#just abit of insomnia

[randomfusilier]

obligatory post from around three in the morning

[machisneedle]

hiiii! can I request some hcs (fluff + smut) for chrollo (or any other troupe members) if they have a husband/wife from meteor city (who he grew up with)?

im just rlly tired of ppl constantly making the pt k!snap their s/o’s tbh😕

ty!!!!!

Ofc I can !! <3 also I agree with the kidnapping part , I struggle to find good troupe content that isn't grr yandere zaddy kidnaps you. No hate to those who like that though !

phantom troupe members w a S/O they grew up with !! 🕷️ྀི` .

✧ characters in this are chrollo , feitan , shalnark , pakunoda

✧ content : headcanon format , fluff , smut / not safe for work content , fingering , oral , p in v ( chrollo , feitan , shalnarks part) , angst / death on pakus , also I don't really know how to write male or gn reader so I just did fem !! I hope that's ok.

!! Minors, please do not interact with this post !!

Chrollo 🕷️ྀི` .

✧ growing up with chrollo before the incident with Sarasa's death would be quite sweet tbh , staying up late together , talking about finding new tapes to perform and dub over. You were always a constant in his life , which was comforting for him.

✧ after the trauma of Sarasa's death , It just made him need you around him more. that need for you to be safe lasts into his adult years. This man is so protective of you , not in a cliche get away from my girl type way , no its in the way that your safety is on his mind alot. Especially with the line of work he's in. Probably keeps a troupe member with you at most times when he's not home , just in case.

✧ with the fact you grew up together , you already knew the troupe before it existed , so it would be something he couldn't really hide from you.

✧ I'm a firm believer in that chrollo is suffering from insomnia or some disorder that is similar. like this man is never asleep first when you're both in bed , when he finally puts his book away to sleep you can feel his arms snake around your waist as he breathes in your nostalgic scent. He doesn't get many times to relax nor to be so close to you due to the troupe, but he enjoys these moments more than anything , It brings him back to a simpler time.

✧ you both visit meteor City quiet abit (i'd also like to think you got married there) , seeing you pass out new clothes and food to the kids who live there warms his heart , it makes him remember why he fell for you in the first place.

✧ you were his first time and the only woman he wants to pleasure. I feel like growing up with him makes being intimate just that much more passionate , he fucks you like he might never see you again (which is a possibility If he isnt careful enough with protecting you , the reality makes his heart ache.) . Whispering the dirtiest but softest praises into your ear , acting like he isn't making you moan so loud under him , your voice might give out.

✧ this man eats pussy SO well , after the first time he eats you out your just stunned for a second , like what magic did this man just cast on your pussy to make you feel this good. He probably read a book about it or something. Also defo would eat you out because he likes it not for anything in return , your needs come first for him.

✧ about seeing you helping out the kids in meteor City thing I mentioned. when your home be ready. He doesn't have a breeding kink , but the thought of you taking care of his child and doing motherly activities makes him so happy he can't help but want to get you pregnant the second you close the front door. Get ready for a long night , he has stamina , and he won't be stopping till you're absolutely full of his loads. He'd whisper to you how "I should of done this so much sooner , my darling" or "feeling you this raw is pure bliss... like I'm fully claiming you in body and mind."

✧ 100% into cock warming you while reading a book. No one will change my opinion.

Feitan🕷️ྀི` .

✧ when you first met him , he avoided you like the plague. Honestly , at first you thought he hated your guts. Whenever you hung out with him and his friends , he'd refuse to reply to you but he didn't mean it in a rude way he just didn't want to embarrass himself around you because of how bad his english was.

✧ phinks eventually told you why he wouldn't talk to you , which made you feel somewhat bad ? To communicate with him for a while , you used a pen and some paper you found in the garbage heeps writing down what you said to help him learn some English.

✧ the first time hearing his voice is SHOCKING , he wrote down how he didn't want to because it sounded bad but you thought his voice was soothing which you told him , making him a bit more comfortable around you.

✧ As he grew up , he got more reserved but you didn't care sticking to him like glue , he could complain as much as he wanted saying you where wasting your time being around him or that it's too dangerous for you to stick with him but his words never held any malice more concern that you would get hurt by something or his actions but he'd never admit to having such 'weak' thoughts.

✧ like chrollo , he's another protective boy , but he doesn't trust anyone else with protecting you but himself. Would break someone's neck for looking at you in a way he didn't like , oh and don't even get me started if someone tries to hit on you because they think he's just some short loser who got lucky... let's just say later that night you will hear some screaming coming from the basement (aka where he does his work).

✧ you definitely know about the troupe , he's probably the only one who will outright tell you before you can ask. I mean , he literally tortures people... when you move in together , he literally can't hide it , so he's just honest with you. Another thing if the screams from the basement freak you out and you complain he probably will be grumpy about it , but he will line the walls down there to make it not as loud.

✧ for feitan knowing him from childhood will 100% be the easiest way for him to be comfortable around you , feitan just doesn't like people to be honest but your company is actually enjoyable for him.

✧ another cute thing I can imagine is him trying to teach you his native language like you taught him some English. You telling him you love him in his native tongue... the things that does to him.

✧ both of your firsts times are with each other. Honestly , sometimes you doubt he would have ever even had sex if it wasn't for you. Your first time was... not the best because you both had no idea what to do really , but after that mess of a first time , he definitely went to chrollo or phinks for advice. Another thing is not to make fun of him for it , it would really hurt his ego and he'd probably avoid you for a couple weeks.

✧ he is still a total sadist don't get me wrong but with you he's softer , he can't bring himself to hurt you alot. The worst he can do is bite you or slap you , anything else makes him feel icky because it reminds him of his work too much. He still finds your tears really hot though , and will overstim you just to see them.

✧ the first time he finger you , it was surprising how good he was with his hands (for a torturer , I guess you have to be). He's so unfair when he fingers you , he hits spots so deep you see colours then he'll pull back just near your climax saying he didn't say you could finish yet with a dumb smirk on his face as tears threaten to fall from your pathetic looking eyes.

✧ probably doesn't want kids even if you knew him that long his opinion wouldn't change , if you asked he'd say "no. I dont like kids" but really , he didn't mind kids he just didn't want to bring more kids into a world like this.

✧ super random but has eaten you out in your period before , he doesn't think it's a big deal... like he's around blood everyday ? What difference does it make.

Shalnark 🕷️ྀི` .

✧ he definitely mocked and teased you a lot when you were younger. Stealing your shoes when you where acting on the stage with everyone else or messing up your cute braids in your hair , but he never meant it in a mean way , it was his weird way of showing he liked you.

✧ probably the only one out of the guys to realise he had a crush on you as a kid , would cope by being even more of a little shit to you till he went to far one day and actually upset you , which led to admitting he was only mean to you because he had a silly little crush.

✧ this man is sooo clingy to you , he gives pathetic vibes like you can't leave this mf alone for a couple hours without getting messages like , 'babeeee I miss you (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )' and 'come homeeee pretty please ? ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡' (yes I believe he uses emoticons). When he's busy on troupe work he's calling you every hour it feels like , feeding you some lies about being on a work trip.

✧ he wouldn't be honest about the troupe with you. You know all the members as you grew up with them , but he thought leaving you in the dark was better. If you asked too many questions , he'd probably tell you you're being delulu. he doesn't want to lie to you but your safety is too important to him and he knows he isn't like feitan and chrollo , he can't always protect you.

✧ he's not yandere , but he is a bit obsessed with you , having cameras in the rooms in his house so he can watch you when he's lonely on a mission. He wouldn't take advantage of the fact he can see you without you knowing , if you started to change clothes or something , he'd turn the screen off. If he wanted to see you naked he'd literally just ask for nudes or look at old pics you sent him.

✧ your first time was... Good ? Shalnark actually knew what to do , mostly from how much porn he's watched to prepare for the day he finally got to do it. Side note he also made you finish during your first time.

✧ he's such a service top when he doms , he struggles to tease you because of how needy for him you sound , can you blame him though when you look so pretty under him ?

✧ whenever he is busy on work for the troupe but he misses you , he always ends up calling you even if you're in public , whispering sweet praises into your ear through the phone asking you to go to somewhere private because he misses you. "Baby... please ? It's been a week and I'm so needy for you" his whiney voice would beg at you , he was too cute to deny.

✧ he loves seeing you in really girly lingerie. It makes you look so innocent that he feels bad for having such perverse thoughts about you.

Pakunoda 🕷️ྀི` .

✧ while you were trying to catch an injured kitten to help it , crawling over the heep of trash it ran over , you saw a blonde young girl you soon learned who's name was pakunoda holding it , softly stroking its fur as it snuggled up into her. Her caring and nurturing personality has been known since the day you met her.

✧ you two were like two peas in a pod , always cheering her on in the audience when she was on stage with the rest of her friends acting out the tapes. It was so silly , but you both had made a pinky promise that when you grew up you would get married.

✧ after Sarasa's death , she abandoned you to focus on the troupe. She left you with a kiss on the cheek and a "I promise when we grow up , I'll find you... and I won't stop till I do." Being forced out as she looked at your form , hands shaking tears forming and soft begs for her not to leave.

✧ you had no clue how she did it but after you left meteor City and moved to yorknew she found you , waiting for her felt like waiting for glue to dry and when she came back she refused to ever leave you again.

✧ she isn't possessive I'd say , but she does sometimes check your memories to make sure you don't do anything bad when she isn't around. She doesn't worry about your safety as much as the others also because no one knows your her s/o but you both.

✧ she told you about the troupe after you demanded an explanation for her leaving you , though she didn't explain her nen ability to you yet mainly just because she doesn't think you're ready for that.

✧ got you a cat called ophelia , it reminds her of how you both first met and she also likes for you to have company when she's busy.

✧ you weren't each others first times , but with how loving and passionate it felt like it was your first time , you would never forget the feeling of her nails running down your spine as she whispered sweet nothings into your ears , leaving lipstick marks on your jaw.

✧ she doesn't like strap-ons , Likes to think her hands and mouth are enough to make you fulfilled , but if you ask her to use a vibrator on you she wouldn't mind.

