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I feel like the relationship between Niran and Satya is the kind that lingers in a weird state between normal and platonic and something a little more than that but never breaches into romantic territory? Like, the kind of friendship where you'd almost have a crush on them but never act on it because you know it wouldn't work/don't necessarily desire a romantic relationship with them. One of those confusing vaguely platonic ones that you just can't explain. Like. "I don't want to be their partner, but I enjoy the idea of some form of intimacy between us, but I don't want us to treat eachother as lovers, but I frequently find myself wondering what a relationship with them would be like, but I wouldn't want to date them given the chance, but..." yknow. Idk if I can make this make sense for anyone that hasn't experienced this kind of thing before, but those of U who get it will get it I hope. I will probably talk a bit about my annoyance with Symmweaver on this blog but like I don't NECESSARILY have anything against it? I just think my hc is fun and cute. And when I imagine them together I don't really know how I feel, like, I don't think they'd be bad for eachother I guess but just 2 me I feel like they have the kind of friendship that theyd value so much they wouldn't want it to change by being involved like that. Idk, maybe they tried once and things didn't work out, whatever you'd liek to imagine, i'm still not totally sure yet, I still have a lot I need to write down and map out and consider about both of their characters, but I at least know that Niran probably wouldn't be torn to bits by a love he can never truly have. I think he'd be content if he realized he could never be with her like that. Maybe it'd hurt at first, but when he thinks about the time he spent with her at the academy, he doesn't really see himself being able to settle down with her anyways. After he's on the run, the thought of a domestic life with ANYONE seems like a long gone dream, anyways. I think his perspective would be that spending the rest of his life in a single place with a single person just sounded... limiting. He could never imagine locking in his life that early like that. I was really spurred onto this hc after hearing "Darling, I" off of Chromakopia, just the way that kind of feeling was expressed in the song feels perfect for what I'm sort of projecting onto Niran. Hopefully my ideas all make sense, I really feel like an outlier here so I'm worried I'm just bad at analyzing these things... and I purposefully didnt use the term just because I felt like it may make things confusing but uyes, essentially I like to think Satya and Niran would have some sort of queerplatonic thing going on, if that helps make it make any more sense. I do not think they would describe it that way at all though, honestly I dont think theyd ever even address it directly, I think it might just sort of linger between them but never have the chance to before Niran left. And who's to say they'll ever have that same friendship again. That makes him really upset to think about, but he's always been good at putting on a mask and pushing down tough emotions, so he'll be fine for now until it hits him again. And it did, after reuniting in rebuilding ruins. Um imm getting gkinda sleepy i run out of thouights enjoy everyoune

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i cant believe i got this url omg um hi everyone... i made this blog on a whim becauyse I realized I really just do not like a lot of the lw stuff on tumblr and I'd like to contribute my own stuff to the pile since I don't see stuff liek it posted a lot... I want to really look at his character and think sooo deeply. Also it is just so fun & I wanna work on my writing/analysis skills so yas.

This is just a sideblog, idk if I'll share my main but all u have 2 know abt me is that I am not comfortable with adult/nsfw content and if ur blog consists of it then please do not follow, thank uuu... I'll still probably discuss mature themes tho, I just don't want any sexual material on my page or being shown 2 me. Thx 4 understanding...

Also I am personally not a fan of symmweaver so U should follow one of the other one gajillion symmweaver blogs around here. In fact I probably will not be discussing Niran in ships like at all except for a few sparse posts maybe but I would rather look at him individually instead of only in the context of his relationships with others. I wont be like.... hateposting abiut any particular ships tho so dont worry lala.

WAHTEVER THE CASE i hope my blog brings some of u joy... I love lifeweaver so much

here r some lw stamps I made, feel free 2 credit but use them as freely as youd like... spread the Love everyonee