#jared x child

[castiwls]

"sacrifice, that's what we do for the people we love"

being the middle child in the winchester family...

I’d imagine you being like two years younger than Dean and two years older than Sam. So like literally the middle child

Your memories of your mum are fuzzy but you can recall a few things

When Mary died you were only two so you didn’t really understand what was going on for a while.

When you all first left Lawernce you spent most of that first night in a motel room crying because you wanted your mom and your bed. (Dean had to comfort you cause John left his two toddlers and baby alone in a motel #dadoftheyear)

When you were like ten your dad told you about what he had been doing for the past eight years. You were terrified but he made you promise not to tell Sam. He also made sure you knew that it was your job to keep Sam safe. 

Basically, you stopped being a child at ten.

You and your brothers were really close.

You and Dean basically trauma-bonded over hunting and also having wayyyy too much responsibility at a young age. 

Out of you and Dean, you were more emotionally available so Sam tended to tell you more.

As he got older he would talk to you about getting out and stuff. While your dad and Dean were very much into hunting you and Sam were more of on the sidelines. 

Sam got his love of reading from you. He’d always tell you about the books he was reading and what he was doing in class.

You’re the mediator for the family. It was always you who broke up fights. You were also able to calm your father down.

Mentioning in a passing comment that you didn’t want to hunt when you were like 15 and John flipped.

“If you don’t want to help kill the thing that killed your mom then you can get out.”

So you did. You left at 15 for 6 months.

In reality, you went to stay with Bobby but you never told your dad that.

Dean begged you to stay and would call every day. So would Sam.

Around this time Sam also started to want to leave. 

“I wanna come stay with you.” You sighed leaning against the wall. The phone rested between your ear and shoulder. “You can't Sam. Dad would flip your too young.” He let out a frustrated noise but let the topic go. (for now)

Dean would also call often and beg you to come home.

“Look he didn’t mean it, alright. It was just a heat of the moment thing.”

You did eventually come back. (Bobby wasn’t happy but let you go)

Your brothers were overjoyed and you actually got an apology from your dad (shocker.)

Things were ok for a few years and then Sam got a bit older and started talking about school. He’d only talk to you about it though. It wasn’t that Dean hated the idea but he didn't understand.

One day when you were 18 and he was 16 Sam asked to talk in private. So you took him to a dinner near the motel and he told you about Stanford.

“One of my teachers thinks it's possible.” He pushed the pamphlet towards you. “I just need a signature from an adult and I know Dad won't sign it.” You quietly looked over the pamphlet for a moment. A sense of pride washed over you as well as relief. This was his way out. “Of course, I’ll sign it.”

You both kept it quiet for the next year and when his acceptance letter came in you both kept it to yourselves but you were so proud

#proud parent moment.

Though eventually, Dean found the letter. 

“Did you know about this?” He asked holding up the letter. You felt your blood run cold as you grabbed the letter from him. “Yes. I did know.” You admitted. “It was me who signed the papers.” Your brother's eyes widened a look of betrayal crossed his face. “Why would you do that?” His voice began to rise as he spoke. “Because Sam deserves a future Dean.”

You two didn’t speak for a while after that. Dean got over it though.

When it came time for Sam to leave that's when all hell broke loose.

You’d never heard your dad yell so loud. He and Sam went back and forth for hours until your younger brother just walked out. You and Dean both followed him. After calming him down you went with him to the bus and said goodbye.

Dean was kinda non-plussed (inside he hated it and was worried sick). You were worried but happy that he was getting out.

When you and Dean went back to the motel John was furious. He blamed you (of course)

“This is your fault. You're the one who put all those ideas in his head and look what happened.”

Dean jumped in front of you and told him to back off. 

“Sam’s his own person you can’t blame her for this!”

After this, you and Dean get closer. John starts taking more hunts alone meaning that you and Dean spend a lot of time just driving around.

You would probably class this as the first time in your life you felt truly happy. Hunting with Dean was easier and there were fewer arguments.

Sam would call u often to update you. When he told you that he’d met a girl you were so happy for him. (it really seemed he got out)

But then your dad went missing and Dean insisted on getting Sam to help.

You were glad to have both your brothers back but at the same time felt insanely guilty as you watched Sam fall back into hunting.

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Widely differnt experiences same situation

Sun loves nicknames, especially coming from his crush. Such a cutie

[cat-hesarose]

Okay you all literally meant A Fursuit

Father Son and Holy Spirit

[findmeinforks]

The Incident - Paul Lahote x Fem!Reader

A little one shot that I just couldn't stop writing. A good angst to fluff (btw my fics will never be all angst, im too soft). Also do not fear, Im working on a Sam fic and part 3 to not letting you go. But you let ME know what you think of this one ❤️ 2K words

"My SISTER, Paul. She's my fucking SISTER!" you yelled, voice hoarse as your throat cracked.

"I could give a SHIT LESS WHAT SHE IS. YOU'RE. NOT. GOING." He screamed, jaw taut as he tried his best to subside the tremors that were threatening to take over his body.

You ignored the teeth he bared, shaking your head and scoffing.

"Aren't you tired of this?! I'm going over there. I HAVE to know she's safe."

"YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I'LL JUST SIT BY AND WATCH MY IMPRINT GO TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN'T PROTECT HER? WHAT ABOUT ME KNOWING THAT YOU'RE SAFE?? HUH?? YOU'RE SICK IF YOU THINK I WOULD BE OKAY WITH THIS!"

"Sick?!? SICK?!? LETS TALK ABOUT HOW 'SICK' IT IS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO KILL HER AND THE BABY. THATS MY FAMILY PAUL!"

"AND WERE NOT?"

It had been like this for a week straight. Ever since the pack stormed through the door announcing their mission to kill Bella and the unborn child within her.

You felt as though your two families had been pinned against each other. Head spinning at the idea of there being a 'choice' between your sister and imprint.

On one hand you were desperate to make sure she was alright, but also exhausted at the never ending battle with your boyfriend.

Sure you had talked to Bella over the phone, but you didn't buy into the lies like your father had. Even though you knew significantly more than he did, she still attempted to downplay the situation. She had done this numerous times since getting thrown into the vampire world, but she could only keep you in the dark for so long before you unraveled the truth.

You had to see her. Even if it was the last time. By fate, or at the hands of the pack. You had to be there for her, as she would you.

Leaving your imprint though? Was at task challenging at best. On at least four different occasions you fought with Paul for so long that Emily and Sam had to intervene, prying you two apart at the pleads of other pack members.

Emily would console you while you ranted and Sam would make Paul run off his anger in the woods. When you faced him again, it turned into a rerun of the same argument. Nobody in the house had gotten sleep, and the things were progressively getting worse.

Quil came through the door, widening his eyes.

"Just a heads up everyone, a little comedic relief does not go over well. I saw my life flash before Paul's eyes." He huffed before sitting down.

"When is this going to be overrrr?" Embry whined. He shoved his head in his hands on the kitchen table while you and Paul went at it in the front yard.

Emily sighed.

"Unfortunately sooner than you think....Y/N packed her suitcase this morning." She said quietly.

"You're not really going to let her go over there are you?!?" Kim stood up, looking at both Emily and Sam.

"If you would like to stop her, please, be my guest." Sam motioned his hand to outside, where you and Paul could be seen through the window. You were throwing your arms up and pointing fingers at him, while his voice boomed loudly, towering his large frame over yours.

Kim winced.

You had always been the calm to Paul's raging storm. 'Made him all soft' as the guys would tease. None of them had actually seen you two disagree with each other. In the mind link they saw glimpses of minor arguments, most of the time being reconciled in the sheets..

Paul eventually got an order by Sam to think about something else while on patrol. 'Literally, anything else'.

"She's not going anywhere. I can count on my hand how many times they've been apart since he imprinted. They'll work it out eventually." Jared said as he pulled Kim on his lap, taking a hunk out of his apple.

Kim didn't share a look that she believed him, worriedly looking out to where you stood.

A few moments passed when her body stiffened and she gasped, making Jared look where she was.

"SHIT! SHIT!" He said, throwing Kim off his lap.

Sam turned to look out the window in time to see Paul phase, his sharp claw making contact with your skin. Your blood curdling scream instantly had everyone else off their seats, nearly knocking each other over to race outside.

You laid on the ground as your body wracked with sobs, clutching your side. Blood gushed through your hand as you started to panic, scrambling to stand. The large silver wolf only stood for a few moments before Paul shifted back, completely horrified as he frantically tried to reach you.

He felt his heart nearly rip out of his chest as you backpedaled into Emily, who was helping to hold you upright.

"NO! NO! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! IM DONE!" You cried.

Sam stood in the middle of the two of you.

Paul could feel his chest caving in, hand out, speaking more gently than he had at all in the past week.

"B-baby. Please. Please, I'm- I'm so sorry baby. Please let me just see-"

"NO! I'm done. I'm done. I'm leaving. I'm done." You repeated like a mantra, limping to the car.

"Y/N you cannot drive like this..." Emily attempted to say as she stepped in from behind you. She could see your anxiety was heightened, and afraid to set you off further.

"I have to go," you choked, on the verge of tears as you tried to open the drivers side. You had yet to even notice the gash in your side, adrenaline pumping wildly through your body.

Paul made his way around Sam, grabbing your other arm that was holding the door.

"You are crazy if you think I'm letting you leave like this. Please come-"

You yanked your arm from his grasp.

"Don't. Let me go!" You said coldly.

Paul froze. He couldn't move. You never spoke to him like this. Even in the numerous fights you two had this week.

Every single instinct in his body needed to help you. He knew you were downplaying your injuries. He knew he just royally fucked everything up. But the absolute last thing you could do was walk into a house full of vampires dripping in blood. Fucking doctor or not.

"Come inside and let me take a look at you, okay? Please." Emily said to coax you, frantically looking at your wound.

This made Sam follow her gaze, looking down to see the blood pouring from your side hadn't stopped, and you were growing paler by the minute.

"Y/N....you're going to stay here and I'll call Sue." He said in an authoritative voice, leaving no room to argue as he turned to start dialing the number.

You almost argued. You almost fought both of them on the subject. Your stubbornness almost won.

But you felt an immense pain. So strong you don't know how the hell you didn't notice it when you stood up.

That couldn't be good.

"....Y/N?" Paul said, barely above a whisper. Tears were now silently streaming down his face as he held both hands out slightly. Not close enough to touch you but to be prepared in case you fell.

You could feel yourself start to float in and out of consciousness. You tried to ground yourself by focusing on something. You looked at his hands that were outstretched.

Those hands that you held on your first date. The hands that hover your back anywhere you go. The hands that lift you up from the couch on movie nights to bring you to bed. The hands that move in just the right way when making love to you. The hands that were now shaking, not out of anger, but fear. You loved those hands.

"Y/N? Baby?" Paul said louder, more urgently as he could see you fading.

You watched him get blurry as the world started to spin.

"Paul," you murmured, before fading into darkness. The last thing you remember were the hands that caught you before you hit the ground.

"Y/N!!!" Paul screamed as he caught your body falling into him.

Sam ran back, telling him Sue was just up the street. He instructed Paul to carry you inside and onto the bed. The pack dispersed, each trying to find something to help you such as towels, an emergency kit and pillows.

Paul held you close as he lay you down, while repeatedly whispering in your ear.

"I'm so sorry baby. I'm so-so sorry. I cant lose you. Youre everything to me. I'll never yell at you again. I swear on my life. You can do whatever you want. I'll do whatever you want. Please, I love you." Paul pressed kisses to your hairline when Sue and her nurse friend entered.

Jared reluctantly came in behind them to lead Paul out of the room as they worked.

"Come on man, she'll wake up soon I promise."

After he was guided out, Paul slid down to sit on the other side of the door, refusing to move. Jared didn't push it, leaning down to sit next to him.

"Sue's seen this kind of stuff before. Just needs stitching up and stuff," Jared reassured as he put his hand on Paul's shoulder.

"It's not the injuries I'm worried about. So much as what she'll think of me when she wakes up. I....I fucked this one up, Jare."

"If Emily can forgive Sam, I think Y/N will forgive you. She's crazy about your ass."

Paul just nodded, praying he was right.

~

Your eyes fluttered open slowly as you woke. You looked around to see that you had been bandaged up along your left side, an IV attached to your arm sat close by. You attempted to sit up, whining when the pain wouldn't allow it. Within a few minutes Emily entered, her face showing relief.

"You're up! How are you feeling?" She checked the IV before sitting on the edge of the bed, careful of your body.

"Sore...where's, where's Paul?" Your heart ached as you started to replay what happened. There was no doubt in your mind what happened was an accident. You had seen the signs he always warned you about, and chose to ignore them in the heat of the argument. Not only that, but the look on his face when you had refused him was too much to bare.

Emily smiled, not expecting you to want to see him so soon.

"He's just outside the door. Hasn't moved. He didn't know if you'd want to see him..."

"I need to talk to him."

It hadn't even been a few seconds when Paul stood at the door. He looked more out of shape than you did. The disheveled hair and dark circles under his eyes told you he hadn't slept in days.

"I'll give you two some space. Just holler if you need anything," Emily spoke as she stood up, making her way around him and down the stairs.

Paul remained where he stood,

"If you don't want to be with me I understand. I have no words for my actions other than I am so...." he cleared his throat, trying not to cry. "So incredibly sorry I put you through this. I put you in danger when I was trying to keep you out of it. You don't have to stay I-"

"Paul please just kiss me." You interrupted, not wanting to hear the rest as you already made up your mind in forgiving him.

He stood for just a moment longer, trying to comprehend if he heard you correctly. It was when you weakly opened your arms for him that he wasted no time in rushing over to you, cupping your face and gently yet passionately kissed you with everything he had. Tears flowed his cheeks at the relief that you still wanted him. Even after everything he had put you through.

You two pulled back for air after a moment, and you ran your hand through his hair.

"I forgive you, okay? I can't imagine my life without you."

He let out a breath, smiling for the first time in weeks.

"It will never happen again. I swear on my fucking life baby." He caressed your hair, neck, landing his palm on your heart.

You two sat like that for awhile. Almost scared to leave each other's presence. You two talked for hours on the bed. Paul had confessed that the night before, while you were sleeping, the pack had fought with the Cullens. You learned that Paul refused to go, not wanting to leave your side. You were grateful to hear that Sam didn't push on him being there, knowing you were all that mattered to him, and he'd refuse him if he had too. Even if it went against his every instinct as a wolf. Turns out that Jacob had imprinted on your niece, and Bella had survived, now as a vampire.

You weren't particularly thrilled your sister was now a bloodsucker, but as long as she was alive, you were happy.

Paul eventually made his way to the other side of the bed, kissing every exposed inch of you, whispering all the things he loved about you in your ear until you fell asleep.

When your heartbeat slowed down and he was sure you were out, he reached down and felt the velvet box in his pocket. No doubt in his mind about the future you both held.

[thesilmarillionblog]

A CHRISTMAS CAROL

THE BOYS: Christmas Special 🎄

Pairing: Soldier Boy x Reader

Summary: Along with other team members and their infants, Soldier Boy and you decide to spend Christmas at Butcher's house with your three children. He has to act nice.

Warnings: discussion of divorce, bittersweet, fluff, angst with sweet ending. everyone has children, Ben sings "Rapture".

Word Count: 4044

A/N: English is not my first language. Divider: @strangergraphics ❤️

When your oldest child, a three-year-old son, told you he had to pee, you screamed out Ben's name while you were packing your babies' luggage.

Since he had been working on mending his car since the morning and you were here trying to care for all three of your babies at once, you practically yelled out his name, “Ben!” once more in an attempt to obtain some of his help. Actually, since your first child was only three, you had no intention of having any more. Ben was the reason you became pregnant so quickly for the second time. It was almost amusing how certain he was that he hadn't come inside you that night and pulled back just in time. Almost.

Tonight, you were going to spend the Christmas with others and their babies at Butcher's house. Your son enjoyed spending time with Ryan, and you thought it would be a warm and lovely Christmas to hear all of your kids screaming and having a good time together. Additionally, you wanted Ben to interact with his grandson. It wasn't the sweetest time for them years ago. Ryan was a kind and lovely kid.

You apologized by kissing both of your babies on the forehead after they both jumped in fright at how you spoke. “Sorry, sweet little pies.”

You said, “You hold on a little more, sweetheart,” as Ben eventually entered the house and shut the door.

He asked, “What now?” as though he couldn't see how much you were struggling, which made you somewhat irate, but you were keeping your cool so as not to scare the kids. You will discuss this with him at another time. You took a deep breath to help you relax. If not, you will quickly lose your shit. But Ben's recent actions were really getting on your nerves.