✧ LOVES when you sit on her face , her nose is built for grinding on as she eats you out. If you were worried about crushing her , she'd spend a good couple minutes lecturing you about your weight was nothing to her and if she did 'die' being crushed by you , it would be a perfectly fine death for her in her mind.

✧ you would only learn about her nen ability when she found out she was the one to have to go get the boss. She had called you after telling the troupe about you , then explained the situation , asking you to go to the location of the troupes base incase this was the last time she could contact you.

✧ after she got kurapikas chain around her heart , she already knew her fate. After the deal went well getting the boss back , she came to the troupes base. Your wet eyes looked at her as you ran to her , falling to your knees , hugging waist. She felt guilty knowing what she was about to do. she ended up using a memory bullet on you instead of one of the troupe members , you deserve an explanation after you spent most of your life waiting for her.

✧ after her death , you kept her gun , keeping it as your last reminder of her you could bare to keep around yourself. Every once in a while , someone in the troupe would send u a message from a random number to see if you were okay the first year after. You were also set for life as everything she had went to you , but it never filled that hole in your heart.

✧ that promise of marriage never happened , huh ?

Omg I got abit carried away on pakus LOL. But I hope you enjoy <3

[btdemaru]

Obey Me! Dating fluff headcanon.

ft. The 7 demon brothers seperate

(obey me brothers x GN! Reader)

Note : these r just the headcanon + love language that i think would fit them, if it's abit ooc i apologize!

Warning : slightly suggestive

Lucifer

his love language is definitely acts of service and quality time

Opening doors for you, pouring you a cup of coffee he made just for the both of you

Whenever he's doing work and you're in the room with him, he'd probably pull you onto his lap

Lucifer loves and always enjoys the times you spend together frfr

Even if it's just in his room, going for night walks, fancy dinners and so on

If you guys go out for dinner or just grocery shopping he would definitely put his hand around your waist just to show everyone there that you're his

He'll say that hes a little overprotective.. even tho 'little' is far from how protective he actually is 💀

Tends to overwork himself so you have to force him to get his ass to bed whether you drag him or not

Is too prideful to admit that he craves your hugs and cuddles every night

Mostly calls you 'my love' or 'my dearest'

If you disturb him while he's working on a deadline or just giving him an attitude he'd definitely be pissed and wouldn't hesitate to put your bratty attitude in place

Loves kissing your lips and neck

Mammon

I think his love language is gifting (more to receiving gifts lmfao) and physical touch

Will make you his lucky charm when he's gambling 😉

If he won, you're in for a treat! Would spend the money he won on you by buying you new clothes, shoes, jewelry or even a lingerie (more of a gift for him tbh)

Mammon is very caring towards you so when he sees that you're down or upset he'd definitely will try his hardest to cheer you up

Which probably is easy since he's such a fun demon to he around with so you're never bored with him around

I think his nicknames for you that he uses alot is probably 'stupid' or 'human'

Ofcourse he doesn't mean it when hes insulting you though

If he hears anyone insulting you he'd make a scene which sometimes mostly isn't really needed if you dont give a shit about what other demon/people say.

Favorite parts of you he likes to kiss is your cheeks

Leviathan

I've always imagined him as a sweet boy (so breedable)

His love language? Quality time and maybe physical touch <3

He's mostly in his room, so when you invited yourself in and started talking about how you like his interest he'd burst right there and then.

Loves your touch, perhaps abit clingy..? Typa guy who'd snuggle with you in bed while he's playing games or sitting on your lap while he's fighting bosses 👌

has difficulty accepting that you choose to spend time with him or even dating him

If you decide to cosplay just for his eyes only his brain would malfunctioned, face and ears all red flushed

Tbh he'd get just a teeny tiny bit jealous when you pay more attention to henry 2.0 than him but he thinks it's cute that you also care for his little goldfish.

Would call you 'normie' or just by your name

Loves when you reassure him no matter the situation, when he has nightmares or his self-esteem isn't good or more.

Kisses your inner thighs or hand

Satan

Maybe word of affirmation?

Satan would write and reads the poems he made just for you

Most likely he'll read you stories if you're struggling to sleep or has insomnia

he will let you read him the book he's reading while he lays on your lap demanding his head to be stroked as well

Favorite activity with you is reading together in bed the whole day or going to a cat cafe, taking pictures of you holding a cat (would probably make it his wallpaper)

He can be harsh sometimes especially when he just had an argument again with Lucifer and would apologize dearly when he lashes out at you.

Not much of a PDA fan but will hold your hand when the you're going out together

Idk abt nicknames but probably 'kitten' (?) Or 'darling'

Satan will keep every cat item you gave him (keychain, plushie ect)

Kisses your right hand alot along with your lips

Asmodeus

Physical touch 🔛🔝

We all know he's flirty and he won't hide it

He loves PDA so be prepared lmaoo, he'll hold your hand/waist or give you random kisses here and there whether it's on your lips, neck, hand anywhere!

You guys would go on shopping dates ALOT, he loves picking clothes for you and once even tried going in to the changing room with you to "help".

Shopping with him takes pretty long- after buying clothes he goes to buy perfume then shoes then nail polishes then this and that, but no worries he'd spoil you to buy whatever you want there

Asmo buys alot of matching outfits for the both of you

Without you noticing he'd probably buy new toys every now and then for the both of you to try (iykyk)

Another favorite activity he likes to drag you into is warm steamy baths together, just the thought of your bare body touching gets him excited!

Has plenty of nickname for you its uncountable 'sweetie', 'love', 'darling', 'dollface', 'hottie' and 'sexy'

Beelzebub

quality time

This big boy melts like putty when you cook for him, whether it's a dish from where you came from to his favorite foods

Likes to cuddle with you while eating chips, the crumbs tend to get all over you but he has no problem cleaning it up with his mouth

Ask you on a movie date alot (bringing snacks and food is a must!!)

Loves when you're watching him exercise and would be happy if you join him

He'd blush hard if he notice you staring at his body (who wouldn't tbh)

Sometimes but rarely ask his twin brother to join on sleepy dates

Usually would walk behind you or hold your hands, nobody would dare to do anything to you if he's around- he would throw hands if you got physically hurt by someone- so you'll definitely feel safe with him

'honey' or food based stuff is probably his favorite nickname to call you.

I think he'd bite you softly more than kisses, but if he does kisses you it's mostly collarbone or forehead

Belphegor

Like his twin beel, loves quality time with you!

Your dates with him would probably 99.999% be sleepy dates and cuddles

Always ask you to sleep next to him, bodies tangled together and just so comfy he LOVES it!

I personally like to think that he purrs- so imagine him purring loudly while you give him head pats and sleeping on your chest.

Gives you the right airpods/headset so you both can relax while listening to music together, just enjoying each other's company

His body temperature is ice cold so if you're a warm person expect him to cling to you everywhere

If you aren't there he'd probably pouts while hugging his pile of stuffed animals and pillows until you get back

Hogs your lap purposely if you're having a conversation with beel, belphie pretends to be asleep tho he's listening to both of your convo.

Nicknames? I think he'd just call you by your name.

Sleepy kisses on your lips, sometimes sloppy makeout sessions.

[kaycode1999]

Hello!

I don’t know if your match up are still open if not you may ignor this but I’d like to have an LMK match up please I can’t really think of who I don’t want to match up with I guess any characters who are children since I’m an adult also sorry for any mistake English isn’t my first language but here we go

Im a girl I’m straight Demisexual im autistic and have anxiety and seasonal depression im a pretty bubbly person but Im also very shy around new people ive always been the quiet kid so quiet that sometimes even my family forgot I existed and i get very passionate about things I like.i also have trust issues due to past friendship where people have stabbed me in the back and hurt me beyond measure so it take times for me to trust people but once we’re friends I’ve got your back I LOVE plays im a huge theater kid but I especially LOVE musicals AHHHH love them!!im also abit of night owl might be due to my insomnia? I’m about scard of the dark but nothing a good nightlight and a plushie can fix! I love cuddling im also a HUGE romantic completely hopeless romantic let me tell you that I also love reading and drawing I draw a lot I don’t feel I’ve improved over the years that much sadly even tough I’ve been drawing since forever I think that all thanks you for your time have a good day

I match you with

Monkey King/ Sun Wukong

You might not think so but he is also demi he needs that emotional connection for having a relationship and any kind of physical intimacy

He understands anxiety and depression even if he seems all carefree and easy going

He’s there for you if you need any help with that or even just a caring ear

About the seasonal depression he will definitely be aware of it and make sure to be extra doting and loving and does as much as he can to mitigate it

Of course he loves your bubbly personality, but he understands the being shy around new people. Honestly he thought that was really adorable at first but he loves seeing you happy and bubbly

He doesn’t mind that you’re more quiet, he’ll never forget about you like your family 😂 but he actually really likes just peacefully enjoying each others company

He absolutely adores when you get passionate about things you like. Will listen to you go on about your interests with the most lovesick smile on his face

Oh boy, he has trust issues to. He knows what it’s like to be betrayed by people you care about so you both understand each other and give each other the time you need to develop that trust

Once that trust and connection is there though you both are fiercely loyal and have each others backs through everything

He fucking loves musicals and I will not change my mind on that. He’s very theatrical himself as it is

I feel like Wukong doesn’t actually have a consistent sleep schedule he just sleeps when he gets tired. That said he is up often enough if you can’t sleep you’ll have someone there with you to keep you company. He also might have some mystic potion or artifact that can help with the insomnia

He will have night lights set up in the bed room for you to help you feel more comfortable and all the plushies. He’ll even make you a plushy that’s a mini version of him and it’s adorable

He is such a sucker for cuddling and relaxing with his SO. He plays the tough guy but he’s a big hopeless romantic too. After everything that’s happened in his life he maybe doesn’t believe he deserves you , but because of that he’ll treat you like a princess and is so grateful to have you

He will definitely get you art supplies and books he knows or thinks you’ll like

[cyborg-franky]

I have insomnia and sometimes have to get up early and it kills me man. I headcanon that Ace goes to bed at like 9pm and is a morning person, just abit lazy when he wants and Marco also has insomnia but functions pretty well with little sleep and still gets up early.

I'd honestly just be napping on them all day or sneaking away to nap.

Who invented 7am, who? I want names, I just wanna talk.

