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hiii clari!!!!! i was wondering what touya-nii’s reaction would be to reader getting arrested? maybe even with a friend from college that he doesn’t know about? OMG OR ONE OF HIS SIBLINGS
i’m rewatching shameless and can’t stop thinking about what touya nii’s reactions would be to reader doing stuff the stuff the gallaghers are doing in the show
anyways i hope you’re having an amazing day clari
-📖 anon
hehe well!!! in all honesty, touya keeps her on such a tight leash that it would be quite difficult for her to get into that amount of trouble without alerting him first. BUT, for arguments sake, if she did somehow manage to get herself wrapped up in that much trouble, he’d be fucking furious. he’d bail her out and/or find a way to bribe her release (he’s got very powerful friends, you know), and would deliver a stern, terrifying lecture immediately afterwards that would probably span several hours.
such a blunder would result in her being kept on an even tighter leash than she was before, because touya clearly cannot trust her to make even the simplest, stupidest decisions on her own and she obviously cannot be left to her own devices as she evidently has no idea how to behave or be safe. all of this translates to: she is never going to be allowed to go anywhere and/or do anything without his heavy and constant supervision ever again. such a disgraceful mistake must never be allowed to be repeated/occur.
#i've never seen shameless so!!!!! i can't speak on any of that hahaha#but yeah in the most general sense that's what would happen.#just extreme control#he's also pissed off at her for WEEKS over it lmao#i hope you're having an amazing day as well bb!!!#touya nii universe#📖.anon#clari gets mail
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Hello ! I positively adore the running joke of Idia unknowingly finding Lilia to be the coolest guy ever whenever he doesn't know it's him, like when Silver described his father, or obviously with muscle red. I can't say what'd be funnier, Idia finding out his online best friend is actually Lilia, resident spooky hyper fairy; or them both never finding out, and it'd become even more ridiculous as time goes on. How do you think it'll play out ? You're always so on point
(Also, though it makes sense, I'm still devastated bat boy didn't get a ticket for the Halloween skeleton train : ( does anyone mentions him at some point ? Like how he'd have fit right in with all those Halloween town little freaks, and how he'd have impressed them with his spooks and scared techniques; after all he's been every Briar Valley's children worst fear on Halloween for centuries. I'm on the eng server and I didn't wanna spoil myself by watching the whole thing on youtube)
Have a nice day !
you and me both, Idia and Lilia being oblivious online BFFs (+ Idia being incredibly intimidated any time Silver brings up his jock gamer dad) is my favorite running joke/subplot. 🤝 it's SO good, to the point where I also am unsure if I actually want it to ever be resolved or not...maybe, like, as a post-canon stinger or something? everyone's standing around covered in overblot ink, and Idia and Lilia's phones go off at the same time...
(legit I do think this is part of why Idia couldn't be present for Lilia's dream, because for some reason Lilia decided he was going to just. embody his past self online. he probably quotes his own battle strategies or whatever in the middle of boss fights. Idia didn't pick up on the whole "oh how weird that we both live on a super remote island" thing, but he would spend thirty seconds listening to General Lilia describing siege warfare and be like "w-wait")
all that aside, however it does end up happening, I do see Lilia being very blasé and all "oh! cool!" about it. y'know, taking it very much in stride! and Idia...very much not.
(can't tell if tumblr is going to chew this into illegibility or not, this will be a fun surprise ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)
as for Lilia sadly missing out on Halloweentown shenanigans...he does get one little mention as part of an offhand reference to the light music club, but so far no one has brought up how this basically is just Lost In the Book of Liliatown (Sebek's been too busy yelling about not getting to be in the same group as Malleus). 😔 honestly though, it's probably for the best that he got left out, because he would just settle right in and refuse to ever leave. canon would shatter. we would miss out on all the delightful angst of episode 7 because Lilia is too busy eating poisonous shrubbery inbetween practicing his very best screams, and no one can pull him away from it.
