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stranger things text postsss lalalala (made by me, the background images/tumblr posts are from pinterest)
also yes there's enby robin buckley. i love enby robin buckley. great hc, 10/10. also psst i have more posts that i can't fit on here so those will be out by tomorrow!!
#stranger things#robin buckley#steve harrington#eddie munson#fruity four#st4#steddie#steve x eddie#gay steve harrington#gay eddie munson#lesbian robin buckley#enby robin buckley#nonbinary robin buckley#st textposts#stranger things textposts#memes#shitpost#stranger things shitpost#ronance#robin x nancy#nancy wheeler#lesbian nancy wheeler
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the bells, the joy (together in darkness)
Robin Buckley & Steve Harringto WC: 11963 | T | Tags/Themes: hivemind, Post S3, Scoops Troop Friendship, Nonbinary Steve and Robin, Blink and you miss it Steddie and Buckingham pre-slash AKA It's the Stobin Hivemind fic y'all! thank you very very very much to @spectrum-spectre for beta-ing this for me!!
Steve has never done LSD before. Which is the kind of statement his father would call ‘qualifying’ and ‘implies other kinds of wrongdoing, Stephan.’ Like the time he’d said he hadn’t smoked anything other than cigarettes that weekend. Apparently the ‘that weekend’ was a qualifier that got his very small pot stash flushed, and forced him into a second transaction with Eddie Munson in as many weeks.
Yeah okay maybe there were worse things, as far as punishments go.
Qualifying or not though, Steve has never done LSD. Not after the weekend he spent reading the supposedly true diary of a supposedly real teen that had been left on his bed. Like mother, like son, his father had sneered when he'd caught Steve curled up with it, like the whole plan to keep him from becoming pot-addled and destined for the gutter, or whatever, hadn’t relied on his gossipy nature.
It was mostly stupid, the book, but Steve figured it didn’t hurt to stick to weed. The stuff about that he knew for sure was totally fake.
Except now, he wishes he maybe knew a little bit more about what LSD was supposed to feel like. So he knows how to portion out blame for his current state. It’s currently 50% Upside-Down-Shit and 40% Russian-LSD-Shit and 10% Concussion-Shit, but if he’s being fair he’s blamed the Upside Down for about half of everything that’s gone wrong in his life since 1983. He’s willing to acknowledge that maybe the blame breakdown should be readjusted for this one.
“Hey Robin?” Trauma changes people, makes you want to stay close to the people who are changed the same way you are. Robin had shown up at Steve’s house the Monday after everything, trumpet case and duffle bag in hand. Apparently, she had walked from the school where she was supposed to be catching the bus to Band Camp, like she does every year. Apparently, when you undergo traumas heretofore unexperienced by any teen ever, Russian torture and flesh monsters, it’s okay to skip Summer Intensive to move in with your new best friend without telling your parents. Apparently, if you’re the kid that the Band Person, Director, wants to keep happy because in addition to the billion and seven languages you can play any instrument with a mouthpiece -- except trombone, slide positions, Steve had pretended he knew what that meant -- then you can just leave school to deal with your ‘mall fire smoke inhalation’ at your ‘aunt’s house’ instead. Apparently this is fine and Steve doesn’t need to worry about any angry former hippies beating down his dore because ‘what they don’t know won’t hurt them.’
So he can call out for Robin, without raising his voice because he knows she’s there. Somewhere in the house, the weight of it changed now that someone else is in it with him. He can call out even though he’s pretty sure she’s holed up in his Mom’s library on the ground floor, because he can feel her in the back of his brain and he knows she’ll hear him.
Drifting in an unfocused middle distance, he can imagine Robin. Curled up, she knows she’s been called for but isn’t in any hurry to comply, Steve will wait. He's fine with waiting, at least for the five minutes it will take for her to finish her chapter. He can see her, slotting her bookmark in place and sitting up straight for the first time in hours. She stretches, uncurls from the window seat that Steve also favors, gently sets the book down before letting a foot dangle and brush the floor to actually stand. And she leaves the library. She starts to feel closer, her presence looming stronger in his brain and Steve aware of himself in his own body. Then he hears her feet on the stairs.
“What is it, Dingus, did you know your Mom has a whole collection of French books? I’m in the middle of a bunch of lesbian short stories.”
“Yeah, she speaks it, not sure why.” He answers absently, “Have you ever done LSD?”
“I’ve had half a pot brownie and gotten way too high before.”
