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Fried Aegon toast
#so many ways to toast an aegon#art#my art#its so dumb but i kind of love it#i thought it would be really funny to sprinkle chives on him for some reason#aegon ii targaryen#aegon the second#hotd#hotd aegon#house of the dragon#dumb shit
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I need to stop drawing them my god
#im kind of posting a lot today but its my BIRTHDAY TOMORROW (said extremely subtlety) and i need to hype myself up#im gonna show some friends slay the princess later. its going to be normal. i wont be weird about it if i draw everyone out tonight#<- lying#we're also gonna do some pottery. it'll be sick#anyways um stuff about the art now#i love paranoid soo much#i got the ending where you get thrown into the void by nightmare and it was extremely cool#poor hero is just trying his best#cold's introduction in razor is also really awesome. its very simple but neat#johnathan sims when i get you johnathan sims#contrarian is also so insecure can we talk about that#there should be more fics about this. “but thats the worst part of us.. thats *me*” no do go on please elaborate on that#i cant find a clip of him saying that but i remember seeing it somewhere. i might have to replay stranger's ending hehe#i dont know if this game is really a good party game honestly#being a visual novel and all#as long as all of the endings they get are cool but not super romantic it'll be fineee#voice of the paranoid#voice of the cold#voice of the contrarian#narrator stp#turtle's art hoard#everything* not everyone#minor spelling mistake spotted!! send her to the construct boys#these arent super polished by the way obviously#the first two took about half an hour each#but the third took over an hour because i couldnt figure out the stupid colors#which is dumb because they're literally achromatic#ok bye for realsies
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screaming crying puking shitting pissing why doesnt anybody love farkas why does everyone shit all over him why do they agree with his baseless self-deprecation why why why why why
#he is so smart!!! he is so fuckign smart but everyone just treats him like shit#its genuinely so fucking depressing that he's just convinced that he's everything his brother is but Less#like no dude!!! youre literally so much More!!!!!#like i just want to give farkas a hug and lots of verbal reassurance#like everytime he says some shit ab like “oh youre probably looking for my brother hes the smart one :/” i wanna scream#like no baby im looking for you!! came here for You!! i hate this werewolf shit but i love you so im gonna fuckin do it!!#hes not a fucking icebrain hes a fireheart he has great joy and love burning within!!!!!#plus its dumb as FUCK for literally ANY of the companions to call him stupid. like you FUCKING RAISED HIM#if hes that fuckign dumb why didnt you guys.....oh idk...... fucking TEACH HIM BETTER#like eat shit i hate them tbh#and FUCK kodlak for that whole “hes too kindhearted” bullshit fuck you#fuck you kodlak youre so filled w heart that you wanna go to sovngarde you bitch you dont get to say shit ab other people's hearts#PLUS THE FACT THAT IT IMPLIES THAT BEING KIND = BEING UNINTELLIGENT#like FUCK that shit fuck that shit!!!!! you literally cannot be truly smart without also being truly kind!!!!!!!! its fuckin impossible!!!#farkas the smartest one in there frfr#personal#skyrim#farkas
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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well folks ive gotten busy. theyll kill me if i do things such as have fun adn blorbopost
#birbwellspeaks#my fucking art and game and books. sniff#we're refining the concept of our graduation film. which is about an anchoress and a soon-to-be-wed woman#among other things we're doing.#big If though. if it gets accepted to get to preprod stage#guess who did this pitch. smiles#im fucking pissed ab what our professor made us do to our concept#'how can tehy fall in love in a 5 min time frame thru a window... make the anchoress walk outside with the woman in the garden'#brothers and sisters its dumb as hell. and We cosigned it. but only so that come actual preproduction time#we will drop it and ignore anything he says. dumb as hell idea#shes an anchoress. like.#and also we're doing preproduction on another shorter film. i kind of hate drawing at tha moment
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there are simply so many things about ""fandom"" that are profoundly baffling to me
#i just dont see the point. what is there to get out of this#as one person's niche specialty sure we've all got dumb shit to go to bat for#but as things 'fandom' as a broad group of people love doing constantly all the time? like. why#ill tell you man i dont love that my ''thing'' right now is an actually large/popular franchise#actually impossible to avoid 'the 'fandom' types' and fandomization as a whole.#bringing back a nastier side of me id rather not revisit.#i dont go out of my way to interact with fandom ever but my work is such#that it's usually pretty good at attracting the kind of people i do vibe with so its still chill#but with such large audiences even a niche crowd is far less.... discerning#and then of course whatever the algorithm picks up and shows you is going to be far less catered. i dont CARE. uuuggghhhh#glass houses of course im hardly any better myself these days. but like.#i think if you dont hold at least a little contempt for the term/concept of ''fandom'' im going to be wary of you.#i look out from my glass house and i think what the FUCK are you doing over there
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I don’t think we talk enough about how all the bishops used to be regular people before they found their crowns.
