#ive already started finals ToT !!

[malikselfindulgence]

TRAFFIC LIGHT TRIO X READER STUDY DATE HEADCANONS [seperate + all together!]

Content: reader is gender neutral, could be interpreted as either romantic or platonic

Headcanons under the cut!

RED SON:

☆ tries his best to keep you actually focused on the task at hand- doesn't let you goof off, but will allow consistent breaks

☆ but alas, once you've asked him a single question he'll derail the conversation twenty times over until he's completely off-topic and explaining something not even in your curriculum

☆ not that you mind- it's nice seeing him get passionate over topics he's into

☆ he tends to get absorbed into whatever he's working on, so study dates are a good way to get him to eat and drink water regularly alongside you

☆ I headcanon him as autistic, so parallel play is one of his favorite things! Enjoys being in your company while you each do your own seperate thing

☆ gets very easily frustrated if you're studying something not in his field of expertise [think molecular biology, literature, world geography] and you ask for his help only for him to not understand the question

☆ now it's your turn to try and keep him focused instead of going on a long-winded rant about how he's very smart and knowledgeable and this book is actually stupid and also he's-

MEI:

☆ you get a surprising amount of work done when you're with her!

☆ Mei's pretty good at balancing work and fun- she knows when to leave you be so you can focus on your studies, and when to strike up a conversation so you don't get too bored or stressed out

☆ she has a study date playlist specifically for the both of you that she updates frequently- she tries to keep her rock/metal songs out of it so it doesn't startle you and break your attention

☆ she's very horrible at explaining things- you ask her to help you with a question and although she understands the concept, she uses such convoluted metaphors and analogies that leave you more confused than before

☆ she likes holding your hand or sitting in your lap while you both work- just touching you in some way

☆ comes up with funny abbreviations for things you have to memorise

☆ gives you little pecks/kisses every once in a while, and near the end of your date when you're both burnt out, she'll give you a sleepy cuddle session while flipping through your flash cards

MK:

☆ oh boy

☆ where do I even start

☆ half of it is spent trying to wrangle MK into his desk, and the other half is spent trying to get him to open his books

☆ has a surprising amount of niche hyper-specific knowledge about various subjects, but if you ask him about the basics his mind'll blank

☆ tries his best to make the environment as comfortable for you as possible- utensils all set, cushions for your back, snacks and drinks on the table, reminders to stretch so your back doesn't hurt

☆ playing loud music tends to help him settle down and get some work done- you have to be holding his hand so he doesn't fidget around, though

☆ doodles on your notebooks/sticky-notes, usually small sketches of you or of himself giving you a thumbs up, flowers, hearts, little messages about how you're doing super well and you're super smart. It's really endearing and helps keep your morale up

☆ his attention span is very very low [I headcanon him as having ADHD], so he has to take multiple breaks in between. If you're still working while his mind is un-focused he'll braid your hair to keep his hands busy

RED SON + MEI + MK:

☆ yeah, you're not getting anything done today

☆ Mei and Mk together are a force to be reckoned with- and Red Son only adds fuel to the fire

☆ Mei and Mk'll make stupid jokes, Red Son'll tell them to shut up so he can focus, they'll make fun of him, he'll reply with a defensive and louder insult, and the cycle repeats

☆ if you ask a question, everyone'll be fighting to try and take a look at your book and help

☆ cue ensuing argument that lasts well into 20 minutes because all of them have a different answer

☆ upon googling it, you tell them that they're all wrong, actually

☆ even though you end up not doing anything, it's still a lot of fun- they're moreso just normal hangouts with the false advertisement of being productive

☆ the only time you get any work done with them is if it's the night before finals and you have to cram- the stress radiating off of you keeps their mouths shut

[Reminder that requests are open!]

[shadowoffandoms]

Ok so writing this crossover fic is...awesome? Because I get to dive deeper into these AUs ive been eyeing for a while now (stares at Sep!Leo, Prime!Leo, OMO!Leo, Tot!Leo, MNMC!Leo, etc) and absorb all info as humanly possible.

Because of all the angst potential each and every AU i've chosen has, and if I'm going to loosely follow the plot of No Way Home, then BOY OH BOY IT'S GOING TO BE FUN!

Below are my ideas and possible scenarios for the fic that may or may not come true, so steer away if you don't like potential spoiler territory.

As mentioned in my last post, Prime!Leo may or not be playing a role in being the Green Goblin of this story bc well, it fits surprisingly well?? Also throws more angst as I'm planning to do an Aunt May/Revenge arc with Canon Leo. And obviously, in that big battle near the end, the villains join the Goblin after some persuasion.

Which Leo's would join Prime? That's the main question. I'm thinking Sep!Leo, potentially Feral (I mean, manipulation tactics), Foot Leo, and that's honestly it? The others have pretty good morals.

Green just wants time to recover for himself (he's so traumatized), LM just wants his brothers, Cels is vibing in the sky (and going off the black hole ver of Kraang is obviously against them), Blood Bath is just a guy trying to live and just stumbles upon brothers, Tot + MNMC + OMO in general hate the Kraang.

OH AND PRIME WON'T REVEAL THAT FACT UNTIL WAY LATER TOO!! LIKE GREEN GOBLIN! GREEN GOBLIN ARC?! Then I'm thinking "okay the finale in NWH is extreme what about that?" Leo, in immense pain as he feels his ninpo being pulled to the edge or something like that, soul and shit included. It's going to be hell a lot more dark that NWH since I sort of alluded to it in the first chapter already.

If you couldn't tell, my brain started spouting even more ideas while writing this whole thing out, this stuff isn't even in my notes yet

[crimsonophelia]

request! OKOKOKOK BUT LIKE--- can i have some headcanons on how xiao would react to his fem!s/o cumming almost instantly because his pp (i cant say the other words its funky to me sorry TOT) slammed into her wombs entrance?? How would he react when she begs for more?? Creampie?? Size kink??! Boobes!!!!!!?

Sorry ,,

featuring: xiao x fem!reader

warnings: nsfw under the cut: 18+ only, creampie, overstimulation, afab reader

published: june 7, 2021

form: headcanons

a/n: ohoho, no need to apologize, my anonymous friend. ive been waiting for a spicy request and i thank you for being the brave soul enabling me to write absolute filth. i hope i did your request justice~

i think the way this scenario ends is entirely dependent on what point in the relationship you and xiao are in

i personally headcanon xiao to be very submissive, but he will definitely start to feel more adventurous the longer he is with you and tries out new things with you

sometimes he gets in a certain mood—perhaps he’s been too worked up throughout the day, or something is really bothering him—and he gets the urge to let out some of that pent up frustration

when he asks you if he can take the lead tonight, youre a little surprised at first. youre typically the one taking care of him, using your hands and mouth to give him pleasure, while he is the one rewarding you with his beautiful, delicate reactions to your treatment

however, youre never one to turn down an opportunity to try something new, so you acquiesce

xiao is nervous because initiating isn’t something he does often, in daily life and also in the bedroom, so he tries to remember how you take care of him

he starts out by kissing you, the safe option. his lips are a little clumsy, endearingly so, but with your guidance, he’s on the right track.

he’s a big fan of tongue, he’s honestly 80% tongue which can be a little daunting, but you know him so well at this point that you move perfectly in sync with him

after a long while of making out and building up confidence, you both are panting heavily, and xiao can feel himself getting a little hard, the friction between his clothed cock and your underwear making him even more desperate. you and both are of the understanding that he wants to be taken care of, even if he’s doing the heavy lifting tonight

xiao is a straightforward person, never one to beat around the bush or equivocate in any way, something you rather admired about him. in a similar way, he’s just the same when going down on you. not particularly vocal, only speaking up once in a while to make sure you’re feeling okay

after endlessly tracing the outlines of your pelvic bone, xiao finally pushes your panties carefully to the side, revealing how wet you are for him, dripping down the sides of your thighs. he doesn’t say much, although his eyes do widen a bit, feeling a little daunted perhaps

“can i?” he asks you, and you understand his few words perfectly. you give him a confident nod, already growing wetter by the second purely out of anticipation.

xiao then slides a slim but dexterous finger slowly into you. your breath hitches—so rarely do you feel his hands inside you, when it is most often the other way around. you can tell he’s a little nervous, but you make sure to moan louder than you usually would, encouraging him to proceed

he then inserts a second finger into you, not going very far, partially due to how small and slim his hands are, but mostly due to how impatient he is to get to the main act of the show. xiao’s fingers gradually become more confident, scissoring lightly against your entrance, making sure youre loosened up, whilst pulling light, heady moans from you

you yourself are already getting very needy at this point, feeling so empty after his two fingers leave your hole. xiao certainly isnt one to keep you waiting though, as he soon after pulls down his own pants without much ceremony, exposing his lower body

now, xiao is a pretty small guy, and it works in his advantage in his line of work, considering his extreme agility. however, he’s packing a very decent size, bigger than you’d expect for someone of his slim stature. youd have seen his cock plenty of times before by now, but you’re always so taken with how it fits xiao so well—elegant, slim, and slightly curved

he once again looks you in the eye for permission, sweat already beading his brow. with your affirmation, he pushes his head against your entrance without much hesitation, causing you to almost yelp in surprise. it felt so different when you were the one being caged in underneath, instead of on top, riding your boyfriend

gradually, he pushes in further and further without much resistance, your abundant slick being all the lubrication he needed. each second felt dragged out, until you were wondering how much deeper his cock could push inside of you. seeing it was one thing, but feeling it inch inside you, bit by bit, was something entirely different

despite xiao only entering you minutes ago, you were already on the precipice, a pressure building up low in your hips and in the top of your head. he was completely in a zone of pure concentration, eyes transfixed at the entrance of your cunt where his cock was currently buried inches deep inside, probably not even noticing how your moans had already turned into desperate wails of his name

he was now completely sheathed inside of you, the tip of his length nudging right against that spongey spot in your walls that made you see stars. you couldn’t handle it anymore, you never thought being on the receiving end would feel so exquisite

the room filled up with your needy whines (“a-ah! x-xiao, baby, please, please hurry... come on, faster—hn! h-hahhh!”) and his wordless pants and groans, as be began to hurriedly pump himself in and out, savoring the tight squeeze of your walls

each pump drove him harder and deeper, until xiao was literally hitting your cervix with every thrust of his narrow, little hips. your legs began convulse and bend involuntarily, and your hands grabbed on to xiao’s forearms for purchase, you managing to moan out, “hnn babe, i think i’m gonna c-cum!”

xiao looked bewildered but extremely turned on, and began to thrust even faster, the lewd squelching of your slick mixed with his precum fueling your buildup even more. before you knew it, the pressure in your stomach snapped, and you let out a wailing cry, back arching off the bed like a woman possessed

the sight was absolutely intoxicating to xiao. he could feel his cock twitching even more violently, your screams of pleasure driving him towards his climax as well. with a few more deep, violent thrusts against your cervix, xiao had cum deep inside of your cunt, so much that it began squeezing out around his cock at your entrance

no, but he didnt stop there. he needed more—the feeling of being in control of his and your pleasure was addicting. he kept thrusting, even if there were tears building up around the corners of his eyes, and his grunts had long since turned into needy whines. crying out for you, over and over (“a-ah! y-y/n, you feel so good, hnn... please!), his moans turned high-pitch and nearly incoherent. he was determined to overstimulate the both of you until you both came again

and so he did. you held on to his forearms, this time him coming back down to slip his tongue into your mouth again, as the juices from his previous endeavor leaked out all over your thighs. before long, you both had come again, him spilling another load inside your already full cunt. you notice xiao had tears staining the edges of his cheeks and his eyelashes from the intensity of it all— he always was the more sensitive one in the relationship.

xiao was exhausted. you wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes as he collapsed at your side, pulling out and leaving a big mess on the bedsheets. you would take care of that later. now, you wanted to take care of your boy. you told xiao a series of “i love you’s”, and before long, he was fast asleep beside you.

a/n: thank you again for requesting! im always down to write smut hehe

[rigelmejo]

Language Updates! May 25, 2022

My health is still being mean but hopefully it'll turn. As expected, I'm not studying much.

But I did get the urge to study again. So I did. And it went in an odd direction (for me) so I feel like documenting it.

First the Japanese stuff - I got into playing Final Fantasy 7 again, and video games always remind me how much I want to learn Japanese, so the urge to study kicked in gear lol. As of now I'm not doing anything big, I'm too tired lately for big goals. I am playing Yakuza 0 now and having fun picking up the words I do know. And learning some words, mainly though just refreshing my memory on things I already knew like 少し,あるんだ, zenbun matte etc. Some sentences I fully understand! Most I know a couple words, some I only hear omae lol. As one would expect.

I'm also listening to Glossika Japanese again (as review so the old files I've heard already). So not much listening, at the beginning again lol, but everything is coming back fast. So that's good.

