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Man Barney had to have had like. Complete trust in Gordon at the beginning of HL2. he fully turns his entire back to him and completely moves in a way that obstructs his vision to remove his mask and helmet. DUDE .
#Like idk he hasn't seen him in 20 years and he just. I don't know trusts that this even IS Gordon. That he won't jump him or anything#Fully just. Bares his throat I guess. I need to go to bed#It's such a small thing like this is nothing but there's sooo much. CONFIDENCE ON HIS PART .#I don't knoowwwww I dunno. Grips my head and collapses to the concrete floor#Having too many thoughts about barney . Dies#barney calhoun#half life#transmission
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just shy
#library of runia#library of ruina spoilers#angela lor#ive always had a distaste when 'just'is used to describe a person or state. especially when its used in the context of shyness. 'just' ends#up implying that the word alone is the soul reason. just shy. as if all the other circumstances#didnt add onto the reasons why one would be withdrawn or not know what expression to make nor what to say#'just' shy. not scared. not stuck on trying to figure out what face to make. what expression to show. what should be shown. what should be#said. whats alright to be said. whats alright to be expressed. what would be okay to go ahead and potray. how to stand. how to stand away.#how to fade into the background yet not be so distant as to drae attention. 'just' shy. bitter taste in my mouth. perhaps its more of a#personal peeve. onto the design of it. from what i can recall one of the things that set angela off for the realization was the insinuation#that she yearned for a home or place of belonging. to return to. then shy look ended up having an outfit more akin to feathers than relatin#more towards skin though it still does have it. it felt similar to her attire she ended up wearing at the end of l corp and beginning of lo#when she was creating and adjusting the library/facility to her own space her own free space and getting to pick how to set it up with#control over it. nothing concrete but it did feel a bit striking on the train of thought. is that the reason Why? eh.. probably not
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munchkadees, how would y'all feel if i posted OCs specifically to ship with Ghost and Soap,,,? (separate aus) 👉👈
#like im still in a oc x canon mood sorry HUHUHUHU#had a few shower thoughts just now for The OCs but nothing too concrete yet!!#wanted them to be in separate AUs from Chariot just so i could focus on diff tropes too#ANYWAY JUST WANTED TO ASK CUZ Y'ALL ARE MY BABES AND I DONT WANNA SCARE ANYONE WITH THE SUDDEN OC CONTENT...#tim rambles
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RH: Prometheus Clark head/face rough design and a doodle of him with Jason (disclaimer: not ship art). Uncle C always there to lend comfort and to help your older brother try to gently drag you out of lethal anti-herodom, what a guy
#red hood prometheus#clark kent#jason todd#superman#red hood#I posted more face/head designs for RH:P last night but ended up removing them ‘cause I wasn’t happy with them <:)#maybe I’ll try to spruce them up later and add a couple of other characters…#(on second thought maybe it's just the oncoming depression spiral talking but no longer posting about my dumb AU ideas is also an option?)#(at least not until/unless I actually have something more concrete to show for them? my design posts don't generally catch much interest)#(though that may simply be due to me not being good enough yet. at my age I guess closer to not good enough ever?)#(my life revolves almost entirely around art in what time I get to make it but have basically nothing to show for it.)#(no career no skills no prospects no future. in the end I will amount to nothing at all.)
