#joelle true

[joellesolo]

My apologies for my freak out post yesterday.

Apparently that site and the knowledge that our PII is public knowledge on the internet for just anyone to google, any time, at their leisure, is commonly known, to pretty much everyone but me??

My family and husband made me feel pretty shitty about it, which, you know, I was REALLY freaking out about finding out about it, so, that was just, so nice! Truly!!

But one of my best friends talked me down and through it, and we came up with a game plan, and I also took my info down off the site, because, fuck that?? I did not consent to all that info up there, I do NOT want people knowing where I live?! Not alright with me at all... ugh...

But supposedly they are able to just, put it back up whenever they want, which, again, should be fucking ILLEGAL, so, I'll just be checking it every so often I guess and removing it when they do 😒

Anyway. As you can see, the lithium and latuda have NOT started working, unfortunately... so, that's a bummer. Yeah, I know, it's supposed to take five days, at minimum, but, can't a girl hope for a miracle after feeling so crappy for so long 😭 yesterday was the worst day yet 😫

I'll just hang in there, and keep on trucking, the way I always do... because what are my other options? Oh, wait, that's right. There are none. Bummer.

Okay, enough of this pity party. I have an empty house (not EVEN going to go into that bullshit 😡) and a snuggly dog to cuddle with, so I'm wrapping this up.

Again, sorry for live blogging my panic yesterday... Was attempting to come up with something witty, like, a silly metaphor for going out of my mind, but, can't come up with literally anything at all, so... bye?

[deadrlngers]

–what does your heart look like?

i was tagged by @katsigian @halsin @devilbrakers and @nuclearstorms to take this quiz for some of my ocs, thank you soso much everyone!! mwah

i think many already got tagged so feel free to ignore this or jump into it!! tagging: @reaperkiller @aragorngf @morvaris @malefiicarum @faarkas @risingsh0t @florbelles @indorilnerevarine @denerims @cultistbase and you!!

a bird struggling to get loose

Your heart can never hold still. It pounds against your chest frantically, always turning your sights to one thing after the next. When was the last time you were certain? The last time your life was stable? Maybe this is how you prefer things. On the move constantly, not tied down to one person or place. You chase one goal after the next. Can you ever really feel complete without a place to land? Shouldn’t you build yourself a nest?

a tangled ball of red strings

Who are you without the company of others? You aren’t sure, but you know that you aren’t fond of whoever it is. You are an actor, a pretty face and a pleasant song. Many idolize you, or love you, but you can never be sure of how sincere it is. Your heart is buried under the letters they leave you, sealed with a kiss. It can’t be untangled from the red strings they’ve attached to you. You deserve to find something, someone, true and faithful to hold your heart in place. You don’t have to be everything to everyone.

molten lava and charred flesh

Your heart burned so fiercely that it burnt itself out, leaving horrible scars in its wake; scars inside your chest and on the hands of those who touched you, the hearts of anyone who got close enough to connect to yours. The person you are now is no longer recognizable, burnt up by your own anger and passion and love. The injuries can never be fully erased, but they can be soothed with time and trust and forgiveness.

[landoslvr]

MRS HARRY | h. lewis

summary: a scroll through your internet presence as 'mrs harry'. [social media AU.]

pairing: fem!reader x harry lewis

faceclaim: liya joelle

notes: first piece for mrs harry out of the wag universe. love making these kinds of edits, I make them constantly on @sunsetkerr. the style is completely from the loml @whoetoshaw. liya is gonna be the main fc I use for mrs harry, hopefully you like it!

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yourinstagram playing in the sun with all of my bestest friends 🛥️

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user she's everything to me

user I feel this post in my soul, I can't describe it

taliamar you really are a rockstar 🌟

yourinstagram says a literal popstar

user mother is mothering

wroetoshaw living laughing and loving

yourinstagram oh yeah!! wow!!

user they mean so much to me

user where is that swimsuit from in the 5th slide?

yourinstagram I got it from the iconic, but the tag says 'une piece'!

user thank you!!! a true girls girl 🥹

theburntchip always nice to see my husbands mrs on the timeline

user shes so fine

user how to look like mrs harry tutorial, no borax

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yourinstagram ran away for the weekend (again) to celebrate harry getting older

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user I swear they're always somewhere

user how harry is tapping that I'll never understand

user major fitty

bezhinga red card behaviour

user explains the last sdmn sunday with no bog

user too busy getting laid

yourinstagram guilty

faithlouisak oh how I love you and only you

yourinstagram you and me (and olive) against the world

user she is too good looking for this world

ksi drown him

yourinstagram roger that mr integrity

user it feels like they just got together but they've been together for what?? 6-7 years?

yourinstagram 8 in march 🫢

user take me to spain instead y/n I beg of you

user I want whatever y/n is drinking to stay looking that good

yourinstagram drink lotssss of water and wear sunscreen until you shine like olive oil babe x

user if harry ever fumbles this, I'm swooping straight in

wroetoshaw you can have her, she kicks in her sleep and uses all the hot water

yourinstagram we have electric you moron

[quiddling]

PLEASE TELL US MORE ABOUT YOUR LANNISTER BABIES!!!

