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do you get my vision
#drawn at library very fast since i need to print stuff#anyway i call it “fun without the memories”#the gift of oblivion if you will#strange can have a good time with his body and his doubles and klug and friends and not think about how long he was trapped in a book#for no reason. just cant be bitter if you dont remember how you were wronged.#and the double that has an inkling of what his past was like persways him to not go looking for the memories he doesnt even know he's missi#persuades i mean#anyway stranges “now” is klug and thats all that matters. even if he forgets his old friends from back then.#even if one of his doubles unintentionally cant let go of said past and is embodying it#and confusing that “then” with the “now”#and yes. it does cause issues down the line <3#doesnt help that klug is their fixation. so he gets caught up in it without getting it. but he's one of them now so.#anyway hiya. puyo puyo.#other colors#my laptops been open at the shop so long because mother board has to remade from ground up. its been months but eh#im no longer grieving.(still grieving)#on the bright side i have a new laptop!#its not the same tho so. eh#1am posting. as a treat <3
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Zonai Link au ref sheets!!!!
Basically when Link was placed in the Shrine of Resurrection the shrine's settings were set to Zonai! The Sheikah had built over the original shrine, improving upon the ancient technology left behind. Unfortunately when most of the technology was buried so was the knowledge of the shrines true capabilities.
So basically the Shrine is given an injured Hylian, but since it's settings are set to Zonai the Shrine freaks out like "Oh my goddess this zonai is absolutely fucked up 💀" and spends the next 100 years 'fixing' Link.
#art#help how do i anatomy#holly rambles#zonai shrine link au#thats whay im calling jt!!#zonai link#link totk#link botw#botw au#totk au#idk whether to tag this as totk or botw exclusively so eh. both#also the rest of hyrule is confused as shit. Link is also allowed in gerudo town because.. wtf is this?? ig they can come in??#also no one truly clocks Zonai link as the same link that died during the calamity#the only ones who sort of have an idea of who Link is are the royal zora family. and its never confirmed until totk#ONLY TO THE ZORA ROYAL FAMILY THO.#and the sheikah obvs!! even if they didnt realize the extent of the uh. shrines abilities they did know Link was to return#totk art#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#zonai#totk zonai#botw totk#anyway feel free to send asks about them and this au im spinning it in mt brain forever
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but what if i dont WANNA watch the new d20 ep. what if im SCARED.
#even tho ive shaken off the itchy feelings of the last one i know its just gonna be the same cycle every week#we revisit some trauma. we forget. we return for laughs. it continues.#i mean theres no way im NOT watching it lol#just dont know if i wanna deal with all that when im already so tired. plus i still need to watch the last ap#so eh either today or tomorrow. maybe ill split it who knows what the adhd will decide#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#sea rambles
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sooo um puzzlevision tv website updated and now it's WOTFI 2024 fghjdkjghdfk- I submitted one of my ideas to it
...I fuckin LOVE carnival themed stuff
#wotfi 2024#smg4#legit tho- its so fuckin stupid and makes no sense but eh that's how they roll#but uh if my idea actually gets used for whatever the fuck their doing#im gonna be embarrassed and laugh at the same time
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KazuRei Week Day 1 - Growing Old
when miri is fully grown and moves away from the family home, the papas move to the countryside and become the unofficial elder gays in the little village
#the papas deserve a good rest from the bustle of the city#rei is wearing a samue ! he likes casual yukatas bc its simple and loose (and very different from the suits that he used to wear)#kazuki just likes to wear a shirt and basketball shorts lmao#he also has a bit of a beer belly ;w;#most of the townsfolk privately refer to them as elder gays even tho they never officially told anyone but cmon.#no one's falling for the ''we've been roommates for almost four decades'' bs#they suck at giving advice tho... (baby gay: how did you guys come out to your parents?#kazuki: never told mine. we already weren't on speaking terms when i met rei so.#rei (trying not to say that his father tried to assassinate both his husband and child when he found out): ... yeah same#((also yes this is all inspired by barakamon lmao. its one of my favourite animes - slice of life comedy and has lots of cute kids in it!))#anyways first prompt done woo!!! happy kazurei week everybody!#this is the first fan week that im gonna participate in all the days (hopefully lmao i still have to do two other prompts)#also i tried to do a different style than my usual in the first pic and even tho im not entirely happy with it its eh. fine. lol#i just like rotating this half-cooked au in my mind hkfhkjfdgs#buddy daddies#kazurei#kazurei week 2023
