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[daisybell17]

Fourth if July — Loki [song fic] {PART 4}

(warning: death ‼️)

Now, where am I?

What Loki did not expect from that day was the dawning realisation of his…true nature. After leaving your grave, he quickly made his way back to Asgard for Thor’s coronation as King of Asgard. It was quite a marvellous day for his brother, and even if some pangs of jealousy lingered in Loki’s heart in his desire to be king, he managed to keep a straight face. In fact he was happier than he expected to be.

The coronation was beautiful. The throne room of Asgard was decorated in all different kinds of designs. It truly was a big day for Thor…which was then immediately ruined due to an unforeseen attack to the palace.

Thor had pinpointed who was responsible for the attack and Loki being the supportive brother he is decided to help Thor with his stupid idea of taking down the Joutun’s. Loki thought it was ridiculous but Thor always gets his way with him.

What he didn’t expect from this journey was for his skin to not freeze up, but instead showcase his true nature…”What in the gods..?” Loki stared at the splotch of blue skin that covered his arm from the touch of a Frost Giant guard. This makes no sense, this isn’t right.

They all returned to Asgard, escaping with minor injuries. Thor was immediately sent to Odin while Loki locked himself away in his chambers, left with his wandering mind and life altering realisations…who was he? Truly and honestly…who is he?

My fading supply

With no one to turn to, Loki had found himself back at your grave “My love…I’m sorry I haven’t visited in awhile…things have…been weird to say the least” He huffed out as his head fell in exhausted defeat.

He walked closer to your gravestone and sat down across. Loki was clearly frustrated, lost, alone…His willingness to keep going, to find purpose again, to find life was all put to a halt once you passed…

This whole Frost Giant revelation has only added onto the stress coursing through his soul. Why was he lied to? Why had no one told him a thing? Did you know? Is that even possible?

“My Love I…I can confidently tell you that life has started shining again…even if you aren’t with me…but I just found something out a couple weeks back and I don’t know to whom to speak about this matter…except you…”

His eyes started welling up with tears, not of sadness, but of anger, of confusion, of betrayal. “I really wish you were here right now…I really wish I could hear your voice again my love because in all honesty, I have no idea where to even begin with this issue and it’s making me hate myself even more…I am the monster my own father warned me about and it hurts…it hurts…”

He fiddled with his fingers and twirled his hair while lost in thought. He thought about you, his life, his place in the universe. Everything.

Loki stayed by your grave the whole day, crying and pleading for you to be with him, just this once? maybe? please? please?

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(a/n): hello! yup its been awhile since i updated on this series but life has been busy (+ exam szn) and i wanted to put other fics out there but enjoy part 4!

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(a/n): UPDATE — officially i’ve decided to end the series here. I think the story is slowly reeling into Loki’s story already portrayed in the MCU, but if you want some sort of closure to this. No. Loki does not actually reunite with you, your stories end here. The same way he can’t be with Mobius at the end of Loki season 2, he cannot be with you.

Thanks for all the support on the series!

TAGS: @ladychota @scoliobean

[fallbabylon]

Jorvik Viking festival finale- York, UK

[darknight3904]

Library Talks

Masterlist / Main Masterlist

Asgard 2011 

Loki couldn't tell what Astri was thinking as the week flew by. He was kept busy with different kingly duties, primarily meetings and at one point he imparted his blessing on a noble family's newest child. His free time was divided between Astri and his mother. Frigga had only left Odin's side to bathe and change her clothes while Astri was spending most of her time as far away from the throne room as possible. He could tell she was uncomfortable talking to him whenever he was on the throne so they hadn't seen each other since their moment in the weapons vault.

He had spent much of his time today plotting. He wanted to be rid of Odin permanently. Thor was already out of the picture. Loki had visited him once on Earth and given him the news that their father had "passed". Thor's face indicated that he was distraught but, Loki only saw the emotion show when he lied about their mother's feelings towards Thor. His next step to being on the throne was rather simple. Laufey had agreed to kill Odin, of course, he had he hated the old man as much as Loki did. Now, all Loki had to do was follow all the way through with his plan, and Joutunheim and his true parentage would be gone for good. Then, he could truly be worthy. That was truly what he wanted. He wanted to feel less alone and more worthwhile. Most of all, he wanted to be someone Astri could be proud of growing up with. Tomorrow his plans would be set in motion and when they finished he'd finally be Thor's equal, someone worthy of his station in life. 

