#just finished 3 night run
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Came into the shop and immediately froze. She was shopping for a few snacks probably for travel to the next city. The shop was a common convenience store and I love that she was just grabbing incidentals. I may not have noticed her if it wasn’t for the two bodyguards with her 😆. #mybrushwithbrilliance #MinimartMiracle #conveniencestorechickenout

#taylornation#taylor swift#amsterdam#shopping#2bodyguards#2afraidtoapproach#the eras tour#just finished 3 night run#fangurled#peed my pants a bit
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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no one would notice if i ever vanished // if bodies could sustain // this never-ending army // like blood pumping through a vein
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:OOO hello. anyway since these are all posters i'd have in an ideal world or smth and i'd like to store the high res versions somewhere,,, here's the google drive folder for them? hehe ''
close up!
#adamandi#vincent aurelius lin#i'm back with the posters! or smth! idk!!#i'm maybe just a bit obsessed with vincent. such a Character.#where can i run is sustaining me single-handedly through this exam season (<- has cried thrice in the last two days; alas; but moving on)#my stress response was that in a fit of apathy i shut myself down from academia and stopped to paint this#six hours total? on this funky little thing! had to push myself to finish the magnifying glass but!! looks so cool. i'm impressed with my e#fun fact: all the shades are hand-coloured. aka everything is digitally hand painted hooray!! i havent painted for a long time (ish)#smth about this musical makes me want to paint. it's very lovely that way#it's also a miracle i haven't gotten carpal tunnel or any wrist injuries so far... i'm a lucky person! hooray#i had so many thoughts to ramble about and now i don't recall any of them.#-! about this piece: inspired specifically by that one line that i doodled in the margins of a math practice last night#the diagonal slant was very. thinky. the rendering and angle were kinda contradictory to do but it's fineeee (draft was diff. pov)#i liked the red abstraction. and the way that people (misc) gave same vibes as red blood cells.#green for vincent because contrasting colour!! considered a spotlight that was more obv bc. again theatre lighting is so cool. but that was#a bit too literal? i think. so just fun little highlights. no one look at the accuracy of anything here though.. shadows do Not do this#also like hehehe lin. forest. forest of people. i really liked thinking about that. hehehe#i didn't know the font to use!! or quote!! so i slapped on the name of the musical and called it a day... the blank one is in the google-#-folder if you want to add your own stuff :') also also i wasn't sure about cropping at all. so again high res in google drive link#which is under the keep-reading sign! kind of a choose your own adventure because i'm lazy :3#ajhshdhfhfhfhf i think i've been fuelled by the tags under each post so far. so intensely. so very nice.#also when the cast or creators drop fun facts... serotonin right there.. they're all so nice waaagh it's so cool that they like my stuff ><#<laughs> really grateful that the whole fandom's so sweet <3 thank you for your support TvT#alright!! off to mess about with chemistry. jiayou me.#oh yes. a post script about the cropping crisis: i wasn't sure how small i wanted to make him. in proportion to the crowd. so if you see it#on mobile ig it's tiny and on laptop it kind of makes sense ...
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okay act 3 was kind of nothing to me. setup and all that. but act 4 WOO. seelie lore. confirmed khaenri'ahn capitano. lore drop from the lord of night. i'm thriving
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#i have not finished it. i'm just processing the lord of night stuff real quick#confirming the shades are in fact based on the artifacts!!!!#istaroth as the shade of time [presumably] and ronova the shade of death as the one who helped make natlan's ley line system#THE REFRACTED LIGHT METAPHOR USED FOR ELEMENTAL ENERGY YEAAHHHG#phlogiston being a primordial version of elemental energy that was shaped by celestia to better counter the abyss#''have you heard of the concepts of the light realm and the human realm?'' YEAH WOOO#ALSO SEELIES AS DEVOLVED ANGELS. WOO. GONNA NEED A MINUTE FOR THAT ONE#so columbina is likely a ''seelie'' in the sense that she's an angel?#and the goddess of flowers... was she a seelie or an angel? interesting#i swear the MOMENT i saw a seelie in the bg i flipped my shit. i was just theorizing with my sister abt seelies and the ley lines#and how natlan doesn't have seelies but has monetoo instead; which resemble their own ley line system#ALSOO ALSO. KHAENRI'AHN CAPITANO. HIIII. ANFORTAS CAPITANO REAL?? PERHAPS???#i was just abt to joke about the running theme of act 3 being family sometimes having disagreements#and going hyv you know who else is family but doesn't always get along... you have the opportunity to do something so funny rn#with the addition of khaenri'ahn capitano though it does not feel like a joke anymore. get kaeya in here#man. gnawing on this quest. enjoying it immensely#anyway. really enjoying that we're working alongside the fatui this time too :]
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yall got any dave centric fanfic recs??
