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thank you @mafaldinablabla for the tag!! the game is to share 9 of my favourite books from the last 12 months, or 9 books on my tbr list for this year.
Here is what i’m looking forward to read this year! (my hunt for beautiful covers never ends. in this house books Shall be judged by their cover)
tagging uhh @erisenyo, @chitsangenthusiast, @ranilla-bean, @poikilotherm, @kyoshialone and whoever else wants to do it u.u
#also i really wanted to read the iliad but idk if there is a good prose translation/adaptation of it???#if any of italian moots has come across one…#blease tell me... blease hmu#ive also been meaning to get more into uhh#social theory books?#if that’s the word?#but idk where to begin#esp bc i read on a short commute and i usually don’t have the brain space to engage with academy level texts#again if someone know a version of this for tired dummies lmk#ALSO cheating a bit bc i already started the seven moons of maali almeida and i’m loving it sooooo much#plus jorjus cover#so rlly the perfect book#realizing i should prolly start a book tag hmm#anyway#send post#oh I'm also looking forward to finish the murderbot diaries it's slow going but I'm halfway through and they're so good#books
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Chicago inspired Victuuri AU where Yuuri gets thrown into the slammer after he kills a shitty manager, gets very talked down to (JJ maybe?), then promptly seduces (mostly accidentally) The Best Defence Attorney This Side Of The Country Victor Nikiforov, who initially is only in it for the money until Yuuri pins him with his big'ol eyes and despite his attempts to resist, is immediately doomed. Plus side, Yuuri's on the highway to hell with him in the passenger seat so aaaaye
Now they just need to make sure Yuuri doesn't get the death penalty but in the meantime, well.... Yuuri's already in jail for murder, making out with his lawyer can't be any more against the law...
#yuri on ice#i need roxie and velma to stay wlw but ive been obsessed with the movie again lately and my brainrot is slamming together desperately#trying to fit the puzzle pieces so i had to do SOMETHING....#i cant picture yuuri cheating so thats off the table. i can barely picture victor cheating and im writing a whole fic about it#velma would make sense for victor too but billy is quite the showman himself after all#and he IS The Best so :D#The Manager: i'd say Anything to get a piece of That >:(#Yuuri: wh-h-bu-WE HAVEN'T EVEN SLEPT TOGETHER?!#The Manager: YOU THINK I DONT KNOW THIS? We're done kid its over#Yuuri: BUT EVERYTHING I'VE WORKED FOR-?! The Manager: OVER.#-3 mins later- Yuuri: .........well. huh. .....shit. ....OH SHIT#........i wonder what the pregnancy plot would end up being hmmmmmm
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omg that's a lot of sentences lol thank you so much bc it was motivating and really moved some fics along haha 💝💝 so here's looots of words for you <3
+ tagging a few people who were also interested in some of those, you'll get sentences for your asks too, but give me time lol, it's a lot of sentences 🤣 (really appreciate it tho, I'm so motivated now, my fics are actually moving along haha <3), for now have these: @daffi-990 @diazsdimples @evansboyfriend @typicalopposite @eddiebabygirldiaz @jewishbuckley @monsterrae1 @steadfastsaturnsrings @hippolotamus
putting it all under the cut bc it got long, obviously haha
🥩 🥩 - 6 sentences of the bucktommy barbecue fic
When he walks back into the backyard, grabbing a bowl of salad and a basket of bread on his way, he’s greeted by a pretty great picture. His whole family is around the two tables they put together to fit everyone, getting acquainted with Tommy’s friends. The older children – Christopher, Denny and Mara – sit to the side, chatting between each other, the boys trying to include Mara in their conversation, while the two youngest are right next to Tommy. His boyfriend is at the grill, fire already started, as he tries to keep the girls a few steps away, while they’re excitedly chatting to him. It’s so adorable. “Hey, girls,” Buck says as he approaches them, wanting to let his boyfriend grill in peace for a moment, “you wanna see something?” he asks, and it’s enough to get two toddlers’ attention.