I also bought Koisenu Futari today and started reading it on Kindle. It's like 249 pages and my reading speed says I'll finish in 8 hours, which honestly is amazing to me since usually I read too slow to Ever finish a novel ToT in a foreign language (unless it's french). I read 7 pages and it's clear to me on some level I remember the grammar i learned i jusr don't explicitly remember it if it makes sense. Like I know what's a noun or verb or how the verbs conjugation affects meaning but I'm not able to say exactly whats going on. Basically it's readable, thankfully, cause my brain still remembers how to interpret the grammar. I still credit forcing myself to do 600 Clozemaster Japanese sentences last summer for all the grammar comprehension improvements tbh, it really truly helped me get used to real world sentences and the variety in them (versus textbook sentences). Anyway so far its nice! It's to my happiness an easier read (difficulty wise) with a lot of Kanji I know so I also can kind of cheat and guess the meaning on a lot (I'm mainly looking up Kanji pronunciations/confirmations of definition and hiragana words). But I will say :c kindles Japanese to English dictionary sucks So I'm glad i recognize the Kanji a bit.

Basically, I'm back into Japanese a bit. I also found some audio dramas with eng subs I'd like to listen to that I was going to months ago, maybe yest Listening Reading Method with. But tbh my attention span is short and I don't think I can focus for 1.5 hours to get through them (though Nier Replicant Audio drama AND mdzs Japanese audio drama are on youtube which are both very cool and i do eventually wanna get to ToT)

Now for the out of character portion. So ive been watching kdramas. Live Up to Your Name, Mr Sunshine, Tomorrow, My Country the New Age, etc. As you do. And it turns out... when I listen to something long enough I really want to learn something. So I looked into learning Korean a bit.

I want to preface with!!! If YOU are brand new to learning Korean, like comprehensible input/nature method learning methods, I highly recommend going to Learn Korean in Korean YouTube channel and just Devouring all the videos made by that guy. THAT is a well made course where you can genuinely learn through comprehensible input for the basics and some surface conversational stuff (possibly more). I watched 1 of his videos once knowing zero Hangul and not caring if i learned and learned how to introduce myself. His videos are GOOD.

That said... mejo is a messy person who doesn't follow their own advice, and despite me KNOWING I love that specific learning material... I'm not using it. Why? Because watching YouTube videos requires consistent focus and i just cannot reliably focus on something for several minutes right now. I can't do long periods of focused study at the moment. Even though I know if I binged his channel I'd learn a lot.

So what is mejos plan to learn korean?

Well studying Hangul is step 1, which I've done before and have done the past few days again. Now I'm practicing just kind of seeing it in practice (like in textbooks etc) to get used to properly reading it and remembering. As my motivations for wanting to learn korean are Extremely Shallow right now - I'd just like to know some lines in kdramas when I watch, maybe absolute MOST I'd like to have a convo in korean like hi how are you do you draw (and in a world I'll never live in... enough to read Korean guardian translation but let's be real its not gonna happen.. probably). I have no intense need to learn to read Hangul. I'm gonna pick it up anyway, since it's everywhere and reading it is ultimately critical. But books with romanization are my friends right now so I can compare romanization to the Hangul to test my reading of the Hangul, and to learn words with an approximate pronunciation instead of absolutely no idea if i picked a moderately close pronunciation up (if theres only Hangul and I read a,syllable wrong I'm gonna learn words wrong lol).

So I found Teach Yourself Korean (or some equivalent type book) on archive.org for free. And am reading it. It covers Hangul, and then simple surface level conversations like your typical beginner textbook (hi, how are you, my name is, i work at, I study, I want to eat x etc). It works fine for some Hangul reading practice and getting a chance to look at sentence structure. Realistically I know korean is SOV and a really Great help would be a textbook that does literal word by word translations cause my brain likes seeing that but I'm not putting tons of time into this. (Also sadly? I KNOW there's a cool korean textbook out there whixh starts with english but in korean sentence structure then adds more korean words, like comprehensible input for korean but also intuitive grammar instruction. And i DONT know the name so I canr find it ;-; if you know the name of the textbook I'm mentioning please message me).

For words, i was going to just be brutal to myself and hop right into Clozemaster Korean. That was utterly impossible lol! With very poor Hangul reading skills you are screwed in clozemaster, there's no romanization to help you sound anything out. Also you don't hear audio until after you answer, also the diffetent grammar structure is not explained even minimally in Clozemaster. So I have realized. Yes, yes you really do need to be upper beginner or above to use Clozemaster reasonably comfortably. Unless you're learning a language with similar grammar and a similar alphabet like French or Spanish then maybe you could jump right in as a complete novice if you were up for the challenge (I can read some Spanish, I could probably push through clozemaster Spanish to study and learn more vocab even though it would be brutal). I realized clozemaster is just NOT helpful as a complete beginner in korean with zero grammar knowledge. Now normally, I'd dive right in and spend 1 week to 1 month reading a grammar guide summary of the language so I have a vague idea of what I'm looking at verb noun adjective subject object particle wise etc at all times. But as I mentioned, im exhausted lately, i cant do intensive focused reading for hours which a grammar guide would require of me. Also... to be honest, I find it an interesting experiment to go into a language totally unprepared. I was prepared for all the other languages I studied to some (minimal) degree since i studied literally all of them as a teen at least a little (japanese, Spanish, French, German, mandarin). While it's not much, it does mean if there were ever 6 months of struggling with sound or writing system or what the heck does a verb look like in z language, i got a little practice prior to diving in more as an adult.

So. What to do. Well I know for me, comparing sentence structure truly helps me grasp grammar the best. It's why clozemasrer Japanese helped me SO much with grammar, it's why one of my fave japanese textbooks is Japanese Sentence Patterns, it's why Spoonfed Chinese anki deck ans audio files help me so much. Seeing and hearing a sentence in both languages helps me figure out where words go in each, how they conjugate, what phrases are different completely etc. Unfortunately anki and memrise sentence decks in korean would make me exhausted, as i can't do the hours long intensive focus I need for flashcards personally at the moment. Clozemaster has a radio mode (to help make it easier on me) but clozemaster sentences start TOO hard compared to educational made sentences which tend to start artificially simple but help clarify the sentence structures before adding complexity gradually. Well i was like... glossika Korean might work. Turns out I'd downloaded the old glossika korean audio files a year ago so I put them in a place I could listen to. And that's going to be my primary setup for study probably. I doubt I'm going to pick up much, certainly not at the slow rate I've got to study right now. But if I DO learn anything then I'm putting in a good word for comparative 2 language audio flashcard type study materials. They worked EXCELLENTLY for me for chinese listening comprehension, increasing vocabulary, grammar patterns, but i used them as an upper beginner who could read some stuff already. Korean would be my first time trying to use glossika with a language I can't already read some things in (aka comprehend basic stuff to a decent level when reading already). We will see if i pick up much. But I can already tell it's easier for me to figure out new words than clozemaster korean, so glossika is easier for a beginner to use for sure. (Personally I do Not recommend modern glossikas subscription model I hate the flashcards but tbh i canr do flashcards often, I prefer the old glossika audio lessons they used to make so that's what I use whenever i say glossika).

So yeah, my plan for korean right now is: glossika korean audio files (dual language audio of sentences starting simple then progressing), and Teach Yourself Korean book read through. Maybe some other stuff, but this is easiest.

A side note: I am sad to report the FSI korean course audio files on archive.org are Only korean. I say thus because FsiS chinese course audios read the English aloud, then rhe chinese, then the drill directions then the drill answers. So you can basically do the entire course entirely through audio (which is great if visuals are an issue for you, or so it can be done without needing to look if say you're walking or working, and the book is mainly pinyin so it's not a huge loss to just use the audio files). So I was expecting the korean FSI course audio to also have all that - which would have made it serve the "simple sentences with dual audio to compare and pick up words and grammar" function. But there's no English in the audio, so i found the korean glossika audios instead. (In a pinch FSI courses are yes dry, but very good introductions to several languages. I like their tone drills a lot for chinese.)

Another side note: sad to report that unlike Japanese and Chinese I am not aware of the really cool niche textbooks yet. Like in Japanese, I have textbooks specifically suited to me - ones that focus on sentence patterns, 2 that teach through reading and progressive difficulty, Kanji mnemonic books. Same for chinese - I have an old grammar book that writes a way I understand, 3 comprehensible input massive graded readers that increase in difficulty, some more graded readers by difficulty, a 500 most common hanzi book with a bunch of words that use them underneath, parallel texts, a wonderful hanzi mnemonics book, a wonderful chinese intro book that covers 1000 words (which isn't ideal but i appreciate the author and irs better than one textbook I found which only teaches 200 words total yikes). I learn well with comprehensible input books like graded readers/stuff that makes you learn by trying to understand, and with comparisons of sentence structure with a LOT of common words so I pick them up. Like I mentioned above... I know a korean textbook exists that writes the English in korean word order then gradually adds in more korean words too, I am very interested in finding it if anyone knows the name or has heard of it before.

[pikaflute]

pickles for every emoji

oh jeez

⚧️ - Pronoun headcanon - he/him

🏳️‍⚧️- Gender headcanon - transgender

🏳️‍🌈- Orientation headcanon - gay

🌌- Zodiac sign headcanon - hold on i have a meme for this:

🧠- MBTI headcanon - annoying, which ever one makes him annoying

❤️- Otp - i have an itabag, a crocodile and octopus plushie, i have made copious memes and posts about them, and they're the reason i started watching metalocalypse. nickles has effectively RUINED my life, im pretty sure reading the fic where pee stuff happens between them made me have to take calc 2 again. that or parabola (narles fic).

🧡- Everyone I ship with this character - besides nathan: chickles, picklesface, and uh....fuck i think thats it. hes got three boyfriends max.

💛- Brotp - hes toki's band mom. first of all. also skwisgaar and pickles are probably besties and hes probably buddies with abigail too.

💚- Notp - magpickles :( he was mean to pickles so he gets nothing from pickles.

💙- Crossover ship I like - i just think him in the 80s getting with severely depressed and hating his life majima is very funny. it is btw.

💜- Crossover non-ship relationship I like - this is related to my whole mtl psychonauts crossover thing im brewing but i think milla would be friends with pickles on account of her liking pathetic men

📖- AU I’d like to see them in: LOOK AT MEEEEE.....revengencer pickles is SOOOO good. like soooo good. he gets to look sexy hot in his stupid leather jacket and pants, and have that gay ass octopus tattoo on his chest. i also just wanna see him be evil. evil arcs for characters who deserve it is so satisyfing to me. also i want to that scene from the yakuza movie where majima sits on kiryu's face recreated with nickles in this au is perfect for that.

❤️‍🩹- Angsty headcanon - hey :) so pickles totally has like. doubt when he's first starting the band. like his last band failed, and no one in his new band (minus nathan) seems to like him all that much, especially the rhythm guitarist who keeps screaming at every practice session. if dethklok goes what does he have left? no one. his former band is down the toilet and his family doesn't like him so if dethklok fails he has no one to turn to. that doubt leaves his mind when dethklok finds success and he finally has a family to turn to. well :) until the band breaks up of course teehee heehee

💖- Happy headcanon - aw do you think when dethklok post doomstar was doing charity stuff pickles was like working with some kids and they all kinda look up to him because he's big and successful and so nice and also he's gay like them :). so he starts to hang out with them and like help them with their problems. he starts to make them feel more at home and even decides to make a shelter for any runaway kids who need a home. pickles also denies that he cares about the kids he's helping as he's hugging them all tightly. caring isn't brutal (he's crying)

😋- Funny/stupid headcanon - i think he just knew how to play drums randomly. like when dethklok was starting nathan was like 'we have a singer and three guitarists can you play drums?' pickles is like 'no ive never played drums but ill try' cue like one of the best drum solos those guys have heard and murderface is like 'how the FUCK did you do that?' and pickles just shrugs. literally winging his successful music career

🥖- Food headcanon - ive said he likes to cook before but i think he has the worst food tastes possible. he is the man i saw once dip his pizza in ranch. he's literally horrible when he makes food for himself. i hate it.

🛌- Sleep headcanon - he sleeps like an idiot. seriously, the man is 5'4 and he spreads himself across the whole bed. he's kicking nathan in the kidneys half the time. he's sensitive there pickles come on.

🏡- Domestic headcanon - call him gay (HE IS) but he totally wants tot settle down. maybe have a kid. he spoils his nephew rotten already so i think he would be an "okay" dad. he would still kinda suck at it but he really wants a family and a home to call his own. the one he didn't get, you know?

🗡- Badass headcanon - you think he fights with his legs. i have reference majima like five times in this ask. whatever. hes gonna breakdance and make a fire tornado with his powers. the prophecy didnt say anything about these sick moves.

❓- Anything else you want! - i think he would be pretty flexible. he's got good leg support from playing the drums and he did a lot of wacky shit on stage in the 80s, so he could totally do some weird position to freak his band out

[actualbird]

oooh 15, please? Hope your day is going great!

hullo!!! (´ヮ`)

my day is going okay!! my neck hurts so bad though because i got tasked with a rush job interview transcription and so i typed for 2 hours, head slouched, and now im in Pain kjbdkJBJ. thats okie tho, i'll answer this ask to distract myself HAHA

15. A Hollywood producer tells you that they want to film just one of your fics. Which fic would you want it to be?

of my tot fics, it's gotta be "got james bond as a bodyguard over here, lucky me" for the following reasons

ONE: it's the only fic thats going to be film-level long, HAHA. it's only got 2 chapters rn (and chapter 3 is coming soon i swear to god) but judging by my outline? once this thing is done it'll be somewhere around 20k-30k words long. please pray for me.

