#its taking up all of my brain space so i just. hhh

[gullivertravelstowonderland]

I'm so fucking qhslshalshdksh all I wanna do rn is make g/t fanart/fic for a show I'm obsessed with but it has such a small fanbase it will either fall under the radar completely or be on the top page for anyone looking for content of it so shskshsorhebd send help TT_TT

[fictionfixations]

dick (nightwing) with aventurine's memories

(i dont know if this makes sense at all im tired)

ive been thinking of one of the batbros with memories of aventurine because. okay so yknow birdwatchers the discord server. i took a word cause its my birthday word (which is starting to be soon) but the original idea i had for it isnt getting the brainworks going so i wanted to mix it with my recent fixation which is aventurine (well actually hes starting to get a little old since ive been sitting on this idea for awhile but hHH)

but THEN i felt like i actually had a decent idea so now im sharing it to you because. i dunno. i dont really feel like i can do it justice? write it well??? (itd be my first hsr work LMFAO)

so uh. spoilers for dick's backstory, as well as 2.1 penacony. ALSO Danganronpa 2 because comparisons (also that anime with dr2 cast i dont remember the name)

aventurine as dick (slowly getting memories over time) (like child. kakavasha. teen/adult, aventurine.)

his luck has him notice the tampering of the wire whatever it was called that led to his parents death. he tries to tell them, they dont believe him. hes lucky enough to be the survivor. (think… you know that one oracle i think apollo blessed/cursed?? cant remember if it was first blessed but then something happened and then cursed or if it was at the same time. she could tell the future except no one would ever believe her.)

he has memories of space travel. of people outside in space. hes shocked to find theres no interaction of the IPC here, theres been no sign of life outside of this planet 'Earth' (..and was it really such a strange thought to imagine that 'aliens' could look just the same as them..? he wrinkled his nose at the ugly green thing with wide eyes. it was unnerving.)

he finds signs of a 'space enjoyers!' or whatever club and he goes and they're just like 'what are you talking about? its all just. fiction.. even we know that.'

i cant remember what year it takes place in and if the moon landing has happened yet (or what year hsr is in but i imagine far far in the future)

I dont really know how aventurine's luck works. and. i. honestly have not been paying too much attention throughout the story. my one exception was penacony, aventurine was the SOLE reason i paid attention in penacony ive only played up to 2.1 (thats not because he faked his death, its more that my recent-est fixation now is fanfiction because penacony has so much stuff going on it hurt my brain that i took a break) cause hes lucky but he gets. branded.. maybe its like nagito's but his is confusing too? (nagito is the ultimate lucky student in danganronpa 2, which is basically a talent that person has)

remember in the anime i think he got hit by a truck or something. or maybe that was after. he got hurt, went to like the vending machine, it dropped all of its drinks for him (so good luck), and then maybe it was after he got hit by a truck. uh

no it was a car (sorry im too used to truck-kun LMFAO) actually wait it was a truck somehow i only saw the head and thought 'huh thats a normal car' my dumbass

... truck.

ALSO i cant remember if he was trying to intentionally do something. but. i. remember he was trying to get like a medicine(???) something something. i dont remember why. but it was either he grabbed the wrong one or he grabbed the right one, EXCEPT he bumped into someone so their bags switched. so that meant

i REMEMBER NOW. OKAY OKAY. i think he grabbed the one that was meant to i think cause you. to. maybe. poop more? IDFK i forgot it was something that made someone ill probably. (cant remember his intention and if his luck turned him to the wrong one)

but so he bumped into someone and they switched bags accidentally. so she added what he got into the food mixture (which was meant to make them big and poofy) which made the judges not happy

meanwhile i think there was an enlarged animal...

dont ask me what happens after i have no clue if that was accurate since this is very edited but i couldn't find a better video but so he was trying to make his classmates ill i guess. but he got the wrong thing

to be fair the girl he bumped into and caused to fail was also kind of a bitch i think so i mean... (YEAH she is i went through the wiki)

so i kind of went off topic (i havent talked about danganronpa in so long)

maybe its like a set meter. like. experience a certain amount of bad luck and then get tremendously good luck (but you dont get to choose when probably)

which wouldnt be the same if aventurine had never lost? unless its like his big loss and trauma and er slavery (i feel like i should be using lighter words but i dont know lighter words for this kind of thing)

and for every win of a bet its using up very small amounts of luck (and thus his winning streak). (although probably not. i havent been able to see why hes fortunate in some places and unfortunate in others but that might be because i also haven't been thinking about it too hard)

in which case. i wonder. what was his intention in his 'death'? to permanently die, or to fake his death? cause it could drastically change the meaning.

cause yknow how nagito kermit sewer slide-d because he wanted the 'traitor' i think to win? (by basically making one of the other students be the one to have killed him so they wouldnt be able to win guessing who did it unless by pure chance) except his luck backfired on him and the one who ended up having killed him was the traitor, which WAS able to be figured out and thats how they survived

so was it something like that? where he wanted to die but his luck decided at that moment to just not? i wonder.

i havent even MADE it to penacony in game though (ive watched other ppl play) im like to the quest to where youre about to go to it but im too anxious to start. on the other hand i did the quest with topaz in jarilo(? Im SO BAD with names)

but i dont really know what the ipc does and if theyre well known. but im basing it off what topaz said (with a lot of skepticism cause aventurine)

so anyway thats my half-baked idea.

[srbachchan]

DAY 5362

Jalsa, Mumbai                    Oct 17/18,  2022                  Mon/Tue  1:14 AM

October 18 .. birthday wishes to Ef Prathibha Rajesh .. happiness and love from your Ef .. 🌸🌿

.... and still running on to work ..  !! whoooooaaaaa .. !!

.... yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hhh !!!

gratitude to the show audience .. ever .. they make the KBC episode ..

the love affection and the grace received each day from the hundreds tgat come as audience on KBC is impossible to limit with alphabets and work constructs .. they are the life of each episode .. they and the contestant ..

ALWAYS .. 

when they cheer, laugh or giggle and applause at your efforts , it just converts the temperament into one of being able to ‘conquer the World’ .. that is how important it is to be ever thankful to them that take their valuable time out for us at the KBC counter .. may they live long and be in the arms of glory and deliverance .. for they be the masters the guiders and the accomplishers of each DAY at the turnstiles !!!!

Truly .. for me they are the movers of the temperament of each that work at the KBC counter .. they deflate, I deflate .. they shine I shine .. 

Spending some time with them after each show endeth, is a blessing for me .. the details they come out with , is so disarming and true in spirit and deed .. !

Apologies , my ☝🏽☝🏽 dear audience .. when you react, my act gathers strength and immense appreciation .. but when I make error, the treatment you mete out to various other instituters is phenomenal ..

may the spirit of this support be alive all the while ..

the other aspect of existence for me at least, is understanding .. to understand the functioning of wares in a boarding school is understanding .. err , not always in School, but in general too ..

I think the School came up because we were discussing the daily routines of a day with the audience on show .. and comparing that with what transpires in the boarding and in the portals of KBC ..

we here in the cities take the  matter up often enough, through fast, a prayer .. until the moon peers through the horizon - always hidden behind the unexpected clouds .. and break their fasting to emerge the best among all that has, to be organised , cheer to the Moon (.. simhaaliye and still play the best cricket to defeat the unknown .. which according to your instincts , we would never a jib soon .. soon shall find out ..) .. I have no idea how these words came out and what they mean .. its hallucinating over the factor of lack of sleep and the brain cells continuing to work despite .. or inspite .. whatever !

JUNK .. JUNKED .. !!

so understanding is where we left off .. understanding .. tough feel .. never can be in situation of complete understanding, with any other .. what you create for instance can never be understood in its entirety by any other, no matter what !

they .. the others .. feel they know .. feel they understand and wish to be tried out .. but no .. they never shall .. no matter how close the understanding relationship is .. 

and so the state of the understanding is best with the ‘ME’ .. it cannot be replicated, nor can it be given in the same colour, to another .. 

and that is how it should ever remain .. 

