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polyamorousmood · 7 months ago
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just a lil reminder that
You're never too good for old-fashioned miscommunication!
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andersonsprincess · 5 months ago
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Abby Anderson
Characters: Abby Anderson x Female!Reader
cw: swearing, messy ass shit, sorta toxic!abby??, smut written by a virgin, jealous!abby, implied lawyer!abby, written with older!abby in mind, overstim, p in v (strap), squirting, NO aftercare i can't write that, mid writing, ass slapping (2)
a/n: this was written within 10 minutes not proofread
"T-too much!"
Abby ignored your pleas to stop, instead turning the vibrations up more. By now, you've came about 4 times, not that you could focus on numbers anyway.
"Maybe if you weren't being such a whore you wouldn't be being punished. I do so much for you and you can't even be decent enough to stop whoring yourself around in public."
You hadn't meant to make her upset. Truth is, you really didn't know the waitress was flirting with you. It was the end of the week and Abby took you out to dinner as a way to thank you for being so well behaved while she was working long hours all week. Everything was going fine until the waitress started to get a little too comfortable with you. She brought you free drinks and even offered you desserts, making quite the obvious innuendo. Abby never liked people flirting with what's hers, especially when it was other women. What pissed her off more was the fact that you accepted all of it, giggling and smiling whenever the waitress came with the drinks and dessert. All in all, Abby was pent up and pissed off. A dangerous combination.
"I-I didn't mean to..!"
She lands a hard smack on your ass and chuckles when you yelp.
"Oh, you never do, do you?" She responds, mocking you.
Without warning, she stuffs two of her thick fingers inside your tight hole. You choke on a moan as your head collapses onto your pillow.
"A-abby! Can't- m'gunna cum!" You cry out to her, tears starting to well in your eyes.
She smacks your ass again, harder. That was the last thing you needed before you came for the fifth time on that vibrator.
Abby proceeded to pick you up and flip you over on your back.
"You were being so good for me all this week while I was working overtime on that case. I was so proud of you baby..."
You felt so hopeless under her, the fact that she was looking so disappointed didn't help. Tears began to spill from your eyes. You didn't know if it was because of the overstimulation or Abby's words, but you were crying.
"Awe...is my pretty little girl crying? Don't worry, i'll stuff that pretty little hole in a minute." Abby says as she wipes the tears from your face, smearing them on your cheeks.
Abby stands up and walks over to the dresser to grab her strap and she puts it on as you lay on the bed helplessly.
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"A-abs! S-low down!"
Abby lifts your legs up and presses your knees to the side of your head.
"Shh...just take it. Be good for me n' take it."
The way her cock stretched you out was nothing short of heavenly. This is far from the first time the two of you had sex, but each time it felt amazing.
She was so mean when fucked you, forcing her length into your tight cunt. And when she found your g-spot she'd never stop abusing it until you squirted, ruining the sheets.
"So fucking tight... Fuck...she's just sucking me in."
"S'too deep! I can't take it..!"
"Yes you can. Just be good for me."
You know you won't last long. You can feel the heat pooling at the bottom of your stomach as your thighs begin to shake. Tears begin to fall from your eyes as your body convulses under her. To make matters worse, Abby's fingers find her way to your clit and she abuses the bundle of nerves.
Your back arches off the bed as your mouth opens in a silent scream. You grip onto the sheets as you squirt on Abby's toned stomach and all over the sheets.
"Good girl...so fucking good."
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gadriezmannsgirl · 10 months ago
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Hi, I've got a request for Gavi where reader tells him that she's pregnant. That's pretty much all I thought of sorry
Also known as Gender Reveal (10)!
Blessing - P.G6
Summary: Two small lines can change the world for you and your husband, Pablo.
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You were throwing up once again, it was the five day in a row and the third time today you visited the bathroom to let all the content of your stomach out.
"¡Amor!" You heard your two years husband, Gavi before you felt him burst in into the bathroom pulling your hair up and pat your back softly "Let it out"
"Don-ugh!" You lift your hand but quickly cut yourself off and grabbed the end of the toilet. You waited for a few minutes and after you had let everything out, you sighed and quickly shut the lid and flushed the toilet.
With the help of Pablo, you sat on top of the lid as you wiped your mouth looking down at your lap.
"Amor" Pablo crounched down and you looked at him feeling embarrassed and not wanting to worry him "Hey, hey... Look at me"
"I'm fine" You whispered softly
"Don't lie to me straight to my face, please" You looked away and sighed "You throwing up daily these past days and you throwing up three times today while it's barely even 2pm is worrying me. This is not just a stomach bug anymore"
"Don't worry, please" You whisper
"How could I just not worry? You're my wife, I'm always worried that something may happen to you and the fact you're just dismissing this is worrying me even more"
"I honestly don't feel bad" You look into his brown eyes "I'm just really tired lately and I feel really hungry out of nowhere"
"But then you throw up" You nod wanting to cry
"I don't know what's happening to me" You hid your face into your hands and start breaking bit by bit
"Hey no, don't cry"
You feel Pablo's arms tightening around your frame and soon you are feeling his lips on top of your hand, exactly where your cheek is, you quickly push that hand away to allow him to kiss your skin as your hand mets his cheek lovingly.
"I know you don't like doctors" He starts as you turn to face him as he wipes your tears away "but I think it'll be good if we check what's going on, if its the flu-"
"Baby" You cut him off shakking your head
"-maybe you have a low value, platelets? hemoglobin? what do I know, but we can discard anything. Please" His eyes pleaded you "I just don't like seeing you like this, I want you healthy. Always"
You also didn't like feeling like this and after a few seconds, you nodded.
"Okay" You nod
"Okay?" He asks with a small smile as you nod softly "Okay" You kiss his ear softly
"Can you pass me my toothbrush, please?"
"I will kiss you right now"
"Ew, no" You shook your head
"I will" He leaned in as you leaned back "Y/N"
"No" You laughed
"Gimme a kiss" You shook your head
"I will give you a kiss after I brush my teeth"
"I really don't care about it, you can give a kiss now and a kiss after"
"No!" You laugh and soon he joins leaning in to kkiss your cheek before he removes himself from you and goes to the sink to look for your toothbrush
"Al cabo que ni quería, que te huele la boca horrible" (After all, I didn't even want to, because your mouth smells horrible) His tone let you know he was teasing you
"I just threw up!"
"¡Fua, que horrible!" (how awful!)
"¡Pablo Martín, ven acá que te beso de una!" (come here and I'll kiss you!)
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"So, you already went to the doctor?" Aurora said as you nod softly drinking from your ice coffee "What did it say?"
"I'm good, everything's good" You say "but I'm still taking some vitamins just in case" She nods
You had gone to the doctor with Pablo, two weeks ago and did every kind of tests, to make sure nothing was out of place or had some kind of virus and stuff. Nothing, absolutely nothing was wrong.
"And the throwing up?"
"It's not often now" You shrug "I think it was some burrito I had" You say not minding it but then you yawned
"You feel tired?" You nod
"I don't know why. I mean, I took a nap before coming here but I guess work has been hetic and I guess I was just catching up on it" You look at her smiling softly when out of nowhere you felt hungry and looked confused "I'm hungry" You said "I want an avocado with chocolate ice cream"
"You what?"
"I'm craving some avocado with chocolate ice cream" You said simply "Do you think they'll sell it here?" You looked around "Maybe with a cracker too"
"Y/N" Aurora said but you didn't heard her, too busy looking for a waitress "Cariño" You looked at her waiting for her to speak
"Can I have some of your ice cream? I'm really hungry and I don't think they will sell that here, the most I'll get are weird looks from everyone" She only handed you her ice cream to see you dig into it
"When was the last time you had your period?" You hum inserting two full spoons of ice cream into your mouth
"I don't know" You shrug softly "I can't remember very well right now... I think it was the 25th?"
"Month?" You stopped eating ice cream and got serious knowing where she was getting into, you look around for your phone "The last time I got my period was two months ago" You looked at Aurora "Aurora..."
"Are you regular?" You nod "We need to do a test"
"But it's impossible, I already did blood tests nothing came out of it"
"Maybe they didn't do a pregnancy test? I don't know but there's a possibility of you being pregnant"
"Are you kidding me?"
"Does it look like I'm kidding you?" You whined starting to eat once again the ice cream "I feel so happy right now"
"What if he doesn't want it?" You asked "I mean... We talked about it but we never started trying for it"
"Pablo's crazy for you, he loves you and he talks about a future with you, he would love to have a baby with you"
"We don't even know if I am pregnant or not"
"And that's why I'm here for. Let's buy a test"
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"Ok, one minute left" You said sitting on Pablo's side of the bed "Two lines pregnant and one line not pregnant" You say and Aurora nods going over to hug you "I'm so nervous, I don't even think I peed right"
"What?"
"I don't even know what I'm saying"
"Calm down"
"How can I calm down if there's a possibility of having a half Pablo and a half me inside of me right now?" You ask standing up "Is the minute done, now?"
"It has gone barely five seconds" She looks at her phone
"Why time goes fast in some things and slow with ohters? I need this already" You whine as Aurora laughs
"Babygirl, don't worry too much. If it is, it'll be the most loved baby in this world both by its parents and by its whole family. And if it's not it'll be a false alarm"
"A false alarm I kinda want to be true" You said "After you told me about that, I have been thinking and thinking of it and I just- I don't know" You lift your shoulders "I want to be pregnant" You said softly looking at your sister-in-law
"Your time will come, Y/N/N. And if the time's now, it'll be the right one" And as if it was by magic, the timer went off "Are you ready?"
"I'm nervous" You said
"You want me to watch it?" You doubted for a few seconds before shaking your head
"I go" You went inside the bathroom and grabbed one of the three tests. You sighed deeply before looking down at your hand.
Two lines.
Your breath got caught in your throat, you quickly grabbed the other two and the answer was the same.
Two lines.
Pregnant.
You were shaking and feel your heart full, you smiled and teared up before crossing your hands around your yet non-existent belly. "Dear lord. I'm pregnant" You whisper looking down at yourself with a big smile
"Y/N?" You hear Aurora ask and went out "What is it?"
"I think you need to help me get some ideas on how to tell Pablo, he's going to be a dad" Her mouth opened and screams, from both of you were heard.
"I'M GONNA BE AN AUNTIE"
"AND I'M GONNA BE A MOM"
"A sexy one, by the way"
"Oh shut up" You laugh "That explains my sudden mood changes, my weird cravings, the throwing up, everything"
"You're having baby Páez inside of you. If it's a boy like Pablo, he'll suck the energy out of you" You both laugh "I remember mom being drained out after putting an annoying Pablo to sleep"
"Shit. I'm pregnant" You say once again "How do I tell this to him?"
"Right, we gotta find the way to tell my brother"
Three days have passed since you knew that you were pregnant and you couldn't hold back the news anymore and almost messed up the surprise you and Aurora, prepared.
The doorbell rangs and you instantly run towards the door.
"It's mine!" You announce watching how Pablo was already standing up to get it
"Careful, amor!"
"I got it! I'm alright!" You said opening the door to find the package Aurora left for you a few seconds ago on the floor. You picked it up, turning around "AH!" You yell scared, you didn't expected your husband to be behind you "Joder, amor. Me has asustado" (Fuck, baby. You scared me)
"I'm sorry" He smiled softly coming over to side hug you "What's that?"
"I-uhm... A little something I bought"
"Uhm" He said with his lips pressed to your cheek "May I ask what?"
"A little something for you, well us but you'll see soon"
"I'm curious. Let's open it?"
"This is just like the invoice of the purchase, what I bought comes around eight? seven? months" You said a bit unsure
"What did you bought? Something handcrafted? Why it takes so long to arrive?" You smile
"You can say that. It's in the making" You nod
"Now, I'm hella curious" He smiled "You know, you didn't have to gift me anything, amor"
"Well, it's something that just came up, it was unexpected but yeah... it's done already"
"What did you bought? And why is the invoice in that big box? Why did it came earlier and not with the package?"
"You're asking way too many questions, Pabs" You laugh nervous "but this has the answers" You gave him the white box
"You didn't killed anybody, right?"
"Oh dear god, just open that box" You say wanting to eat your nails
"Ok, I will" He said shooting you a smile before he undid the bow and opened the box "What...?"
After learning you were pregnant, you and Aurora went to the hospital and asked for an ultrasound, in there you found out you were one month and three weeks into the pregnancy. You bought small baby socks and a small barcelona jersey with the iconic GAVI 6.
You also did a small note that read "Hola papá. ¡Espero conocerte pronto, te quiero mucho! Att: Baby Páez Y/L/N" (Hi daddy. I look forward to meeting you soon, love you!) along with the pregnancy test you did
"What does this means?" He asked, his eyes lighting up with hope. "Is this...?" You smile to your husband and softly nod
"We're pregnant"
"Joder, Y/N. Thank you so much, mi vida!" He said hugging you tightly "You don't even know how happy I am, right now" You laughed "I'll be a daddy and you will be the most amazing mom, ever. Thank you so much, amor, thank you, thank you" He kissed you several times around your face "Joder, we are pregnant"
"We are" You said smiling
"Thank you for this blessing, mi vida. My little but perfect familia. Los amo a ambos" (I love you both) His hand caressed your flat tummy as you peck his lips smiling
"Y nosotros a ti, guapo" (And we love you, handsome)
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hornyfor-redacted-onmain · 9 months ago
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Longing
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Pieces of My Heart - Chapter 10 Stray Kids OT8 x reader, Soulmate AU
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Chan Hey, just checking in. How’s your dad? Y/N He’s good, awake and lucid Doctors say everything went smoothly, he should make a full recovery Chan That’s good. Y/N How are the boys? Chan Missing you. Img.png Y/N Tell them I miss them too Chan I will. Give your dad our best wishes. Y/N Thanks
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Sophie Hey, I just got your message Are you okay? Y/N Don’t worry, I’m fine. My dad’s okay too I didn’t get a chance to update you Had a lot on my mind Sophie No, yeah. I get it Y/N How was the day 2 concert? Sophie Just as amazing as day 1 Well, actually it was a bit weird I felt like the members weren’t as playful as the first time around. It seemed like they had a lot on their mind too … Maybe it was just one of those days Y/N Yeah, I guess Sophie Either way, it’s a shame we didn’t get to hang out more before you left I’m glad your dad’s okay Y/N Me too. If I’m ever back in the city, I’ll let you know Sophie Of course. In the meantime, want to see some videos from last night? Y/N Sure!