#my brain is currently goo n ive just been rereading ones ive already read before dsjkgfhd#(just finished my reread of second best and i started over on run n go last night..................................... aahahahhaaaa#i need to like............. actually keep going with rng instead of putting it off endlessly... but thast 2 much commitment atm#n i dont super remember what was going on where i was atm oops#also its fun seeing the dynamics they had at the start again <3)#but yah.................... ive read a good chunk of stuff but#am tired n also curious what stuff yall would recc#am not picky with ships (i generally lean more towards gen stuff)#so uhh if yall got any hidden gems or popular fics i may have missed.................................. feel free 2 send em mi way <3<3<3<<3#davesprite focused are also encouraged ofc#dave also doesnt have 2 be the only focus but ya kno#ok i should start getting ready for bed.............#ungooify my brain with sleep#rambles#damn i sure am chatty today#what forgetting ur meds will do to a mf#✌️😎
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i don't think i'll ever get over the comedic timing of being prepared to intubate an obtunded patient going into worse and worse shock on three pressors code cart in room pads on having like six people all staring at the vitals anxiously as this person might code at ANY MOMENT, me standing at the head of the bed ready to tube the second we have a safe BP and the nurse from two doors down comes into the room and says, 'hey doc, room x is in asystole' and just. walks away.
i'm just. standing there. peri-coding this patient. and i'm calling after him 'uh.... are they supposed to be?!'
absolutely insane delivery. no context no info just 'hey, btw this person's heart stopped. :) bye ' HELLO!?!
#last night was just. something out of a med drama/comedy#keep in mind that i'm. at the moment. spending no more than 2-3 shifts a MONTH in the ICU. on NIGHT SHIFT.#it has been a month. i walk in. 3 admits in past hour#one that hasn't been seen#need to eval her real quick. ok.#start my PM rounds. look at one of the 'admits' through the door#completely obtunded not moving not responding to sternal rub....like ok. not good.#ok. 'hey can i get an ABG and the bipap?' to RT. vitals ok for now but i just KNOW he's hypercapnic#keep rounding. come to panicked nurse#patient in horrible septic shock super young maxed on 4 pressors would like an art line and triple lumen.#ok. 'can you get the line cart? i'll stop by after we finish rounding if it can wait 10 more mins'#ok. we're downstairs. charge nurse gets called.#'um that patient thats obtunded their pH is 6.8'#'welp. thats not compatible with life. time to intubate.' i tell her the meds to pull and she runs ahead#SOMEONE ASKS ME TO TRANSITION INSULIN DRIP TO SQ IN THAT MOMENT?! its just like. bro. that can wait (i still do it)#now we're in the room. pushing meds. he's becoming shockier. .crash cart please. pads on just in case.#nurse comes in. just saying 'hey room x is in asystole' super casually. i'm like what#apparently they were on comfort care and it was expected#which is HOW HE SHOULD HAVE LEAD THAT SENTENCE?!? LMAO#listen. i did not sit down or start documenting for the first 7 HOURS of my shift#and the craziest thing is that like. 5 people died during my shift. FIVE.#(all not unexpected and not needing to be coded but still. that is. not normal.)#and i come in to hand off. and the doc i hand off to is like#'yeah the most i've ever had die on one of my shifts is 8'#like bro are you trying to ONE UP ME?! on THIS?#medical tw#i was really lucky. the charge and the two floats were STELLAR. i sincerely dont know what i would have done without them#there were many other difficult things on that shift that don't feel appropriate to share#anyway watch the pitt. its exceedingly medically accurate. all my ER friends love it
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i know im so back for tl because aside from doing it completely shirtless hunched over my computer again i was literally up all night bc i was too hyped up to be translating the truly diseased tomorrow (today) idk how to explain it but it was almost exactly like being a kid on christmas night
#gu6chan's musings#and i have just the playlist for it too............#fun fact: the original translation for ttd was majorly done while running a fever and blasting j-pop nightcore songs through my earbuds#i finished it at four in the morning having only gotten 3 hours of sleep the previous night i'll never forget it#i felt like i was floating
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i finished dragon age the veilguard last night and i just have to say:
- better than dragon age inquistion