I can share an experience with another and expect that they experience the same .. NAAAAHHHH .. they will never .. you will be the best judge and communicator .. but no matter how great your communication brilliance, the ‘other’ shall ever remain the ‘other’  ..

AND ..

why endeavour to share .. why ..

it is your feel .. why must it be felt by any other .. for what reason .. 

a million questions and answers floating in the air and space .. and no respectful response .. 

just as well ..

GN .. my love ❤️❤️❤️ ..

Amitabh Bachchan  

[radramblog]

Rating the letters of the alphabet

I feel like part of my style of comedy is just rambling about shit and making loose connections between things as part of an overall bit. I think. I’m no expert on myself, unfortunately.

The inspiration for the following absolute load of shite is trying to search Tiermaker for nothing. Like, no characters in the search bar. Didn’t come up with anything. Did a search for just a space. No dice. What about just a? Surely that’ll bring up everything with an A in the title. But it didn’t, and I was somewhat disappointed.

Then my head started writing bits about letters and that’s how we got here. This is probably really stupid, but maybe it’ll at least be fun. Wordplay is cool, though maybe not my strong suit? Anyway.

A: A is one of the two letters that’s also just a word, as you’ve just seen, giving it a necessary promotion in rank. Not a lot of things get to double up like that, though with the “an” ligature maybe it’s actually a double or nothing. But because of the confusing common connection crossing contexts for the character, it gets somewhat awkward to talk about the letter in conversation. An A, in my opinion, A does not get. 4/5.

B: B is also just a word letter but unlike A when you write it out you have to stick a few extra letters on to make it work, making it not as good. But B’s association with bees isn’t enough, because in the year of our lord, like, 2019 or something, it would become inextrixably linked with shite memes as the B emoji became king. And I just don’t respect that. It’s otherwise a fine letter, dragged down by its company. 2/5.

C: Oh come on now, the word doesn’t even have a C in it anymore! You can sea the see without any of our tertiary letter’s involvement whatsoever. Not to mention how its two main sounds are just copies from other letters wholesale. C must be confusing to non-english speakers, I’d imagine. C as a grade gets what C as a grade typically entails for many a schoolchild. 3/5.

D: It would be remiss of me not to give a sterling grade to the D. Why, none of us would be here without it. While many a youth may find the D to be quite a humourous subject, I assure you I’m taking it with the gravest of sincerity when I say the D has got to be one of the best letters of all.

And by D I mean deity, of course. Wait, what did you think I meant? 5/5.

E: The absolute absurdity that is the E meme elevates E efficiently enough to excel beyond many another vowel. However, it is also the single most common letter in the English language, going so far as to open the damn name. It’s to the point where someone made a point of writing an entire book without using it, and I think Gadsby is cool but mayhaps avoiding fifth uncial was a bit showy. I can’t help but mark it down for the sake of hipster cred. 3/5.

F: F is for Fuck. I like the word Fuck. F is for paying respects. I think the military-industrial complex has poisoned our cultural landscape to the point that a reference to one of its most prized productions’ awkward moments has become one of the most colloquially used meme letters in existence, And That’s Terrible. 3/5, I’m conflicted.

G: Man literally who the fuck cares about G. What is it even good for. Just an absolute waste of a letter, total shithouse. It’s NATO equivalent is Golf, the Worst Sport, too. Who asked for any of this? Just use a J instead, it’s cooler. 1/5.

H: I’ve seen “Hhh” used enough times in written forms of pornography to not consider it a Horny Letter. That and it, being short for Hentai, is often used to denote adult material in Japan. Basically what im saying is, I think this gets worse the less sex-positive you are. 6/9.

I: I think I’ve said enough about letter words already, but I is another high-tier one because like A I is just it’s own thing. It can also, however, be a bit confusing, looking just like an l a lot of the time, and having to constantly capitalise it is a pain in the ass. I also don’t have a particularly high opinion of myself, so a high opinion of I seems disingenuous. 3/5.

J: Clearly the best letter, hands down. I’m definitely not biased. There are so few letters as underappreciated by J- a fact many a person who’s had to do that “assign yourself an alliterative adjective” icebreaker game has had to reckon with. Because it appears to be a lot more popular with names than with words, and that just kind of sucks. 6/5.

K: K has in some circles managed to bump off its partner to become yet another letter word, though in a very informal abbreviated sense. However, when you’re looking into scientific fields, eventually said partner returns, having lost some weight on the trip down to absolute zero. This all makes complete sense in my head, and I’m sure is a lot less funny to anyone who doesn’t live there. 4/5.

L: I’d argue that L doesn’t cop its namesake. It’s a really useful letter, loads of words use it, especially in pairs, and my ADHD-brain thought it was fun to just say LLLLLLLLLLL for a bit while I was thinking about this so I guess that’s staying in now. Put me down as an L Lobbyist. 4/5.

M: Mmmmmm. M&Ms. But also it’s kind of a pain to write. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. 3/5.

N: I’d like to fight whoever decided we should have two letters that sound so similar right bloody next to each other in the alphabet. Actually, who the fuck even decided the alphabet’s order to begin with? Maybe it should go M to N, that’ll bloody show you. 2/5.

O: Our fourth vowel, and perhaps one of the underappreciated ones. O is similarly a letter word, but a much more common one considering its use as an interjection. It’s also one half of a very powerful letter combo, as we’ll see. 4/5.

P: There’s the other half. Many a joke involves OP as a phrase, whether it mean overpowered or original poster, and the letters’ adjacency is a lovely bit of serendipity. Whenever I say P out loud, on its own, I have to resist the urge to do some incredibly shitty beatboxing, which may or may not be a good sign. 4/5.

Q: I was going to write some very harsh words about Q, and its dependency on U, but then I realised that that is probably hate speech against the disabled. It still sucks, though. 0/5.

R: R is the one I am most struggling to think of things to say about. R is another letter that’s just kinda there. I’m sure the Roberts and Rachels of the world would disagree with me, though. It’s also the name of a program that I know has traumatised a lot of young biologist wannabes, slapping us with a whole pile of maths and statistics when we just wanted to look at cool plants and shit. Or in my case, cool cells and shit. 2/5.

S: The most overrated consonant, but also the thing that makes plurals not a pain in the ass. However I’m going to lean towards giving S a positive rating, if only because it’s associated with snakesssss (and serpentine characters who can talk) and I like those. 3/5.

T: I don’t think T gets enough credit as one of the pillars of the English language. A lot of very common words feature it, and yet it feels like it never gets the same level of credit as big shots like S or half of the vowels. T is like the character actor of the alphabet, is basically what I’m saying. 4/5.

U: Ah, the letter Americans hate for some reason. I think this is actually commentary on the history of American politics. Because throughout history, America has been extremely selfish and self-centered, while attempting to present a positive image that people are finally seeing past. They only entered WWI and WWII when it was convenient for them, they started wars and initiated coups in even their allies for petty ideological reasons, and they’ve gone to war with several countries and funded wars with several others seeming just for shits and giggles. Because apparently if you’re not an American, then you’re not one of them, and that means they hate U. 4/5.

V: I actually think V is underrated. It’s a fun sound. That’s it, no joke here. It’s neat, I like it. 4/5.

W: This may come as a shock to you, but double-u over here is actually two Vs! unless you’re writing in cursive, but fuck cursive. The French actually have it right on this one, naming it double-v (pronounced doobleh-vay). Add in the fact that it’s literally just M upside down, and you’ve got a pretty shite letter. 1/5.

X: There’s a reason literally every “A is for Apple” thing you see made for kids uses Xylophone for X, and that’s because there are no commonly used words that start with it. Seriously, it’s all just scientific terms- I’d argue X-Ray is more common than Xylophone in common parlance, but also, who wants to explain imaging to a kid. It doesn’t even get a second page of words on Dictionary.com. X also has implications as a letter word, that I’d rather avoid at the moment. 2/5.