They had normal lives. Parents. Childhoods. Friends, even.
Even Narinder was just a confused little kitten once.
#lets be honest he STILL IS a confused little kitten#dumb dumb cat#/pos#cult of the lamb#cotl#cult of the lamb bishops#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl narinder#cotl art#cult of the lamb art#cult of the baabaa kids#well not exactly but it kind of is yeah#ITS BABY NARINDER#HE IS SO GOOFY THE LITTLE FUNNY EARS#sorry but i just really love this idiot
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i always ponder about to what degree limes family knows about magic and how much hes involved in it....like it is one of those things where he has to constantly make weird excuses for where hes been and where all these injuries are coming from? do they know and help cover for him when they need to?? it remains to be seen
because i think that the capitol guard uniforms are similar enough between the regiments that post-timeskip they know he joined the capitol guard, but dont necessarily know hes in the magic-specialized regiment, so its just one of those "How are things going over there?" "Oh you know. Catching criminals, protecting the general public, the usual." while he fights magic creatures on a daily basis
#i havent decided what route to take yet...#one beta version is that tiramisu is old friends with limes parents so thats why she chose to move there#(limes family owns both shops and rent out the other one to tiramisu)#but on the other hand i dont think anyone would want to involve innocent bystanders into the magic world if they dont have to#lime loves his family a lot and wouldnt want to endanger them#(generally if youre not involved in the magic community already then all parties leave you alone)#(including the coattails / bad guys)#theres not a lot of people who attack non-magic innocent people for funsies#mostly people get involved accidentally because they were caught in the crossfire of a fight like lime#i think his parents would be proud and surprised#(why didnt he go to college and play baseball its what he wanted growing up right?? and he was so good???)#(he had so many scholarship offers??)#he just kind of avoids the topic#going to play baseball for a living seems silly and dumb to him after being involved with the magic community for so long
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silly guys that make me lose followers on tumblr dot com
#my art lol#vocaloid#zhiyu moke#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#omfg lmao i normally dont do this kind of thing ever... but the circumstances are so fucking funny i HAD to#no cause its so amusing to me. so u can put up w/ my unhinged ramblings in the tags a bunch of dumb uninteresting shit etc#but seeing the same fuckass gif too many times in a row is the final straw?? ok sure#LIKE IM NOT REALLY MAD OR ANYTHING its just hilarious to me that THAT is some (2) people's final straws w me. thats their limit#i only reserve spam reblogging the same post in a row for very special occasions when im extremelyyyyyy unwell abt smthn (pos or neg)#so its really funny to me that on two separate occasions that was enough for two separate people to unfollow my main. LOL#couldnt handle the mokening/ryojiing 😔🙏 tragic! anyways.#NO BUT ALSO i once did reblog. the same video of shadow the hedgehog like 50+ times in a row#i dont remember if i lost anyone because of that though??? if i didnt then THATS HILARIOUS LOL everyone just loves shadow#but some fuckin chinese computer program and death the teenage boy??? i want those twinks obliterated. blocked and unfollowed.#my lessons ive learned: i can weaponize random ass gifs of random ass anime boys i guess?????????#also this is from today. and serves as a good precursor to whats abt to happen which happened far from today 🥴😭😔😔😔
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family dinner
Sokka had been so excited for today, and he was convinced everything would be fine. But it was not fine. Actually, it was horrible. And the worst part was that it wasn’t even that bad. No, Sokka realised, his father and his boyfriend were just extremely stupid.
