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it-meant-nothing · 5 months ago

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When you’re 100% straight but the Magnet Family exists—

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lunarharp · 4 months ago

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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles

#dragon age tag #i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below #weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type #it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me #if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year #almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol #tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3 #and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me #but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me #sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points #witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too #which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3 #my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free #Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...

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triglycercule · 12 days ago

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what if because dust and horror wouldn't wanna be called anything aside from sans in a multiverse context and they were both good buddies they both just start calling eachother sans. i'm sans (dust) and i'm sans (horror) ahh duo

becaaause horror in his eye(s) still sees himself as sans!! he's sans!! who else is he SUPPOSED to be god 😒😒 stop attatching this stupid fake name onto him that just points out all his shortcomings in his au and also just dehumanizes him (because i get that aus are named after a key trait of something but COME ON the guy's name is HORROR it's like naming a poor person "brokie" or something,,,). horror is PROUDLY sans smh

and dust ALSO sees himself as sans!!! like,,, granted he's definitely not a better sans than he was before considering everything he did (but he still doesn't like his past self's inaction) but he's STILL SANS. nothing about him changed (really?) enough to warrant the whole identity shift. like dude dont discredit him DONT DENY HIS WHOLE LIFE!!! he IS sans no matter what,,, dust doesnt wanna think about what he became if he's not sans now anyways lul :3

now could they fight over the right to the identity of sans??? possibly,,, but also consider this: there are literally infinite numbers of sanses in the multiverse. at some point the shiny title of Sans would be something horror and dust are used to around the multiverse!!! so why fight over the name (that so many others share already so its not exactly exclusive) when they can just decide to make each other feel better!!! be delusional TOGETHER 🤞

#because a certain mutual of mine's post reminded me that this draft of mine existed #ironic how this whole post is about dust and horror wanted to be called sans. and i call them dust and horror the entire time #killer would be having the WORST DAY OF HIS LIFE being around them #SANS THIS SANS THAT HOW ABOUT YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! YOURE HORROR YOURE DUST AND NEITHER OF YOU ARE SANS!!! NONE OF US ARE #ohhh my god this gave me ANOTHER idea.... horror and dust's pride in being sans bothering killer..... hahahshehahageh i like that idea #what's with me and horrordust but theyre using eachother to cope with the fact that they hate their current lives so they pretend to go bac #let's see if untitled29876011111 will approve of this mtt take after they wake up....... :3 #this must be like the 7th hc ive made about dust and horror trying to remain as sans together #i think its really an interesting thing to me how they both are the furthest thing from sand undertale but they still believe it so firmly #its kinda like the opposite of killer and his want to be seperate from sans #because (and dont shoot me if im wrong) killer doesnt wanna be sans because he doesnt wanna believe he could've possibly made the decision #to do whatever the hell it is for chara as who he used to think he was. doesnt wanna believe that he's still the same guy when he's been #changed against his will SO much that even he cant recognize himself. and then for dust and horror #they still wanna be sans because for the opposite but same reason???? like #dont wanna accept they they've changed that much so they cling onto the old identity. i love trio parallels #i love continuation group i'm SO glad theyre continuation group. there are other continuations but THEY are continuation group #every single little detail about them can be connected to each other...... and they barely even know each other in canon ✨✨✨✨#the characters are SO perfect together even though theyre not even from the same character or have interactions #how is it possible that 3 characters from 3 seperate creators with none/barely any canon interactions w eachother #just manage to work SO WELL TOGETHER!!!! THEY HAVE SO MSNY CONNECTIONS AND GREAT DYNAMICS AND PARALLRLS OAUGHHHH I LOVE THE MTT!!!! MY TRIO #i wasn't totally inspired by the silly sans 1 and sans 2 thing i put into my fic noooo. ok maybe i was :3 #this is 500% gonna be a flop post but whatever i post for myself and the 1 person i know will 1000% see it now ✨✨✨ freedom ✨✨✨✨✨#tricule hc #killer sans #killer's not here in post but he's mentioned in tags. for today this is okay #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #sans au

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transsextual · 1 year ago

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had a really incredible moment this evening. went to my campus art market where one of my friends was selling the tank top i'm wearing - another friend bought it for me and i'm so overjoyed to have it. usually a fit that leans more Traditionally Masculine feels like a costume but tonight it just felt deeply correct and honest and warm. took the opportunity to take some indulgent little pictures because i do not think i have Ever looked more like myself. so happy.

