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happy and proud!!
✷(print shop)✷
#mine#original#sm how managed 2 miss pride month....but its pride month every month in this house hold#ive read two bad YA books so far this month as a break from th 2nd farseer book but now.....i am back.........i am reading th 3rd one#its gna make my brain explode i can feel it#n then idk what i will read. maybe th hands of th emperor#could i read smth other than 800 page epic fantasy pls#the YA books werent too bad for YA but they hve that YA cringe 2 it. idk how u people read it constantly#if i hve 2 read th word 'heck' one more time#also theres always like. disney channel vibes. like i read gay YA romance n its so sanitised n vanilla. its so superficial#like i get this is for 16 year olds but were is the longing. the yearing. these guys are fanfic tropes stuck 2gether 2 glue.#also. what is with nearly every mlm romance / fantasy being YA not adult fiction. whats up w that#anyway hve a good evenin im gna do knitting!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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Me, naively: Omg haha what if I wrote a fic abt the party at the fortress of solitude in superman/batman 26 as an excuse to do some Tim & Kon character study?
Me, after reading 4 separate comic runs from 4 different editorial teams who were OBVIOUSLY not talking to each other AT ALL to try and figure out the timeline & other logistics of this party: WHO THE FUCK FUCKED UP THIS HOUSE LIKE THIS GOOD GOD??????????
#long rant in the tags my fault guys#but#superman/batman LOVED to do this thing where they mentioned some major plot point from last issue#but that issue is connected to some grander larger story that has nothing to do w Tim or Kon directly#but bc it’s something they might talk abt now I have to read that whole arc#n I know what ur thinking omg Dionne why didn’t u check the wiki?#ITS LITERALLY NOT THERE#LEX WAS LITERALLY PRESUMED DEAD AFTER S/B ISSUE 6 AND THE WIKI MAKES NO MENTION OF IT ALL#this isn’t even COUNTING trying to figure out where the fuck they would have time for this in between dealing w deathstroke n saving raven#and skimming over that era of Robin to see what Tim has got going on#willingham era robin is better than Dixon at acknowledging Tim’s team presence but it’s still pretty annoying at points#and popping into the outsiders for a couple issues cuz the titans bother them every like … 8 issues#it would be funny if they weren’t nearly losing their lives n causing major property damage every single time#AND I had to do a quick green arrow drive by cuz I couldn’t tell if it would be accurate or not to have Mia there#and DONT GET ME STARTEDDDDDDDD ON THE FORTRESS#SOMETHING THE WIKI IS ALSO NOT HELPFUL WITH#sometimes i wonder why they thought it was smart to reboot post crisis#and then I open up the dc fandom wiki as greeted with the knowledge that Superfamily have not one or 2 but FOUR DIFFERENT FORTRESSES#they be destroying that shit every Tuesday??????#must also make mention cuz I know how yall get on here#I am not complaining bc I hate canon#in fact I am doing this out of love#research is my favorite part of the fic process after brainstorming#it’s just A LOT sometimes#and I VERY strongly believe that you can only play with canon when you actually know it#kon el#tim drake#timkon#deep diving into some comics? :) deep diving into some bitches? :(#in the most literal sense there is
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10/04/2024 Mermaid doggy doodle!!
#I spent a minute on this one cause I was having fun on it buuut its nearly 4 am sooo im#either going to go easier on myself for the next one or just post 6 tomorrow 'xD#tomorrow should be the usual style it was just 2 am round when I started so I felt a little less uptight about consistency xD dfgjkdgj#okkayyy im shushing nowww bye for now!!! [unless I finish a fifth dog then good bye then!!!!]#{❤️Critters.exe💗}#<- block this tag if you dont want to see these!#{❤️Critters.png💗}#{❤️2024 Art💗}#{❤️Cakes💗}#cake hounds#cookie run kingdom#cookie run
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[Image description: A traditional drawing of Katrina from the film Vamp. It is boldly coloured with oil pastels, and is a close-up of her face, stretched out to bare her fangs. Both her mouth and her eyes are wide open, although one of her eyes is obscured in a dark shadow. She is deeply shadowed, although the contours of her face are lit up from below in a bright and unnatural neon green, which also makes her visible eye look uncanny. There is a pink rim light around the top of her head, and deeper reds behind her. The oil pastels create a grainy texture that is offset by the rigidity of the colour blocking of the different tones of her face.]