OKAYYYY 🦁🦁🦁🦁 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! here is joelle and her papa (:

i don’t actually have much, and it’s mainly on joelle but basically gay son and thot daughter 🙏

she is the youngest daughter of a lannister lord (that i am yet to name…sorry sir) and sister to a young knight, ser darrin lannister (: most know her as the pearl of the west

she is very calculating, and headstrong to a point that she’s honestly pretty rude. while she doesn’t really care for the greater politics of the realm, she is endlessly fascinated and driven by the secrets, scandals and gossip of the royal court. the girl is an avid gossip to say the least. joelle knows the power her beauty holds, and she uses it shamelessly to her advantage, putting on an innocent, dutiful facade when it suits her - especially in front of her father all while engaging in dalliances with men behind closed doors <3

she delights in playing a game of deception, hiding her true promiscuous nature and love of scandal behind a veneer of purity. it's all part of the game babyyy!!! she's stubborn to a fault, and loves toying with those around her!

she is a certified yapper ✅✅✅ here is her pinterest its mainly just silly memes (like most of my boards)

[putschki1969]

hi puts, i hope you are doing well, back then when wakana decided to stay with SC i feel lost that YK live will lost Wakana's angelic voice. then Joele was recruited to replace Wakana and now fans are saying "wow Joele is the upgrade from Wakana" "Joele is superior Singer !" Now Keiko also gone from FJ and i was pointed out that FJ lost their backbone vocal. but i keep rebutted with argument like Keiko is not irreplaceable. " look what happened with wakana, when she left FJ we got Joele ! " im crying here

Awww, don't cry!! And try to stay away from anyone who wants to make you feel bad about this!!

The truth is, there are a ton of people who love Yuki's songs no matter who sings them, as long as they are moderately talented. So yeah, to many fans, arguably to Yuki herself, the singers are completely replaceable. If you are 100% focused on just Yuki's music, this might be true for you, especially on a theoretical level but on a practical level...? I am not so sure...Removing key vocalists from an established lineup is never as easy as it may look. Especially if one of these vocalists is the literal backbone of your performances but oh well...[I still remember that weird as hell cover of Homura that Yuki and the FJ girls did at this Crunchyroll event. One of the main reasons it sounded so horrible was the fact that Keiko's microphone didn't work properly so her lower harmonies were barely existent.]

Then there are people who obviously appreciate Yuki's music but who will additionally latch onto the one or the other vocalist. This is what happened to me and probably to you as well, anon. Once you become (emotionally) attached to certain vocalists and their renditions, it's hard to imagine anything else sounding as good. And this has absolutely nothing to do with technical skills. I don't care if Joelle is the superior singer compared to Wakana, there are still countless songs that have been ingrained in my mind with Wakana's voice so for me personally, no one will ever be able to replace that unique sound. The same applies to Keiko of course.

I've never attended or watched a YKL without either Wakana or Keiko being part of the lineup (those have existed in the past and will obviously continue to exist in the future) so I can't tell you if it is objectively good but fact is that I would definitely not be able to enjoy major parts of it simply because my mind is expecting very specific vocals for specific songs and without those, the music just doesn't have the same impact on me.

[foreverbase1]

One-Way Mirror ❣ Park Gunwook

❥𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Park Gunwook x fem!reader

❥𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.1k

❥𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: Angst

❥𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Lots and lots of angst, this could come off as toxic to some people

❥𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: One-Way Mirror by Haley Joelle

❥𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: N/A

❥𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: Reader still hasn't moved on from their break up with Gunwook, a month later, they start seeing Gunwook's social media updates seeing him with someone new

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝, 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬! <𝟑 𝐓��𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐨 <𝟑

You swore to your friends that you were fine, but that was all one big lie. A lie you wished so badly to be true, cause in fact, you weren't fine. While you and Gunwook didn't block each other on your respective socials following your break up a month prior, you could still see each other's posts pop up from time to time simply due to being having mutual friends.

Every time a new post from him appeared, you couldn't help but linger on it for minutes, feeling the pain in your heart start to get stronger, remembering all the good memories with him and how quickly your relationship fell apart simply due to it not working like it was when you first started dating.

But no matter how much you lied to your friends about "being okay" and how much you failed to gaslight yourself into believing you were okay, you knew that you were still in love with Park Gunwook. And sometimes, you would catch yourself clicking on his profile and scrolling through his posts, just lying to yourself that you wanted to see how he was doing.

But of course, this was another lie. You just wanted to see his face, you missed his touch, the scent of his cologne and how his arms felt around you and the way his lips would fit perfectly with yours. It was like watching his life through a one-way mirror, you could see everything he was doing, how happy he was and how he was living his life.

You loved that for him, but you also couldn't help but feel a little bit jealous and envious of how he was able to move on so fast. Like you were just a second thought, a simple page in a book that he ripped out and tossed aside. Despite this, you missed everything about him, you missed 𝘩𝘪𝘮. And with every day that passed by, you knew it was only getting worse.

"Y/N, wanna come out with us?" Your friend asked through the phone, you were currently in a group call with your friends and they had made plans to go out on a late night walk, while they gossiped and joked about, you remained muted on the call. Only unmuting to reply when they directly asked you something, mainly cause you were scrolling through Gunwook's social media again.

Hearing your friend speak your name, you unmuted yourself. "No thanks, i'm feeling a bit tired, sorry" You apologized, the girl on the other end clicking her tongue, but thankfully she understood and you all said your goodbyes, the call ending shortly after.

Now you were alone again, in the darkness of your room, laying against the covers of your bed, scrolling through Gunwook's social media posts. This would become a routine and you knew it was unhealthy, but you couldn't stop yourself from missing him. When you broke up, it was like he took a giant chunk of your heart with him, leaving you with only tiny fragments left to form what you couldn't even call a heart.