Your son, who was moving constantly to avoid the obvious, exclaimed, “Daddy, pee,” as if he were going to cry.

Ben said, “Fu-, come here,” as he swiftly lifted your son, Jared, and ran to the bathroom. At last. You chuckled at Ben's encouraging remarks about how your son was doing well and had strong self-control as you saw him run to the bathroom with Jared in his arms.

“You come back!” you exclaimed in a panic as you noticed that your one-year-old daughter, Jeanna, had truly begun to run and crawl on the carpet when you removed her pants to change her diaper. She climbed down the couch, but you couldn't even see it.

She made a joyful noise when she heard your voice and paused to study your face, which made her to giggle even harder. After you stood up to grab her before she carried on crawling. You were glad she was only a half-Supe and not yet displaying any of her abilities because she crawled so swiftly. Her strength would be impossible to handle otherwise. However, you can think about getting her ready for the Super Olympics in the future.

She screamed delightfully as you took her in your arms and put her back on the couch. For her, it was just another game.

Diana, your other daughter, remained composed despite watching her twin crawl with perplexed eyes and then attentively examining her own feet. She clearly got your coolness and persuasiveness in particular. But Ben never agreed with that. When it came to expressing and reflecting her feelings, Jeanna was a lot like her father. She was emotional and found it difficult to accept rejection when Ben or you refused to give her what she demanded. Just as your son and Ben returned, you gave Ben a look that conveyed your own rage. Jared proceeded to play with his sister's cheeks, expressing his affection for them.

Ben wasn't making your day any easier, even though you wanted to make this Christmas lovely and your kids happy by spending the holiday with your friends and their kids as if you were a big family. As you struggled to care for all of your children alone, like a single mother, you felt alone lately as you watched Ben become engrossed in his job in Vought and his new car. You were on the verge of a breakdown, but you managed to hold back your coolness by concentrating on your twins.

Ben swiftly sat next to you after seeing a change in your mood and moved your face toward him, kissing you firmly as though it would make everything better.

You wanted to playfully threaten to divorce him to get on his nerves, but you kept your tongue shut since you knew Jared would feel awful and might have assumed he was acting improperly. Children did, after all, have fragile sensitivity and were vulnerable. Ben made things really hard at times, but you were being overly cautious.

You simply replied to Ben's kiss and smiled, but he sensed that something wasn't quite right. You said, “Can you help me with these, please?” before he spoke.

While you changed your girls' clothes, you ordered him to hold both of them straight. As you tried to control the tremendous emotions Ben caused, you couldn't stop kissing your twins one by one since they were so adorable in their matching little red outfits.

Ben whispered, “Look at that dress and little shiny socks,” and kissed each of them on the forehead for a few seconds while closely examining you to make sure everything was okay. Both of your daughters were bothered by his beard and pushed Ben's face away.

“All clean and nice now,” you whispered, kissing their cheeks briefly. You never stopped showing Jared the same affection and attention since you were so tuned in to his emotions. You even gave him additional kisses to let him know that he wasn't being replaced or anything.

You could already see both of your daughters playing with their toys on the carpet. Jared continued to demonstrate his limited strength by carrying Diana on the carpet and offering her his favorite toy in an attempt to entice her to play with it. Having an older super brother to keep them safe was an excellent thing.

“Hey, what's wrong?” Ben inquired as you shifted your face toward him and he drew your body closer to his. His green eyes grew anxious as he saw your practically teary ones. He immediately cleared his throat in guilt and attempted to explain himself. “The car is a little difficult these days, you know. In order to keep us from being late, I had to handle it.”

“It's not about that, Ben,” you interrupted him before he could say anything more.

“What is it about then?” He now seemed somewhat harsh, and you immediately began weeping when you saw how indifferent he was toward you despite the fact that you were giving him and your kids all of your energy. It was simply too much for you. You weren't even a Supe.

You gave him a brief glance before getting up to go to the kitchen so that neither you nor he could raise their voices and frighten Jared as he played with his sisters in such an excited manner and was enjoying himself. You didn't want to talk at this moment and ruin the day.

Ben immediately followed you into the kitchen as you began cleaning things to relieve yourself of your miserable state of mind. To your astonishment, he turned your body toward him after taking the dishes from your hand and gently setting them aside. “Come on. I didn't mean to sound that way. Let's talk it out. Why did you become upset so quickly? Don't shut me out.”

You were nearly soothed by his kind tone and the way he held you in place while massaging your back with his fingertips. You gave up trying to get rid of him and laid your arms across his wide chest instead. Recalling your divorce-related ideas, you stated sourly, “You're going to make me a widow soon.”

Ben initially got confused by what you were saying, but he quickly offered you a huge grin, confirming that he lacked the intelligence to understand what you were talking about. “Well, I'm not planning to die soon, but you may try, love.”

Instead, you remained calm and smiled miserably at him. He needed to understand that you felt alone in this marriage and didn't want to do anything by yourself anymore. “I wasn't thinking about killing you.”

His smug grin abruptly vanished, and he turned to face you in confusion.

“I am talking about divorce.”

You spoke so harshly and definitely that you could swear Ben's face turned pale. Great. He needed to know the consequences of his behavior, but even uttering that term out loud made you shudder with something you never wanted to express. You weren't sure if he truly cared about your situation because he was so preoccupied with his work and his dumb car. You only needed a bit of help.

He eventually said, “Fuck, no,” while hugging you tighter. “I can't believe you just said that word right to my face.”

Now amused by the way his face turned pale and the way his arms tightened around your waist as though you were about to abandon him, you did your best not to smile and continued to gaze at him solemnly without breaking your character. Ben was shocked to hear such things because you hadn't spoken of them before, and he knew how much you loved him. He waited for a response, but you kept quiet to avoid making him lose his mind. It might be a useful lesson.

He had confidence in himself too much.

“You're not serious, right?” he asked, affectionately caressing your neck and hair. Ben swallowed and said sternly, “Why are you bringing up such nonsense when we can discuss it? I told you that I was only taking care of the car so we wouldn't be late.”

“You make me feel lonely in this,” you muttered, observing his unexpected outburst of rage. “There are moments when I think I'm the only one attempting to help them grow up. It was fine when there was just Jared, but now that there are three, things are different.” You took a deep breath to avoid becoming angry and making this into a small fight. “What am I? A single mother?”

His ego had been bruised since he believed he was simply doing okay as a father and a husband, but his eyes instantly became softer. You felt sympathy for him since you knew precisely what he was thinking at the time, yet you put up with his actions to the point where you wounded yourself in order to keep his pride intact. Despite how much you loved each of them, what you were doing was enough for him and your children, but it was consuming your soul and drowning you with a flood of despair.

He calmly remarked, “Of course you're not alone,” and gave you a firm hug after seeing how worn out you were. “You know, I thought I was simply doing okay. But you're right. Considering that they are all newborns and that we have recently become quite crowded, I should have shown more consideration. I know. But from now on, I'll be better for you and our lovely little soldiers, okay?”

His gentle and caring comments made your heart melt. You needed him to spend a little more time with you and your children, not that you want to discourage him. Being a supe, he most likely had no idea how much energy it took to deal with them all at once.

You sighed and gave him a hug in return.

“Yes, caring for all of them at once—breastfeeding, putting them to sleep, dressing them, changing their diaper... can be truly exhausting. Without you keeping an eye on them, I can't even take a nice shower. Ben, I need you to see just how tired I am. I need more, even though I know you're trying your hardest. For me.” You continued to stroke his arms, demonstrating your love and making sure he heard your pleas without coming across as aggressive or harsh this time.

Ben kissed your forehead and continued to softly touch you because he was so moved by your words and how you still did your best to comfort him in spite of his wrongdoings. “I... keep forgetting that they are my babies and half-supes, which is obviously considerably harder to deal with. I know that. Nothing is more important than you.” With your hands between his, he muttered, caressing the top of your head while giving you his most intense and sincere glance. “I love you.”

You gave him a deep kiss and withdrew a bit. “I know.”

When you didn't use the same terms, he was offended. “Who am I? "Princess Leia?” he complained, eagerly awaiting you to say the same thing. It was easy to break his pride today.

You chuckled. “I love you too, Ben.”

“The new house rule is similar to the one you mentioned about ‘not swearing’: You will never use that word again: Divorce. Otherwise, I'll have to punish you, sweetie. Do you think that I wish to punish my children's mom? Absolutely not.” Ben picked you up with ease and put your body on the kitchen sink, which made you giggle. “So let's watch our naughty mouths,” he added in a humorous voice to lighten your mood.

“You wouldn't want to punish me,” you said, gradually lowering your hands until they touched his bulge. Ben shoved himself against your palm when he saw that his green eyes were gleaming with anticipation. Ben pushed up your skirt, and a sneer appeared on his lips. He gulped when he pulled back a little and dipped his head to see what you were wearing underneath.

He moaned, “Fuck,” and kneaded your legs firmly. “How the fuck did I not notice you were wearing this all this time?”

But as soon as you straightened your skirt, he gave you a lustful glance. You said, “I really don't want to manipulate you, but—” as you brushed his neck and played with his hair.

“Well, I'd like to be manipulated right now,” he interrupted. “Use me, take advantage of me, and brainwash me. I'm all yours.”

You were chuckling when he toyed with your skirt and gave you happy grins in a playful manner. As Jared kept your daughters occupied, you both glanced in their direction as your daughters screamed with delight in sync. Ben focused on you once again after determining that nothing was wrong. He touched your chin and made you focus on him again and look at his eyes.

“You were saying?”

“Well, don't get angry over nothing and don't cause any trouble tonight. That's all. Very easy. There is nothing that the strongest Supe Daddy cannot handle.”

“You are aware that I am a hot-tempered man? Given that we'll be spending Christmas listening to Hughie and Butcher's crap, what you want from me is pretty difficult.” Ben replied, causing you to extend your legs a bit wider as his fingers lingered on them. “What will I get in return if I behave just like you want?”

You smirked at the fact that he was always prepared even if you had a busy sexual life. However, it had been months since you felt him inside without a plastic barrier, and he was irritated when you told him to use a condom. In actuality, you were driven to discipline him for failing to pull back at the right moment a year ago.

But you loved your daughters. You were happy that they happened. It was only about Ben's confident ass refusing to acknowledge that he hadn't pulled back in time.

You smirked as you noticed him growing eager and ultimately agreed not to ask him to wear those dumb fucking plastic condoms. “Without a condom, while wearing this, all night, just you and I,” you added abruptly. He hadn't felt how you felt in such a long time, and sometimes it was becoming agonizing.

“Wait. You mean it?”

“I mean it. If you-”

“Deal,” he responded immediately, without waiting for you to complete. For a day, it wouldn't be so difficult to be fucking polite. However, he had no intention of behaving like a jerk while he was with you and his children for Christmas already.

Ben jokingly remarked, “You know what you want from me is not even that difficult. Just admit you miss the feeling of my cock, the times I fuck you raw and deep. I could probably knock you up again without even properly filling you with my cum, love.”

You slapped him across the chest and said, “Keep it low!” He kept forgetting about Jared at times. “And... I guess we'll never know.”

You grabbed him by the shirt and gave him passionate kisses till the babies interfered, your heart bursting with delight at how excited he was already and how he began telling you how good he could be.

Ben cursed out loud at Butcher for making you wait at the entrance for a short while while he was carrying all of your children in one hand and clutching the gifts in the other when you arrived at the enormous place he had rented for Christmas. All you were doing was trying to soothe him while you were carrying their luggage. When his father used the F word, Jared looked at you and laughed. He knew you didn't like it when his dad used such words around the kids. 

Ben remarked, “I'm going to break this damn door down now,” and he gave you the impression that he only needed your approval.

“Then you're gonna fix it yourself!”

Ryan opened the door and greeted you like a gentleman just as Ben was going to smash it with his leg. He was such a kind boy.

Ryan used to spend his time with Jared whenever you came to visit because he was now living with Butcher. He was like a brother to Jared.

When Jared saw Ryan standing in front of him, he quickly urged Ben to release him, and Ryan grabbed him. Meanwhile, Ben continued to curse Butcher and the others; they were simply preparing the table. Children were screaming all over the house, and when they spotted your babies and Jared coming, they screamed even more because they knew their new gaming buddies were back home.

“Hey,” you said, setting the bags next to the couch. You then took the gifts Ben was holding and put them beneath the Christmas tree and gave Annie and Kimiko a brief hug.

Ben put your twins on the carpet and said, “I swear I'm gonna break that damn door on your head one day,” as your twins became excited upon seeing other infants and tried to get rid of their father's tight hold.

When he stated, “You all play nicely, alright?” Ben surprised you by lightly touching Hughie's one-year-old daughter's head. You didn't make any remarks about Ben's small, sweet gestures to make him feel shy. He didn't need to try being polite sometimes. He was more sensitive since he became a father. Something had changed in him.

Butcher grinned and remarked, “Are you kissing your babies with that mouth? There were just three of you last Christmas,” as he glanced at your twins. “Look at how crowded you are right now. What are you? A rabbit family in heat?”

Ben, sitting on the couch, laughed at his remark. “What can I do? I shoot my shot well.”

“Yeah? When Hughie's little boy grows up and starts making moves on one of your daughters, I'll see you then. You'll all get along well as relatives, won't you, Annie?”

“Say that shit again?”

Butcher's smile grew when he realized he had hit a sweet spot to get Ben's nerves.

When Ben suddenly became unreasonably frustrated, you sat next to him, and you kicked his leg. While Annie, MM, and Frenchie set the table, you watched Hughie use a milk bottle to feed his son. You were touched by his dedication and his constant smile.

Your head began to throb from the sounds they made as Ryan and MM's daughter assisted Jaden and others in playing games, but it was a pleasurable ache.

It was beautifully snowing outside as the hours went by while you were seated at the table, deep in conversation. Ben was eating turkey like he was starving and was talking about how difficult it was to be a father and how war and fighting superheroes were much easier than anything else because fathering required so much contemplation. You didn't hurt his pride and interrupt, but you and Annie exchanged glances and rolled your eyes when Hughie agreed with him, and they spoke as though they were the ones who gave birth.

Your heads turned back when you heard a guitar sound. While his sisters were destroying the strings together, Jared was playing with it. Jared was behaving like a professional and had a humorous look on his face. Then he stood up and touched his father's legs while carrying the guitar.

“Hey, where did you find this?” Ben asked when Jared instructed him to take it.

“Can you play this?” Without waiting for Ben's response, Frenchie requested and promptly stated the names of the French songs he wanted Ben to sing.

Ben put the guitar and Jared on his lap as he became filled with enthusiasm. “Of course I can.” To feel like he was the one playing, Jared placed his tiny hand on his father's big ones. He looked at you and smiled shyly to see if his mom was proud of him. You blew a kiss to him and smiled.

Ben began singing his well-known song ‘Rapture’, and you had to control your laughter to keep from embarrassing him. You had to think negative stuff to avoid ruining his and Jared's mood because of how serious his face was and how he was acting like a pop star at the time. Jared wasn't any different.

Since everyone was trying their hardest not to crack up when you looked at their faces, Jared and Ben were the only ones on the clouds there.

Butcher was tearing up as Ben said the ‘Rapture’ line because he was unable to contain himself any longer as he laughed out loud.

Ben gave Jared the guitar, instructing him to play like him for his sisters and younger buddies to show how talented he was, and when Jared ran to his sisters and buddies, he stated, “I'm gonna break this on your damn head,” giving Butcher a stern look.

You told him, “Don't be a dick, Butcher,” and rested your chin on Ben's shoulders. “Baby, you did perfectly. I had no idea you were such a good guitarist, you played so well.”

Ben was proud of your compliment and forgot about Butcher. He winked at you and remarked, “I'm good at playing with many things,” as if to remind you of your little arrangement.

“There are already enough babies. Because of these random sperms, I am going to become mute, I’m telling you.”

As she held the baby on her lap, Kimiko gave him the middle finger and made Annie's son do the same gesture with his tiny fingers. When Annie's son made a happy sound, as though she knew what was happening, Kimiko was grinning broadly. Butcher claimed that Kimiko's nasty demeanor would spoil Annie's son, but Frenchie told him to shut the fuck up. Ben was feeling better when he saw everyone opposed to Butcher.

As the night went by, you all talked about wonderful memories while simultaneously handling your babies. The house was filled with your babies' happy screams as the snow poured outside, providing you with the ideal setting for the start of the new year. Your back was pressed against Ben's warm chest as his powerful and gentle hands caressed your arms. Remembering how he sung his own carol, Rapture, with such a solemn tone and face, made you smile uncontrollably.

A/N: I'm not proud of this work, but I hope you like it. :/ I'll be better, I promise...