🏠 🏠🏠🏠🏠 - 15 sentences of the moving in fic
“Something looks different here.” He frowns, looking around. Tommy’s confused, because he hasn’t really changed anything. He furnished his house a long time ago, from time to time changing stuff more out of necessity than anything else, but that’s it. He’s good at renovating, building, fixing, any interior design is not really his forte. He does have a few paintings and pictures, and some knick-knacks from the few places he traveled to, but not much else. He likes simplicity, and he never felt the need to add anything more. Clearly, something must’ve changed, though. “What do you mean?” he asks, seeing a few of the other guys nod in agreement, also looking around. “It feels, like, cozier, doesn’t it?” Another co-worker, Sean, says with a small frown. “Unlike you, Kinard.” “Did you always have these cushions?” Another person asks, settling into the couch, picking one of said cushions up. It’s fluffy and yellow, and, according to Evan, brightens up the room. “They’re comfy.”
💔 💔💔 - 9 sentences of the buddie cheating fic (we're at the smut point of this fic rn and this is not going well but I'm persevering and istg I'll fix it once I have the basis all written haha)
The door is barely closed behind them before Eddie pushes Buck onto the bed and climbs on top of him, throwing his henley off in the process, so they’re both shirtless. He hovers over Buck for a second, shining brown eyes looking into blue ones, one of his hands reaching to intertwine their fingers. There’s desire mixed with disbelief on his face, but no doubt, no hesitation – that he kind of looks for, the thought that this is wrong, that it shouldn’t be happening, crossing his mind again. But then Eddie’s leaning in again, crushing his lips against Buck like he wants to devour him, his hips grinding against Buck’s, and any doubts, hell, any thoughts, just evaporate. It’s just him and Eddie, no one else exists. His hands land on Eddie’s hips and slide down to his ass, and, god, he can’t wait to get him naked again. He can’t wait to see all of him, appreciate every detail of his gorgeous body, this time completely sober, and able to remember it fully. “I need you.” Eddie moans into his lips, rolling his hips again, their clothed erections rubbing against each other. He swallows whatever Buck’s response was about to be in another hungry kiss, before going back to what he started in the living room – trailing his lips down Buck’s jaw, his throat, kisses alternating between soft and lingering, and biting and impatient, then down Buck’s chest, sliding down his body, until he’s face to face with Buck’s zipper.
🥵 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 - 18 sentences of the bucktommy smut - again, this one is not going well bc apparently I forgot how to write smut lol but I'll fix it haha
“You good?” Tommy asks quietly, and Buck nods frantically, his own hand moving to his crotch because if he doesn’t get out of his pants right now – but Tommy grabs his wrist. “Let me?” “Yeah.” Buck keeps nodding. “Just- please, I need you to touch me. Please.” Tommy swiftly undoes the button and zipper of Buck’s jeans, and Buck raises his hips, his hands helping Tommy shove the pants off his ass, satisfied when they stop around mid-thigh, and then he frantically pulls his underwear down, too, his leaking cock springing up against his belly instantly. He sees Tommy look at it and lick his lips, his eyes dark, and, fuck, Buck can’t wait for everything he’s going to give him. But for now, Tommy takes his time sliding Buck’s pants and underwear completely off his legs, muttering something about wanting Buck to be comfortable. Buck couldn’t care less about fabric restricting his legs, or any discomfort, as long as Tommy gets his hands on him. And then he does – a big, rough, calloused hand, but the gentlest, softest touch, wraps around his dick. Buck inhales sharply, the feeling familiar, his own hands just as rough, but also so totally different. Tommy looks up at him with big, shining eyes, scanning his face, as he thumbs Buck’s slit and gathers the generous amount of pre-come leaking out. Buck inhales sharply, a moan breaking out of him, not able to look away from Tommy’s face as his hand uses the liquid for an easier slide of his hand, as he starts stroking. His pace is slow, almost tortuously so, his movements deliberate, precise, eyes not leaving Buck’s face. “Tommy,” Buck groans pleadingly, hand tangling in his soft curls. “Yeah, I got you.” Tommy whispers, his movements steadily picking up pace, still so in control, Buck’s in awe – and even more turned on.
