough in my ability to mimic isat's art style and I also have a crippling fear of drawing backgrounds
#rat rambles#stars posting#I wanna make a thing for odile's parallel scene to the bathroom scene were sif forgets odile's name#but it takes place in the traps room by the wood carving tools which isn't the worst room to have to draw ig but I still dont want to#I could just take the lazy route and just sketch the scene so I can get it out of my head and I probably will#but at the same time I also should draw more stuff with backgrounds even if it makes me want to throw up and cry#but yeah the scene is basically just odile having a derealization moment while thinking abt the wooden odile carving sif made for her#just her looking at it and feeling nothing and trying to look ahead at siffrin expecting to be reminded of what it's supposed to make her#feel and just being met with the same emptyness in her chest as she can barely even recognize the person in front of her until they look#back at her and their expression shifts into a extremely concerned one#does that make sense? idk if Im explaining it well but I hope it makes sense#but yeah smth smth them becoming less real to eachother overtime much to the horror of both#also unrelated but I need to start rotating loop in this au in my head more theres so much to work with here#I have some vague ideas and thoughts but I have been too odile brained to properly elaborate on those in my head#Im honestly just glad Ive finally made an au that I can actually get invested in fleshing out#I havent rly found a good headspace to rly play around with the main cast but this is actually giving me smth to chew on#usually most thoughts I have abt isat just lead to me thinking abt my ocs lol#regardless Im having fun with this au and I hope that I can bring myself to commit to it#also Ive been trying to think of a decent name for this au and Im half tempted to call it from the top or smth but I feel like Im tempted#to call like every story I make that so Im on the fense abt it#especially since thats what Ive been planning on calling the prologue for spiraling upwards#not that I cant just do both but I wanna see if I can think of any alternatives
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it really pisses me off when people demonise people in the prison system like no theyre not inhuman etc! most of them are people who have been fucked over by society and the system and people who suffer from mental disorders - undiagnosed or diagnosed. tell me you know nothing about actual prison populations and the corrupt systems in place to keep people going back in even after they get out
#idk man#its all just corrupt systems#its intended to punish and dehumanise people#had to get this off my chest#cuz i see people saying shit like#dont put ppl who smoke weed in prison with all the bad people !#have you considered#that a lot of others also dont deserve to be there#open minded#i think not#just think for one second#AND#even if ppl do smth horrific and on purpose#prison is not the answer ?????#everyones all about human rights until someone does smth they consider bad#or jail#idk which one means which#and i cba learning
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I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me
#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these#like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal#GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST#AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT#THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT#AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD#like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises*#i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode#(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT)#(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online)#(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT)#(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better)#anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals#like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE#i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them#just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob#if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D#every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL#anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#jenson button#jb22#sv5#sebson#2009 australian gp
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Someone sent me a message on Discord like "why is everyone obsessed with the Random Guy" in regards to the tags on my previous post. SO. I definitely rambled there but also I love this plot a whole lot and it's very dear to me so:
Tolliver is the "Just a Guy" who Kronos wants dead for stealing all of the Devil's focus. The thing is, Tolliver doesn't WANT the focus but not much he can do! He was born and his parents opted to sell /his/ soul to the succubi in exchange for wealth and fame. So while they retained souls (and then promptly died after ticking off the wrong people with their money and habits, coincidental deaths of course) he doesn't have that leniency. He can do whatever he wants and he'll still be dragged to Hell when he dies even if he's a saint. His soul is already waiting for him down there.
So the Devil is like "well, time to send low ranking demons after my living toy but I distinctly do not wish him dead yet" and that's not really a thing Tolliver knows. So he thinks if he doesn't really fight back he's just gonna die early and while he doesn't think it's nice on earth, he'd rather not start his eternal burning quite yet. So he uses a magic marker (literally) to ward off and banish the demons. That's why the Devil is invested in him - it's entertainment on earth with his future property!
Kronos going up to kill him and then failing and then becoming his roommate is actually the reason why other demons kinda track Tolliver. They're tracking Kronos. They need Kronos back in Hell come on stop loitering on earth buddy. (he continues to loiter on earth)
The siren is purely coincidental in that Tolliver sees her when it's cold and gives her his jacket completely unaware she isn't even human. Then we have one of the bad guys, The Boogeyman. He feeds off of nightmares and that means Tolliver is a delight since all he HAS is nightmares. Man's never had a good dream in his life. So it's a nice little "promised" meal but he ropes the Sandman into luring others to sleep for him to feed off of. Eventually Lady Luck gets involved with Boogie and she's a bit arrogant and childish (there's lore there) and then she sees Tolliver. Fighting against Boogie's grasp despite having nothing to fight for. And she decides he deserves one win in his life since it's clear that the hand he's been dealt sucks. And stops helping Boogie which ends up being his demise.
All the demons that directly interact with Tolliver aren't there for the random guy, honestly. They're there for Kronos. Who unfortunately is obsessed with Tolliver (and he's got such a weird gay crush on the guy and gets so emotionally distraught when Tolliver doesn't feel the same cause he doesn't feel anything for anyone because he doesn't have a soul and feels zero attachment.)
#moe talks a lot#not art#my characters#hi i dont really draw actual comics for my ocs but i did actually manage like.... ten pages or smth of them on paper#ages ago though and i dont have the sketchbook around in a location i know ??#and and the plots name is evil bound ! if anyone cares#evil bound my beloved weird soulless guy and his even weirder demon roommate with a big gay crush on him#there are so many stupid comics from old computers#but i remember one of them was tolliver being scared of the dark like kronos can i hold your hand and#kronos just no fuckin way hold your own hand and then it was a panel of tolliver just holding his hands in front of his chest#like yeah poor guy doesnt like the darkness of night because thats when the demons come to get him#he doesnt see them in the daytime which is kind of a blessing#since then less people are around to see him use a magic marker or shake or tense up#but really hes the only one that can see the demons other than other demons since hes doomed#like if he met someone else that didnt have a soul they could see the low ranking demons too#but most of the demons that show up have a mostly human form#only the succubi are strong enough to fully conceal themselves as a human tho#so the others have slightly odd traits even though everybody can see em#hi i love this plot a lot im sorry
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@tewwor ( jie. )
——— ❝ good dog. ❞
#>> IN.#>> CRACK(?).#tewwor#>> BOND ( zhong jie gou » with this bullet lodged in my chest; covered with your name; i will turn myself into a gun. )#{ I HAD TO — }#{ animated icon just bc it looked lame with only words KJSDHJKHSD }#{ i need like a post header or smth... }
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