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JOHN DOE SAVEMEEEEE
#malevolent john doe#art#artists on tumblr#john doe has my heart#john doe malevolent#john doe#human john doe#malevolent#malevolent pod#malevolent podcast#drawing#finally finished this one#the colors were so funnn#john doe save me
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The Terror but its told through Ao3 author's notes
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#this idea has been bouncing around my brain for like a month and i am finally Free#on another note Blanky is so final girl coded TO ME#does he die in the penultimate episode ... yes ... but hes still so final girl at heart#the terror#the terror amc#francis crozier#james fitzjames#thomas jopson#thomas blanky#stephen stanley#silna#edward little#solomon tozer#henry peglar#john bridgens#bridglar#the terror shit post
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Artist who draw John as an actual Doe have my whole heart, I love you, please draw more
#any unique KiY and friends designs has my heart#i have a thing against tentacles I’m sorry#malevolent#john malevolent#john doe
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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ermm did somebody say more john amoroso art ☝️☝️ (no)
#nates drawings#he’s quite silly#i like when he has the blood on his face#i think i overdid the blood a little bit it’s fine#i’m so bad at drawing blood but i love this scene#shit yeah you are this stings like a cocksucker#john why are you talking about cocksuckers in front of another man.. there’s a word for people like you#STRETCHED LOBES JOHN AGAIN#painted nails john save me#i know he doesn’t actually have black nails but. in my heart he does#he lets the guys paint his nails sometimes trust#i love drawing john so much aughh#my stupidass son#would you rather have a gay son or a thot daughter. trick question i have john and he’s all 4#the black suits#john amoroso
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Rewatching Black Sails hits different. The first time, you’re like yeah you know the characters in this story, but the next time you *know* the characters.
#past me knew nothing#John silver has my heart#but so does Anne Bonny#and Max#ah shit#black sails#10yearsblacksails#John silver#long John silver
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we all know dean wears john’s jacket after he takes it from his hotel room in the pilot. but i completely forgot we also see him wear it to school in the flashback episode in s4, where he’s fronting like mad and feeling like just as much of an outsider as sam
which means he’s always used it as a comfort item. which means john let him wear it and knew, at least on some level, that it helped him. he let him wear it enough that dean doesn’t hesitate to grab it in the pilot when he needs the comfort
but more importantly, john leaves it behind for dean to find
he could’ve taken it with him when he dropped the woman in white hunt (he takes all his other gear, weapons and clothes), but he leaves it on the coat rack where dean could easily find it. he knew he’d be gone for a long time, if not outright suspecting that he’d die going after the yellow-eyed demon, and he deliberately leaves the jacket behind for dean to find comfort in
#john winchester letting dean have a comfort item like that is breaking both my heart and my brain#like my instinct is that its out of character but then i think of how he gives him the impala#he doesnt have the same attachment to it as dean does#dean sees it as a home while john just sees it as a cool car#i think he thinks dean sees it the same way he does which is why he pokes him about it#‘hey dean why dont you touch up your car before you get rust. i would have given you the damn thing if i thought you were going to ruin it’#meanwhile we all know just how much he loves and cares for the impala#its not like dean would or could verbalise what it means to him#but he never asks for the jacket back#he never makes a comment about dean wearing it#hes never even surprised that he has it#more to the point#he leaves it behind for dean to find#which means he without a doubt knows dean finds comfort in it#and not only allows it but boderline encourages it#which is a level of emotional intelligence i would never expect from john wonchester#carry on my wayward son#coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just fine.txt#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#john winchester
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the john bracket is pitting john doe against john keters, yknow the farmer ........
