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Anyone else have neck pain cause of the weight of their hair???????
#pls tell me this isnt a me problem onky#i literally have chronic neck pain cause of my hair#its on the thicker side
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Iām going to phrase this delicately because Iām so deeply grateful and awed by the support Iāve received.
But I will say it is a little anxiety inducing how many people feel they can talk about coming home whatever way they want openly and publicly because it has ānumbersā or whatever (referring to my own work like this makes me want to claw my eyes out because they baffle me and I donāt necessarily feel I deserve them but itās important for context).
This is Especially true for the way people speak under things I very much see. Art of the fic. My Twitter mutuals posts. Things I will very obviously interact with. It feels like someone is walking into my back yard and talking shit as if I'm literally not standing in said yard like this š§
You make something for a community for free as an act of passion and then the community in turn becomes something that isnāt quite accessible to you anymore. Iāve seen this happen to a lot of fic writers in my previous fandoms and idk man itās just kind of a bummer.
Like. Fanfic and fanart is made by people in the fandom for the fandom. Itās not work being produced by some distant people in Hollywood who shouldnāt be in the fandom space in the first place.
Idk, itās actually pretty rare that this happens to me but I wanted to mention I am a human who can very much read the things you say guys š like if you reblog art related to my work and call it a bunch of petty names and say you had to dnf I can see that. Itās totally ok to feel whatever way you want. But maybe don't feel that way in my back yard.
Again. Iām so grateful for everything I really am. You absolutely do not have to fuck with my work. Fuck I don't fuck with my work sometimes DKLFJSDHF. This is probably the last time Iāll talk about this because the last thing I want to do is come off like I canāt take criticism and Iām ungrateful. But sometimes I really am chewing at my enclosure like IM RIGHT HERE MAN IM LITERALLY BEHIND YOU HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT.
#on the upside I have definetly developed a thicker skin over the past month#I genuinely mean it things that used to phase me now just kind of annoy me#but on the other hand#I do feel fic writers should be able to be members of the fandoms they write for#Iāve noticed some of the other writers in this fandom once they get attention do not interact much#but idk I donātā¦. want that to be me#9/10 chance Iāll feel weird about this and delete in the next five minutes to an hour#but yeah sometimes I do feel thereās this āshut up and be gratefulā thing that gets imposed on me#but I can be grateful and also set boundaries and talk about things that make me stressed or uncomfortable me thinks#never something i'd do on twitter. but something i'm going to cautiously attempt here#honestly if this helps one person realize how to better interact in fandom spaces online i'll be happy#also side note since im leaning towards maybe keeping this up#im literally fine. i'm big chilling right now. posted this in a good headspace over my coffee yada yada#no need to defend my honor or point fingers you know#also i know to an extent that this stuff is inevitable#and i cannot stop it or whatever. but again. i'd at least like to say it just the once#at this point its not even the crit itself that makes me feel a certain type of way#it just makes me feel kind of invisible and dehumanized
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i think. pomni should have horns under her hat. that's it that's the post
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#pomni#ragatha#jax#caine#showtime#caine x pomni#tho its always one sided in my art bc i think pomni should be thicker than an asphalt milkshake#my art
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By the way. Buying jeans in stores is impossible if you are shorter than average and they are gonna drag behind you like a veil. Have fun tripping on them (It's me. I am short)
