#jsut before CHRISTMAS TOO

[thankstothe]

MENTAL ILLNESS

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

🎃nightmare suit groovies~🎃

***Spoilers below the cut!! Please note: The R cards (Azul, Epel, Vil, Malleus) do not have new illustrations.***

OH MY GOD STOOOOP 😭 NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS CHARACTER CAMEOS IN THE GROOVIES??? ?? ?????? ??!???!? ?? ??? YOU MIGHT AS GFWELL WALK RIGHT UP TO ME AND IRiP MY FRIGIGN HEART OT RIGHT NOW

wWAHASL,ADFJHHDUPGFFI42T69O38QGPEGBIP;DGN;GDN;J J WORD SQUASHED U P IN THE AMYOR'S LITTLE CAR.. . . ....... . . . ... . . .. . ...... . . . OTL With the hair pushed back like that, teeth out, and eyes lidded, Jade almost looks like Floyd here. I THPOGU TI WOULDN'T BE sURIRPISED BY HIS SMIELS ANYMORE BUT I GUESS SI AWAS WRONG... This smile's very different than his unhinged/suspicious/evil ones and his pure ones, it's charming but more on the relaxed side. I also noticed the teeth are wider than usual (again, very Floyd-like), Jade's are narrower/smaller.

I like Trey's Groovy a ton! A lot more than I thought I would, actually. The blueish lighting and him looming over Sally's pot reminds me of his Club Wear card. ahdbasdlai There's also a slight sheen to his eyes, so Trey comes off like he's fascinated by her cooking and wants to learn more about Sally's techniques. He looks slightly shady too though, like some drug dealer inspecting the goods...

FHLBOQYW8QYFAFWI LRIDDLE'S RIDING IN THE CURSED CHILDREN'S BATHTUB... It's a little terrifying how hyperdetailed Lock, Shock, and Barrel's faces are and how they're all staring right at the camera. Riddle seems so calm, glancing at you over his shoulder with a little smirk. I usually don't use this adjective for him, but it makes Riddle feel cool! And since the image is shot from a slight worm's eye view angle, it gives him the illusion of being taller than he actually is--

Go figure, you slap the mad scientist character with the mad scientist of Halloween Town. Perfect pairing, honestly. I get very similar vibes between Idia and Dr. Finkelstein as I did with Trey and Sally; Idia is showing a real interest in the good (?) doctor's work and they appear to be deep in a discussion about it. The way Idia is bending over the table adgvkadsdval it kinda gives his body a more... triangular shape... that I just KNOW bro doesn't actually have. His face here seems more elegant than usual, almost Vil-like.

Thanks for the uncalled for viewing of the underside of your boot, Sebek 💀asjldboaysvyfevfeq I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS, he's trying so hard to come off as intimidating but I cannot see him as "the boss", even if he is posed like one. Give that jack 'o lantern some credit though, it sure is doing a fine job of supporting Sebek's big ol' beefy arm. Jack Skellington in the back is also sending me... Is he supposed to be intimidating??? That positioning just makes me think of someone leaning against a doorframe and trying to flirt by calling you their babygirl. GHBLIABFYIABFIAF ANYWAY I DON'T THINK THIS GROOVY WAS FOR ME

... wHAT THEFUCK. That was NOT what I expected of Jamil's Groovy. First was the weird pumpkin stroking, now bro's dancing with skeletons?????? IS THIS JUST WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'REEMOTIONALLY REPREssED YOUR ENTIRE LIFE... YOU POP OFF AND DO THE MOST OUT OF PocKET THINGS FOR FUNSIES?????? Jamil looks so smug as he's doing it too, it feels like he's shittalking you like a Mean Girl while he's busting a sick dance move. (Cameo: his toof) Jack in the background also looks the most sinister of all the SSRs. That combination of laughter and showing off his teeth... Unsettling.

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[pumpkinsy0]

Adding onto your curly and pony holiday hcs, I personally hc that pony would have a really hard time around the holidays without his parents so do you possibly have any hcs for how curly might help pony feel better about celebrating and helping him get through the holidays? Fun idea I had about this could also be darry and soda kinda chilling out about curly being around during the holidays because they see how much he's helping pony

ponyboy w seasonal depression??? awe yea i can work w this,,,

domestic papercut will be here as well they need to take a break sometimes and just chill

•pony tends to kinda distance himself without rlly knowing, its not that he doesnt want to hang out its just he feels bad when he does, bc he feels like something is missing

•and thats when curlys jolly ass steps in, hes like santa clause for pony but if santa was a broke black teenage kid w way too much time on his hands

•curlys favorite holiday is actually christmas i can feel it, right up there w halloween, so to have ponyboy sad on this fine holiday??? something MUST be done