That’s not really the same thing, Steve thinks.
“I know it’s not really the same thing, Dingus, I was using it as a framework.” She flops facedown on the bed beside him, wiggling into what he’s started thinking of as her side. A lucky coincidence that she prefers to be tucked in on the side closest to the wall. Probably because she’s never seen anything burst out of one.
“Okay don’t think that, cause now I’m never going to be able to sleep again, I don’t think you’ve got enough space for us to pull your bed into the center of your room.”
He can see the way she imagines it. His bed, an island in the center of the room floating in a sea of plaid. Something about it is even more unnerving than if it stayed up against the wall.
“Not a good look.” He doubts anything will come from the walls again anyway, the Upside Down has proven to be surprisingly adaptive; it doesn't seem to attack in the same way twice. It makes it harder to be prepared, but he’s less worried about not being able to protect Robin in the middle of the night.
“Savior complex. Your mom has psychology books down there too. What does she even do?”
“Reads mostly. Do you think there’s anything down there about LSD?” He doesn’t think this is normal.
“Nice leap, Steve, I don’t think there are many drugs that link your brain with your coworker.” She says coworker, but he feels friend. Even that concept isn’t enough to describe the depth of warmth and affection that he feels wash over him as she thinks.
He lets the silence hang for a second, thinking but not sure what yet. His thoughts are slower to arrive and more jumbled in these early days post-concussion. His right hand curls, his fingers flex. First and third finger tap, then one and two, then none, one and two, and two, and none.
Robin’s knee jostles the bed as her leg bounces just a little.
“I think something else happened to us.”
“Wondered how long I’d have to tap your fingers for you before you got there with me.”
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#platonic stobin#my fic#steve and robin#scoops troop#scoops troop friendship#untitled stobin hivemind fic#now has a title#which is a reference to a song for lya which i don't really recommend but whatever#nonbinary steve harrington#nonbinary robin buckley#autistic robin buckley#neurodivergent steve harrington#the author gives steve their own quirks and lets the audience diagnose as they will#enjoy!!! its been a nine month labor of love please like it!!
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Platonic Jonbin headcanons?
oh my god being asked to talk about platonic jonbin??? them and platonic edancy are my favorite underrated platonic dynamics so I will use any opportunity to not shut up about them.
heads up! there will be possible rojancy (without romantic jonbin obviously) and possible stonathan and also possible platonic soulmatism stobin because those are things I cannot get out of my skin.
also! these are all in random order and don't have to exist in the same universe as each other or canon. really this is mostly just me cherry picking what parts of canon I like then saying fuck it and going by vibes!
jonathan and robin are both nonbinary but robin is a she/he sort of nonbinary and jonathan is a they/them sort of nonbinary (this will be the pronouns I'll be using throughout this) (if you see me use different pronoun hcs in different posts shut your mouth)
they have matching music tastes. no, not the same music taste, MATCHING music tastes. like it feels like the songs would get along or would be in playlists of two best friend characters. they're also both incredibly passionate about music so they love saying that each other are the "only music tastes I respect even though I don't listen to all of them" like they're such snobs together (robin is joking, jonathan is not)
they do dress like they came from the same cartoon. it's less that they look similar and more like they have a general vibe to them that when put together feels eerily like the same artist drew them
jonathan finds eddie hot and robin is so personally offended by that because eddie is the person he loves making fun of because it's her personal bully victim (affectionate)
"FIRST STEVIE AND NOW EDDIE????" "I'M SORRY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED"
robin and jonathan have opposite tastes in crushes. the singular place it aligns is with nancy wheeler
robin has a thing for people who kind of intimidate her and are incredibly driven/passionate people with a soft side
jonathan has a thing for soft people who love animals and are really kind but with a scary side
"how is she literally perfect????" "i don't even know"
there is something so funny to me about jonathan having a heavy preference for men in their sexuality
"that guy is hot" "he literally looks like he's been dipped in a dumpster what the fuck is wrong with you"
the pattern you're seeing in these headcanons is that they're not similar as much as they are complimentary
robin does jonathans hair. they didn't ask for it, he just showed up to their house with hair products and went "sit down. no you don't have a choice."