#brought to you by me buying jeans today#they are said to be ankle length#spoiler: NOT ON ME#they go midway to my heel#if i tuck them in slightly they are great#but the point is#i am 158/159 cm#in feet i think that's either 5'2 or 5'3#THERE ARE PLENTY PEOPLE SHORTER THAN ME#if i can't buy jeans because they are long enough to cover my entire foot and a few cm of floor as well#what the fuck are people even shorter than me buying#a year ago i bought these loose summer pants that were said to be in length somewhere under the knee#THEY GO TO MY ANKLES (they are great pants btw. the only pair of loose pants i own because all the other ones in stores are too f long)#i know getting clothes tailored is an option#but i am really not gonna do that with everything i am buying?#especially jeans#since i never know how long they are gonna last#my thighs are thicker and touch each other so they have a tendency to tear in between my legs#sometimes they last years (current record 5 years)#and sometimes they last 3 months#i never know until i wear them more often#and i am not gonna get my clothes tailored every 3 months#i am on the skinny side so idk what the plus-size clothes situation is like but according to all evidence: absolutely horrible#anyway#brought to you by me bcs i dont shop online often and prefer stores so i can try things on first without having to return them after buying#also reminder that i DID buy nice jeans today. its just that i hardly ever find some#ohv and obv tall people also have it badā¢ i am sorry for your naked ankles in winter weather#ema rambles#possibly to delete
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*squeezes aine this time*
Read my Yandere! Dottore fics first (āāĢ“ĢĘāĢ“Ģā)
Chemistry ą¹ Magnum Opus
So @ainescribe decided to surprise me with more Darling fan art, this time of Dottoreās Assistant!! *sobs* I love it so much ļ½”ļ¾(ļ¾Ā“Ļ`ļ¾)ļ¾ļ½”
Once again, feedback will be in the tags. Thank you so much for enjoying my writing, Aine <3
#feedback#fan art#pranabefall#AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE ( ļ¼āļ¼)#THE FACT THAT YOU DREW THIS?? AND SO SOON?? give me a moment. i need to cry happily#fun fact aine has made jokes about assistant and 'dead-eyed desi trauma' so my first thought when seeing this fan art was#'wow you can rlly see the desi trauma in her eyes' xD i say this both jokingly and seriously cuz AHH HER EXPRESSION!!#it's hard for me to describe visual art + techniques but you did such a good job at depicting assistant's emotions#is it bc of the thicker line art used for the eyes + eyebrows?? the lil eyebags/ creases under her eyes?? the uneven shading for her irises#all of that combined with her jaded facial expression and body language?? idk but just know that i love this depiction of assistant#especially since her emotions are an important aspect of her character design (to me at least)#moving on i love your original design for her. once again it's always interesting to see how my readers imagine and depict my darlings#and the way you drew her including the pose and design....she looks like a character from an animated show or visual novel!!#just put her name. caption. and dialogue on the side then she's ready to be romanced. 100% the fan-favorite character <3#i rlly like how you drew her hair!! it looks very fluffy and voluminous (sorry idk many terms for haircare either)#the scar is an interesting detail. makes me wonder if she got it before. during. or after the akademiya?? from an expedition/ experiment??#either way. ohohoho the potential....i imagine the scar serving as a lifelong reminder to assistant of what she has sacrificed for her#scientific curiosity and career. not to mention that the scar is located on her FACE which is 1) the body part most crucial to a person's#identity 2) makes the scar difficult to ignore. to the point that some people may recognize assistant's face mainly bc of her scar#poor assistant. at least dottore is one to appreciate such traits. i can see him administering first aid or lovingly tracing the scar......#moving on to her uniform. i love that it's practical but also stylish in its own way. a perfect balance methinks uwu#the patterned lapels. the lil brooch. the leather armbands. the fatui symbol. the tucked shirt and high-waist pants.....aaaahhhh i just#love these small details!! and it does look like smth which a fatuus would wear on the job~#i think that's all i have to say on assistant!! once again. thank you thank you THANK YOU FOR EXPRESSING YOUR LOVE FOR MY WRITING AND MY#DARLINGS!! it means the world to me and i'll always cherish our rambles and brainrot <3#dottore x reader#yandere dottore x reader#yandere fatui harbingers#fatui x reader#genshin x reader
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its past midnight and here i am planning a sweater i have neither the materials nor funds to make