Y: Ah, Ygreck, everyone’s favourite “what the fuck, France?” moment. Between that and being sorta kinda not really a vowel, Y prompts its own question more often than I’d care to admit. 2/5.

Z: As a (technical) member of the generation associated with this letter- on the one hand, I’m sorry, on the other, y’all have it coming. The final letter of the alphabet, one of the other ones worth 10 in scrabble (and yet X isn’t???), and one we probably got pretty sick of in the early 00s when it was everywhere- ironically, when most of the generation was getting born. 2/5.

And that’s the lot of them. I hope this didn’t alienate any non-English speakers too hard. It’s probably fine.

Join me for more bullshit next time I have another stupid idea. I mean, tomorrow.

[smallestclowninthecircus]

Tma season 2 notes baybeee

I made myself take several breaks so I could give my frie d who is listening to it at the same time as me a chance to catch up. Honestly just posting them so I have them saved somewhere but whatever.

ep 41: real graham wrote keep watching before he was replaced. Jon feels like he's being watched. But they werent replaced by things related to the eye. It's the web that's on the box that replaces them. Endless hallways and doors to nowhere. I bet nicholas will have ideas what entity this relates to. If it even does. They're like the tunnels in the one with the builder guy. Tunnels closing in etc. Also like the cave diving one. He's assuming it's just one

ep 42: so 100 gecs? (IM SORRY I LIKE 100 GECS BUT LMAO) so there's some entity related to music right? There's the piper episode and the 27 w/ the calliope. Ah yes, this season is gonna be the season of Paranoid!Jon

ep 43: section 31? fucking books. god no. smashed lights? cult lady did that. covered the lights too. she mentioned a spooky clown doll. thats not random.

ep 44: is this that same circus that got mentioned before? it is! the pipe organ! pop off organ! pipe off! mouth on the stomach! yes! mouths in unusual places my beloved!

ep 45: antiques! like that one ep!

ep 46: every time books get mentioned i sigh. hhh sus smells. it got brighter. I get the vibes occasionally that the dark and the eye are sorta at odds with eachother. GRRR BARK BARK LEITNER. ayyy ex altiora. entity go brr. which entity do we thing it is? my guess is The Dark. The book buyer's name is Mike. He has scars? Electricity? The childhood friend of the guy who got it later on perhaps? The Vast? its formatted like an entity idk. This happened before the other one. He got trapped in the wood carving. a win for the web lol spiders go brr

ep 47: did i hear spiral? ITS THE NOT THING FROM THE EPISODE WITH NOT GRAHAM "it didnt move, it shifted" is like the exact same sentence as before. ay john's starting to remember. the laughing woah thats weird. is "michael" one of the entities? "you make it seem like theres a war" supports my theory that theres a struggle between a couple of the entities. I said i thought it was the eye and the dark i believe but im not sure. its whatever entity michael is vs the worms? what did nicholas say the worms were again? The Corruption? still dont know which one michael is tho.

Had to take a break after that episode. smth about the quality of michael's voice makes me feel like im gonna slip into one of those states where it feels like nothing is real, so i got a nice cold glass of water.

ep 48: jesus ok this one's kidna corny. you're telling me love made the crowd go away come on now. Ur losing it big J. also shouldnt it be more sus that "sasha" is so unaffected by the worm incident/ finding of gertrude's body

ep 49: haven't we heard hector's name before? oh is he the crime guy? fucking jared... so it's a throat? chompa chompa. (it's just a little bit hot) the good part about these episodes is that we know whoever's telling the story isn't gonna die. even if it's a close call, they're not dead. hotworth? ok not jared keay. it bothers me how theres so many repeated names, can they not come up with other names? "sasha"'s computer is breaking... sus. Elias our favorite weed man! jon ur so paranoid lmao

ep 50: robert smirk, at it again. this is like that one episode with the old dude who locked his door. who said idle beforehand? was it smirk? fingertips. thats so weird lmao. bahahah tim

ep 51: simon fairchild. im sure jon will mention the name at the end i cant remember where we've heard it. this is just like the cavediving episode. a hand? there was a hand in the last one right? the scalpel! and an eye thing. she's trying to throw them off.

ep 52: thats the guy from before! with the hearts! god i hate this guy writing the statement hh. lights blowing, and brackish water. we know how this ends but its still tense. rainer? reigner? rain man. we've seen him before

ep 53: pls not a leitner. oh boy mans scratched out his eyes. rip skelly. why would gertrude have had this statement off the books? jon stabbed himself?? bruh im? big man are you okay

ep 54: cockney boys! ayy its our favorite delivery men. she cut out their eyes. she knew that the eye was a thing?

ep 55: oily residue like the retirement home!

ep 56: worms? no. spiders?? bruhh. aaah yelling :(( aww martin anyways yeah i called it about paranoid!jon he needs to take a nap and drink some hot chocolate and calm down for once please

ep 57: just remembered, i think theres an entity called The Lonely?? This feels pretty lonely idk. fairchild, lukas/ lucas, some spooky place in norway idk. "sasha" knew he was recordinig hmm suspicious cmon jon figure it out. Sasha and tom. hm sus. for records sake i feel liek i should note here that I did have it spoiled to me simply that that's not sasha, but thats really all. i assumed it was like the thing that happened to graham in S1

ep 58: i feel like i recognize the name eustice (?) wick. someone please tell me im not just watching jon's descent into madness over the course of this podcast. im hoping it isnt so but, (and pardon the dsmp reference) im getting real wilbur vibes from this one.

ep 59: oh dear ok account from the fielding house. swirling designs? Spiral time? oh boyy. oh wait! 6 inch hole in the middle! is it not a spiderweb type design on the table? thats what i had assumed but that description sounds more like a spiral thing. cobwebs is a Web thing. ayy nicholas was right! the box goes in the table! the place that she kissed him was burning. Raymond is an avatar of The Web and agnes is the burning one. Lightless Flame! Why did she save him? i guess she was against this guy eating ppl or wtvr but why was she at the halfway house then? I think she's like michael.

ep 60: the eye go brr

ep 61: breacon and hope once again. tom. sasha's boyfriend. vampires sleep in coffins. the guy just walking in seems similar to the mind control of the vampires

ep 62: bones! its that one leitner. is this mother keay? the mom of gerard? this is what happened to her right? her skin was found on hooks? oh yeah thats what i thought the pages are made of skin. yeesh. The End!! sounds like an entity. phrased like one, and i think i remember it. are the people trapped in the pages? or... kept?

ep 63: eaten by the darkness! cavediving episode! (just like eaten by the sky) did my brain make up one called The Vast? it feels like it should be one, and all these episodes have some similar description about their feelings when they do whatever chosen hobby they have. ok now this one kinda feels like the dark. lights going out and all that. ok so not really a The Vast thing, its more of a Dark thing. feckin smirk gah.

ep 64: dice! the death guy! the death game thing! the person tricked somebody else into becoming death and then they were immortal? but if the egyptians wanted to kill him or punish him or whatever couldnt they just kill him? it worked in the end when he had the person giving the statement stab him, that did the job and actually killed him

ep 65: finally jon is actually acknowledging something is wrong.

So we know Mary Keay was revived most likely with the book by gerard.

