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In a small whisper she adds, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have woken you up.”
“On the contrary,” says Gale, “I’d feel quite guilty if I found out tomorrow that you had a terrible dream and did not stir me from my slumber.”
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On the road to Baldur's gate, Delvyre wakes up from a terrible, terrible dream – one that strikes more fear in her than all the cultists of the absolute. She turns to Gale for comfort, and he patiently listens to her in the late night.
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My Galevrye piece for @lovebytheriverzine is up on AO3!!! Check it out and also check out the FREE zine here!!
#bg3#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#gale romance#baldur's gate 3#this made me realize... i havent posted fic in like 2 years#woops#ive still been writing it it jsut#never gets finished<3<3 <3#ANYWAY#char delvyre#delvyre x gale#my fic#tama writes
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OOC: Hey yall! Sorry I haven't been active lately, depression has been kicking my ass all the way to sunday, I'm not doing to well in the headspace.
I'm still gonna answer asks, this isn't the end of Soldier Ask Blog, but I am taking a bit of a break, just for now
#Soldier still has wings#and the Blu Soldier still has communist bedroom#those two are not forgotten#I already have an ask picked out for the Solly Looses his Wings ask#which will hopefully be silly#I feel like I haven't been answering asks all that well#very out of character and such#and I just haven't had the motivation to write or do anything#I'm fine dont worry or anything#just a bit bleh#sorry yall i think my grandma's passing is affecting me more than I thought#thigs are jsut hectic in my life right now#I will return#I've been meaning to say something for a bit#oopsie#ive been putting it off lol#mod speaks#ooc
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@koseigu ( sukuna. )
WELL. SHIT.
PERSEPHONE'S EXISTENCE HAS BEEN STRANGE from the very beginning. born an identical twin with enough cursed energy to power a fucking city without the added burden of orion's, without a fragment of a cursed spirit lodged in her soul like a fucking splinter, without the world-ending rage that would come to her later in life and a technique they still don't truly understand, they were never exactly slated for a benign existence.
even so: dying and coming back as an apparition while shibuya burns to ash and bone was not on their bingo card for late twenties life events.
getting used to her new form — forms — took no effort at all. going from woman to many-eyed wolfbeast feels like slipping into a second skin. not quite sorcerer and not entirely spirit, half their perception of themself (anguished, enraged, all vengeance and newly awakened) and half the world's perception of them (monstrous, lupine, revenant and ruiner), persephone HELLHOUND walks the scorched earth for the first time under paws the size of dinner plates and follows what they do not yet recognize as a cursed-energy scent trail.
they are looking for satoru. they have to make sure he's alright — wherever he has landed in this great neo-volcanic mess — and he's bound to be the most powerful presence in this space, right?
but as they bound through pools of shadow and leap between piles of debris that once were the rooftops she so adored, it is not her old friend who stands at the center of this unending storm.
it is someone different. someone far older, and far, far worse.
persephone has never seen ryomen sukuna in the flesh. they've heard stories from their employer, who was alive during his time and remains so thanks to the technique of eternal youth. they've heard of his reincarnation and how it sent the higher-ups of jujutsu society into panic. they've seen paintings, renderings, blurry images.
but the sheer presence of him has her monster-form raising its hackles, a shiver rippling through quills of black fur, many eyes wide and focused for fear of what might happen if they look away.
quietly, she lets the shadow-form melt away to decrease her visibility and watches him approach the dead, flaming disaster curse he has just utterly demolished. watches him regard it as it burns, crumbles, and disappears into ash. watches him turn his head, her living-dead-heart dropping into her stomach as he looks right at her.
so this is the trace given off by the young twins' dead bodies. god, he wasn't remotely this powerful before, was he?