#once 10:30 hits i enter a fugue state and i just start making shit#i was like making little drawings and grid patterns and looking at knitting patterns for few hours and then 10 hit-#-and i was like ohh. okay so i have to make a mockup right now#so i put on one of these really long series recap videos and just went to town with the yarn and needles i had#im not going to use these colours (maybe the same cream shade but i dont have enough rn anyways) bc i want a darker green#but idk if i will use a different weight of yarn im not sure about that yet#i think it looks really good in just standard weight (worsted or w/e) but ik it would take a v long time and strain my wrists/arms a lot :(#so idk what i will do about that. maybe ill look at the same style of sweater but w/ thicker yarn to see examples#basically i want to make one of those christmas sweaters that have the patterns at the top + bottom trim but tma style#its supposed to look like open and closed eyes if that wasnt clear#and i might do lettering in the middle if it will fit? i wanted to do the whole ''ceaseless watcher'' phrase but it would def not fit sooo#just the name is fine. i will maybe put one on each side (front + back) or if theres room for like 3+ than i could do a repeating pattern#its going to take a lot of math + planning tho so O_o wish me luck#i dont even have yarn yet lol idk what im talking about#i gotta get to bed....#tma#the magnus archives#ceaseless watcher#my art#kinda#knitting is art
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i think im going to need a moment of not opening messages right now. im going to read stormbringer instead.
#sigh#my friend keeps sending me video after video about how her floors are covered in fur bc if my dog#(who is staying with her for now)#but like. yes. i understand. i get it.#my dog has incredibly thick fur and is shedding her fucking winter coat. i dont know what the fuck you want me to do???????#i get it?? so sorry?? ill come vacuum your house like ?????#i get it that its annoying having her fur all over bc she has black fur in your light beige carpet#what i DON'T get is WHY YOU KEEP SENDING ME VIDEOS OR PHOTOS. MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY.#WHY. JUST WHY.#IM SORRY LITERALLY I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SHES A DOG SHE SHEDS LIKE.#shes going to my other sisters house soon and then she wont be shedding all over your floor and you KNOW THAT#so WHY.#im just. tired#i wanted to say 'i cant do this anymore' but that is unfortunately the doorway in which the suicidal thoughts will squirm through.#so. instead i will set my phone to the side and read my book.#it is much thicker than i expected it to be.#i cant turn my phone off bc my mom is going to be sending messages later that i need to look at but#im just going to try not to open any messages anyway and not touch my phone or anything#shh ac
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#tmi ish beyond this l#but omg#i bought two packs of pads from my go to brand that ive been buying for awhile#and BOTH have changed drastically for the worse#one type they removed the wings and now they don't stay still and i bleed through the sidd#the other they completely changed the packing and sticker part so its near impossible to remove the packaging without#one side getting stuck to the other#im so fucking sick of capitalism bc i just know that's why they changed so much#also theyre way thicker? and uncomfortable#both are variations on light pads and previously they were really thin but worked well and were so comfortable#wtf#negativity tw
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my biggest dissonance is how robert de niro in once upon a time in america actually looks like young carlo (but more handsome than carlo) but noodles character is nothing like him like max is a certifed carlo core. he would do everything max did
#noodles is eddie core. such a dissonance#anyway. another reason i crave moretti dlc is that all these young guys ardnt supposed to be handsome#no more handsome young mafiosos. and they would also be morally ugly. i crave it sm#good sees im so attached to higher ranks characters in m2 is bc theyre way#more relatable. god please. i live in a godawful country everyone here turn cursed at early age#and bout character design. id give some of them monobows at least not full ok#n tanned skin. some characters look like my armenian relatives im sorry. and ik that#it & arm ppl sometimes look very alike and i mean#luca frank carlo eddie rocco - just on top of my head#my roman empire is when i did character design for don henry fic carlo supposed to have#a full mononrow#but i was a chicken shit (i still am). if i wasnt he would have it & eddie had more tanned skin#but ok hes from canada he'll be pale makes sense. but still i need more of them#to look more like southerns like. pretty please? ok lemme remake at least#carlo n roccos designs please. if i was a strong person id redraw morettis design too#but idk. i think yeah its logical for him too look more like torrio#anyway. i believe half of m2 & mde characters should be thicker im sorry theyre italian#and they also rich. theyre rich italians. why r they so thin.