Gertrude was way more aware of the entities than Jon. mary keay referenced The End openly and she cut the eyes out of her magazines and all that which makes me think she was aware of The Eye

ep 66: please not buried alive pleeaase not buried alive. lukas of the tundra? didnt we hear the name lukas before? she wanted it to be difficult to find important files because that way bad people couldnt find them?

ep 67: agnes... the girl in the hilltop house? agnes poppin off!! he's really not gonna question how she knew where he lived?? oh no D: the tree. were they the ones working on the house? aww they kissi- OH DEAR. why did she kiss him? it seemed like she cared about him? also she could kiss that other dude on the cheek and he was fine, but maybe it was cuz she was younger? lightless flame go brrrrr.

ep 68: oh god books. yup its bitchboy leitner. mans said "this seems supernatural, its a werd book!" bruuh.

ep 69: heh nice. aw cmon jon listen to martin. gahhh spiders. is that the class we heard about in the other doctor one with the teeth apple? some kind of psych class? oh dear. fucking spiders. aaaah. web do be goin brr. it's like the girl in the homeless shelter! who made the guy leave and she took his bed.

ep 70: is this gonna be the book that mary keay had? Most likely a leitner no matter what. Oh boy latin. Why did it start in latin then become old English? I'm guessing people put them in the book? He cant burn it. Phrophecies go brr. He says eh it's a decade in the future it's fine. Its gonna have changed. Ayy called it. Just accept it, it's a magic book. His death is getting closer. Leitner didnt make them but just collected them? Gertrude burned the book! She burned them down there so no one would know.

ep 71: oh boy tunnels. Our favorite thing /s. is The Buried a thing? Idk this seems pretty buried. Oh dear he's trapped here isnt he. "Not enough space to move, never enough to breathe" is that from the computer episode? With the guy who uploaded his consciousness? Somebody living down there. Hmmmm. Guesses: tom, sasha's boyfriend. Gertrude herself? (Though I doubt it)

ep 72: sweeney todd moment. Meat. The slaughter? Idk we'll see what the supernatural part is. Meat is meat. Similar to the slaughterhouse episode. Is it fucking Jared I swear to God it better not be. Hooligan teenagers, you know how it is. Meat is me lmao. Is the kid gonna be in the freezer. Ok that's good. OWW. Oddly textured candles. Made from people? Human fat or smth? Tom from the meat processing plant!

ep 73: outer bay shipping. Bet it's a subset of breacon and hope delivery. The Dark go brrr. Uh oh mans is gonna die. Leo or whatever. Cult ppl go brr. The people's church of the divine host. Who is the divine host? Is it reigner or whatever his name is? I dont think Jon can quit tbh. Probably an anonymous tip but from who?? One of the entities?

ep 74: fucking teeth hhh. I dont know which entity is related to teeth. Spiral. Isnt the spiral an entity. It feels like it could be related to many things idk. Yeah this sounds like the spiral. Heart attack at 29? Jesus... michael! That's kinda what I was thinking. Sasha goin in the tunnels. Hmm sus. They move the floor. Wack. Bet its tom.

ep 75: Man with a lightning scar. Has one of the leitner books. The childhood friend of the one who first introduced us to leitner. Oh my god that sounds terrifying. Michael crew.

ep 76: scalpel? Hmm spooky. NotSasha... think jon think.

ep 77: another double! NotThem, The Stranger. Not related to the table?

ep 78: what was that at the beginning? Question mark?? Oh boy more NotThem. Decker... what is the deal with the table. Does it contain the creature? Fucking Michael. Bitchboi himself.

ep 79: yes pop off martin. Ugh fucking Michael just leave man. I hate that dude. New person. Hmm. No idea who it is.

ep 80: shitener himself! Ok sir tell us the entities. Ayy The Spiral. Ok we know what that one is. The Eye is the beholding! Oooh. The Stranger. Did elias just kill leitner? Popping off honestly.

[lampoest]

by request from @yeessha

Mission Impossible Fallout Thoughts

Like before: cursing and spoilers !!

short logos nice !!

oop starts with lane talking, always a win 😼😼

why does lane have a beard in this dream?

ooh dramatic nice !!

probably one of my favorite openings

this is badass

hhh its my favorite anarchist:)))

ooh cool name

ofc it's about nuclear warfare why not ??

nervous benji = win

sjshsjsgs

that man reminds me of elon musk :\

cant tell if that was tryna be a pg way to say 'fuck off'

where dat money luther ✋🙄🙄

what was that scream !?!

*throws plutonium*

cool car

ooh the shadows on that guys face

man this scene is really good

BENJI STAY WITH THE FUCKING PLUTONIUM WHAT-

well shit-

oh hey that news guy

pulling a sneaky on him

i also love this scene sm

literally everything about the nils delbruuk scene

:0 so cool

benji got to wear a mask >:))))

sjshsjsgsjs they made a bet on it i love that

ethan is very cool

HELL YEAH THEME SONG !!

i can never take hunley seriously

ooh she pretty :))

this movie has great lines

i also love how it goes in depth about moral choices

WALKER YESS :)))))))))) HE SO PRETTY😳😳

also she pretty too :))))

i just realized why former presidents still are protected

i like how they curse more

bro why is walker so :)))))))

btw this is just gonna be me simping literally everyone

the height difference

HALO JUMP HALO JUMP HALO JUMP

ugh fuck off walker you may be pretty but replying with 'crystal' naw fam✋😬😬

yes because we can die

oop they be falling

i dont think that would work but ok if you say so

not even worth it

i couldnt tell what they were saying until i put on captions

although i dont need any captions to understand the french 😼😼

the faint beat in the background v cool

reflexes

breaking things

chekhovs gun

shdhgdhshdjdhdjs why-

dis why you use the needle

damn he beating the shit out of them

ooh its ilsa

ethan why-

ooh she pretty too 😳😳

alright uh badass female is great

that man reminds me of a toddler

strong accusation coming from a terrorist

shsjdgsjs he wearing arm pads like the toddler whos mom is overprotective

WALKER TOO PRETTY:)))))

oop change of plans

LANE LANE LANE LANE

YES MY MAN :))))))))))

motorcycle chase pog

BENJI IN SUSPENDERS BENJI IN SUSPENDERS !!!

well shit-

eyy he killed some dudes

again walker, no one cares

oh dang she has to be careful, her aim is not the best

R U N

vrrm vrrrm

LOVE THIS SCENE YES

you can tell ethan is trying so hard not to punch lane rn

dang lane really flipped the interrogation hats off man

also i lowkey agree with his message. not his method though-

oop pretty ladies

also ethan killed 4 of your men maam

telepathy

SKDHJSJSJSHS YES THIS SCENE LANE SO PRETTY :)))))))))

i love how lane is just standing there vibing while they talk to hunley

benji dont worry youre great

wait i just noticed that benji's outfit is so cool-

skdgdjshs

walker is cool tbh

ILSA !??

this seems awfully familiar

im working on it

its a trap !!!

benjis wtf face there

oop tea ????

im paying attention to outfits so i can recreate their styles

oop i love how it focuses on walker there

true true

sticking up for your friend

no hes just here because they needed more pretty men

waiting for a diversion

in because HE IS LARK MY GOD ETHAN

ALSO THE LITTLE HEAD NOD I CANT-

stole han solos line there

matching jackets😼😼

how did they swap them ??

and how did lane go along ??

chekhovs......knife ??

wow he really fell for it

also more cursing pog

my two favorite characters together :)))))

CHGJFGSJ I CHOKED ON MY WATER KESUS CRISP

....oop i done fucked up

hunley being all cool and shit

benji being all cool and shit

lanes look of dissapointment is 🤌🤌

like damn bro you fell for that !??

lark

he really tryna lie out of it

ooh her-

whyd he say that-

oop betrayal

i love how benji is the first to drop his weapon

so cool

yeah wait where the hell is lane ??

rip hunley

whyd they treat his death like the death of a lover or smth

first wedding crashers, then funeral crashers, what next ?? birth crashers ??