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It deeply upsets me that there aren’t a lot of analysis posts off of Lesley, at least ones that don’t completely mischaracterize her. Often times Lesley is watered down to just being “Yellow’s Mom” by the fandom and nothing else. Lesley is tragic. She is not motherly, she’s a prisoner. A prisoner in a prison partially of her own design, but a prisoner nonetheless. matpat, and the david theory in general has rotted people’s brains. It’s fine to have an interpretation of a character, I could care less, but it’s an entirely different thing all together to completely miss the point of a character. Watching the line “you’re one of my favorites….” be brushed aside for what is otherwise a completely unserious line is infuriating. There’s no actual proof that Lesley is Yellow’s mother outside of theories. When she says “you’re not my real son” it’s more so in the way that she creator, and he is her creation, not that Lesley is actually an author, she just thinks she is. The trio represent parts of her, almost everything they do is by her hands. They’re miserable because Lesley is miserable. She believes herself to be an author, a creator, but she doesn’t hold any real power, just a small amount. Yellow didn’t scale the staircase on his own, everything was meticulously laid out by Lesley. Because, the truth is, he represents a part of Lesley that she has long since forgotten, the part of her that genuinely wants to change, to progress instead of regress. By giving yellow his batteries and bringing him up stairs, she is checking that she is still alive. That there is still that small part of her that can change.
But, as previously stated, she doesn’t have any real power, and she has no interest in truly changing. She has strings of her own, she can’t change even if she wanted to. Lesley has a tendency of setting up scenarios where the puppets are given a false sense of control. She does it with red in transport, and she does it again in electricity with yellow. In her mind she’s teaching them, teaching them that things cannot stray outside of what she has laid out for them. It’s her own twisted way of helping. Yellow, unlike red, possesses a genuine ability to question things and a natural curiosity. Lesley knows this. That’s precisely why his batteries are denied from him, unless Lesley hands them to him on a silver platter when convenient. Yellow has to pay the price of being constantly disoriented, to be in a constant state of confusion because if he isn’t then that would entail Lesley addressing what is pulling on her strings. The batteries are a threat to this cycle, hence why Lesley gifts him a book of false knowledge. A book of nothing. A red herring. She knows where that book is going, straight into the shredder as it always does. Where it should be. Because ever so slightly out of shot at the end of her room sits a door that creaks open every once in a while and she dare not question it. A door that she ignores as she continues on playing her piano as she always does. As it should be. No questions to be had. Just the keys of a piano echoing emptily in a dilapidated dollhouse, and the ghost of an artist who lost herself eons ago.
#dhmis#lesley dhmis#yellow guy dhmis#dhmis analysis#matpat has killed media literacy#in fact he’s one of the biggest reasons why media illiteracy is so rampant on the internet#this man has been tormenting the dhmis fandom since 2014 and i’m sick of it….#anyways lesley my beloved#i have so many thoughts on you…. so so many thoughts#this is just skimming the surface of my feelings on her as a character#she is one of the most brilliantly written characters of all time#and yet people constantly water her down and mischaracterize her#there’s nothing wrong with headcanoning her to be a mother#but like do it tastefully#not everyone has to agree with you#none of these things are concrete within the canon of the show#the david theory is god awful in my opinion#like its so bare bones and surface level it actually pisses me off#i wanna make a few posts solely off of lesley’s relationships or outlook on the trio but yellow especially#because its obvious that she has a soft spot for him specifically#so like its not completely out of the blue to label her as ‘motherly’ towards him but its not in a traditional sense#also i’m just not a fan of this interpretation in general#if she is motherly it’s in an extremely detached way#obviously.#anyways lesley is a loser lesbian author that sits in her attic all day projecting onto her silly little guys and i love that for her#we have that in common
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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3
#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists#chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it#i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim#like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations#but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know#like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness#and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty#and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete#and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better#but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard#and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel#one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing#but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping#so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands#but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing#fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht#but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time#SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach#sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)
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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do
#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down#and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more#and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir#youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother#im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg#just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful
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Me holding on to the last threads of my asexual identity so I don't lose the one constant part of how I've identified for as long as I've known I'm queer
#like.. ok.#i don't think atp i can define myself as asexual anymore#and i know you're probably like. but Cian! You run a spicy blog! of course u aren't ace!!#But I need you tp understand that I've identified as asexual for nearly eight years at this point#was fully convinced of it. could never imagine myself in any intimate situations ever.#And a lot of it was for sure just general insecurity and being depressed throughout my teens#But even outside of that I didn't feel attraction!#I also thought i was aromantic for a while#i think some of it is my autism. and my emotions and feelings being foreign to me.#I also have adhd so I always brushed any crush I had off saying it was just a fixation#which sometimes they were#but then I got a crush on my current gf. and every identity I had tried on and swore by was questioned#we got together and i just. got horny?#like I'm someone who just in general madturbates a lot lol that's nothing new but actually being attracted to someone?#baffling to me!#and idk. i don't wanna leave behind the only concrete part of my identity#i switch my labels constantly#nonbinary. agender. genderqueer. transgender. ftm. genderfluid#lesbian. biromantic. panromantic. aromantic. grey aro. demiromantic#but asexual was my one constant. I swore by it.#and now that's... not correct.#I'm just kinda bummed i guess haha
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I don't know what to think, but of the League who made it to the second half of the manga, Spinner is the only one who's family backstory/circumstances we never hear of.