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Y/N You sure you don’t want anything from the store? Mom I’m sure sweetie, thank you. Y/N Ok Mom Hey, while I have a chance to talk to you without your dad listening in. We need to talk about your soulmates. Y/N What about them? Mom Sweetheart, I remember when I met my soulmate. We were inseparable for weeks. I couldn’t even imagine how hard it is to be away from them right now. Y/N Mom … Mom I mean, even now, not being able to see her makes me uncomfortable. Why do you think we have our weekly Friday night meet ups? Y/N I thought that was just an excuse to go out and complain about Dan from finances Mom You and I both know I don’t need an excuse to complain about Dan. But that’s not the point. I can’t stand not being with Lucy. And we’re only platonic soulmates. From what I’ve heard, that’s definitely not the case with you. Y/N Mom! Mom You should be with your soulmates. Y/N Dad’s still in recovery, mom You can’t take care of him yourself, you have work and your health issues … You need help. They understand, we can make it work Besides, they’re on tour. I was going to have to be away from them for a while anyway It’s not like I could just go on tour with them Mom I’m sure that’s not true. Y/N Im almost back at the room. We can talk about this later
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Y/N Hey Did you guys land yet? Seungmin Few minutes ago Felix Hi!!! How are you?! I’m good Felix, thank you ^^ Seungmin Img.png Img.png Img.png Felix YAH! Seungmin wtf!??! Seungmin Not my fault you all fell asleep on the plane Felix So you decided to photograph us?!!? Seungmin Blackmail material Minho I’m going to commit murder Y/N Awww, you guys look so cute I hope you guys get some rest … Guys? Wait he wasn’t serious about the murder was he? Hyunjin Hi baby I miss you Jisung I miss you too! Hyunjin I miss them more! Chan Guys, it’s not a competition Felix But if it is, I definitely miss them more >:) Y/N Guys, Minho wasn’t serious about killing Seungmin, was he? … Guys?
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Jeongin Did you have breakfast yet? Y/N Shit, no I’ve been busy. I had to take my dad to his doctor’s appointment today and then I had to go do groceries Jeongin :( Y/N Sorry Innie. I’ll go get a snack rn Jeongin You haven’t been eating a lot lately … You know coffee doesn’t count as a meal, right? Y/N I know Sorry :( Jeongin You need to take care of yourself. I’m worried about you Y/N I will, I promise Jeongin I’ll remind you if you don’t. I swear, you’re worse than Channie-hyung Y/N D: I’m not that bad Jeogin … What did you just eat? It’s disgusting Please never eat that again Y/N You take that back Ham and Jelly toast is delicious and I refuse to accept this slander Plus its an easy snack Jeongin I will pay you to never eat that again Please Stop! DID YOU JUST ADD HOT SAUCE?!!!? Y/N Suffer
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Mom I had a talk with my boss about work. He’s agreed to let me work from home for the next few months. Y/N Oh, that’s good. Now you can spend more time with dad during breaks and lunch … Mom It also means that I won’t need your help around the house anymore. Y/N Mom, we’ve talked about this. I’m not leaving you guys! Mom It’s been almost a month. Your soulmates are almost done with their tour You should go see them. Y/N I appreciate the effort mom, I really do. But can you just drop this? Mom No, I won’t. Why are you forcing yourself to be so unhappy? You think I don’t notice how stressed and upset you’ve been lately? You’re not eating well, you’re not getting a lot of sleep. Honey, I’m worried. Being away from your soulmates for so long so soon after meeting can’t be good for you. Or them! Y/N They have each other, they’ll be fine. Mom That’s not how this works, and you know it. Have you even talked to them about it? Y/N I don’t want to talk about it. Not right now. Mom You can’t run away from your problems forever.
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Minho 커피 원해? (anyone want coffee?) Jisung ㅇㅇ (yup) Felix 내!!!! (yes!!!!) Chan 주세요. (please.) Seungmin 됐어요 (im good) Y/N I mean, if you’re offering It might be a bit cold by the time you get here though Minho Ahh, wrong chat Sorry Jisung Wait a minute! Since when do you read Korean?!! Y/N I don’t??!! I just used google translate Although I did recognize 내! That means yes :D Minho 귀엽다 (cute) Changbin Waa, our soulmate is so smart. Y/N :D Don’t drink too much coffee though. I’ve been told it is not a meal >:( Im talking to you, Chan Chan I have no idea what you’re talking about Y/N >:( Jeongin >:( Felix >:( Jisung >:( Chan It’s only my second cup today! And the first one was 3 hours ago! Y/N IT’S ONLY 9AM! Chan … Felix I’m going to kill you
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Y/N Hey, can I ask for some advice? I need an unbiased opinion Sophie Well I’m not sure I’d consider myself unbiased. I’m definitely Han biased, that’s for sure. ;) Y/N It’s about my soulmate Sophie OH! I totally forgot about that, you haven’t talked about them at all! Y/N Yeah, between everything with my dad and then school and stuff … My mom has been on my ass these past few weeks about it Sophie About what? Y/N She thinks its unhealthy for me to be away from them She has this scary close bond with her soulmate, a childhood friend of hers. And she can’t imagine being away from her, so she thinks that I need to go be with my soulmate But I’ve been refusing, and now every time I see her it feels like she’s seconds away from starting another argument I’m just so tired of all the arguing, and wondering if maybe she’s right I have been having a harder time getting sleep Sophie Oh wow, that’s …. Wow. Y/N yeah Sophie I’m not sure you want my honest opinion right now. Y/N Please, I do. I need someone that isn’t my mom to be straight up with me. Am I being irrational? Sophie Well, first of all, being away from your soulmates is definitely not easy. But It’s also not a big deal, and long distance relationships work fine even between new soulmates. So maybe your mom is projecting a little bit. But I don’t think that’s the problem here. Y/N ??? Sophie Why does the idea of leaving to be with your soulmates bother you so much? I mean, when I found Alexis I was overjoyed, but I still didn’t have time to see him a lot. We both had school and work, and it was hard to find time to spend together. Honestly, I would have taken any opportunity I had to be with him. And yet here you are, turning down all of your mom’s offers. I feel like something else is at play here than just your mom’s pushiness. Y/N … Sophie I told you you wouldn’t like my opinion. Y/N No, you’re right Fuck, you’re right Sophie I usually am :) Y/N Thank’s Sophie, I really needed someone to knock some sense into me. Sophie Glad I could help. Want some memes? Y/N Yes, please!
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Y/N Mom. I’m sorry You were right, I want to be with my soulmates. I really appreciate everything you’ve done to give me the opportunity to be with them. And I’m sorry I’ve been so stubborn about it. But Mom, I feel like you’re pushing me away. I feel like you don’t want me here. My soulmates will never be more important than you. You’re my mom, and I worry about you and dad. I worry about you guys being by yourselves, about being away from you. I’m scared and I just feel like everything is moving too fast. Can you call me when you get off work? I love you.
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Y/N We need to talk Chan That doesn’t sound good Y/N It’s nothing bad, I promise Chan Okay? Y/N My dad has been getting better. He’s walking now. Chan That’s great! I’m glad your dad’s okay. Y/N Yeah Chan I have a feeling that’s not what you wanted to talk about, though. Y/N They managed to talk with a neighbor, and he agreed to drive my dad to his appointments if my mom can’t take him. And I started taking online classes. Chan Huh? Y/N Chris I think we need to talk about what happens when you guys are done with your tour.
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am-i-the-asshole-official · 10 months ago
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AITA for giving my friend some Rules and charging him $ when he breaks them?
As usual, sounds crazy but stay with me here.
Me (40f) and J (35m) met about 2 years ago, briefly dated, and quickly figured out we were Just Friends. At the time he was looking for a new place to live, my landlord was looking to fill a vacancy in my building, now we're neighbors.
Last July I noticed he hadn't been home in a few days (his assigned parking is right next to mine). Not answering messages. Start to get worried. Search his name in the local jail, there he is. (Got pulled over for speeding and a past legal issue, that I knew about, was not resolved like he thought it was.) A clerical error had him stuck in jail for 10 days. Eventually bond gets set and I bail him out.
I may be dumb, but I'm not stupid: never loan what you can't afford to lose. The second that money left my pocket it was written off in my brain. He lost his job, he lost his vehicle. But to my complete surprise, he immediately called up an old boss and got a new job. Great! Now how to get there?
I have a M-F day job and my commute is a 3 minute walk. His new job is overnight at a C store. So it just made perfect sense for him to take my car to work. This worked great for a few months.
Then a few months ago he got a gf, it got serious real quick, she moved in with him, he changed jobs, and now the car situation is getting fucking complicated. I had no problem with him taking my car to work, he owes me money (which he has been paying) so him having a job is ideal.
But now he's using my car like it's his. I had to remind him that it's my fucking car, you're just supposed to be using it to get to work, ASK if you wanna use it for anything else. He apparently didn't get the memo cuz one day I came home early from work cuz I had a Dr appt and my car was not where it should be. Turns out he and his gf went shopping and I had to reschedule my appt. I was furious.
So I laid down some Rules: He puts gas in the car. He takes care of maintenance (oil change, car wash, wiper blades, etc.). But most importantly, if it is not going anywhere other than his or gf's job, HE HAS TO KEEP ME INFORMED. I made sure he understood that I was not keeping tabs on him, I just need to know where my car is in case, I dunno, he mysteriously disappears again.
I had already been keeping a paper record of every time he paid me some money back. So now I'm charging him $10 every time he breaks a rule. Yes, he agreed to this. I've had to do it a handful of times, and I tell him every time.
And before anyone asks: no, the gf is not a part of this problem. We get along great, we're all adults here. She knows everything you now know.
So, AITA for fining my friend when he breaks a rule?
What are these acronyms?
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kipercrow · 4 months ago
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A Gassy Roomate
Based on: ​​https://at.tumblr.com/imagineyourgassyotp2/imagine-person-a-of-your-otp-is-apartment-hunting/yktjrcnuqeud
Kevin: 24 (He/They)
Saige: 25 (They/Them)
I stared at the computer screen, scrolling from webpage to webpage. I need an apartment rather quickly. I got a job as a writer for a Pop Culture website. Right now I live with my parents, sure it’s fine but the commute to the office is pretty long, and I need somewhere closer. So, I’ve been spending the past few days looking for apartment listings or roommate offers. So far the apartments have either been too small, not have enough light, and definitely have no room for a goat let alone a dog. I keep scrolling and scrolling when suddenly I see an offer that feels too good to be true. 
Hello! Looking for a roommate to cover 10% of the rent. I will cover the rest of the $1,217 rent and as I work from home I will be able to make any meals to accommodate your living experience. I have a slight medical condition, I am willing to go into more detail about it during our face to face visit. 
If you are interested please send an email through the contact button on top, include “Roommate” in your subject line. 
Saige
The images Saige included of the apartment are amazing. It looks really spacious and Saige has good taste in furniture. The bedroom that they show looks really nice, I think I can feel comfortable here. What’s the worst that can happen? I always send my location to my parents, you know, just in case I go missing. So I decide to send Saige an email.
Hi! My name is Kevin. I saw your roommate offer and I am willing to meet up to see the place and talk to you. 
I write some more letting them know about my job and how much I make. A minute after I send the email, Saige responds. They let me know what time we can meet later today, which works out really well for me since I have nothing else to do today. 
I got out of the train and walked over to Saige’s building. Their apartment is on the second floor and so far everything seems pretty good, no complaints from me. Knock on the door and Saige greets me when they open it. “Hey nice to meet you face to face, come on in” I enter the apartment and it’s as amazing as I thought it’d be. “Wow it’s really nice” I say, smiling afterwards. “Heh, thanks. I tried my best. Of course if you decide to move in, you can add whatever you want. Unless it’s like an animal head. I draw the line there.” “Haha don’t worry, I don’t like that kind of stuff.” “Great! Follow me and I’ll show you your room. Over there is my bedroom and the bathroom is right across the hall from you.” This is great!” The room is pretty spacious, and it shouldn’t be too hard to bring whatever I need over. We walk over to the living room and sit on the couch, past the living room I can see the kitchen, it looks pretty big as well. “So Kevin, what do you think?” “I think this is all pretty great. I mean this apartment is big and spacious. It’s close to the subway-” as I talk I see Saige shifting in his seat, and they look uncomfortable, “- You seem really great. The building is clean. I have a few questions, are there any bugs that sneak in?” “Ahh no, no bugs” “Great! How noisy are the neighbors?” “They’re great, just great.” “Awesome! Okay so, in the post you said that you’re willing to go into your medical condition.” Before Saige could answer we were greeted with a noise that a lot of us are familiar with.
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Saige instantly goes red. “Oh my gosh I’m so so sorry” I fan the air in front of me and laugh. “No no it’s fine, that was good. My uncle would be jealous!” Saige gets up and opens a window. “Okay so, my slight medical condition is that I have chronic gas, well I’ll go more into it. It’s like related to how my insides work. I used to have a lot of cramps and stuff you don’t want to hear about, but now because I’ve been adjusting my diet and the food I make has let me survive this long. So-” they stop and hold up a finger and lean to the left.
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“-All I have now is gas. Which I totally get if you don’t want to move in with me because of that. I’ve lost so many roommates because of my farts.” I looked back at him. “That’s it? You just fart a lot?” “Yeah pretty much.” “I don’t mind it that much. They don’t smell that bad and I can be gassy depending on what I eat. So I don’t think I have a reason to worry.” “You really don’t mind it?” “Of course not.” “So will you be thinking of moving in?” “Yes! I’m happy to move in.” “Great, we can sign the lease tomorrow and you can move in after that” “That sounds great. Thank you so much” We stand up and shake hands and I go on my way.
