#just … critical thinking is a gift
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I'm feeling so normal about this you guys
#the feywild mini arc really does belong to Them#tlovm spoilers#critical role#the legend of vox machina#tlovm#percahlia#vexahlia#percy de rolo#when she killed saundor with the arrowhead? no-one is doing it like them#something something Percy's love language is gift giving#something something else he doesn't defend her he gives her the tools she needs to defend herself#goddd the percahlia brainrot is back#I'm just so normal im sure i won't think about this constantly for the next three days#my post#1k holy shit
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this is such a good post and highlights something i find really interesting about brandon’s writing! this is a really good example of a writing technique brandon likes to employ called “bad writing.” writers typically use bad writing when they are incapable or unwilling to write something better. though the relationship was underdeveloped in wor, several characters in oathbringer comment on it being deeper and more intimate than any of the others that kaladin had. this is a brilliant subversion of the traditional writing advice “show, don’t tell,” where instead of showing us the relationship, brandon simply tells us it was there and mattered. he employs this subversion in a similar fashion when he states that moash was the only member of bridge four to treat kaladin as a man not a god, but he takes it a step further in this instance by having moash’s feelings later devolve into idolatry. since the previous treatment this change is meant to contrast is “told” instead of “shown,” we end up with another incredible example of “bad writing.” i find brandon’s use of bad writing to be really thoughtful and unique since he employs just enough “good writing” to keep your expectations up, so the full force of the “bad writing” moments hit to full effect! :)
#was gonna reply to an actual post but then decided i was being an asshole#but the post itself and all the comments were just like ''yea i don’t understand why fans think this'' when like#the examples provided were all just bad writing on brandon’s part#and also one comment that was like ''moash should have liked kaladin bc he gave him shards'' like as if there’s any kind of physical gift#you could possibly give someone to make them give up on seeking justice for a loved one#like incredibly simplistic and reductive#not gonna tag this. other than critical tags#sanderson critical#fan critical
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“The racism was in the last 5 minutes of the ep”
No, it really wasn’t. It was sprinkled throughout in ubiquitous ways and became “undeniable” by the end of the episode, but it was always there.
Lindy blocking The Doctor right off the bat. Lindy surrounding herself in a curated world of people who look exactly like her. Lindy calling The Doctor “rude” and saying he’s “not as stupid as he looks” to her followers. Like she’s trying to sell him. (Take that meaning in every possible way)
Lindy blindly trusting strangers like Ruby, another white blonde woman, and Ricky September, a white blond man, more easily than the black man who tried to get her to safety first.
#just … critical thinking is a gift#and it’s free#doctor who#dw spoilers#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#lindy pepper bean#ricky september#racism
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Obligatory Disclaimer #1: Yes, there is a lot of misogyny in the way people talk about the "likability" of female characters. Women in stories can and should be complex, flawed, nuanced, and human, not (just) "likable" (or "sexy" or "mother" or whatever other one-dimensional trope).
Obligatory Disclaimer #2: Yes, I know that an opinion expressed by a character in a story is not necessarily being supported by the narrative itself, or the author, and that people with piss-on-the-poor reading comprehension get this wrong. Good reading comprehension means being able to tell the difference.
Now that we've got that out of the way.
Doesn't it seem like "Female characters don't have to be LIKABLE, you illiterate misogynist!" is often a Privileged Feminist way to silence criticism of... very mainstream bigoted attitudes being presented uncritically in the narrative by being put in the voices of designated "unlikable female characters"?
I love a complex, nuanced, flawed female character. I love an outright villainous female character. I love a character whose flaws and prejudices are slowly picked apart by the narrative. I do not love having the classism, sizeism, and ableism I deal with every day served back to me in Feminist Fiction.
I do not love trying to point out "Hey, this award-winning book you all love, I don't actually like the way the protagonist talks about the working-class fat man. Or the younger woman with anxiety. Or the acquaintance with a disabled child and, like, linoleum floors or something." (Why do I just have all those examples at the ready?)
