#javier pena aesthetic

[4ever-feral]

SOMEBODY FUCKING SEDATE ME RN BEFORE I GO FULL FERAL

[lordkryze]

I used to watch “what’s in my bag” videos growing up.

And you can definitely say I got inspired by this Narcos poster.

[yesttoheaven]

just tonight I will stay

and we'll throw it all away

when the light hits your eyes

it's telling me I'm right

just tonight I won't leave

I'll lie and you'll believe

just tonight I will see

it's all because of me

[sofiaispunk]

The Space Cowboy and his Ladybug - CHAPTER 3

Javier Peña x reader

Summary: You find your old diary in your childhood home and are confronted with the ghosts of your past.

Words: 2,7K

Warnings: angst, trust issues, violence, mentions of past domestic abuse (mentally and physically), insecurity, references to suicide attempt, smut (in later chapter), TRAUMA, throwbacks

On Moday, a particular humid day in Laredo, you decided to throw on your grey matching gym set and start decluttering your old childhood home. As you were cleaning out one of the closets in the old house, you stumbled upon an old dusty box. You carefully took it out and placed it on the floor. As you opened it, you found something that sent shivers down your spine – your old diary.

It was a brown leather-bound book that you used to carry everywhere with you during your teenage years. You carefully opened the book and the familiar smell of the old pages filled your nostrils. As you started to read through the entries, it felt like you was transported back in time.

Dear diary,                                                                        15th October 1974

I can't believe how irritating it is to watch those girls flirting with Javier. I mean, I don't have feelings for him or anything, but it's just so obvious and annoying. Like, can't they see how he's just playing along with them? Ugh, it makes me want to scream.

And today in school, he was laughing and chatting with that new girl, Lorraine or something. Stupid name, right? I don't know why it bothers me so much, but it does. I guess it's just because he's my friend, and I don't want him to get hurt by these girls who are obviously just using him for attention.

But whatever, it's not like it's any of my business. I'll just keep my distance and focus on my own life. Maybe I'll even try to find someone to flirt with too.

Anyway, I have to go now. Homework to do and all that. Until next time, diary.

You are sitting on the ground, flipping through the pages. Some pages are stuck together and the ink is smudged or faded through the years.

Dear diary,                                                                21st October 1974

It’s me again. I can't believe Javier forgot to pick me up from school today. He said he was going to take me to the arcade, but he never showed up. I waited for him for an hour and then walked home alone. I'm so mad at him right now!

To make things worse, I saw him at the new burger place with Lorraine. They were laughing and having a good time, while I was sitting in the school yard feeling completely forgotten. It's not fair. I thought I was his best friend, but now he's spending all his time with her.

Lorraine is pretty and popular, and all the guys seem to like her. I don't understand what's so great about her. Why does Javier want to be friends with her instead of me? I know I'm not the prettiest or the most popular girl in school, but I thought we had a special bond. He is my best friend not hers. Anyways I will never forgive him. I will go over to Chucho’s and tell him that I don’t want to be his friend anymore. Done and over.

See you in a bit diary.

You starred down at the pages. You remember the day as if it was yesterday. You were banging on the old farm house relentlessy. 

“Hola mija, what’s wrong?” Chucho opened the door, concern clearly laced in his features. “Is Javier here?” you pushed right through him, not quiet too concerned how rude your being and looking around to find Javier. Javier was sitting on the couch, watching some cartoon and eating his favorite cereal, captn crunch. “JAVIER, where were you?” you stalked over at him, looming over his sitting figure.

As you were venting your frustration to Javier, he seemed more annoyed than apologetic. It was as if he didn't understand why you were so upset about being left alone for so long.

"Come on, bug" he said, rolling his eyes. "It was just a burger with Lorraine. I didn't think you'd care that much."

"Just a burger?" you repeated, your voice raising in anger. "You promised to pick me up, and you ditched me for some girl you barely even know."

He looked at you like you were being unreasonable, and that just made you even more angrier. You hated feeling like a child in front of him, like he couldn't take your emotions seriously.

"It's not like I did it on purpose," he said defensively. "Things just got carried away, and I lost track of time." He continue slurping on his cereal.

"That's not the point," you snapped back. "You made me feel like I wasn't important enough to remember. And now you're acting like it's not a big deal."