#katrina vamp#vamp 1986#vamp#katrina vamp fanart#vamp 1986 fanart#vamp fanart#traditional art#so basically i havent posted in nearly a year now due to mental failings (i say ambiguously cos its hard to sum up)#which is to say its more of a persistent but underlying mood than something catastrophic and that so dw too much#anyway#this whole time i have been really sad that i havent been posting art and it would make me happy to do that again#so here i am#i think i will try inktober this year just to get back into things but like give myself 2 days ahead this time#if it is hard i will just finish it in my own time lol#but this is a pretty old piece as i have a backlogue of older and newer ones that im gonna post#about 2 b4 inktober and i will resume the rest after#anyway vamp is great and grace jones is amazing in it and u should all watch it 💛💛#pinnacle of 80s red green lighting (my fave type of lighting)#also for reference i scanned this a week or so after i stopped posting lol
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to drink from the well of something holy.
#KMSSS i finished this drawing last night but i didnt want to post it because it was. 2 am#so yall are getting it now. nearly 12 hours later#oc tag#melanie#boothill#cyberspace#hsr oc#honkai star rail oc#hsr original character#honkai star rail original character#hsr#honkai star rail#oc x canon#tw suggestive#suggestive tw#tw blood#blood tw#<- its blue but still#my art
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#итак совершилося то что я пытался предотвратить as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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its night time and i cannot seem to sleep... lovely
#not to say i didnt sleep at all#i slept at like 11ish? woke up nearly 2 hrs latee cause i kept having dreams in korean <---- Probs from me watching kdramas#and woke up so perplexed cause i didnt understand anything#and now am so anxious for various reasons and cannot sleep#idk if its daylight savings effect or my anxiety probs both anxiety more tbh#normally i can sleep alright but tonight idkkk#and the worst part is today is monday and i have to work fuck#sigh#why couldnt i have had horrible sleep on the weekend when st least i can sleep in#probs will delete thiw later but o woll say#just writing this out to a void helps a little#luna.txt
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waaggahahahahghhhghahahhh hi tumblr. hi . hello . ^_^
#clone high#clone high abe#topher bus#clone high jesus#clone high gandhi#clone high frida#clone high mr b#clone high alexander the great#i havent posted on tumblr till now am i tagging right . what . i hope so#its nearly 2 i cant be bothered
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Critters will literally wake up in the dead of night to suddenly think very hard about the worldbuilding for all of TSBS and how robots are treated compared to humans and what limitations they may have and if some character's negative opinions on humanity is due to a world that actively works against them. its me I'm critters
#xero says things#its nearly 5 am im super super tired but like#im also super super curious abt this now.#is such a thing touched on in the other shows??? i dont watch anything past sams/laes and the occasion mgafs(...mgaps now??)#so if shows that actually feature human characters touch on this at all i'd love 2 know btw plssss pls pls feel free 2 tell me#its fun 2 think abt#the security breach show#security breach show#tsbs#< general tags bc. yeag
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Blowing up got a flat tire and I have 0 moneys now
Yeagh I drew that in Walmart just now
#ARRUGHHHHHHHHHHB#salad says!#sorry for complaining but this whole situation is a mess#i got a flat because i cant fill ny tires up on ny own because it hurts a lot#then i asked ny dad for help getting air ao he didnt have to worry about paying me back the full 200 from his dogs vet bill#and then he just. never did. because i sleep on ny days off. even though hes taken my van without permission before#and its been a week now thumbs up and he never did it#there goes 120 bucks. that i barely had#then i gotta make cookies for a work party because i am not doing store bought like everyone else and i asked him if we had ingredients#and HE NEVER TOLD ME!!!! so i am having to waste a lot of money guessing#on top of that for the past couple months hes told me nonstop not to gwt anything for him for Christmas and now 5 days before Christmas hes#like - can you buy me this thing that costs 160 bucks like NO!!! i already got you something and i font have the money#he isnt even going to get me anything he refuses to even look wt me#and this is all after last night he told me he hasnt been even giving hexum (dog) the proper dosage of his medicine wnd yesterday he just .#didnt.#like do you want the dog youve told me you love more than me to have another seizure and die???#at least make a freaking effort. and the reason why i had to take him to the vet is because he WOULDNT#he has 2 seizures back to back while he was off work and didnt care!!!!!!!!!!!#then he had a third so i took him and ye made a huge deal out of it not mattering#sorry this week has been a lot#vent#i just want yo say this was all after his stupid gf left the front door wide open and murr went missing for nearly 6 days and he#yelled at me for being upset abd sad and he didnt even bother to help
