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nailsinmywall · 8 months ago

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sons of finwë during the years of the trees

#everyone i have literally been working on this for 3 years #feanor #fingolfin #finarfin #silmart #basically what took the last 2 years were finarfins hands 🫡#tolkien #silmarillion #jesus fucking christ i cant believe it is done and i am putting it out in the world to be perceived🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️#they are gossiping!

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firstprinced · 4 months ago

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Megan Thee Stallion performing at the 2024 VMAs

#megan thee stallion #vmas #vmas 2024 #mtv video music awards #mtv vmas #megantheestallionedit #musicgifs #musicedit #my edit #other edit*#jesus fucking christ this took 3 years #cw flashing

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they-didnt-last · 6 months ago

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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??

#okay incoming rant about this series #i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized #the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock #and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them #anyway #flashforward to a couple of weeks ago #i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it #and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it #to find out what the fuck happened afterwards #long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days #and i haven't stopped thinking about them since #it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book #i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards #i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence #truly character of all time #but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series #rather than before #make it a true enemies to lovers #and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it #like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong #i think it would have been very interesting to read #although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough #gallagher girls #okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series #my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it #and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi #nothing really happened #and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after

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uncorkedhead · 6 months ago

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Lost in Paradise

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#jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satosugu #art #my art #digital art #oh my fucking god this took me so long jesus #also finally learned how to use color balance! only took me 7 years

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loverboybrightsideghost · 10 days ago

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everything is different (3696 words) by welcometotheopeningband Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Tangled (2010) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Eugene Fitzherbert | Flynn Rider & Rapunzel, Eugene Fitzherbert | Flynn Rider/Rapunzel, Gothel & Rapunzel (Disney) Characters: Eugene Fitzherbert | Flynn Rider, Rapunzel (Disney), Gothel (Disney) Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Character Death, Not real Gothel but Rapunzel's sort of residual trauma Gothel that lives in her head Series: Part 1 of life before happily ever after Summary: In which Rapunzel wakes up.

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I WROTE A TANGLED FAN FICTION! AND IT IS THE FIRST FAN FICTION I HAVE EVER PUT ON AO3 OR ANYWHERE! i wish i could say it's finished, but it is not. the second chapter is like. halfsies. time will tell when i will summon the will to write it, as the tangled brain bug has left me for some time now. i will finish it one day, and i do still have a plan for the rest of the series, but i wouldn't wait around.

PLEASE ENJOY!!!

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invinciblerodent · 4 months ago

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hi. hello. just saw the finale of House MD for the first time in my life.

are..... is..... they........... they had to have written the second half of season 8 (or at least the last 3-5 episodes) fully knowing that there would be no continuation, right. and they just went balls to the fucking wall with it, and did exactly as much of the queerness as network television allowed them to get away with, right

they couldn't have been unaware that if the last twenty minutes had just been hardcore gay pornography, it would have been less queer than the actual ending, right

they straight up could have shown the actors literally pounding it out for 45 whole minutes, and it would have been somehow more ambiguous than how the show ended up actually concluding, i'm losing my marbles

this really was the barnyard dicktits song of tv show endings

#house md #did i have a tag for this #did i at one point go #squirrel watches house md #no? well it's over now #it took like a good chunk of a year but jesus fuck #(for the lucky 7000; by the barnyard dicktits song i mean “what are you gonna do; cancel us some more???”)#(and you should google it)

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melloneah · 2 months ago

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rant in tags tw death sorry

#this past month has been SO HARD #i took care of my Very Ill granny 24/7 for 2 weeks #and had to bury her #and today i just returned from australia back to poland #thinking i could get a little bit of piece and closure at home #and i found out my good friend passed away this weekend #it’s all just. so fucking much #having my granny die was Bad but it was just. a natural progression in life #but my 23 year old buddy being found dead in his flat after 24h of just lying there?#jesus fucking christ #sorry might delete later i just. am in so much shovk #i needed to get this out

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etchif · 4 months ago

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Getting kind of emotional over my dog rn

#like over ten years ago she was abandoned why whoever and then some asshole shot at her with an air rifle #*by #there's no way in hell that was an accident too. they shot her in the lung and hit and likely assumed she was gonna succumb to her wound #but she didn't she fucking survived. somehow. someone found her by some filthy mcdonald's and took her to a shelter #and then we took her home with us and she's been living with us for over ten years and she's happy and relatively healthy and she survived #jesus christ she could have died but she didn't #my sweet little girl I love her so much

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habitual-creatures · 4 months ago

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Literally me whenever someone sends an ask:

/pos, y'all make me so happy.

#REGARDS: MOD 💜 💙#not asks #mod gets mushy and emotional #I'm not kidding. like. i LOVE getting asks this blog is very carhartic for me #like... all of y'all are awesome.#also how the fuck do i already have almost 20 followers here?!?!?! omg???#like??? thank you?!?!#HABIT kin #Evan Myers kin #emh kin #i am screaming and jumping up and down happily like a fucking idiot #i go fucking FERAL when i receive asks. it makes me so happy #y'all have no idea how much i appreciate you despite only having this blog for like- less than a fucking week #THREE DAYS.#I've had this blog for THREE DAYS. and this is the best I've felt in fucking years.#it feels weird how happy this makes me #like... actually actively engaging in my kintypes and ENJOYING IT and allowing OTHERS to as well???#JESUS FUCK THIS IS AWESOME.#I feel much better than earlier. it probably won't last but THANK YOU. literally everyone THANK YOU.#it took way too fucking long to be comfortable admitting that i am fictkin.#but now that i have you're not getting rid of me. and i hope y'all continue to enjoy this as much as i do. <3