He opened his mouth to respond, but you cut him off and stormed off with no where to go. You didn’t feel like going home, knowing that your father was probably back home from work. But you sure as hell wouldn’t going to keep staying listening to Javier’s bullshit excuse any longer.

Dear Diary,                                                                       1st December 1974

Today was supposed to be a fun day out with Javier and his girlfriend Lorraine, but it ended up being a the most horrible experience of my life. avi insisted that I come with them. I think to make up for the fact that he has neglected me lately. We were shopping in the mall when Lorraine made a snarky comment about my outfit, and then started giggling with her friends. I tried to ignore it and just went along with the day, but it's really been bothering me.

Later, when we were alone, I tried to tell Javier about it, but he didn't seem to take me seriously. He just brushed it off and said that Lorraine was probably just joking. But I know what I heard and saw, and it really hurt my feelings.

It's not the first time I've felt like Lorraine doesn't like me. She always seems to be making snide comments or giving me dirty looks, and I can't help but wonder if Javier notices it too. But every time I try to talk to him about it, he just tells me I'm being paranoid or oversensitive.

I don't know what to do. I really care about Javier, but I don't want to be around Lorraine if she's just going to make me feel bad all the time. And it hurts that Javier doesn't seem to believe me or understand how I'm feeling. I think I will talk to him tomorrow about it again. What better way to confront him than our weekly movie night, right? We are watching Titanic, yayyy

bye bye diary.

You and Javier were sitting on the couch at Javier's house, watching a movie together. However, the tension between you was palpable, and you had been ignoring each other for a while.

"I'm telling you, Javier, Lorraine doesn't like me," you said, frustration clear in your voice.

"I think you're being a little dramatic, don't you?" Javier replied, rolling his eyes. "I mean, why wouldn't she like you? You're great."

"I don't know, maybe because she knows we used to be close and she's jealous," you said, crossing your arms.

"I highly doubt that," Javier said, shaking his head. "You're making a big deal out of nothing."

"Well, I'm sorry if I don't trust your new girlfriend," you said, your voice rising.

"Look, I understand that you're feeling insecure, but you don't have to take it out on me or Lorraine," Javier said, his tone turning sharp.

"I'm not taking anything out on you! I just don't want to be around Lorraine if she doesn't like me," you said, feeling your anger boiling over.

"You know what? Fine. If you can't handle being around my girlfriend, then maybe we shouldn't hang out anymore! You are being childish," Javier said, standing up from the couch.

You felt hurt and betrayed by Javier's words, and tears prickled at the corners of your eyes. "Fine," you said, your voice barely above a whisper.

Javier stormed out of the room, leaving you alone on the couch. You sat there for a few moments, feeling lost and alone, before finally gathering your things and leaving the house without looking back.

Skipping through these pages you felt your heart breaking all over again. You felt bad for your teenage self and relived everything again. You realized that despite all the years that had passed, some things never really change. The fear, the pain, and the longing - it was all still there, buried deep within you. No amount of time in the big city could change you, no matter how much you tried to be someone else, these memories were a part of you. You obviously knew what kind of heartbreak was hidden in those pages but for some reason you couldn’t tear your eyes away.

Dear diary, 2nd March 1975

I am going to the barn today to see the horses. I need to escape from everything that's been going on in my life. I feel so lost and alone right now. Javier hasn't spoken to me since the fight we had, and I don't know if we can ever go back to the way things were.

It hurts so much to see him with Lorraine. I can't help but feel jealous of her. She has everything I don't have - his attention, his love, he even gave her his favourite sweater .It's like I never mattered to him at all. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I can't help it.

Being around the horses helps me forget about everything else. They're so beautiful and majestic, and they don't judge me for being a mess. They just want to be loved and taken care of.Kinda like me. I feel calm when I am around them.

I wish I could just stay here forever and forget about everything else. 

See you soon, diary!

You finished writing your diary entry and rushed down the stairs eager to spend some time with the horses. But when you got downstairs, you found your dad already back from work and drinking beer at the kitchen table.

"Where do you think you're going?" he asked, eyeing you suspiciously.

"To the farm," you said flatly, trying to hide your excitement.

"You're not going anywhere," he slurred. "You're staying here with me."

"But I promised Mr. Pena that I would help him with the horses," you pleaded.