#im like. slowly gently exploring butchness & ... what it means to me & ... trying to release the idea that it requires Masculinity....#ive always felt pretty disconnected from masculinity as a whole but i'm starting to find points of entry that resonate really deeply #& along with that is like... esp when it comes 2 kink & leather & butchness - which r not intrinsically related but to me they r connected #theres this idea that like. i'm taking myself too seriously. and that nobody's gonna take me seriously. and that i'm too little too young #that im like #obviously inexperienced and a joke and failing and looking stupid .#but ... realized recently that . that's really just the trauma talking #and that i can just like. try shit out. and notice how it feels + what comes up #and then try it again if i so wish #and nothing i try has to be permanent or defining ... and that like . my desires and comforts and joys and needs Should Be Taken Seriously #soooo much of my like. impostor syndrome . has to do with worrying that im not doing it right when compared to other men #but like.... most of the kinky men / leathermen i see are 35+ and cis .#of course im not doing it like them .#so . looking to the queers i know. especially my fellow transmascs as well as lesbians . for like. reassurance and inspiration #has been very healing . & good for my heart & my soul.#:)#yeah .#i think i gotta go read butch is a noun. ... yeah #goodnight :)#speak #materialization #ok2rb

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capper-tan · 2 months ago

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Chapters 16-18 :o @akozuheiwa

Some of my favorite chapters right here. You already know I was sobbing rereading them. I hope i did them justice :)

#tales of arcadia #3below #krel tarron #toby domzalski #steve palchuk #ive been listening to 600 strike on loop for the past 3 days (I am normal)#so my idea going into chapter 18 was just krel beating the snot out of the red knight #and then i remembered this one image i saw of two knights fighting with chairs so i used that as inspiration #though looking at it now it looks terrible :(#but it's like the idea of “look what you turned me into” n stuff like that i imagine in this image that's what's going through his head #i maintain the belief that Krel Deserves to go feral more often #all 3 of them do

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minamaybe · 3 months ago

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does anyone else ever revisit their old work, and ideas, and worldbuilding, and get the panicked feeling that they passed their prime and will never write this well again? asking for a friend haha

#not me spiralling after finding an old notebook detailing a wip i worked on at the time #in such detail and just.... so well done #and i have to wonder.... where did that go?#that spark of... maybe not brilliance but just intense inspiration #its been maybe 2 or 3 years since ive had an idea i was so taken with that it was all i could think about #and i blamed it on being busy but i haven't been busy in months and i just feel..... like i lost something #i want to write so badly and sometimes i even do but nothing feels right and properly exciting #and like.... maybe i peaked. maybe what i did a few years ago was the best i could ever do #i know its irrational to think this way #and not very constructive and helpful #but ive had a bit of a bad time lately and just needed to shout into the void for a moment #at least that i can do #mina mumbles

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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picked up a copy of and read the king in yellow (signalis reasons) and going in was like hmmmmm this probably wont end up being something i take inspiration from for the fic it’d be too on the nose to take inspiration from the king in yellow and i dont want much horror inspiration haha. and then like half of the book is romance anyways im so fucked either way yayyyy

#good book not the best idea to advertise it solely based on the king in yellow parts bc its only present for less than half the book #anyways i miiight do sole stuff with ideas of madness and forbidden knowledge and whatever #obsession is easy i can probably fold that in with the biology stuff. the more plot focused stuff is still fuzzy #salty talks #anyways my favorites were the first and fourth stories tho the one with the cat is also good #trying to figure out how it related to signalis beyond. being literally present. rn im just getting theme inspiration #ive read it once and just watched a letsplay lf the game i think a yter was gonna do vids on the book and then signalis #also. not used to actually seeking out and reading a book that something alludes to and uses the way signalis does the king in yellow #so im just sitting here like. ok what do i do with this now. i have a new book. with surprisingly fun romance for a late 1800s book #i was not in it for the romance and even now im more a fan of the former half of the book but honestly? the romance was kinda cute #the interactions between the characters in the romances were cute it surprised me that i kinda found them fun #this is me talking abt rhe bellum x linebeck fic btw. but also did get the book bc of doomed yuri symbolism and themes