TWO: in film (and i assume i have a hand in directing this film in particular because if not im going to haunt the set like a ghost, wailing and caterwauling at every artistic decision made) it's hard to do written internal monologs exactly how they are. like sure, u can go the route of character voiceover monolog that only the audience hears, but thats rarely done in a way that isnt too on the nose and is actually enjoyable. this fic has/will have a lot of internal monolog thats important but everything in those internal monologs will be fleshed out through tangible action that can be seen

THREE, WHICH IS RELATED TO TWO, IN TERMS OF TANGIBLE ACTION: theres actually action in this fic HAHA. like action-movie type of action. theres none in it currently but in my outline for future chapters after the plot finally picks up (aka after chapter 3, god this chapter is so hard bc it actually starts THE PLOT LOL), theres Gonna Be Action.

to vaguely give you an idea: theres gonna be blood, theres gonna be fighting, theres gonna be unwise driving choices, theres gonna be maybe one explosion. tot has toted luke pearce as a super spy and goddamnit i gotta actually write that out!!!!! and if ive written it, i wanna see it!!! I WANNA SEE HIM BE STUPID COOL AND DRIVING A CAR LIKE A MADMAN AND FERALLY PROTECTING MARIUS VON FUCKIN HAGEN!!!!

FOUR: pure self indulgence, i wanna see luke and marius kiss. i know ive already written that myself but. im a simple guy. i wanna see kiss. show me kiss. mwah mwah

FIVE: oh fuck oh man wait wait answering this ask made me realize i wanna put in this fic some fanservice for luke lovers. brb gotta run and add a VERY IMPORTANT scene into my outline of this fic featuring luke pearce in some degree of undress-----

thank you for this ask!! i hope your day is going great too :DDD

[applepi1101]

Abakebsnamamma-

Could you do an iida x jokester! Reader?

Like reader pulls harmless pranks on people. (Replaces hair gel with milky jello, replaces pen with dead pen, stuff like that) pls and thank you!!

ah crap, I'm so sorry I forgot about this for a sec ToT. finals week is coming up and I just became brain mush :,)

but I shall give the people what they want now!

So imma just start this off with some headcanons and then a short little fic thing kk, just for you anon.

I think at first he would be a little like, ‘how disrespectful stop this nonsense right now’ but it would grow on him

he finds it a little endearing ngl, like something about your laugh when your pranking people,,,

lmao what a simp-

but anyway, he would still give you a lecture even after you guys are close, just because he feels like he has to

he really doesn't mind it as much (maybe even enjoys it if its someone like bakugo but-)

He would ‘try’ to stop you, but if you somehow get out of his grasps,,, uh oh woopsie his leg engines aren't working?? that's so strange, guess you're getting away this time *shrugs*

He wouldn't like it if you went too far though, like if you do something that could hurt someone, but you would never do that... right anon?

you convinced him to participate in a prank one time and he felt so guilty after but he didn't hate it??? you've ruined him anon! 

he wouldn't join in on any pranks after that though :,)

But basically he just watches from afar and pretends like it isnt happening

Only for the sake of his pride though dont take it the wrong way (he really loves youuu)

Iida huffed, “I already told you,” He crossed his arms and looked at you sternly, “I dont want anything to do with your,,, pranks... and i advise you to cease this childish behavior at once.”

You pouted at him and noticed him flinch slightly, “come on Iida... It’ll be fun!” you beamed at him. 

“You’re lucky youre my s/o...” he muttered, his resolve almost shattering. (SIMP-) You hummed and looked at him expectingly. He sighed and patted your head awkwardly, “and I love you,,, now go do your prank on Bakugo-kun before i change my mind about letting you go.” 

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IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT AND HE’S SO OOC ASDKJGH IVE FAILED YOU ANON PLEASE FORGIVE MEEEEE

AHHHHHHH *drowns in guilt and genshin addiction*

[lgbtyrus]

Three Fish and a Malfunction

First place price of my fanfic giveaway for @lilaaugenringe ! She wanted a fanfic of TJ and Cyrus at the fair :) This is a post bench scene fic where they’re not boyfriends or haven’t kissed yet. 

Words: 3,122 

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It had been about a month since TJ and Cyrus held hands on the night of Andi’s party. Nothing was really official yet, though. It kind of made Cyrus nervous because he didn’t know exactly how serious TJ was about him or if he was even serious at all. He did hold his hand every waking chance that he got and listen to him talk about his day every day. It felt unreal that he got to talk to the boy he had been crushing on for months, knowing that he liked him, too.

He just couldn’t call him boyfriend or anything. He was honestly just scared they were going to end up in another Jonah and Andi situation, and it was all going to fall over.

Cyrus was laying in his bed, about to fall asleep when his phone went off. He checked it and saw it was a message from the group chat. Not only did it have the GHC, but it also had Marty, TJ, and Jonah.

Buffy: Me and Marty were thinking about going to the fair tomorrow and thought it’d be more fun as a group. You guy’s down?

Marty: come thruuu

Andi: What time?

Buffy: 1?

Andi: sure sounds fun :)

Jonah: down

Cyrus didn’t really want to go. He had nothing but bad experiences at the fair. He didn’t want to have to admit to TJ he was afraid of most of the things at the fair and would probably throw up. But at the same time, he wanted an excuse to spend time with TJ and the rest of the crew before summer started wrapping up.

Cyrus: see ya’ll there

TJ: same here

Buffy: this feels fake. Making plans with a friend group this large should not be this easy

Andi: we’re not 20 yet

Cyrus slid out of the group chat and went to go message TJ privately as the rest of them went off on a tangent about growing old.

Cyrus: just so you know, I’m afraid of basically everything at the carnival

TJ: its okay cy. We can just stay low and play some games and share a pretzel or whatever

Cyrus: I mean, I can get on rides if you want. Just not more than three unless the we want the pretzel to come back up

Cyrus: we don’t

TJ: gjhsfjkghs don’t worry cyrus we don’t have to go on anything you find scary

TJ: unless

Cyrus: oh no

TJ: you want to get some carnival rides off your list of things you can’t do

Cyrus: i really put some carnival rides on there?

TJ: just three. We can do one or two if doing three gets too much.

Cyrus: what rides did I put on that cursed list

TJ: you put down the hammer, the haunted tunnel, and the mirror maze???

Cyrus: I think I have a repressed memory in the mirror maze bc I literally can’t remember why ive never gone in there and I guess we can do the haunted tunnel if you hold my hand

TJ: deal :)

TJ: shouldn’t you be asleep???

Cyrus: yah

TJ: goodnight cyrus <3

Cyrus: goodnight teej <3

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Cyrus woke up and remembered his plans for the day. He felt like he was going to throw up the breakfast he hadn’t eaten yet. He sighed and got up to get ready for the day. He quickly checked his phone and saw that there was 206 unread messages in the group chat. It must’ve been a boring night compared to their usual 800. Then again, he wasn’t up to double text.

It was a few hours before TJ and his mom picked him up. It was a nice car ride. TJ’s mom didn’t know that TJ was gay, but Cyrus had a gut feeling that she knew something was up between them. She didn’t really treat him differently, but she had that look mothers had in their eye when they knew something was up.

That's the way Cyrus mom looked at him when he first started bringing TJ around. She sort of knew, but she didn't say anything. Cyrus kind of hoped she would say anything else besides, "I like that TJ kid." But she didn't, so he did. It wasn't as hard as he thought it would be. He knew his parents loved him, so he doesn't know why he was so scared, but he still was.

It was like being with TJ. He knew TJ liked him, so he didn't know why he was scared.

TJ and Cyrus entered the fair and sat at the bench that the others would show up. They started holding hands the minute TJ's mom drove away. It was nice. Summer wasn't overbearing, and TJ looked nice in his stripped navy blue T-Shirt and tanned skin. Cyrus couldn't help but stare for a little.

"See something you like?" TJ smirked, leaning back on the bench and pretending to do a hair flip.

Cyrus rolled his eyes and said, "Yeah. That piece of gum stuck on this bench seems pretty appetizing." TJ immediately looked around and saw the piece of gum stick between them on the bench.

"Gross," TJ shook his head.

"Hey, guys," Jonah showed up smiling. The boys greeted him as  they saw the rest of them walk up behind him.

"You guys ready to go?" Buffy grinned, holding hands with Marty who was staring at her the same way Cyrus was staring at TJ.

"Yeah," TJ nodded, "let's go throw up."

"I'd rather not," Andi laughed as TJ and Cyrus stood up. They walked around as a group, looking at carnival games. It was fun watching Buffy and Marty get competitive and end up with too many stuffed animals in less than an hour. They had to hand some out to some little kids walking by.

TJ pulled Cyrus to the side and won him a stuffed frog in a basketball game. Cyrus could've taken the extremely big stuffed animal, but the smaller frog had a tight lip "smile" that reminded him of TJ.

"Thanks," Cyrus smiled, looking up at the taller boy.

"It's nothing," TJ laughed, putting his arm around him. "Let's go find the rest before we get lost." Cyrus and TJ caught up to Andi and Jonah who were trying to get a fish.

"Where are Buffy and Marty?" Cyrus asked as Andi tossed a ball into a fish bowl. It went to the side.

"In the mirror maze," she pointed in a different direction. "I'm trying to help Jonah win a fish."

"It's the only pet the apartment lets us have, so," Jonah shrugged before tossing another ping pong ball.

"Want to do the mirror maze?" TJ raised his eyebrows at Cyrus. Cyrus agreed without hesitation and walked over with him. They didn't have to wait in line and walked right in.

"Why did you put this in the list?" TJ asked him as they held hands through the thing.

"I have no idea?" Cyrus laughed. "Maybe it was about my self-esteem. You can only look at yourself for so long before you start to think that you're ugly."

"Well, you're not," TJ said, squeezing his hand tighter as they went through a corner. Cyrus looked in the mirror ahead and saw that TJ was softly smiling. "You're actually really cute."

Cyrus expressed a content smile as he continued following TJ through the rest of the maze.

"You're cute, too, TJ," Cyrus finally told him after a few seconds of silence. "A lot cuter than a piece of gum."

TJ burst out laughing, "Gee, thanks, Cyrus," he turned back for a second to smirk at him. "My self esteem is through the roof right now."

"I do what I can," Cyrus smiled. They continued walking, the mirrors getting blurrier and some having distorted vision.

"Do you hear that?" TJ asked him. "I think Buffy and Marty are ahead." Cyrus listened and like TJ said, Buffy and Marty were laughing up ahead. They followed their laughter and found them at the exit of the maze where they were laughing at their funky appearances. Buffy turned to them and waved.

"Come take a picture with us," she laughed, "this is gold." The boys approached them and posed for a few photos for Buffy before they all walked out. They went to go look for Andi and Jonah who were sitting at a bench, three goldfish in their laps. "Oh my gosh," Buffy ran up to them. "Why did you get so many?"

"How did you get so many?" Marty asked, standing right behind Buffy.

"I felt bad only having one alone, and I ended up with three," Jonah shrugged. "I already named them Baby Tator, Tator-Tot, and the Patoto Famine."

"One is not like the others," Cyrus said, at they all laughed at Jonah's names.

"It's kind of like the others," Jonah said.

"How are you going to get on rides if you have fish now?" Marty asked him.

"I was going to wait, but I already have an upset stomach from the hot dog smell, and I'd rather not," Jonah smiled.

"Are you sure?" Buffy asked. "We're going on the hammer next?"

"Cyrus can take my place," Jonah smiled. "I'll take care of your guy's things."

Buffy smiled excitedly at Cyrus, "You want to go on the hammer?" Before Cyrus could say anything, she dragged him by the arm away.

"Buffy," Cyrus gasped, "I haven't even agreed yet."

"That's why we're going before you change your mind!"

"Your logic has a lot of faults in it!" Cyrus said as she stopped at the line. Cyrus looked up at the tall ride going as people screamed their lungs out. He looked to the side and saw a girl throwing up in a garbage can. He winced. TJ, Marty, and Andi showed up after a few minutes. Cyrus held TJ's hand very tightly. "I can't believe I'm doing this."

"I believe in you," TJ told him, "it'll be fun."

"You agreed to hold my hand the entire time and if I'm scared enough to suddenly become strong and break your hand, I'm sorry." TJ chuckled.

"It's going to be fine, Cyrus," TJ reassured him, "I promise." The line got shorter and shorter, and Cyrus felt his heart shrink every second. Next thing he knew, he was strapped in and screaming.

"The ride hasn't started, Cyrus," TJ laughed, reaching over to hold his hand. "It'll before over before you know it." Within a few seconds, the ride was on and Cyrus was screaming his lungs off along with TJ. But it wasn't horrible. He started having fun after a few moments after the initial terror. He smiled that he could finally enjoy rides like these with his friends instead of staying back every time.