this isn't necessarily because she's good at doing hair and more because jonathan's hair texture is just so nice but eventually he gets really good at it
steals each other clothes but will not use it in the same way. jonathan's overwear???? no, that's robin's lasso. robin's shirt???? no, that's jonathan's journal decoration
stonathan with platonic jonbin is so fucking funny and i don't know why more people don't consider this
"MY BEST FRIEND IS FUCKING MY PLATONIC SOULMATE????? oh my god i let them meet is this nepotism" "robin what the fuck" "nonono let her speak"
also platonic soulmates stobin being so welcoming of jonathan my beloved <33
"you stole my best friend and my ex???" "are you actually mad" "no that's funny as fuck you should come for girls nights"
which while we're on that tangent yes jonathan is invited for girls nights yes they are the most girl there no they are not a girl you just don't understand their gender is a candy wrapper at the bottom of a garbage can okay
"I'm infiltrating the secret meetings of all genders." "yes, jonathan, sit down, let me do your nails while robin talks about girls"
jonathan is literally the best person to come to for any crush because while steve will get excited with robin and support his delulu urges jonathan will be dead serious when they say "no she likes you back you dumbass"
when they get flustered from nancy flirting with them they react the exact same, which is they freeze and slowly turn redder
the difference is jonathan goes silent while robin starts talking more to attempt to distract nancy (it doesn't work)
when they panic at the same time their brains temporarily connect so they can yell "oh god fuck oh my god what do we say fuck she's so pretty I'm too gay for this" in each others brains
robin loves her label as being a lesbian very much and he's very connected to it while jonathan could not care less to label their sexuality
"mmm I'm such a lesbian womennnnnn" "have fun with that but also fold your fucking clothes"
they both get each other out of awkward social situations when their token 'knows how to talk to people' buddy isn't there
they also tend to stick to each other when steve is out being sociable in public spaces
as much as i love the idea of steve being robin's beard, i like jonathan as his beard more
people are more intimidated by jonathan for whatever reason so they're less likely to bug them about their relationship
if you're going down the rojancy route, they're dating the same girl so they hang out a lot together anyways so it's a good cover
and if you're going down the stonathan route steve is literally always with robin they can find time to sneak in kisses
"arent you jealous your gf is always with that Harrington kid??" "I'm not even slightly worried i trust her"
robin gets really attached to will and basically becomes will's third sibling
she's also really attached to el so she's ready to bat for the byers family any day of the week
jonathan is the older sister, robin is the older brother, i dont make the rules
(i mean i literally do in this scenario but like the worms in my brain insist)
robin jumps on top of jonathan instead of "hugging"
"hugging is weak we will be commencing a five-step attack plan" "robin."
i now realize how long ive been talking I'll stfu
#rojancy#stonathan#platonic jonbin#platonic stobin#nonbinary jonathan byers#nonbinary robin buckley#ronance#jancy#virgil shut up challenge#hc anon#virgil responds
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Steve, looking at a board of badges: Robin... what are our pronouns today? 🤔
Robin, half asleep: Not now Steve 😴
Steve: Oh, uh... I don't think they make Not/Now pins... we could probably make our own though right?
#their pronouns are they/them in the plural way and in the genderqueer way#robin buckley#steve harrington#genderqueer robin buckley#nonbinary steve harrington#nonbinary robin buckley#genderfluid steve harrington
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skater AU hcs
Nancy:
-GNC | He/She & Unlabeled
Robin:
-Nonbinary | They/She & Lesbian
Jonathan:
Trans (ftm) | He/Him & Pansexual
Steve:
Gay | He/Him
#bog aus#ronance#stonathon#nancy wheeler#robin buckley#jonathan byers#steve harrington#ronance au#stonathan au#gnc nancy wheeler#trans jonathan byers#gay steve harrington#nonbinary robin buckley
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#stranger things#robin buckley#art#illustration#nonbinary robin buckley#nancy wheeler#ronance#ronance fanart
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ONLY A WEEK LEFT TO SHARE PROMPT IDEAS!
Robin Week | January 25-31
The prompts will drop after Christmas! Feel free to share your prompt ideas in the comments below or through this form.
Also: the info section got an update.
INTRO | INFO | ASK | AO3 COLLECTION | ARGYLE DAY | STEVIE EVENT
#robins gender week#robin buckley#transmasc robin buckley#stranger things#stranger things events#platonic stobin#nonbinary robin buckley
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As soon as the team was asked for volunteers, Steve was the first to sign up. He usually hated working events, but this was different. This was the first event when they'd get to be themself. He'd been to pride only once before, getting dragged along with Robin the year before, and it had ended up being a world of discovery.