perhaps it was her fate to die today after all. but no — you know what? fuck fate. it tried to kill her already and she ate her way out of the belly of hell because she has a fucking mission to finish. fear melts away into resolve, steely-eyed, calm. a call across the space, from one howling cursed-energy storm to another. ❝ i'm not here to fight. ❞
#>> IN.#koseigu#{ UHHHHHHHHHHH SWEATS?????? }#{ ive been chewing on what to write for him for the last 2 days because i was like m. fuck. seph is so aggressive and confrontational#what would NOT immediately get her killed#>writes a starter that could absolutely 100% get her killed#BUT LOOK. I JSUT. I WANTED TO REMOVE THE CEILING ON HER POTENTIAL AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS#shibuya felt like the best scenario for it since i still haven't read the culling games or afterwards yet — but we can always like#shift the setting or make it a recreation/domain or smth if you want to use trueform pookie :> i left it vague so we can chew on it }#{ ANYWAY FINALLY GETTING TO DEBUT UNHINGED CURSE SEPH FELT VERY EXCITING SO!!! }#{ sho's will be less perilous i promise JKHDUIHSDJKSDH }
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shaking kurt by the shoulders
#i wanna write i wanna write i wanna#i have muse i have muse for everyone i write i wanna write i have desire to write i have motivation to write#there is just a. there is a wall#i think theres. i think its been so long since i really wrote and was active here that it feels.#i feel like i need to revamp restart redo it all#but at the same time. i cant. its#theres a very#i revamped a lot in the past and i dont wanna be like that again#but also i jsut. i do not have the time to#i used to spend like 10 hours a day on revamps and graphics and shit#and these days sometimes making a silly little shitpost on mobile takes all the energy i have#im trying bc this is a very important hobby to me and i dont wanna lose it#people whove been around know i tend to fade a lot during like. september-november bc that used to be exam season#ive never had a start of year slump tho. idk maybe its bc i didnt have uni so my brains delayed the slump#but im still working every day doing more than i ever did in uni so#idk who knows who cares gonna go watch a silly little movie and get over myself a bit lmao its not that serious
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#I feel so so bad and I don't know why#like I can physically feel the sadness in my chest and it hurts and I dont understand#bc this happens right before my period but that has come and gone but I still feel like this#I feel so hopeless and worthless#I tried taking some cbd oil so I could sleep but I cant stop crying so I inhaled a little and now everything burns#im probs gonna get pneumonia or smthn#is this a ptsd thing?????? it feels like maybe but ive been doing so much better til now#and I haven't . self harmed in a long time but I feel the urge and I dont THINK im gonna bc even though something is telling me I would fee#better I KNOW I would just feel guilty about that too#I feel just. so alone#and I know. im isolating myself but I cant physically make myself reach out#im jsut stuck#hoping just writing this down will make me feel a little better#I just want this feeling to go away im so tired of being this gross Thing people have to deal with I want to feel better so I can be aroun#people and not drag them down
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speaking of rustica n chloe (selfinflicted) but im always thinking of that summer event where rusticas getting scammed and chloe n akira r panicking n trying to get him to Not get scammed but rusticas so kind he keeps giving what the girlie wants anyway. (starts tearing up) and how his kindness wins out in the end LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE he is everything to me
#stardust speaking !#<-person whos still avoiding ch17#chloe n rustica makes me so teary...............it reminds me of natsume w the fujiwara sm..........#kid treated badly by their family(the family theyre staying with) gets to choose staying with someone whos rly willing to take them in#not to be natsuyuu on akira but the ep where natsume goes 'okay imma seal this youkai so i can go with touko in peace' and then ends up hur#and theyre watching over him at the hospital bed and hes asking if he can go with them LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE im gonna weep#sakuya is also someone whos relatives didnt Supercare about him...........#ive been over this so many times im sorry for being a broken record this is jsut what the me blgo experience is like#but kids finding a home where they can belong makes me SO emotional#insert riquet n arthur in all this too in some ways#okay imma finish reading an event so i can grind i am UNSURE if ill write more today ive barely slept tonite so i am. tired
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Haiii just wanted to send u this wwm/ta fanart that I made. You write so beautifully and I think this fic is genuinely one of, if not my favorite fics on the planet! Ur a rockstar, keep up the amazing work!!! :3c
I'M GONNA EXPLODE I'M GONNA EPXLODE I'M GONNA EPXLODE I'M GONNA EXPLODE I'M GONNA EXPLODE I'M GONNA EPXLODE I'M PGONANH 8 BS JUW ;W Q0 ;A U
PLEASE I AM HYEPRVENTILATING SO BAD IN REAL LIFE (ABSOLUTE FUCKING POSITIVE) ARE YOU FUCKING KDIDING ME DUDE WHAT WHERE THE FUCK DO I BEGIN WHERE CNA I EVEN BEGIN I WANT TO CRY MY EYES OUT. I AM GOING TO CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT
okay um. okaylet's focus on the elephant in the room THIS ART IS FUKCING GORGOUES!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD. oh this is so fuckig goreous. the posing is basically EXACTLY what i had in mind while writing and god jsut. their expressions. kakyoin's hands held up almost in surrender...he has nothing left to give...i never wanted you to die. jotaro jsut sitting and staring AND HIS HAT OFF AND JSUT UGHGL i know i literally. wrote it so his hat is off but STILL. THANK YOU FOR INCLUDING THAT DETAILS. RAUGH. the vulnerability both of them are displaying here AUGH. AND UGH THE SMIDGE OF LIGHTING SHINING ON THEIR FACES IM SO SICK Oh my god . oh my god. it jsut adds so much atmosphere and depth to this piece it's so fucking gorgeous. AND THE DEISNGS oh i love ur p4 kakyoin design to death i love how u translated p4 jotaro's design to ur style. UAHGGH. this is so fucking good
okay second I WANT TO CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT FOREVER THAT LIKE. YOU EVEN GAVE MY FIC A CHANCE i know i say this to basically Everyone but my god it is SOOOOOO LONG AND MELODRAMATIC and it's not even done yet so that fact people give it a chance at all is astounding to me LET ALONE LIKING IT AND THEN LIKING IT ENOUGH TO SPEND EVEN MORE TIME AND ENERGY DRAWING SOMETHING, ESP SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL, FOR IT?? DUDE YOU HAVE. NO FUCKING IDEA. HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME look i just want to cry until i throw up IT MEANS EVERYTHING. FUCK. im so sad i didnt see this sooner IM SORRY IVE BEEN BUSY ALL DAY JSUT RAUGH. oh my god. dude. UGH GOD AND JSUT THE PRAISE OF BEING ONE OF UR FAV FICS I JSUT. CRYING. CRYING. CRYING. it's over for me ive never been more elated
JUST. THANK YOU. SO SO SO BEYOND MUCH DUDE pelase god. please god i will weep. thank you so so so so much MORE TO COME SOON...I HOPE YOU ENJOY oh my gosh. crying crying crying
#im so sorry i feel like i always say the same things but like. truly. genuinely. it means so fucking much to me dude#thank you SO much#cass cries#wwm/ta#fav#jjba
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hi ive finally decided to send an ask cause this last chapter of sightline sunrise is crazy insane and i left a comment but i feel like its not enough.
like...idk a good long while ago i was having a BAD bad time and i found tt and ttsbc and they singlehandedly pulled me out of the bad times. theyre so good and youre so good and thank you so muhc for writing its all amazing and good and i like it a lot a lot.
but anyway sightline sunrise. "I thought he said you couldn’t see the sun down here?" ?????????
crazy
wild
insane thing to write
i actually screamed thats wild and crazy. poor zed is down so bad as he should be honestly.
anyway yeah this is so hard to understand im sorry i jsut finished reading it and my brain is still crying at how amazing zedango is god.
okay bye thank you for being you!
I'm so glad you liked it!!!
I am so honored and happy to hear that TTSBC and TT were there for you during a bad time. They've been there for me during my bad times too, working on this series has been like a mental crutch for me to keep doing something I love that is a creative outlet while dealing with some very not-so-fun IRL thingymajigs. 😭
It's WILD
It's CRAZY
Zed is SO DOWN BAD it is almost PATHETIC
Do NOT apologize thank you very very very much for coming by and saying hi!!! 💖
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my thoughts on "writing on the wall" by will stetson (as someone who relates to kaveh an unhealthy amount)
(ill preface this by saying im not good at separating headcanon and canon, especially when it comes to kaveh, and im not the best at understanding songs at more than face value cause im autistic but i just have so many thoughts on kaveh and this song and aaa)
firstly, the differences between the three choruses. i love how it encapsulates the devolution of both his mental state and how he views his work. in the first chorus, hes careful and precise, taking a lot of pride and happiness in his work, excited to see the completed project and overall enjoying working on it. whereas the second and third choruses hes been beaten down and rejected more and more by clients, failing to understand his vision, he feels more and more trapped by his creations. but still he holds his pride in them because if he loses that, he'll lose everything hes worked for. at first hes able to ignore the "writing on the wall", but as it gets harder and harder to please his clients or be able to afford what he wants to do, or even to create his visions, the writing becomes harder to ignore. as for what the writing means, im not too sure. but my idea is that the writing refers to the voices of doubt or dissaproval (both from his own thoughts and others comments), as well as the little criticisms when a client asks to revise his design once more. all of the negativity mixing within his own confidence in himself and his art, culminating in the writing on the wall. it represents the thoughts he desperatly tries to keep hidden until it gets too much and overflows (the end of the song).
secondly, i wanna talk about the actual music video. ive only watched it the one time for now, but here are my thoughts on it. the transitions between choruses and verses, and how it becomes redder and more exasperated the longer the song goes on to me feels like a really good expression of kavehs emotional state during the song. how the lines between him as a person and as an artist are slowly blurring, as he feels like hes becoming one with his buildings. being "trapped" by them.