- better story than bg3
- went into this game hating solas so much i hated to see him on screen and now i dont
- awesome game
#also ''ign critic says the game sidelined solas and varric'' ok i think maybe youre stupid#i just finished my baaaaasically 100% run at 80hr last night#i still have a few chests to open that i wanted to make sure werent story locked and have i assume one more convo with da boys#i did completely and totally fully 100% complete da:i so. i really enjoyed it so. this is high praise#i would open up da:i just to read codexes. and i will do it again and fully read da:v codex like my little book#also ppl when a game has choices but doesnt branch off into 5 different full length novels for every conversation choice: REEEEE#waaah wahhh my inquisition choices needed to matter! they needed to make 3 different games based on my high priestess choice!!!#i literally saw a pan review saying they hated how the chantry was so prevalent in other games and in this one ''without it it felt like it#had lost its heart'' CATHOLIC????#no no no tell the chantry story again :peepohappy: mommy mommy tell the chantry story again
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finally did my goddamn dishes. and that wasn't all i managed to do today. fuck yeah.
had a meeting for thesis prep. bmv trip. rough plan for friday's discussion lecture. cooked dinner for the first time in like 3 weeks. read ~50 pages of academic text for 2 classes and a paper revision.
feels like i didn't do enough but. considering that yesterday i managed... going to classes and nothing else! and monday i was only capable of doing the required meetings i had, this is a pretty good day!
#it's been. a tough few weeks. i couldn't focus at all last week. only got work done on the weekend. yesterday was........ tough.#monday wasn't as rough but was equally exhausting#so! proud of myself that i got. stuff done. big stuff even!#started keeping a task/reward journal to help out too :)#so every night i'll write out some tasks that need to get done the next day#and as i finish them i check them off and give myself silly little stickers to track what i managed!#so i get like. 1 sticker per 10 pages read (bc i usually need a break every 10 or so pages rn) 1 sticker in a diff color for chores.#1 for teaching stuff (laying out a lecture plan/finishing the lecture/doing a dry run/doing the lecture) 1 for meetings etc etc#it's helping bc i have a dumbass brain that doesn't give me dopamine for completing tasks anymore#it all gets lumped into 'yeah i did the bare minimum bc that's what i need to do. that's not special-#-no reward for you! you didn't really *do* anything. just scraped bare minimum!'#turns out that's bad for you lmao to get No Rewards#so i have a journal now! so i have hard proof that shows that i've Done Shit.#and i think the last two weeks i've been 1. underfed 2. overtired and 3. on the verge of burnout#so i haven't been able to do much. but a major stressor is gone now! (the bmv trip...)#and it like. immediately lifted a veil from my brain. 0-60 in like 40 minutes flat.#i hadn't realized how stressed about that i'd even been. it was taking up so much of my brain's metaphorical CPU.#so i'm hoping tomorrow i'll be able to do what i was doing two weeks ago. just plugging along at my usual pace#instead of just barely dragging my carcass forward#so! anyway. update that was unasked for but you sure are getting#i fuckin did stuff today! fuck yeah!#it is now an hour past my bedtime i'm gonna crash tf out. bedtime. sleepytime. good night
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send help. it's supposed to be 91 degrees tomorrow. on my day off :(
#a sock speaks#work tag#food tag#it was high 80s today but I didn't even notice bc the air conditioner at restaurant job is punishingly high powered#I was wearing my long sleeved undershirt and leggings without any discomfort#but I have to run errands tomorrow and my car has no AC. the house also has no AC but is okayish at staying cool.#I wanted to make pizza today but didn't have time. might be too hot for pizza tomorrow :( but my ingredients are aging in the fridge#I finally got a paycheck but it's for the 2nd period I worked. I'm missing the first one and need to talk with the regional manager#and he's only in on Thursdays#also gotta request a day off to go to Portland with my cousin in 2 weeks#also gotta request off for orchestra which also starts in 2 weeks#also my aunt is trying to recruit me for a caregiving job and I'd have to take 3 weeks off to get trained#it'd be super easy to schedule both jobs once I'm trained but the training is a big time commitment#also restaurant job scheduled me for all graveyard shifts this week. if I can't adjust my