Sure, he couldn't be decked out in rainbows and flags, having to wear their EMT uniform. But their boss had approved pins and bracelets as long as it didn't interfere with the duty. So his uniform had their pronoun of the day pins (They/He), their updated name badge showing his choice of names (Steve/Evie), pins and bracelets of the trans, non-binary, genderfluid, and bi pride flags. And Robin had braided bi pride ribbons into his hair before he tied it back when getting ready. It was going to be a good day.
He was kept busy, like the rest of the first aid team. And being one of the highest trained on duty, one of two AEMTs and in training to become a paramedic, he was tending to deal with the worst injuries and illnesses, and having to triage for if anyone needed to be transferred to the hospital. Robin stopped by a few times, to check in, and to give them snacks. It helped break up the day as he wouldn't get a long break.
They'd had to spend some of the day hurrying around the site whenever the radio buzzed for first-aid assistance at various points around the site. He was making his way back to the first-aid tent after one call, when their eye was caught by the band on the second stage. In particular, the long-haired guitarist. Steve couldn't help watching them as he walked by, until he stumbled and nearly fell into someone. They shook their head, and dragged their eyes away to make his way back to the tent. He was there to do his job, not make eyes at a pretty guitarist. They tried to put it out of their mind, but he couldn't help looking out for the guitarist as the day passed. Not letting it get in the way of their job, but whenever they had a second free.
Late in the afternoon, they were alerted to a group of people making their way to the tent. Two guys supporting a third, with another guy ahead of them to clear the way. Steve pulled fresh gloves on and hurried down to help. As he reached the group, he realized that the guy being supported was the pretty guitarist. They tried to not think about it, needing to remain professional.
"What seems to be the problem?" Steve asked, swapping places with one of the guys supporting the guitarist.
"He nearly passed out on us." One of them responded.
"Right. Come on, we'll get you all checked out." Steve replied, guiding them into the tent.
"You can check me out anytime, sweetheart." The guitarist replied, leaving Steve fighting back a blush.
"Eddie, shut up." The guy in front snapped, before glancing at Steve. "Sorry about him."
"But he's pretty." The guitarist- Eddie- whined.
"Okay, just set him down here." Steve helped Eddie onto the bed at one end of the tent, before turning to the other guys. "Only one of you can stay in here with him because of the space, so if the other two can just wait outside?"
The other three guys looked between them, silently deciding that the shorter, curly haired guy would be the one to stay behind.
"Gare-bear, where they going?" Eddie asked.
"They're waiting outside for you, asshole."
Steve coughed a little to hide the laugh that threatened to burst out, the conversation reminding them too much of dealing with a drunk Robin, or worse, the kids while they were crossfaded for the first time.
"Okay, can I just pop this on your finger for a reading?" Steve asked, waiting for Eddie to hold his hand out so he could fix the pulse ox monitor. They then grabbed a clipboard and a blank paperwork sheet. "And while we wait for that, just a few questions. Can we start with your name?"
"Eddie Munson." The other guy, Gare? replied.
"You can take my last name, angel." Eddie said, which Steve ignored.
"Thank you, and the date of birth?"
The other guy reeled it off, as Steve wrote it down.
"And Gare, was it?"
"Gareth."
"Gareth, sorry. Can you tell me what, exactly, happened? The other guy said he nearly passed out?"
"Yeah. Uh, we were performing earlier. We're in a band. He was fine then. But in the last thirty minutes or so, he's been complaining about not feeling so good, and then he nearly passed out."
"Okay." Steve wrote down all the information, then copied down the numbers from the pulse ox. "I just need to get the rest of your vitals, okay, Eddie?"
"Anything you want. He's so beautiful, isn't he Gare?"
"Anything you say, Eds."
Steve set to taking the vitals, making sure everything was normal, but kept asking questions to get to the bottom of it.
"Any medical conditions?"
"No."
"Do you know if he's taken anything in the last twenty four hours? Any prescription meds, or over the counter, or any other substance?"
"Shhh. Gare, you can't tell him."
"Dude, I'm not a cop. I just need to know if it could be what you've taken, or so if you need any medication it won't react to it."
"He smokes, and we were smoking weed last night. But he smokes weed most weeks and has never reacted like this." Gareth explained.
"Uh-huh." Steve continued to make notes, both the answers to the questions and Eddie's vitals. "Any alcohol?"
"A couple of beers."
