#📬 𝖒𝖎𝖉𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖈𝖊𝖒𝖆𝖎𝖑

[buckmepapi]

The last drabble you wrote for Bucky was just HAWT AF 💀😩!!!! If you're requests are still open and this is not too extreme for you can I request a bucky x reader with pet play and cum eating (like drinking from a pet bowl😩)

JUST A NASTY, CUM-EVERYWHERE, KINKY KIND OF FIC

p.s. YOU ARE AN AMAZING WRITER 💖

Bunnydoll

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x f!reader

Warnings: SMUT 18+ only, pet play, cum play, anal, p in v, spanking, spit, daddy!dom!bucky, mean but soft and in love bucky, lots of pet names and disgusting dirty talk from Bucky because he’s a fiend and a menace.

PART 2 here

A/N: what the fuck is with me saying “drabble” and then getting carried away and writing a fucking 2k one shot like damn girl everyone knows ur horn knee calm tf down.

I’ve never written for either of these kinks before so I hope I did it enough justice, my love ! Hopefully with more experience writing this kink the drabbles n fics that come from it will get better and I’ll be able to do something more disgusting n better suited to you and your depravity 😈

Thank you for being so kind and sweet to me I love you!!!!

NSFW under the cut.

“Come on, bunny…where are youuuu?” He sang. Bucky had just entered the house and he was already clearly feeling some type of way after his last mission ended badly. He was frustrated with this team and their inability to listen to his instructions, now he just wanted to come home to his obedient little girl and get lost in the feel of her.

Luckily for Bucky you had anticipated his arrival and had had been working on a surprise for him, you had finished getting ready over an hour ago and were just playing the waiting game until moments ago when you heard the door unlock and the loud thud of his bag in the hallway.

“Where’s my little bunny rabbit?“ he said pouting as he looked around the living room and kitchen searching for your whereabouts.

“Hop hop hop, little darlin’, come out come out wherever you arrrrre”

Finally you walked to the top of the stairs, the clacking of heels drew Bucky’s attention upwards as you whispered in a sultry and low tone to the adonis of a man below you “hey daddy” , you slowly let your sheer pink night gown drop to the floor by the stairs and pool around you revealing your white and baby pink lingerie set, covered in lace and pink faux leather straps around your waist, thick thighs, and chest.

Bucky growled from his position at the foot of the stairs, as he ascended them slowly, glaring at you with a predatory gaze the likes of which you had never seen before, you knew you made the right choice to dress up for him tonight because he looked like he was going to absolutely destroy you.

Another slow tentative step up and Bucky noticed the soft pink fluffy bunny ears sporting the top of your head and the soft white laced chocker with a small silver bell wrapped delicately around your throat “you fucking…” he muttered lowly to himself

When he reached the top of the stairs, you stepped back, causing the chocker to mock you with a jingle, his 6”5 intimidating stature towered over you as he watched you with a hungry look in his eyes, licking his soft plump lips.

“You get all dressed up for daddy, bunny?” He asked as he took the strap of your pink and white lacey bra and rubbed it between his fore finger and thumb as if to admire the fabric.

“Hmmhm” you said in a soft cute tone making Bucky’s chest feel warm “wanted to show daddy how much I love him, wanted to give him his present”

God you were perfect, he thought

Still at the top of the stairs you turned and grabbed his hand to take him into the bedroom. His eyes fell to your supple asscheeks like they always do whenever you faced away from hm, he moaned so loudly you jumped. “I-is that…baby.. fuck” he said in regards to the fluffy pink bunny tail between your cheeks, the rest of your beautiful lingerie set adorned around it like it was a centre piece at a feast.

Bucky watched the tail move as you walked and your cheeks jiggled, the sound of your cute choker’s bell in time with every step.

“F-f-uck baby , my perfect lil bunnydoll, love you s’much sweetheart.” He whispered as his mind drifted back to almost 2 months ago during one of your many many exhaustive missions to make each other cum multiple times in one night

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Bucky had you vent over over the kitchen counter as he relentlessly pounded into you.

