#its the sleep deprivation :D

[andi-o-geyser]

very cat pib lady meme, if i do say so myself

[stefisdoingthings]

doomed boy yuri that is also car seat headrest coded

[thr4shit]

Pardon this extremely tired ramble, but...

Isn't basically any MLM ship in MH just some variation and combination of the traits in toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi?

Like... let's see:

Jam: Doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

(can also be toxic depending on take. Don't hate me for saying this. Don't hate me for saying this.)

Brim: Doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

(can also be toxic depending on take. Don't hate me for saying this. Don't hate me for saying this.)

Bray: Doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

Timlex: Toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

Jaylex: Toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

Brilex: Toxic doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

Poly w/ all the guys: Toxic VERY doomed men-in-their-20s yaoi

(I hate marking all Alex ships as toxic... but if we're going purely off of story and assuming the relationships persevere into the Slender Sickness thing... Holy fuck it's gonna get bad. Once those delusions and madness stuffs start kicking in the cuteness is killed *unfortunately* and so is at least one of them *depending on ship*

Also I marked all of the Tim ones w/o Alex as "can be toxic" just because of the way we see Tim's dynamic with the others play out. It would primarily cause issues in the stability and trust levels of the relationship because of the way the story goes. The sickness happens, the tapes, oh no! Tim looks evil, etc etc... everyone keeps stealing Tim's meds- etc etc.

Honestly... all of them could be marked with the "toxic" label because of the nature of the MH canon... like, they all really don't get along past a certain point... so I don't imagine relationships that are romantic would be much better at persevering in that scenario, either...)

Like... I'm talking about if we're being 100% true to canon events. No "Oh this is before this" or "this is a different storyline"

Does this make sense?

I can't tell if I make sense...

(Also, I hope this is obvious, but NO HATE to ANY shippers of these ships. I apologize if it comes off as hate. I do not mean it in a bad way, simply that by the nature of the MH canon, the ships are almost always stuck being doomed and / or toxic.)

Well... at least that's one thing that bonds us... no matter what we ship, it's always doomed. We are united by doom.

*cause like??? basically everyone fucking dies??? what the fuck??! no wonder we as a fandom occasionally make cute ship stuff! because we don't get cuteness! we just get madness and doom! fuck the doom, we make them make out sloppy. fuck yeah.*

[rikukmb]

they made me play yttd at gun point and i decided to bully my friend by drawing kai for em :3

i drew keiji my bbg too but i need to finish it psst i will never finish it

ok time to disappear :D

[nightthinker-08]

find it funny that I put 90% of my actual thoughts on the tags, not on the text part of the posts

[operationjetset]

my phoenix along with how i draw literally every other ieytd chatacter is up for people to do whatever with btw

[smileymoth]

@pikslasrce tagged me to post 6 of my rockstar crushes so umm :3 i don't know what counts as a rockstar so nobody kill me if i get the definition wrong

okay um 1) dylan alvarez my babyboy forever i'm never forgetting him he was my first celeb crush and i love him forever !!!!!!!!! 2) brian molko obvioussssllylyly 3) joan jett hand in marriage Immediately PLEASE [REDACTED] I NEEEDD YOOUUUY 4) brody dalle HOOOOO BOY PLEASE PLeASE PLEASE im so down bad shes so hot what the fuck 5) Chibi from the birthday massacre !!! 6) hailey williams i dont even need to explain myself

Honeslty took me too long bc i mostly am obsessed with weird people who i dont even like really im just obsessed with like a concept--- like i wouldnt call me being obsessed w people crushes most of the time bc well uh i dont even like men and i get freaked out if i think abt them for too long OkaY im not gona go on a tangent again this is already too long goodbye look at these hot women (and funynman) (oh and. Brian) id put charlie xcx here but idk if shes a rockstar but shes mega fucking hot like christ im drooling

[0-eternal-entity-0]

Ello ello..it has been a while

So..I wrote a story after a year of writers block and it was for the marauders era/snera with snulciber and a small hint of snupin...IF you guys are interested here’s the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48398452 now it might not be much but it was what I wanted to write..so..yeah hope its not too awful AHAHAH

[hotchfiles]

why do i feel so guilty about not sleeping like im 27 and not catholic wheres all this guilt for stupid stuff coming from

[hjemne]

I'm actually having really good, coherent thoughts and it feels like I've suddenly reached enlightenment and have found the ability to synthase everything I've been studying for the last 4 years. I'm pulling from things from so many different topics I've studied and it's all falling into place. This is genuinely such an academic rush I feel fucking incredible

[stinkrascal]

never going to beat the only sleeps for 3 hours at a time allegations

[eccentrichumanbeing]

Yeah I have plans tonight Playlists Laughs And NonSense!

[dazais-crab-addiction]

So sometimes when I get a cool little story idea I will write it down to possibly use later. Usually this ends up just being a sentence that is said, or a mini scene that will happen, and sometimes is like an entire fic outline. My Google docs is full of all kinds of writing prompts I came up with and never expanded on. Anyways I have mostly been focusing on bsd fics and actually following through on my prompts because I want to post content.

At this rate I think I have like three different aromantic Dazai fics/prompts and im like. Wow. I need to stop projecting so hard aha

[tea-blankets-andstars]

ON TODAYS EPISODE OF SOF REALLY NEEDS A BETTER SLEEP SCHEDULE

GOODNIGHT Y'ALL

THE MOOOOON IS A WAXING CRESCENT 🌒 (banana moon lol)

[crabs-nonsense]

10/10 would not recommend staying up until 9am because of insomnia, blaring hyperpop in headphones while scrolling mindlessly thru tumblr. I feel like im losing my sanity aha. I'm so tired but so awake. Zero stars.

[escapismkidnappedme]

I go to a wedding in six hours.

until then I'm on the floor listening to sad 50's music.

I have two ideas for what to wear, neither are what I want to wear, or are particularly 'wedding' themed. I never know what to wear to weddings.

When I was a child, it was assumed I'd remain a spinster. As much as I didn't want it to become true, it seems like the only option.

I don't want to get married, I don't even want to be in a relationship right now. I'm enjoying learning about myself without the background of my accomplishments. I'm a stranger to myself and I don't want to force anyone to get used to a version of me that isn't my true self.

So why am I dreading it?

I know the bride, I'm incredibly happy for her success in love, she deserves it. She deserves the day to run perfectly and to be wed. She deserves it because everyone deserves their shot of happiness. She deserves it because she's kind.

I don't want to be married as young as she is, I want to fall in love, experience every stage before I get to the point of marriage. I have my entire love life ahead of me...so why do I feel so behind?