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I had an appointment earlier today and my therapist just told me I may have be experiencing hallucinations, when the internet went out and we disconnected.
I donāt know how to feel about ending a conversation on that note. I didnāt even get to the part where I thought I accidentally converted to Buddhism!(long story)
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Leo learns something about himself š³ļøāā§ļø
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall heās mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of āThe Talkā.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if youāre wondering why thereās no backgrounds thatās because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I donāt know if itās obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#āhow would Leo NOT knowāā he had an inkling but never thought much of it because heās a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah thatās splinterās hand at the end there I just KNOW heād want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time Iāve drawn Draxum and man heās kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raphās paper and look at his babyās selfās photo
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playing around with signatures for the mk1 cast (ā äŗŗā *ā Ā“ā āā ļ½ā ) (aka how can i combine mk and idol hell together)
left to right:
Kitana - Mileena - Tanya - Sindel - Rain
Shang Tsung - Quan Chi - Shao - Reiko - Li Mei
Ashrah - Havik - Nitara - Syzoth - Baraka
Liu Kang - Raiden - Kung Lao - Johnny Cage - Kenshi
Bihan - Kuai Liang - Tomas - Geras - Ermac
#also kinda handwriting hcs i guess?#For ermac's they can't decide on a signature cuz there's just so many people so it ended up as a kinda awkward scribble#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1 2023#kitana#mileena#tanya mk#sindel#rain mk#shang tsung#quan chi#general shao#mk reiko#li mei#ashrah#havik#nitara#syzoth#reptile mk#baraka#liu kang#raiden mk#kung lao#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#bi han#kuai liang#tomas vrbada#geras
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au where everything is the same but kyoko is this thangg (design by @/babirousa)
#danganronpa#danganronpa thh#kyoko kirigiri#makoto naegi#my arts#'kyoko you dove into this trash heap to save me?' (styrofoam squeaking headnod affirmation)#help im obsessed i fear#i'm not sure what im doing with this makoto design but im kinda into it. awkward birdnest kid#she doesn't speak at all in this au but somehow they act like she's talking#but in the bad end during her execution you just hear a sad squeaky toy noise as the press comes down#kittygiri
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not a fan of the internet still treating people who just donāt want to watch sex scenes like theyāre stupid or childish. some people just donāt want to watch sex scenes or even want to talk about sex. why is that so hard for some people to deal with?
#random emma thoughts#itās not world breaking#i do find certain scenes kinda awkward#and too much sex talk makes me uncomfortable#but that doesnāt make me a child or a ālittle virginā#sometimes i want to internet to just go away#wish you all had this energy for more important shit like palestine or sudan
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I love love love how Larian made Astarion:
Avoiding having sex with Tav altogether if you kinda have a wholesome relationship after he confesses that he really likes Tav for real and not just to secure himself a protector/ally. Itās so cute that he just takes some time to figure out what sex means to him in terms of genuine connection with someone and not just a manipulation tactic which has been a behaviour forced on him by Cazador š
He is sooo insecure about it, that I already found two instances of him mentioning it: when twin drows in Baldurās Gate offer their services either to Tav or both to Tav and Astarion. He refuses and asks if the reason Tav would want this is the lack of sex between them. And the second time when Halsin offers to have a poly relationship and you ask Astarion about it (which he is in general chill about) but once again asks Tav if the reason is not Astarion not having sex with them.
Poor Astarion is still having fear that the only thing that can make someone be interested in him is sex. It makes me feel stuff š°
#astarion#bg3 astarion#baldurās gate 3#bg3 companions#I just love this train wreck of an elf so much#heās kinda evil sometimes but heās also not?#heās theatrical but also sometimes is too open and awkward and quiet?#damn he stole my heart 2 years ago but now that I can see his development itās even better#and Neil newborn did such an amazing job with voiceover#love all the intonations in his voice
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BILLDUMP TIME (with transparency, because I can). Don't mind me, I'm just yeeting my goofy art at some way more talented individuals out of nowhere and then hauling ass back to the security of being a weird silent lurker ahaha
@tesscourtes and @beccadrawsstuff, respectively! These two Bills make a little prism of sorts together because of their recent crossovers on Patreon~ :3c Speaking of which, I highly recommend supporting both these artists! They do fantastic work! (TessCourtes and Beccup)
@qoolk on the left, and @monobmp on the right! I am such a sucker for these outfits~ OuO Go and check these two out, their art is phenomenal!!! >u<
@1spooky2me The most difficult Bill of the lot for me to draw, ahaha... Their art is so incredibly consistent and dynamic, I am, a little envious <:,) A little envious, but mostly impressed, so go look at their amazing art, what are you waiting for
And finally, @ckret2, whose writing is sublimely in-character and just a delight to read - they're a great artist, as well! I simply Could Not resist drawing their Bill in this ridiculous incredible and very fashionable pink feather dress, even though he only briefly wears it in their fic, so I also did a little bonus doodle of him in his standard hoodie to make up for it. XD (Also, as far as I'm concerned, Bill and Mabel were both correct in that lime green accessories make the dress Much Better.)
