#junk journal flip through
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Halloween Junk Journal Flip-Through
Etsy Patreon YouTube Instagram Pinterest Happy spooky season!!! It’s no secret Halloween is my favourite holiday so I’m very excited to share my Halloween Junk Journal with you all today. I created this junk journal using the Creep & Create kits and the Regency Halloween kits from my Etsy shop. Check them out here. It was so much fun creating this! I loved trying out new techniques and…
View On WordPress
#elainehowlinstudio#halloween#halloween crafts#Halloween Journal#journal flip through#junk journal flip through#scrapbook
0 notes
Text
A little journal flip through from November. My 2023 Resolution was to finish one journal and go on a buying ban for the first six months of the year…Safe to say I did that…
For more journal content:
You Tube | TikTok
#journaling#junk journal#junk journaling#creative journaling#my things#journals#journal flip through#diary#scrapbooking#art journal#art journaling
251 notes
·
View notes
Text
Telling people in my life no they can’t read my journal then coming online and posting the pages 😀
#journaling#journals#journal spread#journal inspo#mine#creative journal#I let them flip through it tho but to read and digest… I’d rather chew on a denim jacket#notebook#journal#junk journal#wonyoung#Kpop bujo#weekly spread#bujo inspo#bujoblr#studyblr
110 notes
·
View notes
Text
Screen shots from my latest YouTube video showing my last journal
#journal#old journal#art journal#journal page#my journal#journaling#grunge journal#journal addicted#journal pages#journal spread#junk journal#physical journal#scrapbook journal#journal flip through
77 notes
·
View notes
Video
youtube
Christmas journal flip through! Nostalgic inspo from my first ever Winter Journal Challenge ❄
I've never shared a flip through of my winter journals before and it's time to change that! We're kicking off five years' worth of festive flip throughs with an exploration of this; my first ever Winter Journal Challenge journal - a cute, handmade little creation from back in 2019🎄
I hope it brings you nostalgia and some Christmassy journaling inspiration, there's plenty more to come, so watch this space! ✨
#christmas journal#junk journal#flip through#journals#journaling#art journal#journal#creative journaling#winter journal challenge#winter journal
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Howdyyyy! i had to completely change the way i used my journal in this one, so here's that and a flip-through of the Everything part of my journal 😊💞
had fun making a lil thumbnail for this one 😌💘💘
#my art#artists on tumblr#small artist#junk journal#collage#art journal#journaling#everything journal#smash book#smash journal#flip through#sketchbook#journal#youtube
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Flip through my first Junk Journal
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
art journal #27 ✧ first two years ✧ video
#art journal#junk journal#flip through#timelapse#cursive handwriting#mixed media#scrapbooking#diary#voiceover#video
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
halloween miscellany
#collage#junk journal#halloween#trying be less precious about it and just stick stuff in my jjnk journal#ive got like a a giant gift bag full of stuff i dont want to keeo waiting to have the perfect coolest idea or whatever#like its stupid no one cares just put the stupid sticker in the book so you can see them every time you flip through it#though looking at it nowni wish input the vampire bumny near the bats ...
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Multi-paper junk mini journal tutorial (low spoons version)
Last night, I mentioned that I like my blank books to have a combination of different papers: colored paper for sketching, blank paper for writing, dotted paper for lists, graph paper for schematics and maps, but there arent many manufacturers that make this. So I just make them myself.
And yall wanna know how to do that.
GREAT!
Here's the easy version. This is for:
-I want this for me, NOW, and I don't care what it looks like because I'm gonna cover it in stickers, and it's only going to be a few pages long. If it lasts a week, I'm happy.
You will need:
- desired papers, 8.5x11 inch regular ass sizes
- a piece of card stock or a thicker paper.
- stapler
- washi tape (optional)
- probably scissors
STEP 1
Take a piece of paper. Fold it in half. Tear or cut the paper along the fold line so you have two half sheets of paper.
If you want a larger book, you can just fold it in half and the book will be 8.5×5 instead of 5x3.25.