“Fuck bunny, love watching my little bunnydoll bounce on my fat cock, hop for it lil bunny” he slapped your ass hard causing you to rut faster against him in time with his manic thrusts “there you go”

“God, I am fucking obsessed with your ass babygirl. Mmmmmm…so soft, so squishy and round and just goddamn it fuck!” He growled against your neck as he bit down on your shoulder.

Bucky glanced down at your bouncing and jiggling ass “baby, bring those hands back for me” you did as you were told as you reached behind yourself “spread those cheeks for me lil bunny, wanna see my cock in that tight little cunt of yours”

Whimpering you grabbed each cheek and spread your legs in a more comfortable accessible stance and then spread your ass, exposing yourself to buckys lustful gaze.

“Good girl” you yelped as you felt the slow trickle of spit descend from Bucky’s sinful mouth to reach your virgin hole.

“You gonna let me have this little hole one day, bunny?” He said as he rubbed his thumb in the wetness and smeared it further around your puckered area “you gonna let daddy shove his fat cock inside this tight little ass?”

“O-oh..oh f-fuck” you cried into the cold counter top as you felt his large thumb breach you.

“Yeah?” He chuckled breathlessly , a bit taken back for a moment at how you already seemed to love this “god it would make daddy so fucking happy to see his favourite little bunny with all her holes open ready for whichever one daddy chooses to use”

Bucky’s hips stuttered as he felt your ring of muscle pulse for a moment around the tip of his thumb catching him off guard. “Shit”

“I’m gonna take this little virgin hole one day, bunny, and you’re going to give it all to daddy, every.last.fucking.inch. of this tight hole will belong to me, right bunny?” He roared and punctuated with every aggressive frantic thrust of his hips, his full and engorged balls swinging in time, slapping perfectly against your lips and clit. “Right?”

“Y-y-yes, daddy”

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Bucky growled at the memory as you laid on the bed and presented yourself to him immediately. The sound causing you to wiggle your hips, the globes of your ass and the fluffy plug shaking in tandem with your undulations.

“F-fucking hell honey, you’re dripping all over y’self”

“Been waiting so long for daddy, been prepping myself with my lil bunny tail” you said softly as you mewled and shook your cutely tailed butt to emphasise your point “had to get myself ready f’you” you slurred into the covers “had to stretch it open all by myself, daddy, and it felt so fucking good” you moaned, your pussy clenching around nothing, feeling neglected and empty.

“J-Jesus Christ, baby” he stuttered breathlessly. It had been a long time since you had managed to make your daddy a speechless and stuttering mess, usually it was the other way round, so you were enjoying basking in this moment of power.

“want your cock in my tight hole, daddy, please. Please give it to me ? “ you wiggled again causing Bucky to groan in pain behind you as he struggled to adjust his crotch and find comfort against the friction “don’t you want it daddy? It’s all nice and open for you waiting for your big fat loa—”

You let out a high pitched yelp as Bucky undid his tactical pants, freeing his aching cock from its confines and shoving his entire girthy length inside your pussy in one forceful and painful stroke. You felt the burn and stretch radiate as he held him self deep in place, your face further smothered into the mattress, his pants and belt still wrapped around his meaty thighs as you felt his cock throb in anticipation.

You were in for a long, long, painful night.

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PART 2 here

[buckmepapi]

i just got new titties and i am in love with them. i want bucky to suck on them 🥰

You want me? || Bucky Barnes drabble

You got new bewbies? 🥺🥺 did someone say boobs ? My favourite thing in the world ? monch

Congratulations on the boobage sweet anon, I am manifesting this for you 🥺✨

Lil drabble below for you to celebrate your tiddy birthday 🎉 (you didn’t specify if it was boob job, breast reduction, or a mtf top surgery so I kept it as general as I could anyway)

Warnings: smut 18+ only, slight!subby!bucky, slight!dom!reader, breast/nipple play, needy!bucky, dirty talk.

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x f!reader

A/N: not proofread.