#IM SORRY JOHN PETERS YKNOW THE FARMER#JOHN HAS MY HEART AND MY SOUL#malevolent#wtnv#malevolent john doe#malevolent john#john malevolent#john peters yknow the farmer#will we win this?#who knows
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John Doe sketch, for the soul
#malevolent john doe#john doe#malevolent podcast#malevolent#drawing#art#ahhh#anyways#idk if I should finish this#It’s just a sketch#but he could be so much more#god i want him so bad#john doe has my heart#i want to put him in the dryer#yk
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Every time I start to think I can love Sarah Cameron she goes and does some stupid shit and I remember why I can’t like her no matter how hard I try
#baby girl has a LOT of shit#but girlie pop that’s no excuse???#oh no I cheated on my bf and he had a reaction!!! I’m so shocked and confused???#babe PLEASE be so for real#she’s actually so annoying#and YET she brings out the doe eyes and is so fucking GENUINE in her care#and it’s like baby girl maybe it’s okay maybe I can adore you#nope#can’t do it#(it’s the same with John b though so like whatever)#yk yk she’s a HORRIBLE person and SO but she has such a kind heart and is just a GIRL LIKE ME AND SHES TRAUMATIZED#I hate her I love her I loathe her I SEE HER#whatoh back at it again#obx#sarah cameron
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I write some really niche fics (hopefully some of you just went “no shit, that’s why we’re here” and some went “no shit! Tell more!”) but I feel a little more vindicated for my series of Mia Dearden & John Constantine being reluctant friends fics. I initially justified it as a “Ollie met John once & Dinah is friends with Zatanna so she probably heard of him if not met him once or twice so Mia could have heard of him thru them” AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT. AS OF THE CURRENT BOP ISSUE DINAH NOT ONLY KNOWS JOHN BUT THEY’RE ON DECENT TERMS AND HE KNOWS OLLIE TOO SO LIKE *insert Brooklyn 99 VINDICATION meme here*
#dc comics#kinda#look the current lineup of bop can be described as ‘interesting’ and ‘eclectic’#personally im over harley being in absolutely everything she’s just not a character i really like#& if anything the oversaturation of her has made me dislike her#but! i like the plot so far & dinah does have a history of working w/ people who aren’t heroes esp in bop#i like that they didn’t just ignore babs but would like to know why she can’t be in the loop#love love love to see sin back#have questions about the deal w/ the amazons having her? & the (i think she’s) wildstorm character#cass & barda being birds makes my heart so fucking happy (well barda has been a bird but cass getting to be one!)#& their little friendship is hella fun really enjoying that#dinah’s list in the first issue too!!! so good!!! we love to see references to pre52!!!#AND THE ART OHMYGOD IM OBSESSED WITH IT#like the golden age almost style & john REALLY looked like sting (as he should) it’s just so good#and SO expressive the faces are all so unique & the details so spot on just yes#really excited to see where this goes
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anyway - head over heels for that old man <3
#he really plays into the conspiracy part of his tag in this episode#also a blorbo dies but thats by the by#conspiracy husband <3#ok ramble abt Gwen in the tags#I really like her! i know shes his first wife and all but shes so well written i kinda love her#and do you guys know how funny it is so have an f/o who fucks in cannon /joke#she's as crazy as him and still has/had (he fucks up in this episode w her lol) respect for him#i expected to be really jealous but i actually really like her. one of the traits of John i really like is his dedication to his interests#*cough* autisim *cough* and shes the same as him. so i find her really endearing#i also really love her speech and vocal patterns. i just really like how she talks lol#one of my fav things about Lanik is his voice so i think I just like voices that scratch my brain and hers really does#shes so cool i love her#also unrelated but i like how we can hear Fin shuffling in the background and John just goes 'This is a private conversation' to him#HES SO FUNNY#she wanted to be with him again but John had to lie to her to protect her and others and it breaks my heart#she says 'going BACK on medication'...i love her <3 bt it imples she was so sick John couldnt cope#and Liv makes a good point - shes mentally ill and she feels bad for her. its sweet.#i actually didnt know Fin didnt know who Gwen was!#that surprised me. I forgot that was Baltimore lore of John. not NY stuff#tbf John didnt know Ken existed so it evens out lol
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havent watched rampage yet but im gonna wanna throw bricks at preston i already know it
#hurting the homunculus' feelings what the fuck is wrong with u man.....#my mom has a huge crush on preston i already know we're gonna have the most heated argument abt this#idc john silver deserves the world. like so does the rest of the dark order but i have a special place in my heart for the meat man#if john silver has 1000 fans im one of them if he has 10 fans im one of them if he has no fans im dead etc etc#✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
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something’s got to give ; john price
pairing john price x f!reader word count 2.9k synopsis a relationship bound to fail from the start. content contains creampie, slight breeding kink, age gap (reader is ~21/price is mid30s), slight angst, hurt/no comfort