When he got off, everyone was looking at him.

"Well," Andi grinned, pieces of hair sticking out of her headband, "did you like it?"

"Yeah," Cyrus smiled, "I actually did." The rest of his friends cheered on before walking out to the busy fair to look for something else.

"I promised you that it would be fine," TJ told him, putting his arm around him as they walked.

"It's now noted that you keep your promises," Cyrus told him with a huge smile. His heart was beating extremely fast and both the closeness to TJ and the fair ride had made him sweat. But he didn’t really care. He was really comfortable around TJ.

“So,” TJ said to him, “ready for the tunnel of horror?” Buffy quickly turned around to look at them happily.

“Cyrus!” she gasped. “You want to go on the Tunnel of Horror?”

“Can I say yes this time?” Cyrus raised and eyebrow at her as she jumped back and forth on her heels.

“I guess,” she said, waving her arms around.

“Ye-“ before Cyrus could finish, Buffy was already dragging him to the next ride like she had for the first one. “Do you even know where it is?”

“I know everything,” she said like it was a fact. Cyrus felt content as he heard the rest of his friends trail behind them. TJ and Marty were talking and Jonah caught up to them with his arms full of fish. It was a good day to try new things.

They got to the short line for the tunnel of horror. “I think we’ll be able to go on by the next set of cars,” TJ said as he stood next to Cyrus, holding his hand once again.

“I heard it kind of sucks this year, so it shouldn’t be too scary for Cyrus,” Buffy nudged him. “If not, I wouldn’t bring him in. The last two years have been horrifying.”

“Are you just trying to make me feel better?” Cyrus asked.

Buffy raised her arms up in defense, “The line is short for a reason.” The next set of carts showed up individually every 30 seconds, each one holding two people. First, Marty and Buffy got on one and disappeared into the tunnel. Next, Andi, Jonah, and Jonah’s three kids got on. Finally, TJ helped Cyrus onto the cart and they pulled the bar down to lock themselves.

The car started moving and Cyrus and TJ were being pulled into the dark tunnel, creepy music playing instantly. A fake door shut behind them loudly as they were in, hiding the last ounces of daylight.  One hand on the bar, Cyrus used the other one to hold TJ’s hand.

“How long is this ride?” Cyrus asked TJ right before getting startled by a monster jumping in then out.

TJ strained to hold back his laughter as he said, “Maybe five to ten minutes? Why?”

“I am not having fun in this dark space,” Cyrus said, holding his hand tighter, jumping once more as a fake witch laughed behind him.

“It’s okay, Cyrus,” TJ said. “None of this is real. We’ll be out before you know it.”

Then the ride stopped. Cyrus and TJ looked at each other, barely able to see anything in the dark. Then the music stopped, and the lights turned on. Cyrus knew he looked terrified. He felt stuffed in the cart even if they had so much room. He looked around the tunnel and saw all the fake monsters and lanterns strewn around, the fake bats on the ceiling. A little bit ahead, there was a projection of a wolf howling at the moon. Then he looked at TJ who wasn’t saying anything either.

“Ladies and gentlemen,” someone said over the intercom, “there has been a failure in the system, and we are getting mechanics on the grounds immediately. Both of the main doors can’t open at the moment so please remain in your seats until further notice to avoid getting harmed. If this takes more than hour, we will call 911.”

Cyrus was sweating now. A lot. The tunnel felt like it was radiating nothing but heat, and he pulled his hand away from TJ’s in embarrassment. But in a few seconds, he wanted it back. He wasn’t sure what was going on in his head anymore. He looked forward and saw the projection of the wolf howling. Over and over and over again. And again. And again. And he looked up at the fake bats. They started looking fuzzier, they had eyes now. Cyrus was sweating anymore. Then he realized TJ had been talking to him the entire time. TJ had his arm around him and was squeezing his hand

“Hey, Cyrus. Cyrus. Talk to me? Cyrus? Are you okay?” TJ nervously talked to him. He also seemed shaken up. “I need you to take a few deep breaths for me, okay? Cyrus? Nod. Can you nod so I know you’re listening?” Cyrus nodded.  TJ sighed in relief, “Okay, Cy. Let’s take a deep breath in.” Cyrus breathed in. “Now out.” Cyrus exhaled. They did that a few times. “Good job, Cyrus,” TJ said as Cyrus rested his head on his shoulder.

Things felt fine now.

“Are you feeling better?” TJ asked him. Cyrus weakly nodded. “Just think of good things. Your family, friends, music, the spoon, baby tators… the patato famine,”

“People died, Thelonious,” Cyrus whispered, cracking a tiny smile and making TJ let out a small snort. That made Cyrus laugh himself. “Did you just snort,” Cyrus sat up to look at him. TJ was blushing, hiding his face with the back of his hand. “That was cute.” TJ put his hand down after a while.

“Well,” TJ sat back, “I didn’t promise that we’d be out in a little bit.”

“I think I’d rather go on the hammer again,” Cyrus sighed, looking at him closely. TJ turned to look at the brown eyed boy and smile.

“I like that you liked the other one more. It’s funny,” TJ said, reaching over to brush some hair out of Cyrus’ forehead.

“Why?” Cyrus said, leaning his head into TJ’s hand.

“Just is,” TJ was whispering now, looking between Cyrus’ eyes and his lips. “Can I kiss you?” Cyrus’ heart could have not beat faster any other time in his life. He nodded and leaned into TJ who had already found his lips with his own.

So kissing is supposed to feel like a bunch of stars Cyrus thought to himself.

When they pulled away, Cyrus’ nose was touching TJ’s, and he asked him, “What are we TJ?”

“I was just waiting for the moment, actually,” TJ have him a smile, giving him another small his before saying, “I think now is an alright time to ask you to be my boyfriend.” Cyrus nodded happily, kissing him again.

The two boys were in the tunnel for about forty minutes, laughing and talking about a lot of cheesy things, before the wagons started moving again. Only, the lights stayed on as they heard over the intercom, “Thank you for waiting. We are sorry for the inconvenience. All riders will be taken off immediately as the ride is going to be shut down for the day.”

The group met outside, TJ and Cyrus being the last ones to get off.

“You guys alright?” Andi asked them as they approached them.

“All good,” Cyrus nodded, smiling widely.

“Too good,” Buffy smirked, “dish it out.” TJ and Cyrus blushed, wondering how she figured it out so fast.

“Uh,” Cyrus said nervously, “I guess we’re boyfriend and boyfriend now.” The entire group let out of loud cheers and tackled them both into a group hug, making Cyrus’ heart feel full of love. Maybe fairs weren’t so bad after all. You just needed the right group of people. The right person. TJ was his person.

[zanesgirlfriend]

Princess | Jeff Wittek

Description: Jeff takes the reader and her kid to meet his friends.

Requested?: Yes by @jimininfiress : I’d really love if you’d do a Jeff imagine and the reader (his gf) has a baby girl from a previous relationship that didn’t end bad but they’re just not together anymore and in the vlog David says something to the reader like why would you let an ex convict near your daughter and Jeff gets defensive of you and your daughter. I just think Jeff would be an adorable dad even tho his past kinda sucks lmao. Thank you tho! ❤️

A/N: i made the kid a little bit older than a baby so i hope thats okay, but this is the cutest thing ive ever written i love this okay thank u enjoy

(also if you want a part two i'd be down let me know)

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"Princess, are you ready to go?" You called for your little girl, who refused to go by her name once Jeff started calling her Princess. You didn't mind it though, you were just happy she loved your boyfriend as much as you did.

"Yeah, Mommy!" Her sweet voice filled the room as she dragged her little backpack behind her.

"Are you absolutely sure you wanna spend your birthday weekend with Jeff?" You crouched down to her level. She nodded, her little dimples making you smile.

"I'm gonna be five, Mom, I'm basically a grown-up. I'm sure." You laughed at your sassy little girl as you scooped her up. You carried her into her bedroom.

"Okay, which stuffed animal do you wanna bring to Jeff's house?" You both stared at the wide array of plushies.

"I want Peff!" You rolled your eyes as you picked up Peff. He was a fluffy piggy that Jeff gave her on the day they met, her of course naming it 'Piggy Jeff' or Peff for short. She seemed to be infatuated with your boyfriend, but he didn't seem to mind.

You grabbed the small suitcase that had items for the both of you, and locked the door behind you as your daughter lead the way to the car.

When you arrived at Jeff's apartment, your little princess couldn't wait to see him. She unbuckled her car-seat herself, begging you to move faster. She had fun racing you to his door, and doing the special knock they'd come up with together. He opened the door, kneeling down to catch her as she ran into his arms. He stood up, her tiny little arms wrapped around his neck, and leaned over to peck your lips.

"She was very excited to see you." You smiled, shutting the door behind you as you entered his apartment.

"I missed my little princess, too." He kissed her forehead and put her down, knowing she was eager to pet Nerf.

"I also missed you." He wrapped his arms around your waist, bringing you in for a real kiss. Once he let you go, he grabbed the suitcase you were holding and took it into his room.

"I wanna meet Jeff's friends!" She tugged at your shirt, causing you to remember what all you'd promised her. A birthday weekend at Jeff's apartment, hanging out with Jeff's friends, and a birthday picnic in the park.

"I know, baby, but we gotta get lunch first." You reminded her about lunch as she glared at you.

"Princess, not baby. Jeff calls you baby." She corrected you.

"That's right, Princess." Jeff walked back into the living room. "What do you wanna get for lunch?"

"I want grilled cheese." She hugged Jeff's leg.

"Oh yeah, she's decided she doesn't wanna eat animals anymore, so we're gonna have to eat all the chicken nuggets in the freezer." You joked with Jeff.

"She's right, animals don't deserve that." He agreed with her.

"So everyone's a vegetarian now?" You admired your two favorite humans.

"Nah, steak tastes too good." Jeff smiled at you.

You all three headed to Jeff's car, Jeff of course carrying the little princess the whole way.

"She can walk, in case you forgot." You reminded him. You noticed her cling tighter to Jeff's neck.

"It's her birthday weekend, let her be pampered." He smiled, completely spoiling your adorable daughter.

You stopped at a little diner to eat, and then you were finally on the way to David's house. She had heard about David, and already seemed to love him, but you didn't know if she would like any of Jeff's other friends. You've hung out with them on numerous occasions, but something about bringing your daughter with you made you nervous.

"This house is pretty." Your daughter looked out the window towards David's massive house.

"Yeah, David's got a lot of pretty stuff." Jeff said as he turned the car off. He carried the little princess inside, sliding her shoes off and throwing them atop his own as he yelled for David.

"Oh my God, hiiiiiiii!" David almost melted when he saw your daughter. "I'm David." He smiled at her.

"I'm Princess." She stuck out her hand, her wrist bent.

"You gotta kiss her hand now." Jeff told David, leaning the kid in his arms more towards him. David kissed her hand as you spoke.

"She's only this spoiled around Jeff, I promise." You assured him. She reached her arms out towards David, latching onto his neck instead of Jeff.

"You get to carry me now." She said to him, he was surprised by the weight of the child.

"Tomorrow's also her birthday, so I'm spoilin' her a little extra." Jeff pulled her off of him, setting her on the ground. She immediately walked over to the table, grabbing David's camera.

"No, no, no, don't touch that!" David reprimanded her.

"No she loves to vlog, you should turn it on, she won't break it I promise." You tell David.

"She told me she wants to be a vlogger when she grows up." Jeff laughed as David walked over to the tot. He turned the camera on and pressed RECORD.

"Hi, I'm Princess, welcome to my castle." She pointed the heavy camera towards herself. "I'm gonna give you a castle tour . . ." She continued on, Jeff following her towards Natalie's room.

"She's hilarious." David said to you.

"Is she the newest member of the vlog squad then?" You laughed, sitting on the couch.

"Yeah, she can replace Jonah." You both laughed in unison. "I'm surprised you let me near her, let alone Jeff." David said, grabbing his laptop.

"He's my boyfriend, why wouldn't he be near her?" You were utterly confused. David looked at you as if you were stupid.

"He's an ex-convict. Ex-drug dealer. Probably a bad influence for a toddler." He said. You were astounded by his idocracy.

"Yeah, keyword being ex-" You took a deep breath before you blew up. "He has been to jail and he used to sell drugs, but he's different now. Now he's a good person. He is sweet to me and my kid. He takes care of us. He is the best Dad she's ever had, and they're not even related. He loves her, and she loves him, and I would never separate them because of some stupid mistakes he made years ago."

David looked dumbfounded.

"Oh my God, you're adorable." Natalie followed your daughter back out into the living room, Jeff not too far behind. Perfect timing.

"Isn't she?" Jeff agreed, his eyes filled with love for your child.

"And this is my sleep-pod. All you do is jump in and it swallows you while you sleep." She pointed the camera at David's LoveSac. Her attention shifted as the front door opened, running to meet whoever was at the door.

"No running!" You called after her, not wanting her to get hurt.

"Hi, I'm Princess, I'm a vlogger." She pointed the camera up towards Heath and Mariah's faces.