Dabi is a Todoroki
Toga's parents rejected her
Twice's died
Compress has his family legacy
Shigaraki is a Shimura
Spinner is ??? Does he have siblings?? Parents? Grandparents? Anyone? No one? An orphan? We get nothing about him specifically, nothing that can't be related (or parallels drawn) with other characters.
And with the weakest quirk of the League, he's left alive? Like he's not even a threat to the heroes as himself? The complete lack of care that he's given in the story is...
#the bee talks#shuichi iguchi#sorry idk where im going with this.#he was inspired by stain - he's experienced discrimination - the hate groups - but nothing about him personally.#everything we know about him is shared by other characters.#despite being the narrator of MVA despite being there till the end despite his relationships with the other League members#all we get of him is how he relates to everyone else in the story? i - i - .... im feeling something but idk WHAT#there's something all this is pointing to that im just not grasping at the moment#not to mention compress getting sidelined for the whole last fight with his ass missing but we know more about his personal#circumstances than we do spinner. (still salty about compress not getting to be The Drama ✨)#listen we know he was a hikikomori but NOTHING about the circumstances! was he with family? squatting somewhere?#unfortunately for everyone involved idk that i'll ever stop thinking about him. there was a chance but since he's unresolved in the final#chapter there's nothing to stop my brain from what if-ing and and-ing all of my thoughts.#unfortunately he is going to live on in my brain for a long time yet and it is horikoshi's fault for not being concrete about him.#i did not include magne or gigantomachia with this because they're not part of the “core” league (magne i love you but u died early on)#alSO! speaking of gigantomachia: there was a theory about gigantomachia being Crimson Riot or smth and it was never disproved. just saying#bnha manga spoilers#bnha spoilers#bnha#unless i'm missing something but we just know he was a country boy right? and the pesticides and that's it?#but again he shares that discrimination with other characters (shoji) and it wasn't even the “worst” example of that#spinner you might've been made to be “mid” in every aspect but wow you captivated me. what a guy.#sorry to my non-mha followers for being... like this the past few days asdfghj block one of the bnha tags if you need to shut me up some
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Films good movies good banshees of inisherin was good
#mfw a movie has irish slang in it and i am familiar with it instead of usamerican stuff#i have Some Thoughts on the setting of inisherin + the time period given the givens abt the aran islands#but nothing concrete. might meditate on it#like ok im no scholar on the aran islands ive been there a couple times ive read a couple articles thats it#but like. the tourism leaning into their image of Old Irish Villagín With Sheeps And Stone Walls basically overruns its reputation#and the islands have leaned hard into the tourism and portraying themselves as True Irish Old Villages or whatever#and thus settles the situation where like. everything about the islands pander to the tourists#the islands themselves are not doing well as places to live iirc#aging population people moving away lack of amenities and funding and resources that arent Tourism#its a gaeltacht but the tourism business mandates knowing english etc etc etc lotsa shit#like i had a school friend from an island and she was always unreachable on breaks bcos the island didnt have wifi#SO! the islands around ireland suffer from lack of facilities while bending to tourism bcos they gotta#BACK 2 BANSHEES to be clear inisherin isnt an actual island but it was filmed on inish mór and very clearly based on the arans#i like the island setting bcos of the sense of isolation it gives i think it was a good choice for the movie#HOWEVER its like. you know the thing where all irish media needs to be set in the old times#when we were all wearing aran wool jumpers and playing our little instruments and being cute historical dotes#yeah. that. compounded with the aran islands wicked having to play into that in the present day#like banshees itself isnt that bad an offender. the island setting just makes it more obvious and you could tick lines off on a bingo sheet#(shoutout to the obligatory civil war reference)#where was i going with this. im tired of weird 'back when ireland was ireland' shit being Thee thing to make art abt#this is why young offenders is the best piece of irish cinema this decade. i need to rewatch the young offenders
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Why would he refer to Ray as his 25th hour then if they've been together only once? And the way he mentioned collecting rent from Ray for staying over so often. I don't think Ray comes over to chastely sleep beside Sand in bed. They've definitely been hooking up on the regular ever since that first night
