#its the private school life
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marauders htndy drawing!!! woo!
im also pushing my james with hoop earrings agenda even tho this wasn't smth in the fic (it will be soon im working on chapt 36)
first time drawing peter so i hope he doesn't look too awkward, the pose ref i used for him was skinny so i was struggling a bit of adjusting it with how my drawing process works when i use refs lol
also sirius' arm cast is on the other side just cuz i attempted to draw it but i wanted you to be able to see the doodles all over it so i decided to just draw him in a different pose later with it
i also wanted to draw james' enamel pin but because of hes facing you cant see it 🥲 mb ill draw the two of them together so you can see both details
i also keep forgetting that i gave moony curly hair in the fic and so i redrew his hair like 20 times since my usual remus design has wavy hair
also a fun detail about my drawings is that when i do names or nicknames above characters i try to write it in what i think their handwriting would look like lol
#going to be working on the next chapt of htndy and the next part for the fame au today so we'll see how that goes#currently out of school cuz i went to another school for a tour#its the private school life#fic: how to not die young#marauders#marauders era#harry potter#hp#dead gay wizards#wolfstar#sirius black#james potter#remus lupin#peter pettigrew#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#mwpp#mwpp era#my art#digital art#james potter fanart#remus lupin fanart#sirius black fanart#peter pettigrew fanart#marauders fanart#marauders fandom#my writing#marauders fanfiction#htndy art#i was gonna put fanart but im actually the writer of the fic-
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to be so for real i think a lot of people especially in progressive spaces are just rude and ignorant about witchcraft being a valid religion. like it might seem like make believe and woo woo shit to you and YEAH there's countless issues with cultural appropriation and bioessentialism within the witch community but like. man cmon that's every religion. like sorry you're a raised-vaguely-christian-and-now-atheist asshole but making fun of someone's religion that most likely pulled them out of a dark place and now currently enhances their life is not the political praxis you think it is. it just makes you pathetic and annoying. also there's a lot more to witchcraft than the shit you see online like pinterest spells and witchtok. like it's a legit religion to countless people that has many deep and nuanced practices, beliefs, and guidelines that you obviously don't know about.
#anyways. workign on a grad assignment thats related and was thinking of this#if anyone is interested im technically an hermetic scholar in the first degree under the national temple of witchcraft#i dropped out of the seminary school bc it wasnt for me but i might continue with their lay person training#my mom is continuing on with becoming a priestess though like she went to a witchcraft ritual in the woods a few months back and i think it#changed her life#like a private one by the temple like it was three days and there was a lot of religious stuff that i can't force my brain to focus on at#the moment which is why i didnt go#but anyways yeah this shit is part of my daily life#its a legit religion and if you think otherwise im giong to be honest you're pretty stupid
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Buddy Dawn was truly such a little guy to me. I felt the same way about him as I did about freshman year Kristen lol like you're just a gay kid from a stifling religious upbringing. You tried to get the Rat Grinders to join your prayer chain huh.
#guys like him irl are obviously annoying but I think also the fact that its brennan deliberately satirising those guys made him charming#he deserved his character development moment#say what you will aboyt Helio but whatever happened with Lucy and Ankarna Buddy was literally completely innocent#bro wasn't even here. hes probably gone to private helioc schools his whole life and this was his first taste of the outside world#he could've been like Kristen. but they KILLED HIMM#d20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#buddy dawn#dimension 20
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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow
#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT#like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck#its been so many years i cant do this anymore#we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp#to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth#because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess#like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE#anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot#so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO#cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment#where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc#public#and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long#so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine#and they wouldnt set the diagnosis#because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult#even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT#which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened#man i hate my fucking life lol
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Schools: we want to encourage creativity and uniqueness in every student!
Also schools: you may not wear makeup, nail polish, any jewellery, non-uniform socks, non-approved hair accessories, hair dye, a jumper without a blazer on top, ect ect.
#this is why i own so many pins#its the only fun thing im allowed#rant post#rant#private school#school life#school
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What about the crew members?