•curly showed pony his ugly ass fucking christmas sweater he was wearing to make pony happy

•he did sneak through a window, BUT he did brink over some akasan (this cornmeal drink in haiti u can drink it warm it taste great i promise) AND it was somehow still warm, he knows how pony like warm drinks brah

•he also brought over pain mais (its like cornbread but made w banana, sugar, vanilla, milk, yada yada), pony liked it this one time and tim made some earlier so he brought some over

•they had a lil snack sesh, which pony needed SO bad bc he wouldnt eat a good chunk of the food tim was making before

•he actually also bought pony his own ugly christmas sweater but pony was NOT wearing that bs (he’s def wearing it later)

•after that happened, curly wanted to go out and just fuck around in the snow but pony wouldnt budge so curly went outside and was playing around in the snow (by playing around i mean throwing snow at literally any innocent passerby and at ponys window) to make pony laugh, also threw some at ponys window

•pony DID come outside, WHAT a happy day, and he jsut, laid in the snow, making snow angels

•curly just plopped down into the snow w him and curly just let pony talk about whatever he wanted, he looked like he needed it

• pony felt bad for even telling curly that he just felt down but curly said “shared happiness is double the happiness, shared sadness is half the sadness, or whatever that one nigga from ur book said idfk” curly ezekiel shepard everyone, our king

•while they were talking, darry and soda came home and saw them on the lawn and for the first time, they didnt say anything and just let them be bc pony was smiling for the first time in a while and thats all they wanted so papercut lives to see another day,,,for now,,,

•and yknow what???pony DID feel less upset today!! however he did feel like every singular one of his limbs were about to fall off bc they were so numb so they had to go inside

•they walked in, were surprised to see darry and sodabc they dudnt even know they came home and maybe it was that holiday spirit consuming them, but they made hot cocoa for everyone!! including curly!! what a happy day

[hannamoon143]

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Imma ask all😔✨

1. What song makes you feel better?

2. What is your go to comfort show?

3. Reading or writing? Why?

4. Whats your favorite feeling?

5. How do you like to take care of yourself?

6. What’s your favorite candle scent?

7. Who do you feel most like yourself around?

8. Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

9. Best childhood moment?

10. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

11. Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

12. What calms you down?

13. Bath or shower to relax?

14. Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

15. Comfort food ?

16. What’s something you want to create soon?

17. How do you feel best loved ?

18. What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

19. Have you ever written or received a love letter?

20. Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

21. Tea, Coffee or hot cocoa ?

22. Name of your favorite playlist?

23. Have you ever received flowers?

24. Who is your bestfriend ?

25. If your soul was a color, what would it be? 

26. If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

27. Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

28. What are you proudest of?

29. Arw you a kind person ?

30. What do your hobbies look like ?

I'm sorry it will take time for u to answer but I'm a curious person so 😔💕✨

Take your time <333

omg thats so cutei😭💕 let's start

secret secret by stray kids, and sweater weather <3

hmmm i'd say gilmore girls, and the drama "it's okay to not be okay"

i personally love both, i love reading cause i can escape reality,also if it's just for a few hours. i love writing cause i can express my feelings so naturally, other than with speaking😅

the feeling when i'm doing something that really makes me happy, and i can just forget everything else

hmm when i feel drained i like to take a long hot shower, and afterwards jsut go to bed and read a comfort book, or when i'm in public, i take my headphones and listen to music

ohhh i love vanilla candles

when i'm alone and with @darqlys

When i was with my that time best friend at night at a little hill, we were watching fireworks, and i thought everything would be perfect forever

hmm i'd say raw cookie dough, and the blanket i have for rlly long now

hmm tbh i can't really remember

soo i think in a way my headphones are my comfort item, cause music brings me a big comfort, but also my old plushies i'd say, and that may seem weird but i keep all letters i ever got, and to this day i still read letters from people who i now not even have contact with anymore, but sweet words from people who loved me once or love me are something that brings me comfort too.

music

shower

hmm i guess i'm excited for christmas

rice.it''s light, never made me feel sick or smth and its also not unhealthy so yea

i hope to create a work of writing that i will be really proud of, and can say that i'm really satisfied with

physical affection. i love love love hugs and stuff, but also loving and appreciating words make me feel really loved and worthy

hmm maybe when i was a child around the age of 6 or maybe in some years

actually i wrote one once, but i wrote it together with another girl and it was really embarassing, cause the guy never said anything about it except thank u so it was really weird after.but i love the memory of it😂

the memories with my old best friends,yes all of them. i was always myself, and there wasn't a day where we didn't have fun together.

hmm i love tea and coffee, but i think i'll go with tea.