STEP 2
Fold the half sheets in half and crease them. Repeat this for every sheet you intend on using for the inside of your journal.* Try not to do more than 8 papers because it'll put stress on the stapler. The papers should now fit inside of each other.
*you could, if pressed, fold them all together in one big group. This is faster, however- if you've ever had a handmade zine that doesn't close cleanly it's likely that they stapled it together without creasing. To each their own. I don't run your life.
If there is excess on the ends that makes the book uneven, feel free to chop it off at this point.
STEP 3
Repeat step 2, but with the thicker paper, which is now your book cover.
STEP 4
Find the centerfold- which is the middle piece of paper. Lay it flat and make sure all the papers and the cover line up.
TIME TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH STAPLER!
Ah, yes- the zine-stitch. Three staples to hold it all together, one in the center and 2 an inch from the top and bottom. If you are doing a larger size, you may need more staples.
You can staple from the inside or you can flip it over and staple it from the spine. Stapling from the spine will make it smoother on the outside so if you're carrying it in your pocket it won't catch threads.
But sometimes stapling from the inside is the only method that works. I've got a fix for you at the end.
Stapling is easy because it's a fast fix, but you may find yourself wasting staples because they don't go all the way through. This can be that the paper is too thick or that there's too many papers. I have a more complicated version of this that's suited to this situation, which I'll write later.
Other, more obvious solution: better staples, better stapler. But I don't have that.
You can call yourself done now, or...
OPTIONAL STEP 5
If you stapled from the centerfold or if you plain don't like the way your spine looks, we're gonna use some washi tape.**
Gently find an unstapled flap in the cover and separate it so you can get some washing tape to adhere to the inside.
Run it along the spine with the book flattened.
Adhere it to the inside of the cover at the bottom and then fold.
**an advanced technique for this when you don't have washi tape: cut a strip of contrasting paper at least 1 inch thick and 2 inches longer than the spine (so in this case it would be 1 inch by 7 inches.) Coat the back of this paper with glue and then use in the same way the washi is shown. This will require extra curing time and you will want to put something heavy on top as it dries. Washi is just easier.
Now slap a sticker on it.
Nice!
And now you've got a little journal. Does it look great? Who cares? You don't have to look all over for a piece of graph paper when you wanna draw a map of something while you're out doing stuff.
It took me longer to write the tutorial than it did to make the thing. The hardest part was getting the staples to behave.
I have a higher spoons version that I will write up later, but this is the punkass way of doing something for yourself.
UPDATE: The tutorial for the nicer version is available here!
166 notes
·
View notes
Text
Genuine
Gravity Falls x Male!Reader (platonic)
You opened up shop in Gravity Falls to sell your assortment of odd and strange items! It seems your genuine items of weird are overshadowed by the fake and plastic items of The Mystery Shack, sparking a competition between you and old man Stan Pines.
CW: Bickering, name-calling, not proof-read
"This is a hack!" "What a sham!" "It doesn't even look real!"
These words had an impact when you first opened up shop. Now, those words were the norm. You scoffed and rolled your eyes as the people insulted you, your products, and then left. You had the occasional pleasant interaction.
The occasional purchase. Those few times a regular supernatural believer came in to buy something were enough for you to want to keep the shop open. You didn't have employees, you didn't have a mortgage, and you didn't have a lot of expenses.
Most of all, there was one man you stayed open for. Mostly out of spite. "Stan Pines," you grumble at the old man in front of you in line. "Buying more glue and tape to put your fake product together?"
Stan turned around and stared with a blank look. "Do I know you from somewhere?"
"Seriously?" You scoff. "We've met several times over the past 30 years-- stop pretending you don't know me,"
"Oh!" Stan laughed. "You're the weirdo with the weirdo shop down weirdo lane,"
"Real mature," you comment sarcastically. "With a personality like that, it's no wonder people flock to your Mystery Hack,"
"Yeah, maybe you should take some notes," Stan taunted. "I could show you how to get actual customers-- but it'll cost ya... five-- no, ten bucks,"
"I may be the weirdo but you're demented,"
"Demented and making money,"
You nod. "I hate you,"
"Get in line," Stan chuckled. "You aren't the first and certainly won't be the last,"
"Can you say the same about making friends?"