(I can hope for a sequel next year though...)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#gentle spoilers but y'know. just in case#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#most of the kitchen scene was jade messing with the firsties and that was so delightful that i didn't think til after#that you'd think sebek would have made some kind of reference to lilia 'i lost my tastebuds in the war' vanrouge's quote-unquote cooking#ah well. jade being mean is more than entertaining enough#looking forward to more of it tomorrow!#god. lilia and idia though.#lilia is like. genuinely idia's best friend and neither of them have any idea#and idia keeps doing that 'ha ha what if we were friends out of game too? what if we met offline? jk jk jk uNLESS...👉👈'#and then he immediately chickens out because he's so convinced that crimson will hate him if they ever met irl#(meanwhile lilia is just like 'my online bestie is so cool :) la la la')#they are both so stupid and i love them so much#i've just realized that i actually do want them to find out each other's identities#because idia doesn't just go to school with his online bff#he ALSO goes to school with his online bff's extremely supportive and extremely socially-inept kids#idia is going to get invited to dinner at diasomnia and it's going to be SO awkward#silver is going to give a long formal speech thanking him for being a stalwart comrade and trusted warrior brother to his father#as sebek stews in jealousy that idia got to fight by lilia-sama's side >:(#while idia sits there like 'all i did was link him a video about lane control for his character class'#malleus will make such an effort to learn literally anything about online gaming and he won't understand a word of it#it will be SUCH a disaster and i very much do want it now
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had an identity crisis, prime time for a slight sona redesign!
it's cow! (again!)
+ a closeup because i'm really proud of the eyes
#i felt really extremely disconnected from cow and was like welp. time to make new fursonas#and made like four drafts before drawing cow with short hair and going 'oh.'#i ...... just need a hair cut. so i gave my fursona a haircut while i'm waiting to go#fucking. SADGE that im redesigning it so soon after its last ref but#shrugs#i do not control the heightened emotions about fursona and what it means to me#also there's a lot of experiments in this piece!! new brushes new coloring techniques new style of ref#loooots and lots of alts over on my ponytreon#my art#furry#fursona#anthro#oc#cow#cattle#oc: cow#bovine#ref#ref sheet#reference#i tried like...7 other palettes before just taking the old one and tweaking it and now i rllllllllly like it :03#i just needed less pastels/contrast and more soft/desaturated tones...who woulda thunk#(it's everyone. everyone wouldve thunk. i <3 desaturated tan tones)
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^
What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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I will never recover from the knowledge that thymoma generally has a very high survival rate, and in most cases that it becomes fatal, the patient has unknowingly lived with the cancer for years. There's a chance that Wilson was sick for half the series and didn't even know it.
#I'm just imagining House looking back at the last few years in horror thinking about the possibility that Wilson had been sick all along#I can see it leading to him feeling like all of their memories are tainted#House definitely blames himself as well even though it was never in his control#I can't imagine how much his already extreme self-hatred was amplified#And he probably looked back at all the mistakes he made and all the fights they had and realizing that -#- while they were having all these fights that now seem so trivial that Wilson was probably sick#They wasted all that time unknowingly with Wilsons cancer slowly progressing as they argued and fought#It makes me want to cry#I'm not a doctor and I know this obviously isn't always the case but from what research I've done this seems the be the standard mostly#house md#house#greg house#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#wilson#housemd#favs#favourites
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What make you think Dean is not a bottom?
i’ll never understand why 99% of spn fandom are so convinced he is a bottom with men when he’s canonically 1) straight (he said so himself multiple times, also jensen confirmed it) 2) homophobic (he HAS said things that are kinda homophobic and since he’s not canonically not straight, those things are just homophobic) 3) if we’re talking about wincest then it couldn’t be more obvious from their canon interactions that his primal urge is to possess/control sam in every aspect, including physically, and also regain control that john took away from him when he was younger (which also explains his repressed enjoyment of violence & sadism that he’s ashamed of). i often see shippers say that he “just wants to submit and be vulnerable” but i don’t get that vibe from him at all, especially when it comes to sam. on the contrary he is often shown to be physically violent with sam and he goes unhinged every time he loses a bit of control over him (which partly comes from his unhealthy obsession with the ideal version of sam). he enjoys having that power/control over sam because it gives him the feeling of stability, he feels confident when he knows sam belongs to him. also just because he lets women take the lead in bed doesn’t mean it’d be like that with sam because dean has completely different needs when it comes to their dynamic
#i don’t think dean would want to bottom in the first place much less with sam whom he’s desperate to possess and control#if they ever went /there/ sam would be the one to prefer to bottom#because he’s not possessive or desperate for control on dean’s level when it comes to their relationship#and because it’s blatantly shown that he lets dean do anything to him. especially physically#it’s mostly about the physical aspect of their dynamic#also i just think bottom!dean is an extremely overrated dynamic on both sides of the fandom while not having any canon base whatsoever#like it’s so overused atp i wonder how people aren’t bored#wincest#samdean#spn
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How often does Machete have to go through bloodletting? I remember seeing you post about Machete's anemia and bloodletting at some point. this is for evil research.