it's just my favorites

no

@darqlys

hard question, it'd be navy blue ig

i would move to japan, korea, or somewhere scandinavian with @darqlys or alone

yes i lowkey like it, and yes i've grown some things before

my family for being so strong even through real shitty times, and @darqlys, i'm proud of u all the time

oh that's hard to say😅 idk how other people see me but i try to always be kind.

i mostly write, read, listen to music, and yea that's it, kinda boring ig

yes that's it ig💕

[hirokari]

Christmas tree rashes

wc: 1.5k words WOWOW | g: fluff, slight angst, more christmas!!!, bff2l, gn!reader | w: none! | a/n: i got... a little carried away... this is also for sunny's touch starved jeno loving ass

Your best friend lays in front of you, propped up on his elbows as he army-crawls his way to you. There's a scrap of wrapping paper stuck to his shoulder and you can't help but laugh as you brush it off his ugly Christmas sweater he'd insisted on buying just for the fact that he'd match with you (he bought yours too).

"Howdy, neighbor," He hums with a tight-lipped smile that's so wide, you imagine if you'd stretched his cheek right now, he'd turn putty like slime.

"Hi," You say back, letting you an amused breath through your nostril at the sight of the big, buff and feared Lee Jeno is struggling to fit under the Christmas tree with you--dd though you must admit it was quite the hassle to get yourself under there too.

It'd been a Christmas tradition since you were teens to sneak under the Christmas tree and trade gifts-- though, you can't objectively call it sneaking up to this point, because the loud clanking of ornaments would have announced your presence every time you'd rendezvous under the tree.

"Do we still seriously still have to do this? Can't we do this somewhere else, at least?" You can't help but complain. Jeno feigns offense, striking his hand to his chest as if he'd been shot in the heart. "N/N! You dare change the tradition of old ages?"

"Jeno, I get rashes because I'm down here."

"Yeah, okay, we'll move to the roof next year." Whispers Jeno, easily caving in to your arguments.

"Anyways," You hum, shimmying closer. "Merry Christmas, Lee." You pull out a gift neatly wrapped in newspaper (you'd ran out of wrapping paper last minute) and let out an audible chuckle when Jeno gasps, as if he hadn't seen his coming.

"For me? You shouldn't have," Jeno's slender but warm fingers brush against your own when you hand him the present. It ignites a little electric and you jump a little, the remnants of his humming through your fingers.

"Before you ask me to open this up," Prods Jeno at your arm. "Merry Christmas, sweets."

Now that was just foul play. Jeno knew that nickname is jsut cruel for him to call you, your face would always turn hot at the name.

Ignoring the pulsing of your chest, you take the boxed present from him gingerly, looking away in a bashful manner which elicits a soft chuckle from your best friend.

Wordlessly, you both begin to open your presents. You put effort into unwrapping your gift as neatly as you can to preserve the green glossy wrapping paper he'd chosen for you. Jeno, as much as it irked you, amusingly rips the newspaper off his gift with ease.

"Dude... you did not just get me like three different things." Says Jeno, exasperated. "Four things, Lee." You say with a little pride blooming in your chest, a smile spreading across your face as you watch him pick up the polaroid camera you'd specially picked out for him in awe.

"Would you hurry up?" Laughs Jeno, urging you to rip your gist open. "What? No! Do you see how nice this wrapping paper is? Plus, it's from you."

The tips of Jeno's lips twitch up in a small shy smile, but you fail to notice it, engrossing your entire attention to carefully picking at each piece of tape like it's artwork.

Jeno decides to pick up the polaroid and films you'd gotten him and take pictures of his surroundings. It starts with a picture of the box filled with the jewelry and films and scarf you'd gotten him (you actually crocheted the scarf yourself, but Jeno seems to deny that when he sees the quality of it) that sits on his lap. Then he snaps a picture of the tree, its ornaments shining at the flash. Turning his attention to you, he positions the camera to snap a picture of you.

Admiring your pretty expression as you open your gift with a small smile, Jeno snaps a picture of the moment with a mutual smile. "Stop," You laugh. "I'm trying to read this letter."

Jeno laughs in return, picking up the scarf you'd made him and wrapping it around his neck, the stray strands of yarn tickling his chin and bottom lip, but he doesn't mind it.

You watch him momentarily, a little heat returning to your cheeks when you return your attention to the specially curated letter Jeno had written you.

To my sweets.

You grin.

I wouldn't have been able to survive this rollercoaster of a year without you, my best friend. Sometimes I like to call you my soulmate, but I could never dare do it out loud. The thought of it is nice, though, isn't it?

To be stuck to your side for eternity because that's what the universe had decided for us as soulmates. We'd meet over and over again in each passing life. I'm pretty sure we get married as aliens in another lifetime.

It's a shame that isn't this one, though. As much as my feelings for you are growing by the years, so is the fear of losing you as my best friend.

Your smile gradually drops.