One minute you’re home from treating yourself to a shopping trip, coming back wearing your new low cut top that showed off your delicious cleavage, excenruaring the heaving of your sweaty chest as you hauled your many heavy bags inside your shared apartment with your roommate.

The next minute Bucky has you pinned against the closed door as he ruts into you sucking on your neck like a dehydrated man lost in an arid desert searching for his last lifeline; one small drop of you was all he needed to survive.

“Mmm fuck, doll. Your tits look s’fucking good right now” he drunkenly slurred into your neck as his frantic desperate rutting against your clothed core continued.

You knew Bucky was a flirt but this took the fucking cake. When his wide eyes locked on your form and honed in on your chest you felt a pool of wetness flood from your already slickened hole. You and Bucky had been dancing around each other for a while. There was a whole “will they, won’t they” betting pool amongst your friends, apparently the thing that finally broke Bucky’s ironclad will was the sight of your large breasts exposed tastefully through a brand new and expensive top.

He told you as much as he pushed you up against the door without a moments notice.

“Please baby please wanna see those tits , darlin’, bet they’re so heavy an’ full an’ taste so fucking good”

You whimpered against his lips as he delved in tongue first to taste your mouth.

When he pulled back panting and staring at you like a crazed man you said bewildered “Bucky what the hell has gotten into you?”

“Baby..mmph” he said as you grubbed his hair in a painful grip and slammed his lips back to yours before ge could answer.

“Always always wanted you peaches , always smell s’fucking good, driving me crazy , your perfect ass and your perfect perfect fucking tits. Wanna suck on’them , drink from them…this shirt is driving me crazy, they look so good…fuck! “

“You always wanted me, huh?”

Bucky nodded obediently as soon as the words left your lips, he looked up at you with glazed over eyes as his stubbly chin rested on the top of you breast.

You pushed him back slightly making him tumble a few steps back as he stood up straight and watched you with confused but hungry eyes, panting slightly as he eyed you.

You began to slowly lift the hem of your new shirt, exposing your soft midriff. Bucky watched on in deep arousal, palming the front of his jeans as he watched the top leave your body and expose your intricate black laced bra. “If you want me” you said in a low sultry tone causing Bucky to watch your hand movements and gulp “then” you slowly reached behind your back to unclasp your bra, tugging it from your shoulders, it fell to the floor and Bucky had sweared he had died and gone to heaven “you’re going to have to prove it, baby” you uttered as you curled your manicured finger and beckoned him toward you. Bucky of course followed, but in a dazed almost hypnotised state as he focused on your naked chest. Ample and supple breasts, soft and silky cushioned together sat perfectly on your chest, the hardened pebbles were begging and yearning to be touched and loved, almost crying with want.

With that he wasted no time in dropping his head to your breast as he began to suckle needly from the tip, pawing at both breasts like a happy purring kitten. You cradled the back of his head as you stroked his hair softly. Bucky whimpered and pulled back, a thick strand of saliva linking your nipple to his mouth trailed with him as he moved to speak.

“Want you, sweetheart, s’bad. Can’t resist you anymore, tried s’hard…c-can’t do it need …n-need you too bad” he said crying out for you as he aggressively pawed at your tender breasts

He continued worshipping your tits as you pulled tighter on his hair and causing him to release a delicious frantic moan that had you wanting to, no needing, to hear again.

Bucky was practically dry humping you as he drank from you, whimpering and needy all for you and it drove you fucking crazy.

“That’s it baby, doing such a good job. S’proud of you” you cooed down to him as you watched his unfocused drunken gaze try to keep his eyes on you, but your next praise sent him into a high pitched whine as he cried against you and asked for more “good boy”

I’ve never written like this before n it’s just a quick drabble with no thought into it so please don’t hate it

[buckmepapi]

this is so random but can't stop thinking about desperate and mean bucky making me worship his balls i feel ill and ashamed why does this man have this effect on me got me all worked up i can't breathe

Worship me || Bucky Barnes drabble

ahh I see you are here to murder my pussy , thank you very much zee

and just for that I’m going to post a lil blurb/drabble below to further torture you u whore 😈

Warnings: smut 18+ only, mean!degrading!bucky, blowjob, dirty talk, ball worship

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x f!reader

A/N: not proofread.