or, zuko thinks hakoda hates him. hakoda thinks zuko hates him. sokka is so tired.
[read on ao3]
written for @zukkaweek day one: modern au | family drama
#*#my writing#zukkaweek2023#atla#avatar: the last airbender#zukka#zuko#sokka#zukka fic#hi guys im scared <3#i don't think i really love this fic i think its not very well written#i also kind of rushed it because i just didnt really know what to do with it#(and it needed to be finished Today lmao)#but i still like it! first atla fic thats so cool#also first zukka week! lets fucking go!!#also. i use 'hate' in the summary but its really not that serious theyre just a bit dumb (and nervous)#so dont worry guys its a rlly happy fic!#ok thats enough rambling bye im turning my phone off so i dont check notifs too often <3#*zukkaweek23#zukka week 23#*atlafic
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If ur still taking dino requests please consider the oviraptor, my misunderstood king
THE misunderstood king, we stan
unrelated but I could not for the life of me find a breed name for the rooster I used as a reference so I guess it's just the default American chicken????
#rambles#dino requests aka how will AJ turn a modern bird into a specific dino shaped body#my art#prehistoric#paleoart#paleoillustration#oviraptor#I literally spent so long looking for a damn name for these coloured kind of roosters I could NOT find an answer but im also dumb#also did I choose chicken because of eggs yes (as in most readily available egg kinds to find in stores obvs all birds lay eggs)#dino requests#i am in a lot of wisdom pain rn btw so this might be the only one tonight ;w;#art requests#I love Oviraptors so much thank you for the request! (Boop if you read this its also for you)#answered asks\
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Sometimes I feel a weird sort of guilt for having periods of time where I'm way more into the au content of a media than the original. It feels like I'm not paying enough respect to the original?? Somehow???
Then I remind myself that I can do whatever I want and media is supposed to be enjoyed.
#I WONT FEEL GUILTY FOR ENJOYING THINGS. THATS DUMB. THATS D U M B#its also kind of part of why my au posts are so detailed?? i want to show thst i love the original enough to put all this time and thought#- into making some sort of branch off i guess. is that strange?? i dont really care if it is but yk. curious.#if anything i feel like it helps me maintain my love for a thing longer. i like putting that guy in situations#AUs let those situations be LIMITLESS#delete later#idk still figuring my dumb brain out
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anyway this week I leant on my therapist's shoulder and ugly cried for like 10 minutes and as I was leaving I was like 'don't give me that face' and she was like 'I'm just very proud of your progress!' and I'm like 😡😡😡😡😡 THANK YOU 😡😡😡😡😡
#red said#i have cried in therapy before but i am usually always very in control of it#it's a 'tears are running but I'm otherwise normal' kind of crying or occasionally a 'take several deep breaths to pull myself together'#but it's dumb though cause we've talked about some very dramatic shit just fine and today i was just talking about like#my dumb adolescent-type insecurities about not being the kind of Cool And Collected And Exciting Person i want to be#ooooorrrrrr from another angle about how I'm 31 and have built my entire self-conception around being a person Things Happen to#and now at 31 entire years old I'm suddenly trying to figure out what sort of person i am beyond someone who's like#good at being tough and reacting with grace and fortitude to Things Happening At Me.#because Things stopped Happening At Me so much like. 5 years ago now. I'm in a loving relationship i have a stable home#i have a middle class income and great friends and it's been over 6 years since the last time anyone raped me.#my health is better than its ever been. both physical and mental. i am safe and i am loved and i am good at my job#so i can't really keep operating on a self concept where the only thing that i value in myself is the ability to survive#bc like I'm NOT surviving I'm GOOD. i can get what i want and be who i want. what the FUCK do i WANT??????????????