#have u seen al capone. ok sorry. ik that i also draw them pretty thin but its bc im a chicken shit#anyway my conclusion i need moretti dlc so bad god. so funny that itll never happen#bout chicken shit ik that lauretta shouldnt be super thin either esp after marriage#& ok if we ever we'll see henrys mother & shell be thin id start to howl sorry#she mothered for 7 times she cant be thin#if we ever will* dont mind me im stupid#atp my fav m2 designs r frank carlo n joe. n also luca#<- if to speak only bout italian characters. but m2 in general have good ch. design#i remember that one beef bout fat bald italians. didnt say anything back then bc i was too lazy#but im on the side of fat balding italians. did u forget that italians have like. strong food culture#+ alcohol w food. mostly they arent supposed to be thin like just logically sorry get real#upd. derek is a peak character design to me. hes very vivid + completely bonds w his character. hes a cool ch. in general
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its wit deep sadness that i announce that despite me weighing it down with heavy items several ways every night before i sleeps my Sticker Filled journal is once again already becoming really bulky and difficult to write on to the edge of the page and its only July
#talkys#we will never know the peace of having sticker filled journal that doesnt have you almost tearing it open to write#on its pages by the end of the year bc of how bulky its gotten. god.#im considering doing that thing where you turn it around and write ''upside down'' bc thatd be way easier on the thicker side#but if i ever go back to reread it (i do this often its my archives) its going to be so annoying to be flipping it around so often...hmmm
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poƤng appreciation post š
#i forget if i said but Baby Sister and i stopped off at ikea on the way back from picking her up at the bus stop on monday#and finally replaced the ruined-by-a-succession-of-cats-(in-ways-both-unsightly-and-gross) Accent Chair in the living room#with a poƤng rocker (bc the shape is a little more interesting and less instantly recognizable than the regular chair) in birch (my beloved#also they make fancy tufted cushions for it now! wish they came in more colors but it's a real improvement on sad options past#and anyway it's like. now you can actually sit here in the morning and look out the window at the extremely beautiful view#and the chair actually supports you??? like i could see down the road trying to work out some kind of custom cushioning that's thicker#but the shape of the frame is so ergonomic for me that it's genuinely quite comfortable regardless. bentwood exocorsetā¦#anyway. not a very original post but i just DO really love ikea#like yes it's a mixed bag but also honestly if you're buying particle boardā#(i was going to say 'and expecting it to hold up' but. honestly i think it's just. if you're buying particle board period)#āthat might be on you.#(like. if you're being pressed in from all sides by budget constraints and immediate need and no accessible better-made used alternativesā#obviously you do what you have to. but it's like buying pleatherāyou knowā or shouldāĀ that the material is going to disintegrate.)#but the things ikea makes with decent materials are remarkably well-designed and affordable for what they areā has been my sense?#you just gotta shop carefully but like. that's true literally everywhere.#anyway. in conclusion i love my new buddy with its clean lines. ā¦do people name chairs ever.#i've never before had the urge but this one feels like a little assembly-line friend that deserves its own identity. like a star wars clone#(lol what if i gave it a little nametag somewhere hidden. secret identity talisman 4 chairpal.)#(& yes i promise i'm as aware of theāĀ uhā itself-ness of this tag spiral as you are. :) )#domesticities
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best vegan curry in the country š¤š¼āØļøāØļø
jan for post size and to shame him bc his cooking was atrocious
#anyways you take sliced carrots and paprika and fry them in the pan a little#you can put spice on them now or later idk if it matters too much im not gordon ramsey#then you get a can of coconut milk and drown them in that#add spices heres what i add: garlic - salt - curry - muskat - ras el hanout mix - cumin - red paprika - chili - red pepper - biiit of honey#probably missed smthn idk i taste while i cook and just throw stuff in there when i feel like it but those are the basics i use for spice#on the side fry up some fake meat if you want but you can also put like chick peas or smthn in there if you want tbh#let it all cook for a while until its getting a little thicker and the veggies are all mushy and then serve with rice and/or naan bread#tadaaaah#easy peasy lemon squeezy also not even that expensive to make#soph txts#pic