"You're so stupid Y/N" You scolded yourself, refreshing his page, and that was when it caught your eye. A new post from Gunwook, posted just now. Your eyes scanned the photo, you could recognize his hand easily, but the other hand was a foreign female hand, a complete stranger who you couldn't recognize. It was someone new.

The picture was simple, it was just Gunwook's hand enclosed around someone else's with the caption under the picture simply just being hearts. You knew this would happen eventually, Gunwook had moved on long ago, but you were lagging behind, struggling to move on from a boy who you knew would forever hold your heart in a way no other man ever could.

You turned your phone off, the screen going dark as you tossed it to the side, hearing it slide off the bed and hit the floor. But you were too caught up in your thoughts to even care if you had just cracked the screen or not.

Getting up, your arms encircling your form immediately to provide some type of comfort. Your friends had no clue of your unhealthy routine with constantly checking Gunwook's page, and if they did find out, you know they'd scold you and tell you to get over him, that you deserved someone better and that it was his loss.

But you could never believe that, they told you those same words when you told them you and Gunwook had broken up, but the words fell on deaf ears. It was 𝘩𝘪𝘴 loss? No, that was funny, it was 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘴. At least, that's how you felt anyway.

You slumped to the floor, feeling tears fill your eyes as you felt your heart begin to squeeze in agony. Why were you even shocked and hurt to begin with? You and Gunwook broke up a month ago, he had moved on and found someone new, so why were you finding it so hard to move on? To find someone new just like he did?

The thought crossed your mind plenty of times, but you could never give a concrete answer. Cause you didn't know the answer to that question, you didn't know what was even holding you back. Was it because that new girl he was with would get to feel his lips against hers? Feel his arms wrap around her and keep her safe, warm and in the comfort of what once felt like home to you?

Was it cause she would get the good morning and good night texts he used to send you? The "what did you wear today?" or the "what did you have for lunch?" texts from him? Even the "how was your night?" and "how'd your day go?" texts he used to send you when you couldn't see each other that day? You didn't know, it was all new, to others it was long in the past, but to you it all was changing too fast.

Feeling the tears run down your cheeks, you let out a sob and then a chuckle, shaking your head. Not even being able to believe that you were sitting on the floor of your bedroom, crying over a boy who you had ended things with a month ago. But at the same time, you did.

You knew that you were still that same girl who was stuck in the past, that horrible night stuck on repeat deep within your thoughts. Vividly seeing yourself standing under the streetlight just outside the convenience store that Gunwook had asked you to meet up with him at, where he told you that you needed to end things, before walking away back towards his home.

𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮.

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝! 𝐈'𝐦 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 <𝟑

[deadgrantaires]

its in my coding to dislike natori i have to hate all of joelle favorites its in my blood idk why but its TRUE. IT HURTS ME TOO!!!!!

[words-and-coffee]

it must be true what does not kill you makes you make you

Joelle Taylor, C+nto : & othered poems: A Woman Steps Out of Her Wound

[jules-has-notes]

Happily Ever After (Princess Academy) — PattyCake Productions music video

Along with their conspiracy of villains, PattyCake had also gathered quite a few Disney princesses over the course of their "Unexpected Musicals". Those young ladies are known for their kindness and strength of character. So what better way to introduce this second original series than by having them help a pessimist find a sunnier outlook on life?

Details:

title: Princess Academy — s.1, ep.1 — Happily Ever After

performers: Ben Ptashinsky (Ted Pessiminsky); Olivia Adkins (Snow White); Brianna Fogden (Cinderella); Anna Ricks (Aurora); Emma Dahlin (Ariel / featured vocals); Tiana Akers (Belle / featured vocals); Maggie Wakim (Jasmine / featured vocals); Ciara de Leon (Pocahontas); Raven Wynn (Mulan); Breauna Horsham-Washington (Tiana / featured vocals); Allee Otwell (Rapunzel); Emily Gorsuch (Merida / featured vocals); Bayley True (Anna); Kristina Conophy (Elsa / featured vocals); Monica Joelle Ortiz (Moana / featured vocals); Lisa Glaze (Melody); Melanie Simpson (reporter); Hannah Laird & Kellie Rhianne (featured vocals)

written & arranged by: Layne Stein & Tony Wakim

screenplay by: James Keaton, Tony Wakim, & Layne Stein

release date: 21 November 2018

My favorite bits:

the last ticker item on the news broadcast making a sneaky reference to "The Disney Showman"

listing off the girls' various sidekicks 🕯️ 🐭 🕯️ 🪲 🦎 🐲 ☃️ 🦀 🐟 🐦

"Is this D23?" 😂

Merida, Moana, and Elsa voicing their dissent to the plan

"Is it too late to be taken out by the girl with the bow and arrow?"

"Who wrote this, Taylor Swift?" "Is she a princess?" …🤔

the lovely harmonies for ♫ "true love's kiss can break the curse" ♫

layering all their voices on the final ♫ "happily ever" ♫

Ted getting "knocked out" by another book so he can wake up

that meet-cute ending

Snow White adorably intruding on the outro

Trivia:

Olivia had been playing Snow White for PattyCake since their very first music video, "Snow Spears".

Anna had originally auditioned to play Ariel in "The Grande Mermaid", but Tony and Layne kept her in mind for Aurora.

