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GORETOBER 2023
Day 3: Contortion
CONTAINS -> BODY HORROR, WEIRD LIMB ANGLES
The crowd is murmuring amongst themselves when the overhead lights begin to dim, signifying the show will start soon. The volume of the chatters gradually hush down, save for a couple of voices seated at the front row.
"Have you heard? Mime's been learning a new trick for tonight's show."
"Yea, 'course I did. Everyone's been hyping it up. I do wonder what that is..."
As if on cue, walking to the center stage is the purple deer himself. Critters couldn't suppress their cheers and applause. How could they? Posters and word of mouth made it seem that tonight's circus act is gonna be the night they won't forget!
Something... is off though. It's not the fact that he doesn't seem to have any props with him. He is a mime after all, pretending to use invisible stuffs is his talent. No, that's not it. Despite the excited exclamations of the crowd, Mime is non-reactive. The way he brings this unsettling air, walking forwards with that unfocused stare. His silence had never been this eerie and infectious until this very moment.
Tension rises as Mime takes his time to walk to that singular spotlight saved for him and only him.
Odd. He simply stands and smile to the crowd. The silently freaking out crowd.
"Is this a joke?"
One of them blurted out, unable to bare the scraping tension. This is followed by a collective variance of chuckling. Although the laughters spent are expected to alleviate the unease, the atmosphere that the deer have established remained stiff and cold.
... okay, his stillness have gone far too long that it is starting to feel silly. Maybe this is a joke. The new act for tonight is... no act! Mime seems to have done everything already to entertain them so the newest thing he could do is simply nothing.
But just as the audience begin to accept this and calm down, a bone-chilling snap echoes through the air, causing a collective gasp from the crowd. Mime's body contorts into a particularly gruesome shape. The crowd is stunned into silence, with some even gasping or screaming.
As the audience sits in awestruck silence, Mime's body contorts and twists into seemingly impossible positions, his long limbs bending and twisting in unnatural ways. The cracks and pops of his bones echo in the silent hall, but the crowd remains utterly transfixed, unable to look away from the hypnotic display of contortionism.
A few disturbed souls manage to stammer out some words of disbelief.
"T-THOSE AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BEND!"
"WHAT KIND OF ANGLE EVEN IS THAT-!?"
"SHOULD I CALL AN AMBULANCE???"
Violently, he bends backwards, his hind legs and arms folding into knots that would break any normal deer. Screams shatter the deafening barrier. Audiences collectively wince seeing his head rotates mechanically to the full range of his neck.
Squeamish. Revolted. Sickish. and Restless.
These words barely convey the intensity of their feelings seeing the erratic movement of Mime.
Mime pauses and turns to face the crowd with a terrifying grin. His eyes gleam in the darkness, filled with a cunning glint unlike anything they've ever seen before.
After an uneasy silence, Mime suddenly stops moving altogether, leaving the audience in a state of panic. The crowd begins to push and shove each other, struggling to get away from the scene.
As they make their way out of the chamber, the audience is met with a chilling realization: that smile made this night something they will never forget.
#htf goretober#RiRi's GOREYTOBERY#unreone art#htf mime#htf#htf fanart#cw body horror#goretober#WTF IM TOO INSPIRED WITH THIS PROMPT HEL-#according to ibis paint#ive been working on this for 9 hours#THAT MEANT IM LISTENING TO THE CONTORTIONIST FOR 9 HOURS ON LOOP HOW#unreone ficlet#god ikeepforgetting to include this tag
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some drawings of my favorite guys!!!! i just think theyre neat. love to observe their shenanigans
#i totally dont have a type of character i gravitate towards or anything#that’s craazyyy….why would you ever think thaat………….#i have no defense#this is a pyke and kremy lover household <3#and hopefully soon a shepherd lover one too#ive been working through ep 1 of strahdanya after watching the prologue#i dont know how they played for 9 HOURS#the commitment is crazy#but in a good way#i really enjoy sarnax and victoria too!#their faith is so so interesting to me#and victorias voice and personality are lovely#ALSO#I LOVE THE VOICE NIKKIE DOES FOR STRAHDANYA#and pincushion and bavlorna#idk its just very satisfying to me#i look forward to the party encountering her so i can listen to it more <3#legends of avantris#kremy lecroux#pyke stardust rhapsody#silas shepherd morgan#once upon a witchlight#stardust rhapsody#curse of strahdanya#my art#loa tumblr#loa fanart
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been feeling kinda constrained by my normal art recently so i did a silly color palette thing and just tried to have fun w it would do another one but its 4 in the morning lmao
#junpei tenmyouji#9 hours 9 persons 9 doors#zero escape#megurine luka#hello worker#project diva#vocaloid#my art#if you wanna try this literally just throw a bunch of characetrs on a wheel and get a color palette generator#worked surprisingly well#ive been trying to get into funger for the past few months but i am so bad with survival games they freak me out so much#needless to say i have not been getting quality sleep
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octimber 5 next few will be oscar special looks as well hehe
#art#my art#on cinema at the cinema#tim heidecker#gregg turkington#dies ive been working on this since around 9am and its 6:40pm now#not actually indicative of 9 hours of work im just an insane procrastinator#hoping to god above tumblr doesnt compress this too horribly..
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meme redraws after a long break again? its more likely than u think
#helios rising heroes#cuiisketches#marigast#marion blythe#gast adler#sorry ive been forgetting to crosspost again#follow my twt for art yall its more active lol#same handle btw#6 day work week 8-9 hour shifts with no set days off got me hangin by a thread
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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Hey I'm graduating college in may and I just kinda realized that I'll be Done Done with school after that. Not fake-done like I was graduating high school, where I'd have to go to college at the start of the fall. And not fake-done like I was in any of my semesters I took off.
Done Done. As in I accomplished my degree, and I won't ever have to go back to school if I don't want to. What a beautiful, beautiful thought.
#speculation nation#i enjoy learning but not in school. school is the soul killer. there's a reason it's taking me 10 years to get my bachelors.#failed classes and switched majors and part time school (so i could work and pay my way thru) and semesters taken off...#for 9 and a half years now it's been a fucking shadow hanging over my head.#just gotta keep going just gotta persevere. slow and steady wins the race.#and well im nearly there now. holy fuck tho i didnt miss full time school lmfao#i went to part time a few years back to save my fuckin self bc it was just *impossible* to do full time school And work to support myself.#and even part time school plus a job was horrible. but i did it anyways.#and here i am now with my lovely life insurance from my awful paternal death. life sure happens as it will huh.#which will let me complete school in a neat 10 years. graduated high school in 2015 and college in 2025. wild.#not glad my dad died but im grateful that ive gotten this opportunity afterwards.#sure is strange the ways life goes.#anyways yeah im in deadlines hell rn with all these fucking projects but ONCE I FINISH THEM#i will be done with this semester. my second to last semester.#theyre releasing class schedules today for next semester too and im a little antsy. cant edit until next week regardless#but i wanna KNOWWWWW what i got. best case scenario i get my 3 classes i need to graduate#plus my orchestra and bowling. so i have a full 12 credit hours. to be full time still.#im scared of not having gotten 3 classes bc theyre selectives yea so i dont need These classes Specifically#but also it'll be a pain in my fucking ass if i have to go scrounging. and i wanna have my first choices...#but we'll see. i selected several fall-through options and i dont need any single specific class to graduate.#so long as i have 3... thatll be enough...#AUGHHHHH college!!!! im almost done!!!!! i might get straight As this semester!!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to email my professor about setting up the book meeting lol. i should do that today.
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You shouldn't have to work a 9-5 poor puppy, you should be tied up naked to a lamp post or bench by a collar and leash in the park for strangers to pet and use during their work breaks as stress relief, you should be a public recreational toy put on display for everyone's enjoyment, awwww poor thing
awa. awawawawa. covering my face with my sleeves unFAIR to send this during the work day wtf ... mean ................ waaaah
#asks..?!?!?!#anon..?!?!?!#did i ever mention public use as like a thing i was into. i feel like i have but i forget#which means either i Did and u remember or ive just been read like a book#either way. wuuuh. hiding my face embarrassed (into it)#then again like is that not like a 9-5 also. what kinda hours am i working as a public stress relief toy
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#sorry for not getting to my asks ive been teaching 9-4 all week and doing stuff after .. i.e. class my moms bday and roommate touring#which is working out hORRIBLY#so far everyone has either cancelled or. ghosted me#other than a guy who loves the place but determinedly said he can't pay utilities#and we need someone by the 1st#and my landlord is hounding me so badly#and i have to drive two hours tonight#right after 4#to get to my mom's bday dinner with family#i am#it's just been a marathon#and im so upset abt the roommate thing#esp since ive been blamed for not doing enough by my currently. disabled roommate#who has to take care of herself ofc#but doesnt do any chores and didnt help at all and I SAT IN THE ER WITH HER FOR HOURS#its just. i am so tired. and can't afford rent without someone. and will have to beg on my knees to my landlord to give us more time to fin#someone.#and it will work. but. at what cost#i seriously wish i moved#geez sorry to rant im fine and will be fine.#its just a lot#the two hours of driving tonight is really bothering me#caitie blabs
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currently experiencing another "if you dont take a break your body will take it for you" moment. it was 35°C/95°F in my room last night when i went to bed and i was feeling very nauseous and headachey. i must've had like 5 liters of water yesterday with zero exercise which is insane, and so today i woke up at noon feeling like a complete zombie. i had thee wildest dreams and tbh i'm 75% sure i had a near death experience as well lmao
#like i'm kind of surprised that i woke up at all#anyway#point is#its a blessing in these guys#ive been putting myself in thesis jail#writing and editing like 8-10 hours every day for the past week and a half#thinking i could churn it out as quickly as possible#...or 2 weeks.. or 3? i honestly have no idea#and only now am i realizing how exhausted i've been#i wonder if i'll ever learn to pace myself and listen to my body#also like#how is desk work so exhausting??#like i get that its mentally exhausting#but#im just sitting there#and i get to be home#how will i ever survive a 9-5?#one week into my first office job they'll have to shoot me like a lame horse#&
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@plusque i dont know how to explain but sometimes i can just do super long shifts no problem…. its usually dinner nights bc thats when i close the building so i mean i have to stay thru the whole dinner service plus like. since my workplace is a private club we dont really like rush people out at “closing time”…. like i still would prefer NOT to do 10/11 hour shifts but idk sometimes i can do them no problem like not even be super tired or cranky….like tomorrow we have a lot of events and special fiesta theme dinner night…so i’ll get there at noon and then we’re closing up and depending on how many people show up/when they show up for dinner it’ll probably be close to 10 hours tomorrow 🤐
#also when i used to work at the law offices i mean i would have at least a 9 hour day literally everyday with only 1 break so…#idk like 🤷🏻♂�� ive been broken by the Work Machine LMAO
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getting home at 11 and having to 'wake up' at 730 because some toyota group of 100 people decided to book a private an hour before we open 🧍🏻♀️
#its 5am now which i dont wanna talk about (i played through one of little to the lefts dlcs)#which means i'll be extra tired bUT if i didnt work closing last night i guarantee i woulda been asleep by 9 :/#me: i cant work wednesdays and i prefer opening#my manager: okay *schedules me for wednesday and all closing shifts#its literally in my availability i cant work wednesday (ive literally never been able to work a wed)#idk how it allows her to schedule me for it if its not in the system lol#anyway i work 8 hours tomorrow which sounds normal but remember the 100 ppl event PLUS another normal weekend day of loud children#also like 5 people called out suspiciously all sick. convenient how that happens the day before a big weekend huh#i mean i totally would do it too if it wasnt the night before and if i wasnt scared of missing work#but my manager also said absoluetly no callouts allowed bc its a big weekend#and now suddenly everyone is sick the night before the big weekend ? aight bro#its funny to me tho bc they keep asking for coverage but no one is replying so theyre stuck w the shift anyway AHAHA#trials and tribulations of kats work life
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gonna go ahead and post the wip in case i never finish it ;.;
alts
#ghost band#the band ghost#terzo ghost#omega ghoul#papa emeritus iii#terzo/omega#reincarnation#his face is so pretty#im gonna go the bed now#nighty night!#wip#my art#literlly got yelled at and got in trouble for calling out because i had food poisoning#like im fighting for my life and they say im faking it#ugh#ive been having it on and off for 4 days now#;.;#im really happy with this drawing#im gonna take a brake because ive been working on this for around 9 hours#:D#make it darker and have terzos eye glowing#also the highlight of omegas eye is the gruceifix#its just an anticross actully#i drew it with the grucifix but i didnt like it too much :/
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I'm gonna have to pull an all-nighter tonight which means I'm gonna be extra unhinged when the episode airs tomorrow
#this is hell actually#ive been doing classwork all day since like 9#but i still have another hour or two of videos left to watch for my exam at 8:30 tomorrow#then im gonna have to write up a formal report thats due at 10:30 tomorrow#then go do a three hour lab#then a lecture#then straight to work until 20 min before the ep#its already 11pm and im so eepy someone put me out of my misery
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i neeeeed to get my sleep schedule in order it's so out of whack rn and with the time change it's kicking my ass
#speak friend and enter#i used to not sleep enough and now im sleeping too much! oh the tables!!#i went to sleep at 4 and woke up briefly at noon which would've been like. perfect but then i fell asleep again before i could get up#and i woke up again at 2!! and now im all disoriented!!#i just hate waking up and having like 45 minutes of daylight before i have to go to work.#but the problem is i fall asleep soooo easily and i cannot for the life of me control how long i'll be asleep for#i guess i should start setting alarms so i can get used to getting an even 9 hours but i haaaate setting alarms#cause ive heard great things about the morning. would love to experience it someday
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ok so i hate writing intelligent posts abt malevolent bc im scared of posting theories that are stupid and wrong but like. im feeling that the eponymous fallen star of the order of the fallen star. is john. like this is a cult not about the king in yellow like that in season 1, but instead about the “fallen star” that fragmented off the king. Augh
#not liveblog taggigng this cuz i dont wanna be stupid and wrong in the main tag LULZ#i had the feeling when i was driving in the car earlier and now i just finished the ep and there was the bit where#john said that the stone that the cult worships or whatevers was unearthed AFTER john had already been trapped#so like timeline wise it also works out.#so now im feeling that i can post this and not be wildly off base#and the fact that john was the one to bring up the idea of well what exactly even IS the fallen star#like /john/ was the one who drew attention to it …#and then just in general all the weirdness with him this season AUGHHHGH wounded animal noise#brot posts#mal posting#im gonna skim the transcript and make one big post of my batshit reactions to earlier innthe ep while i was driving#and then im gonna go tf to sleep bc i worked 14 hours today and have been awkake for 20 hours#and i need to be up for work again in 6 hours !!!!#im wokring a standard 9-5 tomorrow though (unless something goes wrong and someone needs coverage on the night shift)#so i will be home and i can listen to both parts of episode 40 and then BE DONE with season 4#yknow what if this theory is stupid and wrong then im gonna blame it on the fact i worked 14 hours today and ive been awake 20 lol
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