The main reason I've been hesitant is because of everything we've been shown since this scene--
In Ep 4, we saw them go to the record store together and presumably later that night, Ray sat alone in his bathtub contemplating things. The only other time it's been specifically alluded to that they could've hooked up is here--
The more I think about it, the more I interpret their expressions here to mean that they definitely intended something to happen when they got back to Sand's place. So maybe it wasn't just the once. The part at the beginning of Ep5 certainly seems like a bit of a time lapse (with Sand repeatedly waking up, etc.), so maybe we're meant to interpret it like this "phase" of Ray and Sand's relationship (proceeding Ep4) has been going on for a few weeks? In which case, them hooking up wouldn't be out of the question.
About the part where Sand mentions paying rent...he says, "More often than this I'm going to start making you pay rent" which doesn't necessarily signify that Ray has been over multiple times beyond the two times we've seen him stay over there, but it also doesn't eliminate the possibility? I think it's intentionally pretty vague.
Of course, it's very possible that they have been hooking up this whole time. With things like this, I generally focus on what's shown explicitly in the show, unless there's a very specific indication of what has gone on beyond the scenes (like for BostonNick, given their conversations about going at it multiple times).
#In conclusion#I don't know what I believe tbh#there are hints at it but nothing super concrete#and Sand's hesitancy to have sex with Ray more than once left an impression on me that has just kind of...banished the thought from my mind#unless it's been shown onscreen#but I could very well be in the minority on this#only friends#only friends the series#ofts#only friends ask#ask#sandray#raysand#sanray#raysan#sand x ray#ray x sand#firstkhaotung#firstkhao#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat
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I feel like Izumi and Fuyume won't get along. Izumi being the type to lecture his underclassmen (discipline? I think that's the word) and Fuyume being stubborn and doing things (modeling, for example) his way. (Sorry if this is hard to understand)
Hmm im not sure... while i definitely think they wont get along At First and their individual stubbornness will clash, i do see similarities that can lead to an interesting dynamic... And izumi does like acting the big brother role too, even if it's to other people's annoyance, so i'd be curious to see it play out where he becomes a role model to yume, maybe this time against his will he is chosen. Ive said before i think fuyume would love knights with the whole being seen as a princess thing... and if he's getting seriously interested in modeling (which i personally think will continue to be relevant past this beginning idol story) im really excited for him to meet arashi and izumi. I couldnt help but think of portrait reading yume's idol story 2, though... from the immature attitude and approach reminiscent of izumi, to his crush on esu that reminds me a liiiittle bit of arashi's crush on akiomi in a way? Yet it's way too early to say it definitely. Just a 2am observation. Hmmm much to think about... izumi fuyume tour is my hope
#ask#anon#but izumi has also changed since the terrorizing juniors days so id really like to see him with someone looking up to him that reminds him#of his past self in a way#rambles rambles nothing concrete just some incomplete thoughts... it's not like i have much to go off of for yume so i can only speculate
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Even more of @phoenixcatch7 Possessed Doll Au because I absolutely love the Au too much lol
#possessed doll au#possessed puppet au#batman au#batman#bruce wayne#art#sketch#Someone is getting yelled at#If it's his kids they're giggling or concerned#if it's a JL member or a rogue they're gonna be traumatized#that's fuckin concrete his claws are digging through like it's nothing lol#Idk why I gave another row of teeth in the jaws it just sort of happened#I feel like he lost his cloak via fire or something similar#His chest cavity is definitely partially broken open and not able to be closed all the way#Everything smells of hot metal burnt wood and formaldehyde#love the thought that they have tar 'blood' as puppets
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To this day I don’t understand why people are convinced that Dimentio wrote the Dark Prognosticus. I’ve been a fan for over 10 years now and not one thing in the game’s text has given me cause to think that he might be the author. If he’s the magician’s son, it still most likely predates him as the knowledge of how to create Pixls in the first place came from it. It’s just a very long standing fan theory that’s been around since the game came out.