Tiana was yet another of Tony's fellow "Beetlejuice Revue" alumni, having played cheerleaders Hip and Hop, and Cleo in the later "Mashup" version. She had also played Belle in the live stage show at Disney World.

Many of the other actresses were cast through an open audition process. (Which was a pretty sure bet, since PattyCake is so close to Disney World.) The final role cast was Monica as Moana.

This video was filmed at The Ballroom at Church Street, which PattyCake had previously used for their "Beauty and the Bieber" video, as well as Fernando Varela's "Phantom Showman" mashup.

During the week before it was released, the guys had some of the cast come into the studio for a few final pickups and ADR sessions to make sure it was as good as possible.

The guitar track was recorded by Ryan Simpson, who played Rick Grimes in PattyCake's "Walking Dead" music video a year and a half earlier.

In addition to playing the reporter, Melanie also served as the production manager for the video shoot.

Layne's family paid a visit to the set while the cast was getting ready so that the girls could meet their favorite princesses.

Because there were so many characters to style at once, Tony called in reinforcements from a few local businesses to provide some of the costume pieces, wigs, and jewelry.

Ben got caught looking over Raven's shoulder in between takes.

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PattyCake released a sing-a-long version of the song portion at the end of the month.

Then they released an adorable blooper reel at the beginning of the year.

[istherewifiinhell]

weee grabbing from joelle cause do love question time

a) three ships

shrugs good naturedly of its tf mode time

meg.ops. please see preemptiment texts on the matter rip each other apart gay styles and hold that man who is a gun

sound.rod (still a bad name sorry) that shit was crazy. like its funny ppl can say like ohh chaotic one serious one ship but im pointing at the guy with no face and serious affect and im pointing and saying. dramatic hater. little bitch (aff). pointing at the one who blasts fire at his friends and gets blasted with like x10 more fire. and im saying. preemiment diplomatic leader of his generation. and then they fist bump and play 80s jams and save the world its the most romantic shit ive every seen in my life

hmm. hmm. yeah okay im gotta say meg.star just to SAYYY. i dont think ppl get how funny this one is. no shut up with ur wah wah angst. this is fun for them. otherwise theyd leave. maybe probably. its like loony toons tom and jerry shit ship. bd.sm isnt fixing them cause what their doing is so much funnier.

HONOURABLE menchy to arm hot shot and his 50 war time homosocial bonds boyfriends. everyone who sees that guy is like. Oh i GOTTA have some weird thing with him. but his dipshit can do attutitude cockiness and true unbreakable friendship. hes irresitiable. guy is probably the highest ranking any tf every got to be (combined army commander) and they still wont make him shotimus prime. stupid.

b) first ever ship

this is one of those memory tricks id need to ask an older brother but they dont fucking know that. uhhhhh?? gigolas? or smth? probably some shit like that watching a movie and being like. damn. cool. first fics read was probably some clamp shit.

c) last song

[blasts the dsnine theme] NAHH uhhh what was the last song in knights tale. some queen shit prob? prob some queen shit?

d) last movie

SEE ABOVE

e) currently reading

justtttt finished light in gaza soooo? i have another book downloaded what is it. essays for free palestine. both from haymarket books.

f) currently watching

[ID: TF whirl, same as my icon, flat expression]. END

guess. (actuallly its. whatever comes after this one. NOT THE final one yet. soon.)

g) currently consuming

bo'uh'le uh wah-er (bottle of water. 1L metal bottle babyyyy)

h) currently craving

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. dinner and then bed?

tagging: whoever didnt get GOT yet. idk. doooo question time i love reading words.

[southernvangard]

(Southern Vangard)

Episode 406 - Southern Vangard Radio

BANG! @southernvangard radio Ep406! Schools back in this week here in the A, folks - which means that traffic is jacked for the next 9 months and you need some good listening in the morning to get you through carpool drop off - look no further, Doe and Meeks are hear for ya. Gobs of new joints this week per the usual, and our good friend C.O. The Don dropped in to help us close out the show. If you missed our Twitch stream on Sunday night, make sure you head over there for the replay, as we paid tribute to the one and only DJ POLO, who unfortunately passed last week with a barnstorming Twitch Only set. One day we might have these Twitch Only mixes up somewhere…THAAAAANK YAAA and YOU WAAAAALCOME!!!!! #SmithsonianGrade #WeAreTheGard // southernvangard.com // @southernvangard on all platforms #hiphop #undergroundhiphop #boombap

Recorded live July 28, 2024 @ Dirty Blanket Studios, Marietta, GA

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Pre-Game Beats - Masta Cypher Devine & Goomson

"Southern Vangard Theme" - Bobby Homack & The Southern Vangard All-Stars

Talk Break Inst - "Assembly Line" - Sirplus

"Without Love" - Eddie Meeks & DJ Pocket ft. Little Clayway & Supastition

"Sign Of Se7en" - Rakim ft. Prodigy, X-Raided, Method Man & Big Twins

"Get Yours" - Flee Lord (prod. Tom Soyer)

"Temptation" - Jamal Gasol & Cedar Law$ ft. Aaqil Ali

"True Identity" - Ty Farris (prod. Don The Jeweler)

"Alligator Plates" - Termanology ft. The Musalini & Silent Snipers (prod. Nef)