This is just a small selection of the human Bill designs I enjoy. I may draw and post more later on, who knows! Feel free to reblog with some neat Bill designs, either your own or by other folks - if any of the designs particularly call to me, I'll add them to the little list I've got going~ :D (Alternatively, if you really like my stuff and want me to draw something specific, you could...mmm...perhaps, commission me...? OuO)
Also I'm tagging Billford because uhhhh yeah, sorry not sorry, every single one of these Bills is getting shipped with Ford by the artists in some way or another, lmao
#fanart#gravity falls#bill cipher#human bill cipher#human bill design#billford#bill is just so Gender#regardless of whether or not he's a triangle. just. such Gender. wow#honestly tempted to draw the OG twink!bill and the mangopablo save-the-town!bill just for funzies#i may also attempt to draw alex hirsch's ācanonā human!bill but uhhhh who knows LOL#i kinda feel like he made the design extra ugly just to poke fun at the fandom#so the ācanonā aspect of it is kinda up in the air for me personally LMAO#not sure if i drew goldilocks!bill thicc enough tbh#just. look. it's hard to draw a person who is as close to triangular as a human can possibly get. ok??? ok#I TRIED AND THAT'S WHAT'S IMPORTANT OnO#in other news why did these turn out so much better than the drawings of my own design??? wtf that's so rude#get it together ME this is fukken embarrassing#btw if i draw something for you and you respond to thank me only to have me say nothing back it's because i am very awkward and anxious lol#there is also the adhd which makes me forget that i failed to respond like a normal person would have ahahahaha o-o#but mostly it's the horrors of being perceived for more than the two seconds it takes to yeet an art at a person O-O#why am i like this? good question! maybe i'll have an answer someday when i can actually afford therapy XD#I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP FIVE HOURS AGO
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tis' but a dream within a dream
#just a Lil sketch i decided to do since I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE OWL HOUSE#i have watched it before like in 2020(??) but i heard that it got cancelled for a while so yeesh this is awkward#still kinda cool to rewatch those first few episodes#the owl house#the owl house fanart#toh#toh fanart#the collector#toh the collector#the owl house collector
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Cross has trouble getting to sleep alone in his room and goes looking for a distraction, but ends up finding a solution for both of them
#UTDR#UTMV#Cross Sans#Killer Sans#Kross ship#(Kinda. It's up to interpretation)#Long post#I'm so sorry I didn't mean for it to be THIS much#I started this like a week ago -A-#Lies down and lets out a long howl it's finisheeeeeed#I could have just drawn them spooning and written the rest but noooo I love to do things the hard way#Anyway I think they should be bed buddies#The company helps Cross relax enough to sleep and the touch helps knock Killer out#Cross has to be big spoon because otherwise Killer's soul gets squished and it's too uncomfortable to sleep#Also I realised Cross and Nightmare are the only two in the castle who didn't have knock knock jokes in their backstory#I like to imagine Nightmare has had similar confusing interactions with at least one of them#Cross probably spends the rest of the day panicked that he overstepped a boundary or the others will make fun of him#Not realising that Dust and Horror have fallen asleep together many times#Or that Killer hasn't slept properly in weeks and he's in heaven#I'm NOT drawing a follow up so just imagine Killer coming to Cross's room the next night and finding every excuse to stay#Because he wants it to happen again but he has no idea how to ask (and also Cross seems kinda awkward about it)#Absolutely terrified that I spent my whole week off working on this and it might be not that great so I hope at least one person likes this
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After a year of doing art in secret (and forgetting to post anythingā¦ Iām sorry I will have my backlog queued up soon!) I have finally accumulated enough powerā¦ to revive my ancient human superhero Sonic AU and make it actually good! Hereās a bunch of my sketches, mainly of Sonic and Tails but also of a bit of loreā¦ More to come later!
#sth human heroes au#<- what Iām calling this AU for now unless I think of a better name later#I have some ancient art of superhero sonic au on this blog butā¦ itās so oldā¦ā¦ please donāt reblog it if u go looking#sonic the hedgehog#sth#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic human au#knuckles the echidna#knuckles#tails#sonic#uncle chuck#heās here too!#designs are subject to change and/or malleable btw like I imagine thereād be multiple outfits for all of them#so their designs are kinda in flux#posting this at a really awkward time (5am in my time zone lol) but AAAUUGH I just want this posted whatever. Iāll do a next day reblog
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imagine you and your husband sacrifice yourselves for the sake of the whole world and you think that you're finally gonna be at peace then you wake up inside of a computer with him and you're like "ah finally" and then you find out that your fuck ass boss who used all of you to perform a ritual to bring on the apocalypse also happens to be there. awkward!