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boxheadpaint · 2 years ago

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your art is so brilliant. something about your command of shapes and color just.. absolutely hits wonderfully. your post about drawing in ms paint with limit tools was right on the money and inspiring to me as an artist as well. i just wanted to let you know that your art is special and meaningful and i hope you never stop making it

#i dont respond to them a lot because im very silly but i get messages like this whenever i post new art and it really does make me joyous #Im glad people enjoy the art i make for myself and im baffled / flattered so often when im labeled as an inspiration #I have had no idea what ive been doing for the past 10+ years of my life but i know ms paint has been there thru it all #thank you everybubbly

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sleepless-crows · 7 months ago

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i love choi yeonjun so much

#recently ive been thinking about him more than usual. hes like my biggest role model and my biggest inspiration #hes just. hes everything #DO YOU GET ME #i love his confidence that never wavers. even when he was still working on his dream he truly believed he could achieve it #he loves himself and knows his worth and i wish i could reach that level of confidence one day #and even if he's so confident. he's also an extremely grateful and humble person !!#he never takes things for granted and he's really down to earth too #he just has the perfect balance of confidence and humility that i wish i could find too #and !!! i love his mindset so much. he values growth and constant improvement #and he (and well all of txt) helped me value hard work because dude the passion that they have for what they do is so inspiring #and his motto being 'be the only one not the best one'. that just shows everything #he's just so incredibly inspiring i don't know how he's real #all the trainees and idols looking up to him are so real for that because how could anyone know of him and not just be awestruck #his mom nicknamed him 'healing' and that's so true. he really is healing #i have no idea how hes real. i don't even plan on becoming an idol ever but hes just my role model too #he just has the purest heart and such a good mindset and through him i learned i want to be like that too #HE IS MY ROLE MODEL. DO YOU GET IT. I LOVE HIM SO MUCHM DO YOU GET IT.#ok i just had to vent that out i love choi yeonjun so much <3

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autistickfigure · 2 months ago

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there are heartships / those guys again / this one doesn't have a caption. let's call it CROPPING / i don't want to be the sun i don't want to be the ocean i don't want to be the world

i thought it was redundant But that was the phrase that came to me

#the third one was just lines that happened and i didnt know what to do after that. i felt compelled to color them all after i colored #the first and now its 3 am. As usual.#flowers arts #steve #I like the idea of heart headed stickfigures but i accidentally drew a mouse instead.......#i call them heartsticks -> hardships -> there are hardships #its been a while since ive drawn in clipstudio paint. So. To my surprise my PEN THAT I DRAW WITH WAS AT 98% opacity this whole time #A little irritating. i have to fix it RIGHT NOW ro else ill forget and draw with that. AGAIN. (happened previously)#i suppose i havent drawn very attentively for myself recently. well you can blame Puerto rican meatball pork and rice.#OPINION: i do not like the smell of meatballs but they taste good. It takes a very long time for me to eat it because it smells bad.#I suppose hollandaise is a necessary evil because MEATBALLS STINK. I will consider that next time i have Random Cousin from a birthday par #ANYWAY FORGET THAT Originalyl iwas flipping through linearts like Damn am i artblocked but then i clored them so tis ok #i have been inspired by [video game] recently. i like how it looks. i want to draw grosser now. (Not in content but lineart. Its different.#you can tell in the bottom right that freak has a weird mouth. That was my intention! this is treading new ground. Or old ground #and making it new again. Whatever you prefer #OK Goodnight #if i need to make an addendum to the first picture i will But im a believer that we understand things in this trust fall scenario

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dksartz · 8 months ago

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Little Blue Dreams

Acrylic on panel 6x6"

Reference from thekangaroosanctuary on insta from their video on Pippa the Joey's first steps. Sketched the kangaroo while watching the video, then sketched out the baby dragon based on that.