"Aww, hi!" They both cooed at her, happy to see a cute little face. They introduced themselves, Heath of course being forced to kiss her hand.

"Hey, I'm sorry. What I said was really rude." David leaned over and apologized while everyone was paying attention to the little princess.

"What'd he say?" Jeff asked you.

"I'll tell you later, don't worry about it." Your hand laced with his.

The same sort of hand-kiss introduction thing happened all evening as more and more friends showed up. David filmed a few cute bits with your daughter, and she loved every second of it. She found some pizza in the fridge, splitting a slice with Jeff before falling asleep on his chest.

"Thank you for being such a good 'Dad' to her." You kissed Jeff, really appreciating everything he does.

"It's no problem, I love her, and I love you. Plus the single moms really love the Hot Dad at the playground." He joked with you. You made a fake 'shocked' expression before laughing.

"Hey, keep talking like that and I'm gonna be a single mom." You smiled at him, happy with the little family you had created.

[mariemarvelbear]

Korvac

Hope

Avengers x Reader

Warning: Angst.So much Angst.Slow burn angst.Abuse.Mention of rape.Brainwashed.ANGST.Blood.Torture.Swearing.Kidnapping.18+

Part 18

“Come on!You can do it!” You could hear her sweet, joyful laughter from a mile away, it would echo through the halls and into each and every room in the house, and would cheer everyone up, it was at times like this that everyone just loved the blonde lady even more. “Come on Nathaniel!” Eviana cheered, watched the tiny toddler make his way into her petite arms, cradling him once as the two of them laugh. “You did it baby! Aunt Eve is so proud of you!”

“Hey!I’m getting jealous already.” Natasha exclaimed, carefully grabbing the tot and snuggled him in her arms.

Korvac’s brows furrowed as he watched the Queen took another breath,tossing in their shared bed as sweat trickle on her face- her raven luscious hair sticking onto her face. “What’s happening?” The King asked, fear evident in his voice as he looked at Victor on the side-the two of them watching the Queen sleep.

“She’s remembering them Korvac…. We can’t help it anymore.”   “Hi.I’m Eviana. I’m lost.”

“Hello there.” A tall guy smiled, his golden fine hair glowing in the room where he stood tall in front of the child, hair just like his. “I’m Steven.Call me Steve.”

“But-“ Eve stuttered, stopping as she eyes the Captain’s attire “ You’re Captain America.” 

“Eh. Sometimes”

Eve giggled, smiled as she looked at the Captain- her emerald eyes drilling into his blue ones. Steve couldn’t help but think that he’d never seen such dark eyes with so much light in them. Soft wisps of that pale honey hair swept past her ear and caressed the skin of her neck, jaw, cheeks and around her rather beautiful, jade like eyes. Those eyes rimmed with thick, long, dark lashes that brushed her cheeks every time she closed her eyes, seemed to bore into him every time he looked into them and nearly lost himself, even though they just formally met a minute ago.

                “What are you doing now?” Korvac asked, eagerness evident in his voice- worry plastered on his face. But the doctor didn’t answer, he took the stirring rod and mixed the eight potion that he was making for the Queen. “Will that work now?” Victor gave Korvac a look, glared at him and told him to shush and let him do his job. He was tired and weary, and yet he was working up until dawn- he understood Korvac though- he knew that the guy only loved the young lady so much for him to do such evil things. For them it wasn’t evil, it might not be just but Korvac was just doing what he wanted to do. He wanted Eviana, and he acted on it. Dr. Victor Von Doom, he was a great scientist, chemist and a renowned doctor. Some people would say that ever since he was a child-he was evil, but he would always say that he’s just wired differently. Others look at a squirrel and see something cute, but Victor would see something he can murder. But he doesn’t want to just shoot it though, he wants to see how long it can last while he disembowels it nice and slow. He wants to see the light go out in its rodent eyes while he examines its innards. It was not only for science nor his experiments. The truth is that, he enjoys it. He gets a kick out of it. And then he’ll record it on his phone, so he can play it over and over to relive the moment. When he grew up and started working abroad when his parents died- Victor met Michael. The two of them soon started a company with them being the founder and head chemists, they became rich as their company got recognized by different corporations, becoming two scientist who was the first to find the cure for cancer. Victor became happier when his childhood best friend followed him and worked for him as his assistant- She also left their tribe-The Gypsy; and stayed with Victor. As Valeria became one of the board members of their company, the two started spending much more intimate time together, Valeria always liked Victor- it was the doctor that hardly notice the lady, but as he spent time with her, Victor knew that he was falling for her already.  After some time, the two of them started dating- leaving Michael all alone. The latter became a left out, a loner, it was as if he was back to being his ‘pathetic’ younger self- a weirdo. He was becoming jealous of Valeria, she took his lab partner, his partner in crime and his buddy- but what Korvac didn’t realize was that he was jealous not of Valeria, but of his own buddy- Victor; who had a lover, a romantic partner- who had a girlfriend,someone who chooses him because of this thing called ‘love’; not because of the money he can offer,nor the fame he can give.

“Michael, Look.” Korvac’s train of thought was interrupted, the divinity quickly looking at the doctor-following his gaze towards the lady in front of them. The love of his life; His Queen, Eviana. “She’s getting stronger Korvac.I don’t- I don’t know if we can keep her away any longer.”

  “Tony.Tony.Tony, look at me.” Eviana whispered, voice lingering with care,love and a sprinkle of worry. “Anthony, don’t.Don’t go there.” The tiredness that begun a while ago remains like a veil over Tony’s skin, grey and cold. And as Eve caress his cold arms, Tony could only watch the creeping sorrow where there should be joy; over him. It sits like November rain on his skin, enough to chill what was once warm inside. Enough to cover the warmth and happiness that he somehow felt, after years of being in the pain and agony he’s currently feeling-Tony was back at it again, and Pepper wasn’t there to try and soothe his pain away. He planned to just stay there in the cold, comfortably numb and hurting.But Eve knew better. “I understand it hurts Tony, I do. But please remember this Anthony, I love you.More than my life.”

  Tony quickly woke up, his eyes shot wide open,his breathing was rapid and shallow as his heart beat raced each other, trying to keep up with his running mind -as if he was just chased by dozens of hound dogs; ready to eat him alive. He tossed around just to see his king size bed cold and empty, making him shiver as he clenched his mouth again; trying to stop his teeth from chattering each other. Everything then became a blur, his vision was getting darker and his head felt so light yet numb; yet it ached with so much longing.

“Eve!” Tony called, Fighting his way out of the tangled mess of his thick blankets. He continued chanting out her name, the name that his heart, mind and soul craved. The name that he wanted to stay forever, but was instantly gone in an instant; just before his heart was getting better and healed. Tony whimpered, he felt cold and alone. Brows furrowing, Tony’s hands quickly got a hold of his aching chest. He groaned, breathing heavily as his pupils dilated.Your lifeless body was the last image that flashed in his eyes.

“F-Frida….”

    “You passed out again Tony.” Dr. Cho sighed, a sympathetic smile plastered on her face as she looked up; adjusting the guy’s IV drip. “When was the last time you slept?” But before Tony can answer jokingly, she interrupted him. “Proper rest. At least eight hours Tony.”

The genius philanthropist heaved a sigh, raising his hands in defeat as he sat down on the edge of the bed. The light in the infirmary was bright enough to wake him up, abundant to make his brain cells work again as his mind think of anything to work on his suit. Even though he didn’t use them anymore, there were no aliens nor terrorists, nor random bad guys who wanted the Avenger’s attention. There were no one invading their world and he was getting impatient, He badly wanted you back. Even though he knew, that you’re now-dead. Something inside him didn’t believe it, And Tony badly wanted to agree.

  “Peter.” A loud bang echoed through the halls of the Avenger’s facility. A broken light bulb, now rolling onto the dusty floors. Sticky webs evident on it. “What are you doing?”

“N-Nothing.”

“I need to talk to you, Remember?”

“Yeah. That’s why I’m here Dr.Cho~”

“Okay Spidey, but before we go to my office. Promise me that you won’t touch any of my stuff.”

“There’s nothing to touch here Doc,Everything’s old,broken or useless. Just like the Avengers.”

Helen frowned. She never liked anyone touching her stuff, they were hers and they had their own proper places.Just like her perspective with the team, though they weren’t hers; Yes. But they were her only family, and she never tells them this but she’s always proud that she’s their doctor. That every after mission, how small or big their scars or wounds are- All of them go to her.  To see if their okay and well. Then they let her be; But she’s always there for them as they are for her, Just like her belongings. But now,there weren’t anything  nor anyone to even take care of.

“Tony needs your help.” And with that, Peter quickly stood,and in a blink of an eye he was already at the door. “Peter, No.” But the teenager didn’t budge.He stood still, his back facing her as his grasp tightened around the door knob. Peter stood there as the memories flash in his mind, the memories he had with Bucky, Clint, Steve, Wanda, Pietro, Sam, M’mbaku and there’s Tony. Peter shook his head, afraid that if he let himself think of him, He’ll just break down. Enough for him to go back to the arms of the old guy that he treated as his dad.The old guy that continues to deny the truth.

“What do you want Dr.Cho? I told you already, I have nothing to do with him.” Peter whispered, trying to portray anger yet fails;sadness evident in his eyes.

“He’s alone Peter.”

“He pushed us away!” Peter screamed, instantly; his eyes was filled with tears and sorrow. “How can we help him when he doesn’t even help himself?! How can he agree so easily?How can he be so fine with ‘Iana’s passing even though we all know that she’s not!That she’s out there.Alive and wanting to be found, wanting to come back.Back home.With us.” Peter finally broke down, his knees failing him as he fell to the ground;crying like a toddler. “She’s not dead Dr.Cho.You know that.We know that.” Peter sat there, dominated by a profound sadness-fatigued engraved on his worn face.

[leonbastralle]

Last Replies Of 2017

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset

Her colouring is so unique

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset

Wave is my favourite

that’s cheated i’ll have you know XD all their colors are because i wanted them to be unique. but....she’s my fave too it’ll be very obvious and it’s bad

thatsimslove replied to your photoset “Fast forwarding… Introducing Wave, Tide & Shore Miracle ♥”

Why does this family always have the most perfect children ❤️❤️

...because genetic experiments XD i mean, this time round! not always

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset

very good

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset

they did good

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset

very very much

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset

i love very much

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset

best. 100%

are you okay there my dude

amixofpixels replied to your photoset

Yep, I like this one very much.

EVERYONE LIKES HER MOST ME TOO I’M SCREWED (she’s not the heiress)

amixofpixels replied to your post “.”

Am I going to have to tell you that I love you, dearly, and nothing is going to make me disappointed in you.

sjfbskjfnaskjfnskfjas,ds well...you never know you might change your mind ;) but i’m glad you haven’t so far!

amixofpixels replied to your post “.”

Am I going to have to hug you until you calm down and know everything is okay?

that might take a long time :/ nothing happened, it’s just...general feels.

amixofpixels replied to your post “.”

Annie, I leave for one day to do family things, and I come back to this. Am I going to have to yell at you, for how perfect you are?

you’re like my third mum xD what did my child do this time when i wasn’t around??

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “Fast forwarding… Introducing Wave, Tide & Shore Miracle ♥”

But they all be cute, though.

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “Fast forwarding… Introducing Wave, Tide & Shore Miracle ♥”

If they are in order of their names, I think Wave is my favourite! ^-^

they better all be cute! I mean they are imo because I made them in cas and i wouldn’t have settled for something uncute xD but Wave is definitely everyone’s fave so far??

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “ooooOOOO I WONDER WHAT THAT MEANS”

BBBBBBBAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “ooooOOOO I WONDER WHAT THAT MEANS”

Baby time!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

pirouettingplumbobs replied to your photoset

Yesss she is my fav!

that’s Wave tho, you said Shore before...after? nonchronological replies are B A D

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “Fast forwarding… Introducing Wave, Tide & Shore Miracle ♥”

AAAAAHHH LITTLE CUTIES

simphonics replied to your photoset “Fast forwarding… Introducing Wave, Tide & Shore Miracle ♥”

they're so cute!!

i know ;_; i died a little!

pirouettingplumbobs replied to your photoset “Close ups of all three! I don’t think it’s possible to have a favorite...”

I think Shore is my favorite!

shore is lovely ♥ looks and personality wise

dustofsims replied to your post “.”

I loveth you Annie!

aksfjbajksfnaksfjas you haven’t gotten any shit from me so XD

pirouettingplumbobs replied to your photoset “S: What, you mean I have to learn skills too???”

Bless your soul! I don’t think I could handle triplets

oh i couldn’t either, the nightmares plus a loud neighbor were THE WORST i just got through it because shimmer was there to help.

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset “Close ups of all three! I don’t think it’s possible to have a favorite...”

best

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset “Close ups of all three! I don’t think it’s possible to have a favorite...”

brb while i cry bc even tho ive seen them a lot they r still the best and im crying bc they some from the best and u r the best and this is gonna be the best

ashkfbaksjfnaskfjanskfjasnfakjsfnaksfjas i mean i hope it’ll be decent xD but they are cute it’ll be a bonus but also shut up

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Fast forwarding… Introducing Wave, Tide & Shore Miracle ♥”

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THESE BEAUTIFUL KIDS

*ficuses up to u* alMOST as beautiful as U

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “I got tagged in the End Of The Year Tag by @quartzbpr /...”