I think that might vary depending on how healthy or sick he's feeling. If he's having a few good weeks or a good month he may not need to be bled at all. But whenever he's suffering from his usual headaches, fatique, sleeplessness, nosebleeds, heart palpitations or what have you, or he has caught some bug or is having particularly bad bouts of nervousness and melancholia he'd go through another regimen of bloodletting to have his humors rebalanced. I could see once every two weeks being a reasonable interval for regular maintenance, and more often than that if he's actively ill, up to several sessions per day in direst cases.
#he prefers cuts to leeches if he has any say in the issue#he finds leeches revolting and even though their saliva has a numbing effect and it hurts less#leeches also secrete anticoagulant into the wound so leech bites continue to bleed for a long while after the worm is removed#messiness stresses him out and manmade incisions are typically a little neater and more controlled#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore#bloodletting was extremely common it was seen as a something of a panacea at the time so it's not like he feels specifically targeted by it#if anything he has long since accepted that this is just something he has to endure#and even though having his veins breathed always makes him feel worse he trusts his doctors and the 16th century understanding of medicine#and likes to believe it's helping him#“evil research”
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also. something about palpatine being so adept at seeing into the future that all of his successes feel completely joyless by the time he achieves them because he’s just going through the motions… how fucked up and nihilistic and brutal that would make you…
#teddy talks#anakin is like the opposite of this bc he’s tortured by his future failures#so he lives in constant terror and denial#whereas palpatine is lowkey tortured in a different way though he’d never ever label it as such#but the boredom of it all. the inescapability…#in a sense of course you would long for ultimate power over the force. because you would feel so much just like a meaningless vehicle#of its will otherwise#and anakin would be a PERFECT toy for someone like that. because he is so bewildered. he’s easy to tangle up in knots#i’m just doing some character Thinking#but yeah. of course one in palpatines position might hate the force and feel a need to lash out and dominate it#and he manages his own repressed bewilderment by manufacturing it in anakin to an extreme degree#but. importantly. while also having complete control over the machinations of anakin’s experience#and by crushing the force and all knowledge of it#CHRIST i’m back sorry but all the stuff he does to extend his life. he obviously is terrified of death#and rather than face it he just creates My Apprentice: The Guy Super Fucked Up About People Dying#to punish somebody else for his own horror…. it’s giving projective identification. not to bring freud into this
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Tazercraft mental link but make it a lil bit weird, they’ll have a conversation mostly in their heads but partially out loud which from an outside perspective is just fragments of words and half sentences, they go dead silent for hours at a time only for them to suddenly start shouting out loud, very clearly mid-argument, Pac says something but it comes out of Mike’s mouth, Mike starts speaking with his mouth and finishes speaking with Pac’s, sometimes their thoughts become so tangled that they’re unsure who a thought belongs to so they both express it at the same time like horror movie twins, do you see my vision
#fae.txt#qsmp#qsmp tazercraft#tazercraft#there was gonna be fitpac (fitpacmike??) in this post originally but I chose to cut it out bc I’m not sure if it fit lol#(pun not intended)#but anyway#I just think that if you shared a mental connection with someone like that it wouldn’t be as easy to control as some fics make it out to be#not without like#an absurd amount of meditation and mental work#which let’s be real neither of them have the patience to sit down and do for several hours a day#and it’s extremely hard to control your own thoughts as is WITHOUT being connected to someone mentally#so I think if you had a bond like this it would be a little weird but they’d definitely be used to it#thank you for coming to my ted talk#maybe I’ll write a fic about this idk yet
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Side effects of wearing your Kaiju suit too often ,,,, Part 3
#Ichikawa reno#kn8#kaiju no. 8#kn8 spoilers#my art#HE'S HEREEE#last boy in the set complete!!!#still not entirely sure about his design though#not happy that his upper body is so lame from the front#like he has a lot going on in the back but hmmmmm#OH WELL i wouldn't know what else to add#gradient toes and fingers inspired by frostbite lol#Love the idea that he has no clue how to control his body temperature when he first merges with 6#like he's fine but he's extremely cold to the touch and probably also just cold to stand next to sdjkfhsf#hope he turns his boyfriends into popsicles accidentallyy#he'll be a touchstarved beb for a little while#is ok tho he'll figure out it eventually and be fine#didn't know what to do with the lighting in this one but hope this reads as some sort of frosty icy situation idk lol
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last call for the silver artbook!! we are currently at 78 orders, only 22 away from a final patch addition 💛 both stores close at 11:59pm EST, reach out for any q's!