"UFO Teknology" - UFO Fev & Fredro Starr ft. Termanology & Tek

"Memory Lane" - DJ Muggs x Raz Fresco

Talk Break Inst - "Love Is A Game" -Sirplus

"Proxy" - Abyss, Apathy. DC the MIDI Alien, DJ TMB

"International" - Rakim ft. Kool G Rap, Joell Ortiz & Tristate

"It's All Fair" - Punchline & Confidence

"Zoë´ Lund" - Vinnie Paz

"Seein' Em" - M-Dot ft. Chaundon (prod. Es-K, cuts Lp2)

"Raised In The Sand (Intro)" - Flee Lord  (prod. Jansport J)

"Earned Eons" - Left Lane Didon

Talk Break Inst. - "El Mero Mero" - Sirplus

"Staircase Stories" - DJ Muggs x Raz Fresco

"Suppa Koopa" - Money Mogly x NoEmotion

"The Enigma" - Ty Farris (prod. Don Carrera)

"Stay Down" - Maticulous ft. Eddie Kaine

"Keep Playing" - Rufus Sims

"Cucumber Water" - Bub Styles

"Peace God" - UFO Fev & Fredro Starr

Talk Break Inst. - "Mo To The…" - Sirplus

** TWITCH ONLY SET ** RIP DJ POLO **

"Ill Street Blues" - Kool G Rap and DJ Polo        

"Truly Yours" - Kool G Rap and DJ Polo        

"Money In The Bank" - Kool G Rap and DJ Polo        

"It's A Demo" - Kool G Rap and DJ Polo        

"Road To The Riches" - Kool G Rap and DJ Polo        

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[joellesolo]

So this past weekend, I listed this vintage school desk we've had for over five years on marketplace finally (it's a really long story; basically, I told my mom, do not give it to Peanut, we don't have room for it, we don't want it, she's never going to use it, don't you dare bring it over... guess what she gave Pea for her second birthday 🙃 anyway. Pea is seven, now. So, it's been over five years and this stupid fucking enormous desk has just been taking up space in the guest room, which then turned into Michael's office, and then eventually became Lily's room, annnnd here we are today...)

I am most likely not going to get my asking price of $200 (even though they go for $400-$700 in other cities), like, whatever, I'd be happy if someone offered me half of that, and just fucking took it off my hands at this point, I just want it GONE, thank you?!

(Oh, also, important to note! Please keep in mind: been SUUPER fucking manic for two weeks, med changes and shit, and then unmedicated since Monday; just, you know, VERY unstable and crazy and out of my mind, it's probably contributing to the pure rage I feel right now, just, an general fyi!)

Anyway! On Thursday morning, I get a message through marketplace and... well, uh, I don't really have words, so, here you go!

Uh... really, Justin? ARE you sorry to bother me? Because... it feels like IF you didn't want to bother me, you could have simply... not sent the message?

Like, damn, bro! So, obviously I get instantly enraged. Because who does this? Why is this okay? This guy is sending a literal STRANGER a message through FACEBOOK MARKETPLACE, of all fucking places, and he KNOWS it's inappropriate so he's trying to soften it?!

Also, I have my facebook privacy settings so if you aren't my friends, pretty much the only things you are able to see are my profile picture (if you go the my "my face" tag on my tumblr, it's my most recent post), my cover picture (a picture of the girls from a couple Valentine's Day's ago), and that I'm married to Michael. So if he attempted to look through my profile (which... probably 😒) he KNOWS I'm married. With children. And still sent this message anyway?!

But let's give him the benefit of the doubt? Even IF he didn't look at my profile, and DIDN'T KNOW I was married with kids, like... why would he think this was an okay thing to send to someone just trying to sell a fucking children's desk?!

... okay, I just typed that out and realized I take back the benefit of the doubt; he must know I have kids, because I am fucking selling a goddamn kid's school desk 😒 (yeah okay sure MAYBE I could be some vintage furniture collector but, I'm not buying that...)

Anyway. That was Thursday. I was super pissed, and raged about it to friends and family, and then because of my severe mental health crises, more or less forgot about it, and, yeah. Here we are now. Saturday.

So, JUST IMAGINE MY SURPRISE, when my phone goes *ding* and I pick it up thinking it's a mom friend or something, and instead I see the following:

... okay, like, I thought I was pissed the first time?!

Ha. Uh, ha, no? WHY DID HE THINK MY SILENCE WAS AN INVITATION TO SEND ANOTHER MESSAGE?! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK??!

I have no doubt this is one of those "your body, my choice" fuckers. NO DOUBT AT ALL. This is absolutely what the people chose. They have been emboldened one hundred percent. It's absolutely just... ugh.

I told my friends, and they're all like, wtf 😡🤢🤬 I told my family, and I get, "well Joelle, why didn't you just block him!!"

... yes. Because this is somehow all my fault? I totally asked for these unwelcome messages in the first place by posting the desk, like, oh wow, how dare I?!

🤦🏽‍♀️

No, stfu, get out of here 😒 My next step is figuring out how to report him to facebook, obviously, so he doesn't send me any other goddamn messages. Because I feel like they would just get worse?

BUT. He's going to know it was me! Unless he happens to be sending messages to women selling stuff all over Reno? Because I will just not show up in his messenger any more... but he has my name? He can just try to google me and find me?