[hiveplague]

Swapisle au

hello so if your reading this your atleast some what intrested apolgizes  there will be spelling and grammer misteaks and cusswords Clementine (swapisle the skele bros big sister ) this is a au i made the main theme of this au is just generlly CHAOTIC GREMLINS clementine tends to go by any pronouns she/her he/him they/them they are genderfluid and demisexual there au underground theme is more enchanted there house is actually a lovley cottage and there brother (whos nickname is tea) is part of the royal gaurd tho he just watches over his post simlar to underswap papyrus  a funfact is clementine is generally more confrontive but not confrontive at a same time they have there momments for example there was one time they gave alphas a verbal beat down for attacking the human when they first met  they more care about others then themself in this au magic is alittle differnt aswell now lets talk about tea he is generall fine with most things hes pan lmao and he is the royal judge simlar to classic sans role however he is abit more observent and drops hints to his sister more often however the fun thing is that all siblings reamber the resets but clementine acts all nice and happy but when they break down they break down its.... diffuclate to say the least now to headcannons BECAUSE BOY I HAVE ALOT ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 🌟 tea actually has insomnia the poor soul and he also has a unhealthy love for black tea and honey the only reason clementine is against it is because the amount they consume per day is more then water tho tea has water in it its not enough to have the correct amout per day and the caffine is over doing it 🌟tea most of the time is like classic threw the  genocide runs they dont do anything however his sister is a differnt story but we will get to her headcannons after tea 🌟tea littrly has found clementine on the roof in a onsie and was so confused and concerned this had happened when they were really young 🌟tea dose know of the other aus since he worked as a scinetiest with his gaster witch will have headcannons here aswell 🌟 tea appearance is way diffrent then his sister he has patches of brownish lack dots all over his bones along with hints of a hibiscus color dits aswell the hibiscus dits and brownish black dots are on his face aswell they look like freckles and his eyelights are a lovely hbiscus color mixed with green it looks like a field of flowers in a way 🌟 tea is 8′6 🌟 he wears tank tops most often and often steel toed boots he tends to also wear a hoodie around his waist thats a gold color that has black snake patern on it 🌟 hes the younger sibling just tall ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 🌟 now for there gaster whos nickname i have dubed him  apoco he has insomnia aswell but also ADD or ADHD but the more chill version of it that makes you have no energy and multitask on every little thing  🌟 apoco actually made tea and clementine and  gaurd threw using abit of his dust in a machine tho if there were more skeleton monsters they couldve combinded there magic to create tea and apoco but both of these process are dangerous 🌟 hes actually a good father belive it or not and the core accident didnt happen well it did but he didnt fall into the core tho he no longer works as the royal scinestist  🌟he apperenice is a mix of teas and clementine who is sometime called bee by her father for her love of the tiny things his eyes ocsinally change color not as bad as clementine or bee  🌟 he WILL throw hands with you in the genocide rout no queastion asked  🌟 HE IS TALL OML his height is 10′8  tho tea is catching up to him then theres just poor tea the poor woman lol 🌟 he has brittle bones they break easy and get hurt easy so he has to be careful because hurt bones are a PAIN to deal with  🌟 he can sing funny enough tea has described his singing to others simlar to a sirens  🌟 this fancy mf wears a trench coat that has sun and star patterns on it along with potion like symbols on it  ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 🌟now we have clementines whos nicknames are bee  freezy  rain and a few more 🌟 she got the bad end of the stick of the genes in apocos side her bones are brittle as fuck like his  and scoliosis she also cant move her hips at all and will have to get them rebroken to connect them with the right parts to be able to move them and she got the mental end of the stick she has paranoid schizophrenia and ADHD Bipolar and a few more that will be updated over time she also has anxiety and depression tho she is geting medicine for these things 🌟her appearance is generally like swap sans but she has light rose quartz pink dots with olive and mint green spots that look simlar to mini   daffodil flowers there is also a occasionally purple and blueish and purple lavender daffodil marks her eye lights change there most often her natural color of a lovley blueish green it looks like a ring and the colors are flooding into eachother her  outer eyelight part are a greyish blue and the inside is a vibrant olive green tho her eye lights change alot of colors  when angry they tend to be brown and gold she also has the rose quartz colored dots along with the olive and mint green and purple and gold dots an dlittle daffodil like markings on her face like freckles and markings 🌟she loves animals and with her ADHD she tends to be hyper 24/7 and has random crashes she forgets alot of times and she will blurt out random things or because her ADHD she will copy random noises and make them her room is full of weighted plushies and blankets and many many plushies such as snake octopus dragons and bees also has cats and birds hidden in there 🌟her height is 5′5 when it comes to the family tho she climbs to get most things shes alittle gremlin lol her brother and father often have a tough time keeping up with her energy  🌟 she cooks really well she tends to have a more southern way of cooking and it taste amazing and she dosent know how to do portions when she cooks she cooks for everyone so yes i can imagine her randomly bringing foods for the star sanses and bad sanses secretly and droping it off  🌟her outfit is a turtle neck that ranges from colors and fluffy winter boots  she wears gloves purely she dislikes people she dosent know liking her she also has a black scarf  that she will wrap around her face when she gets a episode and HATES dislikes people seeing any part of her body she also dose wear glasses occasionally even tho shes as blind as a bat she only wears then occasionally  simply the cold clouds glasses like a bitch so she often uses her hands or hearing to find where things are and is really good at it 🌟her personality is chaotic she has moments where she acts chaotic and makes violent jokes and shit 🌟she would defiantly be friends with lust and horror and outer and farmer 🌟she loves growing her own herbs and making jam and tea from flowers she drinks tea but not as much as her brother 🌟her hands are really shaky at times and she will panic because she sometimes hears things that arnt there not vioces like error but things she gets scared very easily so expect her to jump and let out alittle squeak if you come up behinde her  🌟 she hates being alone but also likes it its more she hates silence she also deffinatlly people saying shes a people pleaser since the first half of her life she had spent faking a personality that the specific person wanted instead of using the personality that was hers she often falls into this habit again and just calls her self fake even tho this was implented on her by a specific person from the au  she crys easily when yelled and she will say sorry for everything 🌟she actually has snaped in a genocide route and killed the human before   🌟 she uses a weapon that rang it can be a staff at some points with double sided crystal points at each side or a full on great sword or daggers she also can use a bow 🌟she despises aphlys  for trying to hurt her brother at one point because she was mad she fucking whooped alphys ass she also refuses to join the royal gaurd  🌟 she much prefers to be the undergrounds and snowdens local baker and  cafe worker  🌟 she runs a caffe called ‘Hidden Academy’ its witched and magic themed theres paintings on the wall of a magical hidden forest and dragons griffions flying on the walls and on one side of the cafe is ocean themed with sea serpents in the water along with sirens singing on rocks and then the roof is a night sky with glowing stars and comets  🌟 shes generally chill about the work outfit but most employs get to choose the color of a witch hat they want they can decorate the hat and there uniform is color themed to match the outfit 🌟 her outfit is olive green mixed with purple and she has little crysal and herb symbols on her witch hat with a viel hanging from the hat to cover her face she can see threw the viel dw  🌟she loves upbeat music but music in generally  🌟 she can travel threw aus her magic concludes of being able to freeze stuff and lightning along with bone and gaster blaster magic  🌟 she can and will shock you a tiny bit if you piss her off 🌟 this little shit can be vicous she is very competive in battle  🌟 her love language is pychical touch gifts and she loves hearing words of affirmative she needs  loves to know shes doing a good job 🌟 deffinatlly the little spoon but will switch to big spoon at times  🌟shes allways cold but her bodys allways warm like a heater so she will snuggle a person whos warm or warm things 🌟clementine birthday is march 26 ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 🌟now for the sans of this au his nickname is gaurd or more simply called plague 🌟he looks simlar to clementine and tea but his colors are more vibrant and instead of droplet or daffodil markings he has star markings that also look simlar to roses and his eye lights are a ocean blue tho they sometimes change to light blue 🌟 he is the second oldest and shortest clementine holds that title both sulkingly and proudly lol 🌟you actually can die in a battle with him and if he sees you try and fight his siblings oh dear goodness pray for yourself 🌟he tends to use a sword or daggers more then his bone attacks

🌟he loves fuzzy things just like clementine but is a walking heater 🌟he is often found at clementines cafe/diner 🌟 hes pretty chill and tends to be entergetic but not as bad as the classic papyrus  🌟 he is in the royal gaurd actually  🌟 hes the second in command of the royal gaurd 🌟 he wears gloves and his outfit is a guard uniform with a cape and hood with a snake mark on it  🌟 the outfit is more of a black turtle neck that has no sleves and blueish black pants and boots 🌟hes height is 6′6

[yourlocalmechanism-dr-carmilla]

Yeah, I figured that out...its been such a long time, i cant help but wonder how many of you still view me with disdain?

The question is curious and honest- she knows, whatever the answer is, she will accept it. No matter how harsh it would be. Being a good parent means letting go after all. She recalls that Jonny could be awfully sweet...usually with a motive nehidn it, but she didnt mind it. She never did.

Right now, shes sound asleep- whoch is a good sign-the asylum did quite a number on her,either she stays awake or the insomnia keeps her up on most nights. But shes getting there, i truly believe the octokittens may play part in that....

She smilew, alices head is abit in her lap and she carefully strokes her hair, just like she used to with the mechanisms, way back. Mostly after theur mechanization, when the hurt and pain were still all too fresh.

Another year passed...a new one begun. I wonder...why i put up with it all? Its tiring on occasion...

She sighs as she gazes out of the window into the starry void, her eyepatch is removed- she was dressed rsther comfy today. Absentminded, she fidgets with a rose brooch-a gift from lorelei, despite the painful memories she doesent have the heart to throw it away. Shes melancholy, when it was her and her children, it was never dull or silent. It was busy and it usually kept her from falling into a depressive episode. She knew shed snap out of it eventually, but eight now..especially since scuzz was god knows where-they needed their space-and the ship wasnt semtinent, she was alone.

I wonder if Jonny blows up a planet like he usually does...its his version of a firework. Maybe he watches it with all of them..i wish id be there....maybe i should send a message, but i dont know if they would even read it, for all i know they either not care or despise me....