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[prettypinkporkchop]

hello

can you write paul x reader

reader is bella older sister

and she is the opposite of bella like she is extroverted and loves fashion and short skirts yk like this vibe (i imagine her like megan fox in jennifer's body) , paul imprinted on her so bad but in the first she wasn't interested in him but than she slowly likes him cuz he always try his best to get her

Heart shaped locket

You stare at Bella as if she is CRAZY! "Shopping? You?" Your eyebrow is raised to the heavens.

Yes, you've already graduated, and you're older than Bella. But let's be real, in this economy, you're staying with your dad, Charlie. Just until you can get on your feet.

Bella laughs and stares off through the kitchen. "Yeah.. yeah I just really have to.. get my mind off of Edward." She sighs.

You roll your eyes. "Bella, how many times do I have to repeat myself? He's ugly. He's weird. And you're still in high school! Let's turn the page, babe." You put a hand on your hip.

She shifts her feet before looking at you sternly. "You've never experienced love."

-----

"Child, can you take this to Billy's? Jake's got mono." You turn from the sink and see your dad on the table, getting ready to leave for work. He's holding a case of beer. "Don't get too close. Me and the man can't hang out until Jake is better." He scratches his beard.

"Okay, dad." You pat his shoulder and grab the case from his hands.

You get in your car and then drive to Billy's house. Gosh, you remember Jake and Bella playing around the mud and pissing you off.

You make it there and knock on the door. You take your top and cover your nose and mouth and then back up a bit.

The door opens, and there stands a smiling Billy. "Kid, you're fine. Uncover your mouth, I'm not sick." He laughs.

You laugh and drop your shirt back on your chest. "If you can't go to the store, then obviously it's serious enough for me to-"

Bella's truck speeds in, parking next to your car. She walks up to you guys. "Where's Jake?" She asks.

Billy looks at you and then her. "He's sick." He says.

Bella pushes past him. "Sorry."

Billy turns, calling her name. You grab the end of your hair and awkwardly play with it. Billy sighs and turns back to face you. Then, you hear whistling. You look over and see the Uley gang.

Next thing, Bella is walking over there.

Oh shit.

"BELLA MARIE!" You call out. You step on the wet grass, following her. Your headband starts falling off, and you stop to adjust it. "Damn it." You hiss.

You hear something from the guys, and you look up. Paul is fuming. You are in fear of Bellas safety so you just drop your headband and run over there.

"Y/n! Bella!" Sam says. "Get back." He warns.

You get next to Bella and grab her arm. But, Paul changes into a wolf. He stomps his feet and roars.

You fall back on the ground with Bella. You look at her. "Really?! Why are you always in shit?!"

Jacob runs out and turns as well. The two wolves fight into the woods. You sigh and stand up, adjusting your skirt and shirt.

"Take them to Emily's." Sam says.

"The wolf's out of the bag." Embry says.

----

"Oh, Emily!" You hug her as you and the three others walk inside the house.

She hugs you back, smiling. "Goodness, y/n. You're adorable as always." She giggles.

"Yeah, well, not feeling it. I just saw dudes shift into wolves, so that was interesting." You reply.

Bella walks in.

"Who's this?" Emily asks.

"Bella, my sister." You roll your eyes.

"Oh, you're the vampire girl." She says.

Vampires?!

"Damn, am I in a movie or something?" You groan and sit at the table where Embry and Jared sit.

The guys and Bella start talking, and you sit and listen. It all makes sense. Geez.

Jacob and Paul come inside, and Jacob tells Bella to go outside with him. Paul sits down, apologizes to Bella, and then eats a muffin.

You look over the guy, observing him. He doesn't see you.

"Does it hurt when you shift?" You ask.

He looks up at you and then stops moving. The muffin he grabbed in his hands fell and crumble on the table. You awkwardly stare back. Embry and Jared start laughing.

Sam walks in, snapping Paul out of it. He looks down at the table and then smiles. "Not too bad." He finally responds.

"It sounds like it hurts."

Sam looks over at Paul and then you.

"Yup, poor guy. He's now locked down." Jared says.

"Huh?" You ask.

"Ignore the boys." Emily says in your ear.

---- (The cullens come back - Eclipse)

You wake up, get dressed, and do your makeup. You're sitting in front of your vanity doing your hair when Bella barges in. You turn to the door and look at her. "What?" You ask.

"Paul wants to see you." She says.

"Uh huh." You reply, turning back to your mirror and doing your hair.

"Jacob says he imprinted on you." She continues.

"Really." You don't care.

"Just talk to the guy." Bella says.

"I don't take orders from girls who wear a flannel every day." You eye her outfit from your mirror.

"Y/n, really. The guy's gonna go insane."

"Fine." You sigh. "I'll text Emily and get his number."

And that, you did. You got his number. You messaged him, "y/n." That was it. But he texted back. You haven't read it yet. You're too busy with your friend, Sandra, shopping.

She holds up a pair of shoes. You think for a minute. "You had to think too long. It's a no." She sets them back down.

Your phone in your purse starts buzzing. You frantically get it and see that it's Paul. "Hang on, love." You tell your friend. You answer it. "Hey."

"Hey, y/n! Are you busy?" He asks.

"Yup! Shopping!"

"Oh, okay! I'll catch you another time." He says.

"No, give me the tea. You've got me all curious." You say.

"I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with me today?" He sounds shy.

Which is odd, considering you grew up around them because of your dad being friends with Billy and Harry. Fun fact! You used to help change Seth's diapers.

"Uh.." You look over at Sandra, who's smirking.

"Yes. I can. Where?" You ask.

"A date?" He asks.

"No! No date." You giggle.

"Oh uh.." He sounds awkward.

"We'll just hang out at the beach later." You say.

-----

Paul walks closer to you on the sand. "Hey, beautiful." He smiles.

"Hey." You smile back.

As he gets closer, you feel the warmth. Wolf shit. He opens his arms and wraps you up in a hug. You gently put your hands on his waist and softly pat.

"Alright." You pull away and look at him. "I know you imprinted on me, don't worry, I'm keeping my mouth shut like Bella. But just letting you know, I'm not interested. But I'm we can be friends!" You sit on the sand, crossing your legs.

He sits next to you and looks over your face. "Hmm, is there any way I can change your mind?" He touches your cheek. He moves his face close to yours.

You back away and giggle. "No, sir."

He bites his lip and looks out at the water. "You do realize how an imprint bond works, right?"

"Yup. Sam and Jacob have told all of it. So, I'm willing to be around you any time you need." You pat his bare back. The heat shocks your hand as it was just in the cool air.

You guys sit on the sand and talk about life. He's a very good guy! He's been misunderstood as a person by everyone. Deep down, his heart is big. You've told him about your life, and you two seem to favor each other. But a relationship is not where your head is right now.

----

You stumble on the sidewalk of the city, nearly falling because your heel got stuck on a rock. Paul is quick to grab your waist and hold you up. You look up at him, and his eyes look into yours with adoration.

"Thanks." You smile and hold onto his arm to keep yourself from falling.

"You're welcome, beautiful." He replies.

"Get a room." Jared groans.

Kim, who's on the other side of you, elbows him. You've gotten to know Kim, and she's pretty awesome! You both like the same stuff and hang out a bunch! She invited you to this date but told you Paul begged her to ask you to go.

"It's a nice night. Look at the moon!" Kim gasps.

You look up and see it's full and glowing. "Ooh! Perfect time to take selfies." You turn to her.

She smiles and grabs your arm. You two turn around, and she holds up her phone. You two pose in front of the moon and take pictures as it shines beautifully behind you guys.

Paul watches with his arms crossed. He's so mesmerized. You feel his eyes on you, but you're not paying it any attention. Jared touches his shoulder. Paul snaps out of it and looks at him.

----

You are listening to music and applying your face mask when your door opens. You jump up and look to see your dad.

"Oh, hey, dad." You say.

"Hey, child." He walks in the room and stands next to your vanity where you're sitting. He sets something down on the desk.

You look down and see a rose and a jewelery box. You look up at him, and he crosses his arms.

"Paul Lahote sent these." Charlie says.

You don't respond and look back down at the rose and box.

"I remember being in my twenties and being in love. I had that guy energy." He flexes his arm.

You start laughing and look back in the mirror. "Yeah, well, I'm not into him." You reply.

"Still focused on getting into that school?" He asks.

"Yup! Just one more week and I'll get my letter." You smile up at him.

"Well, if I know anything, you're smart and very driven. I'm always proud of you." He taps your vanity desk before walking out of your room.

You sigh and then wipe off your hands. You reach over to the box and open it up. You gasp at the ring and blink your eyes a few times. Your heart flutters at the fact that Paul knew what to pick for you. It's a touch of him and you. You put the ring on your middle finger.

-----

You sit at the restaurant with your group of girls. There's Chapen, who is a skater type girl, Lilly, she's a nerd, Sandra, she's the diva. She was a bitch cheerleader but kept her cool with you and Lilly. Plus, you were well liked in school. Everyone wanted to be like you. Every guy wanted you. You're used to that but never give in to them. All you want is to go to school, get your job, and then move out of your dad's.

"Please, he's so fine." Sandra looks back at the waiter.

Lilly groans and leans her head back. "Sandra, stop."

"No, you want to know fine? Embry Call." Chapen bites her burger and wiggles her eyebrows.

"Mid." You reply.

"Oh, but you've got Lahote pining for you." Sandra bumps her shoulder into yours.

"Y/n! Really?" Lilly sits up with a smile.

"Yeah, yeah, that's true." You shrug it off.

"God, he's so hot!" Lilly giggles.

----

You walk into Emily's house with Bella. Harry Clearwater just passed and shits going down with a redhead who wants to eat up your sister.

You notice Seth and Leah have shifted too. They both look good! Seth smiles when he sees you and hugs you.

Leah looks pissed off , and you don't blame her. The whole Sam shit plus losing her dad? Damn.

You walk to the dining table and sit down next to Quil, who you've never even met before!

"So, Quilister." You joke.

"I kind of fuck with that nickname." He nods.

Paul comes up behind you and grabs your shoulders. His hands slide down your arms. One hand stops at your elbow, and the other one moves to your hand with the ring he gave you. He touches your fingers. You instantly get goose bumps, and your face heats up.

He notices and leans down to your ear. "You're beautiful."

You gulp.

The rest of the night was fire! You ended up getting shit faced. You, Kim, Emily, and Billy got drunk drunk. Bella and Jacob left after the fire and you don't really care where they went lol.

You slump back on the couch and close your eyes, spinning.

"Y/n, you can stay here tonight if you want." Emily offers.

"No, I'm gonna go to my bed." You smile and then stand up. You're all wobbling.

Paul grabs your waist to help you steady. "I'll drive you." He says.

You press your back into him and look up at his face. "Ya know, I'd let you-", his hand goes over your mouth.

"Alright." He laughs awkwardly and walks you outside.

You sit in your seat and just stare up out of the window. Paul pulls into your house. Your dad is gone at work, and Bella's truck isn't there.

"Is your room upstairs?" Paul asks.

"Yeah, she sure is." You wink at him.

He gets out and pulls you out of your car. You steady yourself and then bend down to take off your shoes.

"They're hurting me." You say.

Paul moves your hands and bends down. "Put your hands on my shoulders." He says.

You do as told, and he takes off your shoes. Then, he lifts you bridal style and goes into the house. He walks you up into your room and gently places you on the bed.

"Paul, don't go." You give him puppy eyes.

"Baby, I have to. I need to protect you. I always will." He touches your cheek.

You rest your face in his hand and then nod your head.

-----

You sit in the bathtub and think about how good Paul was to you last night. You embarrassed yourself, but he was so kind and gentle. You catch yourself looking at the ring on your finger.

Three knocks on the door make you jump. "Yeah?" You call out.

"Hurry up. I have to pack shit to go stay with Alice." You hear Bella call out.

But you know the plan. Her and Edward are staying at the house while everyone else does some shit. Paul has asked you to stay on his land at his house, but you refused.

"Alright, sister. Just a second!" You hurry and finish yourself up and step out. You have a towel wrapped around you and you open the door.

She jumps back and looks at you. "Sorry for interrupting. Are you going to the reservation?" She walks in and grabs her toothbrush and shit.

"Nah." You reply.

"You have to. You're in danger." Bella looks at you.

"Pookie, I stay out of shit unlike you. She wants you, not me." You scoff.

"Well, it'll make me and Paul feel better." She says.

"Fine. I'll go."

----

Paul opens his front door and guides you inside. It's so manly in here. It's clean but like.. manly. It smells like Paul. It's dark with a single lamp on.

"Where do you want your bags?" He asks, holding them up.

"Uhm, the couch." You smile.

He nods his head and gently sets them down on the cushions. "You know you're sleeping in my bed tonight. I'll be out all night. This couch isn't comfortable. I won't let you sleep here." He raises an eyebrow at you.

"Nahhhh, I'm good. I brought my pillow and blanket. I'll make due." You smile.

"Whatever you say, princess." He looks at the kitchen and then smiles. "I got your favorite snacks in there and your favorite drinks. Just make yourself at home." He steps closer to you. "And if you need anything, say my name." He says softly.

You nod your head and blush again. Noooo, why does he keep doing this?!

That night on the couch, you were tossing and turning. You couldn't get comfortable and just kept going back on your phone to watch makeup tutorials. But now you're just too tired. You give up and go into Paul's room.

You lay down on his bed and are so shocked at how comfortable and cloudy it is! You lay your head down on a pillow. Oh gosh, it smells like him. But you feel something underneath you. You pull it out and look. It's a silver necklace with a heart locket. You open the locket, and it has your first initial and a 'P'. You turn on your back and clutch it in your hand.

You jump up from a nightmare of being bitten by Miss Redhead. You're breathing hard and then get out of bed. You go into the living room and see a peaceful sleeping Paul. You gently touch his shoulder. "Paul?"

He groans and opens his eyes before sitting up. "Hey, beautiful. You okay?" He looks over you. His eyes stop at your check and you look down. The necklace.

"Yeah, just surprised you're home. I had a nightmare." You sigh.

He smiles and then pulls you on him. He holds you tightly, and it takes you back for a minute. You end up settling on his chest and feel his body on yours. You feel in the moment and close your eyes in feeling of peace and safety.

"I won't be here long. We have to go to battle." He rubs your back.

You look up at his face. "Will you be okay?"

He smiles and nods his head. "I always am. I'm Paul Lahote." He laughs.

Your eyes move from his and to his lips. He notices and starts to lean in. You back away and then stand up. "Sorry, uh." You chuckle.

"Hey, it's okay." His eyes scan you.

----

You sit on his bed, painting your nails, waiting for him to come back. Bella doesn't have her phone, but you know she's in the snow with Edward.

You're nervous as shit! You're starting to realize the more you hang out with Paul and see how sweet he is, you're falling.

You know if he's alive, he promised to be home yesterday or tonight. He didn't come yesterday. You're freaking out. You've been texting and calling Kim and Emily.

You sit back and let your nails dry. You turn on a murder mystery video on his TV. Finally, your phone rings, and you jump up, knocking your nail polish all over the bed. "Fuck!" You answer your phone. "Emily?"

"Everyone is at Billy's. Everyone is safe. Jake got hurt, but stay there, Paul will be there shortly." She says all bubbly.

Your heart skips, and you want to scream of happiness! Paul is okay and coming back. Oh yay, Bella is, too... and Edward.

You clean up all of your nail polish and wipe it down with your nail polish remover. You run to his washer and throw it in there, replacing his blanket with yours. Yeah, it's girly, but it's okay!

The door opens, and you quickly go in there. Paul.

You watch as he smiles at the ground, breathing. "It smells like you and rubbing alcohol." He finally looks up and laughs.

You squeal and jump on him. He holds onto you, chuckling and burying his face in your shoulder. You run your hands through his hair, softly gripping onto it.

"Miss me?" He asks.

"Yes." You breathe out. "Thank you for coming back." You catch yourself saying that, and you blush. He sets you down and looks at you, grabbing your face. "I spilled nail polish on your blanket. It got it off but it's in the washin-"

Paul's lips press on yours, shutting you up. You crumble in his touch and give in, kissing back. One hand grabs your waist, and the other touches the necklace he left for you. His fingers slightly graze on your collarbone. He pulls back, and you don't want him to stop. You grab his neck, pulling him down for more. He grabs your bottom to lift you up. You wrap your legs around his waist and he carries you into his bedroom.

[leth-writes]

Hellooooo i love your work❤️

Can I request Paul x reader where reader has a facial scar that they are really insecure about. One day, one of the other pack members makes a comment about it, and the reader gets really upset.