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I JUST GOOGLED MY OWN NAME AND THERE'S A GODDAMN WEBSITE AND IT LITERALLY HAS MY FULL FUCKING HOME ADDRESS ON THERE, SEVERAL PREVIOUS ADDRESSES, SEVERAL PREVIOUS PHONE NUMBERS, AND MOST OF MY GODDAMN RELATIVES, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS TRUE PEOPLE SEARCH AND HOW THE FUCK DID THEY GET ALL THIS PERSONAL INFORMATION ABOUT ME?!!?!!?

okay well this is a fucking great turn of events now i'm scared to report him because what if he fucking GOOGLES ME AND COMES TO MY HOME AND TRIES TO HARM ME OR MY DAUGHTERS FUCK THIS

AHHH JESUS

sorry for having a goddamn literal freak out midpost

but FUCK TRUE PEOPLE SEARCH WOW

guess i need to figure out how to get all my information removed off there FIRST and then report the creepy fucker on marketplace?!!??! so much for resting today.... wow 😭😭😭

NONE OF THIS IS OKAY ABSOLUTELY NONE OF IT

[drawing-hearts]

15 lyrics that make you think of me, for whatever reason, when you hear them

1. “It feels good to be known so well” -true blue by boygenius 🥺🥺🥺

2. “Cause honey I don’t know where to go when you’re gone” -bathroom floor by kc rae

3. “Fuck anyone who says they doubt you I love everything about you, you know” -going home by the aces

4. “I don’t wanna board that plane, twenty more til we’re at the airport, extra time is all I’m hoping for” -red lights by haley joelle ❤️

5. “I chose you, you chose me” -chosen family by rina sawayama <3

6. “Listen I know it’s been a long long year but I think we should go and get you out of here I’ll go anywhere with you” -anywhere with you by maggie rogers :’))) so true maggie

7. “I feel myself falling further down your priorities” -how many things by sabrina carpenter (obviously not in a bad way, for the memory connected to it 🥺🥺🥺)

8. “May these memories break our fall” -long live by taylor swift 😭😭😭

9. “When did you last eat? Come in and make yourself right at home, stay as long as you need” -two by sleeping at last

10. “Just give me trust and watch what’ll happen” -I know a place by muna

11. “It’s sad to breathe the air when you’re not there” -sad to breathe by the japanese house …. hurts my feelings <3

12. “All that I need is your warm embrace, never have I ever felt so safe” -sleepy by ashley kutcher

13. “Whatever you want” -graceland too by phoebe bridgers 🥺🥺🥺🥺

14. “I love you more than the moon and the stars” -cupid by xana :’)))

15. “There’s always been a rainbow hanging over your head” -rainbow by kacey musgraves

[skylarstark4826]

Hort to Sophie "I finally transformed and that was thanks to my feelings and my love for you Sophie"

************************************************************************ Set after Sophie decides to return to the school of good and evil with Agatha, the mother of Agatha and Tedros. But during an Evers class, some Nevers decide to participate but during a small inconvenience Hort and Sophie end up accidentally trapped together

************************************************************************ When Hort who was with the Nevers including Sophie decides to join her but when the trunk in which they found the two end up locking them up together, Hort and Sophie try to get out but they will end up in a different way than they expected.

************************************************************************Sophie could no longer stand how small the coffin was or how dark it was, the only thing that helped her not to lose her mind (although she would never accept it) was the mere fact of having Hort next to her, because she had begun to fall in love with him, although she couldn't help but feel too shy to tell him her feelings. That same day Today afternoon they had done a test in which the Evers and the Nevers could participate together, in that specific class it was that men had to wake up to their true love with a kiss of true love, that's why with magic they gave all the princesses and witches a fact so that they slept deeply and could only wake up with the kiss of their true love Everything was going well, because the princes found their true love, Tedros had found Agatha and when kissing her he woke her up, Havird had found Joelle and kissing her he woke her up too, on the other hand Tristan had found Kiko and woke her up when he kissed her on her lips, Chaddick had found Reena who he woke up when he kissed her e. And when it was Sophie's turn, and someone had opened her coffin, being asleep from the spell she did not know who she was but when the person who had found her had kissed her she opened her eyes and saw Hort, Sophie did not know what to say when out of nowhere, Hester who practiced with her powers had accidentally hit Hort in the rear which caused him to accidentally Not finding anything they had to leave them there while they were looking for something that will help them get them out. Hort and Sophie ended up waiting for them, who knows how long. Hort noticed how Sophie felt uncomfortable because of the ridiculously small space of the coffin turned to make more space for her, but Hort only managed to accidentally crush Sophie against the glass wall.

"Ow, Hort try not to crush me against the wall, please"

Sophie asked Hort while he was moving uncomfortably

"Sorry Sophie, I was trying to make space for you, although technically it is the fault that the coffin only has space for one person inside also if I could believe me I would, but there is no space"

Hort commented trying not to crush Sophie again while she put herself in a more comfortable position, because her arm on which she was leaning and her leg had already fallen asleep.

"¿Why did Hester have to practice right where we and the others were, couldn't there be practically anywhere that wasn't near us?"

Sophie wondered as she tried to move only to stay on top of Hort, with her pretty face right on her chest. Hort, without even avoiding it, I hug Sophie to make her comfortable.

"Right now he also asked me, although it really could have been worse.... Knowing Hester could have tried to leave us rusty using his dragon demon"

Hort commented while he was hugging her against her body, Sophie sighed, before laying her head on his chest listening to her heartbeats that really calmed her down. In that they heard something and realized that their movements made the coffin slide down the hill and end up in a river, realizing that they were sinking Sophie began to try to open the coffin and while Hort who only looked at her in love with how beautiful she looked, Sophie turned to look at him and seeing the way he looked at her made her blush before telling her the following

"Am, Hort, ¿can you help me please?"