She muses on this, trying to keep herself from crying, shes done with crying, she thinks, it annoys and exhausts her. Then the door chines and slides open, and a relstively small figure walks in, carefully. Its alice, the nurse that was with Jonny & Tim in the moonwar. Her hair is shoulder lengh by now and she looks a it more heslthy than she did when dr. Carmilla picked her up and immortalized her. She still wears a cloak over her old, blood stained nurse uniform-she reufses to wash it, as it holds memories for her. "Jonny hugged me in this" she explained once, she and jonny had smth going on during the moonwar, but both were too proud/cowardly to openly admit their feelings. Well, alice goes over to Carmilla, and says: "Happy new year, mom." She doesent speak much usually, so thats a surprise. Them, she hugs dr carmilla, and chooses to sit beside her, cradling a octokitten in her lap, enjoying its purrs.

...happy new year to you too, daughter. I am glad your veins arent acting up so far, it was quite difficult making them....

She knows that she is rambling, but she smiles as Alice gives her silent company. Oh how she wishes scuzz was here!

...maybe jonny calls...i dont know why he would do that, but....hes a good son you know? Despite not believing that himself....

[Ooc" @captain-dville i hope thst the tag is alright, u trued to go abit into drmamatics style- also alice is a oc of mine, i hoep you dint mind thst either- i am VERY happy to rewrite this if ya dont like it

[ @askscuzznishimura

[hopeheartfilia]

-...-and Tim has common sense.

-That doesnt sound very usefull.

-Oh no, hes our most valued member.

Like to be fair its probably not in the tunels, (correction, it is) but check the tapes before you do if you can

also hi martin! missed you! Tim has some common sense! Okay to be fair, so does my boy martin,

Jonh is in the tunels via michaels door actually, to be fair the tunnels seem like a place michael would have some.. connection to, due to all the winding arhictecture

But yes it got more powerfull.

I hope knowing it would be more powerfull. Because. Its watching. So if he remembers? Doesnt answer? Dont answer ? Definetly dont talk. Talking is bad. BAD.

..... hide and seek huh. talking is bad.

im scared. for martin too. and

Oh the statement of the thing. Web. web. Eyes and webs are bad for the thing. I like it. But then eyes are worse then webs. Also NotSashas got a good voice actor. And yeah you would, hes new to the post! Let him learn, hes smol, he doesnt know things but its not his fault, hes trying

.. Who the fuck is that. I did Not recognise the voice. Probably whoever was living in the tunnels in the first place. Not sasha was Not the one feeding him. Also good to see Jonh realises why it was epic dumb and you should not make such descisions on the spot when your sleep shedule has been a mess for a long time.

[sin-content]

The "something" au :3

Abit of a info dump hehe

This is Cindy, she at first like all the Sins started life happy and nice but at 10 years old.. here all her family died in a car crash, normaly Sin gets left with her mom and sister but not this time. she was left alone at home due to feeling sick, but getting the news they were gone.. she felt like everyone would forget her, like by them dying no one would remember her and so this feeling gave birth to SOMETHING but SOMETHING doesnt want to kill her or anything, he just wants one thing. For everyone includeing herself to forget her and so she fades from existance getting trapped in nothing with gaster(no void in this au, just nothingness between reality and fiction), but she noticed after awhile her friends didnt seem to remember her name.. she did though, but they kept forggeting untill she was a stranger to them, she tryed to stay but couldnt, she ran away becouse of the stress and ended up underground after awhile of running, she after once sleeping and almost turning fully invisible(or not real) she developed insomnia and paranoia, she stutters alot, she noticed she was also forgetting and started repreating words to herself like "Im Cindy, Im alive, Im someone in this world.. Im not gone, Im alright, I like drawing and my family alot, they died but thats alright, ill be fine" wich being undergound made her forget even more untill.. it became "IM SOMEONE. I HAVE TO STAY ALIVE, I WONT BE GONE. IM HERE, I NEED..... HELP" but no one even remembers her! How could they help? Even in fights, after about 10 seconds they forget who she is and why theyre fighting, she found ways to remind herself she exists like scraching herself to feel it and remind herself that way, eventually she scratched too much and wrapped bandages on herself so she could scratch without hurting herself, she got a bat and knife from the undergroud for self defence...

Though everyone who meets her meets the same fate. To forget her, SOMETHING wont let them remember, or even know where they were.. someone takes many forms but.. its really just a black blob with a shape and any body of any creature and with eyes, sometimes just one but ut can have as many as it wants! No one even sees SOMETHING.. well they do but.. forget it as they forget more about Someone, she sometimes hers about people talking about SOMETHING behind her or even them.. she has a small notebook where she writes as much as possible but sometimes the ink dissapers leaveing her with gaps.. but she keeps the drawings of SOMETHING that she drew while people discribed it behind her. She has memory issues and is always on the run from SOMETHING dispite not knowing ehat it is, she has magic but its not much, just healing and fire magic, she has another two abilitys but theyre long forgotten.. maybe one day someone can remind her how to use them.. and then she can get better maybe, all she knows is that SOMETHING is always there. And if she isnt carefull she will end up not existing..

Bonus: Error!Sans could not kill her due to the forgetting thing, he would forget why he is there and who she is and the forgetting would make his strings start to fade from existance, she could never Beat Error either so a draw it would be!

Here you go Lumi abit more of the Something au

hehehe ^^

[trashfordair]

do you have any jenny humphrey headcanons in these trying times? asking for a friend (this is not a lie, i am my own friend, #selflove)

sorry I got to this so late!! honestly I’ve probably got such a long list of headcanons subconsciously but these are some that are just at the top of my head

1. she can do all the artsy things the rest of her family does. this is quite a popular hc with the humphreys on this side of the fandom i think, but in my mind jenny definitely dabbles in abit of writing and painting, and most definitely singing (heavily influenced by taylor momsen)

2. she definitely keeps journals. so im definitely in camp jenny has insomnia, and it makes sense to me that she would have a journal, something to keep her busy at night when she’s not feeling very inspired, something that reminds her of home when she’s away.

3. jenny goes to fashion school in london with eric (he doesn’t go to fashion school, obv, but a university that’s prestigious enough for lily, but also normal enough for eric).

4. she’s bisexual. i don’t know how to explain this, but she is, and she had a crush on agnes.

5. she does NOT work with or for the waldorfs, ever. this one is extremely important to me.

6. she’s a blueberries on pancakes girl, and she hates chocolate on her pancakes. this one’s all me projecting.

7. a night owl, but never grumpy in the mornings (and on a jenate tangent, nate hates this about her, he doesn’t understand how she does it)

[kimetsu-no-yaiba-writings]

And also which tailed beast will all the Hashira be?🤔🤔

OOOOO!! I like this question Oggy (@ ^ o ^ @)

OK, so right off the bat, my thoughts automatically went to the numbers of each, Nine Tailed Beasts for Nine Hashira/Pillars! Isn’t that cool?

There happens to be the exact number, so none will be left over or missed out at all and I just thought that was a cool coincidence or something 

Anyway!

I’m getting off track and rambling abit - as I usually end up doing...- so I’ll get back on track.

I’m gonna answer this in a way that is them being the tailed beasts jinchūriki instead of the actual tailed beasts - unless you meant jinchūriki in the first place and i’m an idiot (*-ω-)

But for those who don’t know or just need a reminder for what a jinchūriki is, they are as follows:

“Jinchūriki are humans that have tailed beasts sealed within them, they exhibit extraordinary powers due to the immense chakra reserves the beast’s possess.”

And the removal of one of these tailed beasts means death for the jinchūriki with the very rare - and i mean rare - occurrence that the jinchūriki lives....

Oh! Another thing that I feel needs to be known is that the jinchūriki has access to their tailed beast's massive chakra reserves. 

Most jinchūriki learn how to access this chakra on their own and take it by force, but they can also form a symbiosis with their tailed beast and take only what chakra is offered to them -  A tailed beast may even give chakra to its jinchūriki without them knowing it, either to try and exert control over the jinchūriki, or simply to protect the jinchūriki and, by extension, itself.

So for example:

Shukaku's jinchūriki can create magnetic forces and manipulate sand.

Matatabi's jinchūriki can produce blue flames.

Isobu's jinchūriki can materialize coral.

Son Gokū's jinchūriki can create and manipulate lava.

Kokuō's jinchūriki can use steam.

Saiken's jinchūriki can produce corrosive alkali.

Chōmei's jinchūriki can fly and, in the anime, create silk that can suppress chakra absorption techniques.

Gyūki's jinchūriki can produce ink.

Kurama's jinchūriki can quickly regenerate and detect negative emotions.

....I’ve rambled quite alot here, My apologies! Back to your question Oggy (^----^)

Now, obviously these are my thoughts so obviously there can be different answers since everybody thinks differently - reblog or comment if you wanna add something ( ^ o ^ )

So!

Shukaku - One tailed beast - Tanuki = Sanemi Shinazugawa

Info:

So Shukaku is characterized as a childish and short-tempered individual, who often speaks in a bombastic and incoherent manner, giving it the demeanour of a drunkard - They uses "ore-sama" (literally meaning: my esteemed self) when referring to them-self, as it expresses great pride in their own abilities, especially their sealing techniques and defenses

I feel like Shukaku’s own temper and pride matches Sanemi’s! Especially when it comes to their strength + abilities

Oh!

Shukaku also has the interesting ability to control their jinchūriki whenever they sleep, leading to their host to develop insomnia!

This choice was purely based on the fact that I think these two would be funny together because of their abilities, personalities and opinions 

Matabi - Two tailed beast - Bakeneko = Obanai Iguro

Info:

Now onto Matabi and Obanai Iguro!

So  Matatabi has shown to be respectful and polite towards others, speaking in a formal manner using "watashi"  when referring to them-self and using honourifics when addressing others

Also!

I thought this was cool, it can’t be seen in the picture but Matabi also has heterochromatic eyes (the right being yellow and the left being green) much like Obanai 

Matabi also happens to be one of the quickest out of the tailed beast despite their giant size so because of this I thought they’d suit Obanai Iguro!

...

I also think that Obanai would be more intimidating with Matabi

Isobu - Three tailed beast - Turtle = Muichiro Tokito

Info:

Ok so!

Isobu speaks in a timid manner, referring to themself as "boku" which is usually used by young boys - so assuming if the tailed beasts have gender (which I don’t know if they do?) Isobu would be a boy? 