He had initially sworn he wouldn't visit Astri until after he was someone she'd be proud of but after his final council meeting his legs carried him to her. From his spot in the doorway of the library, she could see her. Her long hair was free-flowing and shone as the sun streamed into the room. He smiled when her nose scrunched slightly, the book on the desk in front of her the cause. 

   "What are you reading?" He asked taking the seat beside her 

   "Some of the the Kree's history. It's rather violent." Astri said shutting the book.  

Loki nodded slowly. Maybe coming here wasn't a good idea. Astri didn't seem exactly thrilled to see him in fact, she seemed rather tired and maybe a bit stressed.

   "How was ruling Asgard today?" She asked

   "It was fine. It would have been better if you had eaten lunch with me the way you normally do." He said 

   "I was busy," Astri mumbled 

   "With what? Reading your life away in this stuffy room?" He questioned, angered by her response 

   "Why does it even matter to you what I do with my time? You should be busy giving orders and kissing babies." Astri said 

   "It matters because we have spent the last thousand years together and all of a sudden you decide I am no longer worth your time because I have a new position. If anything you should be glad for me, celebrating that I am on the throne instead of that oaf." Loki spat 

   "God it's always about Thor!" Astri exclaimed springing from her chair and beginning to walk to the door 

   "It is not always about Thor." Loki said, blocking her escape route "I just...want..." 

   "What do you want Loki?" She asked avoiding his eyes. 

He thought about telling her his plans to get rid of the Joutuns about how he had lied to Thor about Odin. But then he thought about how she'd react. Her love for Thor would outweigh her love for him and he'd be met with nothing but judgment. 

   "Fine. Don't tell me anything. You never do anyway." Astri said before slamming the door in his face. 

Loki was left in the library just like that, alone and in deafening silence. In his mind, whatever reservations he had about his plans for tomorrow melted away as Astri ran away from him and his ideals. 

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That night, Astri's dreams were particularly vivid. Maybe it was her fight with Loki or the fact that she missed Thor and his bad jokes and infinite appetite for ale but she found herself dreaming of her past. 

Asgard 2001 

The party had lasted long, even by Asgardian standards. Astri swore, Thor and Volstagg couldn't get any drunker as she snuck away from the hall. She had been invited to drink some more with them but she feared that if one more thing went into her stomach she'd explode. The night air of the gardens was perfectly refreshing as she walked and admired the flowers that were in bloom. 

   "Too much time with Thor?" a voice asked 

Astri turned to see Loki standing behind her, his usual armor was gone and he was in a much more comfortable version of his usual attire. 

   "Something like that." Astri smiled 

   "I'm glad you're here," Loki said falling into step with her 

   "Of course you are. I'm great." Astri bragged, laughing when Loki cast her a sideways glance. 

   "Anyway...I'm glad you're here because I've been wanting to give this to you." Loki said, his palm glowing suddenly and a silver necklace with soft green stones appeared. 

   "I saw this on Thor and I's trip to Xandar. I thought it would suit you nicely."Loki said holding it so the moonlight glinted off the stones. 

   "It's beautiful." Astri breathed 

   "Turn. I want to see it on you." Loki said 

The coolness of the metal was a stark contrast to her face which was going red as Loki fastened the necklace on her. Her hair was brushed slightly by his fingertips as the silver shone in the moonlight. 

   "There," Loki said proudly 

Astri turned back to him awaiting his opinion. 

   "It is perfect. I knew I had a good eye." He smiled  straightening the necklace 

   "Thank you, Loki. I love it." Astri said bringing him into a warm hug. 

Astri woke up, her ceiling stared back at her as she wrapped her fingers around the necklace that sat on her. She only removed it when she bathed, it was one of the few things she had that she truly treasured and Loki had given it to her. She wished she could time travel back to that moment to see the Loki she had grown up with not the one who was sitting on the throne now. She wished Loki would understand that she didn't want the king of Asgard. She just wanted him. Loki as he was before his ambitions truly got the better of him. 