🦵 🦵🦵🦵 - 12 sentences of the leg pain fic
“Looks amazing.” Buck smiles genuinely, though a little weakly, as he reaches for one of the plates. Tommy takes the place on his side- that is, on the other side of the bed, the one he usually sleeps on, that apparently Buck already started referring to as Tommy’s side. It’s not the first time they eat breakfast in bed together, and Buck’s the last person to worry about making a mess, especially right now, but Tommy is, as he hunches over the tray instead of taking the plate into his lap, like Buck did. Buck can’t help an endeared smile. He adores his boyfriend, and all his quirks, as he’s still learning more about him. And the best thing is, it feels like Tommy doesn’t mind any of Buck’s quirks, either – he seems to enjoy getting to know more and more about him, as well. He doesn’t think he’s ever felt this free to be himself, and this thought makes him wonder once again why the hell he was so hell-bent on hiding from Tommy that his bad leg hurts sometimes and once in a while it gets bad enough he has to take a day. Tommy gets it, gets him, and Buck feels so lucky to have found him. “The leg feel any better?” Tommy asks, shoving a forkful of the eggs into his mouth. “A bit.” Buck shrugs. It’s not a lie, it feels like maybe the pain eased up a little bit, the painkillers kicking in, but it’s still very much there, and from experience he knows it’ll come back full force soon.
#wikiangela writes#wikiangela answers#bucktommy#bucktommy wip#bucktommy barbecue fic#buck moves in fic#buddie cheating fic#got a girl at home (but I love the way you taste)#bucktommy smut#bucktommy 7x05 smut#bucktommy leg pain fic#buddie wip#ive been stuck on the moving in fic and the cheating fic and the barbecue fic and the bucktommy smut lmao#but got so motivated and determined to write those sentences I got unstuck lol#it's far from perfect but that's what editing is for and for now i'm just glad I'm writing them again haha
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First 5 inktowbews!!! They aren't the most effortful drawings but it's just fun to be drawing every day, especially since college has been limiting my time
Day 1 - Halloween 'Stumes - I drew Gizmo The Cheat because I love him. I love Gremlins !
Day 2 - Marshie - I actually really like Vampire Marshie. Marshieween epic
Day 3 - Poker Night at the Inventory - This is a screenshot redraw from a certain bit in the game after Heavy tells a pretty messed up story
Day 4 - TMBG - I don't think this comes through but it's the Moonbeam Rays music video!! I love Moonbeam Rays !!! AURGHH!!
Day 5 - Decemberween - I spent 2 days on day 4 so I doodled this up about 15 minutes ago. Popular votes aren't supposed to cry.
#homestar runner#h*r#marzipan#strong bad#the cheat#strong mad#please never make me draw an instrument again#inktowbew#for day 4: Homestar and Homsar are in Linnell and Flansburgh's places cause of that one drawing. and cool tapes is the backing band#bc they have all the instruments#and its black and white cause the music video is#and I love moonbeam rays. my favorite somg I am a big big fan#Im so tired. time to work on the homework Ive been putting off
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one piece of fanon I see thrown about as a casual fact about beej is that he is somehow morally opposed to cheating as a concept, and has judged and would judge people based on them doing that. most of the time I see the evidence for this being his own meltdowns over even the potential of cheating on peg, and his behaviour towards hawkeye in The More I See You.
the latter is particularly confusing to me because he does emphatically state in his conversation with hawkeye in potters office that he actively does not have a moral aversion to cheating - "I couldn't break my word to Peg. And not because God'll send me to hell without an electric fan... or because it's not the right thing to do. I just don't want to."