It’s assumed that because Isobu isn’t rude or outspoken that they can get along really well with their jinchūriki

One of the reason’s why I thought Muichiro and Isobu would work well is the fact that their personalities - possibly clashing to begin with maybe - would work out well and lead to them being strong 

Also!

Other than being able to create coral and swim at high speeds, Isobu can also create a  hallucinogenic mist that can exploit a victim's insecurities and force the victim to face them.

Son Gokū - Four tailed beast - Ape = Uzui Tengen

Info:

Son Goku is a very prideful tailed beast, as they detest being called by the name "Four-Tails" and also like to boast about their lineage - They uses "ore" when referring to them-shelf

They have a deep respect for the other tailed beasts - refers to them by name - and those who treat them with respect 

....I feel like that’s enough to give a hint as to why I thought that this tailed beast would work best with Uzui Tengen 

Goku also has a deceptive nimbleness to their size, utilizing powerful and well-timed kicks against opponents - also has flashy volcanic + fire attacks...

Kokuō - Five tailed beast - Horse = Gyomei Himejima

Info:

Kokuō seems to be a quiet and reserved individual.

 Though They does not speak much, Kokuō uses the rather old-fashioned "watakushi" when referring to them-self, causing them to come across as very polite - They even are abit of a pacifist and refer meditating in the forest

They also have tremendous amounts of physical strength even sometimes having to resort to using their horns 

Kokuo can also control their body temperature and can release steam from their body!

I honestly think Kokuo and Gyomei would be an excellent working duo because of their personalities  

Saiken - Six tailed beast - Slug (bipedal) = Shinobu Kocho

Info:

Though much has not been seen of Saiken's personality, the giant slug uses "ore" (オレ) when referring to themself, "ore" being a boastful way of saying "I". 

Saiken also seemed to be kinder and not as self-serving and malicious as most other tailed beasts, as when asked for its help to save someone it seemed to willingly comply

However, 

Their not above killing for self-preservation!

Saiken also speaks with a high pitched voice and appears to be very energetic - I feel like this could match Shinobu!

Also!

Saiken has the ability to create exploding bubbles that have a slight toxic effect to them

Chōmei - Seven tailed beast - Rhinosous beetle = Mitsuri Kanroji

Info:

Now I would have picked Sanemi for this one had he not suited being with Shukaku plus I think Chomei suits Mitsuri more!

Chōmei seems to have a happy-go-lucky personality — which it seemingly shares with their jinchūriki as they’ll introduce themselves as “Lucky number seven Chomei!” - which I think might be an allusion to the fact that they have seven tails and the number seven having long been seen as a lucky as well as a happy number?

They also had a habit of using the word lucky in conversation, reflecting their happy personality even more

Also! Isn’t this cool, Chomei can use their wings to make a blinding powder and fly plus use insect-based attacks as well, such as biting or ramming their horn into the enemy -  In the anime, they can also create a Cocoon which can absorb attacks

Chomei is also deceptively strong too!

So I think that these two work really well together because of this

Gyūki - Eight tailed beast - = Giyuu Tomioka

Info:

Gyūki is characterized as a tough and serious individual. 

They uses "ore"  when referring to them-self and often speaks in a somewhat rude dialect also Gyūki has a good analytical ability!

Gyuki also has a no-nonsense, dry personality and isn’t above telling off their  jinchūriki but can also be affectionate with them

 A cool ability that Gyuki has is that if one of their tentacles, if severed, can be used as a medium for chakra, such as creating a clone of its host, or transferring chakra to said host should the beast be extracted

Gyuki is also fast, durable and very intelligent 

Because of how dry Gyuki’s humour is I feel like they’d work well with Giyuu especially with boosting his self-esteem 

.... also I feel like their humour together and being quite blunt works nicely

Kuruma - Nine tailed beast - Kitsune = Rengoku Kyojurou 

Info:

Kurama is characterised as a snarky and shrewd individual. They use "washi” when referring to itself, which is generally used by older men - So I’m honestly assuming that Kurama is a man 

Kurama expresses great pride in their power, believing themself to be the strongest of the tailed beasts due to their belief that their strength is determined by their number of tails, which earned Kurama nothing but disapproval from their brethren, especially Shukaku (One tail)

Kurama's manner of speech is often harsh, but deep down they have a supportive disposition, as the fox does express concern about their comrades, and even gives some words of encouragement when needed!

Now Kurama is very powerful, like a whole heap of powerful and he has the personality to match

I honestly think Kurama’s personality is just such a clash with Kyojuro’s and it’s so funny in my opinion cause like Kyojuro’s bright and enthusiastic and the only one Kurama would even think of being like that towards is Kyojuro and maybe some of Kyojuro’s companions  

Surprisingly, off the top of my head I don’t really know much about Kurama’s powers? And to be honest the wiki page for him isn’t very helpful either (T^T)

But anyway!

A nine-tailed fox just seemed really fitting for Rengoku Kyojuro!

[buckmepapi]

IM. Not. Okay. I’m having an aneurysm. I’ve been seeing this guy for a few weeks now. He came to my home for the first time last night. In my room. Where my bookshelf’s are.

He picked up a spicy book and asked why I had little post it notes on some pages. He got to the smut page. Fuck. My. Life.

He read a few lines, set it back (in the right place may I add!) tapped the book and said “that’s good to know”

WHAT WAS GOOD TO KNOW!! Home girl was getting RAILED in the book. I’m not prepared to see this man again

(Side note My Killer Vacation by Tessa Bailey is a good read 5/5 would recommend)

OOOOOOH CHILE ,,, that was spicy and he deffo seems like he’d be planning some shit 🍆

I’ve actually never read an actual smut novel, so I will 100 percent check it out !!!!

Also I’m gonna post some long soppy shit rn; I finally left that toxic ass guy back in April that I was seeing for like 4 years (some of u may recall posts I made bc literally every single one of u would reply to the posts telling me to get out asap lol) and I started seeing this guy in June and boy lemme tell you

He is a skinny nerdy tattooed guy that radiates alt dilf energy with his sense of fashion and has a big thick dick that curves lord have mercy

He is literally so emotionally mature, like my god he treats me like royalty and will do anything for me. He moans and whimpers when we fuck, he’s also starting to come out of his shell and talk abit during sex now which I’m dying over, he knows all my kinks and is on bored, even jokes about breeding and I’m like 👀👀👀👀👀

He eats pussy like a god like I’ve never had sex feel good before. I’ve spoken about sex before on my page and I was pretty much lying bc I was overcompensating bc sex has never felt good for me but everytime this guy fucks me I feel like I’m in heaven and I’m always saying “oh my god?” Or “how are you doing that??”

Side note; I still can’t cum though. It’s not really him bc he feels incredible when he does literally anything I get all over chills I just get too inside my head bc no one’s ever made me cum but myself but he’s getting their with praise and reassurance and verbal stuff like dirty talk etc so I know damn well he’ll be able to do it one day. He understands and doesn’t get defensive or upset and blame me , he listens to what I want and learns.

Like I can not reiterate how this man is so mature emotionally and mentally, he’s empathetic, we’ve cried in front of each other many times. He even cries when I cry lol, when I’m upset he crouches down in front of me and holds t my face and looks at me when he speaks to me and kisses my forehead and I AHHSJDLSOAJSKA

We’ve said I love you to each other now, we’re dating/seeing each other exclusively and have been since we first met. We aren’t in a relationship yet and we’ve discussed it before but due to our past issues we’re taking it slow and waiting till it feels right so we don’t rush into anything too quick.

And!!! I let this man sleep over at my house every weekend. If y’all know me y’all know I have insomnia and also can’t sleep around people whatsoever. I feel so sleepy around him constantly and fall asleep next to him within 30 mins — he literally makes my inner child feel so safe and protected.

He understands my disabilities, is learning sign language to communicate with me when I can’t hear, helps me when I’m non verbal, looks after me when I’m in pain or tired, he understands my sensory issues and doesnt say hateful things to me about my disabilities or triggers. He understands my CPTSD and helps me during episodes — this man !! Holy shit!!!

That’s why I’ve been so quite as well bc I’m so happy ;; he’s coming over tomorrow after his shift at work and will be here till Monday AAAAAAAA

[providencialdabbles]

Insomnia (sibling!reader)

You felt your dog shift lower against your legs as you laid in bed, the time showing it was almost midnight.

It was night four and once again you were wired- insomnia was making you it’s bitch once again. You were dreading a full day of school tomorrow.

Browsing through tumblr you checked Marks tag, curious what was coming up right now for your brother. Most of it was Unus Annus related before you hit A Heist again. Groaning you got up giving in and turning the light on to find a book.

Nothing looked appealing and you huffed.

You jumped on Twitter throwing out a post bitching about the lack of sleep.

You heard the other dogs before you heard Mark, slowly making his way over to your room and knocking.

You tried feigning asleep and felt your phone vibrate after a minute.

Twitter: Markiplier replied to your tweet!

‘Don’t bitch about sleep and then ignore me within 5 minutes sir’

You opened Twitter up and replied back to him

‘Don’t bitch about my door when you have a key SIR’

He groaned outside your door before shuffling off and coming back messing with the lock. You laughed as he turned it wrong the first try, and he rolled his eyes a faint smile on his face as he walked in squinting at the light abit.

‘Bright much?’

‘Was gonna read, decided not to’

He nodded understanding your head works too fast during these night. You heard your dog jump down to play with the other two fluffs and smiled at them before moving over in bed for Mark to flop next to you.

‘So- what now? We can go drive, we can invade a Walmart, walk the dogs, whatcha wanna do tonight?’

He hid his sleepiness but you could hear it and you smiled at the fact he would do this shit for you. You ended up just talking with him about random shit, and you watched him doze off in your bed around 2 am. You were still wired and sighed softly, shifting more comfortably. A smirk hit you and you got your camera out, taking a photo of a passed out Mark holding your stuffed animal before adding it to the thread you had with him earlier in the night on Twitter.

3 am rolled around, and soon after 4 am did.

Mark shifted in his sleep and you felt the exhaustion finally hit you.

Your eyes burned at this point and you curled up, facing your brother and let sleep finally bless you.