Young Blue pernese dragon in an abstract purple-red space.

#dragonriders of pern #pernese dragon #dragons #blue dragon #baby dragon #painting #fanart #paintings #dksartz #kangaroo!inspired dragon #finished piece #i sketched this ages ago and just sat down this evening and transfered the sketch to the panel and the painting happened #i actually love that i didnt make a background i kept it abstract deliberately and focused on the dreamlike thing with visible brushstrokes #very happy with this little piece #pernese dragons in dragonsdawn iirc are described as having a hop-skip gait and what better analog than kangaroos??#also ive been trying this more mammal-like muzzle/nose situation vs the common reptilian nostrils setup and this is the sketch tbat actuall #started that idea flr me as well as helped me visualize/draw/understand their heads/forms in 3D instead of steuggling #harder with paint for sure but i think it worked ok #might try again but do like an initial color down where the form of the dragon will be and then transger the lines on top of that to paint #in details and shading #hmmm maybe

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jazzzzzzhands · 9 months ago

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Take some sesame Street doodles!

#because art has been kicking my ass lately!!#yall send me in ideas of something to draw maybe...#jazzdoodles #not sure what else to do!#i haven't felt like drawing but also ive been sleeping too much #trying to shake it off!!#i need maybe a break or inspiration or something!!

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alchemiclee · 2 years ago

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you've heard of cat in the hat, now get ready for

#i've been wanting to give him a stupid name for so long. becasue hes a stupid little guy and its what he deserves (affectionately)#i wasted the name change thing on this lmao i bet i'll come up with somethng better later and regret #i originally gave him a way-too-deep-over-thought-out name and i just didn't like it. he needed a dumb name i could laugh at. its necessary #genshin #genshin impact #scaramouche #wanderer #genshin scaramouche #genshin wanderer #genshins #honestly “Hat Guy” inspired me to do this lmao he truly does deserve a dumb name 🤣#i wish we could gain one extra name changer just in case my brain has a better idea even though ive thought about this since...#before he was released? because i saw leaks that said we name him. and even then i couldn't think of anything good #the original name i gave him after the quest was a couple names i saw others suggest that i squished together #but in the end it didnt suit him imo. i was right that a dumb name suits him lmaao but im sure theres better ones out there #if YOU see this post and read all my rambling tags and if you also named your wanderer a silly dumb name you must reply and tell me!!!!!!#i either need genshin friends to share my genshin nonsense with or i need to post more random genshin posts here and pretend i have friends #*#lee screenshots

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recovering-vamp · 2 years ago

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dating sim (VN or CYOA... hmmm) with a mostly/exclusively fat character cast... with lots of cool gender + poly inclusive... this would be nice. mayhaps time to put my RenPy or Twine love to use... idk what sort of thing. just. might be nice to stretch the coding muscles again.

#i am very tired with how many awesome dating sim concepts i keep coming across #and the datable characters are all or almost entirely thin #and are almost always 100% straight sized #especially for games that are inspired by / like stardew valley #I look through all the romance options like... ah #idk doing something like this would require a LOT of time and energy #and my health is not so good rn #but maybe it'd be nice to try...#I have no idea what genre we'd be talking. probably something kinda cottagecore?#just cos i know how to draw it best #I'd also wanna make something poly inclusive #also aro inclusive? idk my acearo ass always craves games where u can kiss characters but it doesn't have to be A Thing #covid is makin me so sleepy eeby so this is all sleepy musing #cryptidspeaks #oh but shout out to validate #ive never played it but it has awesome cast diversity #from the looks of things #there are definitely exceptions to this rule #but none i know of that kinda include all my check boxes #which is to say acearo vibes #poly positive and fat positive #aaaand with gender characters #i am a cryptid of many needs haha #I'm saying this after getting sleepy from 4 hours of piccrew fiddling #so. we'll see if i'm cut out for an even BIGGER project haha

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gu6chan · 7 months ago

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99% just my autism speaking here but something ive been noticing lately that im sorta kinda 😶 about is when ppl are like "I think you'll like this" but not bc they ACTUALLY think you'll like it, rather they just got into it and want you to also get into it so "I think you'll like this" is a nice personal hook. i love chill stuff as much as any other person ofc but given i don't divulge that EVER, what makes you think my berserk reading, made in abyss watching, drakengard playing ass would like YURU CAMP????