🤠-anon

Hello, lovely Cowboy anon! What a cool idea, and thank you so much for the praise! I’m still new to the whole posting my writing thing, so I’m always a bit nervous as to how people will react 🙂

Warning: the character expresses some opinions about their looks that aren’t actually true; obviously, facial scarring doesn’t make a person scary or bad. This is just the mindset of the character, not the author.

You had a scar. It wasn’t a small one; it split your face in half in a jagged, red line, marring your skin and just barely missing taking out your eye. It felt like the only thing people noticed about you; usually it was the first question anyone asked. Everyone always wanted to know what horrific, sordid tale you had, but the truth was even worse: nothing special had happened. It was a bad injury as a child from an accident, though you couldn’t even remember what had happened, you’d been so young. 

Sometimes it felt like that was worse. If you had some gruesome tale, maybe it would distract from the scar and give you some confidence. Instead, all you had was a face even your parents struggled to look at and a huge physical therapy bill.

When you’d met Paul, you’d finally felt seen, like someone knew you for who you were and not what you looked like. He hadn’t even really asked about the scar, he’d been so focused on staring into your eyes. That’s what drew you to him, initially; he looked into your eyes. No one had done that, not as long as you could remember. 

Paul honestly didn’t really register the scar beyond it being part of your face. It was just another feature that defined you as unique, like your expressive eyes or adorable laugh. He hadn’t even thought about how anyone else would react, let alone how you would feel about it. All he wanted was to introduce you, his imprint and the center of his universe, to his best friends, practically his siblings. 

When you expressed concern about what the others would think, Paul assured you they would never do anything to hurt you. In fact, he told you, Sam’s girlfriend Emily had a similar scar, so everyone was used to being polite.

He was wrong.

The first thing Sam said when the two of you walked in was a snarled “Paul, what did you do?!”. He practically leapt across the room, dragging him bodily out the door as he struggled not to shift. The two stood on the far side of the yard, clearly arguing, Paul struggling not to shift. You weren’t sure what had upset Sam, but you knew it had to be serious for the, as Paul had described, normally calm man to be so angry.

The next thing that happened was Jared walking in, muffin hanging from his hand, as he exclaimed “holy shit! What the hell did Paul do to you?”. Then, it hit you. They were talking about your scar. For once, you hadn’t even thought to wonder what they would think about you, Paul’s confidence at their presumed lack of care had rubbed off on you. You realized Sam was convinced Paul had hurt you, had shifted and created the large, hideous crater across your face. All along, he had been wrong; the scar was all anyone would ever see. You couldn’t even meet Paul’s friends without someone thinking you’d had some horrific incident, forever injured by your imprint’s wild temper. 

You opened your mouth to defend Paul, only to slam it shut as your eyes filled with tears, damaged tear duct stinging at the salt. Your face fell, mouth wavering as you tried not to cry, and you flew out the door and down the yard. You raced to the car and hopped in, slamming the door shut and quickly backing out. 

The drive back was quiet and solemn, all alone for the first time in weeks, and you had to stop multiple times just to cry. You should’ve known better than to get your hopes up. By the time you reached your house, you had no tears left to cry. All you wanted was to bury your head in blankets and never come up for air, maybe save the world the sight of your face.

Once you entered your bedroom, you spotted Paul, shirtless, by the window. He radiated warmth into the now cold, dark room, looking sheepish.

“Hey. I’m sorry about what the guys said, Emily’s gonna talk to them and make them apologize. They didn’t mean to scare you off by talking about your scar…” He said, rubbing his arm in thought.

“I-I just thought that, maybe, someone would look at me for me, not my scar! It’s all I wanted, all I ever want, and you’re the only one that sees me! Am I going to be stuck this way forever?!” You vented, hands reaching up to clutch at your forehead in frustration.

“No, no! I promise, the boys will love you; it was just a surprise, is all. Please, just give them another chance,” he pleaded stepping closer.

“And you aren’t hideous. I love your face, scar and all. It’s part of what makes you who you are.” he continued, bringing you into a tight hug and burying your head in his warm shoulder. “If you want, I can beat them up for you, maybe give them a scar and see how they feel?” He joked, smiling at the soft, hiccuping laugh that rang through you. You sighed, further melting into his chest. 

“Hey, how about we cuddle? I can feel your goosebumps,” he teased, dragging you to the bed as you sighed. Laying down, he gripped your leg and threw it over his hip, wrapping his arms around you and rubbing your back. He pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead and traced your scar, whisper-soft. “I love you, okay? Don’t ever forget that.” He sighed, putting his chin to your forehead. You hummed, burrowing in deep, already drifting off. Maybe you would ask him to make the pack train extra hard as compensation.

[blackbirdie1234]

Brothers Best Friend Pt.2

Pt.1        

Sam Uley! x Fem!Reader!

A/N: Part Two of a two-part series where Sam is your brother's friend. Slightly based on the plot of New Moon. Emily is Sam's cousin in this. Sorry this took me so long, I've been super busy. Sorry if this sucks lol I didn't proofread but I hope you like it. Feel free to comment, I would love feedback! Stay tuned for my Fred Weasley fics soon!

Warnings//: Profanity.

Summary: Sam is your brother's best friend. What happens when suddenly you start hearing rumors that they have joined a gang and gone off the rails.

B/N=Brothers name (make one up if you wish

"I only have one, why did my brother attack Sam like that? It was out of nowhere, I couldn't even react. It all happened so fast," you ask with confusion trying to wrap your head around all of this.

She looked at you a bit stunned as if she didn't know that piece of information, and you had just said something bizarre. 

"He what?" she stuttered. "Wait B/N attacked Sam? Is that why they shifted? I thought the boys caught a whiff of....... never mind" she trailed off, not meaning to slip up.

"Caught a whiff of what?" you ask, staring at her intensely. She looks up at you like a guilty child getting caught doing something wrong by their parents, she avoids your eyes and stands up starting to clean up what you assume was lunch, until the boys were interrupted.

"Of what, Emily" you press, a bit more sternly.

Just as Emily was about to speak, all of the boys barged into the house playfully pushing each other around. You search the group for your brother and Sam. They must still be outside. You sit there as Emily laughs at the boy’s antics and kisses her boyfriend Jared. They all turn to look at you. 

“I guess the Wolf’s out of the bag” Embry remarks with a smirk.

“Sorry if we scared you Y/n,” Quil says with a sheepish smile, rubbing the back of his head awkwardly. 

You smile shyly at them  

“ It’s okay, I think the initial shock is gone,” you say with a breathy laugh.

“Sam and B/n are on the porch if you want to go talk to them,” Jared added, moving to sit at the table and grabbing a muffin. 

You nod your head and stand up, walking to the front door nervously. You could hear your heartbeat booming in your ears. You were more nervous to talk to Sam than anyone. Ever since you made eye contact you couldn't get him out of your head, you feel guilty but your brother barely crossed your mind. You should have been worried about B/n but you couldn’t help but worry for Sam, wondering why B/n would attack him and if he was okay. You near the door and before you can open it your brother walks into the house. You stare at each other for a while, he can tell on your face that he isn’t the one you were hoping to see. He doesn’t say a word, only tossing his head back to the porch and continuing to walk into the kitchen. You continue to walk out of the house and see Sam sitting on the steps with his head in his hands. He looks up when he hears your footsteps. You sit next to him and look out at the trees, not saying a word.

“I assume Emily filled you in” Sam begins, hesitation clear in his voice.

“She did, at least part of it. I know what you and the rest of the boys are. I don’t know why, or what any of this means though.” You answer. You hear him sigh, and when you look over at him you can see he’s restraining himself, like he wants to say something but is hesitating heavily. Trying to find the right words before he begins. 

“I need you to trust me, I need you to listen and I need you to promise me you won’t take off running before I finish explaining” He breathed. 

You stare at him momentarily, a bit scared and shocked at what he is saying. You already know he is a werewolf, what could he tell you that would make you run when you haven’t already? 

“Okay, I promise” You accepted. You were nervous, but you couldn’t help the pull you felt towards Sam. You could sit there for hours not saying a word and be perfectly content. You tried to push your feelings down in his moment, now was not the time to let your emotions take control. 

“Growing up with the stories of our tribe, you already know what we are… but there are things, secrets, only the pack members and elders know.” He sighs, breath shaking from nervousness. 

You sit waiting patiently for him to continue. 

“None of this was a choice, not a single one of us chose this for ourselves. I don’t think any of us would choose this life if we did have a say in it.” He takes a moment to glance at you, then continues. “ In our world, there is something called an imprint. An imprint is a person that you have a special bond with. When you meet this person,  it is no longer gravity holding you to the earth… it's them. Having an imprint is like having a best friend, a lover, a sister, or anything that the bond decides that you are. It's not always romantic, it can be whatever the imprint decides they need. We wolves go along with it, we are happy to. On our side of things, we will be whatever the imprint wants or needs. We act as a built-in protector, friend, family member, or…lover.” he trails, glancing at you to read your face.

“ So what does this have to do with me?” You say confused. 

“You are my imprint Y/N, I understand all of this is shocking and crazy. If you need time to figure things out I will support that and whatever else you need. Just say the word and I will back off.” He says rushing, trying to be clear that you have a choice even if he doesn’t. 

“Do you even like me? I mean I know you said that it doesn’t have to be romantic but do you even want me to be your imprint?” You said, insecurity dripped from your words. You didn't mean to sound so rude or disappointed but you wanted to know that these feelings were not one-sided. You had feelings for him and now you’re bonded, but he is making it seem like he wouldn’t have picked you if he had the choice. 

He doesn’t have a choice. This thought repeats in your head filling the silence that takes over until he begins speaking again. 

“You’re my best friend's little sister” He heaves a sigh. He puts his head in his hands and grips his hair before looking up at you again. 

“Fuck it” He mumbles before grabbing the back of your head and bringing you closer to him in one smooth motion. You can feel the heat coming off your body, your cheeks become warmer and you become more nervous under his intense gaze. He looks down at your lips and then into your eyes, waiting for you to pull away or tell him to stop. You sit there shocked for a second, mind racing and body not fully responding to what is happening. 

“Yes,” you speak barely above a whisper, answering his unasked question. 

That's all he needs before he connects your lips, grip still on the back of your head. Your eyes close and you sink into the moment. All the years of pining suddenly become clear as the kiss deepens. Two people who have tried to keep their feelings hidden finally let them flow as their mouths move perfectly in sync. The kiss is aggressive, hard, and fueled by fire but also soft, warm, and loving. Contradicting itself but turning into the perfect blend of yin and yang. It was a representation of the people who made it.

You both pull away out of breath but longing for more. You open your eyes, catching your breath. You push on his chest softly and back up. As amazing as the kiss was, you needed to hear him say how he felt. You needed to know that it wasn’t just the imprint bond.

He quickly realized what you were searching for and smiled softly, moving his hand from your head and taking your hands into his own. 

“I’ve been in love with you since we were kids” he said blushing, looking down at his hands and then looking out to the beach in the distance.

 “I knew since the day your brother and I were playing with BB guns and he shot me in the forehead. Even though it was an accident you screamed at him and called him stupid for not being more careful.” You both laugh softly at the memory, he smiles at you before continuing. “You took me inside and gave me a bag of frozen peas to put on my head. I was embarrassed but you looked at me with the purest look in your eyes and told me that ‘everyone got hurt and it was okay to let someone else help you every once and a while’. I realized how special you are, I wanted to be around you to feel that comfort that you so easily gave. From that day on my feelings only grew, but I didn’t want your brother to find out. I thought that he would hate me, I thought that I would be a bad friend for even considering liking you. So I hid it, and slowly I started ignoring you. I feel horrible for it but I had to, I couldn't talk to you or even be near you without feeling like I was going to slip up and reveal what I was trying to suppress. I also never even considered that you would ever feel the same. So I’m sorry I never told you and I ignored you for so long but I didn’t feel like I had any other choice” He finishes his rant letting out a long breath 

You smile widely, gazing at him lovingly. You reach up and turn his head to face you, taking his face into your hands. 

“ How did you not realize what was right in front of you, I've felt the same way for so long I can't even begin to tell you how long I've felt this way.” You breathe out a laugh. “I understand, why you did what you did. I did the same honestly, I was scared of how B/N would react so I pushed down my feelings and tried to act normal. Sam we don’t have to hide ourselves anymore. I want this”

 You take his hand in your own squeezing it slightly. “If this is what you want, you have a choice in this as well,” You say kindly. 

He looks at your hands interlinked and then back at you smiling softly. “Of course, this is what I want, this will always be what I want Y/N” 

You share another loving kiss before you hear loud cheering and hollering coming from inside. You both turn your heads to see the boys celebrating and acting like it’s New Year's. They start plummeting towards you both, patting Sam on the back and pushing him. 

“Yeah, yeah. Chill out guys” Sam demands, smiling and shoving them backwards. 

You stare at them smiling and laughing at their antics, until you see your brother standing in the doorway. 

“You have my blessing by the way,” He says with a smirk. 

“Like I need it” You retort rolling your eyes at his cockiness. 

You stand up and follow him inside, while the boys continue to gush about how they can finally stop hearing Sam’s sad and depressing thoughts about you. 

Your brother tells you that he didn’t mean to react the way he did but the wolf can be hard to control. He informs you about all that he’s been going through these past months and how he wanted to tell you and your parents for so long, but since Sam is the alpha what he says goes. You tell him to go see your parents tomorrow and how much pain he has caused the family. 

After the talk, you both head down to the beach and sit around the fire. You’re cuddling with Sam, surrounded by everyone laughing and enjoying the clear-skied night. You realize this is exactly where you want to be. This is exactly what you’ve wanted for a long time. You’re going to love this new life that is forming in front of you.

[mamaestapa]

Daddy Issues|| Joe Burrow x reader (Series Masterlist)

•summary: Y/n Hubbard, the younger sister of Cincinnati Bengals Defensive End Sam Hubbard, finds herself in a difficult situation after a steamy hookup with her brothers best friend, who just so happens to be the quarterback for the Bengals. In just nine months their lives will be changed forever. How will Y/n and Joe manage to to go through parenthood together? more so, how will Sam take the news he is going to be the uncle of his best friends baby?

•warnings: SMUT, partying, alcohol, mature language, unprotected sex, pregnancy, angst, fluff, labor/child-birth, babies, probably more tbh

•chapters: 22/40

IMPORTANT NOTE!

this is MY story from wattpad!! i’m transferring it over to tumblr and re-writing it as a Joe x reader instead of the Jared Goff x OC that it is on my wattpad account.

chapters:

chapter one

•chapter summary: Your brother Sam stops by your apartment to invite you to Zac Taylor’s annual Christmas party, will you accept his invitation?

chapter two

•chapter summary: You attend the Bengals Christmas party and have a little too much fun. One thing leads to another and you find yourself in a steamy situation with the teams beloved quarterback…(CONTAINS SMUT!)

chapter three

•chapter summary: You wake up beside your brothers best friend and wonder what happened the night before. While you’re at Joe’s, you get a call from Sam saying he’s going to be at your place soon…can you keep Joe a secret from Sam?

chapter four

•chapter summary: A couple weeks have gone by and the holidays are over. You go back to work and find yourself suddenly coming down with a sickness

chapter five

•chapter summary: A couple weeks have passed and you’re still feeling under the weather. You decide to take a test and the results leave you questioning everything…

chapter six

•chapter summary: The time comes for you to tell Joe some of the most life-changing news he’ll ever receive. However, his reaction isn’t exactly what you were hoping for

chapter seven

•chapter summary: It’s AFC championship day!you talk to Joe for the first time since you broke the news to him and you discover a sweet surprise

chapter eight

•chapter summary: You have your first ultrasound and you share some sweet moments with Joe. As the day ends you make plans to tell your friends (and brother) about the baby

chapter nine

•chapter summary: You and Joe break the news to Sam and your friends that you’re having a baby together. As you share the news with Sam, some past news comes to light and changes everything

chapter ten

•chapter summary: You and Joe find out the gender of your baby! It's a day full of happiness, emotions, and drama...

chapter eleven

•chapter summary: You and Joe take an important step to make sure your baby will always have both parents present. Soak in the sweet moments before the angst begins…

chapter twelve

•chapter summary: There's some drama during Emma's baby shower that leaves you in a worrisome situation at the end of the day...

chapter thirteen

•chapter summary: You and Joe experience one of the most emotional evenings of your lives…

chapter fourteen

•chapter summary: A lot happens while Joe is in Louisiana for the LSU spring game, that leaves both questioning everything

chapter fifteen

•chapter summary: You and Joe both experience y heartbreak like no other after the events of Joe’s time in Louisiana for the LSU spring game…

chapter sixteen

•chapter summary: It’s the day of your OB appointment and you decide whether or not to hear our and forgive Joe for the past couple of days (CONTAINS SMUT!)

chapter seventeen

•chapter summary: As you spend the morning with Joe, the two of you talk about the past couple days and look back on your first few memories with each other

chapter eighteen

•chapter summary: Pregnancy cravings hit you late at night, and Joe takes the opportunity to help satisfy your cravings and tell you something that’s been on his mind for months

chapter nineteen

•chapter summary: You and Joe finally go on your first date. The night goes extremely well, until you receive an unexpected text from someone you haven't heard from in a while…

chapter twenty

•chapter summary: Sam pours his heart out to you and Joe, hoping you two will forgive him and his behavior from the past six months...

chapter twenty-one

• chapter summary: You and Joe decide on a name for your baby boy

chapter twenty-two

•chapter summary: Joe shares his nursery ideas with you and the two of you attend a team dinner you'll never forget...

chapter twenty-three

• chapter summary: The Bengals team dinner turns into a complete disaster after an encounter Joe has at the restaurant

[justwhisperingfantasies]

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader Characters: Reader. Jensen. Jared. Gen. Alan. Donna. Josh. Mackenzie. Jeremy. Mac. Alex. Steve. And the kiddos. Warnings: Language, Fluff on fluff, Drinking, Angst,

A/n: Something sad happens at the end, but I don't wanna give away here. Just be prepared

P.s I'm sorry.