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#oh my god one of my fave writers ?!??!?! writing cod ?!?!?!? FUUUCJSDFBSDF#pls read this#cod#price#the lines on ruination oh my god PERFECTION. 'ruination is john price' I SHIVERED. 'and he fucks u so good maybe its making love' OOOOUUGH#the idea of them playing house??? creating a reality within those four walls??? oh my gOOOOOD#the way he leaves the blinds open??? IM BARKING WOOF WOOF WOOOOOF#'the sordidness of you and him is easier to swallow with the night shielding you both from any scrutiny.' WHAT A LINE#there's so much juicy angst in this i am biting into the ache of it all#'it helps in making things less personal' oh i am Aching; 'there is no difference between a safe house and a battlefield' i LOVE THAT#how love and war is the same concept to him?? omg im so... ur brain... is just... a whole nother level...#the line about infidelity cheating on his code oh my gooood i LOVE THAT wtf there are so many banger lines and concepts in this#their relationship is just sfnsh so complex asbf the attachment they both have#washing in the shower??? OOOUUGhhh that's so intimate#and i am so SAD that he envisions a family but can never be the one to bring it bc shjdfbsj hes not the right man#OUGUHFBDG he has the heart !!!!! he rlly does !!!! thats why this fucking sucks !!!!!!#THE LINE ABT PILLS TOO?? HOW THE ACTUAL PILL FLOWS INTO THE line about having a harder pill to swallow???!! SO SATISFYING I LOVE IT#and that convo w gaz is everything to me oh my god#the theme of love being war tying back in near the end is so good and the paragraph on love too i am just !!!#this is so sad but so so so raw and real and spot on i am just WOW
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A code status is what you want the hospital to do if your heart or breathing stops, and we've got two basic options: full code which means we do EVERYTHING and Do Not Resuscitate or DNR which means we do less than everything. There's like little add-ons like intubated or not intubated, or blood products or no blood products, but that's basic gist of it. Do you want us to try everything we can to save your life or if your heart stops, is that it? And then we take that information and put it in your chart and make it very prominent in case we need to find it quickly in an emergency. Jane Doe, 72 years old, DNR. John Whatsisname, 49 years old, full code. Like that.
Anyway I'd like to propose a third code status that we'll call "DNR!!!" This is when you not only don't want heroic measures to extend your life, you are so excited to die. I thought of this recently when getting report on a patient, and the day nurse talking to me was like, "Alice Smith, 80 years old, DNR and she will tell you that herself." And I was like, "I don't think code status is gonna come up organically," and the nurse was like, "It won't, but she'll tell you anyway." And then I introduced myself to the patient, and like three minutes in as we're talking about pain meds, she goes, "and by the way, when I'm dead, I'm DEAD. Don't be bringing me back! Every woman in my family has lived past 90, and I'm here to break that tradition! NO one needs to live that long, and I certainly don't, and frankly it's indecent for me to have made it this far. God willing the reaper will come for me any day now. I would never take actions to make him come sooner, but I'm not moving that fast and he is DAWDLING. Disgusting. No work ethic these days. And don't bother with a grave, just chuck me out the window and let the birds at me."
And I'm like "so is that a no to the tylenol"
And she was like "oh no, I'd love some tylenol and a warm blanket too. Now look at me. I've done everything I could possibly want to do in this world and quite a few things I didn't want to do, and personally I don't think I should have to keep doing things. I'd also love a cranberry juice."
Anyway. DNR!! I'm sorry to say she made it through the night completely unscathed.
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thinking about it as i re-read the original sins volume, and i know i say constantine enjoys pissing people off, but really it's more like? not letting people get away with the small shit? the snide side-comments, the sideways looks, the baldfaced assumptions, the microaggressions — he likes to rub people's nose in their own shit, make them face it, own it, try to defend it. which, as an openly queer, working class, actively anti-racist man in the 80s, does end up causing a lot of fights.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#he still loves pissing people off but the part that mostly Does piss people off is the confrontation. the lack of patience for bullshit#like something i forget a lot about the comics until i come up against it is the amount of homophobia john faces??#i never really think of him as being super visibly queer but he gets called slurs Quite a few fucking times#and part of that is that he's unconventional & an old punk rocker & a dandy & stopped performing toxic masculinity a loooong time ago#but he also just. does not seem afraid of being Perceived. and when he is he doubles down and owns it#like that panel in i think 'books of magic' where someone tells him gin & tonic is a queer's drink & he goes 'pay u $25 to suck my dick ;)'#his magic is all about misdirection but he's only so good at it bc at heart he is a person who will always look you dead in the eye#all your internalized garbage and nasty assumptions? he sees it. he meets it head-on. he might care but he won't seem like it#he's too old to internalize that kind of nonsense. fix your hearts cowards#this is also why he's such a good manipulator: you're the one making it clear what you want. he just has to pretend to give it#anyway. i love him your honor#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#homophobia cw#just in case
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