I cannot get over this line from the black trailer for a few reasons:
1. This is a world where there's fully functional soldier robots and AI. Why is the train manned by people in the first place? Jacques clearly motivated by money, so the less people he has to pay the better
2. We never see these supposed crew members, so there's no chance of having a visceral reaction to either their safety or demise. The only SDC workers we ever see iirc are the ones from the Adam short who smirk after throwing a smoke bomb. If we were meant to sympathize with them, it would've been better to make them shaking and scared because they're maintenance engineers instead of security (because having two types of security is expensive and stupid)
3. The SDC is enslaving and branding people, and everyone not fighting it is complicit. Blake has rescued Faunus from literal cages in SDC factories and has seen Adam's face, so she knows this intimately. Why does she care if a few accessories to slavery get blown up? Does she care more for complacent humans than suffering Faunus?
What about the crew members? Fuck em, that's what
#rwde#we have no idea where all the combat robots and dust were going too#they could have been going to the schools just as easily as local law enforcement or a private citizen with an agenda#there's no way to gauge how necessary this mission was bc there's LITERALLY NO INFO ON IT#and considering its a cargo train im guessing its currently manned by like. 4 people max#tragic for them but in the grand scheme of things theyre unimportant#and fictional so whatever#anyway thanks hbomb for kicking my depression^2 hard enough to let me get back into essay mode#i swear im working on it#life is just kicking me in the balls rn
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i think ouran is the first instance of its so bad its good for lgbt characters
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there is a hole in my soul in the shape of a cowboy hat and cowboy boots
#life would just be better if i were a cowboy#i do hate horses and am incredibly scared of them#but thats besides the point#its not my fault that when i was 13 at school camp they made me ride the biggest horse they had#im 5 foot (as an adult) on a good day#freaking gigantic horse#and i cried and i wept and begged not to go on the godzilla mutant horse#but yet#they made me ride him#anyways so now i have a fear of horses i dont think ill ever get over#also i think theyre horrendeously ugly and vile creatures with evil in their heart#im deist and dont believe in original sin#except for horses#horses are born with sin and there is no repentance that can save their souls from eternal damnation#anyways#i can totally be a cowboy whilst having a bone deep hatred for horses#the yearning i feel for the wild west is insaitable#now im kind of thinking of seinfeld#and how epic it would be if george had a cowboy arc#he did have that hat that one time#but i mean like#’say kramer#those law breakin trouble makers down at the dusty wagon been causing me some trouble lately#yer see#barman wont let me use his private outhouse#now i got a problem with that#it just aint demoractic im telling yer#so i says to him: partner#what yer doing here aint right by no one#its unlawful im telling yer
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my least favourite thing is when I'm in an environment where everyone's really funny and crass and grotesque and willing to say anything, and I feel really good and comfy and like they're the same as me, and then people will turn around and apologise to me as if I'm some sort of Catholic schoolgirl
#4 years of private christian school will fuck you up for life#literally this happens to me constantly when i meet knew people and it takes weeks or years for people to realise im the same#maybe its the autism masking or something
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#fretting over my future once more. i’m afraid i might actually kms if i go back to a regular school but i’m worried i’ll completely#fuck up my chances of getting into a university if i don't#turning to that cursed website Quora . i can’t do this i’m just TERRIFIED i’ll fuck up and only realize it a year down the line#i don’t want to think about what hasn’t even happened yet but i can’t just blissfully ignore the possible consequences either#i hate that this happened to me. i already had a Plan. a straightforward idea of what i was going to do and then i get ARRESTED omggg#why is it me that has to have my life disrupted like this‚ right? i hope hope hope things will turn out okay in the end but i am just sad#about everything that’s ever happened to me#i want to do the private candidate thing so badly but it means not finishing the last 2 yrs of highschool#i’d still technically be learning tbe same things but its more about the certificate or whatever that comes with it#and the friends‚ too ....#of course you only do this to me when i am almost at the finish line and ive found people i click with! thank you 👍🏻 salamat sa lahat 🤗#i need to do more research on the topic before freaking out . but i'm just. eugh so so sososososo sad#💭#negative#cw vent#edit: it is becoming more and more likely that finishing my edu in a regular school would be the best option but AHHH#i really. i really cant emphasize how much i dont want that for myself. i hate it#i miss my home so terribly. but whatever i guess!#also i relapsed so thats kind of a bummer ...#cw self harm
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Rant timeeee.