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ghostzzy · 5 months ago

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did she see this post lol

#anyway. we just talked for an hour.#i cried my fucking face off.#(am in fact Still crying my fucking face off!)#being vulnerable is perhaps the hardest thing in the world.#and i hate how horrible it makes me feel. how guilty i am to be honest. how terrified i am of what my truth makes me.#but holding it in and repressing it NEVER FUCKING HELPS. why do i DO THIS SHIT.#if i was just honest from the beginning instead of constantly rationalizing my discomfort away until it was screaming pain #then maybe this WOULDNTVE been one the most humiliating conversations of my life!!#FUCK. JESUS.#anyway. we agreed we need to figure out how to become best friends again.#and we agreed to make quality time for each other.#and we took responsibility for our contributions to the bullshit.#and i feel. just terrible. but i’m glad we talked. i’m glad she said something.#i wish we had talked so much sooner. fuck.#we’ve been friends for 14 years. that’s over half my life. when am i gonna learn to just TALK TO HER IF IM UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING. god!!!!!!#izzy.txt

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pardonmydelays · 10 months ago

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i'm going home tomorrow & i'm so excited to see my family, i really missed them

#also my mom told me some time ago that i'm really brave & i shouldn't give up #but i don't feel brave i feel tired #so basically i had three different jobs this year #first one i quit because i hated it & it was too chaotic #i got fired from the second one after over a month because apparently i was too nice #now the third one i know is just temporary because it's similar to the one i quit last year #and it's only because i need money so i can't stay jobless #my situation is kinda fucked up because i live here alone so i have to pay rent #and i really don't want to go back to my parents #i know i can but i wanna stay here #i've been working so hard to move to my favourite city and i want to start studies here this year i just can't give up #so i just took the job i didn't want #and i keep looking for something i might actually like #but god i'm tired #i feel like the biggest fucking failure #i just need a normal fucking job jesus why is it so hard #i don't want to work with customers anymore i hate people #and i also want to earn a little more money because trust me it's not that easy to live fucking alone #i mostly spend my money on food cause unfortunately i have to eat #but i'm not interested in just surviving i really want to start feeling alive again #ugh #talking shit for the hell of it*

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mybreadsmybutters · 3 months ago

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i actually am like. reasonably extroverted. i just also kind of want to kill myself anytime somebody perceives me as a woman which makes doing literally anything feel like navigating the minefield of “is this dear friend who i’ve known for years who i’m not out to going to unintentionally and innocently say something that’s going to make me spiral for the next three days”. ALL of which could be avoided if i simply Was Out to people however if One (1) singular more person i know and care about says some truly insane bizarre and weird bullshit after i come out the way EVERY single person i have ever come out to in person in the HISTORY of my ENTIRE life has i am genuinely worried im going to snap in a way that will finally force them to put me in the psych ward

#rant #vent #im just so SICK OF LIVING LIKR THIS #why can i just NOT get over the like deep deep shame i have over being trans why is that normal fine and awesome for EVERYONE in the world.#except me. why why why why i am sooooo pissed off #i think 90% of it is just thag im deeply afraid that nobody is going to love me if im like Actually seriously myself in any capacity #which like magbe ill have to fucking swallow that for ever but holy fuck its like. what is the point.#im so sick THERE ARE THINGS I WANT TO DO AND I CANT BECAUSE THERE IS THIS STUPID BARRIER THAT J CANT MENTALLY GET OVER #i need to go kick trash cans about this or something jesus christttt #sorry its been a year since j actually managed to brute force make myself accept this and im just #i SHOULD be nicer to myself because it took me like seven years of deeply hating myself to even just MENTALLY accept this #but fuck!!!! why am i still in this situation!!!!!#love yourself challenge level impossible

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comfortlesshurt · 5 months ago

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brutally reminded that somewhere out there is a physical copy of an absolutely terrible detective conan genderbend au i wrote when i was like 12

i am not thriving today so here's a tag rant

#i haven't thought about that in YEARS but i'm realizing i do NOT remember trashing the notebook it was in #and it may be at my mom's house #hopefully completely untouched because she got so madddddd when she saw any of my non-school writing as a kid #i may have to sneak off to find and burn it with extreme prejudice next time i'm visiting her #(also your skyler lore of the day: i turned fully anti-religion for myself once my mom started telling me jesus wouldn't approve of my fics #(keep in mind that these were 100% G-rated like i didn't know what any cool teen or adult stuff even WAS yet)#also someone at work got me SICK and i am NOT giving up another writing day this week #so fever-addled me may be about to write several thousand terrible words #but future me can edit that so it's f i n e #ALSO ALSO #tw sa mention in remaining tags!#i stopped on my way home from my trip and jesus fuck you wanna know where i randomly ended up?#8 miles from my rapist's current address #and i ran into 3 of his coworkers in the 30 minutes i took to get lunch #what a terribly small world #(yes i know i should not keep tabs on him but it makes me feel safe to be sure of where he is so stfu on that)

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hoodieimp · 10 months ago

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Completely fuckin forgot to post abt it the day of but

GUESS WHO ✨️FINALLY✨️ GOT THEIR DRIVER'S LICENSE LAST WEEK!!!!!!