I want to say that I love you, but it's so much more than that. I don't just love you, I'm so madly in love with you. Sometimes I'm so in love with you that I can't help but go crazy. My whole body burns with this desire to be with you all the time and flames like these can't just burn out, as much as I want them to.

Am I obsessive? I swear to god I'm being so creepy. It's not normal for someone to feel this way towards their own freaking best friend, is it?

Jeno had noticed the lack of noise you'd made and incredulously turns to you. The color from his face drains as he processes your expression. Solemn and unsure. It was never your best suit.

"Holy shit," Jeno mumbles, rushing towards you. Reaching for the slightly crumpled paper in your hands, he attempts to swat it out of your grip, but you pull back.

"Jen, let me read this-"

"No, please, N/N," He lets out a whine, fishing the letter from your hands. At the lack of reaction, a rush of fear washes of him like a cold winter breeze that bites at your skin.

"You shouldn't have seen this," Says Jeno weakly.

"Jeno, it's fine. In fact-"

"No, you don't have to act like everything's fine, Y/N. I-I should have never written this letter. You are under no obligation to do anything or say anything just because of my feelings towards you."

"Jeno,"

"I don't want to pressure you into being with me, or frankly being my friend. I may have as well ruined this bond we have because of my stupid feelings for you and it's just, so, so, incredibly stupid of me."

"Lee Jeno."

"I could have just kept it to myself instead of needing an outlet to let this all out in hopes that-that you maybe, possibly, in some ridiculous universe would love me back-"

Lee Jeno is stubborn. He's blinded by his emotions when he reacts strongly and you've known that for years. His perception of the world and others' reactions are warped and manipulated by the utter fear of losing what he holds dear to him most.

You seem to know the only remedy to this, though.

Your lips are planted against his feverishly in hopes that he'd calm down. Jeno freezes. The idea of kissing you, his best friend whom he's been in love with for years, had always crossed his mind. But doing the action himself-- or at least, experiencing it-- was... ethereal.

Growing nervous at Jeno's lack of response, you elect to pull away. Jeno is quick to pull you back flush against him, pouring his emotions into another messy kiss he gives back.

The stray hairs he'd fisted earlier during his rant tickles your forehead and the arch of your brows, and you can't help but laugh a little against his mouth.

Your best friend unlatches his lips from yours, but is quick to his hid face into the blade of your collarbone, groaning a little.

"What are you whining for?" You laugh.

"I like you. A lot. Like, a lot a lot."

"Oh yeah? It seemed in that letter though that you were so madly in love with me."

"Oh my god," Splutters Jeno, pinching at your sides. "Do not remind me of that stupid letter."

"It's not stupid, stupid. Now I have to write a letter about how obsessed I am of you."

Jeno, with a small shine in his eyes, looks up at you, "You're obsessed with me?" To which you laugh almost too hard at, hands cupping his red cheeks. "Would you have kissed someone you're not obsessed with, Jen?"

"I guess not, no. I did nearly kiss Haechan accidentally that one time, though,"

"And I was livid at that. I almost thought stupid Lee Donghyuck would've been your first kiss instead of me." You can't help but grumble as you squish his cheeks together. He beams, his eyes smiling along with his lips when you nip at the tip of his nose.

"I'm waiting on that letter."

"You're due to receive it next Christmas."

"That is way too long. Don't torture me like that,"

"That's what you get for all these rashes."

© hirokari, 2022

[sunlightandsuffering]

Lys, what's the deal with frat boy Eren and feminist Mikasa's past? I know they met at least in high school and are neighbors, that their friendship took a turn for the worse. Did Eren take Mikasa's virginity in high school or college?

omgomg, okay this is getting added to my drabble doc lol, so don't be alarmed if I copy and paste this and ur ask appears again on another post lol!!! But honestly I think I have to figure them out, I really like them being like chilhood friends first, like it jsut adds a fun extra layer to their dynamic! Bc they can drive back home from school together and u have their moms conspiring to get them together and Mikasa is like I HATE HIM!! And u know they do Christmas Eve together and shit lmfaoooo and it causes MUCH chaos !!! BUT i think i wrote a drabble that sort of explains it already, don't know where it went tho lmfao.

But basically, at some point in high school, Mikasa goes Feminist Ultra TM and it becomes part of her personality, and Eren is all for it at first. AND THEN, it begins bc men are awful and Eren is like hOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COMPETE WITH THIS!?!?!? Bc all of Mikasa's friends start getting boyfriends and as occurs in high school relationships, drama ensues and jealousy and it all just poisons Mikasa against men further. And there is Eren, her best friend, 'only man she trusts' AND HE'S BASICALLY BEEN COCK BLOCKED MY FEMINISM!!! She's like I'm never dating, ew men. And Eren is sitting there like 😦😧🧍🏻 I AM A MAN??? I found the drabble tho i'll paste it at the bottom and u can sort of see what I'm going for? Idk if it makes sense tho lol!! Essentially tho, Eren is kind of hopeless bc Mikasa is always hating on men, and he's like a little kid, any attention is good attention, even if it's bad. And so he become MENINIST EREN !! Just bc it gets a rise out of her, and at the very least, she's looking at him now as more than just her wholesome best friend who doesn't count as a man lmfao.

