#its like 1am im tired now

[occultradio]

[fruitybashir]

hey hello 👋🏻 i'm sorry im very shy but i'm a huge fan of the holidate and dopamin (closer) was so fantastic and super hot and i was blushing the entire way through, i've reread it maybe five times by now, i'm sorry if that's weird 🫣

if you don't mind me asking, i'm curious about something? in the holidate and in dopamin, there's obvious hints at some of their kinks or preferences in bed (hair pulling, praise....) and i'm just wondering......can you say more about what kinks they're both into? what you envisioned for them? is there more we don't know about yet? i'm a bit embarassed to ask but i'm so curious

either way, i'm a big fan and i can't wait to see what you post next and have a nice day/night bye bye 💌💕

omg hiiiii <3333 dont be embarassed omg i loveeee when people tell me they reread my stuff, thats how i know it actually was good!!! 🫶🏻💖💖💖

and sure i can talk about it! its nothing super exciting tbh but i do have a certain set of kinks/preferences/likes whatever you wanna call it for each of them, im gonna put it under the cut as per usual in case it gets long.

edit yeah this is getting super long. sorry. dont ask me to yap, i will not stop.

starting with kris:

the very obvious: hair pulling. i think that was made pretty clear lmao. in a non-sexual context he looooves having his hair played with, someone just running their fingers through his hair, lightly scratching at the scalp, playing with a strand or two, anything at all gives him very pleasant tingles and practically makes him putty in your hands. find that spot behind his ear like bojan did and his brain shuts off, you have now successfully tamed your kris, congrats.

in a sexual context that translates to him loving having his hair pulled, its a combination of him liking having his hair played with + liking a certain level of pain. and the combo of that really gets him off. obviously.

pain for kris is like. hes into some level of pain, like the hair pulling and he also likes biting sometimes. in dopamin thats bojan biting his butt, but i imagine sometimes when bojan takes his time exploring kris' body, he takes a bite here or there, kris' neck, the sides of his stomach, the inside of his thighs .. stuff like that and kris is also really into it then.

hes not into any bigger levels of pain other than that like he wouldnt like stuff like spanking etc although thats a combination of not liking that type of pain and not liking being in a submissive position

next point: he doesnt like being submissive. its both just a preference thing plus not liking loss of control. he loves being the one to order the other part around and be the one to kiiind of have the upper hand. im saying that a bit vaguely bc he also isnt really a dom, he wouldnt like a very strong dominant role, he just likes calling the shots and being in control of the situation. idk how to put it. ill come back to this later

hes freshly discovering that hes into feminization, as you can probably tell from that last upload lmao, and he likes it both in a non-sexual and in a sexual context. he likes feminine words of affection, being called pretty, likes thinking about how in certain perspectives and moments people might mistake him for a girl, and he could have shopped online for lingerie thats specifically made for men, and buy panties that actually had some space in the front, but he deliberately chose not to do that, he wanted it to be girls underwear. that was important.

holidate kris is definitely not fully cis, but also not really trans either i think, idk what to call it but yeah. he might be a little trans, hes having some thoughts and feelings and maybe ill let him explore that properly one day but basically he doesnt really know what to make of it yet or how to categorise it, but he knows he likes himself exactly the way he is and doesnt want to change anything. he also likes getting called girl-ish things and thinking about how people might mistake him for a girl sometimes. idk

other preferences uhhh he really likes sucking dick lmao, like he genuinely enjoys going down on bojan and it gets him all worked up as well. he just figured out he loves getting eaten out. he doesnt like bottoming and he also doesnt like getting fingered all that much. and the thing with that is that he likes having things in his ass, but he doesnt like the uhhh motion of it? having a dick in his ass is fine, having that dick thrust into him is a big no no. the lucky thing with bojan is that he has really short fingers so when hes fingering kris, hes focussing on kris's prostate and doesnt move around all that much so that is still something kris enjoys. on occasion. he also generally doesnt like coming more than once, bc he tends to be very sensitive after his first orgasm and the second one is often very overhelming and too much

moving on to bojan:

also fairly obvious: likes being manhandled, likes being told what to do, big on getting praised. he also loves servicing and making kris feel good, it genuinely gets him off when he can just worship kris a little.

bojan loves both receiving and giving oral but he really loves bottoming and coming on kris' fingers. he loves getting a little overstimulated like getting teased for a long time before getting any proper attention so by the time kris finally goes down on him or fucks him, bojan is already shaking with it and desperate. or in the way like in dopamin, literally not being able to fully calm down in between orgasms and still being super sensitive from the first one.

i think the praise thing is pretty self explanatory, he really loves getting praised for doing a good job when he follows kris' instructions, loves being called a good boy, loves when kris keeps telling him how good hes being in general, its a major thing for him

he loves getting fucked classic missionary or riding kris, they tried doggy once but he didnt like not being able to see kris and touch him. he loves watching kris' face when he comes and also before that, he just loves fucking face to face.

also he would love for kris to make real on his promise of fucking his tits, neither of them knows how that would work but bojan is heavily into the idea of it

as for both of them:

ive said it in dms earlier but basically like. theyre both still kind of vanilla with their kinks? like there is a dom/sub dynamic there but its a very mild one kinda.