-1 Week Later-
A week has gone by since I saw Saige’s apartment and signed the lease. I’ve moved in little by little and have put up most of my things and gotten a dresser for my clothes. I have a box of some pictures I want to put up but there’s no rush. Tonight is my first night in the apartment. I'm kind of nervous, but Saige is making dinner for us. After changing into my pajamas, I walk to the kitchen.
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“Hungry?” Saige said not bringing the fart to attention. “Yeah, the food smells good. What is it?” I ask.
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“Some roasted veggies, salmon, and some white rice. I hope you like it.” “I’m sure I will.” Ever since I moved in, Saige has been farting. It’s true that they do fart more than another person, but thankfully the smell isn’t so bad. The smell of the food they’re cooking greatly overpowers the stench of their gas. I haven’t farted in front of them yet but they don’t seem to mind. “Here, tell me if the rice is done.” they say handing me a spoonful. As soon as I taste it, the rice tastes so wonderful. I’m not sure how they did it, but the rice is different from any other type of rice I’ve eaten before. “It’s amazing. I think it’s perfect.” “Great! I’m glad to hear that.” They turn off the stove for the rice and check in the oven. 
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“Okay, just a little bit more for the veggies and salmon to be done. Then we can eat.” they say as we walk over by the sink. “So Kevin, how do you like it so far?” they ask me, smiling. “Really great. I feel really comfortable here” I respond. As if to accentuate my point, I feel gas heading on out.
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“Hey nice! You finally let one rip!” “I told you I was feeling comfortable.” “I guess it’ll take you some time to match up to mine.” We laugh after they say that. Saige walks over to the oven, turns it off, and pulls out the veggies and the salmon. “Alright food is done, sit down at the table and I’ll serve you.” I sit at the table and watch Saige serve us food. We eat together and talk about what we want to do later, we settle on a movie night. We also set some ground rules about farting at the table. We agreed that it’s alright to fart at the table, unless the other person’s mouth is open and unless people are at the table with us.
Saige and I moved to the living room, sitting next to each other on the couch, resting our legs on foot rests. Saige put on ‘Scooby Doo and the Cyber Chase’, I haven’t seen the movie in a while but it’s a fun watch.
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“Sorry about that, my food makes me gassier” they say.
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“If it gets to you, you can open a window.” “It’s no problem.” As we sit and watch the movie, Saige lets out a couple more farts, my stomach rumbles.
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Woah, that was bigger than my usual ones! “Nice one man!” Saige says, extending their hand towards me. I high five him back. “Thanks”
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“Guess I’m gassy today haha” “Oh no, is my food having an affect on you.” “Probably not. Must be a mix of my emotions, and so what if it does. That just means I can keep up with you now.” I smile at them. They smile back and then lean to the side and let out another fart.
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“Oh that’s great! I was nervous that you were going to move out.” “Oh no I wouldn’t, not for a little farting. You know it’s great that at my job we have our own cubicles, so there’s no worry about anyone walking into my farts. I mean the amount you fart is nothing compared to the gas from my boss. Phew! He must let rip like 10 a minute. I think it’s all the protein powder he intakes” I say before laughing. I lean to my right and let out another fart.
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“That was a good one Kevin!” they hold up a finger
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Three farts in quick succession! “You have a talent Saige!” “Heh thanks! I’ve been thinking about heading to the gym more. Let me know what protein powder your boss gets so we can beat him at his own game.” I lean forward slightly
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“Will do! You’re pretty muscular Saige. Anyone would love to have a body like yours” “Ha thanks! You have a good body yourself. At least you don’t have my gas!” they say winking afterwards. I blush a little. Saige lifts their leg slightly.
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We spend the rest of the movie ripping farts when we need to. They put their arm around me, and I put my head on their chest. I really like Saige, they make me feel safe. I’m glad to be their roommate. 
Once the movie ends we head to our rooms to call it a night. I let Saige use the bathroom first, I can see them brushing their teeth.
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When they’re done in there, I head in and brush my teeth. I can hear Saige farting in their room. I head back to my room, once I do Saige pokes their head in. “Hey, just wanna say goodnight. Oh and if you wake up before me tomorrow, the pots and pans are in the oven.” “Thanks. Night Saige.” Saige turns around but stands in place.
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“That’s my goodnight kiss.” they say before heading off to bed. I laugh and close my door.
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Ha..the food did a number on me for sure. I grab my phone and see that I have a text from my boss. “Kevin! Don’t come in tomorrow, we’re doing an online day. Sorry for the inconvenience, take care!” As I get done reading this, I hear Saige farting in their room.
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Tomorrow is going to be a fun day.
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sbnslver · 3 days ago
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Heaven ˚➶ 。˚ Taehyun
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ boyfriend! Taehyun x fm!reader
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Summary: Who better to take care of you when your sick than your own boyfriend, well maybe if your boyfriend isn't Taehyun.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Fluff ! Warning! There is talk of pills (it's just cold medicine)
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Author's note: Completely self indulgent since I have been sick for far too long. Also Over the Moon SOTY! (not proofread)
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Masterlist
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You wake up in the morning with a dull ache in your throat and the frustrating realization that you were struggling to breathe through a stuffy nose. You try to sit up, but as you move, your head begins to feel heavier, and every motion feels like it’s taking all of your effort. Every swallow makes your throat burn, and all you want to do is just burrow yourself under the covers.
The thought of getting out of bed seems nearly impossible now that the warmth of your bed is sucking you back into the land of sleep. You pull the covers up to your chin and close your eyes, hoping to sleep off the aches and feverish chill. Just as you're about to drift off, your eyes shoot open as you remember the day. You reach over to your bedside table and pick up your phone; it’s 11 a.m. You were supposed to be getting ready to go out with Taehyun. The both of you finally had a free day in your schedules, so you had planned a date. Just a picnic in the park, a way for both of you to relax and enjoy the outdoors. 
  You let out a groan of frustration. Of all the times to get sick, it just had to be now. You hold your phone in your hand, hesitating over the call button. You felt terrible about having to call Taehyun and cancel, especially since it was his idea in the first place; not only that, having to tell him you were sick was going to be a whole other mission on its own. 
Taehyun is the sweetest man on Earth; you love him with every fiber of your being. He’s kind, loving, and affectionate, and he always knows just what you need. However, he has just one minor flaw, and it’s turning into an overbearing, doting caretaker when you’re sick. It’s completely overbearing; refusing to leave your side, he insists on piling you up with blankets, spoon-feeding you endless bowls of soup, and not letting you skip a single dose of medicine. He even tries every home remedy he knows, fully determined to get you feeling better before the day ends. While you appreciate his caring nature, all you wanted to do right now was sleep in bed unbothered. 
With a sigh, you finally hit the call button, sitting up in your bed and breathing in quickly, trying to unclog your nose as much as possible and trying to sound as normal as you can. You clear your throat as you hear the sound of your lovely boyfriend on the other line. 
“Y/N? Is everything okay? We were supposed to be meeting up at 3, right?” Taehyun picks up a worried tone lacing his voice. 
"Yeah, I’m fine, Taehyun; it’s just..." You slowly drift off, hesitating to end your sentence. You let out a sigh and closed your eyes, bracing yourself for the worst. “I think I’m coming down with something. Nothing serious though, just, you know, a little cold.” You quickly add, “I think it just might be better for me to stay home. I don’t really want to get you sick.”
You hear shuffling on his end of the line and small grunts that you can only assume is Taehyun. “Baby, I’ll be there in 10 minutes.” He says hanging up the call without giving you any chance to reply.
"No, Taehyun its-” you hear the line beep. Defeated you sigh and put your phone back down on the nightstand to prepare yourself. 
As you're lying in bed fighting hard to keep your eyes open, you hear keys jingling from your front door, and not even ten seconds later, Taehyun is at your side, his cold hand on your warm forehead. 
“You’re not burning up yet, but just in case, lets get you bundled up, hm?” Taehyun grabs blankets from your closet piling them on top of you tucking you in tightly to your bed. 
“Baby, I can barely breathe,” you laugh watching him frantically try and tuck you in. You free one of your arms and grab him, steading him beside you preventing him from leaving to retrieve more blankets. “Tyunieee– I missed you…thank you for coming over here; you really didn’t have to though.”
“Nonsense, you really think I’d let you be here alone? Besides, I missed you too.” He beamed down at you and bent over to give you a shy kiss on your forehead. Just as quickly, he clears his throat and looks away from you, crossing his arms looking around nonchalantly. “Now anyway, back to business. I know you still have medicine here from the last time you were sick; where is it?”
You let out a giggle at his antics, “Behind the mirror in the bathroom.”
He nods curtly and makes his way over. Once he returns, his hands are full of different pills and liquids, all promoting to cure colds and fevers. “Alright, are you ready?”
“Taehyun, is this really necessary? I swear I'll be fine if I just get some rest; really, it’s not that bad.” You whine grimacing at all the medicine that he threw down on the bed. “You being here is enough.” All you get in return is a disapproving look. You sigh and pout.
Taehyun runs out of the room and returns moments later with a glass of water. He sits next to you and opens the first bottle pulling out two orange pills. He grabs your hand and places the pills in the center of your palm signaling for you to put them in your mouth. You grimace and put them in your mouth and he hands you the glass of water. You take it, fill your mouth, and altogether swallow the water and the two pills. Before you can place the water down next to you, he’s already placing a cup with purple liquid in your hand. You give him a questioning glance. 
“It’s for your throat, it should get rid of the soreness,” he explains, holding the small cup out to you.
“I thought only little kids took liquid medicine.” 
“Exactly,” he laughs, pinching your cheek.
You begrudgingly take the cup and shoot back the foul tasting liquid making a disgusted face as the flavor hits your tongue. “Ew, that's so gross no matter how many times I have it.” You look at Taehyun with a pout on your face. You raise your arms up towards him. “Cuddle me?” You ask giving him puppy dog eyes and jutting out your lower lip.
He looks at you, his face faltering for just a second before he quickly straightens up and says, “Nuh-uh, there is still more to do.” He races out of the room before you can protest. “I’m making you soup.” He yells from what you can only assume is the kitchen.
The pout on your face deepens and you let out a dramatically loud huff of air hoping that he can hear it and you cross your arms. “C’mon Taehyun just come cuddle me,” you whine “I’m feeling miserable the least you can do is cuddle with me.”
You hear footsteps getting closer to your room, anticipating Taehyun to enter You quickly turn on your side away from the door and close your eyes. You hear an exasperated sigh. “You are such a handful,” he laughs and you hear him set down the bowl of soup on the table next to you as the bed dips and you feel his hand against your forehead. “You feeling okay?”
You nod in response. “You love me though,” You smile, eyes still closed ignoring his presence.
“That I do, now c’mon sit up so you can eat.” He grabs your arms and hoists you to a sitting position moving your pillows so you have something to lean against. He grabs the bowl and lifts the spoon to your mouth. “Open up.”
You stare at the spoon and back at him, reluctantly opening your mouth allowing Taehyun to spoon feed you. “I’m not a child.”
“What are you talking about? You’re literally my baby,” he coos giggling and offering you another spoonful. “Y/N?”
“Hmm?” You respond, mouth full of soup.
“You can tell me to stop, you know?”
You choke on your soup. The sound of his words leaves you hurdling into a coughing fit, unable to catch your breath and your eyes watering. “What?!” You exclaim.
He pats your back soothing your coughing fit. “I just mean if it bothers you when I take care of you, just tell me to back off. I know I can probably be overbearing but I just love to take care of you,” He admits sheepishly. You notice his ears turning a light shade of  pink and you can’t help the sheepish smile that graces your lips. 
You reach for his hand and give it a small squeeze. "Taehyun, of course I love and appreciate that you take care of me and I know that it can’t be easy dealing with me being stubborn. I really do appreciate it.” You tilt your head to meet his gaze hoping he can see their warmth. “I just worry that you’ll get sick.”
“Well even if I do, I know you’ll take good care of me.” He laughs, tension dissipating from his body. Taehyun continues to spoon feed you until there is nothing left. “Well I’m going to go clean up okay?” He gets up from his spot from the bed bending down bowl in hand to give you a light kiss on your forehead. “I’ll be a right back cutie,” He winks.
“I don’t think I look very cute right now,” you're getting drowsy now, the medicine from earlier is finally working its magic. “You better come back soon mister.”
He just lets out a laugh before returning to the kitchen. You hear the sink begin to run as you imagine Taehyun is washing the dishes. As he’s gone you sink further and further under the covers, your eyelids feeling heavier as each moment passes. Not long after Taehyun returns, stopping in his tracks at your bedroom , noticing your sleeping figure. A small smile adjourns his lips as he takes light steps forward. 
He kneels down next to you and his cool hand settles against your forehead. You flinch slightly before returning back to your peaceful sleep breathing soft and even. He frowns slightly at the warmth, a pang of worry pulls at his chest, finger lingering as if his touch alone could somehow relieve you of the fever. Reluctantly he pulls his hand back and his gaze falls upon your features. He takes his hand against and lightly traces your face. Along your nose, eyelashes and eyebrows. He tucks a stray strand of hair behind your ear eyebrows knitting them together in worry.
“Please get better soon…I hate seeing you like this,” he sighs. He gets up from the floor and moves to the other side of your bed quietly slipping in under the covers. He moves ever so slightly as to not wake you and slowly wraps his arms around your figure. Instinctively you move so that you nestle on his chest taking in his scent.
“I’m here… and I’m not going anywhere,” he murmurs, almost as if reassuring himself. “I’ll stay right here with you.”
Minutes pass, and he finds himself listening to the soft sounds of the night, the faint rustling of blankets as you nestle closer, his own heartbeat steadying as he holds you. He finds himself slowly drifting to sleep, his eyes growing heavy as the room fills with the warmth of your shared breaths.
Just as he’s about to fall asleep, he feels your hand shift slightly, curling into the fabric of his shirt as if anchoring yourself to him even in sleep. A small smile forms on his lips, and he leans down to press another soft kiss to the top of your head, whispering, “Sleep well. I’ll be right here when you wake up.”
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formosusiniquis · 10 months ago
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the bells, the joy (together in darkness)
Robin Buckley & Steve Harringto WC: 11963 | T | Tags/Themes: hivemind, Post S3, Scoops Troop Friendship, Nonbinary Steve and Robin, Blink and you miss it Steddie and Buckingham pre-slash AKA It's the Stobin Hivemind fic y'all! thank you very very very much to @spectrum-spectre for beta-ing this for me!!