the most tom cruisey sequence ive ever seen. some comedy some crazy stunts and a broken ankle but still finishing the take

chair theft pog

also i love how not just in this scene but before you see helicopters flying around

hes just hanging onto the elevator and the look walker gives him is top notch

ooh blackmail

this feels like the glass box scene. his foes are getting away and there is nothing he can do

its mission impossible for a reason

tea time with luther

ilsa is a good friend

benji is the mvp here

dang im just realizing how pretty ethan is 😳😳

keep your eyes on the road

luther is great, this is all just a luther appreciation post

they-

they-

they all just copied walker's beard

oh no its julia

ah yes one of the bombs

i like how it actually does take about 15 minutes

uhh no❤️ tom cruise why must you feel the need to do this

LANE :)))))

again why does he feel the need-

walker :)))))))

julia is pretty cool

hes just like: what the fuck how- why-

airspeed ah yes the most important part of not dying

this is a julia appreciation post

what was your plan after that? the detonator would just be at the bottom of that lake

the expressions walker makes :))))

hehe bitch

well shit he has a gun

his hair !!!!!

some star wars level action here

bro benji listen to ilsa

sjsgsjgsjsvsjs this shouldn't be so funny

bro ilsa listen to benji

benji stop wasting time

probably last time but, lane !!!!!

found the other bomb

very true statements from walker

other ? bomb ??

no personal space

ooh uhm lane maybe please dont-

the way he just pops his head into frame like: what the fuck was that ?

no sir you didn't survive that. that is false

i love how she clearly has the same fighting style as before

no benji no smooth brain move

mr lane do your shoes need shining ?!?

dey see me rollin-

ofc he gets burnt why the fuck not

uuuhm what✋😀😀 when the hot oil started spraying i felt a drop of what felt like hot oil on my finger. i am in my room and there isnt even water in here. im scared

also how tf is that holding his weight

chekhovs hook

team work makes the dream work

dang keep believing lane keep thinking that ✋🙄🙄

hes still pretty

so close oh no

why do things just magically stop at the edge of cliffs

kesus crisp ethan not again

i love his shoes though -

what if the hook missed though ??

esploded

thats a no from me dawg

his meniachal little smile shdgsjsgsj

its an action film he'll have it

aww lane so sad :((( oh yeah and 1/3 of the world is saved too. good job ig.

THEY PUT MY MAN IN A TRUNK NOOO >:000000

i like how they end as friends not as romantic interests. v nice

i love how this movie highlights the importance of friends but not in a childish way. even as adults friends are important. they are there for you when no one else did. i like that message.

alright thats pretty much it. sorry that its just me simping pretty much. in conclusion this is my favorite movie 14/10 but i can't wait for the 7th movie.

[my-creative-hell]

Comfort (Gender swap au)

Light streams into Grave’s lab as he stirs, having fallen asleep in there the night before. Frowning softly, he curls himself into a ball as the noises of the others echo around the house, sounding strange to his groggy brain.

Cutting through all the bustling noise, the soft sound of knocking on the lab door sounds out, gentle and calm.

“You can come in…” Grave mumbles sleepily, too tired to even open the door telepathically as he speaks.

“Hey sweetie, you feeling okay?” Opening the door quietly, Idelia pops her head inside the lab, smiling sweetly.

“Yeah, a-are you okay?” Nodding in answer, Grave returns the question gently, a small smile appearing on his face as he taps his feet against the floor.

“I’m great sweetie!” Idelia answers, her smile bright as she enters Grave’s lab, sitting down beside him quietly.

“Good, I like it when you’re happy and stuff.” Turning to face her, Grave resorts to grabby hands in a request to be held.

“And I like it when you are happy! What’s got you in a such a good mood today?” Idelia questions, giggling as she pulls Grave into a gentle cuddle.

“Um… D-Daniel is gonna come over today so I can show him some stuff I made.” Grave explains, a blush appearing on his face as he glows softly, hiding in Idelia gently.

“Well that’s nice isn’t it! You know he loves to see you.” Smiling, Idelia squeezes Grave gently, her voice light and sweet.

“Mooom…” Squeaking indignantly, Grave giggles as he hides in her more, his mind running rampant with thoughts.

“Okay okay, I’ll stop embarrassing you. What time is he coming?” A gentle laugh escaping her, Idelia strokes Grave’s hair gently as she speaks.

“Uh… wait, what time is it right now?” Grave questions, thinking as he continues tapping his feet quietly.

“Hmmm… its about ten in the morning right now.” Idelia explains, looking at her phone quickly.

“He’s coming in like… two hours!!!” Grave exclaims, wiggling excitedly as he fiddles with his hands.

“That’s good! Not long to wait.” Smiling, Idelia kisses Grave’s forehead gently, encouraging his excitement.

“Yeah!!! I rally hope he likes what I made…” Grave trails off, stuffing his hands in his pockets to prevent himself from fiddling with them.

“I’m sure he will sweetie.” Idelia explains, squeezing him gently. “He loves you!” She continues, smiling.

“He does… I love him too.” Squeaking again, Grave smiles fondly as he agrees with Idelia.

“That’s good sweetie.” Smiling, Idelia hugs Grave gently, the phone in the hall going off quietly as someone calls the house.

“Ah… it’s a p e r s o n. Calling. At ten in the morning… how delightful.” Grave’s voice is sarcastic as Idelia snorts.

“I’ll be back in a minute, kay?” Standing up, she smiles reassuringly at Grave as he frowns.

“Okay, mom…” He relents, upset that the warmth from her is gone as she walks into the hall, picking up the phone as Grave hers her talking softly.

Placing his head back down on the table, Grave buzzes softly as he listens, wanting to be held again as Idelia moves, allowing him to hear her speak.

“Sick? Oh dear…” She mumbles softly, Grave frowning as he curls up slightly, glowing in slight worry.

“Would it still be possible for Grave to go and see him? It might make him take better care.” Idelia continues, moving to sit next to Grave as she talks. Shifting to look at her, Grave feels more concerned, glowing slightly brighter.

“Okay that sounds good. I’m going to take him shopping and I’ll drop him over with some comfort food for Daniel.” Idelia explains, smiling gently.

Watching her, Grave fiddles with his fingers gently, feeling slightly panicked as she hangs up the phone, shifting closer to him quietly.

Holding out his hand in a silent request, Grave hides his other one away as Idelia holds onto it gently, hugging him softly.

“Would it be okay if I brought some of the stuff I made?” Grave questions softly, returning the hug, tapping his feet quietly.

“Of course sweetie. Daniel’s just… not feeling too great so we’re going to go to him.” Idelia explains, smiling gently.

“What’s happening anyways?” Frowning slightly, Grave asks the question pressing in his mind, feeling concerned and confused.

“Daniel is… experiencing his time of the month, and it doesn’t make him feel good, since he doesn’t want it to happen for obvious reasons.” Idelia explains, sighing quietly.

“Oh…” Frowning more, Grave takes it in. “That kinda sucks a lot of ass…” He comments quietly.

“It does, but we are going to make it a little better for him.” Idelia explains, smiling as she gently pets his hair.

“I’m gonna kiss him a whole lot… and blanket fort. That’s always important.” Grave explains, a small smile on his face as he taps his feet.

“It is. His uncle is letting you stay with him for a while until he gets better.” Idelia explains, smiling kindly.

“Yay!!!” Feeling excited now, Grave wiggles as he listens, realising he gets to spend more time with Daniel.

“Shall we go and get some nice food for Daniel?” Idelia questions, giggling at Grave’s obvious joy.

“Of course, he deserves nice everything!!!” Grave exclaims, bouncing excitedly as he speaks.

“Of course he does! Come on then.” Giggling, Idelia stands up from the chair, beckoning for Grave to follow her.

Squeaking happily, Grave stands up from his chair, following Idelia as she walks through the house, heading for the car.

“Grab the things you want to bring and some extra clothes, I’ll drop you off when we’re done shopping.” She explains, smiling warmly.

“Okay!!!” Grave agrees, picking up the inventions he wants to bring, stashing them in his pockets as he pulls out some extra hoodies, running towards the car excitedly, making Idelia giggle as he unlocks it for him.