and one of the reasons i think he says this - and the reason I think people read some sort of judgement from bj in this scene - is that hawkeye is twitchy about it. hawkeye is probing, maybe projecting, is worried about this guy thinking badly of him because he himself doesn't feel too clean about it. he pokes and he prods, slightly skittishly and nervously.
textually bj starts this conversation, and I think hawkeye (and therefore some of the audience) read into that that he is doing so to Make a Point, but what I personally read into it - and I think the intent - is that bj has some genuine concern (and perhaps a healthy dose of interest!) because he has already had a huge dose of the backstory to this whole debacle, and like any sensible person I don't think he sees it ending well for his friend.
but by the end of it hawkeye knows he has neither censure nor celebration from bj, just a steady and even-keeled acceptance of what hawkeye accepts is 'messing up his life'. bj is just acting as a neutral good-natured sounding board, which is very much early BJ's MO. it's a carefully balanced check in from a friend, one that I fanonically read as an echo of what he says he does with Peg, where he sort of pokes until she speaks about what is on her mind. (In this reading I sort of see hawkeye as hanging about wanting to Talk on purpose, especially as objectively you think this would be Private Time for bj and peg. hawkeye, to me, seems to be Loitering.)
but as bj says, a la potter writing to mildred... that's none of his business 😉
#there are more scenes and moments in canon you could twist to make out that HAWKEYE is the weird one about cheating tbh#bj has that standard for himself - he doesnt cheat because HE doesnt want to - but he isnt about to pass judgement on hawkeye for it#but to me in this scene its less about the Morals for hawkeye personally and more just that... he doesnt see a happy ending#he is sort of projecting that onto a suggestion that bj is judging him but bj doesnt really let him#anyway this is in no way a well thought out piece i just found it in my drafts cos ive been thinking about carlye again#i might turn off reblogs idk#helen speaks#my mash#hmmm idk i havent rewatched this scene to post this but eh#mash s4#mash s04ep23#50/50 if this will still pop up in the tags tbh. we'll see.
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Kazemin #98 ★*.✧
Today's Kazemin can't keep up with the opponent!
#daily kazemin🎐#ina11#inazuma eleven#kazemaru ichirouta#nathan swift#inazuma 11#inazuma eleven orion#//F_CK IM LATE AGAIN SORRY GUYS IVE BEEN SORTING OUT IRL ISSUES#anyways i would like to rant about this moment in ina11 history#BECAUSE IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH LIKE????? KAZEMARU WAS IN THE TRACK AND FIELD CLUB HE PRIDED HIMSELF ON HIS SPEED#HE WAS LITERALLY ONE OF THE FASTEST CHARACTERS EVER#I KNOW WORLDWIDE STANDARDS ARE STRICTER#AND THAT THE OPPONENTS WERE CHEATING(VAGUE TO AVOID MAJOR SPOILERS)#BUT CMON#KAZEMARUS BETTER THAN THIS
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10-19-2024
#my art lol#my ocs#xiuying#audrey#'mmm yeah this sucks ass. post it' type post#i wanted to do smthn better but all my better detailed attempts weren't coming out good so for some reason i decided to resort to MS PAINT#and then obv i cheated a little bc i did more extra effects in firealpaca and stuff#ms paint artists are truly strong as hell warriors idk how yall do it. crazy talent#but yeah timeline things changedddd and. happy death day audrey woooo#again wanted to do something better but ive been so drained on time lately and i can always prob redraw this later#theres a lot of info/details missing here but thats ok 😇😇😇😇 (exploding myself for forgetting smthn crucial in the bg FUCK)
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hear me out- HEAR ME OUT.