#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tma spoilers#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#elias bouchard#jonah magnus#its just kinda awkward#just like a tiny bit
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the way tattoo is so rough around the edges and has no idea what to do when faced with aran's overflowing emotions and tears (even the fake ones) but whatever gentleness he possess, even if it might not look like much to others, he's always willing to give
#GOD HOW I WISH THEY GAVE US MORE OF THESE TWO AND THEIR COHABITATION#AND ALSO OF TATTOO IN GENERAL#im just constantly rotating him in my mind like a microwave he's sooooo#like he's such a survival of the fittest and a screw them over before they screw you over kinda guy#all he knows of love is bleeding under someone fist to protect the few people he can allow himself to care about#because he can't have weaknesses or he won't survive#but he's also the one who invents and fixes things#who picks up trash and turns it into something different (maybe still trash maybe not)#he has these moments of extremely awkward and yet deep gentleness#and he thinks rosƩ proposing to jack was 'kinda cute'#he is teaching aran to survive and that aran /is/ capable to survive by himself#while aran is bringing out this softeness buried within him#AND I JUST NEED ARAN TO PROPOSE TO HIM BECAUSE THAT MAN WANTS TO BE ROMANCED AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE#idk what im saying ;;;;;;#jack and joker#jack & joker#tattooaran#tattooarun#m: txt
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still trying to figure out how to exactly draw these lil guys so more doodles wahoo! ( plus oc woa- )
#logic as a oc is pretty unoriginal i know#quq#doodle#inside out anxiety#inside out 2#inside out#anxiety why are you both so fun to draw but also so difficult to d r a w#logic my silly lil fella#kinda a robot#also sorta inspired off of like#windows a tad#thinking about how these emotions work in different scenarios is really fun#but like - are there also lil guys in places like your heart and stuff??#how far does the rabbit hole go????#is there drama in my head that i am completely unaware about ??#do these emotions see me thinking about them and get a tad awkward about it ???#if i know that there are little guys in my head am i like#still a autonomous person or just a kind of vessel with character traits here or there#what dictacts what?? who controls who and what i do ????#anyways yeah silly guys love them with my little heart#pat pat on head
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How come everyone else got an internal Senshi telling them to eat healthy? All I got is an internal Chilchuck and Laios.
Chilchuck is neat because he tells me to remember my workerās rights and take advantage of being in a union.
But all my internal Laios does is tell me to eat whatever weird shit I want and wear a tail.
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#laios touden#chilchuck tims#I think Iāve gained weight since starting this show lol#I eat whatever freaky stuff I want regardless of how unhealthy#but I also worked up the courage to actually use my vacation time at work so thatās cool#I donāt actually have a good tail to wear yet#my fursona tail isnāt here yet#I guess I could wear my Tails tails but theyāre kinda big and awkward to wear just out and about#idk if Iāll actually have the courage to wear a tail in public casually but man do I want to
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i still think a lot about how technically, it's implied Anubis and Walt started dating each other before they asked out Sadie, and if Sadie had said she wasn't interested they would have gone "Entirely fair have a nice day" and proceed to just go continue to date each other.
Cause like, that was the entire thing. They decided that themselves. That things would work best if they were together (as in both physically sharing a body and also relationship-wise). The "asking Sadie about it" part was secondary. If she had said no, they would have stayed together, because among other things Walt would kind of die if they didn't. Walt and Anubis are technically the first gay couple in the Riordanverse. AND they're in a polyamorous relationship with Sadie. Why does no one talk about them ever.
#tkc#the kane chronicles#riordanverse#walt stone#anubis tkc#sadie kane#saltnubis#< great ship name btw#and for anyone who says ''i dont think Rick intended that'' mind you this book was released like#six months before HoH came out (and. subsequently also. Nico.)#like. Rick was not ignorant of queer stuff at that time. he was actively writing it into HoO/HoH while writing both simultaneously#if Sadie had said no they wouldn't have just gone ''okay Sadie pick one of us and the other will cease to exist on the mortal plane''#they would have gone ''okay well good luck we have a coffee date scheduled so we're gonna go do that''#saltnubis is still probably the most entertaining solution to a love triangle in middle grade media i have ever encountered#even some YA media. just ''yeah so we solved both our major problems by dating but like. we know you like both of us sooooo...?''#also hilarious that meanwhile Carter's romance arc is ''so turns out my first girlfriend was a clone made of pottery''#''and the actual girl has never met me and this is kinda awkward''
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nuru comes to visit her FRIENDS out of the kindness of her HEART and for WHAT? and for what
here's the reference image
#varigo#vat7k#varian and the seven kingdoms#my art#nuru vat7k#hugo vat7k#varian vat7k#they both probably look kinda goofy sometimes if ever umm caught lol#varian being the only one of the two who can hold the other up#but hugo being taller than him#i feel like sometimes they just look. awkward. this tiny guy holding up this gangly twig. fantastic
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