"I don't care about Mr. Pena," he snapped. "You're staying here with me."

You knew you had to get out of there. You couldn't stay trapped in that house with your drunken dad any longer. So you made a run for it, grabbing your backpack on the way out. You were almost out the door when you felt a sharp tug on your hair that made you fall down and cry out in pain. Your dad was standing over you, eyes bloodshot with rage.

“ Why don’t you listen to me, you pathetic little girl?” he spat. “You. Are. Staying. Here. With. Me.” You felt a sharp kick to your stomach after each word. Breathlessly you could just nod, not trusting your own voice. You wouldn’t cry again. You were strong. So you crawled over to door and slid up the door so you could stand properly, away from his heavy boots. “Yes, father. I’m staying.” You said mechanically, while clutching your stomach and right rip.

As you made your way up you couldn’t help but feel helpless and alone. And quietly wonder if there’s any way out for you.

The next day you knew your dad was at work, so you got dressed and headed straight out. You rushed out, eager to finally spend your day on the farm with the horses. Your safe space. Y ou put on your old denim jeans and a faded red t-shirt, knowing that you needed something comfortable and practical for the work ahead. The air was cool and fresh as you stepped outside, and you could smell the sweet scent of freshly cut hay in the distance. All your pain and sorrows from the precious day almost forgotten.

You made your way to the stables, where Chucho was already busy tending to the horses. The sound of their neighs filled the air, and you could feel the excitement building inside me. As you approached, Chucho turned to greet me with a warm smile.

"Good morning, mi hija, I missed you yesterday. Where have you been?" Chucho asked. 

“Ah well you know me.. I was out with someone and forgot the time?” you answered unsure, feeling like he could see right through your lies. 

“So we're ditching this old man for a hot date, are we?” he laughed at his own joke. "Ready for a day with the horses?" 

You nodded, feeling the familiar thrill of anticipation. Chucho handed you a brush, and you began grooming the horses together. The soft bristles of the brush felt soothing against your skin as you worked, and you took your time, enjoying the peace and quiet of the farm.

As you finished grooming, Chucho led the horses outside, and you followed behind, taking in the beauty of the farm. The sun was just beginning to rise, casting a warm golden glow over the fields. The horses trotted playfully beside you, their hooves kicking up dust with each step.

The rest of the day was spent working with the horses, feeding them, cleaning their stalls, and tending to their needs. You couldn’t help but feel a sense of purpose and fulfillment as you worked, knowing that you was helping to care for these magnificent creatures.

As the day drew to a close, Chucho and you sat outside the stables, watching the sunset. The sky was ablaze with shades of orange and pink, and the air was still warm from the heat of the day. Chucho was nursing his beer while you drank your favourite strawberry soda, he knew you loved since you were a little girl.

You took a deep breath, feeling grateful for the peace and tranquility of the farm. It was a welcome escape from the chaos and turmoil of your life. For a moment, you allowed yourself to forget about the pain of your right rips and hurt that Javier caused you by ignoring you, and simply enjoy the beauty of the moment.

As you looked out over the fields, you knew that you had found a safe haven at Chucho's farm, a place where you could heal and find peace. And for that, you were truly forever grateful.

"Hey, qué pasa?" he asked, using the Spanish phrase for "what's up?"

“Oh nothing. Just thinking of something.” You gave him a weak smile, which wasn’t too convincing.

He took a big sip from his beer and looked at you with concern. "Is it about Javier?"

You simply shrugged your shoulder not wanting to look him in the eyes. You knew he could read every thought, every emotion by simply looking at you.

Chucho put a comforting hand on your shoulder. "Listen, Javi cares about you, okay? He's just going through some stuff with Lorraine right now. But he'll come around. He always does."

You wiped away a tear and sniffled. "I hope you're right. It just hurts to be replaced."

Chucho gave you a sympathetic smile. "You haven't been replaced, mija. You're still an important part of Javi's life. And you always will be.  He's just lost right now, and he's making some bad choices."

You  nodded slowly, taking in Chucho's words. He was always so kind and understanding, and it was one of the reasons you felt comfortable opening up to him. In a way he was your only fatherfigure. "But what if he never comes around?" you asked, your eyes filling with tears. "What if he really does choose Lorraine over me and our friendship?"