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Imagine if the remaining Khaenri'ahns, due to the influence of the curse or affliction of Abyssal energy they've been exposed to are able to see like. Warped visions of their old comrades/people via the leylines or in domains from first glance, where it would take others direct exposure or even special abilities to even begin to see them-
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Kae as a kid seeing like. Spectres hanging around a domain and being creeped out#//Meanwhile bby!Luc is nonethewiser and happily tromping on over to pat the door of the domain to Prove he ain't scared of NOTHIN#//Kae trying not to scream and pull Luc away as he unknowingly makes the spectres part around him (bc his Vision) on his way#//Kae finally breaking through his terror and rushing forward to wrench Luc away when the spectres start acting weird and crowding him#//Cringing as he can almost feel them touching his head; whispering abt his role as Khaenri'ahs last hope while Luc yells at him#//Kae; older now; going to that same domain & being almost greeted by Them as he heads inside to investigate just What was going on there#//Getting a NASTY slew of Visions and torments bc he was WHOLLY unprepared for what they were tryna show him#//Dainsleif being Haunted by all the spectres in the Chasm; seeing shadowy figures everywhere he looks/walks#//Stalking him; whispering to him; calling his name; his title; begging for mercy; to be Saved; when he can scarcely do so for himself#//Bc that Abyssal device drained the HELL out of him; and with it amplifying the energy afflicting him; he can almost make out the faces#//Of each and every shadowy spectre coming at/near him. Can almost SEE the tormented faces of the Husks as they Challenge him#//Of HIS comrades; HIS people; hearing their dying; agonized screams through the agony of the Abyss's corruption#//The more affliction with Abyss energy; the clearer yet more Gruesome the images get#//As if it was always TEMPTATION in order to get the person to corrupt themselves more with it all along#//Baiting the person with things they can be intrigued by; be Desperate enough to seek out; feel GUILTY of and try to 'save them'#//Only to end up Ruined themselves when they fall far too deep into its clutches-#//Eh; idk where I was going with this lmao#//An attempt at horror plottings perhaps#//I do miss being able to fully; tho got a lil practice running Boo.thill hcs
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Religiously i think about one of my twitter mutuals pointing out how aoki's design is subtly asymmetrical while ichiban is more symmetrical
when i think of it, masato's design is fairly symmetrical as well isnt it.....
#snap chats#please no one look at me i shouldve gotten my drink two hours ago#what does it mean .....#i swear my mutual had like. galaxy brain when it came to aoki i swear to god in heaven no one got him like they did#they were also the one that did that glass analysis post i shared some months back#moving on tho...#i guess there is the stipulation that because masato's shirt buttons dont match his shirt like ichi's does the buttons at the top mess it u#but aside from that everything else is pretty even: he has a pair of bangs and while his shirt is patterned its not like. grossly so#the pattern doesnt go particularly one way or the other its obviously just a pattern and the colors arent offensively against each other#on the flipside aoki's hair is more obviously swept to one side and leaving the other side bare#not to mention his tie in general. the 'bulb' part and 'tongue' part even go against each other#as if a diagonal striped tie itself wouldnt be askew to his overall look#again these are very small things to notice but im glad theyre small- it makes sense for a politician's to be subtly incongruent#the glasses are super important to aoki's design too but that's covered int eh glass analysis and isnt about symmetry#idk ... maybe im just waffling on about nothing.. either way i love those posts by my mutual#OH i think of this because i am once again thinking of updating how i draw masato#cause i like the blazer and necklace i gave him BECAUSE of that asymmetry#but now i wonder if thatd go against his design ... so i have to ask 'what underlying message is there for masato to be symmetrical'#i guess- even if he is a creep and a weirdo- he's not. evil? idk ... he hasn't gone totally off the deep end compared to aoki#like compared to what he'd go on to do as aoki he's pretty normal as masato#he is just a guy. who DOES have ties to the yakuza but this aint about that LKCJALKREJVA#he doesnt even like them he just uses them for his convenience 😔#idk. ill prob still draw masato the same tbh LMAO if anything ill just crop his blazer but keep it symmetrical#i guess i cant wonder this TOO much when i give him mismatching rings 💀💀 ill just have fun ig fjaelrvekljv#at the end of the day its never that serious ...... i just gotta draw what makes me chortle. esp for a chara three people care about VJLAEK#but i will wonder ..... <- it is not that deep#ima go bye
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I started this in fucking JANUARY and at last is it done but it is over 9000 words long and a bit fucked up (because I sent them to Planet Dubcon again, oops). This is the one where Sylvie is rude, Loki is diplomatic, and the Grandmaster is absolutely going to take advantage of their obvious affection for each other.
Title: Love Is A Danger Of A Different Kind (AO3)
Fandom: MCU
Rating: Mature
Pairing: Loki/Sylvie, Loki/Grandmaster
Wordcount: ~9300 (?!!)