Stan opened his mouth and furrowed his brows aggressively. "Next!" The cashier interrupted.
Stan grumbled and placed his items on the belt. You smirk and place your items behind his. Another battle won.
It wasn't a goal to put the Man of Mystery out of business. All you wanted was to do better than him, really. It didn't start out that way, though.
The door to your shop rung-- causing you to shoot up from your seat and crash into your counter to face the doors. You furrowed your brows and your eyes slowly looked down at the short figures that had entered.
"Uh? Are you kids lost? This isn't an arcade," you explain to the two.
"This is Mr. [Y/LN]'s Occult Shop, right?" The boy asked, looking around nervously.
You nod. "Yeah," you respond. "You two new? I never seen you around,"
"We're here for the summer!" The girl excitedly explained, a wild smile on her face. "Your shop is so cool!"
You chuckle. "Thanks,"
"We aren't really here to buy anything." The boy approached the counter, holding a tattered book. "We were wondering if you knew anything about this journal? I-- I found it in the woods and it's got a lot of weird stuff,"
He set the book on the counter. You stare at the emblem on the cover-- a six-fingered hand with a large '3' drawn in the centre. You hum and gently pick it up and examine it.
"I've never seen anything like it," you say. "It does document a lot of truth, it seems,"
You flipped through the pages, noting the familiar creatures. "You know about the weirdness in Gravity Falls?" The boy stared, wide-eyed.
You set the book down and laugh. "Look around, kid." You motion around your shop. "I sell most of the weirdness. And it's real! Unlike that junk at The Mystery Hack,"
"Hey!" The girl pulled herself up to the counter, a frown and furrowed brows now plastered to her face instead. "Our Grunkle runs that place!"
You squint. "Pines," you seethe. "Did your 'Grunkle' Stan Pines send you here? What is this, then, huh? You mockin' me?"
"No! No, no, no!" The boy waved his hands around. "I-I'm Dipper-- this is my sister, Mabel. Our Grunkle doesn't believe in any of this and I was really hoping you'd have answers,"
You continued your squinted stare. You placed your palms on the counter and released a deep sigh. "I'll lift the Pines Ban just for you two-- just this once!" You announced, holding a defiant finger up. "I can't tell you much about this journal. Dunno who wrote it or why-- I can tell you that most of the information in there is accurate,"
"We sort'a already found that out," Dipper explained.
"We fought gnomes!" Mabel exclaimed.
"Wow! You found out the hard way," you chuckled. "How did you find out about my shop? It's not really as grand as Stan's Mystery Shack,"
"Funny enough, it was Grunkle Stan who mentioned it," Dipper responded. "When we mentioned gnomes and weird Gravity Falls stuff, he told us we sounded as crazy as 'the weirdo who owns the weirdo shop down weirdo lane,'"
You groan. "That sounds about right,"
"How do you know our Grunkle Stan?" Mabel tilted her head as she asked.
You grumble. "It's a bit of a... story..."
○●○
I was fresh outta high school when I began collecting strange stuff. I hitched rides around the entire U.S., taking what I could find.
At first; it was just collecting-- no intention to sell at all. Then, I began trading. I had strange things that others wanted-- and, wouldn't you know it, they had something stranger I wanted.
I made all sorts of deals and trades. Finally, though, all my bags had been filled. I couldn't travel anymore with all that junk! So, I set up a small shop where I was; here! Gravity Falls, 1980. I believe I was... 20, at the time. It wasn't anything official-- I just needed to get rid of some of my things and make some money while I was at it. I fully intended on getting out the moment I could!