As for the virginity part, as much as I'd love for it to be in high school and have them like have a more solid history, I think it happens in college purely bc that's just where their relationship really sparks ! But idk i gotta get my thoughts together before I write a HARDCORE drabble for them, this was just me spitballing i think

It’s not that Eren hates women. He doesn’t, he really doesn’t, he actually loves women, adores them. 

Mikasa, his childhood best friend turned enemy, well she just brings it out in him. 

He loves watching her get riled up, the fire in those beautiful silvery eyes of hers, it was intoxicating. Fighting became foreplay, and before he knew it, he was a glorified meninist, whatever the fuck that is. 

He can still remember the day it started, the tenth grade probably, Mikasa merrily stomping into class, armed with new knowledge: the wage gap, benevolent sexism, implicit gender bias. And Eren had watched, with horrified eyes as his tender spark of romance with the world’s most beautiful girl, the love of his life was crushed, lit aflame right in front of him… by fucking feminism of all things. Because how was he supposed to compete with a concept, even attempt a relationship when there were limitless facts about how awful men were? How was he supposed to compete with the faults of mankind? Thus, Mikasa didn’t date, she was waiting for a boy so perfect, that he could combat sexism itself, a feminist ally she said. 

Newsflash, they didn’t really exist, at least not in Eren’s experience, and thus, Eren became the very antithesis of everything she represented. And well, here they are. 

He’d been intrigued the first time it happened, an accident at a frat party when she was too drunk to remember much of anything at all. They’d made out a little before snuggling in his bed and Eren had slept contently for the first time in years.

He’d woken up the following morning to a scowl on her face and a hand on his dick, demanding he teach her what all the fuss was about. They’ve been enemies with benefits ever since. 

And Eren finds that despite their rabid dislike of one another, that he quite enjoys their new dynamic.

[moonstruckme]

hi lovely! a huge huge huge congratulations on 8k!?!? you honestly deserve so much more considering like the astronomical levels of comfort you bring to all 8k of us!?!? (forever grateful for you 💌)

could i request mistletoe w/ the marauders please? so excited about this because i have so many holiday traditions!! (already apologizing bc i'm gonna ramble so hard 😭)

family tradition is going shopping for our gifts together (like a secret santa but the real challenge is Sneakiness™ because its at the same stores 😻💀)

weirdest one is that i always go on a manic house cleaning spree the week before christmas? (silly but i used to do it for santa and never grew out of the habit 😭)

oo! always, always, always rewatching the same holiday movies (+ crying at home alone. like every year. i cant even explain this one help) personally always advocating for the old vintage ones (but also like animated classics bc you cannot go wrong with those)

OO! sorry last random cliched things: christmas cookies, matching pajamas, driving around to see christmas lights, caroling and while i'm here basically confessing, i still leave milk and cookies out for santa... and an apple... for the reindeer.... i'll see myself out...)

honestly, i just grabbed the chance to be excited abt christmas traditions 🙏🏼 huge poly!marauders person btw so feel free to just go with any vibes you get if this is too much for jsut one? absolutely no pressure to analyze this mess btw !! if you wanna skip just consider it me spreading the holiday cheer 🎄🎅🏼 speaking of?! there's only 34 days till christmas!! i hope you have an amazing holiday season and its filled with love and joy and everything you could wish for 💖‼️

Thank you lovely, that's very sweet of you! Lots of these just scream James Potter to me because they're so wholesome and family-oriented, but I also think Sirius would love to participate in the sneaky secret santa shopping. He loves gift giving but he also loves having a cheeky secret and having to be covert about exciting things--and so does James, so I think they'd both love to do this with you! Also James would think it's adorable that you leave out food and Sirius would make fun but would wait until early the next morning to sneak out and eat them (because what does he know about muggle santa? maybe the guy is real and he wouldn't want to mess up your lure). Thank you for the holiday wishes angel, I hoe you have an amazing holiday season as well!!

[propertyofkylar]

Oli... Oli... Oli... Time!

+ His reaction to his Darling proposing to him

+ What if his Darling was aware of all the creepy/nasty stuff he does but they don't care? Like let's say Darling notices the red light on their computer camera, and they go like "Oli, I told you not to do that stuff. No pussy/dick for you tonight." All nonchalant. Not impressed in the slightest.