Chucho sighed. "I can guarantee you that he won't ever do that, I believe in Javi. He's been through a lot lately, and he's just trying to find his way. But deep down, he knows how much you mean to him. You've been there for him since the beginning, and he won't forget that."

You let out a deep breath and leaned your head against his shoulder. "Thanks, Chucho. But I think this time you are wrong."

“I’m never wrong, mija. Javi is an idiot but he loves you more than you know.” He wrapped his arm around you and you sat in silence for a few minutes, watching the sun set over the fields. The only sounds were the chirping of crickets and the occasional neighing of the horses in the distance.

You closed the diary, wiped away your tears and took a deep breath continuing to clean out the closet. You knew what memories were written on the last pages and you weren’t ready to uncover and relive them just yet.

Part 4

[intoanotherworld23]

I’ve seen a lot of writers on here have banners made for there fan fiction writing, and obviously so many of them are amazing. Since I’m not artistic in any way and can’t create a banner to save my life, I wanted to know is there anybody who is good at making banners, and would have the time and patience to create them for me whenever I would ask. Please message me if you are and you would like to take the job or help! Thank you so much everyone!

[yassslayboss]

Some of my fave Pedro pics ✨

[swiftisapunk]

🤎

[4ever-feral]

Guys, this gif makes me so feral it’s crazy. Just look at his neck, I want to take a bite! oh and that side profile *chefs kiss* 😩😩

[babydin]

Ignore this, just working on some tags and tag dumping!

[jolalibrary]

how does pinterest see you? ✨

search these and pick the first photo — celebrity, shoes, outfit, aesthetic, purse, makeup look

tagged by @sawymredfox

npt: @thetriumphantpanda @pedgito @goodwithcheese @maggiemayhemnj @swiftispunk

@secretelephanttattoo @javier-pena @hellishjoel @toomanystoriessolittletime @nothoughtsjustmeds

[toxicanonymity]

raider and lincoln x lana

I love getting song comparisons. 🖤 ik there are some i haven't posted bc i don't know them and wanna check them out first to add context like @javier-penas-wifexx420 has done here.

Raider Joel Joel saves you from his men but claims you as his own and takes you with him. Left in Lincoln (dbf x virgin) He's a neighbor your dads trust to look in on you while they seek treatment for Frank.

@javier-penas-wifexx420 asked:

DUDE ok so I remembered what someone said abt what lana songs the jolkemons are. I feel like specifically Raider and Lincoln are so lana coded. Raider is ultraviolence and Lincoln in honeymoon.

I feel like Raider being Ultraviolence is pretty understandable bc of how he his and how he treats the reader. Songs that really remind me of him are

ultraviolence- “he hurt me but it felt like true love.” “Loving him was never enough”

shades of cool- “I can’t fix him, can’t make him better”

Sad girl- “but you haven’t seen my man…he’s got the fire and he walks with it”

Pretty when you cry- OFC RAIDERS DACRYPHILLIA HE THINKS WERE SO PRETTY WHEN WE CRY

old money- “those summer nights seem long ago, so is the girl you used to call the queen of New York City” reminds me of how sweet pea is really disconnected from her old self and her old life, she belongs to Joel now so that’s like her only identity. Sad but also kinda hot🤪

“If you send for me you know I’ll come and if you call for me you know I’ll run.” Sweet pea is at the point where she’ll listen to anything he says and will do whatever he wants, she’ll follow him anywhere and honestly same.

And NOW, Lincoln and honeymoon. I feel like this one isn’t as obvious and some ppl might disagree with me but NO. Lincoln IS honeymoon. Honeymoon is one of Lana’s most treasured albums and if you really listen to it and focus on the subject matter it can be argued that it’s darker than ultraviolence. And while Lincoln Joel seems really sweet and loving, just like how honeymoon comes across, he’s actually really dark and just as dangerous, if not more than Raider. The album honeymoon describes intense and passionate love, kind of IRRATIONAL you could say. The album outlines just wanting to get away with your lover and be together forever *cough lincoln*

I feel like honeymoon displays a sort of desperation and a willingness to do anything one needs in order to be with their lover and I think that’s reflective of both Joel and peaches. Also in the music video for one of the songs on the album lana drinks kool-aid which is a reference to heaven’s gate and i feel like the whole expression of “drinking the kool-aid” is very accurate of left in Lincoln cause peaches is def drinking that fucking kool-aid.