another thing i love about the song is that its JUST focusing on kaveh. it isnt kaveh and alhaitham, it isnt 4ggravate. its all about kaveh. which is rare to see, especially within fandom space where i find kaveh is often diminished to just alhaithams partner, roomate, tormenter, whatever. so its really refreshing to see someone focusing solely on him and his problems without regard for anyone else for once, i love it. it gives you more of an understanding of just how much kaveh struggles, not only when it comes to his professional life, but his personal life too. we see how he struggles to balance keeping his aesthetics and pride while also trying to adhere to what the client wants, with "the right way takes a toll" showing how no matter how hard kaveh does try to keep this balance, it often gets toppled over and his ideas are more or less ignored in favour of something simpler. the balance is something kaveh struggles with throughout the whole song, but it becomes more prevalant in the last couple minutes. as for how he struggles personally, well the song mentions "the bigger the sorrows to drown", hinting at kavehs struggle with alcoholism and his use of alcohol as an escape from the voices and torments hes subjected to by his mind, turning to numbing his feelings with alcohol and often ending up worse off, physically or mora-wise. his alcoholism specifically isn't something i see people talk about a lot as its often glossed over or treated as just one of his quirks, when its evident that it is a serious problem, hes jsut so used to it at this point that he doesnt present it as such.
apologies, this kinda stopped being about the song itself and more just about kaveh and my own thoughts in some parts. but i hope its an interesting read at least!!
#kaveh#kaveh genshin impact#genshin impact#writing on the wall#will stetson#genshin kaveh#genshin impact kaveh
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*cracks knuckles* ok here we go abt the damon albarn/graham coxon thing.
damon has never seriously come out as queer or anything to my knowledge. the "intellectual bi" thing was jsut to piss off brett andersen forget about it. justine did say damon went through a period of snogging lads idk what was up with that.
were they ever a thing? no. not officially, explicitly, quoted in public atleast.
but was/is their relationship far more closer than one would assume conventional male friendships to be? also yes. they met when they were pre-teens, their journey as musicians started each other, the core of blur as a band has always been their friendship. they both had matching friendship necklaces for god sakes. they've both, and particularly damon, have always spoken of their relationship in really reverent, intimate terms: you can find interviews from the 90s full of quotes about how much they love each other, how protective damon is of graham, how deep and fluid their connection is blah blah blah. and yes the kissing. they did that, though at the time damon was like yeah we kiss we homies so what. they kissed at their wembley gig in july as well. y'know just guy thingz.
but their relationship has been complex. im sure u can find the details if u dig around a little. by the late 90s their friendship was kinda falling apart. substance abuse issues, issues in their own relationships, differences in ideas about where blur should go next etc etc. but even at the worst point of this, their intimacy in songwriting prevailed. 13, damon's great grand breakup album, is as much about graham as much as it is about justine
damon has written atleast two songs about/for graham "sweet song" from think thank- which was written when graham left the band. and "my terracotta heart" from magic whip- when they got back together. he's on record saying these are about graham. incredibly heartbreaking both of them. graham said he felt like pattie harrison having songs written about him. im sure there are other songs scattered throughout blur, solo damon and solo graham discography that could be read as being about each other.
also ive never EVER heard a man speak about his friendship breakup with such openness and vulnerability as damon did during the early 2000s. they eventually made up after not talking for years, and that making up story is rather dramatic and sweet as well. they wouldn't shut up abt how happy they were to be back in each others lives and how much they still loved each other. etc etc etc. all very sappy and sweet.
their relationship took ages to mend and i suppose its a lot different now compared to the intensity it had back in the day. damon though is back in form mentioning the story of how they met each other and how well graham understands and communicates with him through writing songs together and all that in every interview possible. damon has recently split from his partner of 25 years and the latest blur record is mostly about that. its really poignant to me that out of all his projects, he chose to go back to his oldest friend and oldest creative partner to bring these songs to life.
tl;dr: they werent boyfriends they werent friends they were a secret third thing.
Britpop lore 2. They were a secret third thing.
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I just saw that post about your thoughts on the counselors and I'm curious, have there been any major changes since then?