Additional Tags: Dubious Consent, Sexual Coercion, a lot of coercion in general really, the frostmaster is dubcon the sylki is just angst-ridden, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, (well maybe a tiiiiny bit of comfort), Sylki on Sakaar, Implied/Reference Sex, Dancing, Sharing a Bed, There Is Only One Bed, Kind of dark
Chapter Summary/Extract:
Knowing how the Grandmaster has been making Loki ‘entertain’ him makes her guilt return, and as always it edges almost instantly into anger. “I’m not letting you get hurt for my sake,” she insists, hotly.
He takes offence at that; “Letting me? You think I need your permission?”
Sylvie pushes herself up on an elbow, as if added height would help make her point better. “Yeah, actually, I do. I never asked you to protect me from my own failings.”
“You never had to,” he shoots back. “And you never will either, whether you approve of that or not.”
#my fic#sylki fanfic#frostmaster#both pairings do bang in this story but one much less consensually than the other D:#it's not “on-screen” as such but i rated it high because of swearing and oh my god the dubcon D: D: D:#but if you're clicking on a fic tagged as loki/grandmaster i feel fairly sure that you know what you're getting into here already#idk how to tag for a past/mentioned pairing that's technically the same as another pairing but Grandmaster/Ragnarok!Loki was a thing too#ITS FUCKIN FINISHED AT LAST THO EH?!?!#when i say “it's not on screen” i mean i didn't describe it but sylvie is sitting right next to them while some of the dubcon happens D:#so like. it's not *not* on screen either really.
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seeing all the interactions on my recent sanders sides artwork just reminded me a reason i loved being a creator in the fandom for so long, the interaction and engagement amongst fans is incredible
#pasteltalks#sanders sides#thomas sanders#its kinda a double edged sword tho#cause while i appreciate the fact that so many ppl enjoy my sanders sides work#it can also be a bit disheartening when i dont receive nearly the same amount for some of my other works#cause i do put just amount of time and effort into them#but eh i dont wanna come across as ungrateful or anything#its just a complicated emotion
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Did a complete rehaul of my pinned!!!!! Mainly cleaned up my f/o list and added some things, :3
#blog update#i didnt like how long my f/o list was when i dont really talk about half the people on the list#so i skimmed it down to only the characters im LOCKED in on violently#not really feeling genshin much anymore which is SAD cause i never finished sumeru#but it is what it is#it just moved too fast for me#same with honkai#ya fall out of things#EXCEPT FULLMETAL I AM VERY ILL ABOUT FULLMETAL AND ALWAYS WILL BE#i also added my kintypes#eh just see for yourself!!!!#its mostly just a cleanout tho
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not to be That Kind of zelda fan but the hyrule historia does also explicitly refer to the world of the ocean king as ‘another world’
#i bring this up to be slightly petty but also as in like. one of the big loz info things refers to it as its own world#like even if the game is inaccessible and ppl dont want to look at cutscenes or anything. its Right There in this big series resource#im mostly pissed at this i think bc it kind of borders on straight up misinfo on ph’s lore stuff and also just. it feels… idk#really hand-wavey and indicitive of maybe how little some loz fans think of ph? that they see these baseline similarities with a more#popular loz game and just go oh so its like that. without actually fact checking or looking more into ph itself to look for nuance to it#like ph aint perfect but this is just one thing that pisses me the fuck off bc they always default it all to working exactly as it did in l#when it very clearly does not beyond those really general broad strokes- like its just wrong and it bothers me bc i see it often#its barely even up to debate tbh (headcanons are free reign tho) cuz like. canonically within the game and outside it is a solid world#everything in there is real and some of it interacts within the great sea. it just has different properties and w/e#like smaller headcanon shit is fine ofc??? like oh maybe its just in a different location in the same world as the great sea#or nitty gritty hcs abt how time passes in comparison n wether or not oshus himself csn manipulate how much times passed between worlds#its just like. the ‘dream world’ thing feel so different bc it just seems to come abt from ppl not actually looking at the game and just#conflating it with a different game like theyre like eh this ones not important so i can just figure it works the same as this other one#i think that explains why i hate this idea??? like im not pacing back and forth fuming abt this irl#i picked up the historia bc its in my room and i was looking for other stuff anyways and was like hm what does this say#its just. just irritating enough. i may delete this later#anyways ‘that kind’ as if i dont personally follow the official historia timeline#og point of this post is like. the book considers it ‘another world’ and makes no suggestion that its not real in any sense#compared to with la it makes it clear that yeah that one is a dream
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watched a couple movies w my dad at home
the mario movie: was actually really bored the entire time and didnt like the voice choices (esp mario and luigi just felt flat. but i LVOE bowser as always, fav character)
renfield: LOVED THIS, some small bits i could complain about maybe but that aside IT WAS FUNNY and fun and a bit gory, p great.