Steve has never done LSD before. Which is the kind of statement his father would call ‘qualifying’ and ‘implies other kinds of wrongdoing, Stephan.’ Like the time he’d said he hadn’t smoked anything other than cigarettes that weekend. Apparently the ‘that weekend’ was a qualifier that got his very small pot stash flushed, and forced him into a second transaction with Eddie Munson in as many weeks.
Yeah okay maybe there were worse things, as far as punishments go.
Qualifying or not though, Steve has never done LSD. Not after the weekend he spent reading the supposedly true diary of a supposedly real teen that had been left on his bed. Like mother, like son, his father had sneered when he'd caught Steve curled up with it, like the whole plan to keep him from becoming pot-addled and destined for the gutter, or whatever, hadn’t relied on his gossipy nature.
It was mostly stupid, the book, but Steve figured it didn’t hurt to stick to weed. The stuff about that he knew for sure was totally fake.
Except now, he wishes he maybe knew a little bit more about what LSD was supposed to feel like. So he knows how to portion out blame for his current state. It’s currently 50% Upside-Down-Shit and 40% Russian-LSD-Shit and 10% Concussion-Shit, but if he’s being fair he’s blamed the Upside Down for about half of everything that’s gone wrong in his life since 1983. He’s willing to acknowledge that maybe the blame breakdown should be readjusted for this one.
“Hey Robin?” Trauma changes people, makes you want to stay close to the people who are changed the same way you are. Robin had shown up at Steve’s house the Monday after everything, trumpet case and duffle bag in hand. Apparently, she had walked from the school where she was supposed to be catching the bus to Band Camp, like she does every year. Apparently, when you undergo traumas heretofore unexperienced by any teen ever, Russian torture and flesh monsters, it’s okay to skip Summer Intensive to move in with your new best friend without telling your parents. Apparently, if you’re the kid that the Band Person, Director, wants to keep happy because in addition to the billion and seven languages you can play any instrument with a mouthpiece -- except trombone, slide positions, Steve had pretended he knew what that meant -- then you can just leave school to deal with your ‘mall fire smoke inhalation’ at your ‘aunt’s house’ instead. Apparently this is fine and Steve doesn’t need to worry about any angry former hippies beating down his dore because ‘what they don’t know won’t hurt them.’
So he can call out for Robin, without raising his voice because he knows she’s there. Somewhere in the house, the weight of it changed now that someone else is in it with him. He can call out even though he’s pretty sure she’s holed up in his Mom’s library on the ground floor, because he can feel her in the back of his brain and he knows she’ll hear him.
Drifting in an unfocused middle distance, he can imagine Robin. Curled up, she knows she’s been called for but isn’t in any hurry to comply, Steve will wait. He's fine with waiting, at least for the five minutes it will take for her to finish her chapter. He can see her, slotting her bookmark in place and sitting up straight for the first time in hours. She stretches, uncurls from the window seat that Steve also favors, gently sets the book down before letting a foot dangle and brush the floor to actually stand. And she leaves the library. She starts to feel closer, her presence looming stronger in his brain and Steve aware of himself in his own body. Then he hears her feet on the stairs.
“What is it, Dingus, did you know your Mom has a whole collection of French books? I’m in the middle of a bunch of lesbian short stories.”
“Yeah, she speaks it, not sure why.” He answers absently, “Have you ever done LSD?”
“I’ve had half a pot brownie and gotten way too high before.”
That’s not really the same thing, Steve thinks.
“I know it’s not really the same thing, Dingus, I was using it as a framework.” She flops facedown on the bed beside him, wiggling into what he’s started thinking of as her side. A lucky coincidence that she prefers to be tucked in on the side closest to the wall. Probably because she’s never seen anything burst out of one.
“Okay don’t think that, cause now I’m never going to be able to sleep again, I don’t think you’ve got enough space for us to pull your bed into the center of your room.”
He can see the way she imagines it. His bed, an island in the center of the room floating in a sea of plaid. Something about it is even more unnerving than if it stayed up against the wall.
“Not a good look.” He doubts anything will come from the walls again anyway, the Upside Down has proven to be surprisingly adaptive; it doesn't seem to attack in the same way twice. It makes it harder to be prepared, but he’s less worried about not being able to protect Robin in the middle of the night.
“Savior complex. Your mom has psychology books down there too. What does she even do?”
“Reads mostly. Do you think there’s anything down there about LSD?” He doesn’t think this is normal.
“Nice leap, Steve, I don’t think there are many drugs that link your brain with your coworker.” She says coworker, but he feels friend. Even that concept isn’t enough to describe the depth of warmth and affection that he feels wash over him as she thinks.
He lets the silence hang for a second, thinking but not sure what yet. His thoughts are slower to arrive and more jumbled in these early days post-concussion. His right hand curls, his fingers flex. First and third finger tap, then one and two, then none, one and two, and two, and none.
Robin’s knee jostles the bed as her leg bounces just a little.
“I think something else happened to us.”
“Wondered how long I’d have to tap your fingers for you before you got there with me.”
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evilgaygothgf · 2 years ago
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Hello!! Hope you’re doing well and having a great day <3 just wanted to send in a request in case you’re up for it! Maybe a scenario of Quackity and streamer!reader sitting together at a small party/streamer get together (like the ESLAND after party lmao), spending the whole time talking, then him walking back reader to their hotel room where it ends with a small makeout sesh or them inviting him to their room to continue hanging out for the night (they’re kinda friends prior to all this who had very silent crushes on each other so the lovers tension is definitely in the air lmao)? Hope this is ok!
Thank you for the request! I hope this fits what you had in mind ◡̈
Quackity x streamer!reader (any pronouns)
You were at a small outdoor party one of your other streamer friends had invited you to. You hadn’t been a streamer for very long, so you weren’t as close with the other people at the party besides Karl, who had invited you. You saw Sapnap, George, and Tina, who you had met at the streamer events earlier in the day, but they were in the middle of their own conversation and you didn’t feel like you were close enough to them yet to go and join in. When you went over to grab a drink and head to an unoccupied seat, you heard a familiar voice behind you.
“Hey, y/n. I didn’t know you were gonna be at this party.”
You turned around to see Alex standing behind you with a grin. You were more than glad to see that he was here and you suddenly felt a wave of comfort come over you. He was someone who always made you feel welcome as you started out in the streaming community, especially since he’s the entire reason you were doing this. Alex was the person who encouraged you to start your channel on twitch in the first place.
“Y/n, I think you’ll be really good at it and you’ll be glad you started your own streaming channel.”
“I don’t know. I just don’t think I’m entertaining enough for people to want to actually watch me.”
“I’d watch you. You’re entertaining to me. You should just try it, really. Trust me.”
You had taken his advice to start streaming and hadn’t regretted it one bit. Your channel was growing, you actually had fans, and you were even being invited to streamer events like the one you had attended today. All of this was because of the support Alex had been giving you from the start and helping you along the way. He had become a place of comfort and warmth for you.
You smiled back at Alex. “Yeah, Karl actually invited me kinda last minute. I thought maybe it could be fun,” you said as you shrugged your shoulders.
“Well, are you? Having fun?,” he questioned.
“I am now that you’re here,” you said as you threw a wink his way.
He laughed and placed a hand on your shoulder. “Okay, Mr. Rizzington,” he said as he rolled his eyes, “Let’s go sit down somewhere.”
You followed him as he led you over to a bench that faced away from the party and out towards the ocean. The entire event had been an amazing time and you had enjoyed it all, but the night view of the ocean was 10 out of 10 compared to the rest. You both sat down and while the bench was small, you wished it was smaller so you had an excuse to sit closer to Alex.
“Sorry, I feel like I haven’t really been able to catch up with you much. I’ve just been so busy with the event all day and haven’t had a chance to check up on how you’ve been doing with everything going on.” He rubbed his hands on his lap as he talked.
“No, Alex, it’s okay,” you turned your body towards him on the bench as you spoke, “you don’t have to worry about me. I’ll be fine, just do whatever you need to do and enjoy your time with all your friends here.”
“I’m not worried. I just care about you and want to spend time with you, dummy,” he said lightly shoving your shoulder with his.
Even his playful touch made your skin feel electric and you couldn’t help but feel a shiver as the sparks ran through you.
Your shiver caught his attention. “Oh, are you cold? It is a little chilly now that the sun has gone down. We can head inside if you want?”
Before you could answer, Alex was already standing to his feet and motioning for you to stand with him. You stood up from your spot and walked with him toward the hotel everyone was staying at for the event. Now that it was dark outside, the path to the hotel was lit by tiny lights along the side of the walkway. The two of you matched each other’s pace as you slowly made your way back to the hotel and you told him about the people you had met a the streaming event that day. You finished talking as the two of you approached the entrance of the hotel and you looked up at Alex to see that he was just staring and grinning at you at you spoke.
You laughed nervously under his stare. “Why are you just staring at me like that?” You tried to sound annoyed to distract him from the blush that you knew was creeping up on your face.
“Mmm I don’t know,” he shrugged his shoulders, “You seem happy. I just like seeing you happy.” As he finished his sentence, the two of you had stepped into the elevator. “What floor are you?”
“I’m on 6th.” You watched as he pushed the button to your floor and put his hand back in his pocket. “Oh, are you on the same floor as me?”
“Nope. I was gonna come hang out with you in your room if that’s fine? Damn, trying to get rid of me already,” he joked.
You taunted back at him, “I guess it’s fine with me. You just can’t get enough of me, yeah, yeah.”
“Something like that.”
The door to the elevator opened and the two of you stepped off. You walked him to your hotel room and tapped your card to enter the room. You turned to Alex as the door shut behind both of you.
“So, do you want to watch a movie or something?” You hoped he said yes because you couldn’t handle being alone in this room with him without something to distract you from the butterflies that bang around in your stomach whenever he’s around.
“Sounds good to me,” he said as he flopped onto your bed and grabbed the remote. He patted the spot next to him on the bed. “C’mon and sit. It’s your bed.”
You really didn’t want to sit next to him because you might evaporate into thin air the second you do, but reluctantly, you kicked off your shoes and made yourself comfy on the bed. He flipped through the channels and found a movie that had already started not too long ago, so you two hadn’t missed much of it. The movie played on and you felt like you had done well to hide your nerves so far. Well, until you felt his eyes on you. You tried to pretend you didn’t notice him stealing glances at you here and there. Maybe he could tell he made you nervous. Maybe there was something stuck in your hair. Maybe-
Your thoughts were cut off by his whisper. “Can I kiss you?”
You almost jumped out of your skin at his question and you couldn’t even think of how to respond. “I- what did you say?” You couldn’t even look at him when you spoke.
“Sorry, I don’t know why I asked like that. It’s just all I can think about right now honestly. Wait that sounds bad. Like I’m not just thinking about kissing you, but like, I’m thinking about you, all the time, including now, and right now, that includes kissing you,” he blurted out.
He thinks about you? All the time? You finally looked back to him and his eyes were locked on yours. He thinks about kissing you? You had to admit you had thought about the same a fair share of times. You had imaged what it would feel like when his lips touched yours. Your gaze traveled from his eyes to his lips and back up.
He shifted closer and whispered again, “Can I?”
You opened your mouth to respond but no noise came out, so you just nodded your head. Your heart was thumping out of your chest, but you wanted this so bad.
He slowly leaned in, cupping your face. His hands felt so warm and comforting on your cheeks, his thumb lightly rubbing your skin. His lips landed on yours and it felt like the world around you went silent. He pulled his face back from yours slightly and ran a thumb over your lips. You reached your hands up and threaded your fingers into his hair pulling him back in for another kiss. The kiss that followed was more needy than the first. You tilted your head to deepen the kiss and felt his tongue running across your lower lip. His tongue entered your mouth and you felt his hands release from your face and fall to your sides, lightly squeezing you as they reached your waist. You gently tugged his hair and he released a shaky breath you didn’t realize he was holding.
The two you broke apart from the kiss and Alex rested his forehead on yours. Your hands continued to play with his hair, twirling the ends with your fingers. Your lips still tingled from the contact with his. There was so much on your mind you wanted to say to him in this moment, but you felt breathless and the words wouldn’t come up. He stayed silent as well, just staring into your eyes and rubbing his thumb on your hip. You were fine staying like this for as long as you could, enjoying his warmth and his touch. Words could come later.
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wlfhrdlover · 2 years ago
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omg can you please fem!reader who has low iron and she almost faints but Ajax helps her !! 🤗
YES I DEFINITELY CAN
i suffer with low iron too and literally 10 minutes before you sent me these I almost fainted in the middle of my living room 😩
please don't try to dance with your siblings when you just woke up
DIZZY
Ajax Petropolus x fem!reader
summary: you had a lot of things to deal in your week and completely forgot about your condition. Ajax was there to help you.
WARNINGS! mentions of fainting, nosebleeds, anxiety, overthinking, briefly mention of trouble parents.
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Exams week.
You hated exams week.
Your parents always made sure that you were the perfect and top student, only the highest grades and the best projects, assignments or anything, they just wanted to see you studying.
If you got an A- or even worse, a B+, it would start a huge fight, one that you always ended up crying and blaming yourself for failing.
But of course, you had your boyfriend to help you in times like this, not that you would listen to him, but you appreciated how Ajax sat with you and made sure that you were at least drinking water properly.
— My beautiful and lovely girlfriend- Ajax pleaded and you frowned looking up from your books- Can you for the love of Zeus take a break? You've been studying for...- he looked at his phone- 5 hours! And you didn't even touched your water!- he panicked.
— I'll eat something in a minute baby, I just really need to finish reading this- you pecked his lips and he sighed.
— Fine, promise?- he asked and you nodded.
— Promise my love- he smiled and hugged your waist.
You pulled an all night study session and of course you forgot to eat and take your supplements, truth be told, you definitely forgot about your condition.
Your iron deficiency were the reason that Ajax was always worried about the exams week, he would always remind you to at least take your supplements, but you were stubborn and forgot things way too easily.
So when you finally finished the last test and got up, everything hit you like a truck.