Look at everything you've done but I do feel like shirtless President should be a thing too! 😉

this man has Betrayed me, but i can confirm that 2018 comes bearing some more shirtless Martinique and A LOT of shirtless Malcolm in his original universe...I mean...you can call not wearing clothes shirtless right oops is that a spoiler but yes stay tuned!

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “back pains ft. the one and only”

That tum! I love it

me tooooooooooo ;_; she was a good mum to be

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “I got tagged in the End Of The Year Tag by @quartzbpr /...”

Such good memories T_T baby Connie! My babes! The boys ×2! And my future wife 😍

I know ;_; feels like it was at least 2 years with all the stuff that happened!!

buckleysims replied to your photoset “I got tagged in the End Of The Year Tag by @quartzbpr /...”

And thanks for tagging me, by the way! :)

i was just really curious! i’m sorry i had no idea you were already tagged so many times.

buckleysims replied to your photoset “I got tagged in the End Of The Year Tag by @quartzbpr /...”

I love this! ♥ It didn't seem like boasting to me. Just enthusiasm and excitement, which is awesome!

sjkfnskjdgsd okay well, that’s a lot better xD

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset “ok sure”

you looking at Adam, tell me im wrong

you are not wrong

chaoticpxl replied to your photoset “don’t catch a cold my boys!”

if one of them gets a cold we get cute pictures of the other caring for the sick one? okay deal thanks

dEAL

frost-rainbowcy replied to your photoset

Dat bump though

well, she IS having triplets!

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “don’t catch a cold my boys!”

Annie, stay where you are, and I'm going to hug you, okay?

that’s gonna be easy, i’m not home and can’t drive and have no money with me so i’m stuck anyway ;)

pirouettingplumbobs replied to your photoset “back pains ft. the one and only”

She’s so big, no wonder!

don’t do triplets my friend

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “back pains ft. the one and only”

save her

soon

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “ok sure”

ok yes here it is the Biggest of Moods

she learned how to make the best faces from the master

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Charlotte: So? Conifer: I think it could work. We can fit three...”

bYE SHINE AND TRELLIS may u rest with the stars bc now ur homeless

fun fact theyre actually living with flameus these days because i cant b trusted with giving multiple households a good life

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Goes to her sister’s place, occupies her computer and starts chatting...”

GLADE......... i love her so much

s a m e

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Glade is back again, and she’s getting bigger!”

what a happy mom to be i cry so much!!!

mE TOO ITS SO GOOD TO SEE HER LIKE THIS??? I WAS A BINCH TO HER NOW THIS IS THE GOOD STUFF

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “C: Mission accomplished: have table cut through your bump”

that...... cant b good for the babies' health charlotte pls watch out

dw charlotte has som medical knowledge

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “moods”

tag urself im charlotte

moi aussi

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “HAPPY WINTERY FICUS FRIDAY!!!!”

dan catii chill with the caps lock but then again it was Needed

i cry v much abt caps lock pls never chill unless u rly want to

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “HAPPY WINTERY FICUS FRIDAY!!!!”

bABIES!!!! THE SECOND POSE WITH FICUS' HAND ON SNOWDRIFTS CHEEK???? IM SHOOK I DIE I AM D E A D also THIS IS SUCH A FINE WAY TO END 2K17 FICUS FRIDAYS HERES TO A GR8 SNOWDRIFTICUS 2K18

i kNOW FUCK I KNOW FUCK THESE BOYS i wish they were actually the last thing i posted but you cant have everything

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “Glade is back again, and she’s getting bigger!”

ahh she looks good with her little bump! ;_;

i know right ♥

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “OOOOOOOOOOO HERE SHE COMES”

What a jam

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “OOOOOOOOOOO HERE SHE COMES”

WATCH OUT BOY SHE'LL CHEW YOU UP

the one and only!!

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “OOOOOOOOOOO HERE SHE COMES”

wATCH OUT MAR SHELL CHEW U UP

AAAAA BEST

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “OOOOOOOOOOO HERE SHE COMES”

https://vine.co/v/iKqxxzKlnDZ/embed/simple

THANK YOU

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “C: Mission accomplished: have table cut through your bump”

Me, impatiently waiting for her to give birth

all in due time ;)

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “HAPPY WINTERY FICUS FRIDAY!!!!”

Even though I'm very tired and with pain, I'm here to give you some well earned love. This is great, everything you do is great, and everything you will do, will be too. ^-^

;__________; THANK YOU i mean i too think this is great and to think i had so much trouble with wifi stuff for this...it was WORTH IT

ladyanyarose replied to your photoset “HAPPY WINTERY FICUS FRIDAY!!!!”

Is is generation 8 yet? I need more of these two. They're just so cute. 💜

aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAA RLY??? ;_; i wish it was...but it’s still gen 6...getting closer to 7 tho!

simxnoire replied to your photoset “G: Are you even listening??? C: Sure am! I was just thinking. About...”

me: breathes me me: ORANNNNNNNNN

his face reveal is in my drafts too!!!!

pixeldemographics replied to your post “lil notice”

ill go there punch wifi in the face

yes pls come here

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “G: Are you even listening??? C: Sure am! I was just thinking. About...”

Awwwwww how cute

♥♥♥

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “G: Are you even listening??? C: Sure am! I was just thinking. About...”

pLS DO THE DOUBLE DATE THING

it turned into a double date with tots but...it happened it counts

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “G: Charlotte! It’s so good to finally see my sister where she belongs....”

Smh glade but also i LIV FOR JOINT PREGONATE WOMEN

sAME

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “G: Charlotte! It’s so good to finally see my sister where she belongs....”

WAIT SHES PREGNANT TOO!!!!

HAAAAAA YESSSS SHE IS!!

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “G: Charlotte! It’s so good to finally see my sister where she belongs....”

Thats my girl getting roasted

always

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “Conifer: This is good, right? You, me, the babies. Us. Charlotte: The...”

I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH

AND THEY LOVE YOU TOO

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “A professional.”

uhhhHHHHHH IS SHE OK

u kno...........sometimes u get Distracted

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Conifer: This is good, right? You, me, the babies. Us. Charlotte: The...”

yES IT IS ITS DA BES

DID U MEAN: YOU AND UR COMMENT SPAMS

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “Charlotte: How’s it going, Connie? Finished a book? Conifer: I did!...”

whos this editor i want Words with them

idk man i rly dont know but same

[soaimagines]

Request List ☠️

Current Request List - updated 8|2|2018

Before requesting please read my FAQ/Rules

I also have some requests sitting in my inbox that I haven't yet responded to. I have seen them and read them and I will write them, I just haven't added them because this list is already hella overwhelming and I want to get through some of these before I take more on, But i will keep them and will add them to this list once Iv cut this down.💕 Also please note I have summarised a lot of these requests so if you see yours but its missing some details, I do have the full requests I just haven’t put it all on this list. 

Ps. Y'all really love Juice. Theres so many requests for my baby and I aint complaining 😂

ALSO forgot to mention that this list does not include all the final parts I need to write for previous Imagines.

-You’re Happys favourite Diosa girl and he breaks into your house one night after killing someone because he needs someone to take his adrenaline out on

-Imagine taking care of Juice after he gets stabbed in prison

-Imagine your Clays 18yo daughter and Juice is in love with you but you aren’t into him.

-Imagine having a panic attack in public and Juice sees and comforts you

-Imagine being Wendys cousin and her and Jax are mad at you and Juice for something. You and Juice make them dinner but end up burning everything

-Imagine making love to Juice after he gets out of Stockton after 14 months

-Imagine Juice finding a la perla lingerie in your closet. He thinks your cheating but it was an anniversary gift for him. Smut.

-Imagine Juice being scared to have sex with his pregnant wife but she convinces him

-Imagine surprising Jax by wearing the lingerie you wore on your wedding night.

-Imagine your Opies sister and Tigs ex. You still hang out at the club and Tig tries to make you jealous by flirting with a crow so you kiss a crow so he sees.

-Imagine being close with Happy and you talk about how you think Alvarez would fuck you but Happy shows you who you belong to

-Jax imagine based on Alone by I Prevail

-Opie imagine based on Breakup Sex by Hunter Phelps

-Imagine being Jax’s pregnant old lady and in the early stages of labour, but you don’t know. You get kidnapped and the baby survives but you dont.

-Imagine being best friends with Jax in middle school but you move away. You come back years later and you have a child. Jax sees you one day and you pretend like you don’t remember him until eventually you admit that you do remember him but he broke your heart.

-Imagine Jax overhears you telling Lyla how you think its unfair that ladies get the crow tats but the guys don’t get anything so Jax surprises you by getting your name tattooed on him.

-Imagine catching the eye of Jax. You’ve just finished an army tour and your a Hale and an old friend of Donnas.

-Imagine being married to Jax when he goes to Jail and you go up for a conjugal and wind up pregnant.

-Imagine working with Gemma in the office, your always quiet but you go to a SAMCRO party and show your wild side. Jax gets to see a little more of your wild side.

-Imagine having an argument with Juice and he goes to Diosa. When Lyla asks him his preference he says my wife. happy ending.

-Imagine Juice breaking up with his OL to protect her. She starts dating someone else and Juice cant handle his jealousy so he turns up drunk at her apartment to erase any trace of him on her body, smut.

-Imagine fighting with Jax. You drive off and the IRA takes you hostage.

-Imagine with Kozik based off Halestorms I Get Off

-Imagine Juice’s estranged wife giving him a fake alibi for some SAMCRO beef and they reconnect

-Imagine Juice is jealous of his OL’s yoga instructor

-Imagine Jax finding roses on his ex wife counter

-Imagine a shy/insecure girl goes to the club for help as her abusive ex is trying to get back together. They help her and she breaks down and Jax falls for her with smut.

-Imagine Happy has a GSW to the chest and the reader (a trauma doctor + Haps OL) has to save his life. 

-Imagine being Clay & Gemmas kid and having a thing with Tig but you have to keep it a secret

-Imagine opening up to Juice about having depression and your fears of being alone and thats why you shouldn’t date cause you have so much baggage but Juice loves you anyway.

-Imagine based in the past. Your in high school and dating Opie and you go on a double date with Jax and Tara and get high.

-Imagine being plus-sized and being best friends withTig. He wants to take the next step but your unsure due to your size.

-Imagine being Happys daughter and in the same line of work. Jax always flirts with you and one day you finally give in.

-Imagine leavingJax after he cheats on you and you start hanging around with Opie and become close friends. Jax gets jealous and you have to tell him you are only friends with Opie.

-Imagine with Jax based on Bonnie and Clyde by Haystaks

-Imagine with Jax based on Don’t Let Me Be Yours by Zara Larson about how Jax falls for you watching you dance at a SAMCRO party.

-Imagine based on Heaven by Pvris where the reader is pregnant and gets kidnapped and ends up dying.

-Imagine Happy having the same reaction meeting you as Tig did meeting Venus

-Imagine dating Happy and he comes to your office, you fool around but your boss comes in and Happy has to hide under the desk and Happy keeps himself busy :)

-Imagine being i college and having the lead role in a play. Her bf Jax watches her rehearse. with smut.

-Imagine Jax goes to a club and asks for a private striptease and lap dance from the reader and they act like they’ve never met before and it leads to hot steamy sex but its revealed she is his OL

-Imagine cheating on Jax because he’s always busy with the club and has no time for you. You have a big fight but end up having sex with him.

-Imagine being Venus’ daughter and Juice is in love with you so he goes to Tig and Venus for advice

-Imagine being Chibs’ OL and someone flirts with you and he gets jealous

-Imagine having a one night stand with Happy and ending up pregnant. Your best friends with Juice and you go away for a year until you can figure out how to tell Happy

-Imagine being Gemmas sister and meeting Nero and he falls for you.

-Imagine being Jax’s sister and secretly seeing Juice. Your fighting with him about having to keep the relationship a secret and it leads to smut, involving his bike somehow.

-Imagine a polyamorous relationship with Tig and Kozik

-Imagine being Chibs’ daughter and dating Juice and you get pregnant. Chibs doesn’t know andJuice lets it slip.

-Imagine based on Burn With You by Lea Michelle with Happy smut

-Imagine being Happys daughter and being just like him. You go tot he club for the first time and Tig stats flirting with you eventually you have to leave to go pick up your girlfriend, and you take her back to TM to see everyones reaction to see you dating a girl

-Imagine dating Happy but hiding the fact your a single mom from him

-Imagine you are/were a street racer and dating Juice

-Imagine trying some kinky stuff with leather with Tig

-Happy imagine based on Happier by Ed Sheeran

-Imagine Jax falling in love with a black woman and overcoming the club rules & bullshit.

-Imagine moving in next to Happys mom with your abusive boyfriend and Happy falls for you

-Imagine with Opie, something cute and fluffy.

juice imagine where he falls for a complete badass chick who is a complete tomboy? Where she’s also happy’s younger sister who is in the same line of work as happy is

Truth or Dare with Juice, smutty.