i just skimmed the post youre talking abt (i write a lot huh) but honestly? i haven't had TOO many major changes since. JUST REALIZED ITS COMING UP TO AYEAR SINCE I POSTED IT IN MAY? THATS SO CRAZY TO ME WTF but anyway
nvm ill read through exactly what i said. the post is here btw
dylan: still pretty much the same opinion as back then LMAO i did have a more recent convo abt dylan (which def changed some thoughts abt him. esp related to his potential adhd and lack of a filter) but i stilll don't like him, sorry
nick: same thoughts as before honestly. i still think he doesn't deserve abi in the slightest. and his involvement w/ emma's dare still makes me very upset, ESP when the fanbase refuses to acknowledge his involvement in it lol. i dont doubt that racism comes into play w/ nick and his whole lack of a story and such, but i jut. i cant stand him
jacob: i take back the flip flop thing btw. i lowkey cant stand him. but to be honest:? ive gotten WAAAY less tolerant of male characters in general lately. and jacob is not exempt from this lol. i have yet to play TQ again (it's been quite a bit) but! maybe after we play tonight things will change. ill prob rb again if things do
ryan: HOWEVER. DO YOU KNOW /IS/ EXEMPT FROM MY "I HATE ALL MALE CHARACTERS" MINDSET? RYAN ERZAHLER. 100%. i love him lots and ppl r very mean to him fo r no reason. i talked abt this briefly in my angourie!cady post but just. when characters show certain autistic traits that YOU ALL cant deal w/ or understand, suddenly theyre a shitty person? they don't care abt their friends? theyre boring? KILLS YOU
max: he also is a pretty respectable guy to me i love you max. but as i said originally. i dont rly think abt him much
emma: she def had the biggest shift for me while playing the game for the first time!!!!! but in terms of like. if anything changed from when i wrote the original note? i dont rly think so tbh. reread waht i wrot eback then it rly makes it seem like i hate her 😭😭😭😭😭 I PROMISE I DONT..... I ACTUALLY LOVE HER SO MUCH...... SHE MEANS A LOT TO ME....... i just cant stand how she acts towards abi sometimes. def my biggest criticism of her. but at the same time. i understand WHY she acts the way she does. she means sooo muchto me. and esp seeing all your talk abt autistic emma? i just think that makes sooo much sense fo rher.and i LOVE it so much
kaitlyn: i dont even feel lik e going throuhg it all but. i feel like she may have gotten a little lower since i wrote that post? just bc i tjhink toooo many ppl think shes better than she actually is bc of her association w/ dylan? it pisses me off sooooo bad. and ive made posts abt this before but like. her character in general still aggravates me 😭 and i DO still stand by what i said in that og post. theres jsut... shes not that complex sorry guys. esp compared to EMILY? lLIKE. i know its unfair to compare the 2 but its pretty damn obvious that thye were going for another emily in kaitlyn lmao and they FAILED. MISERABLY
abi: oh.. abi oh abi i love you. i still hold her so close to me. she is so me for real (beats anyone up who says tjhat she's Them) i mean who said that
laura: LOVE U LAURA!!!!!!!!! i still dont have like TOO many in depth thouhgts abt her but just. know ever since i began roleplaying as her shes become THAT much more beloved and :] i love you girl
THAJK YOU FOR SENIDNG THIS IN!!!! AND SORRY FOR TAKING A BIT TO ANSWER
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Before I go to the gym I did want to ramble a bit on this since I usually talk about it in a very "haha ego" tone, but honestly, having very intense and strong violent fantasies and urges and a trauma-centered/functioned thirst, joy, and high in violence in a world where that isn't good or okay and there are Laws because it is a Society honestly is really annoying and sucks.
Like its easy to paint those as "owo evil psychopath" and its easy (I guess) with the radical valid uwu-ness fo the internet to write that off "uwu poor violent meow wow" but imo neither of them really are right.
Cause I'm not so stuck in my trauma that I don't realize that the world I was made for is an outlier and not representative of what it really is; and I'm not so stuck that I don't realize that following that trauma-driven need and high is only going to get me in places that my trauma would have wanted me to be in. I'm not gonna do it because I know that is "what my trauma would have wanted" and because its not going to help me; but I'm also not this innocent bun for having this either nor am I bluffing how intensely I want to go run off on them sometimes.
It sucks that something I have formed such an intense joy and positive emotional relationship to - something that brings me such fun an excitement from my childhood - is something that is both illegal, self destructive and forbidden. It's not needed anymore so the very thing I was formed to do and favorite joy in life is Not Allowed Anymore because it would be harmful to our life.
Violence, life-death crisis, and coming out on top of all of those is a childhood high of mine - arguably the majority of what I as a part remember growing up with. It's a huge part of my identity and an original large part of what brought me joy "in my childhood" and to be a functioning human out of a trauma environment and to do the best by my system and myself I've had to agree to swear off and leave all the plans I had growing up as "fantasies and ideation" and while I am MORE than willing and glad to sign up on it - that doesn't remove how much it sucks to throw a lot of the shit that brought you joy and excitement growing up and stuff that has become such a large part of your identity and life aside and start from scratch.
I'm already throwing away like 20 years of identity shaping life experiences aside to learn to live a better life for myself and my parts. I'm already exhibiting such restraint and mature growth and honestly thats why its a large reason about why I am so loudly honest about those fantasies and feelings.
If I am not allowed to act on it and I have to forfeit what was my childhood happiness and joy - then the very least I should be allowed to do is be honest and free to talk about them.