You guys are amazing. Seriously thank you for every heart, reblog, and comment. I love hearing your feedback. 🫶 Please do not copy my work. Tag List Master List

Reader.

“You ready for this?” Jensen asked as he opened the truck door for you.

“I guess so.” You huffed.

He grabbed your hand, lacing your fingers “Oh come on they are going to love you, sweetheart.”

“Ackles!! Bonnie!!” Jared yelled as he approached with Odette sitting on his shoulders. Gen and Shep following behind them.

“Oh my god Jensen, big foot is on the loose and he’s kidnapping a child.” You exclaimed, making everyone laugh

“Look at me Uncle Jensen. I’m taller than you are now.” Odette giggled.

“That’s pretty high up, El.” He smiled.

“Uncle Jay!!” Shep shouted as he ran up and hugged Jensen around the waist.

“Hey there buddy.” He hugged back. “Where’s Tom at?”

“He’s at a friend’s house. They are having a gaming session today.” Gen told him.

“Alright, let’s get going. We won’t hear the end of it if we aren’t up there right when it starts.” Jensen said

“Yeah, you’re right” Jared agreed as your group started walking.

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The closer you got to the bleachers the harder your heart pounded.

As you started up the stairs a blonde approached. “Jensen!” She threw her arms around him.

“Mackenzie.” He turned back to you. “This is y/n. y/n Mackenzie, my little sister.” He said tousling the hair on her head.

“Stop it jerk.” She lightly slapped his stomach and then stuck her hand out to you. “It’s nice to finally meet you.”

“Likewise.” You told her as you shook her hand.

“Gen, Jared. Thanks for coming.”

“Of course. We wouldn’t miss Jr’s first game.” Gen told her as she hugged her.

“Hey Shep. I was on my way to meet Jeremy and Asher down at the concession stand, you wanna come and pick something out.”

Shep looked up to Gen. “Can I?”

“Sure baby, Here.” She reached in her pocket,

“Oh quit.” Mackenzie said as she grabbed Shep’s hand and walked away.

Jensen grabbed your hand again, leading you up the stairs. Your cheeks reddened when one of the stairs caught your toe making you trip. His grip tightened as he helped you not fall. “You ok moose jr.?”

“Hey.” Jared protested. Jensen shot him a look. “Yea. ok”

You chuckled. “I’m fine.”

You continued up the stairs, stopping about halfway up. you followed Jensen across the rows. Stopping behind 3 people he stuck his arms out. “Mama!!”

“Oh Jensen Ross.” She squeezed him tight.

“Mama, this is my girlfriend. y/n. Babe this is my mama, Donna.”

“Oh, baby she is so pretty.” Jensen smiled at his mother’s words.

“Nice to meet you Mrs. Ackles.” You stuck your hand out.

“Oh, get outta here with that. It’s Donna.” She pulled you into her embrace.

“This is Alan, my dad.” He squeezed Alan’s shoulders from behind. “And my brother Josh.” You chuckled as they did a little handshake.

Alan stood up and turned around, you stuck your hand out to him. “Don’t even try it. It’s Alan. And it’s nice to meet you.”

“Gotcha,” you said as he shook your hand. “Pleasure’s mine.”

“Finally.” Jeremy said, taking your hand, “These two knuckleheads wouldn’t shut up about you last weekend.

“Be cool, Jeremy, damn.” Jensen teased.

“Yea, shut up.” Jared played along. “Is that..” Jared started to ask

Jensen cut him off with a hefty sigh. “Of course it is.”

You looked down to the first row, finding a very pretty blonde waving at your group.

“Everyone be polite and wave back.” Donna ordered.

Your group did as they were told.

Jensen sighed, Mackenzie’s wide eyes snapped up to your group as the blonde stopped her and started talking.

Mack gave her a big smile and gestured at the snacks in her hands right before turning around and continued climbing the stairs.

“Uh, what the hell is Heather doing here?” she asked, unloading her arms.

Your muscles tightened at her words.

“Don’t know. Don’t care.” Alan responded.

“Pass these to Odette, would ya daddy?” Mack requested as she handed him a bag of fruit snacks.

Odette grabbed the bag. “Thank you!

Shep made his way back, walking up the stairs with another young boy, a man with a toddler in his arms followed them.

“Jeremy this is Jensen’s girlfriend, y/n. This is my husband, Jeremy. And that’s Asher.” She pointed at the little boy playing with Shep. “This.” She tickled the toddler in his arms “is Emma.”

“Alright, give her.” Jensen demanded as he reached for his niece.

“Pleasure” Jeremy said sticking his hand out to you.

“Same.” You shook his hand.

As the national anthem ended you sat between Jensen and Jared.

“So, y/n.” Jeremy said. “Jensen told us that you are a physician’s assistant over at peds of Austin.”

You glanced at Jensen, who was looking up at the sky. “That bird.”

You laughed and shook your head. “Well at least you’re using the correct title now.” You turned back to Jeremy “that’s right. I”

“She gives me lollipops every time I go there.” Odette said cutting you off as she climbed in your lap.

Your group chuckled.

Alan gasped “she does?”

“Yep. And she brought me ice cream. To my house!”

“Can she do this?” Alan asked pulling a quarter out from behind her ear.

Her eyes went wide as she turned to you. “Can you pull lollipops out of my ear?”

You chuckled. “I’m sorry sweetheart, I can’t. I’m not a magician like Alan.”

“It’s ok, I still like you.”

 The group laughed again.

“So, what else did you tell them, Ackles?” You nudged him with your elbow.

“Nothing.” He said, nudging you back.

“Liar, you told me she can drive a stick and loves music.” Jeremy called him out.

“He told me you love coffee, and Randy Travis is your favorite singer.” Mack chimed in

You looked over to find him looking up at the sky again. “Emma, look at that bird.” He said pointing at the sky.

You rolled your eyes with a smile. “Anything else?”

“He told me you graduated from Columbia.” Alan spoke up.

“I heard your cherry pie is to die for.” Donna said.

“Yes!  Donna it was so good!” Gen confirmed.

“I wouldn’t know, the boys didn’t bring me any.” Donna huffed.

“Maybe, we could talk her into making a couple for the next cookout.” Jensen voiced

“Ya know we have another free weekend after the Dallas con.” Jared said.

“When is that?”

“2 weeks from now.”

“Alan, we are having a cookout in 2 weeks.” Donna told him

“Ok, dear.”

“Oh, look he’s up.” Mackenzie shouted.

Your group cheered as Jr hit the ball and started running toward first base, Jensen and Jared stood up. “Yeaah Jr!” Jensen yelled, bouncing Emma in his arms as Jared whistled loudly and clapped his hands.

Jr looked up to you guys and smiled from ear to ear, waving frantically.

“So, y/n your father was a surgeon?” Alan asked you, keeping his eyes on the field.

“Yes sir, he was a cardiovascular surgeon and head of his department back in Michigan.”

“Sounds like he was a hell of a guy.” Alan stated

“Oh, he was!” you agreed.

“But please tell me you’re not a Lion’s fan.” Alan pleaded.

“Absolutely not!”

Alan tilted his head toward the sky. “Thank you.”

“She’s a cowboy’s fan adjacent.” Jared mocked Jensen’s words.

“What the heck does that mean?” Jeremy asked

You chuckled. “My mama was a cowboy’s fan.”

Your group started to cheer again as Jr crossed the home plate

“Emma, you wanna go see Mamal?” Jensen said in the cutest voice.

“Come here baby girl.” Donna said reaching for her.

Jensen leaned into your ear. “I’m gonna go get something to drink, you wanna come with?”

You looked down in the first row. Seeing Heather still sitting there, you shook your head.

“You want me to grab you anything?”

“Water and some popcorn. Oh, not popcorn, nachos, Please”

” Jensen chuckled and kissed your cheek. “Be right back.” You smiled at him. He got up and started walking to the stairs

“Ah!” Jared said as you elbowed him and nodded towards Jensen.

“Wait up Ackles I’ll go with you.” He said standing up

 Your eyes followed them as they made their way down the stairs

‘Don’t follow him, don’t follow him’ you thought as you watched Heather’s head turn toward Jensen and Jared.

‘Damnit.’

 She got up and started in their direction after they reached the ground.

Jensen.

“So, this is going great, your folks really like her.” Jared stated.

Jensen looked up. “Well, it was.”

“Oh god” Jared huffed.

“Jensen.” Heather said as she approached. “I swear I’m not stalking you. Andrew is on the team Jr is playing.”

Jared cleared his throat. She rolled her eyes. “Hi Jared.”

“Heather, always a pleasure.” Jared said sarcastically, making Jensen smile.

She turned back to Jensen. “So, she’s cuter in person than in the pictures.” She sneered.

“She’s always beautiful.” Jensen countered.

“Do I get to meet her?” she asked.

“Why?” Jared blurted out.

“Does this really concern you, Jared?”

Jared crossed his arms. “Yea it kinda does.”

“Ya know what.”

“Both of you stop.” Jensen said. “I don’t think that’s a good idea Heather.”

“I was an important part of your life ya know.”

“Was.” Jared chimed in.

“Still, I’m the ex-wife. Don’t cha think I should get to meet the potential new wife.”

“No!” Jensen and Jared said together.

“Why not?”

“Look, Heather,” Jensen said, his tone firm. “I appreciate your concern or whatever this is, but it’s not your place anymore. I’m happy, and nothing is going to ruin that. Now, if you want snacks, the end of the line is back there.”

“Really Jensen?”

“Yep.”

She scoffed and stomped away.

“Was that too harsh?” Jensen asked Jared

“No, I fucking loved it!”

Reader.

Your eyes shifted to the first row as Heather peered at you with a pout on her lips.

You leaned into Gen. “If looks could kill I’d be dead.” You whispered.

“Well, I’m glad they can’t. I wonder what happened.”

“Me too.”

Heather’s gaze shifted to Jensen as he ascended the stairs.

He didn't even glance in her direction. His focus was on you, studying your expression.

“Really Gen?” Jared teased.

“Move your feet, lose your seat, Bunyan.” You retorted.

Jensen smiled, as he handed you a bottle of water and your nachos.

“Thank ya.”

“No problem, darlin’.”

“So?” Mackenzie asked, causing Jensen to raise his eyebrows. “What happened? We saw her follow you, then when she came back, she gave y/n the look from hell.”

“Ackles pretty much told her to fuc.” Jared stopped as Donna gave him a look. “f-off.”

“Good.” Donna stated.

You eyed Jensen’s popcorn. He sighed and held out the bag to you.

“It’ll get worse Jensen.” Jared teased,

Jensen’s eyes went wide as he looked over to his best friend. Your head turned to Jared, who had an oh shit expression on his face.

“Yeah, the longer you’re with them the more food they think they can steal.” Jared stammered out.

You glanced at Jensen. He kept his gaze on the field, lips pursed.

Jr’s team won and everyone cheered as the little boys lined up for the good game high fives.

“You guys, wanna come back to our house for ice cream?” Donna asked as the family made their way down the bleachers.

Jensen looked at you and you nodded. “We’d love to, Mama.” he said with a smile.

“Jared, Gen?” Donna looked at them

“We have to go pick Tom up, but we will definitely be at your barbecue Mama Ackles.” Jared told her.

“Did you see me?” Jr asked everyone as he ran up to his family.

“We sure did buddy.” Alan told him

“Uncle Jay, Mama just told me I’m as good as you were when you were my age.”

“I don’t know, Jr you might be better.”

 Jr’s face lit up.

“Who is she?” Jr asked, turning to you.

“Jr. That’s y/n, Uncle Jay’s girlfriend.” Jeremy told him.

Jr turned towards Jensen. “Really Uncle Jay a girlfriend? EW!”

Everyone chuckled.

“Eh, she ain’t so bad.” Jensen teased as he winked at you.

  Jensen.

“So, when did you tell Jared?” She asked walking back to the truck.

“Tell Jared what?”

She peered at him as she tilted her hand.

“On the way to the lake last Sunday. It just kinda slipped out.” Jensen admitted. “But hey now both of our best friends know.” He teased, opening the door for you, lips puckered.

She rolled her eyes and gave him a quick peck; his arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her lips back to his. “I love you.” she whispered as his nose nuzzled hers.

“I love you too, baby.”

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“You, ok?” he asked as they walked up his parent’s porch steps.

She rubbed her forehead with her fingertips. “Yea, just a headache coming.”

“I bet Mama has some Tylenol.”

As he opened the door, sounds of laughter echoed from the kitchen. He grabbed her hand, lacing his fingers and led her down the hall, after they kicked off their boots.

“Hey Mama, you got some Tylenol?” Jensen asked as they walked into the kitchen. “Y/n has a headache.”

“I sure do,” she told him pouring chocolate milk for the kids. “Mack, would you grab them for her. Top shelf of the medicine cabinet, in my bathroom.”

“Please and thank you.” y/n added as she sat down at the bar.

“Jensen, y/n, you want a beer?” Alan asked as he opened the fridge.

“No thank you.” she answered.

“Sure dad, I’ll take one.” Jensen poked at her side as he sat down on the barstool beside her.

Alan twisted the cap off a bottle and slid it to Jensen “y/n you want anything else to drink?”

“My mom makes the best sweet tea ever.” Jensen commented.

“Sounds great, I’ll take a glass.”

Alan got in the cabinet and got a glass out, “So, Jensen anything exciting coming up?”

“Well, we have the Dallas convention this weekend, Then the weekend after Mama’s cookout they will start up again. I think we almost have everything ready for countdown. We will probably start filming later this year.”

His dad smiled proudly as he handed y/n the glass of tea. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” He turned to put the tea away. “Aren’t you filming that out in California?”

“Yep.”

“Alright, you guys coming out to the patio?” Donna asked.

“Sure,” Jensen and y/n stood up, grabbing their drinks they followed her out the sliding glass door.

Jensen slid a chair out for her and sat next to her once she sat down.

“Look what I found!!” Mack shouted as he walked through the door. 

“Oh my gosh.” y/n’s eyes went wide. “Is that a photo book?”

“Why yes, it is.” Mack replied as she placed the Tylenol in her hand and handed her the book.

“No.” Jensen rebuked.

Mack sat down on the other side of her.

“Too late.” y/n said opening the book.

“I hate you,” Jensen said peering at Mackenzie.

“Awww look, baby Ackles.” She said as she turned the page to his baby photos.

“Yes, yes, I was adorable. Are we done?”

“Not even close, doll face.” She smiled at him. Turning the page, she gasped. “You had frosted tips?”

He sighed. “It was the early 2000s. Everyone had frosted tips.”

“So, that’s why you got into acting.” She started

 Jensen took a drink of his beer and scrunched his lips.

“The backstreet boys never called you back.” y/n and Mack laughed loudly.

“You proud of that one, sweetheart?”

“Very.” She said, catching her breath.

 He rolled his eyes with a smile.

 “Look there’s baby Padalecki too.”

Jensen leaned over to look; he chuckled. “Yea, that was our first Press Tour Party back in 2005.”

Her smile faded as she flipped to the page of the pictures of him and Heather.

“Where’s the one Jensen?” Mackenzie asked turning the page.

“Which one?”

“You know which one.” Mackenzie flipped the pages searching. “Ah ha.”

“Damnit.” He huffed.

Her hand covered her gaping mouth.