Imagine Opie & Jax being 13-14 and going to Chibs for advice on girls

Imagine having a tattoo thats similar to one of their crow designs & the guys notice it 

Imagine with Happy or Juice, where you can't resist each other and you tease each other to see who breaks first

Imagine being an old friend of Jax. He accidentally discovers an obscure turn-on and uses it to his advantage

Imagine feeling lost & confused and Opie is there for you

Imagine being deaf and going to TM with your friend when her car breaks. The guys are trying to flirt with you but Juice is the only one who knows sign language

Imagine with Opie based on Not Afraid Anymore by Halsey

Imagine with Jax based on The Hills by The Weeknd

Jealous Jax smut

Imagine you were best friends with Jax in high school and used to date. Years later you move back to Charming with your child and you pretend you don't remember Jax because he broke your heart

Imagine having a kid with Tig and you split up years ago because it all became too much. Years later you go to TM to see your friend Gemma and Tig realises he wants you back

Imagine being the daughter of a member and you and Jax are dating. Everyone has a problem with it but you always find your way back to eat other.

Imagine being taken hostage but you know how to escape and you stab him in the leg, catching Tigs attention.

Imagine a threesome with Juice and a another woman.

Imagine being young and wild and Juice is completely in love with you.

Juice imagine based on Death Of A Bachelor by Panic! At The Disco

Imagine being a virgin with Jax

Tig Smut with thigh riding and scratching

Juice smut with visuals. 

Happy smut with choking, and thigh riding

Tig smut where Tig dressed up as a cop

Imagine being a single dad with twin girls and bumping into the Sons, and the girls try to fight Tig and Happy

Imagine a child walking into the clubhouse one day and taking a liking to Happy because he looks like her dad and he  raises her as his own

Happy imagine based on Outlaw In Me by Brantley Gilbert

Juice imagine to Contraband by SoMo

Juice imagine to We Can Make Love by SoMo

Juice imagine to First by SoMo

Imagine with Chibs or Tig where the reader is a virgin

Imagine being Opies sister and he walks in on you having a quickie with Jax in the office

Imagine Chibs taking care of you when your hurt

Imagine jealous Happy

Next/Final Parts:

Neighbours 10

The Lost Girls part Four

Lockdown Part Four

Possibly a part Two for History?

Stranger Things Requests:

You like Billy and he flirts with you but because you're stubborn, he has to approach you first. You're at a party and told your Bestie Steve your thoughts/feelings and he says hell help make Billy jealous, but he ends up falling for you

Billy Imagine based on Perfect by Ed Sheeran

Billy and his g just hanging out and being a normal young couple

Steve harrington smut where reader persuades him to use her to forget Nancy

Billy imagine where the reader is the only girl that Billy hasn't tried to sleep with, but she sees him in a fight with his dad and brings him home and looks after him

Imagine having a date with Billy and turning up at his house and seeing him get ready in his room, like he does in the show + smut

Billy smut with a plus size reader

Billy x Male reader where he sees Billy fighting with his dad and is there for him, best friend fluff

Imagine playing a basketball match against Billy to determine whether or not you'll date him

Imagine being Steves younger sister and babysitting Max. When Billy comes home he tries to flirt with you and you end up chatting

Imagine someone flirting and getting physical with you, and Billy protects you

Steve Harrington smut with visuals

Imagine being Steves twin sister and you see him and Billy fighting at school one day and try to break it up

Jealous Steve Harrington imagine

Imagine being in an abusive relationship with Billy and when he comes looking for you Steve protects you

Reader is a shy bookworm and Billy takes an interest

Your first time with Billy

imagine instead of Karen Wheeler answering the door, you do. Billy smut

Imagine being the middle Byers child and your brothers react to you dating Billy

Imagine getting hot and heavy in Billys Camaro when Hopper interrupts

Imagine being new to Hawkins and becoming the Queen to the King of Hawkins

Billy smut with him as a sub

Imagine being Steves younger shy and nerdy sister and Billy finds out and tries to get with you

Imagine Billy taking care of you when you get drunk at a party

Billy x Male reader where he is new to town and after initially fighting with Billy you slowly fall for each other

Billy imagine based on Dirty Dirty by Charlotte Cardin

Imagine your dad giving Billy a job in his autoshop and one night things get steamy

You and Steve are family friends and you reconnect 

Imagine having a similar homelife to Billy and after a fight at home you leave and bump into Billy and you two end up talking (billy x male reader)

Going to a christmas party with Steve and continuously getting caught under mistletoe

Billy fic based on Young God by Halsey

Imagine Billy gets you pregnant and you leave town. Steve ends up telling Billy where you are and he finds you

[brightlotusmoon]

Actual legit favorite comment about my TMNT fanfiction right now: “Oh my fucking god woman how do you write fics so fucking fast like this? Do you not sleep? Are you actually Mikey staying up with the laptop in between video games? Or Donnie? You’re Donnie, aren’t you? Hah, I got you, Donnie, go to sleep.”

I’m both? Heh. I can’t actually play video games (a combination of physical and neurological disabilities) but I love watching them, I would watch Mikey play forever. I will also hermit myself in my writing room with the three cats wandering in and out reminding me to eat and I will start writing either a fanfic or part of one of my three urban fantasy novels and then I’ll look at the clock and like eight hours will have passed. If my husband is home (his work in IT/AV sends him around the country) he’ll stop in, nuzzle me, and go cook a meal. Sometimes I will forget to eat or hydrate. I once was hospitalized for this and needed three IV bags to rehydrate. I take after my dad, a painter and sculptor who will lose hours unless my mom, a painter and art teacher, makes him food. Like Donnie, I will immerse myself in research. I’ve got a degree in creative writing, but had I known how my life would turn out, I would have gone for another degree, in psychology, maybe another in neurology.

The reason I made my Tumblr was to store notes for a thesis I wanted to write about Michelangelo and his neuropsychology, why I headcanon all his incarnations as Autistic and ADHD, especially the 2012 Mikey. I wanted to explain how Donnie’s autism wasn’t the only way to show our neurodiversity. That Mikey was autistic, just sliding around other parts of the spectrum infinity knot, occasion bumping into Donnie. (The woman who became my autism mentor is the person who coined the term Neurodivergence, btw) I wrote a short oneshot called “Mikey, The Lifegiver” and it was so well-liked that I turned it into a AU series with a depressed Mikey. It’s up to twelve parts. It might be over, unless the one in my head decides to spill out.

I didn’t think I would write anything beyond my Psionic Mikey AU, “Cold Fire Rising” which was a remake of my old fanfic from the late 90s/early 00s when I finally got online in college. See, I got onto the infamous Ninja Turtles Mailing List run by Andrew Modeen and I made a ton of friends, and I learned a ton of Mirage canon facts. I discovered a lot of fanfic tropes that lots of kids now take for granted. loved and hated. I watched ship wars be born. I watched OC romances and tcest happen even if we didn’t have words for it. Sometimes I look at the Tumblr fandom who thinks the TMNT Fandom might die with the 2012 show and I sigh, because it didn’t die with the 90s films or Archie comics, it didn’t die with the 2003 toon, its going strong with the IDW comic, it’s strong with the 2014/16 films, it’s going to rise with the 2018 toon and the memories of 2012 and 2003. We are legion, we are ancient. We go back to the fucking 1980s, my children. Toys forever.

But anyway. I wound up making sequels. I wound up making a whole Season 5 AU off of one request about Leo and Mikey and Ghost Splinter. I just began a 2003 AU fic off of yet another request. I think “The Sunshine Child” is done, unless new canon episodes inspire a story. The turtle tots episode and the Monsters arc were supposed to happen before “When Worlds Collide” aka the Electric Mikey episode that broke my heart by taking his powers away so I made him keep them and he got more. The Usagi arc was supposed to air just before the futuristic 50 years later series finale arc. So things is messy. But we knew that.

So I write really fast because my mind doesn’t sleep even when I am asleep. My ADHD brain plays movies complete with music. I have to write them. Sometimes they don’t translate or convey all the wording and emotions I see in my head, but according to reviews on FF, I seem to get the point across.

Mind you, my husband and probably my editor would like me to work on the original fiction more. But the thing about fanfiction is that I can take bits and move it to the original work which makes more words I already wrote!

Also, my insomnia NOS means that I don’t sleep or I sleep for like 14 hours. I don’t work, I am on disability insurance, so that probably makes writing easier.

This post got away from me, but I think it answered the question.

This actually reminds me, I should make myself lunch. And drink from that bottle of water on my desk right there.

[sharonisantisocialimagines]

One More Night - Chapter III

Pairing: Daniel Atlas x reader Summary: They are like the sun and the moon. Chasing each other, but never quite finding each other to finally become one. Daniel and the reader are solo artists with loads of charme and character. What happens when two stubborn minds meet and are forced to work together? Words: ca. 1200 Warning:

One More Night - Prologue / Part I / Part II

Months had passed since Danny and your shared night, and you had decided to never mention it again. You had put the memories to the back of your mind, no matter how hard it was. You both agreed it’d be better to forget it, but silently, both of you were hurting with this decision.

But you’d never admit that. It was easier to tease him and put him into place whenever he forgot who he was talking to again.

You first show in Las Vegas had gone absolutely amazing and couldn’t have gone any better. Art had his private jet ready for y’all as soon as the police released you. You had never been on a plane like this. One, with no more than fifteen seats, beautiful, leather-clad walls and a washroom with a shower and enough space to spread your arms. It was amazing, but you knew it wouldn’t last nearly as long as you wanted it to. The flight from Las Vegas to New Orleans was no more than four hours, but you’d enjoy the feeling of this private jet till the last minute.

Unfortunately, or maybe happily, you ended up in the seat right across from Danny whilst Merritt sat with Jack - Art and the rest of the crew had seated themselves in the front of the plane. You had tried to unobtrusively change your seat with Jack, but he’d only shaken his head and flipped one of his cards onto the seat to mark it as his.

“Uh-uh, I’m not sitting with Mr. Know-It-All for four hours.”

You slumped into your seat. Danny raised his eyebrows at you as he tried to hide a smirk, but you still saw it. You rolled your eyes at him and grabbed the card set from your back pocket, rehearsing some of the standard tricks.

You loved the simplicity of card tricks. They were easy to learn, but hard to figure out. Most of them simply needed nimble fingers and patience.

Jack was still teaching you some easy things, like how to hide the card at the back of your hand, so you decided to exercise this a few more times. Unfortunately, you had tiny hands and hiding the card in your palm only worked in two out of three times.

Danny successfully distracted you as he played with his own cards, flipping them from one hand to the other whilst studying you. Not one card flew away as he mindlessly shuffled them around. Your patience was as thin as a rake after your first performance and the police investigation, so after just a few minutes, you huffed and put the cards down again. Atlas stared straight into your annoyed face, so you crossed your arms and leaned back, closing your eyes and praying for at least a few minutes of peace.

“No, no, no, don’t do that. You’re not doing that thing to me. No.”

You stirred awake at Atlas’ frantic voice. He stood right next to your seat, holding his hands in the air. Merritt stood in front of him and wore a cocky grin, taking a few steps closer to him, causing Danny to move back. What were they doing?

“What thing? I’m just looking at you.”

Merritt wore a mask of innocence. Even wihtout knowing what made him look like it - you had to laugh at it. Merritt and innocence? Those two things didn’t fit together.

“No, you’re not. I’ve been watching you for a year. I know all of your little tricks.”

Atlas’ and his arrogance again. They were talking about McKinney’s mentalism again. Danny always thought he was smarter than Merritt, even if he knew deep down he’d never stand a chance against him. There were situations Danny should better shut up - situations like this - but his ego was always stronger than his brain. He’d never be able to crack people like Merritt could. It just wasn’t his thing.

“That’s what they are to you? Tricks?”  

“Yes, it’s gimmicks. it’s Barnum statements. It’s reading the eyes. Body language. I get it.”

“If it’s such an easy thing, why don’t you do (Y/N)?”

Danny’s eyes widened at the proposition and his gaze snapped to yours. If Danny knew so well what to look for when reading a person, how come he still had no idea what you really felt for him? How he was the one to make you go insane, good and bad. How he was the one you dreamt off every night or how your sassy comebacks were your poor attempts at flirting? The night you’d spent together may have meant nothing more to him than to relief some tension, but to you, it was more, which he would know if he had Merritt’s abilities. You weren’t sure if McKinney knew what had happened between Danny and you, but you were sure he saw right through you and your cold behaviour.

“Yeah, Atlas. Why don’t you do me?”

You were well aware of the double meaning behind your words. He knew it, too. You raised one eyebrow and waited for one of his amazing comebacks, but he was beaten to it by Art.

“No. Do me.”

You were a little disappointed how everyone enjoyed Art’s idea. You were hoping to mess with Danny and his arrogance again, maybe even get something out of him, but maybe it was safer for the both of you if he tried his mentalism with Art. The smirk on his face told you he believed as little in Danny as the rest of you did.