And being met with "Female characters don't have to be LIKABLE, you illiterate misogynist. Try reading some Serious Literature instead of your fanfic romance YA smut beach reads!"
"Uh, okay, well, it's not so much about the character being likeable as about the way the narrative doesn't seem to challenge the character's, I must reiterate, very widely held prejudices, that makes it seem less like a depiction of a flawed character and more like an uncritical replication of those very widely held prejudices --"
"It's a LITERARY PERSPECTIVE, GOD, didn't you go to SCHOOL? Do you think Lolita is a love story? Do you think Fight Club is about how awesome fighting is?"
"Well, no, but, for example, the way the character was so emotionally abusive to her fat daughter and her neurodivergent son --"
"Uggggh, you don't understand ANYTHING, women don't have to be PERFECT MOTHERS, she's supposed to represent HOW REAL WOMEN FEEL in the face of UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS OF PERFECT MOTHERHOOD!"
"So... the unquestioned-by-the-narrative elitism, classism, sizeism, ableism, and ageism are supposed to be... going against societal expectations?"
"OBVIOUSLY! That's how REAL WOMEN REALLY FEEL!"
"I'm a real woman, and I don't feel that way."
"UGGGGGH, YOU ILLITERATE MISOGYNIST, FEMALE CHARACTERS DON'T HAVE TO BE RELATABLE!"
#whatever book you think i'm talking about#yes it's that one#including the ones i haven't read#because it's all of them#“is this a bold unlikable female protagonist? or just an elitist asshole who vomits classism for 400 pages?”#why is there always a “weak sniveling” young woman with anxiety#why is there always a disgusting fat working class man#why is there always somebody with a disabled child and linoleum floors#linoleum floors are great actually especially if you have a disabled child who throws up a lot#why is there always a former gifted young adult son who dropped out of college for a nervous breakdown or something#why is there always a fat daughter who's actually like a medium#why#why are you thinking of 12 books right now#her husband is cheating with the anxious younger woman and it's supposed to be so pathetic because of how weak and sniveling she is#the family with the linoleum floors and the disabled child will also have a big messy dog who makes messes on the linoleum floors#media criticism#literary trends#lit fic#fandom shit#literary snobbery is socially and politically useless
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If I had a nickel for every Critical Role setting with an international organization that handles, among other things, the collection and storage of dangerous, corrosive, and corrupted/corrupting magical artifacts and powerful knowledge in vaults with highly variable levels of impenetrability with chapters that span across borders in ways that raise a lot of questions about diplomacy and global politics,
I'd only have two nickels, but it's weird it's happened twice.
#sensing a trend over in the critical role studios/darrington press offices#I got the candela rulebook as a gift which i knew was gonna happen so I hadn't purchased it yet lol#but i am now reading through it and i knew that candela spanned borders but I had to really think about the concept of otherwhere chapters#and just bluescreened like 'how does THAT work'#critical role#candela obscura
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If I see ONE MORE FUCKING PERSON be like "well I played and finished the dlc, but I'll wait to draw my conclusions about the lore until after the vaati video comes out"
FUCKING WHAT. It's not vaati's fucking lore! That man is just another fan, just like you! He is not your authority!!! Fucking dig up your own lore! All the information you need is there! Walk around the fucking game, open your eyeballs, and draw your own fucking conclusions!!!!!
I swear to fucking God you are all such cowards about "getting it wrong" that you are denying yourself half the fucking experience of the game by refusing to engage with the lore until someone tells you what to think about it.
Get your heads out of your asses!!!!!