Hort reacted before he started helping her but there wasn't really much difference. Because Sophie had no strength at all, even the rats could beat her and Hort without problems... for her part, due to the fact that her body was so skinny she didn't have much strength either and that's a lot to say considering that he had grown up around the pirates being the son of Captain Hook.

"Well, it looks like we'll stay here forever, Sophie"

"Our teachers wouldn't do that to us and neither would our Never's friends do it"

Sophie said looking Hort in the eyes, who with a lot of discomfort looked at her before gesturing to reminding her of how evil her teachers could really be.

"¿Do you really think they could leave us?"

Sophie now really scared began to kick much harder, the coffin was amazingly resistant, Hort tried to calm her down, but only made the blonde get more scared.

"We have to try to open it before we touch the bottom of the river and inside the coffin"

Hort also told him now scared when he began to realize that they were sinking deeper and deeper into the river.

"¡¿WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO HORT?!"

Sophie screamed and began to cry as she hugged Hort by the neck of her clothes.

"No, I don't know,"

Hort also replied frightened but at the same time hugging Sophie to calm her down. Sophie didn't want to die like that, much less without telling Hort how much she loves him and more now knowing that he is her true love. Hort kissed Sophie's forehead while Sophie began to cry harder than before, she tried to remember something that served, that's when she remembered her first lesson with Lady Lesso. And that's when he remembered something very important about Hort. He is a werewolf.

"¡HORT, YOU HAVE TO BECOME A WEREWOLF!" I ask you.

"But Sophie, the last time I tried it didn't work and even if I'm a werewolf I've never really been able to get into it and also I could lose control and I could attack you by accident"

Hort told him worried because he knew that if he transformed he could lose control and could accidentally kill Sophie.

The coffin was sinking deeper and deeper.

"¡HORT, JUST DO IT, I TRUST YOU!" Scream.

Hort concentrated and then Sophie saw how Hort began to believe his fur on his body covering it completely, he began to growl and when he opened his eyes the pupil area completely covered his eyes and his teeth became tusks before his transformation was completed Hort looked at Sophie.

"Sophie, get away from me,"

Hort ordered. She obeyed by holding firmly to him, Hort's body became bigger and furry. Her arms gained muscle, the longest ears grew Sophie took a deep breath before holding her breath and then. Hort transformed completely into a werewolf with a single kick broke the coffin and with Sophie hugging him, holding her breath, they began to swim to the surface. Hort hurried to prevent Sophie from drowning because she could barely hold her breath even for 5 minutes. They continued swimming together, but then Sophie clung to Hort's back once they breathed and reached the shore, Sophie realized that Hort had run out of too much and had managed to swallow water from the river.

Even when they arrived on land Sophie was relieved I looked at Hort still transformed into a werewolf, he just looked at her

"It was very close..."

Sophie commented that looking at him before hugging him a short time later Hort separated from her and then he began to become human again, now only with his pants. Sophie couldn't help but remember when they met, she stood next to him hugging him to which Hort immediately responded to his embrace by kissing his forehead caressing his back before they both will look at each other before the factions saw them, to which they both began to run but were intercepted by the wolves of the school of evil

"Hey... thank you for saving me, Hort"

Sophie thanked him looking at him before looking at the floor shyly, Hort gently took his chin making her look at him both looked at each other smiling. Sophie didn't think about it and standing on her toes gave Hort a kiss on her lips, Hort immediately responded by putting her hands on her waist and back while Sophie put one hand on her chest and the other on the back of her head bringing him closer to her

THE END

************************************************************************

[kokiafans]

KOKIA news: Kaji Fes.2023 at Budokan guest performance

Via KOKIA.com/news

“Hello, this is KOKIA. Today, I’m letting you know that I will get to perform at Kaji Fes. 2023, the live performance to commemorate Yuki Kajiura’s 30th anniversary. After I got to work together with her about 25 years ago, I’ve been looking forward to join up again for a long time, and that hope is coming true now in a wonderful way.”

【Live】30th Anniversary Yuki Kajiura LIVE vol.#19 -Kaji Fes.2023- guest appearance on day 2, December 9 (Saturday)!

This year’s performance will be a compilation of Yuki Kajiura for her 30th anniversary since her debut. It’s the second time Kaji Fes. will be held since it was done for the 20th anniversary. Appropriate for a 30th anniversary, it’ll be a festival that many splendid guests will participate in. Make sure not to miss out on this chance!

“30th Anniversary Yuki Kajiura LIVE vol.#19 -Kaji Fes.2023-”

(T/N: The following information is also taken from the Notice for overseas travelers’ ticket sales on the official website, which is the same as on KOKIA’s news page, except including notes on ticket sales for overseas travelers.)