“Absolutely not!” he took y/n’s phone out of her hand as she tried to take a picture of the picture.

“But Jensen Ackles in overalls. Come on.”

“I need to burn that picture.” He groaned.

“Ok, Mackenzie stop embarrassing your brother and come help me with the sundae stuff.”

Mackenzie huffed and took the book, following her mother inside.

“Alan, reach me these sundae cups, would ya?”

“Coming dear.”

She turned to him once they were alone. “I’m gonna get my hands on that picture someday.”

“Not gonna happen baby.” He said leaning in to kiss her.

Reader.

You and Donna watched from the patio as the boys played football out in the yard. It was Jensen, Josh and Asher against Jeremy, Alan and Jr.

“So, y/n ever think about getting married?” Mackenzie asked sitting down.

“Mackenzie, mind your business.” Donna told her.

You laughed. “I do.”

Mackenzie nodded. “When you think about it, Is it with...”

“It is.”

She nodded again.

 “Boys you quit cheating!” Donna yelled as she got up and started walking over to them.

You turned back to Mackenzie. “Anymore?”

“Oh, I have a ton, but one more for today.”

“Hit me.”

She smiled. “Do you want kids?”

“Yes, I do. One day.”

“Have you ever thought about it with “

“That’s 2.” You chuckled. “But yes, I have.”

“Oh my gosh, y’all would make such beautiful babies.”

You looked over at him, the corners of his mouth rose into a smile as his eyes met yours, your cheeks got warm as you gave him one back. “I know.”

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“Do you want me to drive?” You asked Jensen as Donna and Alan walked you to the door.

“I’m good baby.” He reassured you slipping his boots back on.

 “I am looking forward to those pies y/n, it was so nice to meet you.” Donna hugged you with a smile. She turned her mouth toward your ear. “I haven’t seen him like this in a very long time. Thank you.” She whispered,

“Not a problem.” You whispered back.

She wrapped her arms around Jensen and whispered something in his ear too. He smiled and kissed her on the cheek. “Love you. Mama.”

“I love you too, Baby.”

Alan pulled you in for a hug. “Maybe this fall we can turn that adjacent fan into a full pledged fan huh?”

You and Jensen chuckled as he hugged Alan.

“Looking forward to it.”

“Text me, when you make it home.” Donna called out as you walked down the stairs.

“Always do Mama. Love you.” Jensen yelled back.

“Well?” He said hopping into the driver’s seat. “You ready to run for the hills yet?”

“Not a chance,” You flashed a grin at him, grabbing his hand, you laced your fingers through his. “You can’t get rid of me that easy.”

“Good.” He placed a kiss on your knuckles as he lifted your hand to his lips.

Jensen.

“Did you text your mama?” she asked laying down in the bed beside him.

“Sure did.” He picked up his phone as it dinged, his brows furrowed.

“What’s wrong?”

“Mackenzie just asked for your number…”

“And that’s a bad thing because?”

“Not sure yet.” He laid his phone back on his nightstand. “Hope she didn’t hound you too much today.”

“It wasn’t horrible. Just the usual” he lifted his brows. “Love, marriage, kids, Yada yada.”

“And?” he smirked.

She lifted his arm and rested her head in its regular spot. “Don’t act like you don’t already know, Ackles.”

He chuckled. “So, if I said let’s runaway to Vegas right now…”

“No.”

He scoffed.

“Because I don’t wanna see you get your ass whooped when you tell your mama she wasn’t invited.”

He chuckled, as his fingers started running through her hair.

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“Hey buddy.” Jensen said as he answered his phone through his truck’s Bluetooth.

“Dude! What are you doing today?”

“Uh right now y/n and I are on our way to her house.”

"It's Supernatural Sunday Steve!!" you exclaimed

Steve chuckled “Hey y/n.”

She chuckled. “Hi Steve.”

 “What about later?”

“What’s up Steve?” Jensen asked, pulling into her complex.

“The Rustic Tap had a cancelation, Jamie just called me and asked if we wanted to fill it.”

Jensen's eyes lit up. "Seriously? That's awesome! What time do they need us?"

"5 o'clock," Steve replied.

Jensen glanced at y/n, who was nodding enthusiastically. "We're in. Tell Jamie we'll be there.”

"Great! I'll let him know. See you guys tonight." The call ended.

“That’s exciting!” She exclaimed.

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“Oh shit,  I’m so  sorry.” She jumped back as she started to walk through her front door, bumping into Jensen.

“Everything ok?”

“Mac has a boy in there.” Her cheeks turned red.

He laughed. “Where they…”

“Pretty close.”

Mac opened the door. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine. Bedrooms are a good spot too, but it’s fine.” she teased.

“Ha. Ha. You’re hilarious.” Sarcasm dripped off Mac’s voice.

“Hi Alex, didn’t expect to see you today.” Jensen greeted his friend.

“I didn’t expect to see that much of him... ever.”

“Great, we are still on that.” Mac huffed. As she started for the kitchen. “You want some coffee.”

“Yes!” y/n followed her.

Reader

“So, Kinda, maybe, we’ll see, turned into sex on the couch?” you asked sitting down at the bar.

Mac rolled her eyes. “We weren’t having sex.”

“Not yet.”

“Subject change.” Mac sat a cup of coffee down in front of you. “Please.”

You chuckled. “Guess who’s having a pop-up today?”

“Other than Alex.” Jensen said with a smile, walking into the kitchen.

You bit back a laugh as Mac let out a hefty sigh.

“Anyway, who’s having a pop-up… Concert.”

“Radio Company.”

“Oh my god!!” Alex chimed in. “They are like the best band ever.”

“We saw them once.” Mac said with raised eyebrows.

“You did?” Alex played along.

You turned to Alex with a smile “Yea, they were alright, but can you believe one of the lead singers hit on me?” you said in a disgusted tone

Alex gasped. “You’re kidding?!”

You sighed. “Yes, like just because you were on a t.v show that was popular like 15 years ago...”

Jensen leaned on the bar in front of you and cleared his throat. Alex and you started cackling.

“Doesn’t feel very good huh?” Mac remarked.

“Hi.” You smiled at him. you poked your head over him, “Anyway you wanna go?”

“Of course.” Mac accepted.

“But what if the singer hits on you again?” Alex said.

“Eh, I don’t know, I might go home with him this time.” A smile spread across Jensen’s face as you winked at him.

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“y/n!! Mac!!” Steve yelled as you and Mac walked into the bar.

“Steve!!” you shouted back walking over to him.

“So, Jensen tells me things between you two are going well.”

“Yes sir.”

“That’s good to hear.”

You felt arms wrap around you from behind. “Has anyone told you how good you look today?” Jensen whispered in your ear.

“Excuse me I have a boyfriend.”

“What a lucky son of a bitch.” He said and kissed the top of your head.

“How was today with the fam?” Steve asked

“Good.” You replied.

“Please Dad and Mama love her.”

A man walked up to your group. “Hey guys, you about ready?”

“Yea, let’s go.” Steve said hopping up off the barstool.

“Wanna hangout after?” Jensen smirked.

You shrugged. “I’ll be around.”

He kissed you and started to follow Steve.

“Can I get a bud light, and she will have a coke.” Mac told the bartender.

“And we’ll take two Coronas on their tab.” Jared said, leaning on the bar next to you. Alex leaned on the other side of Mac.

Mac nodded as the bartender looked at her.

The dance floor in front of the stage started filling up. “Come on, let’s go find a good spot.” Jared grabbed your arm as he made his way through the crowd.

The crowd cheered as the band members came out onto the stage, the cheers grew louder as Steve and Jensen stepped out.

“How’s everyone doing tonight?” Steve asked in the mic.

“You ready?” Jensen asked

Screams echoed through the bar again as they started to play.

You've heard Jensen sing plenty of times since that first night but seeing him on stage was something else. His energy was electric, and he totally owned the stage. Every note hit you hard, making you feel so connected to the music and the moment. The beat was catchy, making you want to dance along, and the lights matched the vibe perfectly.

Mac started swaying her hips, Alex behind her sang along with them as they sang Right Kind Of Trouble, his hips moving with hers.  Jared, always the life of the party, was already twirling you around, his laughter infectious and his dance moves wild. Making you laugh.

The band kept playing, bringing everyone together in a fun and happy vibe.

As the song ended, Jensen reached for his water. "So, Steve, what's next?" he asked after taking a sip.

“Well, you could sing mine and y/n’s favorite…”

He smiled as his eyes found you. “Whatcha think babe?” you nodded frantically making him laugh.

The melody wrapped around you like a warm embrace as Steve started playing.

��She wants to know the names of the games he plays”

Warmth filled your heart as he sang with passion and talent, making you swell with pride and admiration.

“He wants the names of the players in the game to change”

His voice was smooth and heartfelt, pouring emotion into every word as the crowd swayed along.

He gestured to the crowd, A big grin spread on his face as they sang the last line of the song.

“Let the man from the mountains run away with your heart” The audience applauded, creating a mix of cheers and claps. You joined in after wiping a tear before it rolled down your cheek. Jared noticed and smiled at you

They played a few more songs, as you and Mac sang along. Jared and Alex danced and twirled around you. Each song became a memorable moment for you.

As the last song ended, Steve stepped back with his guitar still humming. He exchanged glances with his bandmates, silently celebrating their successful performance.

Jensen

“You guys are awesome!” Steve exclaimed in the mic.

“Thank you all for coming on such short notice.” Jensen said.

“We love you!”

“Goodnight.”

“Man, that was incredible,” Steve said, his voice still buzzing with excitement as he followed Jensen backstage.

Jensen grinned, wiping the sweat from his brow. “Yeah, it was something else. The crowd was amazing tonight.”

“Uh, I’ll meet you out at the bar.” Steve nodded behind Jensen.

He turned and saw Heather approaching, He sighed and turned to walk away.

“Jensen...” Her voice barely above a whisper.

He stopped, but didn’t face her. “What?”

She sniffled.

‘Damnit’ he thought as he turned to her.     

“It’s my dad. He’s in the hospital,” she managed. “They don’t think he’s going to make it through the night.”

Jensen’s heart sank. Despite everything they had been through, he did feel sorry. The animosity that had existed between them seemed insignificant in the face of her pain. “I’m so sorry, Heather. Where’s Derek?”

“At the hospital with everyone else.”

She threw her arms around him and started openly weeping.

“You should go, be with your family. With your husband.” He attempted to let go, but her arms tightened around him. "Here," he said, pushing back on her shoulders. He called out to one of his bandmates, "Brian, please give her a ride to the hospital for me."

“Uh sure thing, Jay.”

“No, Jensen, I want you to take me.” Heather insisted.

“Look, I am sorry about your dad, and I hate that you are going through this, but it’s not gonna happen.”

“Fine!” She stomped away.

Jensen searched the room as he made his way back to the bar. “Hey J.p.” he said, sliding onto the stool beside him “Where’s y/n?”

Jared took a drink of beer with flared nostrils. “She went to see you backstage.”

“Just now?”

“Yep. She came back out and said she saw you with Heather.” Jared snapped.

“Fuck." He sighed "where is she now?”

Jared scoffed. “She left.”

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[fashionteahouse]

Can I request and Embry x atera or uley reader where the reader is either Sam or quils sister and it shows them from dating before the imprint and then getting imprinted on and the brother being protective but when they get time alone things get 🥵 and midway through they get caught and they get chased and however ending u want

ooooo okay seems like a juicy storyline 💜 hope you enjoy :)

genesis - embry x uley reader

“Will you be my girlfriend?”

You stared at the dessert design of chocolate spelling out the words. You look back up and was almost blinded by his pearly white smile.

You put a hand on your mouth, to show how flattered you were and nod like crazy.

“Yes!” you tell him and Embry looks like a child on Christmas morning.

He was so romantic. Gifting you handmade bracelets. You one time told him about scary dreams that you had and he made you your very own dream catcher.

“Takes the bad dreams away. Hopefully you’ll dream more about me.” he says and that’s how you two kiss for the first time. He was so sweet, you had a sugar rush everytime you were around him.

You missed Embry like crazy. He promised to call after your movie date. He felt warm and you were worried he was getting sick. A hand was on his forehead and he rolls his eyes playfully, “Y/N, I’m fine.” But you had your doubts.

You cried with Sam coming into your room with a large hand on your back.

“Embry hasn’t been answering. Please take me to his house.” You tell your big brother. He hated seeing you sad and he felt conflicted. He knew why, but he just couldn’t risk your heart being broken.

“I’m sure there’s a good reason. Just give him some time, he’ll come around.” Sam tries to reassure you.

You shake your head. You’re not ready to toss out the denial.

While Sam was away with his girlfriend, Emily, you decided to see what was up with Embry once and for all.

You see him walking away from his house. You walk to him and call out for him when his walk doesn’t slow down. He stops but doesn’t turn around and you feel tears burning your eyes.

“Embry please…I haven’t seen you in forever. Could you just..talk to me.” you beg him and he whispers something.

“What?” you say.

“I said go away.” Embry says a bit louder. You’re stunned but you recoup.

“Look me in the eye and tell me to go away. I will really go away.” You say. You just want to see his face. You can tell he cut his shoulder length hair and he wasn’t wearing a shirt.

Sitting at the wooden table, your hand is held in his. He gives you his favorite smile. Sam walks in and catches the sight of you two and nearly loses his mind.

“Embry, what the hell are you doing here?” He roars at him.

“Relax Sam-“ you go on to say.

“No! Embry come with me now!” he says and storms out. Embry slowly stands up and gives you a small smile.

You hear shouting and you peek out of the small window that lets you look out to the front lawn. Sam’s arms are waving and his mouth is spewing out a lot of words. Embry is standing there, taking it.

After they return from outside, Embry sits next to you and Sam places two hands flat on the table. He sighs a deep sigh before looking at the two of you.

“You can tell her Embry.” he says in defeat and gives you two some space.

“So…we’ll be together forever?” you ask him in disbelief.

“We’ll be together forever.” he confirms.

Sam doesn’t allow you two be alone. He knows first hand how bad the temptations get when he’s alone with his imprint. If Embry comes over, you two have to stay in the living room.

Sam had to go on patrol and asked Jared to keep watch of you two. Jared laid on the couch and begs for the remote. You throw it to him and he flicks through the channels. Jared falls asleep and you take Embry’s hand and lead him to your room.

You missed him so much and you were annoyed with the extra pair of eyes. Embry felt the same way. He thanked the universe for letting Jared be sleepy. The kisses turned hot and heavy. Glued together like magnets and you take his hand and let him feel under your shirt. He feels his shorts tighten a bit and you thrust into him. It turns into a full blown dry hump session and suddenly you hear the door. You couldn’t get off of him in time before you heard Sam’s voice.

Jared is disheveled from sleep and Embry jukes out of Sam’s reach. You follow Embry, not wanting Sam’s undivided attention to be all on you.

Holding your hand, Embry’s long legs run and keep you up with him.

“You can run but you damn sure can’t hide.” Sam roars and you both push your legs faster. Coming into Embry’s home, he hurries to close and lock it. You both are breathlessly laughing about what happened. The laughing comes to a halt when pounding on his front door happens.

“Open this door!”

“Be nice first.” you tell your brother.

“Y/N, I will break this door down if I have to.” he says back.

“And I will hate you forever.” You say.

“Okay….fine…Just let me in.” he says. Before you could perform any action, Embry’s mother comes out and opens the door. You and Embry move back.

“Samuel? What’s going on?” She asks as she opens the door wider.

“I caught them two..” he says seriously and Embry’s mother just laughs.

“Oh Sam. Let them enjoy their love. Pull the stick out of your ass.” She says and chuckles.

[castiwls]

stanford - s.w

Pairing; Sam & Sister!reader

Synopsis; Your younger brother has a big question

Warnings; None

Notes; A few ppl asked for this so here it is :) I guess this is part of a Middle!child au which I'm debating on making I lowkey really love writing this dynamic! Also requests for platonic and romantic are open just check my request page on my account

Masterlist | Middle!child headcanons

It wasn’t abnormal for your little brother to ask if you would come to eat with him after school. It was almost like a small tradition between you, Sam, and Dean that you would both meet him at whatever high school he was currently in every Friday and walk to the nearest diner. Doing this was the only sense of routine that you had ever found in your life.

This time was different though. Firstly Sam had asked you to come alone, something which struck you as strange but nevertheless, you showed up alone at his school, much to his relief. You’d also noticed Sam was more shifty than normal. On the walk to the diner, you’d both chatted as normal, but you’d noticed how your brother seemed to be fiddling with something in his pocket. Even now as you both sat waiting for your food you could still see him fiddling with his pocket.