Your head almost exploded when you walked to your teacher's table, she smiled while taking your paper.
When you started to walk you more and more felt dizzy, but then your phone almost bursted with messages.
Your parents.
They started to bombard you with questions "how it went?", "you made sure to get only the right answers?", "did you studied enough?".
It plagued your brain and you could feel your lungs aching, what if you failed?
What if you really failed all of your tests and your parents would get disappointed again?
Everything seemed to spin around you.
You didn't eat, you didn't took your supplements, you barely slept in the last 2 days that were the time Ajax didn't checked to see if you were taking care of yourself.
And now your overthinking and anxiety bursted you.
The lack of oxygen in your body being noticed far away.
Ajax walked out of his class and his eyes quickly spotted you, you were frozen in the hallway, eyes almost closing, way more pale than usual, legs shaking.
— Shit- he whispered and Kent jumped when Ajax dropped his things and ran in your direction.
Fortunately he got there in time, your body failed on you, Ajax quickly held you when your vision darkened, the well known dark circles made your head hurt.
— It's okay, it's okay- Ajax said more to himself than to you, he slowly and gently laid you down on the floor.
He saw this happening way too much times to not know how to deal with it, Ajax even took time to talk with the Nevermore's nurse to know what to do in case you fainted in front of him again.
He unbuttoned your blazer and loosened the tie, unbuttoning the first two buttons of your shirt.
Curious eyes and bodies moved in their way but Enid and Kent who were nearby and noticed what happened were quickly to shoo them away.
— You're okay my love, do you want some water?- Ajax asked quietly seeing that you were slowly coming to your senses again.
— Yes- you muttered and he helped you up, he waited a minute to see if it was safe to sit you up, you held his arm tightly and blinked but nodded, he used his own body to help you, your back on his chest as Ajax held the water bottle for you.
— Can you stand up?- he asked but he got his answer immediately when your nose started to bleed- Okay, I need to pick you up, is that okay?- he asked and you nodded holding your nose.
Ajax tried to not move you so fast when he picked you up, you laid your head on his shoulder and he calmly but quickly got you in the nursery.
Ajax massaged your scalp as you leaned closer on his body.
— You scared me for a minute- he whispered.
After a whole round of supplements and iron-rich food you found yourself in Ajax's room, more specifically, on his bed, laying on his chest.
— I'm sorry- you muttered and he kissed your head.
— I told you to eat love, you know how bad they can get if you don't- he said and you nodded and sighed- I know that your parents are full assholes but you need to think about yourself first, I really worry about you, you know that right?- you smiled and looked at him.
Ajax's free hand were caressing your waist in comfort, your skin were warm now but he shrived when remembering how cold you were earlier.
— I love you Jax, I'll try to take care of myself so I don't worry you again- you said and he kissed your lips.
— You worry me every day because I love you, but it's far from pleasing seeing you pale and cold with a nosebleed, so for the sake of your beautiful boyfriend, you better start to take care of yourself- he said and you laughed, he smiled.
— Beautiful boyfriend yeah?- you teased and he laughed, flipping your bodies around so now he was hovering over you, you smiled and took his face between your hands.
— Is that the only part you got, pretty girl?- he asked and you only giggled, he started to attack you with kisses and you laughed the whole night.
You absolutely loved Ajax.
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matchawrites-n-doodles · 2 years ago
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To Give Back
Din Djarin x F!Reader
Chapter 3: Comfort under Rain
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Author's Note: Here you go! Hope you guys like it! I'll probably reread in case I made some mistakes :L
Summary: Finally safe in your ship, you've done everything for your guests to be comfortable and safe from the rain and Din returns the favor.
Warning: Angst, mentions of trauma?, mentions of blood, fluffffff
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Chapter 2: A Safe Place
It was just a split second when Din noticed the cold, deadbeat look in your eyes after you killed the thug. With the stickiness of your soaked hair stuck to your cheek which framed your face. How one small section of your hair curled to the corner of your soft lips...
And with your knife at hand, colored blood which was barely washed from the rain. When that coldness of your eyes was replaced with worry, he felt a tug in his chest and a sense of familiarity. He saw the cold be replaced instantly. Eyes now full of concern. Concern for him. Why?
It was only just today that he first saw you at the market, and of course, he did receive a few bruises and a large cut on his leg but you didn't need to help a total stranger, and his kid as well.
You still did anyway. Of course anyone could of kidnapped the kid for bounty and left but you didn't. After taking care of the kid, you went straight for him. Telling him that the kid's okay and safe. However, he's a Mandalorian and he knew not to trust anyone's words but you're no droid or some bounty hunter, maybe. Not after what you did for the kid this morning. The adoration in your eyes for the child. No sign of you wanting to take him away from him when he's not looking.
So, he had allowed you to help him. He allowed you to lead him out of the dark, cold, rainy night. Deciding to trust your words since it seems that you're the last person to have seen the child. Din's only hope to seeing the kid again.
You at his left side, holding his waist and his left arm over your neck to help support himself due to his leg. You even gave him your name as you make your way over to your ship.
"So, everyone just calls you Mando?" You asked, giggling.
"Yes."
"Alright... Mando." You made a small smile, looking ahead, which Din would recognize from this morning. The look of longing.
After 10 more minutes of walking in the rain, it was then Din realized that you were leading him into the woods and he felt uneasy.
As if you could sense his uneasiness, you told him, "Don't worry. My ship's parked in there. I just prefer to stay hidden."
The woods may look thick with trees and roots but there's some space in the middle for your ship so it's kind of a nice looking spot to be in. It's also quite an unusual spot to park the ship but it blends in with the trees pretty well so no one could tell it's there unless you walk up to it.
Huge relief washed over him when your ship opened to reveal the kid at the entrance holding a blanket to keep his small body warm, and his plushy at his side. Safe and unharmed. Just like you said he would be.
"Hey kid!" He heard you say with a sounding smile. "I told you I'd get your dad back!" He glanced at you and noted how your cheeks puffed when you grinned, along with small dimples forming.
The kid cooed, happy to see the two of you back safe and sound. You lead Din up the ramp and let him sit on one of the crates you have on the left side of your ship and then closing your ship shut after taking one more look at the open to make sure no one followed you.
Din let out a small, relieved groan, relaxing a bit as he checked his wound. Then he watched as you quickly went to your supplies to grab something. The child waddled over to him and placed his head on his leg. All worried for his guardian. Din reached down patting his head, "I'm fine, kid."
"Are you hungry?" You popped up from behind the wall next to them. Under your left arm are dry clothes, while your towel is on your shoulder and your hair down allowing you to dry your hair.
"I'm okay."
"Perhaps something for the little one then." You smiled down at the child who ears perked up at the sound of food. You look back up to see that the metal man has hesitated a bit before nodding. Your smile widening until you remembered.
"Oh. Here. Some dry clothes. Refresher's is down there on the left. Towel is already in there." You set the clothes next to him and pointed the direction.
"Oh. You don't have to-"
You stopped him, "No. You must. You might be sick and I rather you be out of those wet clothes as soon as possible to stop you from getting more sicker. And don't worry, I'll watch over him. This is my ship so we aren't going anywhere. You have my word."
You lightly placed your hand on the side of his shoulder, tilting your head to the side, awaiting for his approval.
His head tilt up at you and apparently there's probably no way out of this. And after all you've done for the kid as well as for him, he might as well give in just a bit more.
"Thank you... Again. You really didn't have to." He stood up, grabbing the clothes you gave him. His head turned to you.
You shrugged, placing your hands behind your back with a smile. "You're welcome. Saw a person in need so it's only natural, for me at least, to want to help."
"Those clothes should fit you, so you'll be nice and snug in here once you're done." You picked up the child who made grabby hands up at you. "And you... Let's get you something to munch on, hm? Maybe some clothes as well... I already started washing your robe. So it should be dry the next morning. "
Your voice began to blur and Din watched as you turned, talking sweetness to the little one, and he let the image stay permanently in his mind.
And for the first time in a while, he somehow felt a bit safer in this old ship of yours. So long as the kid is near him. And for you to be around as well.
...
Din felt better for sure after a quick shower and into the dry clothes, but the achiness and slight chills are starting to affect him as well. Isn't that usually the sign that you're having a fever? He sighed, knowing that you're not going to let him leave until he's better. His leg seemed to look less irritating at least.
He heard the child giggling and he couldn't help but smile. It has been quite a rough week and the poor kid just needed a cheer up. Purchasing that plushy was enough. Having you around seem to make things better.
He thought about what the two of you are doing out there in the hull. His mind now towards you.
This... was actually not the first time he saw you. You've obviously never really officially meet each other but he's seen you before in Tatooine many years ago. He had one of the bounties over there and there was another Mandalorian from another clan who was with you. He worked with him to find their bounty and that Mando kept a distance from you while meeting with Din about the bounty but still kept an eye on you.
Din would noticed how protective the Mando would be over you and the only informative he has given him was that he had rescued you from a horrible place just about a week ago.
It was no wonder you looked so lost. So different and broken that day.
You were sitting at a table with a bowl of soup in front of you. Your clothes were ragged and dirty. Your hair wild and tangled. Your hands were clasped together tightly and your eyes were tired and sore from crying and there was a hint of trauma lingering behind those eyes as you stare into space. There was even a bruise on your right cheek where he could easily see it. Somehow that seemed to anger him a bit even though he barely knew you.
Years later now, he'd never thought he would see you again. You probably don't remember him since he wasn't wearing any shining new beskar armor at that time but for him, it was only then he'd recognized your eyes that he remembered you.
How different you are and how kind you are. More happier than ever and content with how you're living.
The small interaction with you and the little one made Din's heart jumped.
It was how you decided to give up the plushy and how much you first adored him when the two of you both met. The way you looked up at him, not even afraid of his tough, scary looking presence. Only startled at the sudden display of protectiveness he has towards the little one. He did recall you calling him Mesh'la.
No one has ever called him that. Ever. Not even in mando'a. You've never even seen his face at all since it's a part of his creed to never take his helmet off in front of any living creature.
How did you know mando'a?
Din frowned at his own question. Did that Mando taught you? Where was he? He realized that he hasn't seen the Mando the entire time he's here. He thought that you two would stay together since. 
Has that mandalorian... ever call you mesh'la?
Din closed his eyes, shaking his head. Now he's thinking crazy. Maybe he really is sick.
His thoughts were interrupted by you knocking on the door lightly making him jump, grabbing his blaster.
"Mando? Are you okay?" Din inaudibly sighed, putting his helmet back on and holstering his blaster. "You've been in there for a while. Thought I-"
He opened the door and you froze, making you look up at him. The man towers over you and your eyes widen at how up close he is to you while Din has a close up view of your face.  He is now wearing the clothes you've given him but he also has the rest of his armor on which you understood why. Him being a Mandalorian and all. The smell of your soap fills your nose. "Yea. I'm fine. I was just... Thinking through some things."
Tilting your head to the side, you replied in a small voice, "Okay." You stepped aside for him to walk out of the refresher and you followed behind. Him realizing the child isn't around and he turned to face you, almost storming towards you.
"Where is he?" Din asked, feeling the panic coming in.
You shushed, trying to calm him."It's okay. Relax, Mando. He's safe on my cot. He fell asleep after we played for a bit."
You smiled as you gently place a hand on his arm, nodding your head behind you where your sleeping chamber is at the corner on the right side of your ship. His shoulders relaxed when he sees him, sleeping peacefully.
The warmth from your hand left his arm sending tingles up his arm and down his spine. He finds himself missing it already.
"Are you hungry? I made stew yesterday and you should eat anyway. I can go upstairs or you can, wherever you prefer to eat your meal." You had already made your way to the small little kitchen, located on the other side of your ship. You grabbed a bowl for him as well as some warm tea. "How are you feeling? You feel warmer than usual or any chills?"
Din only stood there as he stare at you. You being unbothered by his constant staring. "Thank you. I... I'm okay right now. The shower helped."
You nodded, your back still facing him as you continue to prep his food. "And since it's still raining and dark outside, I can sleep better if you stay here where you're safer with the little one." You chuckled.
"I also have an extra bed mattress somewhere, so that I can sleep out here while you-"
"No." You turned your head, an eyebrow raised.
"What do you mean 'no'?" Your hands on your hips, pouting a little. Maker, why do you look cute?
Din sighed, "I can take the mattress. That's your cot. This is your ship."
You crossed your arms over your chest as you stare at the metal man. "Well, yea. It's mine but you're my guest." You smiled. 
Before Din could say anything, you continued, "It's also a lot warmer in there and I'd prefer you stay warm and get better. It's okay. It's just until the rain goes away and that you're better." 
You grabbed the tray and hand it over to him. Your eyes met with his black visor where you assume his eyes are. "I assume you would you like to eat here so that you're more closer to him?" Your voice small and gentle.
Din opened his mouth, only to close it. It's the way you looked at him, stern and unbothered by him. A bit headstrong as well. Your expression would soften a bit when you mentioned the kid.
His shoulder drop slightly as he nodded firmly once, taking the tray, "Thank you."
You smiled, "You're welcome. I'll be upstairs if you need me." You turned and started to head up.
Once he's confirmed that you've gone, Din looked down at the tray, and his stomach growled. He closed his eyes and sighed. He noticed a small box and decided to move it over next to the cot so that he sit next to the sleeping child. The tray now on his lap, he took one look around the hull before reaching up to his helmet. The hiss going off from his helmet as he lifts it up and sets it next to his left.
He looked down at the tray and starts eating.
...
It was already getting late and  it had only been about half an hour since you've stayed in your cockpit. All you've been doing is just staring into space, sitting on your chair with your legs tucked under your arms and your chin on your knee.
You were thinking of the Mandalorian who is in your hull. How you felt like you've seen him before but can't quite figure out where. It was all a blur and before you know it your mind starts to wander to your friend who past a year ago. Your lips trembled and your heart ached.
You breathe in through your nose, exhaling and you looked up, trying to stop the tears that threaten to fall.
"No more crying. It has been a year already." You mumbled to yourself, lightly slapping your cheeks. You closed your eyes tightly. "Just pull yourself together." 