But then, I discovered the weirdness of Gravity Falls. It was everything someone like me could wish for! Not just strange items-- but strange beings as well! Strange places and strange people! I continued my trading within Gravity Falls and two years later, I officially opened up my shop!
That's when... Stanford Pines opened up his Murder Hut, or whatever he called it. He opened up his shop at the same time as mine! And he was getting more business than me! Oh! I was fuming! I-- I was, more rational back then, though.
Maybe, I was jumping to conclusions. Don't knock it till you try it! I went on over to that Shack and took a tour.
When I saw what he had, I couldn't help but ask; "Oh, you're running a tourist trap?"
He didn't let his facade drop for a second. "What? No! This is all real freaky stuff!" He responded joyfully. "I mean, just take a look at this!"
He held up a taxidermied badger body with a taxidermied mouse head sewn onto it. "Oh, right," I knew he didn't believe himself-- he knew I didn't believe him, either. "I-- I run my own shop about two miles from here. It's crazy, actually, we opened up on the same day!"
That's when he dropped his smile and the taxidermy amalgamation. "That occult shop? Here scopin' out the competition?" His cheer was gone from his voice. "Look, bub, I got important stuff to deal with. I don't need no occult freak here debunking all my work and takin' me outta business when I jus' got started,"
"I-- Oh, I don't intend on--,"
"--Get out,"
●○●
"And that's how I met Stan," you finished. "For the past 30 years, we've been competitors,"
"Wow," Dipper breathed out. "That... sounds exactly like how Grunkle Stan would react to your shop,"
"He's very unpleasant," you comment. "You guys aren't, though. Maybe there's hope for that old man if you guys stick around long enough,"
Mabel gave you a curious look when your words "that old man," came out of your mouth. "Well, how old are you?"
"Mabel!" Dipper harshly whispered.
"What! I'm just curious!"
You laugh. "You're bold, kid," you say, "I like it. I'm 52 this year,"
"Wow!" Mabel stared with wide eyes and mouth agape. "You look really young!"
"Kid, if you're trying get something free from me," you began, "it's working. You two are a pleasant change from ol' Gravity Falls. If you ever need anything for your weird adventures, you know where my shop is,"
"What sort of weird stuff do you sell here?" Dipper asked, peering around the shelves.
"Most of anything weird you can think of," you explain. "Live butterflies, demonic daggers, bidding boxes-- even got Dybbuk boxes,"
As Dipper and Mabel began to look around the shop, curious at the weird wonders your shelves held, the bell rang again at your door.
"Kids!" An unpleasant voice called out to the two. "What're ya doin' at this place?" Stan placed his hands on his hips while he stared down the kids.
"Ugh," you groan. "Mr. Pines, you know well enough you're not allowed within 100 feet of my shop!"
"My niece and nephew should know well enough they shouldn't be within 300 feet of this nut house!" Stan ushered the kids out before turning back to you. "Don't get these kids believin' a word of your nonsense! They shouldn't be anywhere near this,"
As he exited, you shouted. "It's not nonsense, Stan! I sell the real deals--!" The doors shut and you could now only watch the back of Stan lead Dipper and Mabel away from the shop. You clenched your fist and gritted your teeth. "He doesn't have a clue what he's saying,"
With their exit and your current frustrastions, you walked to your doors and locked them. You flipped your 'OPEN,' sign to instead display "CLOSED,' before pulling down your shutters and blocking the view of your shop.
"I liked him better when he acted sophisticated and smarter than everyone else,"
___
》 END
#gravity falls#fanfic#stanley pines#x reader#writing#dipper pines#mabel pines#x m!reader#x male!reader#the intricate#platonic
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
scribbles and snippets
There was something about it all that he didn’t have words to piece together to explain it yet.
Something about that first morning, flying back to the boat, sitting next to each other in the helicopter. The glances that had been exchanged, that he hadn’t pieced together yet. And the moment—because it was a moment—that had passed between them when he’d put his hand on Tommy’s shoulder on the boat. A shared glance with no words that also held a mountain of subtext inside of it.