Theres nothing more insulting than someone assuming you have low standards…like why do men punch above their weight SO BADLY??? I want and am gonna get a man thats a hardworking, educated, comes frm a good family & one thats kind and generous. Yet these dudes think they can not be educated, make money, or provide anything but d and I’ll want them
#like whats tea#if i could walk around with a sign that said ‘no bums allowed’ i would#and the worse part is that these bum ass niggas are misogynistic homophobic dont gaf ab the earth and have NO HOBBIES#like pls lets get so fr rn#i come from a good family have manyy hobbies went to private schools my entire life and am bi#what would we even have in common 😭😭#& they hang around my university yelling at women but don’t go there#+ they never speak eloquently like why are we speaking in hieroglyphics?? its not even aave which is easily understandable#bring shame back im being so serious#anyway that was a fun rant#starzalign
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People in the public eye speaking about these sorts of things can be so helpful, and it’s pretty brave of Dele Alli to be so open. Good lad.
#I could go on a million rants about what the corporate world of big budget footballs does to the health of millions of young men#and for the few who make it the potent cocktail of fame and money on a young mind is enough to screw up anyone#let alone if you’ve got more than enough problems from your childhood#which is often the case because in this country football is possibly the only mass entertainment which still draws its employees#from the working class as opposed to private school kids#so lots of associated traumas go undealt with and then you’ve got young men who either#have worked all their life for something and then been unceremoniously rejected and left directionless and drained#or the few who get contracts and then get paid more money than they know what to do with#and immediately start acting out a child’s idea of wealth because hey guess what they’re still children!!#long story short#mental health support in this country sucks#and tax the everloving FUCK out of Premier League football clubs and invest that money in the local community
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writing down some of my other thoughts for now until i get the time to draw lol:
i guess this is actually a lok au more than an atla au? i have been thinking of it with lok level technology.
most of everyone is based in the united republic/republic city. want to keep the vibe of miraculous ladybug still, which is based mostly in very urban paris.
gabriel is still a fashion designer and adrien is famous for modeling with little advertisements in the papers around the city. i think he's still republic city's sweetheart or something along those lines. maybe he or his mom are in one of the first 'movers'. so still keeping his same level of fame lol.
gabriel does a collaboration with the tsurugi company which are based in the fn to make what in lok are those electricified gloves, etc. so kagami is fire nation in my head :) and adrien and kagami have known each other for awhile.
emilie is in some sort of spiritual coma bc she made a deal to have adrien. gabriel has done a crazy amount of research to try and heal emilie - which is where the bloodbending comes from. it... doesn't work. he's desperate, until he finds evidence suggesting that if you combined the power of raava and vaatu you have the power to shape reality...
in my head, marinette and adrien both discover being the avatar a little younger than 16. marinette doesn't plan to keep it a secret forever, but she's insecure and wants to get a handle on what being the avatar means for her free of judgment before it encroaches on her daily life. she's unsure why she's even the avatar - but words from alya when they first meet echo in her mind. she can't sit by and do nothing just because she's scared. meanwhile, adrien knows if his dad figures out he's the avatar, he really WILL never be able to leave the house - and he'll probably become some sort of ceremonial figurehead than any true avatar. i don't think adrien ever plans going public with his identity, though he really wants to tell ladybug.
they slowly discover many of the weird things about the city they've been uncovering have ties to a bloodbender searching for them... and they have to be really careful! i imagine the vibe being a mystery for avatar ladybug and cat noir to slowly solve.
meanwhile, ladybug and cat noir both need teachers. they can teach each other their respective elements, but they don't have air or earth. i think they ask their friends to teach them in the mask, and if alya and nino want to participate in any vigilantism, they take up the identity of rena rouge and carapace. they ultimately become team avatar.