"When was the last time he ate?" Steve asked, frowning when they noticed that Eddie's blood sugar was on the low side.
"Wait, I think that was-" Gareth broke off for a moment. "Eddie, you certifiable moron."
"Not eaten much today?" Steve guessed.
"Not eaten at all today. He doesn't eat breakfast, ever, and he felt sick before we went on so he didn't eat lunch. And after he still didn't want anything."
"That pretty much explains everything. Plus drinking on an empty stomach is a recipe for disaster. I'll grab some water and something small so you'll feel less like passing out." Steve crossed the tent to find a bottle of water and the emergency snacks they kept, usually for diabetics.
"Here. Drink some water, and eat these. I know they're not the most exciting snacks, but you should feel better after." Steve handed it over to Eddie, a mini bag of fruit gummies, and a small pack of crackers.
Steve kept a check on Eddie as he ate the snacks. He seemed to be doing better, which put Steve's mind at ease. And kept trying to flirt, which left them fighting to remain professional.
"How are you feeling now, Eddie?" Steve asked after a few minutes, hoping that it wouldn't be too much longer before they could have a moment to freak out, preferably with Robin.
"Better. But you could make me feel incredible, big boy." Eddie said, a clear flirty tone in his voice.
"Not while I'm on duty," Steve replied slightly absently as he made a note on Eddie's sheet. Then, realizing what they'd said, fought to figure out how to backtrack without offending Eddie. "I mean, it's good that you're feeling better. I would recommend you try to get a balanced meal soon, something with carbs, protein, fibre, fats. That will help keep you feeling better, and keep you from feeling like you're going to pass out again. And it might be best if you stay off the alcohol for today."
"Does that mean- ow." Eddie started to ask something, but cut off. Steve looked up from the clipboard, and it was obvious that Gareth had elbowed Eddie to get him to shut up.
"This is your copy of the paperwork, it just has your vitals, and what's happened. If you still feel unwell later, and you need to come back here, or you seek medical attention somewhere else, you can show this, so whoever you see has some background for what has happened today." Steve explained, handing the sheet over to Eddie.
"Thanks," Eddie replied, starting to stand up.
"You're welcome, enjoy the rest of your day." Steve turned to start sanitising and packing away the equipment used, so the space would be tidy for the next person to need it. He could hear a brief, whispered conversation behind him, but ignored it. Until they felt a tap on their shoulder, and turned back to Eddie.
"For you," Eddie said, thrusting a small piece of paper into Steve's hands before leaving the tent with Gareth.
Steve unfolded it, and read the note. 'What about when you're off duty?' followed by a phone number. He blushed a little as he shoved it into his pocket. God, they needed to talk to Robin.
Later, once he was home, he finally had the chance. Not that she was much help.
"You're telling me you nearly fell over yourself because you were staring at this guy, kept looking out for him because you hoped to see him after, he shows up to the tent and is flirting with you, and gave you his number. And you haven't called him?"
"That is missing the point entirely? He wasn't well when he came to the tent, and it kinda feels like I was taking advantage of him to end up with his number after that. I should have given him to one of the others. I shouldn't have let him give me his number." Steve protested, feeling unsure if they had handled everything in the best way.
"You are the only person I have ever met who thinks that getting the number of someone you find attractive is somehow a bad thing. This is why you're still single."
Basically giving Steve my gender here. In this he's genderfluid and uses various combinations of They/He/She pronouns, depending on the day I was at pride today (well, yesterday as it's now after midnight here), and this idea came to me on the way home. Also, idk how first aid services at events work in the US, so this is vaguely based off what I know from what I've seen in the UK.
#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#platonic stobin#steddie#steve harrington x eddie munson#trans steve harrington#nonbinary steve harrington#genderfluid steve harrington#bisexual steve harrington#queer eddie munson#pre steddie#atimeofyourwrites
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robin, seconds after waking up after top surgery: where's steve?
eddie: who do you think took your boobs?
steve, currently down the hall trying to charm the nurses into giving him some graham crackers: hey did that scream sound particularly anguished to you or-
#steve harrington#stranger things#eddie munson#robin buckley#yes i think she gets top surgery <3 nonbinary dyke nation
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im having thoughts about transfem stevie who kinda realized she liked feminine things while dating nancy. and so sometimes stevie would take interest in nancy's makeup, leading to nancy sometimes doing her makeup or hair. nancy, who had never been in a long-term relationship before this, kinda just assumed this was normal boyfriend and girlfriend things and goes along with it, because "steve probably did this with his previous girlfriends, right?" (She did not do things like that with them, Stevie was just sharing more of herself because she was in love with nancy)
And so when Nancy and Jonathan start dating, Nancy suggests playing with Jonathan's hair, because the makeup part didn't really seem like something Jonathan would enjoy when she thought about it but mussing with her boyfriend's hair seemed perfectly normal. Jonathan, also having never been in a relationship before, also presumes this to be normal, and frankly enjoys when it happens.