“Its t i m e!!!” Getting inside the car, Grave straps himself in as Idelia gets in the drivers seat.

“So, there’s a few things we should definitely get, since Daniel is no doubt going to be in pain.” She explains, pulling the car out of the house, driving in the direction of the shop.

“Pain relievers and a knife!” Grave exclaims, curling into a ball comfortable as Idelia drives.

“Painkillers and a hot water bottle might do it, and a warm blanket.” She explains, smiling as she peeks over at Grave.

“Would a weighted blanket be good too or nah?” Grave questions, thinking over his options as he speaks.

“I think it’ll be very good for him.” Idelia reassures him, smiling warmly in response as she watches Grave.

“Its heavy heat!!!” Grave explains, glowing softly as Idelia giggles in amusement, pulling into the store parking lot quietly.

“Its very good.” She agrees, cutting the engine and pulling out her keys quietly, unlocking the doors.

“I wanna buy him space things!!!” Grave exclaims, bouncing in his seat excitedly as he looks at the large store in front of them.

“That sounds like a great idea!” Idelia explains, giggling as she opens her door, watching Grave opt to clip through his instead.

“It t i m e.” He speaks in a calm voice, watching Idelia lock the car, moving to grab a shopping trolley for them to fill.

“Can I get inside?” Grave requests, his eyes flicking between the trolley and Idelia as he asks.

“I don’t see why not.” Idelia answers, snorting in amusement as she watches Grave try and behave maturely.

“I am a b i g b o y!” Squeaking, Grave climbs into the trolley, giggling happily as he sits inside it.

“Mhm, a very big boy.” Idelia confirms, laughing in amusement as she pushes the trolley into the store.

“I’m the hugest man, I can drink c l o u d s!” Grave exclaims, trying to stay still in the trolley as he smiles.

“My very big boy.” Agreeing, Idelia pushes him to the section of the store with blankets and pillows, giggling quietly.

“Bit boy gon get stuff for c a y c o m f o r t time!!!” Grave exclaims, feeling excited as he sees the aisle full of blankets and plushies.

“You are. What shall we get?” Idelia questions, smiling brightly as she looks down at Grave.

“Blankets!!! And maybe stuffed animals, cuz why not.” Grave explains, thinking as Idelia smiles, pushing the trolley closer to the shelves so he can reach them.

“I am a small boi.” Grave states, pulling some blankets and plushies out of the shelves, hiding in them happily.

“Very small, like when you were a babey.” Idelia agrees, stroking his hair gently as she giggles. “Shall we go get some comfort food?” She continues.

“Of course! We’re gonna but the whole aisle!” Grave jokes, wiggling his hands excitedly as Idelia laughs, pushing the trolley to the food aisles for him.

“Hhh m o n c h.” Grave comments, looking at the food in the aisle as Idelia snorts, watching him.

“Since Daniel isn’t eating very well, any food is good for him at the moment, and I’m sure he’ll be more inclined to snack.” She explains calmly.

“I wanna get him e v e r y t h i n g now.” Grave explains, looking at the aisle of food as he fiddles with his hands, thoughts flooding his head.

“You can get quite a bit, you’ll be there a few days.” Giggling, Idelia keeps her voice low as she speaks.

“Good!!! He deserves a lot of good things and I love him a lot so aaaa!” Grave exclaims, wiggling happily.

“Well, some advice, sweet things usually go down very well, since your moods tend to swing a lot.” She explains, smiling gently down at Grave, pushing him closer to the aisle so he can grab items.

“N o i c e!” Grave exclaims, pocking up a selection of sweets and snacks from the shelves, placing them in the trolley. “Is this okay?” He questions.

“If you think it is, then it is!” Idelia answers, giggling quietly as she watches, amused.

“It i s!!!” Grave explains, fiddling with his hands excitedly as Idelia smiles down at him, moving to the medicine aisle, proceeding to pick up some painkillers a heating pad for Daniel to use.

Closing his eyes, Grave hums a soft melody, thoughts filling his head as Idelia smiles, moving the trolley to a self-service lane to check out.

“Time for b u y.” Grave comments, sounding out of it as he gets consumed by his thoughts, making Idelia giggle as she scans the items, swiftly placing them into the bags provided.

Grave beeps along as Idelia scans the items, making her smile as she packs them expertly into the bag, quickly paying for the items.

“We legally own these things now, time to sacrifice them to our lord and saviour Danny Devito.” Grave jokes, making his voice sound serious as Idelia laughs.

“Ready to go see him?” She questions, smiling as she pats his head gently, her hand warm and soft.

“Yeah!!!” Feeling excited, Grave squeaks, glowing softly as Idelia moves outside the store.

“He’ll be happy to see you.” She notes sweetly, watching Grave shift in the trolley to look up at her.

“You think so?” He questions, glowing brighter as he looks at her in hope and excitement.

“Of course! He loves you and if anything he needs you right now.” Idelia explains, stroking Grave’s head gently as she moves beside the car, easily moving the bags inside of it.

Squeaking, Grave hides as he thinks about being able to hug Daniel, making Idelia smile as she opens the passenger side door, carefully lifting Grave from the trolley, placing him in the seat as she puts the trolley away.

“Gon see him n o w.” Grave mumbles, beeping contently as he curls up on the seat, watching Idelia get in the drivers seat, shutting the door.

“You are!” She agrees, starting the car quietly, driving out of the parking lot in the direction of Daniel’s home.

“I’m gonna kiss his face!!! And tell him I love him a lot and other gay stuff.” Grave explains, watching his mom drive.

“That’s exactly what he’s going to need.” Idelia explains, smiling brightly as she focuses on the road.

“And… d o g. Dunno where its gonna come from but… its there now.” Grave continues, Idelia giggling as she drives onto the street, able to see Daniel’s home in the distance.

Grave bounces in his seat excitedly as they get closer, trying to stop himself as Idelia pulls into the driveway, turning to look at him as she smiles.

“Go and give that poor boy some comfort.” She encourages him quietly, keeping her voice soft.

“Comfort ad c h e e e e s e.” Grave continues, saying random words in his head as Idelia laughs, grabbing the bags of supplies and handing them to him gently.

“Have fun and text me if there’s any issues, okay?” She reminds him, smiling brightly.

“I will, love you mom!” Grave exclaims, leaning forward to give Idelia a quick kiss before getting out of the car. Smiling, Idelia watches him walk to the front door before backing up off of the driveway, making her way home.

Tapping his feet quietly against the floor, Grave knocks on the front door, watching as Daniel’s uncle opens it, smiling when he see’s him.

“Hi, I’m here!” Grave explains, glowing as he smiles brightly, Robert returning the smile as he opens the door, letting him inside.

“You are, and it’s very good. I think Daniel needs you.” He explains, hushing his voice as he speaks.

“He does! And I’m gonna help him not feel aaa.” Grave explains, moving inside the house as he taps his feet quietly against the floor.

“He’s been in his room since it started. He doesn’t come out, doesn’t eat lot… you being here will do some good.” Robert explains, gently patting Grave’s shoulder affectionately.

“I sure hope so…” Grave mumbles, feeling slightly concerned, though Robert smiles reassuringly.

“Why don’t you go up and see him, I’m here if you need anything.” He explains quietly.

“O-Okay, thanks!” With that, Grave moves up the stairs swiftly, softly knocking on the door to Daniel’s room, able to hear him hum groggily from behind the door.

“Can I come in?” Grave requests, keeping his voice low as worry rises inside of him.

“Y-Yeah…” Daniel answers after a moment, faint shuffling noises coming from inside the room.

“Hi…” Clipping inside the room, Grave smiles gently as he see’s Daniel, curled up in his bed underneath the covers.

“Hey.” He answers quietly, only his head emerged outside of his bed covers as he watches Grave.

“Do you want hugs?” Grave questions, thinking over his options as he taps quietly. Nodding, Daniel curls up in his covers as a wave of pain radiates through him.