A stray tear would fall down your cheek and you sighed. You crinkle your nose when you felt the need to cry. You wipe away the stray tear with the back of your hand, jumping slightly when you heard your name being called.
"You there?"
You cleared your throat before replying to him. "Y-Yea. I'm here. Did you need something?"
You could see him walk down the small hallway to your cockpit, "No. I was just checking on you."
That made your heart swell so you giggled, "I'm okay." He would nod, although secretly, he heard everything you said and the little sniffles you made. He could even see a hint of hurt and pain in your eyes.
"Are you sure?" He tilt his head and honestly, you thought that that was cute.
You smiled, "Yea." You straighten your legs and your arms out, stretching which would bring your limbs together. Your nose would scrunch up and you gave a small yawn, closing your eyes. Din thought that that was cute.
"You should sleep. You're tired." You nodded.
"I guess so. You sleep too, okay?" You stood up from your seat and Din would let you go out from your cockpit and head downstairs first. He would follow behind.
You went to grab the rolled up mattress from your closet and set it on your crates which both would be at your waist in height and is closely next to the wall of your ship which makes it perfect for a little small sleeping area.
Din would watch as you went to grab blankets and a pillow and you made your makeshift bed for yourself, just so he could use your cot instead. Since you did have a small heater placed in your sleeping chamber.
"Are you sure I can sleep in your cot? I'm okay with-"
"I'm sure." You smiled sleepily at him. You had already used the bathroom to prep yourself for bed, so you crawled onto your bed and sat on it. Fluffling your pillow.
You watched as he would crawl into your sleeping chamber. The little one still asleep next to him.
He looked at you and you smiled at him. He finds himself smiling back but of course, you couldn't tell.
You turned off the light which is conveniently placed on the wall next to you.
Din would look at your direction, listening to you shuffling in your bed. 
"Night, Mando. Sleep well and get better, okay?" He heard you say with a sigh, content where you are.
A few moments of silence before he replied, "Yea... Good night."
He shut the chamber and the heater would be on, not too hot. He decided that he's safe enough to take his helmet off since it's dark enough where the little one wouldn't see his face. 
He then lay down on your pillow. The scent of you fills his nose which lulled him to sleep.
...
It was only a few hours later when Din heard it, causing him to wake and open his eyes.
He sat up, still met with darkness.
He turned and look down to the child. His eyesight as adjusted a little so he would faintly see the outline of the child, who is just sleeping peacefully next to him.
Then he heard it again. He looked up, listening carefully.
"Mando..." He heard you say, which sounded faint. You had mumbled out his name, whimpering.
He frown, feeling that something is wrong. He grabbed his helmet, putting it on before opening the door. The door would make a small swoosh which doesn't wake the child and you. 
It's still quite dark in the hull but he is able to see a bit more clearly as he's used to the dark.
He scoot himself out of the cot, his feet would land on the floor with a small, soft thud. He was being careful not to wake you up, if you're still sleeping. He stood up, slowly walking to you and called your name in question.
"Mando... Don't..." Your voice trailed. Din stopped, wondering if you're awake but then he realizes that you've been sleep talking, so he continued on towards you.
You whined in your sleep, sounding afraid. He could see your face frowning and your eyes are still closed. You turned to your side, facing him.
He tilt his head, wondering if he should wake you. He hesitantly reached out with his left hand to shake your shoulder, until,
"Don't leave... Me..." You whimpered, bringing your  hands close to your face, as if your trying to make yourself small.
Din's heart would ache at your words. Are you dreaming of him?
Suddenly, your hand would reach out, trembling. His hand is still out so when you grabbed his hand, his heart nearly stopped. He looked at your face and saw tears falling out from under your eyelids. 
"Zenn... Please..." You mumbled, still asleep. Your hand gripping hold onto Din's gloved hand. His fingers would slowly close on your hand which somehow made you more relaxed. Your lips parted, and your eyebrows would relax. 
He frowned at the name, bringing the pieces together and it clicked in his head. You weren't having a nightmare.
You're reliving a memory.
His gave his attention back to you when you started to breathe frantically and your tears continue to fall. He then used his right to shake you awake, calling your name.
You jumped, letting his hand go. Your eyes would widen when you realized that someone is in front of you. You gasped loudly as your voice cracked, "No please! Don't hurt me!"
 Your arms and hands over your face as if you're shielding yourself on instinct.
Din reached out to grab your wrists, slowly and gently moving them from your face, calling your name. "It's okay. It's me, Mando. I won't hurt you." I will never hurt you.
"You were having a nightmare." He sat in front of you, trying to help calm yourself down. 
You were breathing heavily and quick as you try to adjust your eyes and you would see a silhouette of a man in armor.
"Z-Zenn?" You breathe out.
Din bit his lip, "No. It's just me, Mando." He felt a bit of jealousy about to rise but he pushed it down, knowing how ridiculous it was for him to feel that way.
Your eyes would widen, "Oh. Sorry. I'm sorry, I thought you were..." You sighed, putting your hands onto your face, feeling a bit embarrassed.
Din shook his head, "Don't apologize, you did nothing wrong." 
You sighed, feeling the tears creeping up again. You place the back of your hand to your nose to stop yourself from crying. 
"Are you okay...?"
You look up at Din, and somehow that seemed to break you. Tears would fall as you sobbed silently. 
Din's heart dropped at the sight of you. You brought your legs close to your chest with your arms tucked in as far in as you can and your left hand grabbing your hair.
He didn't really know what to do until you asked, "Can I hold your hand for a bit?"
Din's shoulder drop slowly. It was only just silence for a moment which made you think that he didn't want to do any physically contact with you but you were wrong.
On instinct, he used his feet to pry his shoes off before crawling on to the bed. He scoot himself closer to you and wrap his arms around your body and pulled you onto his lap. 
Your eyes would widen at his gesture as he guides your head to his left shoulder. Your body resting on his chest. His left leg laying straight on the mattress due to his injury. His right leg laying curve around your figure, and he would let you lay on him while his back is to the wall. 
"Is this okay?" He asked.
You were frozen but you managed to nod your head, "It's good." You replied in a small voice.
Din would then grab your blanket and wrap it around you and him so that you stay warm and you felt safe.
You closed your eyes, feeling his gloved thumb rubbing your arm gently to soothe you. Your hand would reach out to his right hand which lay on his leg. He allowed you to grasp his hand and he would close his fingers to hold your hand.
"Thank you, Mando..." You mumbled out before falling asleep, not hearing him tell you.
"You're welcome, cyar'ika..."
The sound of rain sounded wonderful as well as it soothed the both of you. Your scent lulling him to sleep.
And after a year of nightmares, you finally let yourself feel peace in your sleep.
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Chapter 4: Nice to Finally Meet You
A/N: Ehehe. Thanks for reading! And stay tune for the next one!
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darthmaclunkey · 5 months ago
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the three of you who read my posts may remember me gleefully posting about my first ever blood donation a few months ago and how stupendously well it went. well I donated a second time this week and it did……..not go stupendously well
so after sitting in the waiting room and chugging water, a nurse takes me into one of the wee rooms to check my haemoglobin. she takes three samples from my finger, frowns, and is like “it’s low, but it’s only just under the limit. we can take another sample directly from the vein which may be more accurate, but if you’d like to stop and try another day, that’s totally fine.”
I’m like no let’s do this! test my vein! so she gives me a plaster for my finger and sends me into another room.
another nurse draws blood from the vein in my other arm and tests it, and it’s looking good, well within the limits. we’re cooking with gas! I now have two plasters! I get taken through to the donation room and given a chair.
everything’s going smoothly. I make a joke about how I’m just here to collect plasters and tell the next nurse I’m going to try and break my earlier record of being the fastest woman donor at the centre. she tells me I have good veins and I’m like yay :) being excited about having good veins is a very normal thing to be :)
(jokes aside, it was all so smooth and chill - like 99% of my experiences with the nhs, the staff were all so professional, communicative, and so lovely)
anyway, I donate the bag of blood (still fast, but not beating my previous record). the needle comes out, and the nurse gets me to hold down gauze and apply pressure while she sorts the donation out. she comes back with a plaster, except when I stop pressing down on the needle entry site, blood comes gushing back out again.
she’s very calm about it, says no problem, and grabs a fresh bit of gauze and applies some pressure herself. I’m sat patiently waiting for my post-donation carton of apple juice. my little treat :)
except then the same thing happens again. I am still bleeding. we get fresh gauze and more pressure applied. another nurse wanders over and is like “wow, you just don’t want to stop donating, do you?”
I laugh and I’m like “I guess not!” but then I start to feel very funny.
“by the way,” I say, “I think I’m about to faint”
the first nurse very calmly says “ok” and flips the chair back so I’m lying upside down. I pretty much instantly feel better and tell her this.
she goes “I’m glad you told me you were feeling dizzy. your lips were going blue, btw.” #slay
by this point I’ve soaked through the plaster she applied, so she changes it and we reckon I’ve stopped bleeding. she sits me back up and lets me have the apple juice (yippee!!!) and then asks me to just sit and chill until I’m confident I’m ok. there’s no phone signal in the donor centre and the wifi is broken, and I finished reading my book on my lunch break, so I spend a very calm 10 mins looking at my shoes and sipping apple juice before I tell her I feel fine and I’m going to head out.
she still looks a bit worried, so she’s like “ok, but please take as many snacks as you need and sit in reception for a little longer just in case, my colleague there can keep an eye on you”
I go and help myself to chocolate and some stickers then park myself in reception to cram the chocolate down my throat and chug more water. at this point I just feel tired, so I decide to patch my original plan of walking home (45 mins, by the way, I was insane for thinking that’d be viable) and head for the bus.
ten minutes down the road and almost at the bus stop, I realise I am feeling…….not so good. my hearing is going all static and my vision is tunnelling a bit at the edges. I’ve fainted before, so this is not my first rodeo. the bus stop is just over the other side of the huge 4 way junction I’ve stopped at, but I decide I need to sit down expeditiously, so I walk over to a nearby planter and park myself on the edge. btw, it had been raining all afternoon, so I immediately got a soaking wet arse.
this does not make me feel much better. I decide to put my head between my knees to try and get the blood flowing back to my head. and then the next thing I know, I’m slumped on my side on the pavement.
it’s not my first rodeo for fainting and not even my first rodeo for passing out in the street (although the only other time it happened I was just blackout drunk) so I feel weirdly calm. I’m soaking wet and on the pavement, but I feel….kinda okay about it. I don’t seem to have hit my head or hurt myself. I sit myself upright and take a few deep breaths. a rare good thing about me is that while I’m usually a very anxious person, I do tend to power through and keep the heid in the moment.
what’s not okay is that nobody came over to see if I was ok. I definitely tried making eye contact with people as they walked past, but everyone just ignored me. so to everyone in [redacted] area of [redacted] on tuesday night at 7pm, you’re all cunts. your da sells avon and your maw eats chuggie off the ground.
anyway, since I’m feeling weirdly calm, I start thinking about what to do. I could go to the nearby cinema - I know it well and they’ve got a quiet bar and nice staff who’d probably help me out - but it’s across the busy junction. the donor centre is a 10 min walk away. I pull out my phone and ring my partner, who picks up on the third dial. turns out he’s in a zoom meeting, so funnily enough this is the second time he’s had to abort a zoom meeting because of me having a medical emergency (the first time I’d cut my hand badly, which meant that everyone on his zoom call just heard him yell “OH MY GOD DARTHBINGUS IS BLEEDING” (not my real name) (obviously) then abruptly hang up)
on the phone, i go “hi, I think I just fainted”
he’s like. “what? where are you? shall I call an ambulance?” and I can hear the genuine panic in his voice.
I’m like nah I’m good. I don’t need an ambulance. but I don’t really know what to do. at this point I feel too weak to get up, but I don’t feel like I’m going to pass out again. he asks if I want him to come get me and I’m like 🥺 yes pls. except neither of us drive, so it’s a 30 minute bus journey.
he runs for a bus. thankfully I’ve managed to pass out next to a major busy bus route that runs right by our flat. I send him texts every 2 mins like “still alive” “still conscious” “I am breathing” “interesting pigeon just walked past” and he replies with things like “on bus” “got a seat on the bus” “bus is 10 mins away” “glad you didn’t die in the last 30 seconds”
by the time he shows up (my calmness broke and I nearly cried at the sight of him running across the road with a tote bag full of random food from our kitchen) I’m feeling pretty much better (albeit very feeble, cold and wet), so he feeds me some strawberries and then I call a taxi to get us home. and because I’d been sitting on the wet pavement for half an hour, I leave a giant wet patch on the seat in the taxi like I’d pissed myself. I hope the driver didn’t notice.
and then I’m fine for the rest of the evening, get my dinner cooked for me, change into dry clothes, and play bg3 (6 TPKs on the ansur fight, but then again I had the [bloodless] condition which nerfed my stats IRL)
anyway here’s the swag I got (kitkat and tunnocks teacake not pictured), PLUS I got loads of sympathy from my colleagues at work the next day once I told the story. 10/10 will definitely try donating again.