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“Aw what’s that, honey? Can’t hear you with your mouth full.” Bucky chuckled darkly as he tilted your head up to stare into your blissed out eyes.

“Did I get you all cock drunk by stuffing your mouth full of me? Aw? poor little thing” he cooed as he gently stroked your cheek to wipe away the salty tears with his thumb. He suddenly grabbed your jaw, pulling you from his thick and angry cock as you whined and tried to lean further into him with your mouth open , tongue out, drool seeping from you as you chased his throbbing and engorged head.

Bucky slapped you on the once-gently-stroken cheek, now marred red with outline of his palm, grabbing you harshly by the chin again as his tone darkened“dumb fucking slut, stop being such a greedy whore, daddy knows what’s best for you”

Your mouth was still hung open, drool still falling from you tongue “give me that fucking mouth” he growled as he leaned down to your face, spitting in your mouth “don’t swallow it, baby” he said in a pained voice as he watched you obediently wait with his spit still resting on your tongue like the good girl he knew you could be

“get my fucking balls nice and wet, sweetheart, suck on them for me baby, wanna feel them dripping” you mewled happily as you lunged for him, wasting no time in taking one into your mouth and sucking gently on it, swirling your tongue around the sack softly tasting his natural saltiness and humming happily.

“O-oh shit yeah, you nasty fucking whore, that’s it, that’s it”

“You like being treated like this, huh? Like when daddy’s rough with you? Like when he makes you suck on his big swollen balls? They’re all swollen for you baby, all that loads going inside of you tonight, I haven’t decided which hole yet though, sweetheart, so be a good girl and keep worshipping them. You’re such a nasty fucking bitch. So hot. So sexy like this, on the dirty floor lapping at my fucking nuts like your life depended on it”

I hope this made you 10 times hornier lol

[buckmepapi]

OMG CUMRADE IMAGINE PLAYING THAT WITH SEBS CHARACTERS SO MUCH CUM

Oh god, what if I make this into a dirty series ?

Chapter one is the setup , every chapter after that is for each character using the reader one after each other ? F-FUCK 🥵

[buckmepapi]

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[buckmepapi]

Hi! I wanted a request a fic where reader gets accidentally let’s it slip to roommate!Bucky that all the partners he hears her with have never made her cum. Flash forward Bucky makes the reader have so many orgasms that she squirts all over him (bonus points if there’s overstimulation)! No pressure though if you don’t feel up for it!

This is great! I actually have a series in the works on my masterlist called “rebel with a cause” which is actually about roommate!bucky teaching reader about pleasure after her last partner told her she was broken because she couldn’t cum with him. So this request plays in nicely to that series!

I will save this idea and work it into my series because this will definitely be in a chapter ! 💕

[buckmepapi]

saw that ask about nonnie talking about how well you write dirty talk and LOOK AT ME i had to say something because my god they are so so right, idk this might sound creepy as hell but you have no idea how many times i've gotten off to your smut about the one where bucky's touch starved and fucks her like an animal 😭😭 shit got me SO WETTTT i fucking swear your filth is the best you are a godsent angel your smut is honestly so fucking good and the dirty talk getssss meee 😭 i've read your other works too and i'm so so in love you're a fucking menace in the best way 😵‍💫

AAAAAAAAAA !!!!

I am gasping for air ! I am truly honoured !

Pfft don’t worry you didn’t sound creepy at all! We literally write about characters fucking us or each other played by actors we’ve never met, in our spare time lol and it would be crazy to assume that no one has gotten Horn Knee ™ to smut fics.