+ Oli's reaction to a Darling that loves to tease him? Doesn't need to be sexual. Maybe cute stuff like running up to him and petting his head and then running away

+ Oli's reaction to receiving a handmade gift, like a handknit scarf and a hat. Would he wear it or keep it hidden like the most precious treasure?

+ How would Oli cheer up his significant other? What if they weren't together, but he was still their stalker?

+ Would he prefer to be the small spoon or the big spoon?

+ Does he have any insecurities?

+ Would you consider him as someone who is deeply sensitive? We know that he's easy to cry and stuff when it comes to his Darling. But what about everyday life?

+ What are his preferences in games/movies?

+ Is he scared of blood? Or uncomfortable?

+ What kind of music would he listen to? Lo-fi, Piano? Or emo/scene music?

And that's all I can think of... For now. Merry Christmas 🎄🎁💜

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lots of oli qs ! gonna put them under the cut!!

his darling proposing to him?? he cries. probably faints. it is everything he has ever wanted in his life

if his darling was aware of his creepiness and didn’t care oli would be conflicted. because it’s like, yay, you accept him and care about him no matter what!! but on the other hand, he gets off on being nasty. so it might not be as fun for him. but it wouldn’t deter him in the slightest lol *he goes to jerk off alone sadly*

oh man. a darling that teases oli would be so perfect. it would fit him so well. he’s insanely easy to tease. it would make him nervous (in a cute way) and he would blush so much. it makes him so happy!!

he would LOVE handmade gifts. of course any gift from you is perfect. but you took the time to make him something?? that’s so special!! he would wear it proudly! or do insanely nasty things to it. or both. he’s like that.

to cheer up his partner if they were sad, oli would do something very specific. if you like to be comforted, he would put on your favorite movie, get your favorite snacks and snuggle up with you. if you like to be alone when you’re sad he would make sure your bed was nice and cozy and leave you to be (but he would still watch from afar, he’s still a yandere) if you weren’t together though he would send care packages and notes “from a secret admirer” and still would keep his eyes on you from afar

bro please let oli be the little spoon…boy jsut wants to be held and loved…

he has a lot of insecurities! i’ve mentioned before that oli is fairly self-aware about how weird and creepy he is, and it has naturally resulted in him frequently being shunned/an outcast. that’s why he takes such a special interest in his darling: they’re one of the few people who have been kind to him, so he falls in love instantly. he has a really bad inferiority complex

he is a very sensitive person. he often gets upset at work and such when getting scolded by his boss or something similar. this makes him usually keep to himself - he is easy to upset

oli is a romantic. he looooves romance movies. in terms of games he likes rpgs. he also has made the two of you in the sims. you have five children.

blood does kinda squick him out, but he can handle it if need be. if he ever finds himself needing to “take care” of someone who wronged you…he’s a big boy and can figure it out. he would prefer to hire people to do that but that’s not always possible, guy doesn’t wanna get too suspicious

i never thought of what music oli would like! i think he mainly listens to instrumentals…they relax him!

thanks for your qs as always!! im so glad you like oli so much!!!

[moonchildstyles]

I’m in such a festive mood and am finally done moving and done with the most stressful last two weeks so I can send you all the thoughts I’ve been thinking recently:))) I’m just picturing vamp h being incredible at ice skating… like I can just see him and petal watching some holiday movie set in New York or something and they show Rockefeller center or one of those outdoor skating rinks and petal just happy sighs and says how romantic she thinks it is and h is immediately 🤔 thinking… and I feel like he would book them a trip there just for a weekend because she seemed so excited about it:( but he’s constantly badgering her with making sure she has enough layers in and always asking if she’s warm enough:( and they’re walking around a cute little Christmas market and it’s so crowded with tourists and h is not thrilled but she’s so happy, so he keeps quiet about his dislike for all the humans:( and they get to the skating rink and she’s so clumsy and ungraceful and h is gliding around with seemingly no effort so he’s trying to teach her but eventually is just skating backwards and pulling her along:) or she’s in front of him and he’s got his arms around her waist and is kind of propelling them both forward:) and getting hot chocolate and watching it snow together:)))) 🐢 vamp h is my seasonal bestie I feel like every time the seasons change he pops up in my brain wondering what he’s up to:)