meanwhile Stevie's kinda fully coming to the realization around the scoops area of time that "holy fuck, i dont just like girly shit. I am a girl." Then she comes out to Robin after starcourt, who encourages her to lean more into it and helps her begin to transition. And that she should have guessed based on how Stevie told her "at least the girl's uniform is cuter. I'd rock that in a heartbeat." wholehearted and dead serious.
and later on she comes out to most of the group, and mentions having known for a long time that she was a girl. And nancy is like wait how long because it had only been 2 years now since they broke up. and Stevie kinda shrugs and was like "i mean, it was pretty obvious looking back, like with the whole hair and makeup thing that happened while we dated was definitely a sign" to which nancy and jonathan are like "wait the hair thing isn't normal?" and stevie's like "?????? what. no???"
And this is how Jonathan's egg cracks and Nancy realizes she's maybe actually a lesbian?
#stobin can see the gears spinning in both of their heads and are trying so hard not to burst out laughing#i love when jancy is very smart but also total idiots#is this anything#stranger things#transfem steve harrington#lesbian nancy wheeler#trans jonathan byers#trans steve harrington#im thinking jon is nonbinary but i cant stop thinking about ���my little lesbian. <3” “THAT'S JONATHAN BYERS”#platonic stobin#stoncy#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#robin buckley#consider: t4t stonathan#lesbian jancy my beloved#s1-s2 stancy i love you but you also hurt me deeply#i love when scoops era robin is like “harrington i wanna study you like a bug. i wanna see how you tick.”#god this is cracking me up
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steve hummed as he rummaged around the kitchen, brushing the hair out of his eyes. "you're so pretty, stevie."
"hm? oh, thanks robbie."
"no, like. i really mean it. and, yknow if you wanted... i could do your makeup sometime..."
steve's head snapped up, eyes shining. he had only mentioned it in passing, but robin noticed, of course she did. "i, uh. that'd be... nice," he said nervously, smiling at his best friend.
it was quiet after that, as steve continued to do the dishes. "hey, robbie?"
"yeah, steve?"
"do you think, well, maybe-" steve sighed, shaking his head, "never mind."
"what? tell me," robin encouraged, moving closer to him."
"could you call me stevie? not- not just steve? like, all the time?" he whispered, ducking his head.
"of course, stevie," she beamed, "wanna steal your moms make up and do make overs?" she asked, trying to lift the somber mood, silently cheering when stevie looked up with a smiling, "yeah," they said, before running up the stairs to the make up cabinet.
#steve harrington#robin buckley#best friend robin#platonic stobin#queer platonic stobin#queer steve harrington#nonbinary steve harrington#transfemme steve harrington#supportive robin buckley#stranger things#stobin#qpr stobin
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Coming out as nonbinary to robin. Friends to lovers. Reader and Robin are in their late 20s. (Warnings: some negative self talk, nail picking, anxiety, panic attack, brief mention of bullying, I thinks that’s it lmk if there is anything else) (D/N-deadname) MDNI 21+ only
ps- sorry if there are mistakes I will try to correct them. Also this is my first fic soooo, please be easy on me lol
Word count- 1.2k
Laying in your room on the floor looking at the ceiling, trying to calm down the anxious thoughts and discomfort from your body. After trying all night, nothing was helping, tears streaming into your ears. You’d finally had enough. And you needed to tell someone, the weight of it just felt too much to handle. So you packed up a bag and walked to Robins.
Opting out of driving, for two reasons.. one you weren’t sure it was safe to drive while sobbing, and two it would give you time to figure out how you were gonna tell her. You have been in love with Robin since the third grade when she tripped Derek Thomson after he’d made fun of your hair cut. Sure it wasn’t great, but for a kid with craft scissors it looked pretty good. You just couldn’t stand the feeling of your long hair anymore. All of the boys touching it, all of the adults saying how pretty you were. So you chopped it, and Robin was the first person to compliment the new look. You were able to repay her a month later. When one of Derek’s minons overheard Robin saying that when she grew up she wanted to marry a girl. They all started to laugh and call her names, so you stood up and said that you did too. They finally backed off. And you’ve been inseparable since.