Also honeymoon takes a lot of influence from older music styles, older aesthetics (the art deco aesthetic from the 20s) and in general older references and since Lincoln is almost 60 i feel like it fits him. Honeymoon is rlly jazzy and I’m p sure you said he likes jazz lol. Lana mentions Billie holiday in one of the songs and Joel would def play Billie holiday for peaches.

THE SONGS

honeymoon: “we both know the history of violence that surrounds you, but I’m not scared there’s nothing to lose now that I’ve found you”

Freak: “life makes sense when I’m with you. Looking back my past it all seems stranger than a stranger” THIS IS SO PEACHES BRO LIKE WHAT. Honestly freak is very much a left in Lincoln song. Anyway.

Religion: “you’re my religion, you’re how I’m livin…when I’m down on my knees you’re how I pray” very them, Joel is in charge of everything, peaches answers to him, looks up to him for everything. He’s her whole life now

The blackest day: “ever since my baby went away, it’s been the blackest day”

This song is one of the most left in Lincoln songs, I imagine this part references jessie leaving and her being all alone without him.

“Because I’m going deeper and deeper, darker and darker, harder and harder. Looking for love in all the wrong places.” After she was left in Lincoln™️ she was all alone and things got a lot darker, causing her to look for love anywhere she could find it.

24: “there’s only 24 hours in a day, and half as many ways for you to lie to me my little love” there’s a lot more lyrics in this song that are relevant but I think especially this one because it’s like wtf is Joel doing when he’s not with peaches?? And he’s obviously lying to her and I think she’s started to gain more suspicions (at least I hope so bc homegirl is IN TROUBLE)

Swan song: this one is the second to last song on the album and I think it is very relevant of left in Lincoln. The song basically says that all the two lovers need is each other. If you think about it, Joel just desires an eternal honeymoon with peaches, just the two of them together FOREVER

“Nothing could stop the two of us if that’s what we want, we could just get lost”

I feel like this could even be something Joel says to peaches. Like he’s just like as long as we’re together it doesn’t matter what happens. Also the “if that’s what we want” reminds me of Joel manipulating peaches and tricking her into thinking it’s all what she wants and she has a choice🤩

And I feel like a lot of the songs are very peaches coded: Terrence loves you, god knows I’ve tried, music to watch boys to, don’t let me be misunderstood

ANYWAYYYYY sorry for writing so fucking much I’ve j been thinking abt this for awhile esp the Lincoln honeymoon connection bc it’s so interesting and I love lana and your fics ❤️

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Toxic: This is amazing!! Thank you so much for the thoughtful analysis. 🖤 also it is killing me not to spoiler.

[bits-and-babs]

-ˋˏ ULTRAVIOLENCE ˎˊ-

laters-gators 6k followers celebration

I cannot believe that we’ve hit a huge milestone again so early. For this event to come at a time where I really needed a pick me up means the world. 6,000 of you little people out there follow me to see my words on your phone/tablet/computer screens, all because you like them. That’s insane to me!

As a token of appreciation, we’re back at it again with a follower celebration! This is a way for me to say thank you!

before we begin, some rules: (Read these carefully or your ask will be deleted!)

➸ Reblog to spread the word! ➸ Please see my inbox rules and who I write for before sending in asks. ➸ You can send in as many asks as you want, but some events will be restricted to non-anons only!

➸ This inbox for this event is open now! I will begin posting on the 24th! Inbox closes on the 26th ❤︎

❤︎ THIS EVENT HAS NOW CLOSED ❤︎

how to send an ask:

The inbox for this event is open now! To participate in this event, please send an ask via the link here, or the ‘Tell Me Something Sweet’ button at the top of my blog, and set out the ask with the corresponding emoji at the start. It makes my life much easier this way!:

“ 🐺 - Blue Jeans. ”

“ ☁️ - 29: ‘Thigh Riding’ with Marc Spector. ”

“ 🗝 - Joel Miller and Teacher!AU!”

open to everyone:

➸ Blue Bannisters [🗝]: Send me a character and a concept/aesthetic and I will make a mood board with a 100 word drabble.

➸ Chemtrails Over The Country Club [🐺]: Send me a Lana Del Rey song and I'll write a drabble with the character it most reminds me of!