#WHY ARE YOU ALL SO DESPERATE FOR AN AUTHORITY TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO OR THINK#WHY ARE YOU ALL SO AFRAID OF UNCERTAINTY THAT YOU WON'T EVEN VENTURE INTO HYPOTHESIS#its a fucking video game!!!!! it is fully safe and fully fictional!!!!!! there are no repercussions for guessing wrong!!!!!!!#everybody wants to claim they're a free thinker until they get an actual opportunity to freely think#god you are all such FUCKING COWARDS#more seriously: i know that this is the main division between a lot of the ''male'' fandom experience and the ''female'' fandom experience#where ''male'' fandoms want to maintain this strict hierarchy from the Word Of God and information that gets disseminated from the top down#it's part of the ''gatekeeping'' that a lot of people experience when trying to get into fandoms dominated by men#where they are asked to ''prove'' themselves to ''real fans'' by reciting a number of deep cut trivia and hard number-based stats#it's part of the impulse to keep an idea of ''order'' and ''purity'' within a fandom where everybody is on the same page about stuff#but ''female'' fandoms have been traditionally rampant with both personal and collaborative speculation#it's part of the contempt male fans have for female fandoms and part of the reason they sling around ''fanfiction'' as a derogatory term#what i can't stand is that all the ''lore-casters'' for fromsoft games get treated as if they were Word Of God#not to get too religiousy but its like fromsoft creates for us a world and then just leaves us in it#but instead of taking that absence as the gift it is we start propping up prophets who claim they can access god's words and intentions#and then instead of just living in and appreciating the world we were given we wait for our prophets to explain to us how we should live#fear of criticism makes you weak i want you all to fucking think about that#elden ring
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Hi hi!! I hope you're having a good day or evening! :3 can I request Wish with Perc'ahlia if it hasn't been done yet??
42. Wish
"Wish is the mightiest spell a mortal creature can cast. By simply speaking aloud, you can alter the very foundations of reality in accord with your desires."
[You had to know this was gonna be painful]
“Is it - Percy, does it make me a terrible person? If I almost wish -” and here she breaks into a raspy laugh, “- if I wish Scanlan hadn’t done it?”
She died. They married. He said a few words.
And now it’s late. So late it’s early, the tide reaching desperately for the moon. Vex can’t find the footprints on the shore. Is grateful she can’t find where she was dragged out.
She can’t rest either, can’t sleep. Which is why Percy has found her here, toeing the seaweed painted up the beach. It’s gross, but it’s something she can feel, to know this terrible day has not been a dream.
Vesper, at least, is asleep. Thank the gods, thank all of them that Cass had retired early and volunteered to keep an eye on her as she slept.
(Last of the de Rolos - really, Sylas? The last and you can’t even boast of the death of a teenager who drove fine steel into your wife’s throat, or the little baby named for a girl you threw from a tower?)
The waves race and die. Vex’ahlia has never been to the ocean much before - here, now, she sees that the ocean does not retreat after it crests the beach. Much of its froth sinks into the sand between her toes, doing its best to drag her down with what strength it has.
There’s three, four deaths around her ankles, sputtering and sighing, before Percy reaches her. It’s so dark - she marvels at how he found her without a candle before remembering. Spying her haloed reflection in the next dark mirror of water to meet them.
“No,” he says. She’d almost forgotten what she asked, the memory washed away, but - “I believe we have sorted this issue before, about being terrible people for wanting simple things.”
Percy pulls her into his side and she sinks into his warmth, turns to press her ear to his heartbeat. In only his sleepclothes (and his coat, of course, but that he drapes over them both) it’s right there, right there.
Vex snorts with little humor. “From snowy Wildemount to the beaches of Marquet,” she says. “How far we’ve come.”
Her husband hums in agreement. Their rings are heavy, grounding - she rubs her thumb over his.
“Was that even Vax?” Some of the ocean’s foam is in her throat. Airy, wet, painful as she tries to breathe. “He - Percy, he hardly smiled. He didn’t laugh.” The Champion of Ravens did not indulge their little spat about the boots, those fucking boots, and - and is that not the true mark of their relationship? The stupid little things?
“I think,” Percy says, “it would be worse if it was not him.”
He tightens his hold on her, like the revelation might give her terrible wings. “Lord knows what his duties have been. I’d rather know the Wish to be true, I think, and uncorrupted… even if it means the time in Her service has changed him.”