“Sorry…” Apologising quietly, Grave slips into the bed with him, hugging him gently as he envelopes Daniel in his warmth.

“Not your fault…” Daniel mumbles, nuzzling into Grave gently as he cuddles up to him.

“I know, but it still sucks ass…” Grave explains, planting a gentle kiss onto Daniel’s forehead.

“It hurts a bunch.” Daniel explains, whining gently as his stomach cramps up, making him feel sick.

“Do you want some painkillers?” Grave offers, feeling slightly worried for Daniel as he nods, hiding in Grave to get comfortable.

Not moving from his spot in the bed, Grave passes Daniel the painkillers using his telekinesis, watching Daniel swallow the tablets, relaxing slightly as he leans into Grave.

“Have h o t.” Moving the heating pad in the same manner, Grave turns it on, Daniel whining softly as he cuddles into the warmth.

“Is there anything else you need?” Grave questions, keeping his voice hushed as he speaks.

“Just you…” Daniel admits, voice barely above a whisper as he burrows into Grave further.

Smiling, Grave gently plants kisses on Daniel’s face, watching a small smile break out onto his face as he hums in response.

“Wanna hear a dumb joke?” Grave questions, wanting to cheer Daniel up more as he nods softly in response.

“My mom is very disappointed that I have no sense of direction, so I packed up my stuff and right.” Grave tells the joke, Daniel giggling quietly as he peeks up at Grave, seeming happier.

“Its y o u!!!” Grave exclaims, feeling happier as Daniel smiles softly, wrapping his arms around him.

“Why’d you come?” He questions quietly, giving Grave a gentle hug as he speaks, his voice low and doubtful.

“Because you needed comfort and stuff and also I’m gay. That’s not relevant to the reason why I came, but I thought it was a nice reminder.” Grave explains, returning the hug.

“This doesn’t… make you think less of me?” Daniel questions, frowning softly as he hides his face from view.

“Of course not!” Grave reassures him, frowning as he shakes his head, feeling concerned as Daniel sniffles.

“But… men don’t bleed like this.” Daniel argues, the negative thoughts and feelings making him feel wrong inside his body, his stomach twisting in disgust.

“That’s not true…” Grave reassures him, kissing his forehead gently in an attempt to comfort him.

“What if I’m not a b-boy?” Daniel questions, tears forming in his eyes as he curls up into a ball.

“You are a boy!” Grave encourages him gently, squeezing him in the hug gently, wanting to make him feel better.

“How do you know?” Daniel presses, curling into Grave gently as he sniffles, feelin overwhelmed.

“Because you are.” Grave explains quietly, kissing him gently as Daniel sniffles, tears forming in his eyes. “…Sorry.” He apologises, feeling concerned as he watches Daniel, unsure of what to say.

“N-Not upset with you.” Daniel explains, shaking his head as Grave runs his hand softly through his hair in a soothing manner.

“I know, but still…” Grave explains, glowing softly as Daniel curls up on top of him, getting comfortable.

“Thanks for coming…” His voice is low as he thanks Grave, sniffling quietly in his chest.

“You’re welcome!�� Grave exclaims, going quiet as he thinks of something. “How long has it been since you ate something?” He questions, listening to Daniel hum in response.

“Since this started, so… two days?” He admits, hiding himself in Grave as he speaks, being as quiet as possible.

“That’s not good! You need to eat… like now.” Grave urges him, feeling concerned as Daniel groans.

“…Okay.” He gives in, not wanting to worry Grave any more than he already had.

“C o n s u m e.” Grave urges, handing some food to Daniel carefully, watching him smile at the silly voice as he nibbles on some of it, not wanting to make himself feel sick.

“Yay!” Smiling, Grave wiggles happily as Daniel giggles, burying his face in him gently as he blushes.

“Mmmguess what?” Grave questions, holding Daniel gently in his arms as he speaks, voice low.

“What?” Daniel answers quietly, pulling the covers on his bed over the both of them to keep warm.

“I love you!” Grave exclaims, kissing Daniel’s face gently as he blushes, whining softly as he hides.

“Sorry…” Giggling, Grave apologises, not feeling sorry at all as Daniel pouts at him.

“No you’re not…” Daniel comments, his face burning red as he glares up at Grave quietly.

“Mmmaybe I’m not… maybe.” Grave admits, looking away as he attempts not to laugh at Daniel.

“You aren’t.” Daniel argues, pouting more as he hides his red face from view, feeling flustered.

“Okay I-I’m actually sorry this time.” Grave continues, smiling as he glows softly, hearing Daniel huff quietly as he peeks up at him. “It y o u!!” Smiling, Grave glows as he watches Daniel blush more, nuzzling into him as he smiles.

“You tiny.” Grave comments, lying as he strokes Daniel’s hair softly, smiling as Daniel blushes.

“Nooooo…” He complains, hiding in Grave, though he leans into the gentle touch appreciatively.

“You a r e! You have tiny babey energy and I love it!” Grave exclaims, Daniel whining as he hides more, burrowing into him gently. “You’re my tiny babey!!! And I’m gonna give you love forever.” Grave explains, able to feel the heat coming off of Daniel’s face as he hides from his view.

“Can you stop hiding real quick? I wanna kiss your face!” Grave exclaims, glowing softly as Daniel whines, moving his head so he can be seen.

Smiling, Grave litters his faces with kisses, watching Daniel turn a deep shade of red in response.

“Hhh how are you so damn c u t e???” Grave questions, Daniel squeaking as he listens, starting to seem sleepy.

“Ssleeby boi. My sleeby boi!” Lowering his voice, Grave pokes Daniel’s nose gently, making him hum as he yawns quietly.

Closing his eyes, Grave presses their foreheads together as Daniel lays back down in the bed, feeling tired now.

Feeling sleepy himself, Grave curls into a ball as Daniel smiles, nestling into him for warmth.

Squeaking quietly, Grave allows himself to drift off to sleep, Daniel following close behind as he embraces him, feeling much better and happier now that they’re together.

[primadonnatartuffe]

RYAN: *it's time to face the music... she said she'd talk to russet later, so here she is, later, dropping in at russet's place unannounced. maybe because she hopes she'll miss her to avoid doing this just a LITTLE bit longer... but ultimately she does want to, she's just scared. taking in a deep breath, she knocks on her sister's door.*

RUSSET: *No such luck Ryan, she happened to be home in her small little town house on her day off. She had been sipping tea and looking over her outline plan suggestions for the next Odimist fund raiser when she heard the knocking at her door. Mmm, it could be a few people really, but Russet had a bit of a hunch as she gets up from her table and goes to open the door.*

RUSSET: Oh hey =8I *She looks Ryan up and down.*

RYAN: hellooo... *says a little meekly and sheepishly* you busy?

RUSSET: Not really *She hesitates a moment before stepping aside.*

RUSSET: You wanna come in?

RYAN: yeah. *nods before she slowly starts to amble inside, looking around at the interior with interest and awe. russet must be doing well for herself...*

RYAN: i just wanted to... you know.

RYAN: follow up on what i said id do.

RYAN: and talk about... everything?

RUSSET: *Her etsy shop does do well to help fill out her bank account after her usual paychecks. Who knew so many people would want fridge cozies? The main room is rather minimalistic in design style, but just so you know her bathroom is space/galaxy themed.* Mm. Thats cool.

RUSSET: *Shuts the door behind the both of them.* I can reheat tea if you want any.

RYAN: yeah okay i could go for some tea i guess. *despite feeling antsy, she plops herself down on a couch or chair just so she's not standing around.*

RYAN: ... i like your place.

