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me and that fucking subspace that i hate
raw version without the pixelated jazzy filters and stuff :3
#phighting#phighting!#phighting roblox#roblox phighting#medkit phighting#medkit fanart#medkit#subspace phighting#subspace fanart#subspace#subspace tripmine#subkit#roblox fanart#roblox art#this is da previous paper doodle i did but digital now#idk why i digitalized it i guess i just wanted to color them#well now you have my personal interpretation of them as humans#i kinda struggled a little removing the notepad lines so ignore that..#did you notice it did you notice it#the white roots is a reference to how they have white hair in other versions#the white hairstrands is because theyre both so fucking stressed and old#and the colored streaks is an effect from the crystal :3#all of this is incredibly self indulgent sorru guys#plz dont jump me if i did something wrong 🙏#its not noticeable but instead of giving my subspace pink faded hands hes getting deterioating graying ones#idc im making him look like a half-corpse now#his hairs lighter and graying too coz hes rotting idk#how does the human body work
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wemon....
#the arctic cruise is i think my favourite area of AHiT to just hang around in#excluding the memories of cruisin' for a bruisin' its so lovely and nice#and i fucking love the seals so much im already a sucker for seals#not gonna lie after beating nyakuza metro i still feel like seal the deal is the superior dlc#dont get me wrong the metro is really cool! but deathwish is hard to beat#and the cruise itself while small was incredibly enjoyable for me#whereas the metro had the same problems as alpine skyline for me just with a better atmosphere and characters#although i suppose its not entirely fair to judge it when i havent played online and that was the first dlc that had it#it would be like judging seal the deal without deathwish since that was like half of the dlcs appeal#ahit#a hat in time#seal ahit#seal crew ahit#ahit seal#ahit seal crew
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I'm so annoyed. @kingcrow01 tumblr ate your ask about Danny's opinion on the League. tumblr i pressed 'save draft' why didn't you sAVE DRAFT.
ANyways I'm making a post instead. For everyone else, the ask was in summary:
What was Danny's opinion on the League now that he's left it? If he missed the familiarity of it, if he recognized the cult-like behavior inside it, and if he now detested his grandfather.
And to answer (again, grrr): It's complicated! We love complicated <3. Yeah, Danny does miss the familiarity of the League, it was still his home for the first ten years of his life and he has a lot of memories there. Plenty of good along with the bad, and while he's less homesick than he was when he was 10, it still hits him like a truck at random intervals.
Sam, Tucker, and Jazz are great, and he likes the Drs. Fentons enough that he's contemplated murdering Vlad for his meddling, but if he wants to eat the same food his mother used to make him and Damian, he has to do it himself and he can't get the taste right. No one knows arabic so he speaks it to himself because he doesn't want to forget his mother tongue, and he has a few books too. Frankly? He genuinely misses training.
Getting to use Sam's gym helps with his restlessness, same with training with Maddie, but he has no one on or above his level to go against other than his mother. And he only sees her twice a year at most. He knows that he's getting stagnant and he fucking despises it like a bad itch he can't scratch.
He feels conflicted about missing the League, however, since by now he recognizes the flaws and what was wrong with it, and he recognizes that it was cult-like. But even that is kinda, hrm, complicated? If this was a fic I would be able to go better into depth about what he has and hasn't unlearned because cult deprogramming is hard and Danny's doing most of this on his own.
Sam, Tucker, and Jazz have helped with the more obvious stuff: like the ecofascism, the disregard for human life, his emotional constipation; the more obvious stuff that shows in his behavior and personality. But none of them are professionals nor do they actually know the full extent of what Danny's life in the League was like. They only have snapshots since Danyal is very tight lipped about it. So they can only help with what they see themselves through Danny's behavior or word of mouth.
But in summary: He sees, for the most part, what's wrong with the League and disagrees with some of the stuff they do now. But he's very conflicted, and trying to dissect his feelings on the League confuses him. His protests about it whenever Sam and Tucker joke about it have at this point become mostly empty (altho it still causes him some discomfort), and its an inside joke between them three.
As for Ra's? Despises him. If only because Ra's wanted him to kill his little brother -- thinking about his motives with the League confuses Danny, cognitive dissonance and stuff, -- a lot of his hatred stems from "He wanted me to fight my baby brother to the death. I destroyed my relationship with Damian because of him, I had to fake my death and leave my home, and I will never meet my father or see my brother again because of him. Fuck that guy."
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#danyal al ghul au#starry asks#demon siblings au#danny's opinions on the league is rather complicated but he knows that some of the stuff that happened inside was wrong. and while he's#always known that his upbringing wasn't normal -- and he took pride in that -- its only in recent years that he's learned that#this was a *bad* thing. that his upbringing was wrong. he's still kinda grappling with that.#danny's homesickness hits the worst when he's patching himself up from a ghost fight alone. stitching up his throat in his ghost form when#he gets hit with a deep child-like grief and the unwitting 'i wanna go home'. he's exhausted and sad and hurting and fucking *tired*#good mom talia al ghul supremacy. she's trying her best.#but yeah sam and tucker did a lot of good for Danny by becoming his friend. he's a lot better off than he would've been if he remained alon#'a child not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth' type of stuff. danny's aware of this and is incredibly grateful#for sam and tucker. and as a result can and will get violently protective. his moral code on killing can be summed up as: i dont kill bc i#value human life and it's inconvenient. but i will do it without remorse if i must.#vlad is only still alive because he's incompetent. but the ice is thin#catch me about to make an incorrect quotes post about this au. i am so close.