#spm#dimentio#super paper mario#it's true that dimentio's the only one to be said to be described in the book#but that could mean any number of things#this game is full of mysteries we'll never solve#that's why it's fun to fill in everything with your own imagination#literally nothing about dimentio's backstory is concrete#is he the magician's son is he a descendant is he the apprentice who was subjected to horrible visions defeating the pixl queen?#who knows#tbh i think the son and the surviving apprentice are the same guy not sure if it's dimentio tho#i like to think he's literally just some random guy cause it's funny#although i do like the thought of him being over 3000 years old sdjnkdfng#just midnight thots#(i am of course interesting in hearing other's theories)#(and of course nothing against people who want to theorize that he's the author)
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i have now seen two seperate poll posts for "actual" bad american foods each with completely different entries, and i have neither heard nor seen ANY of those before despite being chronically online, its scares me, what the fuck is a scrapple, it looks like concrete
#ganondoodles talks#i looked it up#and its apprently made of MEAT#WHAT#given the name i thought about something with recycled apples#although how would you make it look like concrete idk#what cracks me up is the way the photos are posed too#its just#a plain concrete looking slab on a plate and nothing else
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btw i will make a sona for myself based on your favorite animal but you have to draw yourself as a jackalope in return
im dead serious
you can be a bunny or a hare, doesn't matter. look up different breeds and species and colors if you want and then give them some kind of horns or antlers (wolpertingers are also fine but they have to be rabbit/hare based it's the rules.) it can also be a hybrid in general and not have strictly rabbit features, i dont wanna limit people too much
my conditions are i wont do bugs for mine (unless its a moth!) i like bugs but i rly dont like looking at photos of some kinds too much and some bugs are too intricate for me to do justice for comfortably in anthro form. i havent practiced that enough also: no open species type things. actual animals or general cryptids please i don't get into open species stuff at all
#fish are totally fine tho i love fish anthros and want to draw them more#im SO SERIOUS reply with an animal and ill start scheming#i love making 50000 sonas#i already have fursonas of: jackalope bunny chicken dragon(x2) lion#so i wont do those again#you havent seen my lion sona because hes in design hell and im taking him very seriously but he exists and i dont want a second one asdjhgd#i will not be hounding you for your ��half” its not a concrete agreement as much as “if you do it I'd LOVE to see and think it was cool”#mine might take a while bc I get hung up on designs and have a lot of work to do otherwise so art isnt being done a lot but-#-i promise to think on it and give it a few rough sketches if nothing else unless I somehow get attacked with 100 ideas (but I doubt that)#and if you do make a jackalope even if you never use it again/pass the design on to someone else you should tag me or send it to me#I love seeing them :)#rainy rambles#if nobunny takes me up on this thats ok i just thought it was a fun idea
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