#cannot possibly thank everyone enough for all the support. im so serious im blown away. like from my perspective?#i come from a background in zines. i am one single creator who made this so i only have one audience. silver isnt a major character#i dont have a pre-existing store and it's a solo item idk im just HONORED im so touched i feel light. so excited for fulfillment#i get to do QUALITY CONTROL AGAIN!!!! <3 <3 <3 MY BELOVED!!!! im working w another manu to add to my lil list!!!#aughhh if i get to do the patches??? i LOVE that manu theyre soso sweet. weeping and wailing. we shall seeeee#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#oh also i hope everyone is okay after the hurricane!!! i'm in atlanta and we got EXTREMELY lucky when it dodged us for the most part
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WOAH!! 4 of them 🤔✨🌷🎸🎶🇬🇧
been watching A Hard Day’s Night a lot during these finals weeks!! have some Beatles :D
extra B&W version!!
#churro art#my art#digital art#fanart#illustration#the beatles#george harrison#ringo starr#paul mccartney#john lennon#AAAAAAA AAAAQ#so like. I’m almost done with finals yippeee!#LISTEN. LISTEN#dude this past month has been. a Ride#emotionally and stress wise#I’ve been watching a Hard Days Night movie on repeat while working on projects BHSBAJHSBH ITS SM FUN I love it#somehow in between the madness I got into Brit pop#fun fact I’m a huge oasis girlie! I love them 😭#but somehow I fell down the britpop rabbit hole and now I’m here…#starting britpop from the beginning pls no spoilers 🙏#anyways can u tell who my fav is hehe#i just rlly wanted to draw George and it got out of control from there!! 🤭#this was also just really fun character design excercise!#i feel like my full body drawings have gotten a tad bit cleaner#listen man in trying times. what can one do except Beatle to the extreme.
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since I’ve noticed a bunch of negative energy on tumblr lately ima post something sweet.
I found the love of my life because of vore. I like vore because of the way it comforted me during times when I felt so alone in my own head. That online sonas and stories I would insert myself into and daydream about being so wanted that I’d be devoured and held on all sides. So cared for and loved and appreciated.
vore can be whatever we want and so can our tumblr experience. Let’s keep making things despite the drama. If people wanna whine let them. Just ignore and move on. They will shut up eventually.
I love this community despite the ups and downs. Maybe one day I’ll draw shitty little stick figures or rough outlines of vore on my phone to share and try and make someone laugh.
just keep going. That’s how we win
#roses ramblings#vore community#vore talk#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#tumble is an amazing place cause we can curate and control our experiences#saw something you don’t like/care about#block them#saw something upsetting#just block and move on#we have an infinite amount of blocking#and no one is any the wiser until they try and interact#and you don’t have to defend yourself either#hell dude I’ve blocked random blogs just becuase I saw something non relevant in my for you feed and couldn’t find the not interested butto#it’s ok!#this community will keep going#and the differences we view things is is our own worries#we are all different#we all view things different#and if you can’t accept that you don’t belong on the internet cause you’ll have nothing but a horrible time#sorry#venting#I just#I miss the silly headcanons#the fun drawings#I miss when there wasn’t drama every day#this is the art and writing sharing website#where good and bad are enjoyed
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I salivate at the thought of skinning you alive
oh good, I thought I'd been left out. [for context to the reader, this is a reference to this post (I hope)]
On the spectrum from crocodile to passerine, I can only hope that human would be closer to crocodile, but not so close to be quite as tiring.
