do you guys ever think about that time she said her backstory was that she was only partially zombiefied and was fully conscious mentally while she ate and killed her family. and that she was a princess. i do alot.
rewatching S6 in bits and pieces for current fic and ahhhhhhhhhh but the whole Jack, Diana, Mosley and Lizzie final dinner is so *viscerally* fucking satisfying on every sensory and intellectual and emotional level of consumption.
To the troll posing as a RWDEr sending genuine awful threats to bee shippers pretending to be a freezerburn/eclipse shipper just to spark drama between rwde tag and main tag: I wish you a very violent Eat shit asshole. fall off your horse
I am going to bite the next person who comes to me with that "soft Bucciarati" shit.
The man isn't soft. Isn't naive. He's kind.
Kindness is something you have to keep choosing. It's not innate.
He's a person who has seen so much evil that he chooses to fight it by being kind. By being the person he wants to see in the world around him. He. ain't. soft.
society if dc hired a writing team of colour who could acknowledge the racial coding of starfire & raven, explore vic's status as a Black man in modern america who's specific disability further means his body is going to be read a certain way by certain people no matter what he does, along with potentially finding a way to sort through the racisim + fetishization that went into prior depictions of dick's heritage:
personally of the opinion that the worst thing about adhd is the subtlety. we joke abt how obvious and silly it is but its barely visible 95% of the time.
& u spend your whole life not knowing if the mental struggle you have doing basic shit is what everyone deals with or if something's wrong. even when you KNOW you have adhd and even have it TREATED you STILL don't know if you're having a normal amount of obstacles.
i've been on meds for two years now and i just spent a whole fucking summer semester not sure if i was having adhd burnout or if my meds weren't working or if i was actually just being lazy. i think its all three, but who knows! and now i have a final tomorrow that i have to pass and i dont know if i can because i could barely fucking do any work all semester.
this happens like every year/semester but this one particularly stings cause it was supposed to be really good this time!! lots of free time, one class to worry about, the best nd-friendly note-taking system i've ever used, lots of flexibility, and friends to spend time with. it was even a science class!! chem, not bio, but better than non-science, right? but apparently, the only way i can ever stay motivated and on the ball is if im chained to a super-stressful and merciless schedule. so i have to choose between my long-term success and my mental health!!
i don't envy neurotypicals for the weird fucking ways they operate sometimes but good lord fucking jesus it sounds nice to be able to do things. i feel like a loaded gun with a busted trigger; i have all these amazing ideas and well-thought-out schedules and all the passion and desperation to follow through, but my brain and body just. won't. do it.
It sucks how a fairly large demographic of Gen Z that makes up the online community they have are REALLY just falling into the same emotional patterns as Boomers usually do in every day life.
Asking for help isn't a childish thing. It's okay to ask for help, it's GOOD to ask for help if you need it. Not asking for help isn't an 'adult' thing to do, that's just plain ol setting yourself up for failure.
Let's do away with the Boot Strap theory and start accepting help and helping each other in our communities.
also off topic but if i don't reblog something (art/analysis/etc) I PROMISE I JUST DIDN'T SEE IT ヽ(;´Д`)ノ feel free to tag me if you think i missed something, esp if we're moots!!
hey how do you forgive yourself for doing something something you feel is irrevocably embarrassing even though you know you can do anything you want forever
god i have to keep taking breathers when i watch zexal because this dub keeps BLOWING MY ASS AWAY with how fuckin good it is!!! this ENTIRE BIT rules SO HARD. i did Not go into this yugioh series expecting to see a brutally honest mid-duel discussion about How Your Children Don't Owe You Their Lives If You're Not a Good Parent to Them, delivered in the Silliest Goofiest 4Kids dub by the Silliest Goofiest Yutagonist, but thank GOD it's here. TEAR HIS ASS APART YUMA!!!!!!!!
also god I can't believe in9 is ending ON WEDNESDAY... glad it's ending on the writers' terms but still rip the only TV show able to rewire my brain hard enough that I'm able to actively keep up with it