The way Tommy had looked at him at Harbor during that afternoon tour, both of them searching a minefield, not knowing what they’d find on the other side, or what any of it meant. The way he’d been open to sharing his own jealousies when Evan admitted his own issues when feeling left out. And then oh god, the way it felt when Tommy had taken the leap and kissed him. It was both the way he hadn’t expected it at all, and yet the way he had so desperately needed it without ever knowing it.
It was the “so that was okay?” and the “so I guess it’s just me that makes you nervous”. It was the second kiss—the one that happened inside his apartment before the first date had fallen on it’s face, because he’d spent days thinking about what it would be like to kiss Tommy again.
It was the need to make that happen again, no matter the cost. The fact that when he told Tommy he wanted to leap hurdles into a relationship with him, Tommy didn’t even blink. The way he showed up to Maddie and Chimney’s wedding after coming off a nearly 24-hour shift fighting a forest fire and, still in his turnouts, and not only had a good time but didn’t complain about it, didn’t make it a hardship.
It was the first time he answered the phone at three AM when Evan woke up from a thunderstorm and he was on shift, but he still talked him down from the anxiety attack.
It was how, two weeks later during a date night when another storm hit, he’d stood in the kitchen and just hugged Evan as he trembled with each crack of lightning until the worst of the storm had passed.
It was the way Tommy had made their first time together a safe place, constantly checking in and making sure that it was okay to continue, that Evan felt safe. The way he consistently told Evan there was no pressure for things to happen one way or another.
It was every single kiss hello and goodbye, and the way Tommy’s fingers always found him in the dark, pulled him in and kept him safe. It was the love that still hadn’t been acknowledged out loud but was still always present in Tommy’s eyes.
The truth was, Evan wasn’t sure he would ever have the words to piece together what all of that meant to him. He could try, might even find some semblance of a version that could get close, but he was also pretty positive that part of the issue was that the words he needed didn’t actually exist. Still, that wouldn’t stop him from trying to find them.
. . .
“What’s this?”
It’s not an anniversary. They don’t have any special plans. It wasn’t even intended to be a major thing. And yet.
Tommy looks over at him quizzically as he reaches into the gift bag, pulls out a leather-bound book that’s been art and junk journaled through already. Still, as he opens it up, there’s more than just scraps, washi tape, and things of the like inside it. As he flips further through, he realizes there are writings inside the book. Some handwritten, some printed.
“Just something I’ve been working on,” Evan tells him, watching apprehensively as Tommy flips through the pages. He pauses on one of the pages covered in handwritten scrawl, inhales a stuttered breath at the words.
i saw you across a room. i saw you you in the dark. fathomed a world in which our atoms met underneath the same stars.
Tommy looks up at him for a moment, words lost in his throat before his focus is back on the book. He thumbs through a few more pages, lands on another one with handwritten words. Evan gulps as his eyes fall onto the page. It’s his handwriting, his words.
somewhere in between stars and galaxies you saw the forest from the trees and understood things I couldn’t even see
like twinkling lights in the midnight sky every time you laugh, that look in your eyes somehow you managed to take me by surprise
you’ve seen places I haven’t been and can soften the edges defined by darkness with the asteroids in your eyes
I tried to lose my demons in Jupiter’s hurricane but you stood right there telling me to fight for more
and you felt like Halle’s comet one in a million, don’t fit into anything but I’d tell you, you definitely fit here even if it’s just with me
and comets crash all the time that’s what you said one night they burn out in ash and lose their light but I told you, you’d never be out of sight
whether you’re in Jupiter’s hurricane or out on Saturn’s rings zooming through the night on Halle’s comet or sitting here talking to me
I can see the galaxies in your eyes and I promise, they’re not lost on me
“I um…I kept trying to figure out how-how to put it into words,” Evan stammers. “And nothing ever felt right. So I kinda started looking at other people’s, and writing things down.”
Tommy shakes his head, still wordless as he looks back and forth between Evan and the words on the page. He keeps opening and closing his mouth like he might have the words, only to lose them before they actually make it out.