Terzo in his white "He is" music video suit and Copia with his white suit, together just like Nihil and Imperator in the "Dance Macabre" music video, having that peculiar wedding and kissing while it's raining blood-
#im sure i did this before but its all over my head again#anyway i dont fully comprehend why i see Nihil/Sister Imperator so copiiia coded but ive been having that though for several weeks#Nihil/Sister Imperator its just like straight copiiia to me but less real coz neither Terzo nor Copia would cheat#also MOAC and Future is a Foreign Land are so copiiia coded to me istg#Dude literally in my head there's this huge headcanon#were Sister distances Copia from Terzo cause she knows that Terzo is going to be just like his father#and she doesn't want Terzo to hurt Copia so she separate them#but man love is strong and Terzo and and Copia just love each other too much and I live for that love#Terzo ain't Nihil and yeah he probable hurt Copia more than one time but he loves him above everything and Terzo wouldn't cheat#and Copia aint giving up his feelings for Terzo either so they fight to be with each other#and then the fucking Tobias Forge shows up and cuts Terzo's head and put it in Copia's hand giving my little rat man the trauma of his life#ye anyways you get the point#alsoSister is painting Nihil's face and there is no HC that I love more than Copia painting Terzo's fac#I literally have a fanfic just about that lol#copiiia#c3#weas del luxito
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my brain is. so incredibly busy
#i keep going back and forth from like really happy#to really conflicted#to like a swinging pendulum of relationship woe and relationship lovey#idk there’s things i haven’t told anyone both with good and bad abt my gf#and i’m getting like other waves of oh god i’m a terrible boyfriend and also hey everything that ive done are things that ive done#with other friends and the only difference is that I’ve known 🦇 for a short amount of time#and also i don’t actually know him know him#like i know a bit about what he’s like with friends but i don’t know any of his friends so i don’t actually know#but also that’s kinda the exact same thing as my gf#and at this point i’m just like really happy with us#but i haven’t been happy enough to feel safe that things aren’t gonna get bad again#happy long enough*#and I#don’t wanna be a hypocrite with my friendship#but i’m also a very different partner than my gf#i know i’d hate if she was doing what i was doing#but she’s said and done shit that has made me feel really insecure to the point where i just kinda accepted that she might be cheating#at certain points#and she’s kinda said herself that she’s not sure she trusts hers#trusts herself#idk idk idk idk idk#i just want to keep my friendship with 🦇 the way ive been having it#and i don’t want her to ask me to stop#i know i’d never cross the line. i do trust myself#and i don’t want her to think otherwise
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never wishing upon my female mortal enemies to fall in love with your straight girl bsf as it is actually another way to kill yourself
#i fell in love with her again#i think#shes the first and onlt person ive ever been in love with#i was there through every man giving her advice to move on why wont she move on to me#ok im done talking so sorry guys my day started out rlly bad bcuz of the yuckys#i used to think about her all the time now i feel so normal about her but also like.. not?? idk#i wont cheat on her i wont make her do things i wont suck her toes (like on of her exes) i wont give her anything bad#i wont say bad things behind her back i wont go against her i want to be her gf why wont she let me when will i be pretty enough for her#ugh real life yuri sucks so bad dude#SHE SLEEPS IN MY BED SHE SPENDS ALMOST EVERY NIGHT WITH ME#SHE GETS CLOSE TO ME SOMETIMES AND I WANNA KISS HER i never really felt this way ever#im just gonna keep this post up this is honestly the ONLY place where ill dump all this shit no one needs to know im a little fruity
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didnt even touch on the sandra lynn stuff int he tags of the last post bcos if i talk about her im liable to explode. get behind me, middle-aged divorced woman proficient in archery