Tbh you’re the second person to tell me this, and I honestly take it as a massive compliment that my writing is able to do that to someone ???😭😭

I’m so glad that me being an absolute unashamed hoe when it comes to all the dialogue fantasies that come up in my head are being appreciated 😂

Thank u so much for saying this to me bc it really gives me the motivation to keep going with writing as I constantly compare myself to other popular writers on here lol

My fics are always going to have gratuitous dirty talk in them bc I can’t read fics without it so I’ve taken it upon myself to just tailor make fics to my kinks 😂

I love you and I am honoured to be a crowned a menace 😚✌🏻

[buckmepapi]

you did so well with it! i def am adding it to my favs recommendations list when i start a new one!! i have so many thoughts about baker bucky.. the part where he said “just the tip in” BEHIND COUNTER GOT ME HOWLING. how do you think of these things 😭

Omg thank you!!!

I basically just write about things I want to happen to me and then some are things that have been said to me 😭

But my god do I want someone to say and do that to me though holy shit — men need to understand women love dirty talk and hearing them moan bc holy shit 😩

Honestly if u ever have any thoughts or requests send them my way n I’ll drabble or do a one shot bc I’m perpetually thirsty Lmao

[buckmepapi]

it’s the way that i did not finish reading your masterlist last night but you can sure as hell bet i will tonight!! baker!bucky is on my mind.. that one was a doozy 😵‍💫

I’m so honoured you’re reading through them all!

I know the feeling when you find a masterlist and you just feel so happy because you can binge read everything on there and love all of it, it’s such a relaxing but exciting feeling so I’m really honoured you’re reading them all 😭

It was my first ever attempt at that au, and I really want to do more so if anyone wants to send me filthy sinful prompts I’m all ears 👂 🥺

[buckmepapi]

IM. Not. Okay. I’m having an aneurysm. I’ve been seeing this guy for a few weeks now. He came to my home for the first time last night. In my room. Where my bookshelf’s are.

He picked up a spicy book and asked why I had little post it notes on some pages. He got to the smut page. Fuck. My. Life.

He read a few lines, set it back (in the right place may I add!) tapped the book and said “that’s good to know”

WHAT WAS GOOD TO KNOW!! Home girl was getting RAILED in the book. I’m not prepared to see this man again

(Side note My Killer Vacation by Tessa Bailey is a good read 5/5 would recommend)

OOOOOOH CHILE ,,, that was spicy and he deffo seems like he’d be planning some shit 🍆

I’ve actually never read an actual smut novel, so I will 100 percent check it out !!!!

Also I’m gonna post some long soppy shit rn; I finally left that toxic ass guy back in April that I was seeing for like 4 years (some of u may recall posts I made bc literally every single one of u would reply to the posts telling me to get out asap lol) and I started seeing this guy in June and boy lemme tell you

He is a skinny nerdy tattooed guy that radiates alt dilf energy with his sense of fashion and has a big thick dick that curves lord have mercy

He is literally so emotionally mature, like my god he treats me like royalty and will do anything for me. He moans and whimpers when we fuck, he’s also starting to come out of his shell and talk abit during sex now which I’m dying over, he knows all my kinks and is on bored, even jokes about breeding and I’m like 👀👀👀👀👀

He eats pussy like a god like I’ve never had sex feel good before. I’ve spoken about sex before on my page and I was pretty much lying bc I was overcompensating bc sex has never felt good for me but everytime this guy fucks me I feel like I’m in heaven and I’m always saying “oh my god?” Or “how are you doing that??”

Side note; I still can’t cum though. It’s not really him bc he feels incredible when he does literally anything I get all over chills I just get too inside my head bc no one’s ever made me cum but myself but he’s getting their with praise and reassurance and verbal stuff like dirty talk etc so I know damn well he’ll be able to do it one day. He understands and doesn’t get defensive or upset and blame me , he listens to what I want and learns.

Like I can not reiterate how this man is so mature emotionally and mentally, he’s empathetic, we’ve cried in front of each other many times. He even cries when I cry lol, when I’m upset he crouches down in front of me and holds t my face and looks at me when he speaks to me and kisses my forehead and I AHHSJDLSOAJSKA

We’ve said I love you to each other now, we’re dating/seeing each other exclusively and have been since we first met. We aren’t in a relationship yet and we’ve discussed it before but due to our past issues we’re taking it slow and waiting till it feels right so we don’t rush into anything too quick.