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hiddenmoonbeam · 1 year ago
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yesterday's comphet awards made me think about how i've known for like 10 years that i'm more into women than men, so this isn't the same but either case i clearly needed to write this down so:
i'm 31, almost 32 now, and i've never had a relationship or anything that comes with that. i'm queer, and i live in one of the safest countries for people like us. but i don't know how gay girls find each other. when i finally worked up the courage to try dating apps shortly before the pandemic hit i only had girls as an option because guys felt too scary. i've tried several times. but living in sweden clearly doesn't mean it's easy anyway, at least not when it's in the north because there are so few i keep swiping through everyone until there's no more available. and then you barely match with anyone, and when you do no one speaks first, and when you do talk she stops responding... and the few dates i have been on didn't lead anywhere, because of course it takes time to find the right one, and being on the ace spectrum is so confusing because i don't know if i just need to give it more time but i guess if we don't even bond as friends it's probably not going to change later either...
anyway, so frustration has twice made me add men on tinder as well. because maybe i just need to give them a chance too right? and there are sooo many, so many, jesus, with only girls i had like... "5 people liked you" and within minutes of having guys too there were 99+
so i swipe and i try I TRY ALRIGHT but. men. are so. so uninteresting. i feel nothing. but i don't feel super much about random women either, sure women are generally prettier, it's much easier for me to think a woman is hot than a man, but still, maybe it's the demi thing, maybe i would feel more with time, i have had feelings for guys before so??? (and some specific fictional men are so fine, so maybe, right??)
yeah so. this year (after several overwhelming chats with different guys and one awkward date with one i definitely didn't want to meet again) i ended up forcing myself to date a guy the entire summer. he was nice, and also inexperienced and slow, and he knew i was unsure but i still felt like such an asshole. because in truth i wanted to go home whenever we met. i cried before and after. but i didn't know if it was because i was scared in general because everything was new and i have shit self-esteem and being demi is so difficult when i want so much and i was so worried i'd end it too soon and lose the chance i had + depression and anxiety flared up so bad because of all this so like. everything was shit.
like, in hindsight it's so obvious it wasn't right. it made me spiral deeper into depression again. but i can't really regret it either because maybe i needed this to realize some things, and now at least i've done more than 2 dates with the same person, i've talked with someone about (lack of) experience and how we feel, i've had someone interested in me who wanted more if i'd wanted it too. i've felt excited at the possibility of being kissed, even asked for it finally just to know, and yeah it was just a small peck and it was boring and barely counts tbh but it was something and now i've done that. and i've also had the very weird experience of a guy sitting close with his arm around me and gently brushing his fingers over my arm, and asking if the closeness turned me on... and while it was okay and nice, like he wasn't creepy or anything, i still felt nothing. so while well aware that yeah he was definitely feeling things, i truthfully said "no". which was probably an important experience to have also, to have done that, and to have met a guy who didn't make me feel unsafe about or because of it. because that's another thing, thinking that maybe my hesitations about men was only a fear of ending up with a bad one. and maybe that still plays a part, but also.... god i'm so clearly more gay than bi.
and i think i really did know that already, yet i did all of this anyway, forced myself to try. because finding a girlfriend had proven so fucking difficult, maybe i simply did have to be less picky and more open about men also.
idk how to end this, i don't have a well-thought-out point to make, and i dunno if anyone will even read all this but i'll post it for myself anyway. and just in case someone who ends up reading it feels similar, maybe you're in your 20s or later and feel like everyone else gets to experience romance and sex while you're left behind... well. maybe it doesn't help, but you're not alone. and i'm not alone either, even though it feels like it. just wanted to say that <3
also next time i get tinder im back to only girls.
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reggie-writes · 2 years ago
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Wrench’s Birthday- Wrencus Oneshots
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*Drug and suicide topic Warning*
It's been a few days and Wrench hasn't been looking too good. He surprisingly showed up yesterday after not coming in for 4 days and he was miserable. That's not all, he barely even talked to us. I've asked him multiple times if everything was ok, and he just replied with "I'm fine" with that fake tone that he gives to stangers.
I'm hoping he comes in today because it's his birthday and I got him something. Usually, it's just me and Wrench that exchange gifts on each other's birthdays.
This year I got him a particular gun, which I can't get out of our 3-D printed machine. Not saying our 3-D printed ones aren't good, it's just that Wrench has been talking about this "Daredevil" shotgun. It's an expensive gun and highly rare because there are only about 50 of them worldwide. And guess who got their hands on it? I grin to myself knowing how ecstatic Wrench is going to be. He's been talking about this ever since I met him, the way he glows when he explained what he's wanted for years.
The day was slow at the hackerspace, just watched the clock go from 8 to 9, to 10, to 11 and it felt like it could never end. I couldn't get up and leave because we all working on something important. Finally, it reached 6:30 I immediately got up and left. I forgot to say goodbye to the rest of them. Since Wrench didn't come in, I decided to stop by his house. It wasn't that far of a walk, it was only fifteen minutes away.
The rain pattered on the blacktop beside me. It was calm, especially when a car doesn't pass by. The birds were chirping and the frogs were croaking. The fog began to roam in. When I turned the corner, I saw Wrench outside taking a drag of his cigarette, also talking to some lady dressed in white fishnets and knee-high boots. They exchanged goodbyes and she disappeared around the other corner. I continued walking staring at the ground. I couldn't help but think he got a hooker for his birthday, I didn't understand why I felt a certain way like I was upset. He thinks he could call up a hooker but can't even chill with his friends?
I was pissed off about that and was going to tell him off but as I walk closer to him, his eyes were shallow and you can tell he was sleep deprived. He was in a trance like he was thinking hard about something. I was concerned about him now.
"Hey Wrench," I say clearing my throat.
He looks up at me with sorrowful eyes. "Hey man." He takes one last hit of his cigarette, throws it on the ground, and crushes it.
There was a moment of awkward silence before I spoke again.
"Well, I stopped by to give you something."
He raised his eyebrows but didn't say anything. His eyes glance over to the suitcase, being held by my sweaty hands.
"Okay." He mumbled and opened the door and turned on his living room light. Then the smell takes me back to when I was younger. The stench of cigarettes. How many packs did he smoke a day? I didn't wanna ask because I didn't want to be rude. There have to be like 30 empty cartons laying around. The last time I was here, this place only smelt a tad bit like pot and was a tad bit messy. Now it's worse, probably because he's not okay.
We sat down and Wrench snapped back to reality. He took in his apartment's scenery as I unlock the suitcase.
"Shit man, sorry for the mess." He apologized. "I really got to get myself on track." He rubbed his eyes.
"Hey don't worry man, shit happens in life. You know?" I stared into his eyes and glanced back to the case.
I slide it over to him, and he carefully opened the lid. He looked astonished with his jaw hanging wide open.
"Ma- mar-." He couldn't speak.
"I know, I kno-." I got cut off by Wrench's tight squeeze.
"Marcus I love it!" He sobbed.
"Are you crying?" I gently whispered.
He loosened his grip, then let go shortly after.
"Thank you so much." He grabs the gun carefully out of the case. "How-? How did you-."
"I found it in a dumpster behind Arby's." I grinned.
"Aw fuck off." He nudged me and examined the gun like it was an artwork.
"I gotta try this thing tomorrow. Oh! I got something too!" Wrench got up and ran to his room. Immediately he comes back out holding 2 perfectly wrapped blunts and his bong.
I chuckled. "Man, you're the best!"
******
We leaned back onto the couch and gazed into each other's eyes. We weren't super close though, but I could still tell his eyes were red. We were silent for a few minutes until Wrench smirked and we began laughing our asses off. I don't know why I found it funny but I just did. It felt like we were laughing for hours, but it was probably only for 10 minutes.
"You wanna go somewhere to eat?" I was getting bored and hungry.
"Yeah man sure, we can go to Milos bar around the corner." He stood up. "I'll go grab some..."
I grabbed his wrist. "It's on me, I'll pay."
"Look what you got me, Marcus!!!" He points to the gun. "Just let me at least pay half please?"
I got up and let go of his wrist "No, Wrench. It's your birthday."
"Fine." He exhaled and put his mask back on. "You'll let me pay next time."( ~ ^)
"Alright deal." We head out and began walking.
*****
We arrived and sat down at the bar. Wrench and I ordered water, I'm not sure if we're going to drink tonight, but I have extra money on me.
The bartender served us our water and some chips. Wrench took his mask off and we began snacking on them immediately.
"Damn, these are the bomb," I said with my mouth full.
"I know." He continue to eat the freshly baked chips.
Time went by fast and we realized we were out of them so the waiter comes by and takes our order. We both got appetizers so it was quicker to make.
"So- How've you been? Are you okay?" I started to fill the void of silence that Wrench was purposely creating.
"Ugh-." He cleared his throat. "Yeah, I'm fine." He shoves a whole bunch of taco dip in his mouth for only half of it to fall out. I hand him a napkin and laugh.
"No but seriously, how's your head? What's going on with it?" I asked concerningly.
Wrench looked like a deer in headlights.
"I'm just depressed. As always? What do you want me to say? Aww Kittens, Rainbows, Fairies, blah blah blah." he rolled his eyes.
"What's making you upset." I didn't want to go too far if he didn't want to talk.
"Meh, a lot." He mumbled.
I noticed he was getting upset so he decided to back off. " We don't have to talk about it now, just let me know later if you want."
"Alright, tell me what's up with you?" he pushed the chips to me since he was done.
"I've been worrying about you, but there's nothing new really. We got some work done at the hackerspace." I continued on about the work the crew has done.
"I hope they don't think I bailed on them." he frowned.
"No, no. They're worried about you more than anything." I reassured.
"Really?" he looked shocked. "I'm sorry, I just didn't realize people thought about me."
"Dedsec is family Wrench, including Ray. We're always here." I was concerned that he thought that.
The bartender gave us our food and smelled delicious.
Wrench murmured. "Can I try a piece." then placed a mozzarella stick on my plate.
"Yeah of course." so I gave him a wing.
The bartender asked if we wanted anything to drink, and we ordered a drink each. Wrench got some fancy rum thing and I took a beer.
*******
Time passed and Wrench was on his 8th rum thing and I was on 6 beers. Wrench was more fucked up cause he was slurring his words a tad. I was slightly drunk, I didn't wanna drink too much so we can walk home.
"Heyy M?" He looked up from his drink after staring at it for a while.
"Yes?" I turned over to him.
He got quiet and thought for a moment while tapping the glass. "I don't wanna make you feel bad. But Ima say it anyway if you don't mind."
"Wrench you're not going to hurt my feelings. What's up?" I wasn't expecting much.
He struggled to pull his phone out of his pocket. "I was born at 9:42, it's 9:41."
"Happy birthday!!" I started shaking his shoulder and he softly smiled. I grabbed my beer and gestured to drink. So he grabbed his cup and I put my arm around his shoulders. We cheered and chugged.
"So your 25 now?" I joked.
He chuckled to himself then his smile dropped. He barely managed to say. "You know, yo- you saved m- me today M."
My heart slightly sunk since I was confused.
He looked down at his feet resting on the footrest. "I was gonna end it at 9:42." he gulped.
I was dismayed and my immediate response was to hug him. If I didn't see him today, he would've bit the dust. Fuck man. Losing him would make my life miserable, I just wish he knew that he means so much to me. I wrapped my arms around him tight and he moved closer to me. I can tell he was softly crying on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry Wrench. I should've come by sooner, I was so caught up with-" I stopped cause he let go of the hug with tears still forming in his eyes. He placed a finger on my lips. "Shh.." then slowly dragged it down and started at my lips for a second then back up at my eyes. "Don't feel bad, don't apologize. It was my fault. I was so lost in my head man I get into these weird depressive states and it almost won this time again."
"Again?" I raised my brow.
"Yeah, when I was a teen." he picked up his drink and took huge gulps.
"Oh wow." I felt very sorry for him. I had an idea that something was going on but didn't know it was this severe.
"I'm sorry that you're friends with an unstable person. I wish all the time that it would fade away, but it always comes back." His hands were cupped around his drink looking at his feet.
I sighed. "It's not your fault Wrench that's just how you are. Yes, I know it gets scary sometimes, you might have to be more positive in those times You know I care about you, my life would turn upside down."
"I try M, I really do. I have so much ballsly confidence and when it's time to end it. I don't second guess myself. It's my mind M and I can't fix it myself. I think I need meds but I don't wanna take them. I tried overdosing back when I was 16 so it's kinda traumatic taking medicine regularly. Then I think it's just better off..." he stopped for a second "Being fucking dead." He looked up at me with sorrowful eyes.
I was silent processing his feelings. I felt a pain in my chest, I cared so much for him. I hated to see him like this.
"I just realized today, that when I'm with you, they all disappear. I'm able to think again."
That made me smile and I rubbed his arm.
"Not cigarettes, not pot, not beer. Yeah, they help me to confront things with ease but..." He thought for a few seconds. "Since the day I fucking met you they just began to silence. Every time we hung out when I had a low day you always bring me up."
His eyes were moving slowly almost like they weren't keeping up so where he was looking at. 
I felt a warm feeling inside me, usually, this happens a lot with Wrench. I just didn't think about it too much before. It was there briefly in the past, this time it was lingering. I didn't know if this was a crush feeling because I thought I was straight.
"That means a lot Wrench, thank you. You always cheer me up all the time.  I'll be here through every step of the way" It felt like I was blushing.
"I wanted to say that I'm not saying I depend on you for happiness 'cause I have days that I do it myself. You just mean so much M, you are closer to me than any other friend or even other family I had. You know?"
"I believe you, I believe you." I nodded. "I'm getting tired, and you're slurring a lot, we can continue this convo walking home right?"
He nodded. "Sure thing, imma go piss." he hopped off the and I practically caught him.
"I'm ok, I'm ok." He tried to maintain his balance.
"Are you going to make it to the bathroom?" I placed down the cash with the bill.
"I don't know, maybe not. How are we gunna make it home?"
"We'll find out." I patted his back.
So I guided Wrench to the bathroom he was able to follow he was slow. I also went too and next thing he was holding the wall for balance. So took him back out, grabbed the change, and left the tip on the table.
"Where are we going again?" he couldn't keep his eyes open.
"Your house." I opened the door for him.
"Home? It's pitch black out."
I grabbed his hand and he opened his eyes wide. "M, are you making a move?"
"No, you keep closing your eyes I'm going to make sure you don't end up somewhere else."
"Oh. Well Marky Mark I feel something when you hold my hand."
"My hand?" I wasn't too sure what he meant cause he was plastered.
"Oh right! Duhh." He laughed then tripped over his feet. "Shit."
We walked for about a minute till he blurted out. "Wait no, mentally. I feel it inside." he pointed to his chest.
I squeezed his hand and he looked down at the ground grinning.
I hear this one song play in my head by U2. The beginning of where the streets have no name.
The sidewalk was uneven in some places so we were stumbling and laughing hard. We were intoxicated.
At one point Wrench fell into the grass which made me fall onto the cement. He stumbled to get back up then screamed, "I'M NOT LETTING YOU TAKE ME THIS TIME!" then smiled. "FUCK YOU!!" He raised his middle fingers at the trees. It echoed back strangely and it sent a shiver down my spine. I was still on the ground admiring him and the moment that he was having. I didn't understand why and I didn't need to.