[Schedule]

December 8, 2023 (Friday) 17:00 open/18:00 start December 9, 2023 (Saturday) 15:00 open/16:00 start

[Venue] Nippon Budokan 2-3 Kitanomaru Koen, Chiyoda-ku Tokyo, Japan 102-8321 https://www.nipponbudokan.or.jp/

Performers: Yuki Kajiura/FictionJunction (Piano/Chorus)

Vocals: KAORI, KEIKO, YURIKO KAIDA, Joelle, rito, and LINO LEIA

Musicians: FRONT BAND MEMBERS (Kouichi Korenaga on guitar, Kyouichi Sato on drums, Tomoharu “Jr.” Takahashi on bass, Konno Strings [Hitoshi Konno and Masahiko Fujidou on violin, Kazuhiro Kobayashi on viola, Takayoshi Okuizumi on cello], Rie Akagi on flute, Obawo Nakajima on percussions, Yoshiaki Satou on accordion, Naoki Nakahara on uilleann pipes, and Yoshio Ohira as the manipulator)

【Guest】

Day 1:  Aimer, Yuri Kasahara, Revo (Sound Horizon/Linked Horizon), and Remi

Day 2: ASCA, Eri Itou, KOKIA, Hanae Tomaru, JUNNA, Hikaru, and Aira Yuuki

【Prices】

All tickets assigned seating: ¥ 9,900 (tax included) ※ No entrance for pre-school children (under the age of five) ※ The program performed on the 2 days will be different from each other.

【Tickets】 Ticket agency pre-sale start: June 15 (Thursday), 12:00~ Regular sales: October 21, 2023 (Thursday), 10:00~

Please visit the special ‘Kaji Fes.2023′ website for more information. ▶https://fictionjunction.com/kajifes2023

[Quantity limits]

One person can buy up to four tickets per concert. *It’s possible for an individual to purchase tickets once per performance date.

[Overseas travelers’ ticket sales]

☆Tickets available from noon (Japan Standard Time) of June 15th (Thursday) to 11:59 PM on June 25th (Sunday)

☆Direct link to purchase:

https://ib.eplus.jp/kajifes2023

*Quantity limits: One person can buy up to four tickets per performance date. (Possible to purchase tickets for both performance dates) *Please refer to the ticket sales website for further information on purchasing and any additional precautions. *Tickets are sold on a first-come-first-served basis. Please make sure to purchase during the specified timeframe. *Tickets purchased need to be picked up on the day of the performance at the venue’s box offices.

[therese-lokidottir]

The Avengers: Earth Mightiest Heroes series watch

459 written by Joelle Sellner

Ant-Man and Wasp visit Carol Danvers at a deep space observatory to help identify a mysterious object picked up by the telescope. They are introduced to scientist Phillip Lawson. They find that the object changes direction and heads straight for the observatory, the trio must act fast to stop it.

While Carol and Wasp drive to the crash site, Carol warns Jan that continuing to play these jealousy games will ruin their relationship but there is no time for debate as they are set upon by an invisible attacker that shoots green bolts of energy. Wasp shoots into the forest while Ant-Man calls ants to reveal an invisible alien robot heading for the observatory.

Carol goes to evacuate the staff, while Ant-Man and Wasp fight the robot, and Ant-Man gets thrown through the skylight. During the fight, Ant-Man causes an explosion that hits Carol and Lawson. Lawson protects Carol with a green energy dome that reveals his true form as a Kree captain named Mar-Vell. The robot destroys the observatory, but everyone escapes the explosion.

Carol has been taken to the hospital and the Avengers have gathered to discuss the situation. Mar-Vell reveals his true identity and mission; he is a member of the Kree empire who is in a war with the Skrulls, an alien race. Both sides view Earth as a crucial battleground. The robot that attacked them was a Kree Sentry designed to eliminate any perceived threats from Earth's native population. If the Sentry deems a threat too significant for it to handle alone, it's equipped with a Nega-Bomb that can annihilate all life on the planet. Mar-Vell agrees to help the Avengers stop the Sentry believing humanity deserves to survive.

The Avengers try to deactivate the armed Nega-Bomb. Opening up the robot proves to be a difficult task. Wasp and Ant-Man start an argument Just then a whole bunch of projectiles head straight for Wasp and Ant-Man takes the blows for her. Ant-Man takes a blow for Wasp and becomes seriously injured. Jan tears apart the Sentry from the inside and gives Hulk the opening he needs to open the Sentry's chest.

The deactivation of the robot prompts a transmission from Mar-Vell's superior officer Yon-Rogg. Yon-Rogg accuses Mar-Vell of sympathizing with humans and reveals that the invasion will proceed with or without him.

The bomb is about to explode. Mar-Vell flies it up to space to keep Earth safe, but he freezes in the atmosphere. Iron Man catches Mar-Vell and saves him while Thor further launches the bomb into space before it explodes.

Mar-Vell departs, offering sincere apologies and a commitment to advocate as much as possible for humanity's survival in front of the Kree government. Hank and Jan realize that they have feelings for each other. Carol wakes up to discover that she is glowing and hovering several feet above her bed.

So, to be brutally honest I fond Mar-Vell a boring character that left almost no impression. He just felt like a character to set up for the skrull kree war and Miss Marvel. It doesn't help that his big heroic sacrifice is undercut by Iron Man and Thor being the ones to actually save the day. Maybe it was to show he cares, but he was already helping and again to see Iron Man and Thor imminently fly up in space after him and be the ones to get ride of the bombs make it seem a little sad. Like, Well you best, buddy.

The main focus on this episode is mostly on Janet and Hank and it has both what I really like about the character and what I really do not like about romantic plots. I am really not into will the or won't inability to express one thoughts and feelings. For Janet it makes me question why she's even into Hank in the first place. But again it still does have what I like about the characters. Janet's conference in being a super-hero and Hank always being like Science, yeah!☺ It's fun

I really wish Carol had more to do. She was shown to be friendly and proactive. Then she's gets knocked out half way through the episode and she won't show up again until season 2. Her and Janet are already friends before the episode start. I want to know more about that and less boring Mar-Vell.

All around it was an alright episode.