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guys holy shit i predicted melodie................
#this is from my drafts i dont think i explained the idea well but it was something i thought about a lot and made sense in my head#id rather have my idea and the bs i came up with than whatever melodie is#I HATE HER GRAHHHHHH#brawl stars#its funny how castle duo is my favorite duo ever and i havent ever came up with a fan idea for a third member... im a fake fan guys smh </3#/j i would but i have no creativity whatsoever#wait actually ill do it right now#ummmmmmmmm i think having a princess is kind of dumb bcuz like i said mandy exists.... i think maybe a brawler revolving around#the haunted armor trope would be cool? like... a ghost knight that died a long time ago and possessed a suit of armor and fights on to this#very day#and supercell could release it on halloween wow im so smart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#“why are you rambling about this so much its such a dumb idea” its my blog and i ramble about whatever i want💥#their name could be. idfk. and they love their sword or something like how ash loves his rats and grom his walkie talkie#the trio ever !!!!!!!!!!! guys if you think its a good idea and want me to draw it ummmmmm ill draw it when we hit 100123901239million like#ill show my incredibly smart and cool and super and awesome idea to my brawl stars friends and moots and see what they think#mishs not art tag
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rly pleased to report that critics are getting way more out of "sleeping dogs" than I put into it

#so uh. what can i say i love this take sm#bc it means ive kind of succeeded in proving stan doesnt know wtf hes talking about like. any of the time in this fic#e veryone is a dumb motherfucker spitting shit out in the heat of the moment its rly . not that deep#sleeping dogs#💁#also am i. am i stupid#what r they.....talking abt?? at the end#did i miss some fandom thing can anybody hear me
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Love reading about Rasputin's death and seeing shit like "We have nooooo idea what hit Rasputin on the head" or some other detail like that that was absolutely mentioned in Felix’s memoirs.
Like I get that Felix’s memoirs aren't entirely reliable. Shit just happens that way. But you can't honestly tell me you have NO clue when the guy who did it says, "Oh yeah, it was a rubber bat, lmao." And doesn't have a reason to lie about it.
It's not definitive proof in any way, but that's still better than nothing.
I also love when folks give me the whole "I think the reason he talks about himself so much before the murder is to make you trust him even though hes a murderer" as if he's some kind of big-brained mastermind manipulator. This is Mr Felix "Purishkevich shot my dog" Yusupov. He has the persuasion of a kindergartener.
""That's exactly what he wants you to think.""
Honestly, idgaf if Lost Splendor is exaggerated or inaccurate. In my opinion, the accounts from there are pretty reasonable if you take out the rich layer of devoutly religious. Far better than any other adaptation I've seen.
But besides that it's funny. It's actually entertaining. It's well constructed.
It's biased, but there's something distinctly human about that.
It is a. Good. Book.
#felix yusupov#history hyperfixation#феликс юсупов#obscure history#lost splendour#lost splendor#historical memoir#rasputin#grigori rasputin#rasputin assasination#my opinion#my post#queer history#my mother was really skeptical when i first got the book#also the english wiki articles on the rasputin assasination have conflicting dates#wtf is up with that?#last i checked anyway#now there is NO excuse for that kind of mistake#and for the love of all that is holy can we let go of the myth that rasputin had water in his lungs#its so fucking dumb#idk where that started really#ive heard people say it was in felixs memoir#but lost splendor said nothing about it#maybe one of his other books? id have to get them to see#but honestly i doubt it?? like bro deadass said he wasn't even there when they dumped him over the bridge#id have to read it for myself#people really just go on the internet and lie#source?#the other one is rasputins pickle dick#come on y'all
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