He turned around and his smile was bright and he managed to walk over to me. "You need help there buddy? Why are you on the ground? Didn't I fall?"
"You took me with you." I got back up and held his hand again.
The rest of the way we walked home still holding hands with the beginning of that song still playing over and over again.
We walk into the door he threw his vest on the couch as he dragged me into his room. He ran over to his radio and turned it on.
He tackled me into his bed. "Ahh woah!" I wasn't expecting that.
We were face to face as he held himself up by his hands. He had a big grin that made me blush stupidly hard.
He kissed my cheek and snuggled right up next to me. I put my arm around him and cuddling with him felt so natural and so right. I was focused on the lyrics of this song but I didn't know it. I began running my fingers through his hair.
"What song is this?" I mumbled.
"Explosions, three days grace," he mumbled back.
"I like it."
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I woke up and realized I was at Wrench's house. There was something warm wrapping around me and grabbed the hand to look at it. I saw his incognito tattoo and my eyes widened.
"Wrench?" I whisper to myself. Did I sleep with him? Or was this platonic? I was confused so I laid there for about 30 minutes trying to put the pieces together.
I eventually remembered what Wrench told me and then his scream in the woods. But had no memory of us flirting. It felt like a dream trying to figure out what the fuck just happened.
So I turned over to him, he was sleeping peacefully and his arm slightly rested on my waist still. I smiled as the butterflies swarm my chest again I remembered the feeling last night. I just couldn't recall what was exchanged between us.
I can't be in love with him, am I? I get up just to clear my head still trying to figure out what happened last night.
I stretch and take in Wrench's scenery, empty bottles, empty cigarette boxes, and dirty laundry everywhere. I check the time it was 9:30 so I figured I would just clean a bit so he can have a fresh start. Living in his apartment would give me much anxiety as it is. I put the blanket back on him and he just looked so adorable. Maybe I am into him.
I silently clean up his room did a load of laundry, threw out the garbage and wiped down his dresser, emptied his ashtrays. Swept the floor and then moved onto his living room. Picked up all his stuff off the ground and then switched the laundry. Sweep and cleaned off the counter and tables. I placed his shotgun back onto the coffee table for later.
I was going to make breakfast, but I had to clean out his fridge and wipe it all down. Then I started, at 1:00 making food for us. While I was at the stove cooking, I heard footsteps from behind.
"Good morning M, why is my apartment cleaned up?" he questioned,
"'Cause I did, after we eat you got to change the sheets. Also, most of your laundry is in the dresser."
He stayed silent so I turned around. His mouth was slightly ajar.
"I just figured you needed a little help for a fresh start." I shrugged and continued cooking.
He sat down on his barstool which was behind me. "What happened last night? What did I tell you?"
I thought for a second. Did he not remember? I barely did but I knew something happened.
"You told me what was going to happen last night." I frowned remembering that part. I placed his plate in front of him and sat down across from him.
"Why are you doing this M? I appreciate your help, I do. I'm just confused."
I knew I would've helped him either way even if I wasn't interested in him. "Well, 'cause I care for you. I was worried about you, so I hope it'll be a bit easier for you."
Then that song started to play again in my head. Then I remember that Wrench pointed at his heart and said inside. He feels something inside in his chest but we were hammered so that was the best way to say it.
"Thank you, M." he was shoving the food in his mouth.
"You told me last night that you liked me, Wrench."
His eyes shot wide open, stopped chewing then swallowed. "I- I what?"
"I had to hold your hand walking home and- you told me that you felt something. I woke up to you on my back."
He looked off to the side trying to remember. "I've always felt something when I'm with you. I just don't remember anything last night."
That gave me so much relief because I was starting to fall hard for him.
"Do you Marcus?" He asked.
I nodded quickly. "Look, I would've given you a fresh start ethier way. But I wanna take this slow Wrench."
"Oh yeah, I agree." He nodded. "I have to recover from it. Marcus I would love to start a relationship with you, but I just can't right now." he started to tear up.
I grabbed his hands and held them. "I know it's hard, I'll be here. You take as much time as you need. If you are having a bad day, call me and we'll hang out."
"Ok, thank you M." he got up and grabbed out empty plates, and threw them in the dishwasher. He noticed his fridge on the outside clean, then opened it. "Oh my god! Marcus! You didn't have to, it looks so much better."
He ran over to me and kissed me on the cheek and hugged me. I wasn't expecting that but shrugged it off.
"You've done so much for me."
We both got up and put the clean sheets on then made the bed. He dove into the bed after it was made. I laughed then it reminded me of last night.
"Hey, do you wanna try out your new gun today?"
"OH MY GOD YES YES YES!!" he bolted into the living room.
I smiled as I walked out of the room and closed the door.
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naomithenomes · 2 years ago
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|| What if Y/N passed out? || Fem!Reader x Bakugou Katsuki || (I also posted this on Wattpad, my user is @nomesthenoms)
Your POV:
You had just gotten off of training with one of the Pros.
You were so tired, you felt like shit, and everything was going to absolute crap. You had barely been progressing with your quirk, even though you skipped a few meals just so you could get to training on time. You felt insecure about your body, too, so you felt that this was perhaps a good opportunity to fast.
Your friends noticed that you were skipping meals, of course, and asked what was wrong. You told them you just weren't hungry, and that you would eat a lot before meals. Or, you would tell them half the truth and say that it was to get to training on time. Your forced, strained smile actually convinced everyone you were telling the truth.
Of course, everyone except Katsuki.
Practically everyone knew Katsuki had a crush on you- except you, yourself. And vice versa. He paid close attention to you, noticed every single detail, and always knew what you were feeling. Same with you.
So when he noticed the change of your pattern in behavior, your fake smiles, the way you would barely eat except the occasional treat- he knew something was wrong. And he would not rest until he knew you were okay. So, he decided to come to your dorm room before class started to confront you about it.
"Hey, Y/N. Are you still sleeping, you lazy ass?"
You awoke to what could only be Katsuki's voice, and responded with your best I'm-totally-awake-I-didn't-just-wake-up-a-second-ago voice. But, because of your drowsiness and loss of nourishment, it would be hard not to know that you just woke up.
"E-eek! Katsuki-kun, is that you? What happened? Why are you at my door?"
"To check on you, you damn idiot. Let me in after you're done changing."
You froze.
"Why would you check up on me? I'm perfectly fine-"
"Just do it. Don't ask fucking pointless questions."
Katsuki could be SUCH a lost case sometimes.
As you got dressed, you panicked internally. "Does he know? Does he know about me fasting? But... but I thought I was convincing! I mean, the others definitely bought it..."
You hesitated for a moment before turning the door handle.
Welp, no turning back now.
Katsuki immediately dragged you to your bed, plopping down on it as the ancient bed frame creaked.
"Why have you been forcing that shitty smile of yours?"
Your E/C eyes widened.
"W-what do you mean, Katsuki-kun? I-I haven't been-"
"You haven't been fucking eating, either. Did you think I wouldn't notice? Seriously? You're so damn bad at acting that it should be obvious."
Suddenly, you felt dizzy. Like, extremely dizzy.
"Y/N, answer me, you damn bitch! Why the fuck haven't you been eating? You're going to get sick if this goes on!"
When you didn't respond, he shook your shoulders and looked you in the eyes with his beautiful, scarlet-red ones.
"Y/N!! You look pale as shit! ANSWER ME, DAMN IT! WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU?!"
You wanted to answer, you truly did. But the room was spinning so fast that you fell onto his chest and leaned against it. Your eyes closed, and soon, your consciousness drifted off to a peaceful slumber.
Katsuki's POV:
As Y/N fell against me, I tensed.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!"
She didn't answer. Her tired eyes were closed shut.
"Y/N?!!"
I started to panic as I shook her shoulders. They were cold and limp.
"Y/N!! WAKE UP, DAMN IT!! WAKE THE FUCK UP!!"
"Bakubro, what-?"
Ah, Shitty Hair.
He gasped. "W-what happened to Y/N-chan?! Did something happen? What-?"
"SHE PASSED OUT!! SHIT, DON'T JUST STAND THERE AND DO NOTHING WEIRD HAIR, GET A FUCKING TEACHER!!"
"R-right!!"
As he ran off, all I could feel was anger. Why was Y/N such a fucking IDIOT?! She starved herself so badly that she ended up passing out!! She...
Even though he tried to convince himself that he wasn't worried, that he was just mad at her for fasting, he couldn't. He was worried. But, of course, he wouldn't show it.
10 minutes later, you were tucked into a bed in the infirmary .
"Ah, so the poor thing starved herself?"
"Fucking obviously!"
Stupid Recovery Hag.
"Just wanted to make sure, dear."
"Tch."
Obviously, I gave her the details. NOT because I was worried about Y/N- Just because the hag was too stupid to figure it out herself. OBVIOUSLY.
"Poor darling. I'm going to talk to her parents and the teachers about this, so they can keep an eye on her. You, too. Make sure she eats, dear."
"Obviously. Do you think I'm that much of an idiot that I'll continue to let her starve, you stupid hag?!"
"No, dear, I was just reminding you. Now, please don't call me such rude names."
"Tch." "Well, I'm going to leave you two alone now. I'll be right in the other room, so call me- nicely- if you need anything."
"Whatever, woman. Anyways, t-thanks for checking up on her, even if you didn't do anything."
"You're welcome, dear. I'm happy to help."
As the hag wandered off to the other room, I subconsciously started to stare at Y/N's face. I even cupped her cheek with my hand, and fuck- even though she was so malnourished, she was so damn pretty.
Fuck.
"I love you, Y/N."
BY THE WAY, I'M STARTING A SERIES ABOUT THIS ON WATTPAD! MY USER IS @nomesthenoms. PLEASE FOLLOW ME LOL
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creative-kny-fics · 1 year ago
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Since there is no girl fights yet can ask for switch Shinobu and Mitsuri?
Pls and Thank u
Leafyanon
Ohhh that's right! There is not much of them 2! There is always a first time hahahaha, okay!
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Lers: Shinobu Kocho and Mitsuri Kanroji
Lees: Shinobu Kocho and Mitsuri Kanroji
'Shinobu - San *caw caw* Kanroji invites you to a sleepover!' 'Huh?', Shinobu took the small letter that the crow handed him and began to read it.
'Dear Kocho, I invite you to a sleepover at my estate! These days have been very stressful for me and I would like to have a good time with my friend! Confirm to my raven if you will come or not. Sincerely: Kanroji Mitsuri', Shinobu mused for a moment, she couldn't just leave like that, she had to check on the patients, make their medicines, take care of the girls and...
Wow, she hadn't realized that almost all his time she was investing it in the organization, perhaps, Mitsuri was not the only one who was stressed...
'Tell Kanroji that thank you very much for the invitation, I will go'
Shinobu arranged everything that was necessary, entrusted Aoi and Kanao to the care of the estate, finished the medicines, and annoyed Giyuu. Now, she could already take a little break.
'Ahhh!! shinobu!! Did you come!! pass pass!! Are you at home! Feel free to do what you want' 'Thank you very much Mitsuri-San'
For almost 2 hours they talked about their day to day, they ate, they got ready, you know, normal things that happen in all sleepovers
'So how is Iguro-San as a couple?' 'It's totally adorable~! Kyaa! It is so beautiful! So thoughtful!', Mitsuri took a pillow and covered her face while waving her legs excitedly.
'I'm happy for you Kanroji' 'And you Kocho? Someone catch your eye?' 'I don't have time for such things', Mitsuri took the pillow off her face; poor Shinobu, she works so much and has no free time, she thought.
Mitsuri approached Kocho, trying to give her a hug.
'You don't need to be like this Kocho, I understand you' 'I'm fine Kanroji, there's nothing to worry about', Mitsuri mused a little until she knew exactly what to do.
It always worked in these cases...'Nice try, Mitsuri' 'H-Huh?! Kohohocho!', well, almost always
'Hohohow did you knohahahaw?' 'You were very predictable. Did you think I wouldn't notice? It might work with Tomioka, Sanemi, Muichiro or Obanai, but... not with me'
'Kyahahaha! Kocho! Plehehehease!' Mitsuri fell backwards as she twisted from side to side trying to evade the fingers that slid around her sides.
'Ahahahaha! Shihinobuhuhu! Nohoho thahahat! Sohohohorry! Eahahahahaha!' 'What's up Kanroji? It's not so funny when you're the lee, huh?', well, it was true, Mitsuri liked to make fun of how ticklish her victim was, but now it's not so funny anymore
'Hmmm... Hey Kanroji, on a scale of 1 to 10. How ticklish are you?' 'Ehehehehe?! Gyahahahaha! Shinobu! Nohohoho!! Wahahahahit!'
'What do you expect? I do not believe that. What's up, are you very ticklish? What happened when Tomioka asked to wait? You were laughing, I think this would be payback,' Mitsuri let out a squeal as Shinobu found a particularly sweet spot.
'Yohohou ahahahasked for ihihit!' 'Ha-! No! Mihihitsuhuhuri! Ahahahahaha!' 'Tahahahake thihihis!', Mitsuri stood up, dancing her fingers around Shinobu's waist, smiling as she tried not to smile or laugh.
'Hahahahaha! Mitsuri! Hohohold on! Yohohour nahahails!' 'Yeah? What's wrong with my nails? Do they tickle you? Come on Shinobu, I already laughed, now it's your turn!', or that was what Mitsuri thought would happen, she didn't expect Shinobu to direct her fingers to her sides again.
'Gahahaha! Shinobu! Ahahahahaha! HAHAHAHAHA! NOHOHOT THAHAHAHAT!' 'Whahahat's wrohohong? Hmmmm! KAHAHAHANROJI!'
Almost 1 whole minute lasted that little fight (if I could call it that?).
'GHIHIIVE UHUHUP' 'YOHOHOU FIHIHIRST!' 'AT THE SAME TIME!'
'1...2...3', and so they finally parted ways.
'Yohohou're terrible, Kohocho!' 'You tohoho!', well, I guess that ended it all.
'Good job Shinobu, but I'm still a better ler than you' 'You? I don't think so, I'm better', or... maybe not, well apparently the above was just the first round
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