#gu6chan's musings #am i just taking the phrase too literally???? like i appreciate the thought but also.... what agitates me is the fact theres not any #when i say something among the lines of 'i think YOU'LL like this' or 'This made me think of you' like #its bc i think of THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR or think THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR would like it #again it's probably just autism brain taking figures of speech too literally but i HATE it bc it just makes me feel like #all the times i shared my interests meant nothinggggg typically i just ask 'neat; what makes you think ill like it?' and ppl start stumbling #and im like :(#whats rlly funny in this case is not only the fact i had only ever established my love of dark fantasy and mystery to this person #but they also flatout asked 'youre not really into modern media much are you' to which the answer was 'not much lol'#and i said the reasons i dont care for 'cute girls doing cute things' anime (re: k-on) is bc if i have the time to watch it then i at LEAST #wanna spend it watching a series that's???? not 'the point of it is to relax :)'??? i can sleep for that #anyways like 2 days later they said they said they think id REALLY like this new anime they've been watching lately and I was like 'oh?'#and it was yuru camp.... and internally i was like 'are you fucking kidding me' but on the outside i was like 'oh sweet what makes you think #id like it? id love some new media recommendations especially if they're newer shows bc ive been having SO MUCH TROUBLE trying to find #something interesting that isn't from 2008'#and they sent me a picture of the most generic anime girl ever and they're like 'it has really cute girls' and then i just wanted to kms #like.... this isn't bc you thought id like it; is it.....#wanted to die internally but i played it cool and was like 'oh no; i appreciate it thoughtfulness and all but i don't think this is for me'#also the time where someone recommended signalis to me and i was like 'oh?' and they were like 'YEAH its SO good the people who made it #were even INSPIRED off of Nier' KNOWING FULL WELL I DIDN'T LIKE IT AND THE AMOUNT MY ENTHUSIASM JUST DIED... i was like #'oh. well that will be a pass then' and they tried backpedaling like 'well it's not SUPER inspired; i didn't know you HATED nier :(' like #my past 15 posts on my twitter werent me realising that the game was absolute garbage and calling it the most regretful thing ive ever spent #money on during my attempted playthrough 😭 i was like 'thanks; but I'll pass' to which they then responded by promptly sending me #signalis memes i had absolutely no idea how to respond to WITHOUT making it seem like i was super annoyed so i was just kinda 😶 and didn't #reply and they were like 'sorry :(' and i was like 'haha it's okay! i just have absolutely no idea how to respond to this joke i dont #understand at ALL'#was probably one of the more awkward interactions ive ever had but genuinely speaking i was so INTERESTED until they brought up that it was #inspired by nier i literally psychically felt all the enthusiasm leaving my body from 'damn; i might actually have to look into this' to #'oh well that's a bullet dodged' did not trust the backtracking either....

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lakeraydia · 1 year ago

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hey btw i wanna try and draw but i have like the worst art block known to man rn from not drawing at all for like 6 months (lie but you get the idea) does anyone have any requests for like. quick doodle/sketch type drawings i could do to snap myself out of it. i wont go crazy with it but ill draw em

#send me an ask o7 #honestly its like #im less 'cant think of what to draw'#i have ideas. but i try to put pen to paper and i get scared #so i think having someone asking me might like inspire or motivate me lol #ill do like any media ive posted about in the past 2 years LMAO i forget what people follow me for #ill do adventure time its in my brain. i wanna draw a bunch of random 2 episode characters but cant decide which lol. or the main character #yknow what ill even do ocs if you can point me in the direction of a ref #i wanna try and open a kofi or something for commissions later but idk. this might be the last time i do open requests in a while #its also the first time ive done open requests in a while soooo #ok thats enough stream of consciousness. someone send me an ask that says copy robot

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