sleep schedule I'll have to give a firm no on it#also gotta go to the bank to deposit my check and. uh. all of August's tips (terrifying)#also gotta call a vital records office in Maine about my mom's birth certificate bc we're trying to take her to Canada for her birthday#I don't think we have enough time but my sister wants to do it#also I want to finish knitting this sock that I started in June. I just have the toe left#also I finally confirmed the color and pattern for a baby blanket I'm preparing as a gift so I gotta get yarn#also I need to buy blackout curtains to fit my windows so I can sleep in the day if I work nights#also sometime this week my sister is cleaning the church. I want to go with her so I have an excuse to get ice cream from a shop nearby#also I need to clean my room and I should hang up the art prints & postcards I've been collecting for months#most of them are green to match my decor but some are just characters or scenes I like#oh! I also owe a postcard to a school friend#I had caffeine for the first time in several days and my brain is buzzing. there's so much I want to do and I have time to do it#and I'm excited about it!
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bg3 is too fun. too fun.
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#hii :3 i've gotten a lot better w my fear of the dark in bg3 LMFAO i'm in the shadow-cursed lands and just finished the bit where you can#free the pixie and get immunity to the curse hooray <3 bg3 is so fun oh my god the gameplay the characters the everything#it breaks my heart tho KDBWKFB I'VE BEEN ROMANCING BOTH ASTARION & KARLACH BUT SINCE... YK... karlach's romance finally progresses more#uh. i had to. break up w her for astarion. aha. I MEAN I COULD HAVE... IDK. how to explain. yeah.#wyll's dance scene makes me Head In Hands oh god i love all the origin characters sooo much#gave shadowheart night orchids too! lae'zel is pretty absent rn and you have gale on his suicide mission but uh. yeah. cool (???)#prolly not gna progress more w shadow-cursed lands yet ... kinda wna do the githyanki creche stuff first :P kaboom#anyway astarion is so. so. he is everything.#i've started a durge run too and am a few hours in :] going to romance astarion with my draconic ancestry sorcerer half-elf who is another#flavor of twink LMFAO <3 raghhh cannot wait to progress more and more in bg3#scared for the endings tho tbh. i've heard online and from others that uh... they leave things to be desired.#really amazing and fun game so far tho :3 !! gameplay is sooo fun i love trying to be strategic and then i love. the game. yes#^_^ going to write more and do other stuff more and get to what i need to do and want to do tho. oh gods. by today i swear.
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do u all maybe perhaps possibly have game recommendations 🤨🧐
#^^^^ said in the tone of 'u got any games on ur phone'#i am not very good at games tbh but i've got the spirit if that gives u any clues to the level of difficulty i can handle.#also i am already playing a couple of games but i'd like to play more but don't know which games are worth the money or not so.. recs pls 🤲#OH the games that i'm playing rn are life is strange and stray <33 and then i'm also playing uncharted with all of my siblings except the#youngest & playing detroit: become human with just the three older siblings & playing it takes two with all six of my siblings + i've played#and finished disco elysium and the quarry if that gives u anything to go off of regarding what games i like/have liked.#i also have life is strange 2 downloaded for when i've finished pt 1 and zelda is available if i want to play on my oldest sibling's#nintendo he also has hollow knight on his account (which i use also) and my younger sister has the sims so if i want to play that i could#also but i don't rlly think i'd enjoy it very much i'm more into mystery and action and puzzles and those story focused games with dialogue#options and choices that matter. so. anyway.. any gamers out there who have recommendations pls do give me those recommendations#i don't mind horror games also! as long as it's not like. evil spirits/ghosts bc for some reason those do kind of get me. i literally#stopped watching yellowjackets in the evening bc i kept getting nightmares abt 1) all the creepyness and the spirit/man with no eyes stuff ) just that whole situation in general; plane crash into the wilderness wolves roaming around at night running out of food etc etc.#but mostly i don't mind horror nor blood and guts and gore so if the game u would rec is horror that'd be fine <3
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Something I've noticed, but: yuri manga don't last very long, do they?