He sets the book down after a moment and turns fully to face Evan, hands sliding up the blonde’s face before he pulls him in to an open-mouthed kiss, his tongue finding Evan’s instantly. Evan leans into him, hands roaming the expanse of Tommy’s chest until oxygen forces them to break apart.
Tommy inhales a few deep breaths, pressing his forehead into the younger man’s.
“The amount of thought, and attention put into that book,” Tommy rasps. He squeezes a fistful of Evan’s hair, lets out a long breath. “It’s more than anyone has ever taken the time to do.” He leans back then so that they can see each other clearly. “You don’t have to find perfect words, Evan. You already have them.”
40 notes
·
View notes
Text
Better Man - Chapter 5
A/N: here's chapter 5! taglist is being updated with every post, so lmk if you want to be added/removed. i'm looking to do updates every monday, so stay tuned :)
Pairing: Joel Miller x Fem!Reader
Summary: Listen to 'Better Man' by Taylor Swift; Stage 3 - bargaining (kind of)
Warnings: swearing, Joel
Word Count: 1.4K
Chapter 4 / Chapter 6
This is a journal entry.
MINORS DNI
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The stairs leading up to your bedroom had never felt so tiresome, but you were dragging yourself up by the time you reached the top.
That fight never should have happened. Carly never should’ve happened. Joel never should have happened. All you needed was the reassurance that you did the right thing, but who could you even go to?
You were sure that the people you’d come to call friends almost certainly knew about Joel, and none of them had told you.
You couldn’t talk to Tommy, that much was obvious. You thought about talking to Ellie, but even if she did know, this wasn’t her problem.
Was it only you? Were you truly the last person to know?
You sat down on the edge of your bed, staring at the wall in front of you. Your thoughts were running a mile a minute, all of them focused on Joel.
How could he have done this? There was nothing you could’ve done to stop him once he started, but wasn’t there something you could’ve done to prevent it?
Why weren’t you enough?
A tear dropped off the bottom of your chin, landing delicately on your hand.
You reached into your nightstand, pulling out the notebook you’d had for a few months. That journal was the only thing you felt truly comfortable sharing everything with after you found out about Joel.
You fished around for a pen, but came up empty. Walking past Ellie’s room, you peeked in, finding her gone.
You shook your head, assuming she had never come home in the first place, as you made your way downstairs.
Walking into the kitchen felt more painful than it should’ve - Joel’s coffee mug was on the counter, rings stained around the inside of it. The book he’d been reading left on the table, bookmarked to the page he'd left off on.
You walked past all of it and went to the junk drawer, grabbing a pen and heading into the living room.
You sat down on the couch, pulling your feet up underneath you, and started writing.
I know…
You paused.
What did you know?
I know that I’m probably better off on my own. Better off than loving a man who didn’t know what he had when he had it.
You wiped your face, willing your bottom lip to stop trembling.
You flipped back through the pages you’d already written in, rereading the words you’d spilled when you started to suspect Joel was cheating on you.
It was easy to see the permanent damage that he’d done to you. You weren’t sure you’d ever find love in the world after it ended, and you were certain you’d never find it again.
And then you flipped back even further, back to the hearts and doodles and the love you’d needed so badly to get out.
Why couldn’t you just forget when it was magic? When everything was okay?
There were so many thoughts swirling around in your mind, but you couldn’t bring yourself to put them on paper. Instead, you placed your journal on the coffee table and went back upstairs, heading straight to the bathroom.
You splashed some water on your face, hoping to rid yourself of the redness that occupied your cheeks.
“You know you had to do it.” You muttered.
God, why did it have to be like this? You used to be curled up in bed with Joel by this point, whispering sweet words to each other until you fell asleep.
Now, it was the middle of the night, and you were trying to convince yourself that the bravest thing you’ve ever done in this fucked up world was run.
From Joel and everything he signified now. From Tommy and the sympathy that could only go so far. From all of Jackson, and the inevitable stares that you were expecting.