[ID copied from alt text: Digital drawing of the characters Marinette Dupain-Cheng and Adrien Agreste drawn in both their civilian and superhero forms to fit in the Avatar universe. The text labels Marinette as "Avatar Ladybug; Raava" and Adrien as "Avatar Cat Noir; Vaatu." The rest of the text is in a list that says, "Avatars are meant to be partners that balance each other as well as bring balance to the world. Both live in Republic City. Keep being the Avatar a secret in their civilian lives - becomes necessary as the prolific bloodbender Hawkmoth makes his way thru the city trying to capture both Avatars. Marinette's originally fire, Adrien is originally water. Alya teaches Marinette airbending, Nino teaches Adrien earth. Marinette's prev. reincarnation in the cycle was Master Fu, Adrien's was Marianne Lenoir." End ID]
made an au where the avatar chars were in the miraculous universe. now i have done the opposite. o7
#does republic city have public schools btw did mako and bolin ever go to school#it feels like its a private thing. like if u have money u can get an education?#or at least it seems like if public school exists its not v widespread or enforced#like if u need to work u can drop out.#i dont know why but i really dont imagine them going to school together in this au i just think its a wacky set of circumstances#that bring their civilian life together#anyways ill probably think of this further but for now here.#adrienette avatar au
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Another weird little lore drop re that odd year where we had a stupid amount of money: my dad had like a weird amount of control over what went into the animated series he worked on (also my mum was a writer for it and her writing is far better than his animating tbh!!!) But like bc he had so much control over what happened in the show, anytime the TV in the background was playing and they needed to have a visual on it my dad would just get my brother and I to draw pictures and he'd animate them and slap them on the TV. So there's all these scenes in this adultswim-rip-off esque australian cartoon series where everyone will be talking about sex and then in the background there's just this abstract surrealist crayon drawing of a foot stomping a dinosaur or some shit
#genuinely one of the things that gets to me the most about my life isnt that its been kinda sad its that its been so weird??#that year was an especially weird one#i went to a private catholic school and we lived in a six bedroom house with a pool in our yard and at night you could hear the lions#roaring from the towns zoo nearby#for years i was worried i was secretly like a compulsive liar and didnt know it but nope theres evidence for all of it!#my life has just been bizarre#i also saw a ghost at that house but that is another story
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what the fuck why on earth did i come up with that
#dunno what you call it likr a daydream#like not totally a story cause it might have sort of involved me even if it was sort of a random character#ages ago before last semester#i went into some random old building and into some old room no one had been into for ages and there was a skeleton#which is all fairly normal and generic i cant remember the details i couldnt really make up my mind#but next there was a ghost instead#but it was one of my old classmates from school i hadnt seen in over a year and hadnt been on speaking terms for a few years#and then there was no ghost and just the classmate#but i knew that was the skeleton was the near future and stuff#sounds like a generic dream but i genuinly sat there staring at the wall spending time thinking this up awake wtf#well its only really weird cause it was someone i considered a friend years ago when we actually talked not many people did talk to me#but at the same time this was clearly symbolic of all my classmates and just the idea of having peers whod talk to me#or even that i could just listen to them talk to eachothet#when i was still at school my last year though i had like two actual dreams where i was the ghost#like i was standing in the library watching them all file out after private study like would happen in real life#though for some reason i was dripping wet cause i was a ghost#and they all ignored me like they always did which was the present then#but they physically couldnt see at all even if i made eye contact#or tried to talk to them which i never did in real life#wow im such a bloody loser lol#like i was 17 for that#only reason i was still sulking about it over a year later was cause i never really met anyone in uni
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its funny the guys in my year think theyre above being eshays cos they make fun of them or whatever but theyre literally exactly the same as eshays just most of them are rich and dont call themselves eshays. theyve still got the mullets the buzzcuts rhe vaping the general rudeness etc etc. but then theyre like ‘lol [suburb] sucks its full of eshays’… bro you are one degree away from eshaydom you were an eshay a couple years ago i remember it 😭 youre fooling nobody
#getting to go to private school is very good for education but it does mean being surrounded by some of the most annoying rich ppl ever#ALSO. theres rhe mfs who are so scared of neighbourhoods that arent like 100% upper middle and its so annoying.#listening to ppl act like poorer suburbs are like. hell on earth when i literally live in one is so bloody annoying like brooo 😭 shut up#sorry for rhe rant gamers i have many thoughts on this#okay wait im not done also. like majority ppl i know irl are as a result fairly rich and all but one are not from remotelu near my area#and i love them a lot but man if i hear one more joke about how scared they are of getting stabbed im gonna explode. mate you have not#actually been out and about here you have no experience whatsoever… but they never listen to me when i explain thar#ive been here my whole life and nobody is just! going aorund fighting each other on the streets!! its nonsense!!#its silly and sometimes idc but it also annoys me so bad sometimes#rant over fr now
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