Hello everyone Sorry this update is later than I had expected. I recently moved houses so things are crazy since there's stuff all over our new place. This chapter is a little short since I was preoccupied with the move. I promise to get back to better-quality chapters asap. 

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@buttercupcookies-blog

@666-gothic-bat-666

@cyberwears

[lokisprettygirl]

Hey, I don’t mean this to sound mean or anything, it’s your fic and you can write whatever you want, but I am curious as to why you decided to make Loki bald in his Joutun form. I don’t mind it, I was just wondering what made you do this. I love the fic so far though!

I just don't see a reason why Jotun loki had hair that perfectly matched his aesir form when all the other Jotuns were hairless, the only reason I can see them giving him hair is for aesthetical purposes or may be it's just loki not wanting to fully accept himself for who he is. In my headcanon he looks like other giants on Jotunheim, by bald I don't mean he's Vin Diesel bald where you can see your face on his head, he just looks like his father laufey.

In my headcanon most of his insecurities comes from him looking a certain way, he heard horror stories as a child where these giant monsters would come and take the children away if they were being bad. I guess it doesn't make much sense to me when he's the perfect shade of blue with long flowy hair and looks magnificent as ever in his jotun form.

I think he's beautiful regardless, he have the same features as his aesir form but he looks different when he's rough looking, steel blue, bald and have ruby eyes.

[hyperfixiation-of-the-week]

CONCEPT: WE ARE GIVEN A SERIES THAT EXPLORES THE HERITAGE AND GENDERFLUIDITY OF ONE OF THE MOST POPULAR CHARACTERS IN THE ENTIRE MARVEL CANON.......

[battyjester]

RIGHT OK

There is one thing ONE GOD DAMN THING I want from the new Loki series,

I wanna see loki in his joutun form again,

And noooo I don't mean Tom painted blue i mean,

Now I know I'm not well versed in the MCU so maybe Loki's 'normal' form is permanent but never the less GIVE ME THE FROST BOY,

And add some lovely angst for spice

[pinkwoolart]

Honestly we first saw the MCU Joutun Loki what…10 years ago? And we’ve only gotten like 3 official Joutun Loki figures/collectibles (that I know of) one being a now VERY expensive funko pop and the other two being very small figures, one of them being a squishy pencil topper. I’m tired of the lack of Joutun Loki figures and since @/hasbro won’t do then I guess I have to do it myself!

Even with 6 episodes of his own show we still only get to see a small hologram of a variant Jotun Loki for a few seconds. I just want some love for the blue frosty mischievous demigod. That’s all. Also my phone literally refused to take a non blurry close up of the tiny Loki so no close ups on him sorry.

All I’m saying is we need more blue Loki love both in the MCU and in the figures.

[supermellowbouquetnightworld]

WE NEED MORE JOTUN LOKI!!!

I really hope the show shows his Jotunn form. We need a Loki MOVIE

[gothiccatrina]

Ok so gamora and nebula are daughters of thanos. They each described how their father ripped them apart and replaced parts of them with machinery. Ok so we all know how Loki was captured and tortured by Thanos and what not. (Not excusing his actions but I still love him.) So he probably was trying to make Loki into one of his children because he's an asshole like that. So I have a theory. We all know how in Thor the dark world he was impaled through the chest and through his back right? (His death was supposed to be permanent meaning he was truly injured) Well asgardians and joutuns are supposed to be pretty durable but can sustain heavy damage. Anyway, earlier frigga was stabbed by kurse and subsequently died of her injury. Well, Loki was impaled through the sternum and through his back. Here is where the theory comes in. Everyone has their own theory so here is mine. When Loki was tortured by thanos, he had parts of his body replaced like gamora and nebula. I think some of these parts included certain bones with maybe some type of self nitting fiber mesh or metal. So that's my theory. What do you think?

[colorofinsanity]

Character Bank: Robin and Jay

“No, no see, you’re not listening.” she said, a threatening grin on her lips. “I said my name was Darknight. You know? Jay Darknight, Loki-Dottir.”