And you hoped it would stay that way. You don’t want to even think about what would happen if she didn’t want to be around you anymore. She’s your person, even if it has to be platonic. Friend Robin is better than no robin. “Fuck” your chest starts to get tight again. This walk over was suppose to help not make it worse. Lights on your face make you look up and realize you were there. Internally freaking out, you still never decided how you were gonna tell her.. “ this was stupid.. I … I cant.. I’m just gon” breathing gets harder unable to even finish your sentence as you try to leave and go back home you hear the door squeak open and turn around. Robin is tossing out garbage. She looks up and sees you “D/N! I’m sorry I didn’t know we had plans, come in come in it’s so cold out here. You know you really should be wearing a jacket, you could get hypothermia and how would you …. Wait” rambling and cutting herself off, she looks at you closer and notices the tears on your cheeks. “What happened, did someone hurt you?!” Putting her hand on your face, moving your head side to side to check for bruises “I swear if they did I will ki” “Robin nothing happened, I …I was just having a hard night and .. I don’t know why I came over, I’m sorry I’ll just go” robins grabs you before you get turned around “No, hey come here, let’s go inside and talk okay? I can make your favorite tea and get you warmed up. Please don’t leave like this, I’ll worry all night.” Unable to resist her sad and worried eyes you follow her in.
Watching as she clumsily fumbles through the cabinet looking for your tea and throwing the kettle on the stovetop. She rushes over and wraps her big lavender crocheted blanket around you. Finally a moment of calmness. Feeling the softness of the blanket against your skin, the warmth and comfort of Robin trailer and the smell of her wrapped around you. Looking up you see Robin starring waiting for you to spill what has you so upset. “Whenever you’re ready I’m here to listen, I can help you fix whatever is wrong just let know what it is.” Nervously picking your nails you whisper “Can’t be fixed.. I’m broken.” Confused robin holds your hands to get you to stop picking. The skin around your nails already starting to bleed. “What of course it can ill help, nothing is ever too broken or messed up to be fixed I can hel” pulling away you stand up. “No it can’t! Because I’m the broken thing robin!” Shock spreads across her face at the outburst. “What do you mean D/N?” Taking a deep breath you get one last look at here before you lose her. Tears filling you eyes and voice trembling “I’m..I’m nonbinary Robin. I’m not in the right body, and I don’t even know what the right body is, I just can’t breath in mine. And I know that I sound crazy and you probably think I’m a freak” you start to hyperventilate “ b..but I’m not, okay. I’m still me okay please.. just please don’t leave me. I” sinking to the floor, Robin wraps her arms around you rocking you, holding you tighter. You feel her tears on your shoulder soaking through your shirt. Once you’ve calm down, only sniffles can be heard, she takes your face in her hands and looks you in the eyes with tears in hers. “There is nothing wrong with you, you aren’t broken. Okay? And I’m, I’m not going anywhere. It’s me and you, it’s always gonna be us. Nothing and especially not this could ever get in the way of that. I love you so much. Thank you for telling me this and trusting me.” You reach to wipe her tears away. “Thank you Robin, I was just so scared to lose you I don’t, I don’t know what I would do with out you, I love you so much and I just I ” interrupted with a kiss you freeze in shock. But quickly recover kissing her back. Her hands run through you hair as you pull her into your lap. Finally breaking apart, foreheads pressed together..”You have no idea how long I’ve waited for that” you whisper against her lips. “Me too, I’m sorry for not doing it sooner, I was just scared to lose you too. You were just so brave and it made me feel like I could be too.” Giggles erupt between the two of you. “So I know we have a lot to discuss but would you be my partner… wait, do you have new name you want to be called or?” Smiling and finally feeling seen, you nod “Yes, y/n , if if you don’t mind.” You look down feeling a little vulnerable. She pulls you face back up to hers “I love it, so y/n would you like to be my partner?” She bites her lip nervously waiting for your answer. “Of course Robin, that’s all I’ve ever wanted.” Sealing it with another kiss, you and Robin were finally one and the weight on you chest was gone. This feeling was the one you’ve waited your entire life for. Happiness, freedom, love, it’s all there. Wrapping the blanket around the two of you, leaning into one another. Nothing could take away from this moment. “Phweeeeee!” Both of jump at the sound of the kettle finally coming to boil. Laughing with her as she runs to take the kettle off. Looking back at you smiling. A blush covering her cheeks. She looks so beautiful. She walks back over and hands you your cup and falls right back into her spot beside you. Where she will stay, hopefully forever.