#I skinned a crocodile recently#actually just part of a crocodile#and it was exhausting#fascinating and extremely cool#but really a lot of work#the osteoderm make the back REALLY inflexible#so pulling it back takes a lot of strength#huge respect to the people who do that for a living#on the other hand#trying to skin a passerine is like trying to hammer in a nail with tissue paper#you just look at the damn thing and the skin rips#I have no idea how people make titmouse taxidermies#I have pretty good fine motor control#but I am not cut out to be a taxidermist#cw skinning#I guess?#let me know if this needs other warnings#I can't think of any right now#tag ramble#answers by Mark#Anon#Anonymous
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very funny when someone who tries to tell you porn addiction is real is already marked with shinigami eyes. like oh really? i never would have guessed a transphobe would buy multiple strains of fundamentalist christian propaganda. anyway
like i cannot stress enough that porn addiction is a fake thing made up by fundamentalists to make you demonize sex. it is not a real thing. you can have all manner of compulsions, sure, but a porn compulsion is no more harmful than a compulsion to doomscrolling or washing your hands or brushing your teeth. which is to say, it's not great to have a compulsion at all, but a compulsion to pornography is not uniquely concerning in and off itself.
research on this subject is very clear that porn and porn consumption itself is not the issue. what causes distress and shame is the culture surrounding porn and the way our society demonizes people for normal sexual feelings.
porn is morally neutral. you are not a bad person for enjoying porn. the real-life porn industry is a shitshow, but there are many ways to enjoy pornography that are entirely harmless. support your favorite independent porn producers.
#stop spreading christian propaganda 2k24#just kidding the people who say this shit are wayy too deep to stop without intervention from people close to them#because they don't think they are spreading propaganda#they call themselves pro-choice! they call themselves feminist! they can't be evangelicals in a different shirt#but they are. because the core beliefs are still there. the view that sex is a dirty thing that makes you evil#that women are weak-willed perpetual victims that only see sex as a necessity.#that men are violent animals controlled only by faith + careful regulation of their inherently harmful selves#but the call is coming from inside the house. the problem is not pornography.#the problem is your failure to fully deconstruct from an extremely harmful yet normalized belief system#as an ex-christian and a former (redacted) with a parent who is an addict#the 'porn addiction' thing grinds my gears for so many reasons#the addiction is not to porn! the addiction is to shame!
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one of my most random but lowkey biggest pet peeves I think about c!Dream and the prison is the assertion that c!Dream...didn't expect it to be bad. like yeah he didn't expect it to break his whole psyche sure, this guy also very likely tortured himself to Figure Out How To Fix Death And Also The End Of The World before he even put himself in solitary. he knows what solitary confinement is! he didn't start throwing himself in lava Just Because he "didn't know" how bad it'd be to put himself in a small enclosed room with almost no amenities and was so negatively affected by solitary alone that he was burning himself in molten rock within 24 hours. he wasn't just "betrayed by Sam" in the sense that he thought that the prison would be a cushy easy stay in a safe location until Sam started hating him out of nowhere when c!Dream literally purposely made the guy hate him and then proceeded to aggravate the point even more by talking about exile and c!Tommy specifically. like. was the prison worse than c!Dream expected? oh, 100%. but was the prison also designed to hurt? well.
#like yes c!dream is batshit and does batshit things#but there's a difference between 'this thing will not hurt'#and 'this thing will hurt it's just the pain doesn't matter'#and c!dream's logic is VERY EXPLICITLY the latter#c!dream is also extremely disinclined to admit a loss of control especially over smth like. his own mental state#that doesn't make him any less suicidal or inclined to self harm#it just means he's not going to frame it in a way that makes him seem weak
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