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dude i swear if i actually make gang's bay a real show and i write a joke about being trans people are gonna be like "this is incredibly offensive to trans people" and im gonna have to come out and be like "yall im literally a trans person writing myself im just having a laugh why cant you too"
like seriously where's the line between a joke poking fun for laughs and a joke that's actually offensive? i feel like that's a little bit subjective dontcha think
#sorry i literally cant stop thinking about this#i think we need to learn how to laugh at our own imperfections and just our attributes in general#even when they're being joked about from an outside perspective#people laugh at italian stereotypes and little german boy and conservative cartoons actively trying to offend queer people#oh but when a guy known to make fun of autistics makes a video making fun of 20-years-old european music suddenly thats bad#i feel like this ties into the whole idea of critical thinking too. which people are actively getting worse at on all sides#people need to learn to lighten up. not everything needs to either be 'safe to enjoy' or 'actively avoid this bad thing because its bad'#i actively watch helluva boss despite all the controversy around it. i dont give a fuck it's a funny show about hell whatever#i've been trying to avoid saying it because i was afraid people would block me about it. personally i dont have an opinion on the drama#it's just. swagever dude! im so tired of controversy over media actually what the fuck ever i dont care#there's an episode of clone high where they have a REALLY stereotyped charicature of adhd. i watch it anyway bc it's silly#are people boycotting the new spiderverse over the alleged stress workers faced? doesnt fucking seem like it!#idk maybe im just stubborn. or people REALLY need to grow thicker skin and lighten up#there is almost ALWAYS gonna be problems with something you like. learn to not give a shit and have fun anyway
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i've gotten impatient with the progress of my facial hair growth after 20 months on t so i started putting minoxidil (generic rogaine) on my face and i think it genuinely is helping
#transition tag#its technically not supposed to go on ur face but it is a listed side effect of minoxidil sooo#also i think my eyebrows might finally be getting thicker which i would really like#me
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the downside of frequently making minor changes to your ocs ref sheets is that it would feel too repetitive to constantly repost the new ones but it annoys me knowing that people looking at my page rn will only see the new ones. anyway i made a very minute but kinda important change to jacinta and adelitas refs and im debating if its worth reuploading them or not
#it was just giving them both thicker necks#cause adelitas neck was way too thin and its been bothering me for a while#side note: toyhouse is where my most up to date oc refs go#crow.txt#ocposting
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yknow, i think going just by sheer numbers, i have probably drawn humanoid characters with a fat body type more times than ive drawn literally any other body type combined
#i have An Amount of fat characters but gihr especially is taking up a Lot of those numbers i looove drawing him#i had to actually do an art study of the tall+skinny body type a couple months back bc i . have never drawn them before mghdshHFDJH#my default is just. drawing my own body type i think. i see it in the mirror all the time so thats what a human body looks like to me ā¤ļø#ITS FUN!! If u have never tried u should do some art studies its so fun figuring out where all the fat sits and folds and shit#THAT BEING SAID im getting really fucking good at drawing lean bodies i think#hang on i wanna look at vinny my best friend vinny again#also darian! shorter and a bit thicker than vinny but still definitely on the leaner side for my usual character designs#sorry im just geeking out about Art and Drawing now i gotta go eat so i can get settled and draw today i want to draw 1000 guys now#ive never had such a positive relationship with my own art before i am fucking thriving lately tbh !#ok bye#wait ill go reblog my boys first THEN ill ok bye
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