“I wish it didn’t,” Vex sniffles. The salt burns. “I wish - fuck. I close my eyes and I see him tonight, Percy. The - the way he moves, the way he talks, the - fuck, he didn’t even kiss Keyleth.” She rubs the heel of her hand into her eye. “Couldn’t keep his - his stupid hands off her, before. Gross.”
Her husband does not point out that the Champion of Ravens, as he is, giving a kiss to the Tempest would likely be just as distressing as this is, if not moreso. She knows he grasps her point just fine.
Before she can lower her hand Percy catches it. Kisses her pulse, to assure himself it’s still there.
“If it’s any comfort,” Percy says to her heartbeat, “I - I don’t know how I would react if I saw my family again. If I hoped, hoped to speak to them again, only to meet -” he stops.
“Vex, dear, none of that.” Gently he dries her tears, doing little for the hot shame coursing through her. In tilting her head she finds tears in his eyes, too. “If you think for a second I envy you - no.”
There’s something he wants to say there. Something like I loved my family but I have grieved. Their chapter is closed and I am content to let it be.
And she has grieved, she has. She thought she had. Then Sylas crawled out of hell, and she still has seawater faintly in her lungs, and her brother is an angel, an angel, and she cannot pretend he is otherwise.
“He didn’t get to see Vesper,” says Vex. “I mean - I mean, she’s too young to remember, anyways, but.”
None of their children will meet their uncle. And that has to be a good thing, it has to be, because to meet him now would mean the worst.
“We should get inside, darling. It’s cold out - we’ll catch our death out here.”
Another hum. They make no move to leave.
The tide begins its lethargic retreat. Before it crept far past her ankles; now it just barely brushes her heel. Is Percy in his socks? They must be soaked, fool man.
“I’m sorry,” he rasps. “I - I wish it was different. I’m sorry.”
She knows why.
#FOR THE RECORD I think Scanlan gave them a beautiful gift and this was done out of love and is a NET POSITIVE FOR VEX#I just also think I'd have stupidly complicated feelings about seeing my brother again after he died and he was *different*#critical role#campaign 1#campaign 1 spoilers#perc'ahlia#percahlia#percival de rolo#vex'ahlia#vax'ildan#dalen's closet#spell ask game#my writing#cr fanfic#critical role fanfiction
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Another new oc wip
#can't color#won't color#for now#art has been making me frustrated#and all the criticism I receive but don't ask for#like I appreciate it if I ask???#but just assume I don't want it#I don't THINK when I draw#I don't WANT to think when I draw#it's a thing that helps me wind down#if I draw you gift art#do not tell me to fix something unless you're going to pay#for changes#because uhhh#I don't have time to go back and change things#after it's complete#I've been dealing with irl things lately#so many diagnoses#so many suspected mental issues#nobody is helping me#I am so frustrated#so tired#I can't hold close relationships#and have been feeling apathy towards one of my current ones#I'm losing them and I feel nothing#I've lost my gpa recently and I have not mourned#i don't know what's wrong with me#RANTING#rant#edit later
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i wish there was more in the whole shepp thing,, even the character just bringing it up would be nice lol sometimes i forget that was a thing i had to do and considering it was like. The quest for the ceremony and took a long time? boooooooo
here are some ideas/wants i have!! going down in how hard it would be for the devs to add
a special quest with the shepp where you go on a little adventure and they have dialogue teaching you about majiri and kilima culture (and maybe their paths/interests too). ideally this would work similarly to the temple quests where you get to unlock a new place. maybe add a building that you can't get into until you complete the ceremony and fully become part of the kilima community? visit another town? idk man just something nice and rewarding
a separate shepp relationship level alongside the friendship and romance ones. it would just be with your shepp (obviously), and increasing it would involve conversing with them using the shepp option (dialogue would include teaching you about majiri & kilima culture, their path, their life experiences and beliefs, etc) and Maybe leveling up in their path if that's possible with them (ex: reth with cooking). for certain levels you get gifts that are unique to the character and their path. this would incentivize players to really think about who they want their shepp to be and not just choose their fav blorbo!