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happy one year to her and one of my better opening lines for a fic <3
now, because i'm curious:
#to hell and back again#i genuinely can't believe it's a year but i guess that's how time works huh :')#anyway umm gonna leave some retrospective thoughts in the tags:#1. i hold this fic near to my heart but also have a very complicated relationship with it now-#mostly bc i feel like my writing has improved so much and it's hard for me to reread parts of this lol#2. i honestly feel like it's a product of its time? like i think if i was publishing it now people wouldn't like it nearly as much#(especially with the opening line wHICH HAS A POINT AND COMES FULL CIRCLE AT THE END OK JUST TRUST ME)#3. on a sadder note this also means it's been a year since we had to put my family's eldest dog down#i remember i was gonna post this first chapter later when i had finished another fic up#but then our dog just like. straight up started dying on my mom's bedroom floor#and my mom was too distressed/upset to take her to the vet so i had to put her in my car and take her on my own#and then had to go to work right after that#so yeah i was upset and was like 'well dammit im gonna post this then bc it's silly and makes me laugh and i am sad'#so yeah!! some thoughts and behind the scenes info for anyone who's bothered to read this many tags#idk these things just feel like Tags thoughts not Post thoughts#anyway thanks for all the love this one has gotten!! i'm glad people are still enjoying it though *will voice* it's been a year mike#byler
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THE FIC IS FINISHABLE 🎉🎉🎉
turns out i am someone who benefits from taking a day off, and also from walking in circles around the neighborhood while thinking through a plot issue.
idk this fic (mini heist!au) is the HARDEST thing ive written recently, i don't know why (its because it didnt come with themes, and also is complicated enough that its 8k, and also i folded the story in half and started telling it from the middle so there is a lot of flashbacks juggling which i find technically challenging, and also the climax scene involves violence which i have limited irl experience with and therefore ... also find technically challenging).
anyway. turns out once i know the character arcs .... its doable!!
i am sooo intrigued by how this fic compares with how we move from a to b, which was a fic of comparable length that i wrote in a similar span of time (3ish months) and drafts (3-4 i think) ... but this one is MUCH MORE COMPLICATED and is also a love story but without any space for romantic tension ... etc. anyway. head empty. bedtime.
#ok now nobody try to hang out with me tomorrow night and i will have! a draft!!!#also ... haha ... i take back what i said yesterday ... i think it might ... be good actually .....#carrot pspspsps kakeru puts a gun to haiji's head#hidey talks fic#i need to go read fics with a certain trope to prep for 520 day exchange fic ...#oh shit and i had the vaaaaaague plan to try to write the kaze server daycare au during this month#WE'LL SEE I GUESS. see this is what happens. i get close to finishing a fic and then i get REAL arrogant REAL fast lol#but seriously. touching two nearly done drafts in the span of 2 weeks based on happenstance timing (NOT SPEED OF WRITING. CANNOT STRESS THIS#ENOUGH LOL. I AM NOT. WRITING QUICKLY. DO NOT THINK THAT I AM. I AM NOT.) anyway. its gonna fill me w even more hubris than i already have
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now that im talking guys. first day of college in a few days SHAKING IN MY BOOTS. TAQUICARDIA. so terrified is college scary gamers... so scared bye its so over for me (being overdramatic but i dont want this to be school 2.0 if it is IT IS SO OVER)
on the same note i'll probably post less frequently due to it soon. PROBABLY, because then again i was still posting like crazy a few months ago during school finals IN A SYSTEM WHERE I WAS DOING TWO SCHOOL YEARS AT ONCE WITH A LOT OF HOMEWORK so... it depends on the people ☺️🩷 (so, on luck!)... do wish me luck on having nice professors and nice fellow students 😭...