#wasnt around for sy as it aired but ive seen the remnants of the liveblogging and its so foul#the genuine misogyny....#saw someone claim gilear was a better parent than her and i had to turn off my computer#i know we all love gilear and hes been tbh redeemed by comedy where sandra lynn doesnt get that#but like. be serious.#that tonal shift in difference of how gilear and sandra lynn are received is wicked interesting to me#and like pre-emptive disclaimer this isnt Gilear Problematic I Want Discourse. im just thinkin thoughts here#the way fy episode 1 gilear actively left his wife n daughter and calls her a demon even if he doesnt mean it that way#but then fig/emily takes an interest in him and from there hes a radically different character whos just kind of. pathetic.#im hesitant to call it flanderization because initial gilear only got like 10 minutes of screentime before wet cat gilear took the stage#but like. in ep1 both faeth parents are shown as equally flawed and on an even narrative playing field#which is then upset as fig latches onto gilear as a comedic force and hes not as much 'dad with tense relationship to daughter he disowned'#as 'guy the pcs do bits with'. esp in fy he doesnt do much but let fig live in his apartment sometimes#(and if u rlly wanna analyse u could say something abt her basically taking care of him instead of the other way around)#this then rlly impacts sandra lynn! bcos now fig has One tense parental relationship to rest all her angst on#and where gilear gets bits. sandra lynn really doesnt get much spotlight until the prison sequence#and the lack of focus on sandra lynn Is lampshaded in-universe and i like the resolution#and then u get to sy where sandra lynn gets as much spotlight as gilear but she doesnt have his comedic shield#so instead she has the dramatic spotlight and both the story and the characters are weirdly obsessed w her sex life#and yeah i know im an aro autist maybe i take cheating a bit lightly. but its in the same category as the 'zelda is mad at gorgug' shit#shes made a spectacle but because shes not gilear and society has notions about sex she gets judged for it#like something abt gilear disowning fig getting dropped while sandra lynn is scrutinised so much rlly rubs me the wrong way#she is FLAWED that is what THE JAIL EP WAS ABOUT!!!#she is TRYING arguably more than GILEAR but she doesnt have the absolution of rule of funny to fall back on#i go insane. i go insane#post not mentioning jy bcos i havent seen it. once again middle-aged divorced women proficient in archery get behind me ill protect u
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We need to talk about Boeing...
You cannot fool me JoJo. As fortuitous as I feel to see Mond's gorgeous scheming face on my screen once more, I do not believe for one second he is only going to cause mayhem for TopMew. You may argue SandRay have enough to deal with for now drama wise, Rays journey in rehab, whatever Ray's father asked of Sand, the apartment fight. I will simply say to you my brethren, enough is never enough for JoJo. That beautiful conniving bitch. Love that man.
In the preview we see Boeing is causing issues for Top and Mew. in the words of Taylor it was so nice everyone being friends again. There Mew was giving Top a second chance. buT lo and behold there has been a Boeing a Hoeing around these parts. This was not something Mew was envisioning having to intercept on his merry skip of sweet mercy.
But whatever. Mew is gonna do what Mew gotta do. We need to talk about the Boeing of it all more. He's here and he's ready to stir up chaos. He's diving in balls first baby. Clearly quite happy to be Tops on call emergency fuck service when the insomnia pills just won't do it, this does not surprise me one bit. It makes sense to me he'd compete with Mew for Top. Boeing has always been in some pointless game with himself of becoming Tops priority. Or at least something that Top cannot completely let go of.
What surprises me more is that we aren't seeing more drama for Sand with shitty ex boyfriend of the year back in town right when Sand thinks he can finally be the first choice of someone he has come to love. How is this gonna set him back? After all, Top assured Sand that Boeing and him were long done. If Sand sees them together, it's clearly not the case now. How will he digest that? The mere mention of not being enough for Boeing set Sand off on vengeance is my middle name mode not too long ago. He's never been great at holding Boeing accountable for his part in fucking off with Top and leaving Sand in the dirt.
Because here's the thing. No matter how Sand sees it Boeing was not "stolen", Boeing made a choice. And is seemingly still making that choice, Top to the detriment of his own well being every time without fail. I am so very hopeful that seeing Boeing clinging to Tops scraps of attention again will wake Sand up enough for him to get the closure he needs from his ex being around, leave Boeing fiending after Top and come to the realisation that Boeing would've never been right for him. Never would've put him first the way Ray is at least trying to choose Sand's love right now, choose getting better in rehab even though it'll feel like it nearly fucking kills him for Sand's love.