you talk to them after the ceremony and they gift you a placeable guidebook about majiri and kilima culture that they wrote themselves (so unique to each character's personality) and that you can actually read (like the books that you can read around the map)
a weekly challenge related to their path/interest. i'm not sure how they'd implement this for characters like caleri or chayne since their paths aren't part of the gameplay like cooking for ex but,, it'd be cool lol maybe for those characters they could add like a,,, talk to that character x amount of times challenge?
add casual dialogue centered around them being your shepp like "hey remind me to teach you about this thing" or "have you heard about this thing that we do" or "hey you've learned a lot blahblahblah" and maybe dialogue from other characters about them being your shepp (similar to the romance ones). they could give their opinions on that character or even ask you how it's going
literally bro just anything it's so weird to me that this was SO important at the beginning and so meaningless immediately afterwards. please devs pleasepleaseplease
#devs if you can hear me... i promise ill finally spend money on your game if you do one of these things </3#aldjgh#*game criticism#kinda?#i get that the special quest one would be a Lot and def not a priority now considering theyre working on the elderwoods#its an Extreme ideal but i do think they could add something like that Later on#and it would def incentivize newer players to care and want to keep playing if they know there's another cool quest#the second one imo is the most preferable rn! it adds tangible gameplay and wouldnt be hard to implement at all#they could reuse a lot of assets and theyd just have to write new dialogue#the gifts dont Have to be part of it if theyre worried about fomo or they could be the same for everyone (like the guidebook idea!)#Or they could make those gifts attainable in a different way too? like another friendship gift?
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aaaaaaa okey I ordered the speaker and the star projector. (and a beauty blender and a neck support and the new volume of yona and the garbage disposal cleaner matt wanted.) it was still only $35 actually out of pocket and I get my allowance in the morning which will completely replace that amount. I will definitely like the speaker and if I don't like the star projector arin will.
#yes this did take me an entire week#I don't like spending money. I like having money and I like having things.#but I must spend money to get things.#but I have had a very draining weekend and I deserve nice things and that's what gift cards are supposed to be for.#(frankly even if nice things do need to be earned which is a notion that deserves to be critically examined)#(depending on how one defines 'nice things')#(I have more than earned all the nice things I could ever want between keeping other people alive and keeping myself alive.)#(we glamorize Big Actions way too fuckin much btw but that's tangential off the 'keeping other people alive' thing)#(Big Actions often have the smallest fuckin impact tbh. they mean nothing without thousands of small actions.)#I very nearly didn't order the projector but it's late and I'm in my room alone and I turned the lamp off early#so that no one can tell I'm still up since my brother is still here#and it's just a tiny bit too dark for being awake purposes#only a tiny bit though#there's good light through the window because of the courtyard#and the projector has an auto-off#idk I think it's worth trying. if I like it they can give me extra discs for it for christmas#and if I don't I can give it to arin#the notion that I can try stuff without 100% Committing Forever is. not one I grew up with.#like. mom started me on piano lessons for my 9th birthday cuz I'd mentioned it at some point#and I faithfully attended every week (barring schedule conflicts or illness) until I moved away for college at 19.#you had to promise you really wanted something for real if you were gonna get it and god help you if you were wrong.#even though neither of us were prone to tantrums or greed even without those tight boundaries.#(and even though she did not hold herself to that standard at all from what I can see.)
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Dress to impress more like dress to stress me tf out???