#not art#i talk!!!#(colapso)#i was fine with it for some months now that is a few days close i am going to have a stroke#dun want it to be school 2 i will cry#havent been to an educative stablishment for nearly more than a year and do not have good memories of it IM SCAREEEDDDD😭😭😭#im just really stressed that this factor i cannot name about me will cause me to have trouble#as ive grown older it seems something about my attitude is not socially common AND ITS BEEN GETTING AT ME IN RECENT YEARS IM SCARED#do my best to imitate others i still seem odd!!!!😭 what if it comes after me again!!! 😭😭😭#HAVENT HAD TO INTERACT WITH SO MANY PEOPLE REAL LIFE SINCE 15 GET ME OUTTA HEREEEE!!! SO SCARED!!!! 😭😭😭#is it the possibility of neurodivergence ive been getting yelled at by my friends i might have I DONT KNOW😭😭#whatever it is . i hope this year's good so very scared😞#will rip hair out if i need to be moved to online classes again to accomodate for mei just wanna make friends physically😞
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being hassled and spammed by my boss fuck offff im not coming in at 5am on my day off tomorrow cuz you the manager cant be arsed to cover someones shift IT IS 9PM LEAVE ME ALONE
#this is the 5th time in the past 2 weeks i have been asked last minute to cover a shift!!!! leave me alone!!!!!#feel like i am being taken advantage of tbh#if its that crucial and you cant just open the store a little later or smth then go in yourself its your responsibility and you have no#reason you cant#i am not paid nearly enough for this bullshit to be on call whenever you want fuck you theres like 5 other people you could ask anyway why#is it always me#tbh its inappropriate to keep messaging and calling me at like 9.30 in the evening on my day off#maybe i wouldve been pressured to say yes but being messaged and called repeatedly until i respond like that actually triggers me so now im#straight up unable to open the messages or reply#god i fucking hate work culture im barely above minimum wage working for a shitty chain store billionaire corporation fuck off i hate you#idek why my manager cares either tbh he too is working for this stupid corporation that doesnt give a shit about him#fuck capitalism fuck big corporations i hateeeee youuuu
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Altar is finishing in about 3 pages and I am emotional about how many people embraced my little gay comic and my little gay hunter, thank you all!!!
#sin speaking#( “finishing” i.e adellas pov is finishing but rest assured good hunter ruza's pov will become its own comic afterward lmaooo)#(bc i am what? INSANE! INSATIABLE! A GLUTTON FOR PUNISHMENT)#(page 11 is ready 2 go after being proof read and then i realised adellas pov was about to end in the script and had. a thonk)#(i just think their sides of the story both deserve to be their own independent titles....so i will make it so)#(god its nutty to look back at page one and laugh bc man. amazing what a few months of practice can do innit)#(WELL with aloysha's mini comic done and altar nearly done now is the time to decide...)#(which style should i pursue for future comics LOL THE INK STYLE OR THE COLOURED STYLE)#(tbh i feel like the polished up look of altar does not look as good as the rougher inky style of dark thunder surprisingly)#(U tell me ur thonks tho)#(and also everyone in the tags sayinf they share adellas fascination with ruza thank u for validating me LMAO)#(IT WAS GENUINELY SO UPLIFTING TO SEE PEOPLE LOVE RUZA SO MUCH AND I CRIED MANY TIMES)
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