But on the other hand, with Ray away in a rehab, experiencing relapse and withdrawal and having moments where he switches back to the old cold Ray on his journey to find his best healed self, there leaves room for Sand to feel scared and lonely and doubtful too. Perfect time for someone like Boeing to slink on in and play with those emotions... I just really hope Sand shows us how he's never yielded to anyone like he does for Ray with this messy bitch and doesn't give in to Boeing's flimsiness this time around. I want Sand to get the chance to finally hold Boeing accountable for his part in the downfall of their relationship instead of pinning it all on this rivalry with Top.
#only friends#only friends the series#boeing#sandray#topmew#look i used to only care that sandray made it to endgame now i kinda wanna see topmew make it too#which is a testiment to forcebooks chemistry bc ive been around cheating all my life. ive been cheated on countless times.#ive watched my mum take back her cheating husband multiple times. once a cheat you belong to the streets.#and if you arent on em best believe all the trust is gone never to return to ur relationship if u try again#so ur always gonna fight and get paranoid and nothing will be the same even when it seems good.#but in a way i jsut want mew and sand to tell top and boeing that they deserve each other#and walk tf away from all that smoke for a bit
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ughh why do i have to have njghtmares about them
#in it i was fighting w him over text and then hetm gangsd uep on me#sorry uemin so tired#i have been having a hard time being labelled a quote unquote cheater when i very strongly feel like thats not what happened#and it bothers me knowing that they get to justify their side and avoid responsibility by calling me that#when again. we were literally broken up when i sent that text to the wrong chat#and to be even more fair to me it was the lightest thing of all time it was playful kissies and lovings#like all of this is so wack. like to be labelled that while doing something so small while we werent even together#the drawing stuff is literally normal . ive done that with my kther friends before i even met sable. you are ridiculous#like it just aggrivates me because thats such a sticky smear to put on somebody especially when thats not even what happened#its so overblown and i think thats on purpose to have one last thing to justify your side#and ignore the fact that he was not the best partner to me and stressed me tf out all the time#like how am i a cheater when i played by your rules the whole time we were together#because of how insecure you are. uou let your insecurity become your reality#and i realized how much more taken care of i was with angelo and how naturally we flow together#its so natural to talk to him he is what i have needed. i would be foolish not to pick prince charming#over someone who i felt only fed me stress and anxiety and worry about everything including potential addiction issues#knowing theyre bipolar. knowing they have bpd. participating in dangerous behavior all the time#i feel like calling me a cheater when thats not what fuckin happened is just to handwave away wtf you did wrong the entire time#if i actually cheated id have been slobbering on angels meat the whole time like im sorry#id have been doing spins on it and gagging on it every night but the thing is i didnt#i stayed loyal to you while with you and confided in them as friends while you continuously demanded time from me#that wasnt organic and it was forced half of the time . god i hated playing shit with your stupid ass#so fucking monotone always wanting to do the same shit no variety and always getting upset and throwing tantrums over the smallest things#n then when that behavior once again gets put on me and i get more fucking stressed yeah i turn to my other friends#that arent anything like the other friendgroup because they dont do shit about anything and dont really gaf about snything#except for their own problems#and i confide in the other group because they actually show that they care about me. they relieve stress for me like friends are supposed 2
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you could not pay me to care about celebrities cheating on their spouse
#txt#i really can't see why anyone cares as if it personally affects them#yeah cheating is bad. how is it any of our business though#with the way some of you act it's like they cheated on you 😭#ive been cheated on btw i know how it feels but like. again. we dont know these people
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If my partner and I did a twitch stream would you guys still like me
#ive been itching to play through nancy drew again#and theres literally over 30 of them#like.#it could be fun?#and doing a stream would encourage me not to cheat (which i have done consistently since i was 10 years old)#you could all watch me lose my mind with that fucking magnet game in SHA#personal#nd
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