Flame flickers at the edge of her silhouette. Though her form is that of a Light Elf, she carries the scent of a Jotun, and the face of one as well. Her lips are always turned up, but the threat level of that smile varies from second to second. Her skin is pale for a half-fire Jotun, but that paleness just serves to darken her tattoos,branded across her skin as though she is marked by the void. She is deathly in her beauty. Her knife skitters across the floor, but you are not safe; her hands are talons, her breath is flame, and she knows no mercy.

There is a girl, in the shadow of the ash tree. She is startled by your presence, but quickly relaxes.

“Oh... hello. Good... afternoon, I suppose. I’m Robin. And you?”

Her voice is soft, as is her face. Dark markings trace her pale cheeks like tiger stripes. Her whole being radiates kindness, down to her slender fingers playing with the fur of some kind of small animal resting in her lap. There is a bright light in her eyes that flickers, dazzling, beautiful. Her presence is the presence of the forest itself; gentle, unknowable, and ageless.

(Author’s note: Jay and Robin are twins, daughters of the Faerie Hawk Darknight and the Joutun Loki Laufeyson. They each have one child, Raven Darknight Jaydottir and Shrike Darknight Robinson.)

[daisybell17]

Falling for the Joutun boy

Prologue: Instead of the government system Midgard uses in our world, this version of our world falls under a royal family that governs over all the nations.

That being said, you were a princess of this family which meant thousands of people adored you, and several princes definitely had their eye on you as you aged.

Though your eye was on one Joutun boy. Your family has made a deal with the kingdom of Joutunheim that would end the thousand year war and unite both realms, and that’s where you met Loki. You were both only about 4 years of age when you both met and oh how you enjoyed his presence. The games you both played and the stories and jokes you would tell each other, it was nothing but pure happiness and awe.

Even as a young princess you had your eye on him, and as he possessed the power of ice, he often start snowball fights with you and build ice castles. Oh the more and more did you enjoyed his company…Until Asgard raged war against Joutunheim…Many of Joutunheim’s people were either captured or perished, and all that remained, retreated to earth…

Unfortunately Loki was one of the captured, and you hadn’t seen him since…until today?

Invited to an Asgardian ball, your family had decided to go. They knew your hatred of the Asgardian royal family after they destroyed Joutunheim but nevertheless, you had to go for formality reasons.

Arriving at Asgard, you felt a wave of anxiety flush over your body…as if being here felt wrong. Don’t get me wrong, Asgard was beautiful without a doubt…it was the royalty of that land you had your problems with.

Showing up to the palace, your family name was announced and you made your way in…and holy hell was it an amazingly beautiful palace…what? no?! How could you think this was beautiful?! These people destroyed homes…

You made your way to the assigned seat and watched as each royal family poured in…

”Unfortunately Family Laufeyson will not be making their appearance tonight”

“Well no shit?!” You thought, “They destroyed Joutunheim and had the gall to announce something like that?! Ignorant assholes?!”

As the night went on you failed to enjoy yourself. Watching everyone interact and share lively conversations made you feel left out, well to be fair you didn’t not want to be there in the first place but you still wanted to talk with people

A loud trumpet echoed the halls which signaled the introduction of Odin, Frigga and their children

“I present King Odin and Queen Frigga of Asgard.” They both walked into the great hall hand in hand with smiles plastered on their faces

You rolled your eyes in your head, not really paying attention to what was happening

“I present Thor Odinson, first born son and prince Asgard. And Loki Odinson, second born son and prince of Asgard.

“hUH WHAT?!” Your head snapped at the announcement of Loki’s name, almost chocking on your own saliva.

Looking down you see Loki…it’s actually him?! But wait, Odinson?! You couldn’t take your eyes of the prince. It’s been nearly 15 years since you last saw him…and admittedly you found yourself turning red, he’s definitely grown into a fine young man.

Watching him walk across, you turned to your parents who seemed to be just as shocked as you. “Prince Loki…As in…Loki Laufeyson?” Your mother said. “I…how is this even possible mother?” No one really had a response, how do you even…explain this?!

You waited with little patience as the formal announcements ended and the ball continued. Your eyes were fixed on Loki who seemed…anxious? nervous? You couldn’t tell, but he was clearly uncomfortable.