Mark woke up around 8, tired but content, seeing as his first sight was you finally peacefully asleep. He checked his phone to see most of his accounts had blown up over night and when you opened Twitter you saw the photo. Replies varied from people freaking out over him and the photo, to if you were alright and had gotten any sleep. He smiled and snapped a photo of you, now holding the stuffed animal to you, and added it simply saying ‘sometimes brothers just gotta take care of baby siblings’

[witchsheartbooks]

How would the crew deal with having a partner with insomnia?

As someone who suffers from insomnia. I felt an obligation to write this one myself. Enjoy!~

Claire:

-She comes into your room, a look of concern on her face as she notices the bags under your eyes.

-You insist that you’re fine and explain about your chronic insomnia.

-She can’t help but feel guilty.

-She sits next to you, placing a hand on your shoulder and smiling warmly at you.

- “If you can’t sleep then I’ll stay up with you okay, [Y/N]?”

- You give her a nervous smile and insist that it isn’t necessary for her to do that.

- But Claire has always been that type to look more after others than herself, so she insists.

-“If we put a movie on, do you think you might fall asleep that way?”

- You weren’t entirely sure it would work, and you didn’t quite want Claire ruining her sleep schedule.

-Claire does in fact win in the end, putting on a movie for you both and sitting next to you on the couch.

-The two of you snuggle under a crochet blanket while Netflix runs in the background.

-The program quickly turns to white noise and midway through the second program you notice that Claire is fast asleep against you, lightly snoring.

- You eye the analog clock on the wall, noticing it was already past three in the morning.

-Though with the combination of warmth and two sets of white noise, you actually find yourself drifting off as well.

-It seems her little idea worked after all.

Ashe:

-He lingers in the doorway and his more cheerful mask is replaced with his more neutral and serious looking expression.

-He slowly walks over and leans against your back.

-His chin rests on your head. Keeping his tone gentle as he addresses you.

- “Trouble sleeping, [Y/N]?”

- You smile up at him trying to mask your looming exhaustion.

-You insist that it isn’t a problem and you can handle it.

-He knows better, his medical experience gives him more insight on the matter than you choose to disclose.

- “Oh? When’s the last time you slept?”

-Your tongue catches in your throat and you give him a more nervous smile.

-He sighs gently, shaking his head and goes to rifle through his bag.

-He leafs through the pages of a leather bound journal before slapping it shut with one hand.

-He retrieves something else from his bag and offers it to you.

- “It’s one of my own variations of a sleep aide. It might not work all the time but perhaps I can strengthen it if you ever grow immune to certain dosages.”

- You perk up and thank him with a tight hug.

-He pets your hair and insists you take one and lay down.

-He also stays with you until you fall asleep.

-Going so far as to lay next to you and spoon to see if that helps.

-Which with the combination of the aide and Ashe’s warmth, you quickly drift off.

Wilardo:

-He blinks calmly as he listens to you admitting about your insomnia.

-He beckons you over to join him, patting the space next to him on his bed.

- You tilt your head in minor confusion but comply to his nonverbal direction as you stare over at him curiously.

- “I’m well aware of how it is to have a tortured mind while wanting to just shut down and get rest.”

- He leans closer to you, chastely kissing your temple before leaning back only slightly.

- “I could offer you a distraction, [Y/N]. I have plenty of ideas. Ones of which could have your mind wander to other more pleasant things.”

-He spoke to you in a gravely low tone of which always caused you to shiver in delight.

- A blush dusted your cheeks and out of shyness you lightly put your hand on Wilardo’s cheek to push his face away.

-He simply chuckles at your reaction.

- “Alright, Alright. Though I do have other ideas.”

- Hearing this, your attention is on him again, giving him a quizzical look.

- “ [Y/N], exactly how much do you know about flower meanings?”

- Your eyes nearly sparkle once you make the connection of where he was going with this.

- He grins at you and takes your hand, leading you out of the red room.

- The two of you somehow find yourself in a vast fantasy space.

- The two of you in a large field of flowers while stars littered the expansive sky and water around you.

- Neither of you could fathom how you got here but enjoy your time none the less.

-He sits with you and points to certain flowers, explaining about their colors and meanings.

- You always enjoy hearing him go on about his profession considering it’s the most he ever tends to speak.

-After a while, you find yourself slowly succumbing to fatigue.

-You lean on Wilardo’s shoulder, still listening as he went on.

-You don’t remember when you fell asleep.

-But Wilardo gives a faint hint of a smile at his handiwork.

-The next morning the two of you are no longer in that space.

-Though you both hope to visit it again.

Sirius:

-He’s been eyeing you the past few days, studying your patterns and contemplating how to approach the situation.

- A classic case of insomnia with a dash of sleep deprivation caused by it.

-He had gone over the necessary options for what he could do for you, over analyzing them actually.

-He calls you to his room in the evening and he has tea ready for the two of you.

- “Sit with me, [Y/N].”

-He meant business and you could tell. Though there was something else in his eyes, concern?

-So, you comply to his instruction and eye the warm drink in front of you.

-You glance over to him curiously, wondering what this was all about.

-“[Y/N] you’ve been fatigued as of late.”

-You go pale and simply stare at him as his brilliantly captivating crimson eyes rest on you.

-You didn’t think he had noticed in the slightest, but that was a foolish thought. How could he not notice?

-You weren’t exactly good at hiding when something was wrong, so he was bound to confront you about it eventually.

-Though your boyfriend was ever the worrywart, so you couldn’t help but smile, upon realizing he had been thinking so much about you.

-You then openly admit your insomnia and sleep deprivation to him.

-He rested his cheek against his fist as he listened to you.

-He gently scooted the tea cup towards you again.

- “I know how much you enjoy my brews, s-so…I thought I’d make one that might help you sleep.”

-He then tried to mask his blush by lifting his own cup to his lips for a sip.

-You noticed though, you always did.

-You drink your tea with him and it’s lovely as always.

-A mix of Chamomile and Lavender, he had explained to you that it was good for quelling anxiety and assisting with relaxation.

-He then of course rambled on abit about some other teas before catching the sight of your smile.

-Realizing he was rambling, his blush returned, and he waved his hands abit.

- “W-What the devil is that look for?”

-You explain to him that you find his ramblings to be cute and that you enjoyed listening to his voice.

-It takes him…a few minutes to process your statement.

-His blush nearly lit up his whole face and even covered his ears.

-You decide to distract him by asking him to read you a story!

-Specifically, Lewis Carrol’s Alice in wonderland and its sequel, Through the Looking Glass.

-He eyes you warily but after a moment, he seems utterly delighted, a grin spreading across his lips.

-The two of you curl up with your tea in his bed, bundled under the covers.

-He begins to read to you and his voice is smooth and lovely to listen to.

-Occasionally you’d catch charming linguistic cues from his faint English accent and that only made you melt.

-You quickly lose yourself, enamored by the sound of his voice and the way he narrates the story.

-The combination of the finished tea, the warmth from being next to him in bed coupled with his voice sent you briskly to dreamland.

- The two teacups set off to the side on the side table and you snoozing peacefully while leaned against his shoulder was something he found to be cute and utterly endearing.

-He could get used to this, perhaps he wouldn’t openly and verbally admit it.

-But should you ask him for this again or for it to become an evening routine, he wouldn’t complain.

-He brushes a wisp of hair away from your face and places a kiss on your forehead.

-He was the affectionate type, just more so behind doors and he never really initiated such things.

-He watched you for a few minutes and the sound of your breathing lulled him to sleep right along after you.

-The book dropping gently on his lap as the two of you slept there, propped up against each other.

-Both of you share a Wonderland esque dream and speak of it when you both wake in the morning.

Noel:

-You walk into Noel’s room since you were unable to sleep.

- He smiles kindly at you as always, greeting you cheerfully as he quite enjoyed your company.

-“Good evening, [Y/N]. Did you have a good day?”

- You nod and find yourself joining him at the window where he stood.

-Though as he looked at you, his warm expression shifted to one of concern.

-He had noticed the bags under your eyes.

-“You’re having trouble sleeping again aren’t you, [Y/N]?”

-You had wanted to keep that information to yourself, but Noel could always read you.

-You simply give him a nod but follow up with insisting that you can handle it.

- He isn’t convinced, worry is still evident in his features.

- Noel always worried for you, just as he worried for his two best friends but even more so.

- He takes your hands and holds them gently.

- “As you know, I’m nocturnal. How about you stargaze with me! I’ll talk about the star names and constellations!”

-You beam at him over his enthusiasm and nod.

-You always found Noel to be utterly adorable when he got into his mindset about stars, constellations, and space.

- His tone was warm and gentle even as he spoke passionately about his interests.

-He nearly talked your ear off.

-Going so far as to pull out books, star charts, maps and many other texts.

-Noel always liked having his examples for you so that you could follow along easier.

-At one point you mention how it’s a shame that you are stuck staring at the star clustered sky behind a window.

-An idea hits him, and he takes your hand again, pulling you to him.

-You blink and the both of you appear in a fantasy space.

-One of his own construction, you’ve been here before.

-It was filled with flowers, moon boats, stars littered the sky above you both and even the water that held the floating moon boats was overflowing with stars as well.

-You both lay back in the field of flowers, watching the sky above you.

-Your partner continues his ramblings and occasionally you watch his expressions.

-You find that fatigue begins to wash over you, the more you focus on Noel’s voice.

-He notices that you drift to sleep and smiles to himself.

-He places a kiss on your forehead and goes back to gazing up at the stars while you rest there next to him.

~Mod Sirius

[interdimensionalstarchild]

I'm sorry that you're not so good. Take care and I hope that things get better for you. You'll be missed

Thankyou, Anon.Honestly, this is something I’ve been thinking for a while. I have gone from being surrounded by people who love me to next to no one, and recently things have been extremely tasking and difficult for me. I’ve been trying to distract myself by regularly updating my Tumblr and Instagram.But overall it’s just been a really hard start to the year. My Step-Mums Mum is dying, and because my Step-Mum suffered from a heart attack I am so concerned and worried for her as stress can cause another one. I am also so scared for her Mum, as I know her pretty well. I don’t want anyone getting hurt or having something really bad happen to them. My Mum had a stroke and since then I’ve been too scared to leave her alone. Even though she says she’s okay, I’m so scared of something happening and me losing her. Which is my biggest fear. I’m having a pretty bad mental health time and all the bad thoughts are starting to flood back. I’m trying my hardest to hold it together. Put on that brave face, and I’m doing a fucking perfect job at the moment.