#robin buckley#robin buckley x reader#sapphic fanfic#nblw#nonbinary#robin buckley x nonbinary reader#coming out#friends to lovers
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My gender: explained via gender envy graph
#just trans things#nonbinary#phoebe bridgers#christian lee hutson#tk strand#whizzer brown#Peter Parker#Jonah simms#robin buckley#steve harrington#yelena beliva#Troy Bolton#mae martin
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insane to me that transphobes are fans of nancy wheeler. have you even SEEN her trans skirt and hair clip
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y'all... i need more post about autistic mike wheeler, nonbinary mike wheeler, genderqueer mike wheeler, gender fluid mike wheeler, autistic will byers, nonbinary will byers, nonbinary max mayfield, genderfluid max mayfield, gender queer max mayfield, autistic steve harrington, autistic robin buckley, autistic charlie spring, nonbinary charlie spring, trans charlie spring, autistic nick nelson, adhd nick nelson, autistic tao xu, autistic peter parker, autistic jonah beck, autistic five hargreeves, agender five hargreeves, and nonbinary five hargreeves... where y'all at??? 😭😭😭
#stranger things#autistic mike wheeler#genderfluid mike wheeler#genderqueer mike wheeler#nonbinary mike wheeler#autistic will byers#nonbinary will byers#nonbinary max mayfield#genderfluid max mayfield#genderqueer max mayfield#autistic steve harrington#autistic robin buckley#heartstopper#autistic charlie spring#nonbinary charlie spring#trans charlie spring#autistic nick nelson#adhd nick nelson#autistic tao xu#spiderman#autistic peter parker#mcu#andi mack#autistic jonah beck#tua#autistic five hargreeves#agender five hargreeves#nonbinary five hargreeves
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nonbinary steve who reads about being trans in a random zine in a tiny queer bookshop robin dragged him into and now he's having a full on gender identity crisis, because he's a boy, right? obviously he is. he's not a girl. when he asks robin how she knows she's a girl she just shrugs and tells him "i dunno dude, i just do" which really isn't helping, so now he's just reading every. single. thing he can about the topic.
and when he takes robin to a gay club, to get her a girl already because he can't take one more day of her lesbian yearning, he loves her but one more "her eyes were like the moon, steve. like the moon!", he will jump out of a moving car. and there, nursing a beer at bar, he meets someone; this super hot dude. or girl? a very attractive person. and they ask him his pronouns, and he tells them "just the regular boy ones" and they laugh and tell him theirs, and that's the first genderqueer person he conciously meets. and they're talking, and drinking, and then steve is slightly tipsy and then he's asking "how'd y'know?" and then the person has that same soft look, the same soft spoken "oh" that he had when robin came out to him. and they tell him, and now steve's crying and this stranger is holding them, because wow. there it is. this something that just feels right.
and a week later, they just breaks down on a bathroom floor, in the cubicle next to robin. and they're sobbing, and in tears they tells her, because they can't not tell her, but also they're terrified of her rejecting them. but she crawls over the wall separating the two of them, falling down and somehow managing to land on her feet. and she hugs them, and tells them that it's alright. she'll always be there for them. she'll punch everyone who's an asshole about it. she asks if steve still wants to be called he and they tell her they have no idea, but maybe she could say they instead? and she says that she'll absolutely do that, and now they're both crying and hugging, sitting on a dirty bathroom floor.
#steve harrington#robin buckley#platonic soulmates#nonbinary steve harrington#stranger things#he's also bi but that's not really relevant to the plot here#lesbian robin buckley#gender identity crisis#*throws this at you* *cackles demonically* *runs away*#i'm at school right now and supposed to be doing history but this is more important#i am gonna write this#pls hold me to that#even if it kills me i need to get this idea out#because trans/nonbinary steve is just so special to me and there's just not enough of them out there#is that hot androgynous person eddie? who knows#they/them steve#but only with robin#they're not out to anyone else#max and el are the first to know and they're amazing about it#mike is last and doesn't really get it but tries his best (el max and robin all gave him separate shovel talks)#erica doesn't give a single shit whatsoever
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