“Sam, what's wrong?” You asked breaking the silence between the two of you. Sam looked up, his eyes slightly wide as he looked at you. He opened his mouth a few times before shaking his head. “If I tell you this promise you won’t tell Dad…or Dean.”

You frowned slightly at his words. Not telling your dad you could understand but Dean? That was new. “That depends…no ones in danger are they?” You tilted your head slightly. Sam quickly shook his head. “No. No one’s in danger.” He laughed slightly. “Nothing dangerous I promise.” 

You nodded smiling at him. “So what is it?” You leaned forward slightly on the table. Sam seemed to mull over something for a moment before hesitantly reaching for something out of his pocket. Slowly he pushed a small pamphlet towards you.

You looked at the pamphlet and then back to him. Sam looked away fiddling with his jacket as he seemingly waited for you to read the pamphlet. Sucking in a breath you pulled the pamphlet towards you opening it.

As you read your eyes widened slightly in shock. You briefly looked to Sam who was still occupied with his jacket before looking back down to the paper. “Stanford? Really?” You placed the small pamphlet down. “Sam, this is amazing.” You grinned reaching over to grab his hand.

A look of relief crossed his face as he visibly relaxed. He laughed slightly looking down at the pamphlet. “My teacher thinks it’s possible.” He spoke. “She thinks I have the grades to apply through the college to get a full ride.” You nodded. You couldn’t help but widen the grin on your face at the thought of your brother being smart enough for Stanford. This was huge.

Sam had mentioned his interest in Law and you’d happily listened and encouraged him to read more into it but you’d never expected this. Sam nodded to the pamphlet. “I just need a signature from an adult and I know Dad won’t sign it.” 

You inspected the pamphlet again for a moment. “If I sign this you have a shot at Stanford?”

Your younger brother nodded a look of hope in his eyes.

You were quiet for a moment as you considered the information. You knew your Dad would flip if he ever found out about Sam’s hopes for the future, but he would flip even more if he found out that his own daughter and gone behind his back and signed off on something this large.

But at the same time sitting here now seeing your brother's eyes full of hope pulled at your heart. You wanted nothing more than for your brothers to be happy and if going to Stanford was what would make Sam happy then you were not going to stand in his way. You nodded to yourself before looking back to Sam.

This was his way out. His way of getting that normal life you so wanted him to have.

“Of course, I’ll sign it.”

[lol-jackles]

https://www.tumblr.com/teamfreewill2pointo/750106101611151360/hi-finale-anon-here-thank-you-so-much-for-your

I’d love to get your take on this post. I don’t agree with it. Supernatural was about Sam’s hero journey which the finale completes the arc established over the 15 seasons.

Why is it difficult for people to see the basic and timeless story construct?

Supernatural is Sam Winchester's Hero Journey, it's all here in the "Hero Journey" tag. Dean Winchester is a very popular character, the awesome sauce but not the main course, which I explained in the "Support Protagonist" tag.

Link. Here I had thought Will viewed the finale through Destiel-rose-colored glasses but it turned out he was interpreting it through BiBro-stanning-lens. And Will's proof that SPN is just as much as about Dean as it is about Sam is, wait for it, "Dean was given a myth arc"', as in singular.... out of 15 seasons. Did he mean season 10? Because according to Jensen, season 10 was a “rare Dean centric storyline” and how "Dean's rarely in this position of being the focal point of the general story's motivation," (X). Is Will disregarding Jensen's own words?

Will: "you can't remove one brother without the whole thing falling apart."

True you can't remove Sam, otherwise there is no story. Once Jared planned to leave SPN, WB canceled the series. Remove Dean and with some minor tweaking, SPN will mostly still be the same (X) but it probably wouldn't have lasted 15 seasons. It would be more like Buffy with 7 seasons. (X)

Will: Sam returned to the ordinary world and got a wife and child because it did it for Dean.

Actually Dean gave his blessing and permission for Sam to return to the ordinary life he always wanted for himself. It's why season 15 clumsily shoehorned "Drag Me Away" episode just a few weeks from the finale to remind the audience that Sam wanted out of the hunting life since he was a kid. Yes Sam went to hell for Dean but it was unquestionable that Sam also did it to save the world. It set Sam apart from Dean's motive for going to hell which was only to save Sam, he didn't care about the world.

Will: "everything Sam did was for Dean".

Yes, by giving up his own desire for an ordinary life so that Dean wouldn't be alone. Sam told Charlie back in season 9 that he only stayed in the hunting life because he loved Dean. But that's not enough for AA stans and even some Bibro stans because they may have realized that Dean and the hunting world is the "belly of the beast" that every protagonist enters as part of their hero journey arc, which goes against their personal biases or agendas.

Will's Anon was only talking up to Return of the Jedi in their Star Wars analogy and Sam never became a witch and he never "used his powers". Holy smoke that was the whole point of depowering Sam after season 5 so that he doesn't end up an ex dues machina! Or am I mis-reading Will's writing and he was actually talking about Sam's power in the first 5 seasons?? Regardless, Sam is NOT a witch, what the heck is Will smoking???

Will, listen to me carefully: Luke's hero journey goal was to become a Jedi. Sam's hero journey goal was to return to the ordinary world. It was never supposed to be a one-to-one comparison, Kripke never said that.

Now we come to Will's streaming value argument by using the 2023 chart to "prove" that the Carry On finale isn't driving equal watch time for each season. How is that supposed to even make sense? Will is ignoring the very basic human nature of simply tiring out from watching so many episodes. The rate of decreasing viewership from season to season is fairly consistent. Unlike hellers, the general viewers will start with the first season and gradually peter out.

A bad series finale will kill the popularity of the show and gets memory-holed. A disappointing series finale will put a big question mark in the rewatch value. "Carry On" finale did none of this because it made narrative sense, as Jensen said when he paraphrased what Kripke told him.

See my "Carry On finale is awesome and here's bunch of reasons why" tag.

[jensengirl83]

You'll Accompany Me- Chp 17

Jensen x reader

Word Count-2530

Warnings- A tiny bit of angst, FLUFF, so much fluff

The next few weeks after Y/N had forgiven Jensen, and she chose to take him back had been a whirlwind. She was now approaching being seven months pregnant, and they had been working to get things prepared for their new arrival. Her still being on light bedrest made it a little annoying to get the nursery ready because Jensen was constantly nagging her to sit down and rest, but they had managed to get the room almost finished despite it. Also, Jared and Gen helping with the task made it a little easier. She was sitting in the rocking chair Jensen had bought for her, admiring their work, when he walked in. 

“Here, babe. Drink this,” he smiled, reaching out to her with a bottle of water. 

“Thanks, Jay,” she replied with a sigh. 

“What’s wrong?” he was by her side instantly, still hovering over her anytime she made the slightest noise that he thought was discomfort or a problem. 

“I’m fine, Jay,” she laughed, shaking her head.

“Then what was that sigh about?” 

“Just thinking,” she murmured, looking around the room. 

“Penny for your thoughts,” he chuckled, sitting on the floor by her feet, picking up one in his hands, and started to gently massage it. 

“Just…,” she began, looking down at him, wondering if she should voice her thoughts, “I’m a little worried.” 

“About what, honey? You can talk to me about anything, you know?” 

“I know. I’m just…I’m worried. We’ve only got three months to go, and I’m starting to wonder. Will I be a good mom, or will I royally fuck this up,” she whispered, saying her worries out loud, making her begin to get emotional. 

“Baby,” he cooed, reaching up to take her hand, “Is that what you’re worried about?” 

When she didn’t reply, he squeezed her hand softly, making her turn to look at him, and he could see the tears beginning to well in her eyes as she nodded her head. He couldn’t help but smile, not at her insecurities, but at the fact that she was worrying over nothing. He knew she would be a wonderful mother to their child, no doubt in his mind. He reached out with his hand that wasn’t holding hers to place it softly on her swollen belly, rubbing his thumb in soft circles as he began to speak. 

“Y/N, I can’t imagine what you’re going through. I know that fathers have their own fears and insecurities when it comes to having a baby, but I’ll never act like I understand what the mother goes through. But I will tell you this. You are going to be the best mother to our little one. I have zero doubt about that, and I know he or she is going to love you so damn much, just like I do. So, please believe me when I tell you that being a good mom is something you absolutely have nothing to worry about, okay?” he said softly, pulling her hand to his lips and kissing it gently. 

“You really think so?” she questioned, the tears in her eyes slipping down her cheeks. 

“I don’t think so. I know so, honey. So stop worrying that pretty little head of yours about that, okay? Other things, sure, but stop worrying about that.” 

“Okay, Jay,” she smiled, his words encouraging her and warming her heart. 

“Good. Now, let’s get you downstairs and get you something to eat,” he chuckled, standing to his feet and pulling her to hers. 

“Sounds good to me. I’m starving,” she laughed as her stomach growled as she finished her sentence. 

“Sounds like it,” he snickered, pulling her to him, wrapping his arms around her. 

“I love you,” she stated with a happy sigh, looking up into his eyes. 

“I love you, too, Y/N. So fucking much,” he replied, cupping her cheek in his hand, leaning in to kiss her slowly. 

They stood in the nursery kissing each other for what seemed like forever before her stomach rumbled again, making them both laugh. He pecked her lips one more time before he entwined his hand in hers, leading her out of the room and downstairs to cook for the love of his life. A bright smile plastered on his face the whole time, thinking about what he had and glad that he was able to repair what he had once broken. 

Y/N and Gen sat in lounge chairs in Jensen’s backyard, talking and watching Jared and Jensen by the grill. It had been a beautiful morning, and they had decided to invite their friends over for a barbecue. Y/N wanted to spend as much time with Jensen and his kids and their friends as she could before their baby arrived, and they would be busy being new parents. She was excited for the baby to come and start her little family, but she wasn’t naive and knew their time would all be dedicated to caring for a newborn for a while after. So, they sat there, enjoying the nice day outside with their friends, waiting for the kids to arrive. 

“How are you feeling?” Gen asked her, sipping on a glass of wine. 

“Pregnant,” she laughed, earning an eye roll from her friend, “Seriously, I’m feeling okay. I’m getting tired and winded easier nowadays, but I guess that’s to be expected.” 

“Oh, it is. You are creating a whole new life, you know,” she chuckled, Y/N joining in.

“Trust me, I know. I feel it every day. But, I know it will be so worth it,” she smiled, laying her hand on her belly, rubbing in slow circles. 

“It really is. I’m so excited for you to experience motherhood. It’s the hardest but most rewarding job ever.” 

Y/N opened her mouth to speak but was interrupted by a frenzy of screaming children running into the backyard. She couldn’t stop the laugh that escaped her as the three kids went their separate ways. Of course, JJ went straight for Jensen, being the daddy’s girl she was. Arrow ran for the small playground Jay had bought them, and Zep ran for the pool. Jensen had to intercept and grab him before he dove in fully clothed. 

Y/N turned to look back at the gate leading to the yard and saw Danneel standing there. She wasn’t sure why, but Danneel acted differently around her once she found out she was pregnant, which bothered Y/N. Even though she was now with Dee’s ex-husband, they had been good friends, and it hurt her feelings that she was acting odd around her now. The only reason that Y/N could think of that would make her act that way was she wasn’t happy about the baby. So, Y/N smiled politely at her and then turned her attention back to the kids. 

Jensen had also noticed the difference, and quite frankly, it made him a little angry. Not really angry at Dee, but the fact that something was keeping the women from being friends as they used to be. Yes, he had been married to Dee and now was with Y/N, but he and Dee had parted ways very amicably, and he didn’t understand what was causing her to act differently towards him and Y/N. Danneel had even moved on, so he was confused. When he looked at Y/N and saw that she looked uncomfortable, he decided he would get down to the root of the problem, walking toward Dee to ask her what was going on. 

“Hey, Dee,” he greeted her, offering her a beer.

“Hey, Jay,” she smiled, accepting the drink and putting the bottle to her lips. 

“Look, I have to ask. What’s going on with you and Y/N? I can tell something’s bothering you, and I know it must hurt her feelings that you’re acting weird toward her now.” 

“Really, Jay? You have to ask?”

“Yeah, I do because I can’t figure out why you don’t want to be around her much anymore.” 

“Jay, I know you guys are together again and doing well, but don’t you think she’s a little resentful that you came to me when you left? I’m not trying to bring up hurtful memories, but I don’t want to try to hang out with her when she has to resent me,” she said exasperatedly, throwing her hands up. 

“Oh,” he deadpanned, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. That wasn’t what he thought the problem was.

Y/N had been watching the interaction and could tell the conversation was serious. She sat there for a moment, considering her next move. Yes, she was feeling hurt and didn’t want the confrontation with Danneel, but she also had to be around her if she was going to be with Jensen. So, she stood and walked over to the two, determined to try and fix whatever the issue was. 

“Dee, look, I know you must feel a certain way because I can sense the difference in how you treat me now, but we need to figure this out. If not for our sakes, for the kids. We have to have a relationship as you are their mother, and I’m with their dad. So, please, whatever the issue is, can we talk it out?” 

“Y/N, I don’t have a problem with you, I swear. I just told Jensen that I stayed distant because I thought you resented me for him coming to stay with me after he left. I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable if you did. I’m sorry. I should’ve talked to one of you about it instead of everyone getting mixed signals.” 

“Is that all?” Y/N asked, relieved that Dee had no problem with their baby.

“Yes! I didn’t want to upset you if you didn’t want to talk to me. But I do miss our friendship. I couldn’t ask for a better person to be with the father of my kids. They love you, Y/N, and that makes me happy.  So, can we put this behind us?” 

“Of course, we can. And I love those kids so much. I’m so very thankful to get to be in their lives,” Y/N whispered, her emotions getting the best of her. 

Jensen watched as the two women hugged each other, beginning to laugh and talk as they walked away together. He thought his heart might burst at the love he felt for Y/N at that moment. He was also sad that his actions had come between the relationship between them. He hadn’t realized that going to stay with Dee when he did could’ve impacted how the women interacted with each other after the fact and that it would’ve affected his kids, too. He knew he would never do anything again that would hurt her, Dee, or his kids. In fact, he would try even harder to be the man they all deserved. 

Jensen had just finished cleaning up after everyone had left from the barbecue they’d had that day. Y/N had gone upstairs to take a nap. Playing hostess and playing with the kids, even though not at the capacity she wanted to, had worn her out. As he finished up the last of the cleaning and had put the last dishes in the dishwasher, he decided to go check in on her. 

He walked up the stairs and down the small hallway to the master bedroom. He opened the door slowly, trying to be as quiet as possible, peaking his head in the room. A bright smile erupted on his face as he took in the scene before him. She was sleeping soundly, his pillow snuggled in her arms, face buried in it. 

Damn, how he loved that woman. He knew she was the one he would spend the rest of his life with. He couldn’t and didn’t want to imagine his life without her. Besides his kids, she was his everything, one of the people he wanted to be better, do better for, and he knew what he had to do. No more waiting to complete his forever. 

Y/N woke up to light kisses on her face, her eyes fluttering open to meet bright green eyes. She smiled despite still being groggy from sleep. How could she not? She loved that man, and just seeing his face brought a smile to her face.  

“Hey, darlin’. Did you rest well?” he asked, placing one last kiss on her forehead. 

“I did. Thank you for letting me nap while you cleaned. I’m sorry I was so tired,” she mumbled, still half asleep. 

“No need to thank me, beautiful.” 

She started to sit up but felt a weird sensation on her finger. She looked down at her left hand, and a piece of thread was tied to her finger. Confused, she looked up at Jensen and cocked an eyebrow. Before she could say anything, he spoke.

“Y/N, let me get this out before you say anything, please,” he almost begged. She was nervous but nodded to signal for him to continue. 

“The first time I got married, we'd been together for a few years. Marriage...It just seemed like the next step. I wanted a wife and family, and I loved her and am forever grateful for our three beautiful children. But, for two people to really love each other, to really commit to each other, it has to be something you want and need, not just something that seems like the right thing to do. It has to be a decision. And I think two people have to live that decision every day. Even when things are hard, and you feel like giving up, you have to hang on to that decision, that choice to love each other, to be together through anything, even if only by a thread.”

As he mentioned the thread, he slowly opened his hand, and a ring slid down the string to rest on her finger. She looked up at him in shock, tears forming in her eyes. He smiled sweetly, cupping her face in his other hand as he began to speak again. 

“I let that thread break once. This time, I won't let it break for anything. Y/N, baby, will you marry me?” 

He held his breath as she stared up at him, her eyes brimming with tears, as his started to gather on his lashes. He wanted to marry her more than anything, and he was silently praying as she gave him her answer. 

“Yes, Jay! Oh my God, yes!” she squealed as the tears broke free and ran down her cheeks. 