omg bestie wait :(((( hes DEF very good at that just because hes very....like hes just a graceful person in his body just bc hes been around for so long and everything so even if he's never ice skated before or hadn't done it in a really long while but hes still just so good at it w his reflexes and everything so its not very hard for him but her just being a little clumsy and having a hard time staying on her feet:( AND THE IDEA:(((((( of him skating backwards and holding her hands to keep her going w him and he just never bumps into anyone and he gets to hold her hands and talk to her and keep her not so nervous:( OR HOLDING HER FROM BEHIND:((((((( AND SKATING FOR BOTH OF THEM:((((((( EVEN IF SHE GETS A LITTLE CLUMSY AND PULLS THE BOTH OF THEM DOWN HE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT HE CUSHIONS HER FALL SO SHE DOESN'T GET HURT:(((((((((( and checking out little christmas spots and being around a whole bunch of tourists he would HATE it so much like def grumpy face and he'd wear his sunglasses even if it was dark out jsut bc he knows his petal doesn't like it when he has his angry face on for strangers so he tries to hide it behind his sunglasses but hes really so grumpy that so many people are touching him and it doesn't smell right w so many ppl and not her like I think it would bother him the most that they wouldn't smell Right when they leave like they would need to spend time with one another after to make sure she still smelled like jsut her and not all those strangers :( but ofc he makes sure he's like sheidlign her from everything so no one bumps into her or gets too close:( im jsut so soft for him rn omg :(

[cicidraws]

iam feeling too many things at once from how fearful i am and how im gonna be during day before christmas eve, christmas, and even up to a couple weeks from now with just this waiting survival game to see if anyones gotten stomach sick to feel safer again

im terrified and idont wanna eat i dont wanna be awake im so tired and my head hurts so bad ebcause of the anxiety raising my blood pressure so horrifically high, i cant handle myself right now. theres no escape for me. i just wanna disappear for even a month. just a small amoutn of time somewhere away from everyone and everything. i cant do this im so tired

i feel like sucha pain in the ass all the time i jsut wanna feel okay enug to focus on other things not this being my whole life, im so tired of havin this brain and body

[belabellissima]

HO HO HO!

First of all, spiders are scary!! I personally think you're very brave for not burning down your whole car. I would have just given it to the spider and walked home 😭

And happy December 1st!! I'm very excited to share with you the story that I've been working on! It's shaping out to be a bit of a long one, so I don't think I'll have all of the chapters finished before christmas, but I'm excited to have a few ready to share!!

Here's a little snippet:

Rhys leaned closer and whispered, “That makes our debt uneven, love. I may seek payment for it one day.”

A shiver crept down her spine, though she couldn’t determine if it was from the threat of the words or the sultry promise in his voice. Feyre curled her hand around the strap of her satchel, fingers tightening over the worn leather like she didn’t trust he wouldn’t try to snatch it from her. “I have to go,” she said, her tongue feeling thick. From the cold, she reasoned.

He waved a hand over her shoulder, smirking at whatever caught his eye. “I wish you luck, then.” 

THANK YOU I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE😫 I did almost jsut get out of the car a few times but then i thought i'd be hit be another one passing by so I didn't😂

Happy December to you too!!! I’ve hoarded this for a few days so it’s no longer the first but still😅

I’m so excited to read the fic ngl seeing the snippet made me so excited, I’ve reread it so many times trying to find and piece together clues that I’m like

Where are they? Is this the first meeting? What is he wishing her luck in?? Idk but he’s being mean and sexy and I am going feral over it!!!! 😩😩😍

And please don’t worry about it not being fully done, I’m in the same boat😅 I’d rather you take care of yourself first💗

[flanarchy]

dropped off my little sister at the airport for college today, surreal when she leaves before me, so now i really gotta find somewhere to be and out of this house. my mom won me this year long national parks pass this year and i only have half a year left and i really wanna use it but all the ones with a price that makes having a free one worth it are so far from me :( AR is within good driving distance of me and has beautiful nature so maybe i’ll road trip there for a couple days but my parents are so weird about me sleeping in a motel alone…i’m 21 but this situation is that it’s better to just not stress them out, so anything they know about has to be careful. i want to visit my one friend there and she hasn’t picked up the phone in weeks. i’d also have to borrow one of the ‘rents’ cars, and my mom’s is old and gasping for breath. or i could fly up to college early and try to get around up there and see some sights i jsut don’t have too many friends up there but i’m resigned to this being by myself anyway. (my tts friends im not super close to and haven’t seen since then and it would be fun if i could find them but they’re all like. off the grid. guess that’s what happens when you study abroad together for months without a phone…ya don’t need one anymore. also so few of us got along lol). just would have to figure out transportation. apparently you CAN rent a car if you’re under 25 they just charge you at least $25 extra a day 😭😭 i am also open to camping somewhere if i stay down in this area but i don’t have a tent so i’d have to find one i could borrow and so few people here are outdoorsy. hm. but i do have a new high quality winter blanket with a national park design courtesy of christmas present :) just texted a friend who’s all over the place so maybe she’ll host me wherever she’s at. ramble ramble ramble i just neeeeeed to travel and it’s so hard what happened to the days where you had buddies who would hop in a van or bus with you and figure it out when you got there. anyway will maybe be continuing to search through the people who love me enough to host me even if i haven’t seen them in years and places that are cheap enough to drive or fly to