RUSSET: Thanks. *The couch is covered with pink and gray colored thick cableknit blankets, very soft and comfy. Russet briefly vanishes into the next room and a few minutes later she returns with two mugs, one being hers reheated, and another fresh cup for Ryan.*

RUSSET: *She wordlessly sets the mug in front of Ryan and then takes her on seat on the soft swivil chair to the right.*

RYAN: *by the time russet comes back, ryan is completely consumed by this fluffy cozy couch. but she can still reach out to grab her drink.* thaaanks...

RYAN: ...

RYAN: im not... super sure where to... start...

RUSSET: *She sighs over the top of her mug.* I guess I can start. Probably should say sorry for how I was being at the party. Wasn't really the place to hash this out anyways.

RYAN: *shrugs* i mean... its not unwarranted.

RYAN: i know it had to suck seeing me there before anything else.

RYAN: like not to throw a pity party for myself or nothing but i was just really stressed out about coming back.

RYAN: i thought if i just showed up at shindig itd be easier somehow? i guess i didnt expect to see you and finn AND jack all at the same time. the only thing that woulda made it more overwhelming was if dorian was there too. *wilts thinking about dorian... she really made an ass out of herself around him ages ago, and now he's nowhere to be found.*

RUSSET: *She too droops her shoulders at the mentions of Dorian. Why is their whole family troubled with disapearences?* Yeah well. You probably could have thought that through better yeah.

RUSSET: *Sips tea.* ...You said you're staying with dad?

RYAN: *nods slowly* yeah... i dont really know where else to go.

RUSSET: Im sure hes happy to have you around.

RYAN: ... i think hes still pissed at me. *sips also and keeps her mug close to her chest*

RUSSET: Well duh. A lot of people are gonna' be pissed. But even if he's mad hes got to be happy you're back home and safe and not gone with the wind.

RUSSET: Unless you plan to run away again. Not sure how well that might go over. *Sips at her.*

RYAN: *stares down at her mug* no...

RYAN: theres no point in me trying to leave again.

RYAN: there was no point to begin with.

RYAN: it was stupid...

RUSSET: Yeah. It was.

RUSSET: But you still did it.

RYAN: ... im sorry.

RUSSET: *She looks down into her cup, pulling her legs up into the chair with her so she can sit cross legged, and goes silent for several moments.* .............

RUSSET: Why did you do it?

RUSSET: Why did you run away again?

RYAN: i dont know i-- *draws in a sharp breath*

RYAN: it was so long ago now i barely even remember what was going through my head.

RYAN: of course i might remember it better if i hadnt completely fucking fried my brain lmao.

RYAN: *huffs another sigh* i just know i was like... overwhelmed...

RYAN: between jack and me... and with all my bullshit.

RYAN: i just know i wanted to hide from it.

RUSSET: *She listens, and tries to find ways to sympathize with Ryan. Her little sister did have a few problems, and Russet could wrap her mind around feeling overwhelmed by stuff, but running away for years? That was too much.*

RUSSET: You know there are other ways you could have handled it. Without ditching all of us.

RYAN: *eyes start watering. no... she's wearing mascara, she can't have this.* i know that... i know that /now./

RUSSET: *heavens not the mascara. See this is why Russet likes her circle shades, they do well to hide too much emotion.*

RUSSET: I guess at least you learned that much. *Produces a napkin and holds it out to Ryan.*

RYAN: *takes it* ... yeah. *she learned plenty more than that, but she doesn't want to make it seem like she's fishing for sympathy. she doesn't deserve that. she just tries to think of ways to update russet without it coming off that way.*

RYAN: i got into a lot of shit.

RYAN: i made a lot of mistakes.

RYAN: i had to go to rehab. *shrugs*

RYAN: thats why i came back.

RUSSET: Wait... What?? *Sits up more in her chair, frowning pretty harshly.*

RUSSET: Rehab?

RYAN: ... yeah. *dabs at her eyes with the napkin* i got really fucked up and this girl i was seeing made me go.

RYAN: and then she you know broke up with me.

RYAN: but again i dont blame her.

RUSSET: Thats...

RUSSET: Mm. Wow. Sorry I'm trying to like.

RUSSET: Form the right words to respond to that.

RUSSET: ......Thats rough, Ryan.

RUSSET: *Nailed it.*

RYAN: *shrugs* you dont have to say anything its fine. it is what it is.

RUSSET: Yeaaahhh but its still shitty. I mean, I'm mad at you but still thats difficult to go through.

RUSSET: Does your mom know?

RYAN: *nods slowly* yeah... i told her and dad first.

RUSSET: Thats good. I'm glad you told them.

RYAN: kinda have to tell people. you know... to reconcile and all that?? its all part of the program.

RYAN: but i want to anyway.

RUSSET: Oh. Well thats better then just coming back to complete the program.

RUSSET: .......I'm glad youre back. Even if it doesn't seem like it.

RYAN: *hearing that makes her eyes water more and her voice squeaks a little when she speaks* cool. yeah...

RYAN: im glad im back too.

RYAN: and i really...

RYAN: i really am... really sorry.

RUSSET: *Ryan you better not start crying, gdi. Russet is too much of a bleeding heart for this.* Thanks. I believe it.

RUSSET: I um... I dont know how long I'm going to be mad at you about this. I forgive you but also dont at the same time its really confusing. And its hard not to still feel hurt because until now I didn't have any idea why you ran away, and I didn't get to think about it too much because I felt like I had to pick up the pieces of everyone else, so I'm kind of bitter? *Says it like a question, shes figuring it out as she goes and just holds her mug closer to herself to feed off the warmth.*

RUSSET: I want us to be okay again, eventually. Because I thought we were getting to some sort of level of okay with each other until you ran off.

RYAN: yeah... i know i fucked it all up. *she's crying, she can't stop it now. she's bottled it up too long, and if there's one person she really feels guilty about, it's russet, for all the reasons she just mentioned.*

RYAN: i wanted things to get better... i was just--

RYAN: fuck...

RYAN: im just so sorry. i dont wanna be dumb or petty or awkward anymore.

RYAN: i missed you... i missed you nagging at me and i missed your cute little craft things and all your motherly lil habits.

RYAN: i didnt realize how much i needed people like that in my life to keep me grounded.

RUSSET: *Well heck. Shes turning a little orange now, a combination about Ryan saying all these nice things about her meddling, and then there is the whole choking back emotion because if Ryan is crying shes NOT going to cry. Because if they both start bawling it will never stop she knows it.*

RUSSET: Well shit. =B'I

RYAN: *wheezes out a watery laugh at that response.* i know... damn... really unexpected hearing ryan get all sappy.

RUSSET: *Nods and sniffles just a little.* It is. I think someone might have to pinch me to make sure this is real.

RYAN: would... a hug work?

RUSSET: *She thinks about it and then places her mug on the glass coffee table before opening her arms wide.*

RUSSET: Yes. =B''T

RYAN: *HHH she puts her mug down as well, wiggling out of this couch and then shuffling over to fit into her big sister's arms.*

RUSSET: *Wraps her arms around Ryan and gives her a big squeeze. This hug is pouring in the warmth and love of all the hugs she hasnt been able to give Ryan in years. Enjoy Russet's watery, emotional, bug chirps in your ear because its too much!!.*

RYAN: *the chirps are a comfort and she responds with more soft giggles. she sighs, relaxing into the hug and letting the warmth comfort her and convince her that things might finally start to be alright...*

RYAN: is it okay if i hang out here for a lil while...?

RUSSET: *She nods into Ryan's shoulder.* Mhm. I'm not doing anything today.

RYAN: okay cool cuz im gonna impose like hell for as long as i can get away with it. *pulls away, smiling softly as she flops back onto the couch*

RUSSET: *When she and Ryan part Russet breifly sneaks a finger under her glasses to wipe at her misty eyes.* Fine by me. But you shouldnt stay too long past dark unless you are getting a ride somewhere.

RYAN: *she's gotta dab at her eyes some more too...* yeah okay that can be arranged. *AND SO she gets settled in, drinking tea and catching up on some of the more positive things that have happened.*