If anyone wants to tell me that I can't say that shit or I have to hide it or whatever, they are officially asking too much from me and I think they're overstepping boundaries because I am ALREADY doing a lot to be an acceptable human being and to recover. If someone wants me to still do that and hide and pretend to be better than I am, then I often just feel like I should jsut throw out ALL that Ive been giving up and just go have fun cause people will keep asking for more than I naturally can provide. Of course, even when I feel like that, I still can't and won't cause I owe it to my system more than I owe it to myself and more than I find myself annoyed and pissed with the boundary being crossed - and instead I tend to just block and remove said person from my life but ya know.
Like yes I am intensely loud about this and it might look like Im overplaying it because no one who actually thinks and has those would be so loud and obvious about it - but thats the whole point. I'm saying it to cope with the fact I won't do it. It's an alternative.
But anyways, I digress.
Evil Alter Rights matter too, man. Evil Alter Rights matter too. /mostly joking
-XIV
#alter: xiv#feel free to reblog and add if you feel#violent impulses#homicidal ideation#aspd#aspd tw#violence tw
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Ouka my love give me a sing that you’re still alive 😞
I AM DEAREST IVE ALWAYS BEEN ALIVE AND CHECKING MY TUMBLR I JSUT DONT HAVE THE TIME TO WRITE ANYTHING HAHSHSH LOVE UUU
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GENE!! HEEL!!
i love THE SHINING!!!!!!!!!! literally all week since saturday all ive been thinking abt is watching it again but since school started i made this little tradition that every saturday night id watch the shining on the tv while everyones asleep (im so cool) bc i love watching the shining on the tv (i only watch stuff on my laptop so getting to watch smth i love on the tv is rlly cool to me 😼)
ive come to a point where i dont mind watching the shining every day. like in the beginning it was all just 'oh, i havent watched the shining in a while, i feel like watching it now so im going to' that was like a month and a half ago or smth...ive never rlly had the shining as an actual interest before, but this one by far has lasted the longest, and its kind of different to any other interest i have in a way i cant explain!!!!
anyway, that little 'i wanna watch the shining tonight!" like 2 months ago sent me down a rabbit hole of youtube videos talking abt the making of the shining, theories abt the shining, and a bunch of other stuff, plus reading the actual book (which i love as much as the movie) and now here i am! when this silly little interest first started i was like 'oh i wanna pace myself, i dont want to watch the shining every night' bc i jsut didnt feel like it, but now i dont mind watching it every night or so, but i gotta wait until saturday now. at least it keeps me looking forward to smth!
dude i dont wanna sound crazy or anything, and i dont mean it in a crazy way, like i think im pretty normal abt my interest in the shining, but most of the time in my mind im just thinking abt the shining and waiting for someone to ask me if i know the shining or for someone to merely mention it bc the second they do i can just explode and finally tell SOMEONE how much i love the shining. like i kid u not i was having dinner today and while i was eating i was begging for my family to just ask me 'so are u watching any movies rn?' bc YES. YES I AM!!! and i have a lot to say abt it.... also at dinner i was thinking of all the lines from the shining i knew off by heart, reciting them to myself, i wanna quote them to someone so bad and i would to my closest friend but she wouldnt get it or find it funny, she doesnt like the shining and we kinda only quote things we find funny </3 so idk who to talk to abt the shining. thats why im on here writing abt it!
anyway thats all! im gonna post this publicly, just to try it out--i never post anything publicly but i wanna see what its like, ive been on tumblr for like a year or smth but i still dont rlly know it too well lol, so im still learning. if i like posting publicly i might post more, or ill just take this down. anyway sorry if theres any spelling mistakes or anything, this isnt proofread! :3
(also the title is a quote from the movie evan almighty in case u dont get it 😻)
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Master of the Mountain thoughts:
I'm pretty sure ive said this before but I thikn better while typing it out so bear with me. So, we know Lilly got sick sometime after her fight with Grief Bringer but that the fight was likely before Cole was born. Which means that either she was sick for a very long time, likely close to a decade if Cole was 7 when his mom died, or that it occured belatedly. So a decade or more passed and Then she begain getting sick.
So my thought process is still that her fight with Grief Bringer is waht caused her to get sick. The green energy or Whatever it is that Grief Bringer and the Skull of Haza-dur (idk if i spelled that right im lazy) use is what made Lilly sick. Because the Geckles say that her fight lasted for days. And then, Cole only fought for a few minuets and was only hit by the green blast a few times. So he doesn't get a deadly dose but what if it Does make him sick.
And so that leads me to what would be the distinction between being sick from the magic and jsut being Sick. Bc the only symptoms we see Lilly have is a cough. And I'm writing Cole getting sick too at the moment but Idk how to make them figure out what caused it bc there's not really much to go on. If you guys have any hcs/ideas let me know haha
but yeah, so Coles gonna get sick and I think, honestly, that he's just going to have to ride it out. There's no cure. Bc if there Was, then his mom would have been saved
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youre trying so fucking hard to set up this unit spin off. im going to be horribly honest with you: i dont really care, and i think this is such a corny way to do it. i think torchwood (the show) is something people see with rose-tinted glasses a lot of the time, but i do think its slower introduction to the characters, completely isolated to its own tv show, made more sense. i feel like this weird vibe of just setting up these big personalities who all neatly fit into the exact archetypes you'd Expect... i dont know. i dont care for any of them. i love big weird non human robot-adjacent entities and i dont even care. and that fucker has cable-like tentacles too. i should be sold.
i think its also cuz they are like so obviously these Scifi archetypes for shows like this which is fine but leading first with a quickfire round of rather than getting a softer introduction to them just sort ofmakes them feel like fake cartoons. i think thats sorta why ive never truly warmed to paternoster gang too.
like i think my issue - and im welcome to be proved wrong, whenever we do get this unit spinoff - is i feel like its leading with the idea of "i want a spinoff" first rather than an attempt to fill a specific niche or hole for stories. i feel like sja and torchwood were both very specifically shows that would be in the universe, but would cater to things that would not suit the proper show, and had their own cast driving it.
like i'll be honest i like kate but ummmm im not sure i like her enough to follow her into a spin off. LOL.
sorry thats my hater era over im 2 seconds in
oh no nevermind i also hate big budget takes itself too seriously bullshit wheres the losers
is rose still meant to be like 15. her in business casual for the day job at unit.
okay The Vlinx.
WHYS THERE A LITTLE BEEFCAKE SECURITY GUARD. IS HE LIKE YOUR LITTLE BOYTOY, UNIT? sorry hes not even my typ. harriets really cute though
sorery i still dgaf
rtd and his anagrams. christ.
ive been laughing all day about a reddit comment that said "rtd is a" and i cant stop laughing at it and i dont know anyone who will find that funny in my life so i cant even
WHY ARE THEY JUST FUCKING
SORRY THATS SO FUNNY THEY WERE LIKE LETS QUICKFIRE ADDRESS THE STUPID MYSTERY BOXES. SUSAN. TARDIS... S TRIAD.... SUSAN AGAIN.
i really fucking hope it isnt susan. people have said it before but i just feel like ive always liked the idea of jsut leaving her be. dont revisit it. its fine.
sorry help me why are they just pulling everything out help me
i feel like theyre trying to be too meta about it and not in like a clever way its just like a lets state the obvious to everyoneits that vclassic TELLING NO SHOWING that i feel like christ it keeps ... feeling like the writing is doing that so much
CAN ANYONE TALK ABOUT HOW NCUTI LOOKS IN THE LEATHER JACKET BTW?
soery its like not even 10 minutes in and im like already feeling like a hater i just i dont know i feel like so im fine with them cashing in on nostalgia and being a bit self aware in finales sometimes but i feel like this and then the trilogy last year... LOOK most dw finales and special eps of the nu era are kind of rooted in some sort of classic right its like dalek dalek cyberman master dalek lets go to gallifrey for this one but its like still at least one thing sorry im sick of it i dont wanna see mel any more i dont wanna be in unit CAN WE FOLLOW THE DOCTOR AND RUBY see them figuring it out PLEAAASEEE they can point out its obvious its fine but the fucking round table discussion
SORRY I KNOW ITS BEEN THE HOT TOPIC ITS LIKE THE WAY THIS SEASON HAS GONE TOO FAST CUZ ID SAY A LOT OF THE EPS WERE GOOD IN THE END BUT ITS LIKE SO MANY OF THEM WERE TOO HARD DEPARTURES FROM WHAT WE REALLY NEED WHICH IS JUST
TIME WITH RUBY AND THE DOCTOR . PLEASE.
nevermind i love mel on the moped
ugh ive been wanting a bike for so long but i keep hjearing about so many accidents i wanna kms in a controlled environment
my second thought btw: i think one of my favourite season finales will always be s4's. and yes that does also bank on this big, lets have ALL OF THESE PEOPLE COME TOGETHER!!! and have one huge crossover event even if the story isnt as good. but as ivealways said: that works because its earned through four seasons of building up all of those individual characters. it can stand on that legwork thats already been done. i just dgaf otherwise. its why, and maybe this is controversial, i can never give a shit about a good man goes to war. (although i also loathe that because that storyline does my fucking HEAD IN)
im also hating this so hard im not even far enough in sorry i just love to hateeeeeeeeeee
help e christ if it wasnt for reddit i would not fucking recognise anyones fucking face is hat the same woman i mean rby also isnt clocking her does she have some fucking perception filter on . missus flood what is up with you
missus flood what even is wrong with you
"why did you never go back to see her?"
because susan was lowkey annoying af
SORRY
SORRY WOMEN
i also do wanna know: if hes mentioned her face popping up a lot, are they not scanning their fucking databases for matches. like thats definitely technology they have. lets be so for real
AGAIN SORRY THE OTHE RTHING I HATE ABOUT IT IS THE TIME SINK IT IS GREAT LETS HAVE OUR INTRODUCTIONS AND HAPPY WOOPEEEES AND MEETING THE TEN BILLION FUCKING PEOPLE WE'RE BRINGING ALONG WHEN THEYRE REALLY NOT ENRICHING THE EPISODE AND ITS JUST WEARING EVERYTHING SO THIN DUDE COME ON OH WAIT HANG ON LETS INTERRUPT THE FLOW AGAIN TO BRING IN SOMEONE ELSE AND STOP IT!! EEEENOUGH!
(again with the way s4 finale was handled: i think it was really good the way they had everyone sort of... separated out? they had them all cleanly following their own plots. so it didnt make shit a fucking mess.)
caralas literally chill w can bring carla
Do you have a time window. Ten floors down. classic shit.
i think i also ironically did i say this bit already i fucking hate trying to do big... sci-fi organisations like this trying to fight the aliens or villains or whatever. sorry just a taste thing. like compare this to how torchwood was presented in s2. it just feels like we're thriving in it and im not a fan of them being our unapologeticbesties we swing around and giggle with. can we get some nasty fucking vibes in here please. i loved when capaldi was a cunt with them.
this is also why i refuse to ever engage with the avengers content
christmas eve 2004. god shesso young. (im 4 years older literally).
sorry i also hate mystery box companion bullshit fuck off can we not just get some cunt from the local
SORRY I JUST THINK RTD FINALES ARE SO BADLY CAMP SOMETIMES
i keep thinking about how she looks like jodie i think its the boots with the ankles sort of poking out
thats my bad aura sorry i was hating too hard
NOT THE BOYTOYS
THEYRE PICKING OFF THE BOYTOYS
theres that irony again of like they'll sit there and do a whle bit like haha duh ofc we know its an anagram DUHHH but then half the dialogue is just fucking . SAYING SHIT STRAIGHTFORWARD AND OUTRIGHT SHUT UP
hes in hell. god damn it. i hate it when i lose my boytoys and he ends up in hell
imagine if this was the beast from the satans pit
what a hilarious hater moment that would be
sorry now I- UMMMMM THE BOYTOY IS DUSTTT AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
colonel winston is making me giggle. lke the monkey. guys i dont know anything abou overwatch but that monkey makes me laugh
guys we're on susan watch
shes going to be the dumbest red herring ever isnt she amen shes just nothing please rtd you fuckerr- DOCTOR CALM DOWN
CAN WE GET HIM A FUCKING STIM TOY
CAN WE GET HIM A BLUEBERRY MATCHA
CAN WE GET HIM SOMETHING TO COPE WITH
so cool we brought an image of this thing up before and it wrecked our shit lets do it again hell yeah come on
harriet i need you
SHES NOT HER ITS SO FUNNY
EVERYU TIME SOME CRAZY BITCH NAMED SUSAN APPEARS DO YOU DO THIS.
BRO DOES THAT MEAN THESE GIRLIES WRE CONNECTED HELP ME IMAGINE IF THAT WAS SUSAN AND NOW SHES JUST STUCK WITH THE FUCKING MEMORIES OF RAISING LINDY. COME ON SUSAN. BREAK THE FUCKING TRAUMA CYCLE. YOU DIDNT NEED TO RAISE HER LIKE THAT MAN.
can we get the tardis a ginger ale
THAT FUCKING CAMERA ANGLE BEING A FAKEOUT FOR A FUCKING RUBY SUNDAY THIS WHOLE THING IS A TV SHOW SHTICK IS SO FUNNY ACTUALLY
SUSAN TRIAD DOING THIS IN AN EMPTY CROWD IS SO FUNNY
SUSAN TRIAD YOU HAVE TO GET IT TOGETHER GIRL THEY'LL BE CLIPPING BITS OF THIS ON TWITTER
the king innit
HARRIET ARBINGERRRRRR YESSSSSSS
SLAYYYYYYYY
NEVERMIND THAT BIT GOT ME A PRETTY WOMAN WILL GET ME SOOO EASY
TRICKSTER MENTION IS INSANE
her children doubt and dreaddddd so silly
WHOS THIS HATER
SUTEKH
THATS SO FUCKINGH FUNNY
HUNDREDS OF REDDITORSARE PUNCHING THE AIR. MAYBE EVEN TENS
I LOVE HOW IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT
SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH RUBY
HELP ME I SPENT SO LONG BEING A HATER I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT SUTEKH SORRY CLASSIC FANS
ANYWAYS
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