#dti roblox#dress to impress#roblox#broo#the theme was “just broke up”#so i did harley quinn from the birds of prey movie cuz she just broke up w joker and all that#and they have the audacity to say im not on theme even after i explained it#like??? it??? is??? on??? theme???#what do you want me to do?? the same generic outfit of some girl in baggy clothes and sad face??#if i could i would give yall some critical and creative thinking skills but unlike vip you cant gift that soo#nahhh why am i getting heated up over a roblox game whaattttt
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Went scavenging for rabid screenshots and drained my soul along the way so here's my silly nitpick of their nitpick
The academies (almost) align with colleges age-wise (I am once again asking why they chose 17 as the majority cast's age), but the Beacon era is littered with tropes exclusive to high school settings, like shoving people into lockers, school uniforms, insta-crushes, food fights, and getting ready for prom
It's little wonder why people confuse Beacon Academy for a high school. All the high school hallmarks are there yet not a single student is pulling an all nighter with the help of redbull, cigarettes, and anxiety-induced insomnia
Side note: are the Academies confirmed 4-year programs or is that an assumption?
#rwde#yodeling into the void#bruh im so glad to be ruthless in blocking people. i never have to see any of those blogs unless i absolutely have to#but holy shit are these people just so uncharitable towards the concept of 'rwde' and 'rwby critics'#using one shitty person's actions to demonize the whole is not exactly thinking critically#and not once did i ever see them ask 'why was this chosen to be portrayed like this?' which to me is THE question#why thematically are grimm drawn to negative emotion alone rather than strong emotions in general?#what is the purpose of having two characters w different methods of immortality opposing each other when neither represent anything?#why are the 4 gifts from the gods represented only through the relics and not reflected in every aspect of the world?#why is violence by certain groups demonized despite this show being based on a genre that heavily features combat?#embrace your inner toddler and never stop asking *why* things are the way they are#dear god even skimming through their arguments was exhausting#if i wasnt fighting for my life against this damn mkv file id take a damn nap
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hate to break it to yall but a lot of kids who were designated as gifted in like elementary school in fact did absolutely not fit easily into the school system. in fact, that difficulty with the system is often the very reason they get the label gifted in the first place.
#i do very much agree with a lot of the criticism against people who make having been designated gifted their entire personality#like absolutely 100% those people tend to be the fucking worst. but i think that those critiques are always based on the american school#system that apparently has such a thing as a gifted program that separates out those kids to make them just insufferable.#whereas majority of kids in the situation of being stamped as gifted in fact never benefit from that and yeah often suffer from burnout#later because teachers don’t pay attention to them and expect them to just be able to handle anything. not to mention they’re very often#neurodivergent and suffering from bullying from peers and frankly not rarely from teachers also.#i don’t see how conflating the two categories is really helpful.#like kids on both ends of the adults’ imaginary spectrum from learning disability and gifted are ultimately made to suffer by the very#system we are criticizing.#p
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for me… FOR ME..!!! and for shri’iia specifically the lock in for astarion’s romance is his graveyard scene in act 3.
i think it is too quick for shri’iia to be moving on to another relationship considering her previous one was with her mistress who essentially groomed and isolated her for like … more than hundred years. learning to chase her own desires and not moulding herself to what anyone wants her to be is something so new to her…!!! and something that she’s still learning how to be comfortable with….
and what I like abt romancing astarion with her is that I usually go for the dialogue path in his act 2 confession scene where you can ask him:
- what do YOU want to do?
and he goes like honestly idk what we’re doing but /this/ is nice. it just feels like two people exploring the option to love for the first time and taking things in their own pace rather than jumping straight into the relationship. they’re going at a snails pace… they don’t know what they’re doing but they like this feeling and the vibe and they want to more of it but they’re not ready to commit to anything yet and it’s fine for them …!! and they’re only committing by the end in the graveyard scene where significant time has passed and they’ve learnt a little more about themselves and they’re both more confident about their own desires and also how they want to be loved.