#the disappoint i felt when i realized that#most of the works i've come across are only. like. 3-4 volumes long#and 9 out of 10 times they're the obligatory high school/college/OL modern settings#not really that many that add a dash of fantasy or supernatural element to them#i mean there's murcielago but it's not something that would interest me#and AFAIK the executioner and her way of life is still ongoing but i can't for the life of me remember if it has a manga#i'm actually curious as to why most of these manga are so short#b/c idk if it's an intentional decision or an editorial thing or what#altho TBF idk how much story you can wring out of a manga/LN/whatever that's set in the modern day#and HAS little to no magical realism element to push it along#you don't want to drag it out & hard reset it like RAG but you don't want it to overstay its welcome#idk i had sleep anxiety last night and went skimming for works and saw how LOW the chapter counts are#idk maybe i'm just being fussy#but i think what i really want is a long-running yuri series that doesn't get axed#or fucked with by the suits even after crossing the finish line b/c 'this isn't canon it's oPeN tO iNteRprEtATiOn LOL'#yuri
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#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk v#i regret to inform u all that i have clocked over 150 hours in this game. and i will probably hit 200#corpo netrunner build + well rounded streetkid + nomad brawler#in order of playthroughs: 3rd 1st 2nd#im still technically on the 2nd bc im using that run to finish up all the ncpd reqs and car purchases#i just made 3 last night bc nomad doesnt vibe w any of the cast#he and panam are in a lavender relationship.#but i probably wont talk about any of that here#my stuff#i havent drawn in ages.
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i also understand the allure of the night. i only feel comfortable playing video games after like 9pm because that's when i feel i have Done Enough For The Day and it turns out! that! resident evil games are not very good to play at 9pm.
#yes i have other games to play but consider. i dont want to play them#sometimes i'll turn on something else like i played hades 2 last night#that was a good time#but i think tonight i'll play re2 until i get stressed enough to turn it off (so approximately 15 minutes)#(it's my first playthrough on standard and i'm an idiot doing my first standard file on claire 2nd run)#(i might restart on claire 1st run. since that's typically easier + i just finished leon 1st run like 2 nights ago)#*shaking the re devs* why'd you take away my aim assist huh?????#(re4 remake has the best aim assist so far honestly. available in standard difficulty AND actually assists)#(re8 its kinda helpful and i dont even notice it in revelations 2 at all)#(and in re2/3 it's only available in assisted)#(i wonder if there's a mod....)
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#Every night without fucking fail my negative self talk gets worse and worse which has been affecting my productivity. When I finally give up#and go to bed I feel completely fine in the morning. The conclusion I should logically come to here is that I should be finishing all of my#assignments when the sun is still up- however#I find myself just straight up not doing my assignments when I have to#leading to me having#to finish them at night. The cycle continues forth and I will learn absolutely nothing.#I have nowhere else to vent my frustrations without feeling like I'm ruining the vibe so this is where I choose to vent. I will very likely#regret this in the morning.#I would like to just run into the woods or something now#but I have promised myself that I will do nothing of the sort until I get to play Half Life 3#This does nothing to make me feel better.#The obvious solution here would be to seek professional help- unfortunately I am still financially dependent on my parents and I really do n#ot like the idea of them finding out I've been feeling this way for a long time. I don't want to get a job either; which I am aware is an ab#solute dogshit excuse on my part and I should be ashamed. Despite this#I will continue doing fuck all.#This'll probably be deleted in the morning. Don't try to call anyone on me; I'm not going anywhere.
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