You walked back into your bedroom, pulling back the covers and laying down.
“I just miss you.” You whispered into the dark. “But I just wish you were a better man.”
—---------
When you woke up, you found yourself reaching for his side of the bed, only to find it empty.
The events of last night came rushing back to you, and you couldn’t stop the tears that welled in your eyes.
You got out of bed, trudging down the hallway and back downstairs. You didn’t have the appetite for breakfast, but you suddenly found the inspiration to write.
Your journal felt heavier than it ever had before, and you knew it was the weight of the words you’d written last night. You couldn’t help but wonder how much heavier it’d feel in a few days, and if it would ever feel so light again.
I know that I’m probably better off all alone. I don’t need a man who can change his mind at any given minute.
And suddenly, the sadness you had felt just last night had morphed into anger.
And it was always on his terms! I waited on every word that came out of his mouth, hoping they’d turn sweet again… like they were in the beginning.
The jealousy that he had for you that you were never able to place popped into your mind.
He’d always been jealous of the love you were able to so freely give - he’d said so himself one night. He didn’t understand how you could love him so unconditionally, could love the world so openly.
Was that when he started talking down to you? When he realized that he’d never be good enough for you?
He talked to you like he knew you’d always be around, and maybe you would’ve. Maybe you would’ve stayed with him if he talked to you like that - pushing your love away like it was some kind of loaded gun.
But you couldn’t be the third person in your relationship. You should’ve been the first, and Joel just didn’t seem to get that.
And he never thought you’d run.
You looked out the window, seeing a crowd of people gathering in the middle of town. You stood up, trying to get a better view of what was happening.
All of a sudden, laughter sounded, loud enough that you could hear it inside your house.
Curiosity got the best of you, so you opened your door, walking out onto your porch.
You could finally see what everyone was crowded around - Joel.
“I’m shocked you survived!” Someone yelled.
“Yeah, looks like it did a number on you!”
You furrowed your brows, trying to figure out what they were talking about. Had he gone on a run this morning? Had an infected gotten too close?
Tommy walked around the crowd, eyes locked on you. You wanted to turn around and go back inside, locking the door behind you, but something kept you rooted in your spot.
“What’s going on?” You asked him once he was close enough to hear you.
Tommy shook his head, gesturing you to go back inside.
You were ready to protest, to tell him he had no right to step foot in your house, but he spoke before you could.
“Please. They don’t need to see this.”
You followed him inside, shutting the door behind you as Tommy turned to face you.
“What were they talking about?” You said, anxiety creeping into you.
Tommy hesitated before he answered.
“You.”
“Me?” You asked.
He nodded. “You, Joel… last night. Word got around pretty fast that he’d moved in with Carly and people came knocking.”
You felt nauseous. The town you lived in, the people you once called friends, were celebrating that Joel was finally free of you. And he was loving it.
Your knees buckled, but Tommy caught you before you could hit the floor, helping you walk over to the couch.
“This can’t be real.” You muttered, looking up at him.
His lips drew into a thin line. “I’m afraid it is.”
Your eyes closed, head tipping back to rest against the back of the couch.
If Joel was a better man, this wouldn’t be happening.
If Joel was a better man, you’d still be in love.
“Tommy?” You said.
“Yeah.” He responded.
“I know why I had to say goodbye to Joel like the back of my hand, but why couldn’t he just be a better man?”
Tommy’s jaw clenched, head swimming as he thought about what Joel had put you through, and how he hadn’t done anything to stop it.
“I don’t know.”
That was the last thing he said before he walked out of your house, gently closing the door behind him.
You weren’t sure how long you sat there on the couch, tears falling down your cheeks, before you picked your journal back up.