like how in dopamin kris tells bojan hes gonna make him come on his fingers and then give him no break after, but later he still does give him a break and checks with bojan if hes still okay with it, if its too much etc. or how he keeps telling bojan to use his words, but always forgives him when bojan cant use his words or is too embarrassed to say what kris wants him to say. like theres never any real consequences.

and thats the thing with them: they are so in tune with each other and have a level of trust for each other that they never had with previous partners. bojan likes being bossed around but he wouldnt like if anyone was actually mean to him, hes not into humiliation or being actually punished for something.

kris knows when he says it that its all empty threats and he would never give bojan any real consequences, and bojan knows this as well, but he would also never intentionally misbehave bc he likes following commands.

they work so well together like that bc theyre both fully aware of what they and the other wants out of it, they know the others wishes and boundaries and limits etc, like there is just a level of trust and understanding between them like no other.

also theyre super in love. did i mention that. does that come across. thats not a kink thing but theyre just super mega in love and thats so important to me.

uhhhh i think thats basically all there is to them kink wise ✌🏼 sorry this got so long, oopsie

[lazaruspiss]

yeah its kinda depressing that every fandom seems to have some anti shipper niche but its also so fuckin funny sometimes. like im just remembering that rick and morty exists and holy shit was that a show that contained Sensitive Subjects portrayed only for crass amusement and self gratification. and even that show has anti shippers. (adding a cut for those who dont wanna listen to my sleep deprived rambled retellings of my rick & morty memories)

hey do yall know what the pilot was about. bc the og r&m pilot was a back to the future parody where morty has to suck off rick in order for him to have big brain power. like the og r&m has uncensored underage incest blowjobs. also the actual final show has an episode where a character proposes a "multi generational sandwich" 3way. yeah yeah but portraying incest is problematic. do u hear urself. incest doesnt even make the top 10 as far as ricks crimes against humanity go. how do yall live like that

[transs3xualmagg0t]

did he run down the fucking kitchen bleeding?? why is there blood everywhere !!!!

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Welp...the new DW episodes airing at midnight means there goes being able to watch the episodes with my dad...

[phagodyke]

I will say while I've loved most of elden ring I'm really glad I'm down to just 2 more main boss fights (malenia + maliketh) before I start the endgame boss fights... whew 😮‍💨

[strangedisciple]

i hate my brain so much :/

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

I know I HAVE to go to bed but what if i just draw forever

[beemintty]

does anyone wake up in the middle of the night and can't go back to sleep for whatever reason and so you put on something chill from yt and you end up drifting off again?

maybe that's just me.

[owleics-fr]

Im absolutely slackin with the news blog atm problem is a lil overwhelmed in the dev tracker atm and bc i always use it i struggle to figure out what people dont know and would wanna know? I'll probably post a general notable bugs and changes since the achievement system dropped tomorrow

[radiotorn]

The perusing thru photo gallery strikes again. ! Bad

[bugwolfsstuff]

You think in those moments between Semele's death and being sewn into Zeus's thigh (theigh? How is it spelt?) Dionysus was held by Hades?

[aconfusedkitten]

i need my body to stop breaking down on me, please and thank you.

[caruliaa]

okayyyy it is kindaa late like. late enough that i shldnt be in the habi tof going to tbed at this time on a school night sajbjbkakasna so imm gonna get to bed now but first i just wanted to say that omgggggggggg vcing today was sosoooooooo fun as it always is ofc but !! yeah i jsut rlly love spending time w u in any and every wayyy and i just love being ur friend sooooo much like you rlly are sososooo wonderful and incredible and lovely and good and u make my whole world so much fuller and better and more complete and provide sm joy and brightness in my life and world so !!! i just wanted to say how much i think that ur an amazing good lovely personnn strawb and how grateful i am to know u and just that !!! im here for u and pls feel free to tell me all abt ur exam and stuff and !! i just care abt u sm and i love youuu smmmmmmmmmmmm mwah (hugs u if u wld like !!💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💗🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💗💗🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💗💗💕💕🫶🏻💗💕💕)

nauurr not thee lateness love -__- i hope u were able to get in some good rest regardless of that though love and ough omg ur so so sweet love omg i hope you that ireally did have so much fun vcing too it rly was soso wonderful to get to chat and talk with you and just spend time with you it just was sos fun and lovely and im soso glad that its the same to you love and that i can be such a wonderful friend to you and make ur world better and fuller and bring u sm joy and brightness love bc u rly do desreve it soso very much and ireally do just want t o help make ur life better in every way i can becuase you really are soso very special and dear to me love so i hope you know that i really am soso very glad that i can and that uyou really are the same to me like youre such a wonderful kind caring understanding friend to me love who makes me feel soso very loved and cared for and just knowing you and having you in my life bring me soso very much happiness and joy and like !! agh i hope you know love you really really do just mean the whole while world to me and i really do just love you so so so very much *hugs you back sos very much love mwah mwah mwah !!!* 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞🦋💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[sunjoys]

that comic that was like "i did it" "did you do your best?" "i hope not" has ruined me btw. now whenever i get stressed and my parents go "you can only do your best" all i can think is "i hope this isnt my best" and its driving me insane

[clonewarsahsoka]

I wake up at 2pm and I'm exhausted at 11pm what a sick world we live in