➸ Lust For Life [⛓]: Send me any word and I will send you a paragraph from my WIPs that contains that word - if there are any! Choose wisely!

➸ Honeymoon [🐚]: send me the link to a fic you have written and I will tell you my favourite parts and lines!

➸ Norman Fucking Rockwell [☁️]: send me a number from this smut dialogue prompt list here and a character of your choice and I will write a drabble!

open to non-anons:

➸ Ultraviolence [💿]: Send me a number from this smut prompt list here and a character of your choice and I will write a drabble!

➸ Born To Die [🎙️]: Send me your favourite song and I'll ship you with one of my Blorbos!

Event Masterlist:

➸ Blue Bannisters [🗝]:

Nat 20 || D&D!Matt the Radar Tech

Oklahoma Smokeshow || CountryCowboy!Joel Miller

The Reckoning Begins || Gunslinger!Mills

100 On The Dash || F1 Principle!Enzo Ferrari

On the Wild Side || SafariTourGuide!Mills

Precious Metals || TreasureHunter!Mills

➸ Chemtrails Over The Country Club [🐺]:

The Other Woman (Duke Leto Atreides)

Dark Paradise [coming soon...]

Blue Jeans (Mills)

Honeymoon (Joel Miller)

Not All Who Wander Are Lost (Ezra (Prospect))

➸ Norman Fucking Rockwell [☁️]:

Din Djarin || “I didn’t know you were so sensitive.”

Frank Castle || “Are you going to eye-fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”

Javier Pena || "I'm gonna fuck you so good that you forget you ever even met that asshole"

Joel Miller || “The only way you’re getting off is on my thigh.” ❤︎ “Show me how you like to be touched.”

Joel Miller || "There's no way I'm gonna let you wear that in public."

Joel Miller || “Do you think you deserve my cock right now?”

Joel Miller || “Look what you’ve done to me. I’ve had to deal with this all day.”

Leto Atreides || “Pay attention to me or I’ll make you.”

Shane ‘Dio’ Morrisey || “Did you miss feeling me around you so much that you’ve resorted to your hand?”

Steven Grant || “Your nipples are so sensitive today…”

Commander Mills || “Fuck me like a starved animal or leave.”

Commander Mills || “Your pussy tastes so sweet.”

➸ Ultraviolence [💿]:

Commander Mills || Drenched

Joel Miller || Frisk-y

tagging a few mutuals who may be interested (you can ignore if you like!): @foxilayde ❤︎ @nexusnyx ❤︎ @psychedelic-ink ❤︎@inklore ❤︎ @charnelhouse ❤︎ @writefightandflightclub

[beardedjoel]

✨ moodboard tag game ✨

-> Rules: Open Pinterest, make a moodboard out of the first nine pictures that show up, and tag your mutuals!

tysm for the tags my loves! @toxic-seduction @sheepdogchick3 (sry tumblr won't let me tag you 🙄) @javier-penas-wifexx420 @javiscigarette

crying this is so my aesthetic lately cause i use pinterest a lot to plan stories plus the random photos of joel is just MWAH

tagging no pressure or if you haven't done it yet! 💗 @jupiter-soups @huffle-punk @burntheedges @swiftispunk @janaispunk @joelscurls @covetyou @chronically-ghosted @cavillscurls

[perotovar]

Rules: Bold the ones that are true and tag 15 other people to do it too!

tagged by @mrsquill thank you so much <33

Appearance:

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards

Hobbies + talents:

i play/have played a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

Relationships:

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have/had a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

Aesthetics:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

Miscellaneous:

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs

i don't think i know 15 people on here so i'll do my best! lol

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[psychedelic-ink]

hi!! i love me a good moodboard and i just have to chip in with my favourite javi fic i wrote so far

this is perfect because that fic was already in my drafts to post <333 I loved it so much and I'll be reblogging it properly in a bit, I'm happy that you asked me to make a moodboard for it, I hope you like it xx

since the fic itself is heavy, the pics in the moodboard contains bruises that might be triggering for some (neck, back, eye) so I'm putting it under the cut

send me a character + an aesthetic/mood/scenario (or you can just send me your fic) and I'll make a moodboard for you

[diogodxlot]

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reblog or like if you save it!🌻

taking requests✨