I’ve been pushed even further back for my gender clinic application and I waited a year to hear news that the clinic recieved a letter that was NEVER SENT. A whole year taken away because they couldn’t send a fucking application. I feel like my whole body is failing on me. I have so many dietary restrictions because my body can’t process this or this irritates this and I’m fucking miserable from it. My life has become me making sure I can function day to day. Not even living. I can’t handle being so alone. I feel so alone. I feel like Gabriele is becoming more distant. I feel like friends are being more distant, I feel like I’m losing everyone.I’m just happy my Meds make me sleep, otherwise I know my insomnia would spike. I know that I’m being abit whiny, and I’m sorry, but I kind of just needed to vent a little. I’m sorry for just throwing this all out there. My apologies. Thankyou, however, for such kind words. It’s lovely to hear that someone out there cares and is thinking of me. Thankyou so much. I only wish you good things and good health.I hope 2020 brings you health and a good future my friend.

[gg-astrology]

Black Pink: Lalisa Manoban (Brief Inner planet Natal Reading)

💕 I saw a photo of Lisa and I’m overwhelmed with love for her. This is new test for a different text-format/’theme’, unlike the ‘overview’ series I’m going to go through her chart one by one (w/o houses), looking at the planet and it’s aspects and the decan it’s in. We’ll see how it goes! 💕

💕disclaimer: i’m no expert on astrology but these are my interpretations of the signs and how they’re working based on my experiences with them. Everyone has different opinions and studies in astrology, all interpretation and experiences within the realm is valid, however feel free to make your own post or skip if you strongly disagree. There might be inaccuracy and the point of this post is to relate to someone, entertain and have a fun time, validate people with similar experiences and get people excited about the girls+ astrology. Also, since we don’t know their birth times, I’m using the standard 12.00pm💕

Sun in Aries - 1st Decan/Ruled by Mars (Aries)

I’ve already went ham into this with the ‘BP: Sun & Moon’  but I’ll give a brief reintroduction on this as well! 💕

Sun in Aries especially in the 1st Decan, exhibits traits that emphasizes their Arian nature- energetic, lively, uncomplicated and innovative. They’re often already on the move, most likely to get things done physically rather than wait on long-awaited plan or drawn-out emotional speech that would ‘inspire’ them. They’re quite pragmatic, and although they admire and respect other ways of doing things, they’d much rather just get on the move and actually do it to achieve what they want

Impatience and impulsiveness might be a vice, however their greatest strength is their ability to move on and direct their energy forward. 

They’re not big on planning ahead, but that creates space for innovation. They live in the now, and unlike other signs, they benefit a lot from this kind of mentality.  

The way they go about things is pretty direct, active and straight forward. They often get a bit whiplashed if someone tries to play games with them, as they’re pretty forthcoming people and expected the same back.  

They can be careless, lack tact, impulsive and reckless to a fault without realizing what they’ve done. But they’re quick to want to atone for any mess they might have made.  

Aries lives simply in this way, they know what they want and they do whatever is necessary to achieve it. They don’t mind cutting corners, but often they see it as underhand or unnecessary, it’s the journey that matters to them. 

Most of the time, Aries appreciates challenges in their life. They feel best when they can overcome those little objections and feel ‘progressed’ in how far they’ve come. They like things clean and tidy, a fresh slate or a fresh start to the day. 

Sun (Aries) - Conjunct - Venus (Aries) [1 degree]

This is a good aspect to have! Conjunction around the lesser degrees, between aspects of the Sun-Venus can help the native Arian showcase their much more charming side to the public and smooth out rough edges they might have otherwise. 

Lisa already has this working for her even when she wasn’t in the limelight, people with Sun-Venus aspect tends to exhibit harmonic, pleasant and charming traits (think Libra/Taurus) and places an emphasis on their Sun that they want to be perceived pleasantly this way. 

They tend to be alot more easy-going with this aspect, working that Arian charm in a non-confrontational manner and bringing abundance of joy and enthusiasm to the people around them. 

There’s a like for social interactions and pleasantries, diplomatic and often generous. They can sometimes become pushovers when they’re trying really hard to please someone (in the industry) or don’t know any better. 

The ability to attract people to her through her charm (Venus) is convert, she exudes her individuality and self-expression (Sun/Ego) and if the person responds positively, she might find interest in them. This however, can mean that she might need validation from other people or put pressure on herself if she doesn’t receive positive affirmations. Learning to balance it with validating herself and finding a mixture of self-love within her own body might benefit in balancing out and stabilizing this aspect. 

Sun (Aries) - Conjunct- Saturn (Aries) [3 degrees]

Again this is a good aspect to have especially when it’s conjuncted. I kind of do 3 is the max and 5 is pushing it, but I know some people accept it at lower degrees than I do and that’s fine too! 

Sun conjunction Saturn can put a damper on the Sun but in a way, it might benefit them more in the long run which is what’s happening in Lisa’s chart. 

She understands responsibility and long-term commitment, and she’s not afraid to sacrifice abit of her vitality in order to achieve it. 

When it comes to commitment, she puts in hard work and acts cautiously. She rarely makes impulsive decision that would damage or effect anyone else (family/members) long term, she has the forethought and sight to be mature when she needs to be and handle responsibility well. 

She sees and understands the significance in establishing long-term relationships (members) and has patience, tolerance and loyalty to them. She puts in work and dedicated effort into establishing this bond, and expects back on their relationship. People who lacks this Saturnian trait would turn her off.  

Sun (Aries) - Sextile - Uranus (Aquarius) [1 degree]

Although it’s a harmonious aspect, Uranus is a generational outer planet ruled by Aquarius, having an Aries sun there can mean her individuality is expressed fighting for the underdog. 

There’s a fiery quality to it that both Aries and Aquarius posses, a strike against tradition and you can see it in the way her ego (Sun) expresses her style (Venus) in how she dresses/performs. 

Black pink is amazing because this aspect comes through very vividly, like 2NE1 the unusual styling and effect their stage performance and music has is trans-generational. It doesn’t cohere to just one aesthetic taste, it’s something most people can get into very easily. I suspect the other members probably has similar aspect in this area as well. They’re standing for something they’re comfortable in. 

Sun (Aries) - Trine - Pluto(R) (Sagittarius) [1 degree]

Sun is the planet of the ego and Pluto is the planet of transformation, this emphasizes her moon even more since it’s in Scorpio (ruled by Pluto) she often feels that she’s going through different phases of growth and transformation all the time. 

Between comebacks and stages, Lisa is constantly evolving and she realizes this. It’s a double whammy for her both in her moon and the aspect. 

Her ego shifts along with her transformation, but at the same time her pluto is in retrograde. She might not show it as often but she is going through alot of these changes. 

She can be slow in incorporating it into her ego, or letting her inner change/growth show in other aspects of her life. She feels it, she knows it. But that doesn’t mean she has to show it (abit of an escapism) 

Moon in Scorpio - 2nd Decan/Ruled by Neptune (Pisces)

Again, I’ve touched on her moon in the  the ‘BP: Sun & Moon’  but here’s a brief description of it here as well 💕

Scorpio moons can go through many intense emotions and internal growth rapidly, they often feel overwhelmed by their emotions and their thoughts transforming at a pace and intensity that even they can’t control. This can be devastating and amazing, depending on how one views it- their emotional growth goes through periods of death and rebirth and often pushes them to go through serious transformation within themselves throughout their entire life. It’s exhilarating, giving and tiring at the same time.  

Scorpio has this intensity inside of themselves that, when projected outwardly onto other people you can see the storm inside of their eyes. Their emotional intensity doesn’t just stop there with themselves, but they can also evoke this kind of intensity in other people as well. 

Lisa’s moon is ruled by Neptune/Pisces, which rules her subconscious and her dreams. Most likely her Moon in Scorpio is influenced by these elements, and her transformation often has to more to do with herself and her own growth than any external output. 

Pressure she puts on herself, her dreams and aspiration she carries for her family to do well in foreign lands, insomnia, lethargy and depression might be prone to these individuals (again, I’m not certified to diagnose anyone with medical help, and I’m not trying to do so, if someone is suffering from mental illness or requires assistance in these areas, please consult a doctor or a medical assistance if they want to seek available help)  

They might have the tendency to use sleeping as a coping mechanism and escapism in order to avoid going through these transformation too much (escapism or fighting to simplify the situation aka ‘im fine’ ). It can lead to repression of emotions or inner growth in order to stabilize her body. 

Her Virgo Mars is the only earth sign capable of stabilizing her, but it’s also the only out put to her emotional transformation. She might’ve learnt to utilize this subconsciously in an unhealthy way to cope with how much she’s feeling and how much she’s going through. Most likely she did so anyways, especially with Sun-Venus and a strong Taurus/Venus influence on her Mars. She needs to unlearn how to do this and express herself when she needs to, or seek help when she needs it. 

She desires stability but it she needs to realize it doesn’t need to be internal. She can seek stability externally through support and close friends as well. She should show this through consistency in reaching out to people, but in order to do so she needs to vocalize it or exert her Mars and Mercury into helping her with her Moon. 

She might also be prone to having transformative dreams, or going through upheaval inside her subconscious. Suppressing these emotions during the day might point to having to confront them later when she’s in the unconscious realm, this can lead to very emotionally taxing dreams or adventurous ones, having to confront and balance negativity to positivity at some point. But it’s in no way unhealthy compared to the above (better dealing it through dreams than actively trying to repress it all the time conscious OR unconscious).  

Moon (Scorpio) - Square - Jupiter (Aquarius) [3 degrees]

There’s a restless quality about her when she ‘can’t deal with her moon right now’, she tends to seek outlets that can extort her resources (i.e. retail therapy, shopping, negligence) a square is a difficult aspect but it’s capable of overcoming. 

Her moon (emotions) has a direct impact on her luck (Jupiter) through her actions. Although it’s in 3rd degree, it might not be working strongly for her since she can easily learn to self-discipline.