#i cannot watch 2 movies in a row tho anymore without getting a migraine but man#im really surprised at how bored i was. like extremely. of the mario movie#its pretty but eh#felt like a tiny bit of long ad + too cheesy same stuff i always see#im sure its just strictly for little kids to love tho so its fine
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need to clean up my room so one last listen to speak now og version
#honestly not at all a big deal since its the same songs but still want to. rip the baby singing voice#(she was older than whe she recorded this album wtf do i mean baby singing voice. i j mean its noticably younger than her current voice😭)#also tht still the same songs comment one exception i honestly think there might be a chance shell change tht one btr line#didnt at first nd i dont rly wnat it but i saw ppl bring up tht she said tht part of this project is to reclaim the work that shes proud of#nd she has apparently stepped away from even rly acknowledging btr over the years so maybe ? idk#if she does its kinda eh i feel like the point of this is tht its rerecording the songs as they were but also like.#if she wants to change that line now for her own reasons i kinda get tht nd she shld do what she wants#w the extra three secs apparently added i def prefer the option tht she brought back the leave a message make it hot at the start tho#tht luce brought up when we were talking abt this on call the other day#anyway. speak now aggh. and i need to go actually clean my room now omg#flappy rambles
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miscellaneous Akuros doodles!
#I have a bunch saved up on this document so I might as well post the smaller ones lol#I think he's very fun to draw ;)#drawing side profiles in a semi-anime style is absolutely frustrating tho#even used a *gasp* reference instead of trudging thru with my brain and only my brain#still looks kinda bad tho#i ended up redrawing it but i don't wanna post the same picture that's slightly different twice#my art#ite! it's jellyfish love!#akuros irakusa#i don't think I used the right kanji for his last name it's been a hot minute since I've written it out... ehe...
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man i do not feel like doing my final project for my animal literature class and the reason why makes me feel like a bad person
#so i took this class thinking it was going to be a mix of like animal symbolism and animal rights#as well as how people end up doing animal xenofiction which do or dont play on animal tropes and where they come from#which is interesting to me#but there was only that last thing in like the first thing we read and in some lecture related homework#and pretty much everything else is about whether or not this portrayal of an animal is cruelty for not putting it on the same level#as a person#and ngl a lot of the stuff just sounds like a reach to me like one was like#''omg this man doesnt REALLY care. he FAILS at his analysis of his cat that saw him naked bc he thinks abt what the cat thinks abt clothes#but he doesnt consider how it would LOGICALLY feel he only cares abt HIMSELF''#and professor also kinda lowkey implied the college students were being derogatory in what we named the campus cat#(literally like a goofy food name bc apparently we dont respect it?)#anyways usually our finals are like ''pick anything we've discussed and narrow down into a thesis''#but she wants us to ONLY have our papers be about animal cruelty and if like idk the lion king is ethical or not#and i was like ''eh i can do pokemon maybe bc that has interesting things to say about animal and human relations sometimes''#but her response was like ''ok but how SHOULD we treat animals in that context tho. are they saying animals have to fight? thats weirdddd''#''are they like saying the creator wants animals to beat each other up are they saying animals inherently hate and fight each other and need#humans to survive? thats kinda weird????'' and im just like. ok the series literally does go into that and its a video game but ok#echoed voice#and i wanna do my final abt symbolism and such in shows that i like but she keeps nitpicking them#and its like she doesnt even want a NEGATIVE portrayal for us to explain why its bad at conveying its message#bc i was like ''hey livestock is used as a dehumanizing thing here and also says something abt how cruel meat factories can be how abt that'#and she was like ''um but if its used to be dehumanizing then theyre implying its bad to compare humans to animals and thats not fair to#to animals''#like i SORTA see where shes coming from but it feels more exhausting than anything
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see i do think its funny tho being so invested in a ship poll that you either a) would feel the need to swing the poll your way via bots or b) accuse other people of doing so, when more than likely its just that this piece of media you’ve never heard of has a lot of people that you’ve never seen who are just crazy passionate, you know?
#for everyone saying "what the hell is leverage???'' there are just as many people on the other side saying the same about your anime#i know i voted and then reblogged the poll twice and the second time i told people we were losing#there are people who follow me who do care about leverage and might have voted because of me#and i follow a lot of people who adore leverage and have quite a bit of reach as far as followers go#and even people who dont particularly care about leverage and follow any of us might still see the poll and be like#eh sure why not and vote ot3 just cuz ''well i follow them and they care so i'll cast a vote for their fave blorbos''#its not that deep and certainly not the result of a conspiracy lol#this is such a silly thing to have Thoughts on but i do even tho its super unnecessary haha
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