You made your way down and to Loki as fast as you could…Tapping him on his back, he turned around as you captured his attention. “Oh…Hi! Uh can I help you princess?”

“You’re Loki…Odinson…right?”

“Why yes I am! Might I say princess you look fine tonight”

You blush at his words and reciprocate the compliment back to him. Since you knew Loki quite well from childhood, you brought up topics of interest. It would be crazy of you to suddenly ask personal questions, or worse, let him find out who he was and his truth within seconds.

Safe to say he was immediately entranced by you, as if he knew you all his life. No one ever showed much interest in him growing up, often he was pushed aside by Odin. Frigga and Thor loved him dearly but even with that love, he could still feel that separation, always knowing he was different.

As your shared conversation with food and drinks continued on, he invited you to go out to the garden. It was quite loud inside and a nice late night chat by the beautiful flowers seemed perfect.

Leading you outside, you both sat by the bench, watching the starts and moon

“You know, I didn’t expect to enjoy this ball at all, then you came up and talked to me…” He flashed a small smile at you, causing a small blush to form around your cheeks

“Well I have to thank you too…This is definitely not how I expected this night to go at all…I didn’t even want to go at first but my mother kinda forced me out” You chuckled, remembering just how pissed off you were hours ago.

“Oh? Are you not a fan of balls?” He questions, raising his eyebrows.

“haha balls” Your mind quickly diverts to. Quickly shoving your humour away you answer back “Erm, not that i’m not a fan of royal balls…I like the dresses and food…but if I had the choice not to attend, I probably wouldn’t”

“Hmmm me too I guess…I show up here for formality and because im the “great prince of Asgard!”” He air quotes sarcastically. “As if i’m even treated like a god…let alone a person here” He scoffs

“What do you mean? Are people hurting you?”

“I guess you could put it like that…” looking away from you, it’s obvious this topic makes him uncomfortable

“Hey we don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to”

“No no…I want to…I don’t get to tell my story to many people…”

The conversation pauses for a second as the night sounds settle in. Loki is looking at the ground, it seems like he’s gathering his thoughts of what to say.

“Growing up I…I was just never treated as equal…or even as a person…Yes my mother was always there and Thor…well was Thor. I know he loves me dearly and I think the world of him…It’s just…Odin and everyone else on Asgard. I was just…never enough in anyone’s eyes…even my own. There’s always just something different about me…I just never really knew what it was…”

You didn’t say anything and let the silence of the night take over…”I figured out I wasn’t straight a long time ago…but even then something never really clicked…Like something from my youth was missing, or gone, or never existed..I-I’m sorry I know I’m making no sense right now” He says as some tears start coming in

“Hey hey…” You say…Should you tell him? Let the secret out? But how could you do it? No not yet…

“Hey” You offer your hand for him to hold. Looking at your gesture he grasped you firmly.

You take a deep breath and worked something up “Hey…look…we spend our lives in search for something, anything that would make sense and even then we sometimes don’t find it…And I-what the”

Suddenly your hands start to glow. The light coming from you and Loki’s hands entranced you. Snapping your head up you met with Loki’s eyes…and he was finally the Loki you first knew

“Y-You…I-I know you” Loki said. “I know me…I…” He looked at himself as his entire body shifted…Shifting back to his true form. Eyes going wide as his skin turns blue, it’s a beautiful sight in your eyes.

Then you pulled away and it all stopped. Stepping back you were met face to face with the Joutun boy you fell for. “Loki…are you…are you ok?”

He didn’t speak…He couldn’t take his eyes off his hands…that’s when the tears started falling and his knees met the ground. His head peeked up, and a smile plastered his face.

“The Midgardian princess who saved my land…The girl who spent a part of my youth with…Oh the games we played and the stories we told and the snowballs fight we shared…I know you…”

“Oh Loki…” You started tearing up… “Do you remember now?”

“I do…and I was right…and oh I love you…”

“What?!” You said laughing “W-What do you me-“

“You really didn’t think I had my eye on you since we were kids? Oh you were the prettiest girl i’ve ever met…and you played with me?! You touched my heart from day one” Loki said now holding your hand

Your heart was starting to melt, he noticed you just as much as you noticed him. “Oh Loki!” You hugged him close “You remember! You know me…you know…you!”