[mardoufox21111]

gosh i am mentally exhausted. d is on a bender today to be a freak. not against me per se but she lost it at t because he walked out of the room while she was talking not in a bad way he jsut moved out of her way. shes a fucking weirdo thats for sure. i wish i could move out. my life is so depressing when i think about it logically. i feel bad for myself. if i could move out i know i would feel better. just having 24hours without her was enough for my mind to reset, i came up with a good script idea. my body felt better but now i am tense, scared and agitated occasionally. i just wish i could have a normal parent. im tired of feeling like this. really tired. i wish i could come home to a normal christmas. every year its the same, she puts on the show to be a real bitch. im glad she wont be here until 3pm that day it give us time to relax a little before the carnage. then shes home for 2 days and back at work... thankful for that. if i won lotto i think i would just leave really. i just cant handle it any more its all too much for me. obviously i handle it... and do so well haha but i just wish i didnt have to deal with this. the person id be if i could be me is insane. it doesnt help that i look the way that i do making me even more self conscious then she lays into me and i just feel even worse. i dont know what i want in life anymore. i want to be a successful screenwriter but then i realise that is extremely difficult. i want to be that but i realise i cant be that until i get out of here and it seems like getting out of here will never happen. at least my contract was extended i guess which gives me 900 a week for another 5 months. so 21k when adding that to what i have its still not enough for me to realistically get out and survive i guess. i know normal people dont have that much but im not a normal person i need to make sure once i go i dont EVER need to come back. gotta go but ugh

[legobatjoker]

ITS ONE THIRTY !!!! um i rly have to go to sleep like rn so um !! im v sorry for not having answered ur ask from yesterday ik tht become like a pattern with me this week but im going to try not to let it continue life is just very. fdhdfhdfhg with this stuff but i did read it nd rly appreciate it nd also rly quickly before i go to sleep wanna say that i love you so so muchh i really do my dearest !!! like it really really was just so so lovely to call i think like !!! getting to talk w you and hear your voice and your laugh nd chat together really was soso lovely as was watching muppet christmas carol it realy was just such a lovely highlight of my day esp after such a hard week to talk with you and spend time together just like knowing you is such a highlight of my life my dearest !!!! you really are such a wonderful friend whose so thoughtful and sweet and kind and understanding to me and just such an amazing person to know and presence within my life and you really do just fill it with so so much love and light and joy and it rly does jsut mean soso much to me to have you by my side and i hope you know that you mean everything to me and i really do love you soso very much :'] i hope your days been goo and that you sleep so well tonight dearest, ilusm <3 ❣💗🍓🦋🐞🥭💞🌼💗🌸🍰💞✨✨

DONT WORRY AT ALL ABT UNANSWERED ASKS i totally get life being a lot and not being able to so like even if u cant answer asks for a while its okay im just glad u can appreciate them and stuff and rhat is always what they r for!!! so dont worry at all and yah omg calling really was so lovely and im so glad u thought so too and yah you are jsut suchhhhh a wonderful friend and person in my life and world as well and i am sooo glad i can be the same to you;;:!!! i love youuuuu gnightt💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕🫶🏻💕💕

[soapbur]

my laptop fan is so loud i think this thing might take off if my hands werent on the keyboard. anyone jsutdownloaded 2 gbs of videos to watch once the wifi gets turned off how are you guys

[indierockrr]

The hospital gave me a dead heart

Saxon had had trouble with his heart his whole life. Nothing too serious when he was younger. He jsut couldn’t play a lot of gym class or sports. Which...was fine. He hated gym class anyways. But as he’d gotten older, it’d gotten a little worse, and he’d found himself constantly tired, like he could nap for 40 years and still be exhausted. He’d tried to take up chill hobbies, but it was hard. When he was in high school, he’d started skateboarding. Mostly just cruising, but it was better than jsut walking everywhere, or driving. 

He’d started his band after graduation with a few friends, and they’d blown up on the underground scene. They were a pretty well known indie band. And Saxon, by himself, had collaborated on a few songs with other artists, which had really been what pushed them up. They’d gotten more and more popular, and in between band releases, Saxon would release a couple songs on youtube, and had even released some solo albums. But their last tour had done a real number on him. Their last show, he’d had a cardiac episode and left the show in an ambulance. They’d tried a sort of therapy that was supposed to help, but it hadn’t. He’d spent enough time in and out of the hospital over the years that he knew some of the nurses well enough to be on a Christmas card list. He’d been admitted this time for something a bit better. He was getting a pacemaker put in to help him beat right. So he went into his room, changing into the hospital gown. He had to be under observation for a little while before the surgery, since his heart had started acting up again.