He would’ve been the one if he was a better man.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tell me your thoughts! Thank you for reading :)
Taglist:
@babwgomez
@waldorfjenn
@mishas-bride
@skysmiller
@ruthyalva96
@insanedreamer296
@immyowndefender
@callmecath1
@kikaaauu
@orcasoul
@hiddenbabynyc
@elliaze
@o-sacra-virgo-laudes-tibi
@ayamenimthiriel
@fictionallifestuff
@runningmom94
@honey-dip-24
#joel miller#pedro pascal#the last of us#tlou#joel miller x reader#x reader#tlou x reader#tommy miller#ellie williams#pedro pascal x reader#taylor swift title series#Spotify
70 notes
·
View notes
Text
Old journal pages Ft old watch that broke :’(
#journal#journal spread#journal page#junk journal#journal pages#journaling#journal addicted#physical journal#journal flip through#scrapbook journal#grunge journal
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
youtube
Flip through this 'Naughty or Nice' Christmas Junk Journal with me! ☆
A Christmas junk journal with a twist! 🎁 Flip through this handmade journal created for the 'Naughty or Nice' edition of the Winter Journal Challenge back in 2021 as we continue with my '5 years of festive flip throughs' series🎄I hope it gives you some fun Christmas junk journal ideas and inspiration ✨
#christmas journal#junk journal#flip through#journals#journaling#art journal#journal#creative journaling#winter journal challenge#winter journal#Youtube
0 notes
Note
Imagine how different the Sinnoh storyline would be if self aware Cyllene, Kamado, Volo and Cogita kept a journal and it was passed down until their descendents have it. I'd imagine Cyrus reading about cyllene's life and starts looking for the player rather than go through the extra steps of finding the lake trio, getting the red chain and summoning gods on a random mountain to make a wish. I can't imagine what Rowan would think of kamado's paranoid rantings about the main character and us (although i spent hours just feeding random wildlife).
Hdksjdkd imagine if like, some of them had pictures of the Hero saved and kept in those journals too. How the Hero fell from the sky, and claimed to be from a future where pokemon and humans work and live together.
How they talk about things, such a ‘tee-vees’, or ‘microwaves’.
Rowan finds the book when digging through some old stuff in his attic. He ends up flipping through it, and catching a picture that falls out of someone.
After some investigation, Rowan declares his ancestor must have been hit in the head to be obsessed with someone and so paranoid. Though he does pity the man for losing his village as a kid, he wonders if that event caused too much stress for the man.
He does find some ideas interesting though, and decides to look into Sinnoh’s history later.
Imagine his surprise when he later sees someone who looks like a carbon copy of the person in the journals, and how well they use a starter pokemon.
Rowan decides then and there is fate is real, he will do what he can and give this person a pokemon. Especially since they seem to get along so well with the partner they choose. They’ll definitely need the experience…
Meanwhile, in an alternate timeline, Cyrus finds the well kept journal of his ancestor Cyllene when collecting things from his family’s old home that was left behind after a move.
As much as he dislikes the memories, he remembered a few journals he saw as a kid he wanted to find. Thankfully, they were left behind as junk in the attic.
He flips through them, curious if he remembered correctly how bizarre they were. Stories of people falling from the sky, and time travel, to literal pokemon gods.
At first, it sounds like crazy talk. If it wasnt for the clear cur way his ancestor wrote her journal, he’d have waved it off.
Until things such as planes and cars are mentioned. Some of those things specifically not having existed yet in that period of time. His interest is piqued.
Were they not ramblings of someone who lost their mind to stress after all?
Cyrus then comes across photos delicately sewn into the pages to help preserve them. His ancestor sitting with someone.
That would seem normal, though his eyes widen just a fraction when he sees several legendary pokemon behind them in some photos, like they are having a picnic of some sort with a few other people.
The same person besides Cyllene pops up though, labeled with a name, how they are from the future.
Cyrus then takes note how this Hero mentions how they battled someone named Cynthia. A name he is well familiar with.
Packing the journal into a case he brought with him, he decides then and there to change the course of action.
He would hold off on finding Giratina. That would be a plan he’s keep on a back burning if things didn’t work out.
Instead, he decides to search for you.
61 notes
·
View notes