His tears joined hers as he kissed her as if she was holding his next breath on her lips. He pulled back to look at the woman that had agreed to be his wife, a look of awe on his face as he looked in her eyes, nothing but love shining back at him. He had never been so grateful that singing a Bob Seger song at a con ended up giving him something he would cherish forever. Her.

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[witchofhimring]

Big babies

Synopsis: During tea time, Feyre and yourself realize there are a second pair of children you have to look after.

Pairings: Tamlin x Reader, Rhysand x Feyre, Nyx x OC (Tamlin's daughter)

Warnings: Tamlin and Rhysand being stupid.

Literally just thought of this scenario after hearing about acosaf (haven't read it yet).

Once Feyre told you that she sometimes thought Illyrians were just big babies with wings. You did not think about her comment too deeply at the time. And a week later she invited the family over for tea. After telling Tamlin and your eldest son to be on their best behavior (or so Caldron help them) everyone was bundled off to Velaris. The city was breathtaking and Feyre took you on a tour through it. Afterwards everyone retired to Rhysand's house near the mountains. According to Feyre they had five houses in Night Territory. It hit you that soon this would be your daughters life soon. But seeing this glittering city of starlight made you feel better. Perhaps Tamara would truly be happy here.

Teatime was a surprisingly peaceful affair. Tamlin and Rhysand, while pointedly ignoring each other, did not cause any fuss. The children talked animatedly amongst themselves. There were six in all. Excluding Nyx and Tamara, there was Ryan and Jared (Rhysand and Feyre), and Talion and Azrien (yours and Tamlin). Ryan and Talion were getting along very well. While Talion took after your colouring (except his hair) he was obviously his fathers son. Ryan on the other hand was an exact replica of his mother. Jared and Azrien were toddlers still, and the pair of you took turns cooing at the others child. Sometimes you noticed the men looking at Ryan and Talion. Were they thinking of times long past. Tamlin had difficulty talking about his past. But you did know Rhysand and himself were once close. But that was centuries ago.

After the tea and sweets were put away everyone fled off to their own activities. Ryan wanted to show Talion some old books he had and the boys disappeared off to the library. Nyx wanted to show Tamara the snow outside and the two went off. Where the menfolk wandered off to one could not say. Feyre and yourself stayed inside and ordered more tea. The pair of you yapped away as the little ones toddled about. Everything was peaceful. You felt immense satisfaction knowing that Tamara's life would not be so hard. For the first time you felt at peace since hearing of their relationship.

'Oh look.' Looking out the window one could see Tamara and Nyx having a snowball fight. Smiling, you watched the young ones having their fun. 'Your daughter seems to be adjusting well.' Feyre commented. Her face had a long wistful look on it. Your remembered that Feyre had once been human, although that was centuries ago. You wanted to ask her what it was like but felt the question impertinent. Feyre and yourself might have grown close over the past year, but some thing felt inappropriate. Yet you did not have to. 'She will get used to it. I did.' Feyre looked at the ring on her slim ringer. You tried to find something to say, but decided to allow Feyre to continue. 'I know my experience was different. The moment I came here I knew it was home. But it may not be the same for Tamara.' 'Tamara will fit in just fine. She had always enjoyed a dark colder climate. You know those old caves in the woods?' Feyre nodded. 'My Tamara used to hide in them. I recon during her youth she was in those caves more than the house.' 'Ah. Then she will adjust here fine.' Feyre rose her cup and the pair of your drank to the future happiness of your children.

Up ahead both of you could see a black head above the snow. An Illyrian with wings was flying above the blonde pelting her with snow balls. In retaliation Tamara shot one which hit Nyx right in the face. 'They seem to be having fun.' Feyre commented. 'Indeed' That was when you noticed two figures approaching the house. It was clearly Tamara and Nyx. 'Oh wonderful-wait.' Narrowing her eyes. Feyre looked closer at the two figures by the mountain. Catching on, you also looked closely. You realized, with alarm, that the blonde being pelted with snowballs was not your daughter, but husband. 'Rhysand.' Feyre sighed. At the same time both of you realized that these grown men were settling their rivalry with a snowball fight.

You and Feyre stood there as Tamlin turned into a beast and created an enormous snowball. It flew in the air and Rhysand was toppled out of the air. 'Do you think we should intervened?' Feyre shook her head. 'Nope. Let them learn their lesson.' Suddenly the mountain trembled and a great avalanche of snow came tumbling down. You could hear Rhysand cackling with glee and Tamlin ran up another mountain. 'Oh really. I have actually married a child.' And then Feyre closed her eyes and scrunched up her face. 'Are you alright?' Feyre relaxed and hoped her eyes. Smiling, she turned to you. In the distance you noticed Rhysand fumble in the air. 'My husband and I can conjure images in each others mind. What Feyre put in Rhysand's mind you could not say. Only that himself and Tamlin were slumped against the snow, utterly exhausted.

There was a knock at the door outside and Feyre winnowed all four of you down. Tamara and Nyx tumbled in. 'What happened?' Nyx asked. You smiled. saying; 'Oh, nothing. Just a pair of big babies.' Tamara and Nyx looked confused as Feyre and yourself laughed.

[sofreddie]

Resigned 10

Summary: Y/N is eager to be on set and watch her Alpha work. Meanwhile, Jensen expects the worst when revealing his new claim.

Characters: Alpha!Jensen x Omega!F!Reader, Jared, Misha

Warnings: A/B/O Dynamics, Angst, Fluff

WC: 2,353

A/N: Still desperately plugging away at this series. I love it! I have big plans for it! But it's not always easy to write or to get it just how you want it. But I'm trying, and that's the important part! Thanks for sticking with me! Feedback is appreciated. : )

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Part 9

Jensen went through his morning routine, preparing for work as usual. However, today was not usual, and his routine became anything but. He couldn't complain, though, because Y/N was with him. She was with him while they showered, among other things. She was with him as they dressed for the day. Jensen smiled and calmed her as she worried about what to wear. Her hand was secured in his as they walked through the building to the parking garage, where Clif waited to drive them to set.

Y/N was excited and eager, like a child anticipating a day at their favorite theme park. She was going to be on an actual set of a TV show! And, even better, she'd get to be with Jensen - or at least around - instead of waiting for him to come home. She hadn't even fidgeted with her collar or acknowledged Jensen's whine as he placed it on her.

Something about them being bonded to each other, her claim on his neck, and his eagerness to bring her along made her feel more grounded and less afraid. It also helped that she'd been reading her ass off and studying to ensure she followed Omega laws and didn't land herself in hot water again.

For the first time in a long time, Y/N felt confident and normal. Jensen could sense it, which still amazed him and caused him to smile warmly the whole ride as she spoke with Clif and watched the passing scenery. He also let his mind wander over the claim on his neck and how people would react to it. Clif had seen it, Jensen knew, as his eyes shot to the claim and back to Jensen's eyes. But no words were spoken about it. Jensen knew it wouldn't be so easy with others. He was ready, however, to defend the claim and his relationship above all else. He just hoped he didn't have to.

Arriving on set after Clif dropped them off, Jensen felt nervous. But as Y/N slid her hand in his, he felt somewhat better about everything. At least she was with him, which truly made all the difference. En route to the makeup trailer, Jensen thought about the coffee that would be waiting and his friends and co-stars - Jared and Misha - and what they might think about it. He didn't regret their decision, but he didn't want to deal with any conflict over it either.

"There he is!" Jensen heard Jared before he saw him, his boisterous excitement always alerting him of his presence. "Oh, you brought her with you! Hi, Y/N."

"Hi, Jared," she smiled. He jumped to hug her, which surprised Y/N, but she chuckled and went with it, enjoying the friendly display of affection.

Jared looked at Jensen, and his smile faltered as he spotted the claim. It surprised him more than anything, but it also left him curious and with so many questions. Jensen swallowed hard, hoping for the best but preparing for the worst.

"Sick mark," Misha interrupted with a grin, sensing Jensen's apprehension and trying to ease the tension. Winking at Y/N, he shook her hand in proper greeting, letting the Jays work it out. They always had a freaky close connection, like the Winchester brothers they portrayed on the show.

Jensen and Jared had a silent conversation laced with expressions as Jensen settled into the makeup chair. Misha whisked Y/N off to the side to gossip, no doubt. Knowing they would talk more later, Jensen greeted his regular makeup artist when they finally broke eye contact and concluded the unspoken conversation.

Now came the hard part. Although Jensen was proud of Y/N's claim on his neck, his character didn’t have a claim, and it would undoubtedly cause an uproar if he suddenly did. He knew he’d have to cover it, even if the thought of doing so made him uncomfortable.

"Hey, Melissa," he smiled, then cleared his throat. "Not to make your job harder, but, um," he showed his mark, "Could you cover this?"

Jensen wasn't sure what he expected, but a warm smile and an 'of course' was more normal and nice than he anticipated from anyone. He looked at Jared, who smiled reassuringly and relaxed in his seat so Carla could work on him. Before Melissa could start on him, Jensen glanced at Y/N, who gave him a reassuring smile and nod. He could feel her acceptance and understanding, and he took a deep breath before letting it out and relaxing in the chair. It all was going much smoother than he thought, but he was thankful for it.

-

Y/N was happy to be with Jensen and hid her nerves as best as possible, though she could feel his nerves were on edge, too, which is why she took his hand and offered him the most comfort she could. Y/N was nervous and shy when they entered the trailer but felt better when she saw Jared. She knew he was a good person, a kind Alpha, and her Alpha's best friend. He also radiated a welcoming warmth that put her at ease, and even when she'd first met him in the hotel room, he'd seemed kind.

A Beta male was there as well. She hadn't met him but recognized him from the show as Castiel. He grinned at Jensen and winked at her with sparkling blue eyes full of kindness and mischief.

"Sick mark," he stated, and Y/N briefly worried her Alpha would be angry, but he was instead focused on Jared. "Hi, you must be Y/N. I'm Misha," he introduced, and she shook his hand and returned a smile.

"Nice to meet you."

"Welcome to our crazy little family. You'll love it here."

"I'm pretty excited. I've never been on a set before. I'm eager to see it all in action.

"You'll have a blast," Misha assured. "Everyone is real nice and goofy."

Y/N hoped what Misha said was true. She was sure she'd have a great day if everyone were as lovely as him. Sitting back on the couch, she smiled as Misha excused himself and instead watched as the three men were groomed into their TV personas.

Just as the makeup ladies—Melissa and Carla, Y/N had learned—finished, a person popped in the door to announce that the producer wanted to speak with Jensen before he went on set. Y/N could feel her Alpha's worry, so she tried to counter it with soothing vibes.

"Y/N can hang with us," Melissa offered, giving Y/N a wink. "We'll bring her to set when we head over."

Jensen checked with Y/N, and her excited grin was enough for him. With a nod and 'thanks' to the ladies, he gave Y/N a parting kiss and hurried out of the trailer. Jared and Misha bid their goodbyes and headed to the set. Y/M smiled at Melissa and Carla, rising to shake their hands.

"Have a seat," Melissa offered, patting the chair Jensen vacated.

"Yeah," Carla insisted as she set about finding specific items. "We're gonna doll you up, have your Alpha tripping over himself."

The two women giggled, and Y/N smiled. It had been a long time since she'd hung out with the girls and even longer since she'd really 'dolled' up for anything. A makeover seemed just the thing to get her looking and feeling her best.

As they worked on her hair and makeup, which was quite relaxing, Melissa and Carla told Y/N all about the boys' antics on and off set how playful and goofy and charming her Alpha was. They didn't ask her much, didn't pry, and Y/N was grateful for that. They simply beguiled her with tales of Jensen, making her realize she was lucky enough to get one of the truly good ones. By the time the girls finished and were walking her to set, Y/N felt sexy and confident, more eager than ever to see Jensen.

Arriving on set, the girls set up their stations. Y/N was in awe of the set, all the people, the lights, and the cameras. It was a lot to take in. Before she could really get adjusted, Jared, Jensen, and Misha arrived in costume and ready to work.

Y/N was familiar with the show but only recently started watching it, trying to become familiar with her mate's work. Seeing it in person excited her. She was eager to see how it was all done, how so many people worked together to make magic happen, and how the show came to life.

Everyone who walked past took the time to greet her, some staying longer to chat or explain some process she had questions about. She felt welcomed. Nobody once mentioned the collar, Jensen's claim, or her being an Omega. For the first time since hiding as a Beta, she felt normal.

So wrapped up in the excitement of it all, Y/N was surprised when they called for a lunch break. The whole day was sprinting past with so much to take in. She was buzzing with energy when she finally caught Jensen's eye. His eyes widened, his mouth hung open, and steps picked up pace when he finally laid eyes on her. She was stunning on any given day, but now she almost looked like a present, carefully wrapped with the finest of details, just for him.

"You look good enough to eat," Jensen playfully growled as he took her in his arms and kissed her fiercely.

Y/N swooned and surrendered, missing Jensen's proximity, even if she saw him working. But she swooned a bit, too, from the fact that Jensen was still in costume and makeup, still sounding like and channeling Dean, which made her feel fluttery in a different way.

"Thank you, Alpha," she cooed, knowing using his title in that tone would rile him further.

Jared and Misha chuckled and ribbed the couple as they led them to the food tents. The guys continued to joke and tease as they got their food and sat down. They even told Jensen stories like others had, which made her laugh. But her Alpha's embarrassed blush made her giggle and swoon.

Jensen was uncomfortable with all of the attention, but he was also jealous that his coworkers held all of her attention and made her laugh so hard.

Sensing his distress but not fully understanding why, Y/N shifted closer to her Alpha and touched his thigh as she continued her conversation. The action served its intended purpose, calming Jensen instantly at her touch.

Once again, Jensen wondered how he happened to be lucky enough to find his Omega, but for that Omega to be Y/N. He dreaded telling her about his talk with the producers, but that could wait until later. He wanted her to stay happy and laughing as long as possible.

Before long, it was time to return to work. Y/N stood to the side, watching and learning. After a while, it became tedious, with scenes needing to be reshot, lighting changes, technical issues, and jargon. By the time the sun set, she was drained, and Jensen didn't seem like he'd be done for quite some time.

"Hey, Misha?" Y/N approached said man as he sat in his cast chair.

"Hey, Y/N," Misha smiled. "How are you liking everything?"

"It's good," she nodded. Long, though," she chuckled, and Misha joined her.

"If you want to rest a bit, I can have someone show you to Jensen's trailer. It's probably gonna be a while yet."

"Yeah, that'd be nice," she conceded, not used to the long hours Jensen so often worked.

Misha asked a PA to walk her to the trailer. She was grateful, and the trip was thankfully short. After showing her inside, the PA promised to tell Jensen where she had gone. Thankful for the quiet, Y/N grabbed a bottle of water from the counter and lay on the couch with a sigh. It was a long and fun day, and she felt better despite exhaustion.

The news and recent events had kept her down and wallowing in self-pity. Being on set meeting the cast and crew showed her that there was another side where people weren't treated as less because of their biology. And how everyone spoke highly of Jensen and told memorable stories, which made her even more impressed by him. She dared to hope that maybe one day, things would be different.

-

Jensen was exhausted. With a hiatus beginning, he knew the last day would be long. He rushed to his trailer, eager to see Y/N. When he arrived, he paused as she slept on the couch, looking peaceful and beautiful. Sitting beside her, Jensen brushed the hair from her face, gently rousing her to wakefulness.

"Y/N. Omega," he whispered.

Y/N snuggled into his hand, her eyes fluttering open as she breathed out his title.

"Let me take you home."

He happily carried her from the trailer to Clif's waiting SUV, swelling with pride as she nuzzled into him in her sleepy state. He carried her again from the vehicle to their condo, finally releasing her to lie in their bed.

As she settled in bed, Jensen rushed through a shower. Returning to the room, he tamed his fluttering heart at just seeing his Omega. He climbed into bed and gathered her in his arms. He was looking forward to hiatus, returning to their home in Texas, and trying to put the past behind them.

But he was equally worried. He still had to tell her about his talk with the producers, how Omega Enforcement notified his employer of their charges, and Jensen's mandated requirements. Thankfully, the showrunners supported him, including his new mark. But he still had to appease the OE and protect Y/N. 

The two tasks felt increasingly like polar opposites, and he knew that one day, it would come down to one of them.

PART 11

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@laycblack

@kr804573

RPF:

@smoothdogsgirl

JENSEN ACKLES:

@slamminmine

@deandreamernp

@akshi8278

@mimaria420

RESIGNED:

@b3autyfuldisast3r

@sexyvixen7

@deans-spinster-witch

@deans-baby-momma

@muhahaha303

@deansimpalababy