And!!! I let this man sleep over at my house every weekend. If y’all know me y’all know I have insomnia and also can’t sleep around people whatsoever. I feel so sleepy around him constantly and fall asleep next to him within 30 mins — he literally makes my inner child feel so safe and protected.

He understands my disabilities, is learning sign language to communicate with me when I can’t hear, helps me when I’m non verbal, looks after me when I’m in pain or tired, he understands my sensory issues and doesnt say hateful things to me about my disabilities or triggers. He understands my CPTSD and helps me during episodes — this man !! Holy shit!!!

That’s why I’ve been so quite as well bc I’m so happy ;; he’s coming over tomorrow after his shift at work and will be here till Monday AAAAAAAA

[buckmepapi]

NEVERMIND I DIDNT EVEN NEED A WHOLE MINUTE LOL IM READY

[buckmepapi]

SoftDark!Bucky with breeding kink this Valentine’s Day. He knows u have some birth control/IUD. But he made it his mission to beat it. To make ur belly round and swollen despite having the contraception. In that way, every year you would be his valentine, without a doubt.

Now, why does he do this? Bc he wasn’t yours in the first place. But he heard your co-worker ask you to be their valentine, and he swooped right in, dragged you, confessed his love, and did the whole ordeal. Without even asking if ur on the same boat and letting u take a breather.

This is a really great idea, kudos to you on this one.

I don’t know how comfortable I am with writing a dark character as I’ve never done it before. I’m okay reading the stuff sometimes, but I can’t physically bring myself to write it because I also can’t put myself into that mentality without triggering myself.

I can however turn this into a story with a non dark Bucky and it’ll have all the same stuff except for the darkness/dub con situation , but it is up to you if I can do that because I really love this idea I just can’t bring myself to write dark even if it’s soft!dark 😰

Pls don’t be mad at me lol

[buckmepapi]

OH MY FUCKING GOD CUMRADE WHY AM I SO TURNED ON BY ALL THE (SEXUAL) PAIN AND ANGER IN BUNNYDOLL, AND THEN WHEN SHE SAID SHED LET HIM USE HER IN HER SLEEP LIKE A TOY OMG WE HAVE THE SAME KINKS I DIED AND WHAT HE SAID AT THE END I DIED AGAIN. YOURE MAKING US WAIT FOR THE BIG LOAG

I love your enthusiasm!!! I’m so glad you like what I write ! Always look forward to hearing from my little cumrade haha

I promise to make it as filthy as possible for you ! 😎🤟🏻

[buckmepapi]

You write the hottest Drabbles ever oh my god 😭 Bucky’s dirty talk and the way he’s so vocal and so fucking horny and needy and just animalistic and then he cums a lot 😭 this makes me so horny I wanna cry like serious your works are my fave

I really do be exposing my kinks on this account, huh?

I am so glad you liked it, sweet nonnie, we are both just depraved lmao.

I’m going to try to include more of it in future stuff, especially because of some of the requests ive got! But your message inspired me to write more, and so I’m about to post the first part of a series soon !

[buckmepapi]

thank you from responding to my day 3 of asking for rockstar!bucky breeding kink!! i appreciate you sm and i just love your writing! keep up the good work and i can’t wait to read it <33

I still have your rockstar!bucky breeding kink in my inbox to get to at some point - I might just do it as a drabble for now to tide you over lol , but I do have a one shot breeding fic that I just completed the other day called scream for me, hopefully that’ll quench your thirst for now till I can finish my wips

[buckmepapi]

You gonna give “scream for me” Bucky nd Y/N a happy ending right? Right? 😭 I mean I’m totally okay for the angst Bc it adds flavor nd spice. But happy ending pls? 🥺

Oh yes ! I never write sad endings bc they make me upset , everything ends happy in everything I write bc it effects my mental health - bar that non con story I did which I absolutely hate bc I didn’t want to do it bc I’d never done a non con story before and I ended up triggering myself n I feel awful for writing it, I honestly want to delete it lmao