She can become aloof, cold or negligence to those around her when she’s dealing with her emotions/internal turmoil. Absentmindedness or too coldly observing, she can neglect or make others around her feel like they shouldn’t support her which doesn’t reflect her natural charisma. 

Lisa can have her moodiness, and its in this aspect how it effects those around her and her immediate resources (money, luck, etc). 

Moon (Scorpio) - Square - Uranus (Aquarius) [2 degrees] 

Again, her moon is working to bring her down. All her internal turmoil is effecting to some degree her relationships with others and her ability to perform sometimes. With her moon (emotions) squaring her Uranus (rebellion/innovation/technology) this can be interpreted in so many different ways.

Bigger picture is, she might find herself at odds with the people around her, slow moving and unstable or unsupportive at times because she’s lost in her own turmoil or has some doubts, her friends can feel unsupported or in-stabilized by her when they require her vote of confidence in them.

Lisa can be disagreeable to rules or authoritarian figures, or act out/lash out in a way just to prove her point across if she feels she’s unheard or misunderstood (her Saturn is too strong and working too well for her to do that, but she might have instances)

 She might find bad news due to technology (it might bring her grief) or does something online she might regret later (hope it’s retail therapy)  

Anyways its not a bad thing to have difficult aspects in your chart, all these are capable of the person who owns the chart to overcome and they can absolutely do it. 

Mercury in Aries - 3rd Decan/Ruled by Jupiter (Sagittarius)

Curiously this is un-aspected, but it seems to be working strongly in her chart and is very good for our girl Lisa! 💕

Mercury in Aries natives possesses an innocent charm about them, this is directly amplified by Jupiter’s influence (Sagittarius) her Arian charms becomes expanded upon, and her youthful vitality and charisma that makes her so lovable is put into a softer light. She acquires a happy-go-lucky trait to her that has people falling head over heels to do as she asks, often popular. 

People like her because she’s straight forward and simple, she’s often humble and enthusiastic which is refreshing to be around. 

Mercury in Aries are also magnetic in a way that they possesses great self-will that their Aries sun already has. The way they think and talk about things are quick and to the point, fast and decisive. 

She can streamline progress and gets points across simply and easily, she’s amiable and likes helping others with a jokester kind of joviality to her. Often capable of lightening up any situation, she’s great at taking the weight/heat off of shier signs like Virgo or Capricorn who might get embarrassed by a mistake. 

Mercury Arians in the 3rd decan likes to help others out, they possess an expansive open-minded quality to them that likes to learn and give/take equally. They’re willing to help people in worse situation than they are if the opportunity arises. 

Venus in Aries - 1st Decan/Ruled by Mars (Aries)

Aries in Venus says alot about her charisma on stage and her style that draws people into her. Her powerful performance really came through with her artistry, and it’s all in her Venus amplified by her Sun and Mercury of the same sign and similar element. She has so much passion (fire) in her chart (Aries and Sagittarius) along with the magnetic quality (water/Scorpio and Pisces) - the clash of the two elements in force makes for a powerful charisma in a person. 

Venus in Aries in general,  has a pretty daring and up-front style about her. She has a cheeky smile but also a confident, independent women. 

Venus in Aries often has this quality about them (especially in 1st degree) anyone  who wants to be with her has to match up to her in some way. She won’t ever settle for less than what she deserves, and if she finds you unworthy- well, she wouldn’t even give you her time of day. 

That’s not to say she’s a minx all the time, Aries Venus charm extends to more than just her confidence. Her innocent childish charm complements the tougher side of her personality well, even the aegyo and possible tantrum she might pull is endearing. 

There’s a fun-loving quality about them, like they’re not hard to please but you have to do it well. However, if you take too long to approach them they’d already be gone. They don’t tend to stick around, even if they’re going to give you a chance. They’re turned-off by wishy-washy behaviors, too much ‘games’ and not enough stimulation (slow burn) and not enough activities. 

They’d rather take the lead in love and other areas in life, let them have their moments. They also like a little bit of competition, and likes games in the spirit of having fun. If something is done with intensity or mixed-up emotions (i.e. complex emotions directed towards them) they’d probably say no to that as well.  

Venus (Aries)  - Conjunct - Saturn (Aries) [4 degrees]

Phew Im relieved for her! Venus conjunct Saturn can help trim and regulate the more impulsive habits of a native Arian.

She’s much more thrifty than the typical Arian, and less likely to spend her money impulsively if it isn’t going to serve her long term. Saturn itself has a quality to endure and likes to establish long lasting relations. It wants to establish longevity within oneself and with others. 

She’s faithful and loyal to her friends and family. When in love, she exhibits more of her deeper, caring and nurturing side Aries also have. 

She understands her traditions and her duties to the people around her, and can mature her Aries up a little to becoming more reserved and humble. She also can appreciate a little bit more sensibility in people, suitors who only wants to have fun doesn’t catch her attention unless they show the same quality and good sense as she does. 

This really helps her Aries plans ahead in her future as well. Although there’s an innate need for the immediate now, she’s not oblivious to how long-term planning can benefit her and her activities. 

Venus (Aries) - Sextile - Uranus (Aquarius) [2 degrees]

The planet of love (venus) and the planet of innovation (Uranus) can sometimes mean she’s more adept to nontraditional relationships within her life. 

This can be in her love life, associates, working relationships or personal relationships. She’s bound to have an abundance of different relationships that she might not even know how to categorize.

But when she feels comfortable with this aspect, she’ll be ok with it. The idea might unnerve her at first, but sextiles typically come to fruition if she works on understanding herself and her expression better. 

She can accept different types of people she’s met in her life, her open-minded sincerity (Uranus/Aquarius ) is met with pleasant charm and a refreshing disposition (Venus/Aries) .

She can also see insincerity in people. The charmingly quick wit of Aquarian and the intensity of Scorpio can bring this about even more in people who has this aspect. She likes to meet people at a middle ground (Aquarius) somewhere they can compromise to being in between. 

She’s freedom loving and likes to give back the space to other people because she feels that’s what they need in order to grow. 

She likes her independence (Aries) and even when she has that intensity about her, she doesn’t mind if others are a lot more cooler or different from how she is- as long as they give the same respect back to her.  

Venus (Aries) - Trine - Pluto (Sagittarius) [0 degrees]

God this is the tightest degree she has. And I’m really glad for it too. 

Her areas of passion and interest (dancing/performance) is transforming her life (Pluto) this is the aspect you can really see how she belongs on the stage and why Black Pink is so so good for her. 

She has a needs to do something with her passion physically (Aries) and she finds it in the form of dance. It saved her. She found ‘it’. She doesn’t really know what to do with it yet, but she dances because she loves it. She wants to show it to the world, to more and more people. 

Pluto talks about transformation, and Sagittarius talks about learning and travelling. Being able to transform and learn every time she dances, she thrives on it. When she can travel with the group on tour, and she can dance on that stage, she lives and breathes passion. She transforms herself when she dance. 

She can express her venus fully and comfortably, she takes on a whole new persona every time and she feels so lively and bright when she can show and do things she’s passionate about. 

This aspect is working amazingly well for her, and her charisma, her stage presence her magnetic aura (Scorpio/Pluto) it all comes and leads down to this. I’m so happy for her and this aspect. God. 

Mars in Virgo (R)  - 3rd Decan/Ruled by Venus (Taurus) 

Again this is un-aspected, so it’s probably working like her mercury. Usually un-aspected planets are working strongly for the person or it can be hard to find. I think personally for Lisa, she might not find this aspect in herself (un-relatable) especially since it’s in retrograde. It can be abit more slow moving for her to realize or self-actualize than others. 

Mars in Virgo are focused, detail-oriented and often busy people. They can become nervous if they don’t work a lot (when bp comeback doesn’t come, most likely Lisa NEEDED those modeling ads to keep her nervous energy at bay) they become restless if they feel like they aren’t being productive, and do their best to serve or work towards a project. 

Mars in Virgo can be prone to micromanaging alot, and this might affect them personally. They can appear abit scattered or all over the place (trying to do everything at once) as well as micromanaging their feelings or emotions ‘not right now, lets do that later’ - this especially in retrograde, makes them notorious for being harder to anger than even a Capricorn Mars (who actively repress their emotions) Virgo still needs to explode, but more than righteous anger they are more prone to bursts of verbal attacks and creative criticism than anything else. 

They’re less confrontational, and would probably not even realize they’re angry or upset until days later. Lisa having this in 3rd decan AND retrograde, she’s much more prone to neglecting her emotions until later or not realizing them at all, with an innate need/influence to keep peace and positive emotions at all times- she can even neglect her own emotions in order to keep the balance or diplomacy in situation. 

However, if it overwhelms her (both Virgo and Taurus are earth signs, they’re good at suppressing but that doesn’t mean they don’t feel deeply.) she can breakdown pretty easily when she bottles it up too much and be overwhelmed with emotions. It’s good to realize this sooner and learn how to manage her concerns in a healthier way. 

Conclusion:

God I love her. 

That Venus-trine-pluto aspect at 0 degrees really did me in. It sealed my coffin and I’m forever in love with her please write that on my grave stone. 

Usually, Venus-Pluto aspected people tend to have a charm to them. The sexy Scorpio type charm? Even in square or opposition aspect it can come across as magnetizing to other people. Lisa having this working FOR her is amazing to her own benefit. She deserves the world and if she could have one thing in life, it’s this. Her dance IS her escape from her mind. Her performance and travelling and being the group helps her with her personal growth and development, it saves her vitality and her life. She found a good output for her energy and she can finally learn how to unwind and relax.

Lisa has a lot of nervous energy about her in her signs and aspects, especially in her Virgo Mars being un-aspected and her Uranus/Jupiter squares. She’s actually doing pretty well not having a lot of difficult or ‘disharmonious’ aspects to worry about or overcome. At the same time, her mind is her biggest enemy and that in itself takes a whole lot of energy to conquer.  

💕gosh this was really fun to do, time consuming but less taxing on me to provide in-depth explanation on how they’re all working together. I just had to do them separately. Anyways, I’m really glad I did this because I got really excited for her on that one aspect (as well as other areas in her life) I really hope to explore her chart further, maybe romantically or sexually because I totally pg-ed it out on here to save materials for next time 💕