“I do…oh gods I do!” He hugged you close…”There is still…too much to figure out and what to do…You promise you aren’t terrified…I’ve heard the stories of Joutun’s…and now that I know everything…I don’t know how to feel..?”

“Loki…Oh my prince…The color that paint your skin is one that I adore. Your eyes of red shine bright into my soul. The cold touch is freezing for sure, but my warmth match and I promise…I promise…I find peace within you and in that peace…I love you. I love you my Joutun boy…”

He smiles and held you close…He might have his memory back for now, but the road to acceptance and love for himself and you is yet to blossom to its fullest. But in this moment…he smiles knowing that someone fell for him…for who he really was…For Loki.

[daisybell17]

Loki fics & hc’s Masterlist

hey hey! i decided to make a masterlist for all my fics and hc’s! I’m not pinning this post since i intend to keep my daily blogs on top just so it’s easier for me

FICS:

Falling for the Joutun boy

To Be Loved Right

Let time pass…

Lokius — Taking a walk

Pov: Loki gets hurt late at night

Protecting you

Fourth of July — Loki [song fic]

Fourth of July — Loki {PART 1}

Fourth of July — Loki {PART 2}

Fourth of July — Loki {PART 3}

Fourth of July — Loki {PART 4}

HEADCANONS:

loki hc’s (that i made at like 3am)

frost giant loki

Loki cooks for you

Morning coffee with Loki

Loki fixes your hair

Furniture shopping with Loki

Working out with Loki

Studying with Loki

Loki finds your…special toy

Dating Loki

Texts with Loki

Falling Apart — Loki

Dancing with Loki

Lokius

you need a break —Loki

Sub!loki

Loki takes care of you

New Years with Loki

FICS WRITTEN IN HC FORMATS:

Loki having the BIGGEST crush on you

Goodbye with Loki

Why do you Love me? — Loki

All eyes on us — Loki

Loki’s Birthday!

Happy Holidays? — Loki

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i write these casually and when i feel like it tbh, feel free to read what i have! and have a lovely day mwah!

[daisybell17]

frost giant loki hc’s:

(these hc’s are set AFTER odin reveals his real origins)

Since Loki has no recollection of his time in Joutunheim (bc duh baby) he secretly travels back…part of him hates that odin tool him…but the other part is forever grateful.

Loki would use every spell in his book to rid him of being a frost giant, but he almost dies trying. he cries for 3 days straight. and he’s still not ok.

Ever since the reality of himself sunk in…he decided to walk in his own skin for a day…just to give it a try. Everyone was repulsed by him, even Thor. All except Frigga. Forst Giant Loki loves her.

He sleeps with a heating blanket. Loki started sleeping in his Joutun form but he still can’t live with how cold his true form is.

Frost Giant Loki…makes snow castles in his room, and when he feels like it, he’ll send ice candies to the kids that live on Asgard.

Loki thinks Thor is an idiot if he doesn’t notice how abundantly different he treats him in his normal form, versus his Frost Giant Form…

Loki gets nightmares more often, he was always told of the monsters of Joutunheim that do awful things…and now that he knows…his mind is filled with so much fear and pain.

Frost Giant Loki doesn’t say this, but when summer time in Asgard rolls around, he hides away in his chambers. He’ll make some excuse like he is sick or tired or busy, but in reality, the sun burns his skin leaving scars and blisters.

He still gets shamed by Odin on some days and the anger he feels transfers into small snow storms.

With his newfound power, Loki is slowly learning how to combine the magic and spells his mother taught him with the power of ice and snow he now has. Frigga is amazed by the things he can do and it very proud of him.

He stares at the mirror longer these days, not out of fear, but out of adoration as he learns to love himself.

[hyperfixiation-of-the-week]

LOKI REALLY PUBLICLY OUTED HIMSELF AS A JOUTUN TO ALL OF ASGARD THROUGH THE FORM OF .....COMMUNITY THEATRE...

LIKE......HE REALLY IS THAT GAY HUH...