like it is so fitting I think… and sweet… not to mention astarion being a high elf & a vampire and shri’iia being a drow, they have all the time of the world for themselves so I def think they would want to take their time. except if shri’iia turns into a mindflayer or drider by the end then that plan is out the window lol
#now I’m thinking who else I can romance with her .. maybe lae’zel ??#since the thing with her is that she doesn’t get vulnerable in act 1 so the scenes where the romances#are kind of heart to hearts like shadowheart’s or karlach’s (😭😭😭) is out of the question since it doesn’t fit her …#like she’d rather sleep with someone first than actually get to know them 😭 hence astarion and lae’zel …#gale and wyll… I am hmmm about it on one hand her approval with wyll in act 1 is not even high enough 😭😭#and I don’t think she can be sweet enough to chase after him in the party .. she was kind of like ok fine whatever when he said he’s not in#the mood … gale I think can be a contender .. I actually don’t know how his route goes so I’m not sure abt that …#but the thing is … she gets vulnerable LATER ..!! and why astarion’s romance work for her is i hc after their act 2 scene#they’re just in a situationship rather than actual relationship … like they’re dating (yes!) but also dating (hmmmm)#and it’s only in his last scene where they both lock in bc I think that’s enough time for her to process her OWN trauma and also for her#own character development … like she has to learn how to trust (ack!!!!) which is the thing that you don’t do when you’re raised in lolth’s#cult …. and her mistress manipulated her trust too so it’s even more nerve wracking for her bc she doesn’t want someone to have that power#over her again .. but now she has to learn how to give it away freely … without being scared … bites my hand …!!!!#and astarion graveyard scene where he wants to live again vs shri’iia learning how to trust again and trying to live without the fear of#someone betraying you and using you and the paranoia that comes with it … urck urgh goughhhhhh critical hit …#also I have a hc that she actually is quite good at making poisons since her mother sold alchemy herbs and components#and she gives him poison as a courting gift lol .. also like a way to protect him 🤭 but she won’t admit that … she’s like if you want it#take it if you don’t idc 🤷♀️ (she does..) i hc that she gets flustered at sincerity actually#their relationship for me is like they’re both two little shits and a general menace to society (both charlatans)#but if they had to hold hands she’d get too flustered too and he’s like honestly what are you a child? (smug face making fun of her)#I have this little comic idea for them when they held hands for the first time and she’s like ouggghhh 😳😮💨 flustered and sweating and he’s#like hihi 🤭😎 but then their hands starts to get sweaty and then he’s like ew that’s disgusting and she’s like ok if u hate it let go then#and he’s like no YOU let go 🙄 but they don’t let go now they have to suffer through the sweaty hand holding alas such is fate …
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hyperlexia is crazy cuz you'd be the top student in your classes all of primary school then BOOM geometry BOOM chemistry BOOM physics BOOM algebra BOOM BOOM BOOM!!
#I keep telling people “I'm not smart I'm just hyperlexic.”#smart people have critical thinking skills#I can read 250 pages in 3 hours then be unable to talk about anything but the book for the next 2 months because I also have adhd#please understand the difference ughgh#my post#autistic things#burnt out gifted kid#actually adhd
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#i think my grandparents are going home tomorrow. which. lmao thank god#i love them so much they practically raised me i adore them i always have and always will#but FUCK man religious brazilian grandparents are their own brand of psychological torture and i cannot handle much more of this#yesterday i overheard my grandfather talking to my grandmother about how i had two (2) caipirinhas at this brazilian steakhouse we went to#to celebrate his and my aunts birthdays#and he said its the beginning of alcoholism and that i will eventually follow in my mothers footsteps of being a drunk if i keep drinking#like HELLO?????? SIR????????????? I HAD TWO DRINKS. TWO. ALL NIGHT. THE WHOLE NIGHT. TWO DRINKS.#also leave my mom alone sir she went through hell growing up dont shit talk her thats YOUR parenting my man#its just. the micromanaging. the helicoptering. the incessant unwarranted opinions. the nagging. the criticism. im just over it tbh#AND THE GOD TALK. oh my gooooood if i am gifted one more portuguese bible im gonna. idk what im gonna do but im gonna do something#i could start my own fucking library at this point with how many bibles they keep foisting onto me#hopefully by this time tomorrow i will be free of this and everyone can. get some space.#i love my family but jesus crucificado alguém me ajude#LOVE U ALL MISS U ALL HOPE UR ALL WELL MWAH ILL BE BACK SOON PRAY FOR ME PLEASE#personal
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