“So, Art, you were a tough kid. You know, kind of a real rapscallion. You had a dog. A real tough dog. A brutish breed. Like a real…I want to say, Ben the bulldog.”

The thing is, Art wanted to be seen as exactly that. As a tough kid who grew up to be a tough men, but the truth was completely different. He was a wimp, a sacredly cat who was coincidently able to build a successful company. A company he could hide behind if he ever came to face difficulties.

“Actually, I was a prissy little tot. I had a fluffy white cat called Snuffles.”

You started laughing at the baffled expression on Danny’s face. He squinted his eyes at all of you, but he caught your gaze. He knew what you were thinking. He knew you were mocking him - he didn’t need the ability to read people for that.

“What, you think you can do it better?”

A laugh bubbled up your throat as you shook your head.

“Better than what you just did? Yeah, probably. But I’d never be stupid enough to challenge Merritt, so that makes me better than you in two things already.”

The sarcastic smile he sent you in reply only caused you to laugh again and run your small hand through his messy hair. He looked like an offended hamster as he swatted your hand away. A light blush appeared on his cheeks and you winked at him, sitting down in your seat again and closing your eyes with a content smile on your lips.

Messing with Danny? Done.

You missed Merritt’s slightly confused look and how his eyes hastily moved between Danny and you, so as he let out a loud laugh and clapped his hands together, all of you jumped in surprise. His eyes lit up as he caught your glance.

“Son of a bitch! You guys slept together?!”

Read Part IV here

[wishfulfanficing]

Survivor’s Guilt

Jyn tries to disentangle her feelings after leaving. Han starts to realize what the next few weeks will look like for his family. Luke and Bodhi pick up Ben.  

-3- 

Han sighed. Everyone was finally gone; Ben was taken care of, Luke had been able to reach out to his sister’s spirit, and Bodhi (and, via com link, Cassian) had assured him that Jyn, while upset, would have their back. He had closed the door and drawn the curtains to block out the light coming from the hallway. Only one small, soft glow came from a lamp next to Leia’s bed. Han smiled at his wife and pulled his chair to her bedside. “Hey Princess.”

She turned to him with wide but blank eyes. “Han…”

“Everyone’s left. Luke and Bodhi are on their way to pick up Ben and take him for as long as they can stand him.”

Leia nodded; she was visibly relieved to hear her son was with his uncle. “What time is it?” she asked.

“Around 4 in the morning. It’s been a long night, sweetheart.” His hand reached out to brush stray hairs out of her face, and she let him. "You gotta sleep, Leia,” he said gently as he stroked her hair. “Close those beautiful eyes. Tomorrow will be here way too soon.”

She shifted closer to him. “Hold me?”

“Anything. Always.” He took of his shoes and vest and climbed into bed next to her. She wrapped her arms around him wordlessly and held on to him more tightly than she ever had. He cradled her against him, trying to get her body as close to his as he could. “Sleep, sweetheart,” he whispered. “I’ve got you.”

– “Chewie already packed his stuff, we just have to pick him up,” Luke told Bodhi as they walked up to Han and Leia’s home. The ride there had been long and silent while Bodhi processed not only seeing Leia, but Jyn’s reaction and refusal to do the same. Sensing his discomfort, Luke hadn’t asked about his conversation with Jyn or anything else. They just drove.

“Great,” Bodhi said distractedly, but he meant it. Ben was an absolute joy, with Han’s messy dark hair and Leia’s enormous brown eyes; Bodhi wondered if the Force-sensitive tot would feel his sadness or his guilt. He reached over and took Luke’s hand. “We’re gonna have a great time,” he reassured them both.

Luke smiled at his fiancé as he entered the access code to the family’s home. Before he opened the door, he leaned in and gently kissed Bodhi. The past few hours had been a nightmare, but for the first time Luke had a moment to slow down and think about what the next weeks would hold: he and the man he loved, with a baby, playing house. The idea thrilled and terrified him. He squeezed Bodhi's hand and, together, they walked inside.

– Jyn opened the door to her apartment. When she left it had been pitch black outside, but now the sun was peeking through the skyscrapers of Coroscaunt and her apartment looked completely different.

She hadn’t come straight home after leaving the hospital. She’d driven around, one direction for each emotion: west for anger, east for grief, north for fear, south for love.

She remembered watching her father die. She remembered clinging to Cassian as the light got closer to them on Scarif; she remembered how his arms tightened around her as she felt the heat on her face and thought, this is it. She remembered the peace she felt. She remembered the gratitude as they flew off the planet just in time.

Jyn remembered that feeling of failure when she heard about Alderaan, and she remembered the way she ran to Leia, a girl she had never met, and embraced her for the first time. She remembered holding a 10 minute old baby Ben.

She stopped in the door frame of her bedroom and looked skyward to talk to her dad. Only Cassian knew she did this, and she wasn’t even sure anyone was listening, but it helped her, so she kept doing it. “I’m sorry, dad,” she choked, and crawled next to a waiting Cassian. Wordlessly, he wrapped his arms around her. She knew he'd talked to Han. She knew he'd heard about Leia. He knew she'd walked away. "Tighter," she whispered to him, and he pulled her closer .  

– Han stood in the corner of the hospital room with his arms folded. Leia slept fitfully in the bed nearby. He looked in his wife’s direction, but not at her. He wasn’t looking at anything, or thinking about anything, or feeling anything. Suddenly, he heard the chime of the holocom. “Ben,” he said to himself; Luke and Bodhi must be calling to give the boy a chance to see his parents. Han adjusted the holocom so Leia’s bed was out of the frame, wiped the exhaustion from his eyes, smiled, and turned on the device.

The blue hologram flickered to life and Han saw his little boy’s smiling face looking up at him. “Daddy!” Ben cried.

“Hey kiddo.” Han had to blink to prevent himself from crying. “You taking good care of your Uncles?”

The boy giggled and reached for the hologram as if it was his father. Han chuckled as Luke scooped Ben up and tickled him. Han adored the bond the two shared; he hadn’t doubted Luke and Bodhi for a second, but he felt endlessly more at ease seeing how happy Ben was.

Bodhi stepped into the frame and kissed Luke on the cheek. “Bowdie!!” Ben held out his chubby arms. Smiling, Bodhi took the child from Luke and carried him out of the holocom range, bouncing him as they walked and eliciting giggles.

Luke watched the two of them and smiled. He loved Ben, he loved Bodhi, and he loved watching Bodhi with Ben. As painful as the last 48 hours had been, having the boy with them was like a balm for his heart.

“I’m sure he’ll start asking for Leia soon,” Luke said.

Han nodded. “I know. We’ll call tonight on the com link, and we can holo chat once we’re home. I don’t want him to see her like this, here.” He gestured to the room and the sleeping Leia, who had on a breathing mask and was connected to several IVs.

Luke understood: seeing his mother like that would scare the child. Hell, it scared him.  “Any updates?” he asked, glancing toward the door to make sure Bodhi and Ben were out of earshot.

“Yeah, we talked to the nurse right before you called. I guess the big thing is detox. It’s a BITCH,” Han swore.

“Makes sense. Does she stay in the hospital for that?”

Han nodded. “For a few days. They have stuff to make this easier but she wants to do the whole thing without drugs…” he said, almost admiringly.  Luke smiled. That sounded like his sister. “She still has to be monitored and she’s still dehydrated and some other stuff, so we’ll stay here until Monday morning, then we’ll go ride the rest of it out at home.”

Luke whistled. “Ok. We’ll keep Ben for as long as you need.”

“Thank you. Really,” Han said smiling. Knowing his son was in good hands took pounds of weight off his mind.

“Oh, it’s our pleasure.” Luke grinned back.

“Yeah just wait…” Han laughed. “He being any trouble?”

“Not yet.” Luke’s tone grew more serious. “But really, Han, we got him.”

Han nodded. “Thank you. I think it may be a little longer than a week… I don’t think we want to bring him back before everyone’s ready. I don’t wanna bring him into an unstable situation.”

“Of course.”

Han breathed deeply and let his shoulders relax. The men sat in silence; Han listened intently so he could hear his son playing just out of frame. "Ben sounds happy.” Luke nodded and smiled over in Bodhi and Ben’s direction. “I better go,” Han finally said regretfully. “They want Leia to see a counselor every day, because…”

Han trailed off; Luke nodded knowingly. “I think that’s a good idea.”

Han scratched the back of his head and made a face. “Yeah, well… I guess it can’t hurt. She saw one this morning and it seemed to go ok.They have her going again. I’m gonna go with her in a few minutes. That’s gonna be… something.”  

[insideschizophrenia]

INSPIRATIEBRONNEN #1

Tot nu toe gebruikte bronnen:

A beautiful mind, mooie verfilming van iemand met schizofrenie, die langzamerhand steeds verder zijn grip op de realiteit verliest. De film is realistisch opgebouwd, geen horror vertaling van de ziekte. 

Reddit r/schizophrenia, mensen gesproken die vertellen over hun ziekte. Documentatie hieronder;

PERSON 1 ‘’The tall man, it usually just stands there and breathes heavily. sometimes it looks up. for the moment it just likes to stand so its hidden about 50% behind the wall/door - kinda peeking.

it never says anything, i think its lonely. but i know its creepy.  i dont want anything to do with it so if it just stares into tthe bookshelf thats fine by me.i have two "voices" but they are unrelated to the tall mani got the diagnose just 2 weeks ago and that made me think of them in aanother way than before.

so before i was just deeply and presistantly depressed (i still think that its only that sometimes) and the tall man, bugs and the voices were just .. rationalized away, dissociation, derealization or "its just the shadows", "that must be the neigbour" so i starded to try isolate sounds from me and keep lights on but it still happened. more and more. and the thoughts of people watching me.

after the diagnosis im trying to think that they dont exist .. but thats impossible. like right now one voice is saying how stupid this all souunds and that i should not post it - calling me an idiot etc.

but yes i think the understanding part changed a lot. or maybe its the new medication.

one voice is male and harsh and critical. "how can you be so stupid", "you are useless", "disgusting", "cant you do anything?" and so on and on..

the other is female and like chipper but.. bad. "it will all be SO much better after you die!", "you know you would feel better if you just cut up your skin a little", "stay in bed!" (all day).. and stufff like that.

It's fine to answer questions, i got nothing better to do and its already a bad evening (europe)

edit: and random whispers that i cant understand, and the people on radio talking about me

ive read a lot and have it and i still cant get a grip on it. i wake up everyday thinking "maybe its gone now" but it never is.

yeah its my petty revenge to not do as they say. they often hit raw nerves though... as they should i guess, given they are in my head and have access to everything... i think.

ye the voices are not allways here. the female is most often around and grumpy man is like every other day.

tall man is also usually every other day. but sometimes i hear him a few rooms away, breathing, so i dont go into that room as long as i hear it in there.

it's perfectly fine, you are very thoughtful though. you seem like a very kind person. and now she is like "this person is not real" (you) she does that when i meet people too.

edit: sorry i have to go but ill try to answer tomorroww to any comments’’

PERSON 2 ‘’Well, my case was pretty textbookish case of paranoid schizophrenia :First you start to think that people always looking at you, always talk about you.Then you start even 'catch clues' see 'signs' everywhere, something like Jungs synchronicity everywhere. Ordinary events become extremingly meaningful.If you didn't have psychosis before this stage called prodrome. Some people with schizotypical disorder may stay in prodrome forever.Then most of the people start to have delusional ideas about being tapped. There is a microphones everywhere. It is kind of logical - somehow you see signs everywhere that everybody knows what you thought/did/have/etc. How did they get that information? They probably wiretapped me! Or put microchip in my head.Then they start to hear voices and simultaneously feel like people around hear they thoughts. Voices may be commanding e.g. shouting orders, may comment your actions, may be cussing, may be distant.Sometimes they start to feel like there is some force that acts inside them. This force may make them move or somehow act.For me this stage was relatively short. Sometimes people stay there for years or forever.I skipped this part and moved on to the final stage where you think that you some kind of superhuman, God, Lucifer, Jesus, whatever and you are on spiritual journey. Or there are aliens on the earth. You have special abilities like telepathy, there is invisible war in the world, good force vs bad force. The contents of delusions become more and more strange and fantastic.You also in the state of mind where thought which popped inside your head is somehow meaningful and interesting.Most of the paranoid schizophrenics get some combination of what's been said above with some variations - usually delusions contain things that the person was preoccupied with, tv shows that the person has watched, e.g. some kind of personal flavor.’’

PERSON 3 ‘’I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia last year after a suicide attempt following a psychotic and depressive episode. The main symptoms I experienced revolved around paranoia: feeling like people were reading my mind, that people on the street were talking about me and planning to attack me, even the idea that there were otherworldly beings trying to tap into my thoughts. I also experienced auditory hallucinations: voices that would sound like people I knew, voices that were unrecognisable and spoke about me rather than to me. I can't really remember much apart from that, but I was prescribed 20mg of Abilify when I was hospitalised.’’

Schizophrenia simulator https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pr8IyNGAqlw

I Am Not A Monster: Schizophrenia | Cecilia McGough | TEDxPSU  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbagFzcyNiM