#ive been reading 5% a night
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LOITERALYYYY GRGJJGJG!!!! also I HATE MR COLLINS 😡😡😡😡😡 hes A LOSER and he wants to marry his cousin
#AND THEN HE TRNED AROUND TO MARRY SOMEONE ELSE IMMEDIATELY ACFTER GETTING REJECTED#kill his ass elizabeth. ill do it with u#charolette is justified 4 marryin him Like she needs tha stability and stuff elizabeth can u TRY 2 be more understanding of ur bff#LIKE U DIDNT EVEN WANNA MARRY HIM WHY SHOULDNT SHE#u already knew collins was a bitch ass too#my asks#beasties#im gonna be 40% done with this book tonight#ive been reading 5% a night#then i have to read some incomprehensible 70 page poem about hell and heaven n shit#how can i annotate When i feel like those guys felt after the tower of babel tryna read this!!!!!!!!
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I had a dream last night that me and Docm77 were trapped in a warzone and he tackled me to the ground to save me from gunfire and then together we took out like ten guys.
I'm sure this says something about my psyche and that something is that if I ever met Docm77 in real life I think we would commit war crimes.
#spazzcat barks#docm77#i.... dont know where the dream came from#maybe ive been?? reading too much Iliad lately??? i dont know????#anyway thank you docm77 from saving me from being dream murdered by a bunch of guys with machine guns and rifles#we were definitely on the wrong side of the warfront we shouldnt have gotten seperated from the main body of reinforcements like that#he did jumpscare me though he was standing quiet and still as a statue#im guessing because he was hoping we wouldnt be spotted#and when we were he tackled me in a very Foxy from FNAF style jumpscare#also i blame his freaky redstone eye for us not successfully hiding that thing glows in the dark man youve gotta do something about that#anyway welcome back to: every time i sleep for more than 5 hours a night i have#violent dreams and nightmares that both god and man wish they could study under a microscope
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9 people i want to get to know better tagged by @bawnjourno thank you pal!!!!! 💖
last song: my baby must be a magician - the marvelettes
favorite color: purple!!!
currently watching: cheers (new) twin peaks (rewatch) night court (new) and movies every dayyy
sweet/savory/spicy: sweet!! if i don't have a sweet little treat i pass away actually
currently playing: not a gamer but im playing a game called august where i make it through every day of august
current obsession: the latest addition to my assortment of goofy guys, slowly collecting vintage clothing and books, even more slowly working on my film screenplay (and documentary idea. and tv show idea .), very very excited for my upcoming vacation to california for the 3rd time in a row! and if i ever repair the dvd drive on my laptop im gonna start making my own dvds of movies with embedded subtitles that dont already have them on a dvd release bc i cant hear!!!
tagging @footnoteinhistory @bicolumbo @starringvincentprice @mariocki @eddie-rifff @jefffreybeaumont @seaofreverie @jellojellyroll and @crystalblast !! no pressure if you dont wanna!
#that song is number one on my on repeat NOBODY look at me . christ#im like. a little over halfway into cheers its fun#guy that says hes watching a show (night court) when hes still only two episodes in. i will watch more eventually i Promise#rewatching twin peaks is incredibly funny at this stage in my life bc i have the horrifying realization that im older than laura palmer#and i also wonder with each episode why in gods name was i watching this as a kid and it was my favorite show. what a time#as someone who watches movies every day letterboxd is great for the fun of logging them. reading reviews not so much#my poor poor screenplay ive been working on this idea for . wow 5 years#vacation is gonna be so fun and its what i really need after a stressful year. california my beloved#my dvd project let me explain. like obviously i can hear but i Need subtitles i am not going to understand what people are saying#and some dvds just don't have subtitles or closed captions which is when i download the movie and the subtitles and merge them into an mkv#right now they're just on a usb but again ideally i plan to make my own dvds#anyway . again don't feel like you gotta do this if i tagged you#and thank u again daley for tagging me!!#AND IF I DIDNT TAG YOU OR FORGOT YOU CAN DO THIS TOO . i should say
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If I die within the next week know it wasnt an accident
#I dont have the energy to elaborate rn and this is a /lh#i just have sooo much nostalgia for rob/dob and every plot point is wrapped up in a lil bow instead of stretching for 9373927393 episodes#i get thats some peoples style! its just not rlly mine :3#as a kid i loved every dragon from Book Of Dragons having its own episode#and i feel like ppl forget that when rtte was coming out; they could only go so far!#like the second movie had already come out. they knew where they were going#which is definitely a strength of the show in some regards#but rob/dob didnt have that#we hsd no idea where rhe franchise was going#which made big lore revelations so meaningful#Hiccup discovering the box with a present from his (thought diseased) mother??? THAT WAS SO WILD TO 5 YEAR OLD ME#or Borks papers and the isle of night (which turned out to be a ruse but like!!!! IT STILL FELT SO BIG AT THE TIME!!!!!!)#idk.#i feel like ive been trying to downplay my love for rob/dob which really ignited my love for the franchise to begin with#bc the animation was janky and no one had really seen it and no one in my entire life had ever valued it like i did#(read: i was autistic and didnt realise caring so much about something wasnt “normal”)#But i rewatched it this year and yknow what? it holds up. i ADORE riders of berk. FIGHT ME.#(Sonic destruction Knuckles voice) Try some shit youll catch these hands#FIGHT ME. YOU'LL WIN#httyd#rob/dob#riders of berk#defenders of berk#race to the edge#NOT RTTE NEGATIVITY BTW!!!!! I LOVE RTTE TE WRITING IS RLLY GOOD ITS JUST THE FORMAT OF ROB APPEALS MORE TO ME PERSONALLY#how to train your dragon#hiccup how to train your dragon#beverly says stuff
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*pokes with a stick* You good?
Do NOT fucking poke me right now
#im good ive just had to put up with the most-#-INSUFFERABLE extrovert behavior from the people ive been around today#ive been playing games and doing physical interaction for like 5 days.#i just wanna sit in the living room and have everyone do Quiet Time#Paint Night. Reading Time. literally any of that#but noooooo its gotta be all boardgames or physical activities and im an asshole for no longer having fun-
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maybe this is a tip you already know but if not i think this might be worth a try! i used to struggle with falling asleep a lot (nowadays less thankfully) and one method that has helped me very often is kind of meditative i guess? idk if it has a name but i’ll just describe it
i basically start with my toes and work my way up to my head in small steps, (mentally) telling each body part that it’s getting heavy and tired. i try to keep a slow pace and to emphasise the sleepy adjectives and it helps me calm down and to keep my thoughts in order and not think about 1000 things at once. some days it works better than others but even if i’m still awake by the time i reach my head (which i usually don’t) i just repeat the whole thing again.
plus just laying down with your eyes closed helps your body rest too, even if you are not sleeping. that thought helps me not get too frustrated if i have a bad day/ night and can’t seem to fall asleep.
yeah i know this one well :) damn i forget what its called too. smth body. body centred meditation? or just body meditation? body awareness? idk i did it a lot for a bunch of stuff. idk. yknow what tho? i think it mightve been the amount of tea i drank. thats likely it.
but on the flip side my to do list is coming along nicely! i cleaned the whole apartment and did laundry and ironed clothes and changed bedsheets and towels! i passed the exam so thats cool. worked out. im gonna like, take a shower and do that drawing thing thats been in my head, then im gonna pack for the trip, make lunchies... then when thats all done i'll come back to the sleeping thing maybe but honestly its like noon maybe i should just go along w it for today and go to sleep at a normal time
#its easily my most productive 34 hours in the past 3 months#oh i gotta proofread a bunch of stuff too#ok u wanna know a special body meditation tip? recently bc ive been so into hypnosis and ocs who use it#i just go full whumpee and imagine my fav whumper doing it🥰🥰#ONE NIGHT IT WAS LIKE ACTUALLY WILD#so if u know me u know i get the sleepy voices and the super vivid hallucination adjacent stuff#and it was soooo real that night#w a friend's oc#hi friend if u read this lol#but yeah it was awesome and i was out like a light within 2 mins#listening to my fav blorbo man say comforting things to me :) ANYWAY so yea i usually dont have any issues w it or anything#it mustve been the tea i drank a lot of it. like 5-6 cups within the last two days. mightve shocked the body a little#asks
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"This is me. If you care. When you are mad at me this is who you are mad at."
#* crack.#* opens.#hi im sorry that i have not. been writing a bunch lately.#ive been coming to terms w the fact that i do not write like i used to although i very much wish i did#i kiss being able to bust out like 7 paragraph replies 5 times a day#in trying hard to steadily get through my asks abd drafts and put them in the queue#and i appreciate everyones patience even to like absurd amounts#im always really excited to write with people and read their stuff 💕💕#🌙 you're the first starlight reborn through the night ( main. )
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my brother wont stop bragging about how he's gonna get ahead of me in one piece bc he's already almost at episode 400 😭😭 man ive been working a lot the past 2 weeks and havent had free time STOPPP
#og#ive been able to read like 5 chapters a night but i probably wont be able to get back on track until the end of this week -.-
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i finished twelfth night. 25 out of 38 shakespeare plays completed.
#after finally reading othello and twelfth night in the past 10 days im not sure which are the most famous plays i still havent read#bc like ive mentioned previously ive always read the plays in arbitrary order. whatever piqued my interest#hence why i read the henry vi plays relatively early on. or some of the more obscure comedies#but lately since i past the halfway mark this year some of the more talked-about ones im like 'geez i should just get to that one already'#not that that makes me enjoy it any less. i think i mentioned that in my post i made while reading othello#i fucking loved othello. that shit was 10/10 although i very much was reading it bc i felt like i had to at that point.#doesnt mean i wouldnt love it. after all i only read shakespeare bc i love shakespeare! not bc theres a gun to my head#its more like i just want to know what everyone's talking about already#tales from diana#i think at this point the most famous one i still havent read is... much ado about nothing? which isnt THAT famous all things considered#but some of you ppl do seem to be awful crazy about it so ill see#i already knew the plot of twelfth night i had just never read the original. now i have#so i kinda already knew how much enjoyment i could get out of it. some! a good amount!#but i found it a quick read and i wasnt THAT excited about it#the next one i want to read is pericles though. ive read 8 shakespeare plays in 2023 but none have been romances!#i do love the romances. the romances are still the only genre where i havent read more than half of them#ive read 2 out of 5. the tempest and the winter's tale... two of my favorites overall#in a way ive kind of been holding myself back from reading more romances bc i needed to check some of my 'required reading' boxes lol
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My fbi agent watching me do the rice purity test but it's things I read but not things I did:
#its 5#yeah#.-.#middle of the night ive been scrolling for 30 minutes i just need something to read has no standards lol#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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Shit I think I might be developing if not already, agoraphobic, and I'm not sure what to think about it...
#i dont know much about it all but ive been doing some googling and thinking all afternoon/night#and mannnn#hn#not sure if thiers other kinds or forms or things that are similar to agoraphobia but#from what ive read and doing like 5 different tests that help indicate of i should speak to a doctor about jt#they all yelled extreme agoraphobia please immediately seek help with youe symptoms and a proper evaluation#which fuck me man#would also make sense why im so particular about my aparmtnet and people being in the space and keeping it feeling as safe as I can#also makes sense why the thought of going to a group thing makes me want to curl into a ball and hyperventilate so badly#AceofDragons#vent
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I don't think I've ever freaked out so badly
#ummm#sent the wrong document on a GROUP project. got a zero. freaked out. because. well. how do i tell them. cried horribly#somehow wrote a decent email. kept crying. im still ill so crying is bad for my lungs. cry so bad i throw up. that snaps me out of it#while cleaning up get an answer. teacher says its alright. grades the right document instantly and we get a 5/5#all that in under narrative in under 30 minutes#fuck#i think that might have been an anxiety attack like. it felt like the world was crashing on me and i was going to die#never felt that strongly before#well. maybe ive had similar reactions before but never to the point of throwing up#i guess. i felt so stupid. thats such a stupid mistake to make. i still dont know how onedrive did this to me but i guess like#how was i going to tell the group haha i got us a 0 because im brain dead or something#thank god the teacher was chill about it. i would be freaking out still then#but um yeah#those were very intense emotions i was not ready to feel after all my plans for the night were reading my silly goodnight fanfic#i was honest with the group and i regret that now ASKDJDJ#fuck me. i wish i hadnt told them about it#but honesty is the best policy? i dunno#im still a little anxious about that. and i wanted to go to sleep early
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Not me starting a horror book at 6am while I have anxiety...
#okay so ive been up for (checks clock) fuck#an hour and a half. texting a friend (that i have a crush on)#at 4:30 i was trying to go to sleep but then i got a text from her#and i wanted to keep talking so i did. she and i both have horrific sleep schedules#its now 6am#and in between texts ive been reading#i just finished annie on my mind which is a really lovely queer book#but then i decoded for my next book im in a horror mood#so i decided to start reading a lonely broadcast#im like five pages in but it seems similar to welcome to nightvale and hello from the hallowoods#but it oozes a spooky vibe that's already making me not want to leave my bed#my friend and i also said goodnight at like 5:30 but now its 6 and we're texting again#we started the night talking about horror movies#and the last four books i read before annie on my mind were horror#so im truly just vibing with horror. i love horror books but i usually cant handle horror movies#i dont like gore. cant do it. but i can handle it a bit more in books#but im easily spooked and this book is pretty spooky. my anxiety is up there#one of my rats just squeaked and i nearly jumped out of my skin#well my friend and i are still talking so i guess im not sleeping tonight. im gonna go keep reading my book#have a fortunate night everyone
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Yo that ✨L O V E✨ and ❤️A N G U I S H❤️ is feeling pretty strong tonight fellas
#love and pain are the same for us humans#us people#and man i love yall but we're some of the dumbest mfs i know fr#where does one start and the other end?#does it ever?#they've always been so entwined it would feel so wrong to take anyone away#ive got work in 5 hrs why do i keep doing lmao#my heart and mind are too big for these walls so maybe thats why i keep blabbering away like this#i should really stop reading all these fanfic at night clearly they do not help w/ slewp xD#delete later#splatter rambles
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god im fucking tired
#overall during the day ive gotten about 5 hours of sleep#and mom has been pissy with me about me being short with her! i pulled a fucking all nighter! and she always does her stupid fuckin#pollyanna thing where shes like You probably actually got like 5 hours of sleep last night and didn't know :]#like no the fuck i did not! why do you think you know! because you read a fucking article once?#and now shes like “you need to act awake and energetic and stop being short with us for the rest of the day” like im just gonna straight up#fucking kill you. then myself. i still have a headache#v
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Game Night: CHAIN ATTACK!!!
i am,,, withering away but ITS DONE ITS DONE IM FREE FROM THE CURSE (<<< still haunted by wips) clocking in at 32+ hours, this sucker has been getting pushed around for 10 months-
while theres some things i would have done differently if i could redo this from scratch, i still had a BLAST cramming in as much detail as i could tolerate >:) some highlights / cut ideas / ramblings are below the cut, but please zoom for details! (if tumblr doesnt shred it to bits)
gonna be real i locked so hard onto drawing ripped jeans that i forgot i could have just shoved legend into a skirt and called it a day
SOCKS. SOCKS. the amount of Joy anytime i figured out how to personalize them with game references: legend (hibiscus), twilight (ordon goats), and four (force gems)
i WAS going to put time in a turtleneck, but had an epiphany and started digging for the most obnoxious hawaiian shirts i could find,,, ft. a sea flower (wind waker) and a saturation boosted plumm (twilight princess)!
yeah so warriors got the sweater instead of the skintight shirt, sorry gang
speaking of if i ever say im going to draw a cableknit sweater again, somebody PLEASE shake some sense into me- warriors sweater was a NIGHTMARE since my art program has an astonishing lack of good brushes (and yet here i am still using it)
MOST of the text has been modified using the twilight princess cipher because yeah. i was procrastinating shading. also the other ciphers were in japanese- times shirt is cropped, but reads "its 5 oclock somewhere"
winds lobster shirt :) that is all i just think its neat
wilds jacket :) link w(ild) 2017, aka the release year of botw
jewelry! sky has the fireshield earrings, and wild has the amber earrings~ could barely squeeze the bombos and quake medallions onto legend, and wind got the joy pendant
hyrule :D embroidery on his sweatpants because i was struck by whimsy- also i 100% thought his shield was purple tinted for weeks while drawing this because the page i used as reference was set at night, and i was originally basing his sweater on his shield- scrapped the cross pattern after several failed attempts but kept the color ^^
the chips are bbq because im biased (reads "crisps" in twilight princess cipher for no real reason except whimsy)
bless my dearest homie for game reccs because the og plan was to have them all be loz games! titles include wii sports resort, elebits, super mario party, smash bros ultimate, just dance 2016 (its box art is colorful ok), and myth makers orbs of doom (I HATE THIS GAME WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING, as i should, anyways i should play it again). four is suggesting orbs of doom, buddy aint even playing,,,
kinda was hoping to play around with hair colors and skin tones a bit more, but again, see the hour count- ill get em next time surely,,, also blue vs violet eyes for legend already had me in decision paralysis
the whole gang was gonna have friendship bracelets with color combos based on dynamics i found neat but oops! didnt finish the layer :')
thats a wrap! didnt yap about everything but im curious what yall catch onto- anyways surely ive learned something about biting off more than i can chew (<<< lying liar who lies)
#linkeduniverse#linked universe#lu legend#lu wild#lu twilight#lu hyrule#lu wind#lu warriors#lu time#lu sky#lu four#my art#digital art#fanart#id say finishing this feels like a weight off my back but its straight up not registered yet#anyways i dont do group pieces but i love that lu is the thing driving me to try more ambitious stuff#out of my comfort zone but GRGGRGRGRGGRGRR if you get what I mean (<<< devastating incurable case of brain rot)
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