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Akashi on the mind (because who the fuck else lives in my head rent free) and I was just thinking about he's not only good at everything but he also makes everything look easy and that's why people feel comfortable putting so much faith in him/putting him on a pedestal. Especially because Akashi makes it so that he appears to have no weak spots when that could not be farther from the truth. It's all just an image to hide the fact that he's not perfect. But you know what? I think, for the sake of humanizing him, the rest of the KNB cast needs to see Akashi do something and struggle while doing it.
People need to be able to look at his face and feel like they can physically hear the gears turning in his head. I need him to attempt something and then everyone watches him space out for an extended period of time while he figures out how the fuck he's gonna actually do the thing. Let him be clumsy as he finds his way. Let him have a trial-and-error process. Let him be successful at doing something while still having the privilege of not getting it right the first time. LET HIM NOT BE PERFECT.
#akashi is fr just like everyone else#that whole thing in the replace plus chapters where akashi says he's never lost at anything#sorry sweetheart but im calling major cap#youre telling me even as a young child you were the best at everything?#even as a toddler?#i think its a front because hes afraid to shatter peoples expectations#hes confident in his skills because he has no choice#insecurity implies weakness and akashi doesnt want to be seen as weak#so he puts on airs and walks around like he's undefeatable so no one can argue with him#dont get me wrong he is incredibly skilled at pretty much everything he does#but skill does not come without immense practice#behind a finished product are several different drafts and akashis skills are no exception#one day i hope hell be brave enough to admit it#kuroko no basket#akashi seijuro
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lost my mind every time he showed up what the fuck was he doing here (affectionately)
#DONT GET ME WRONG#I LOVED SEEING HIM#THATS MY MANS EVER#BUT I WAS SURPRISED HE CAME BACK SO EARLY#anyway loved him incredibly all episode#the expression game was insane#and so was his performance#ep itself was decent#But the striker brainrot takes priority#he went a lil crazy but its okay#we support striker’s craziness#helluva boss spoilers#hb spoilers#helluva boss#helluva boss striker
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Happy birthday to the man, the myth, the legend, trophy husband of Yuuri Katsuki, Viktor Nikiforov!
#oh and fuck that post#HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BOI YOU DESERVE THE WORLD#christmas ends on the 24th here so GUESS WHAT#THE 25TH IS ALL ABOUT VIKTOR BABYYY#also theyre married your honour idc what plaintiff has to say because im right they have no grounds to sue#anyway i drew this before yuuris birthday and has been sitting on it for a month now and i am SO glad to get it posted#and despite having that much time to prepare this post im sitting here on christmas eve and typing this out while hiding from festivities#also IGNORE THAT THE COAT ISNT ACCURATE I JUST DREW IT OKAY#its embarrassing as someone who lives in a cold country to draw a winter coat wrong#people from warm countries have no idea what im talking about probably and if you do or are from a cold country and know then no you dont#the coat is perfect youre just imagining things#also lemme tell you those eyelashes made me so happy to draw#i ADORE pale lashes theyre so fun#tbh i adore all colours but im particularly fond of white grey and black hair and white lashes#its just so chefs kiss#if you have pale invisible lashes that you think make you look weird no they dont they make you look incredible#also yes this is ABSOLUTELY a companion piece to the birthday piece i did for yuuri#i said i liked to imagine that piece being how viktor sees yuuri#well heres viktor looking at yuuri#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov
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scourge unleashed aus mean nothing to me unless he is a catboy
#sonic#archie sonic#scourge the hedgehog#fiona fox#iratusmus.png#if you wanted to take this seriously#incredibly spitballing premise here but dr kintobor finds out moebius dark gaia is going to reawaken#so he fires an epic beam of something or another to try to put it back to sleep for another 500 years or whatever#but something goes wrong and somehow scourge gets hit and turns into a catboy#nobody is happy about this. well- okay. let me rephrase that.#when it happens fiona thinks its the funniest thing in the world. everybody else also thinks its the funniest thing in the world.#scourge . does not. and promptly makes his newfound abilities everybody else's problem#so now everybody's unhappy about this. except for fiona. who still thinks its the funniest thing in the world.#honestly though i just want to use the dark gaia from the offpanel. if you dont know the one i will be happy to share
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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i loooove love epic but the designs of the gods suuck
#im sorry#but they look like c list superheroes#dont get me wrong the art is incredible#and the songs are incredible#its just#the designs....#why are they neon#epic the musical
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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There’s so much that Nintendo got wrong with the botw /warriors calamity games that i could really sink my teeth into. I’ve been continuously bitter at them for being such cowards with the angst. They had so much potential for a truly horrifically painful storyline that would’ve highlighted the sorrowful beauty and joy in the happy ending. That game could’ve ripped out soooooo many hearts and then tenderly sewn back together, different and scarred but hopeful and healed by the end of the plot. They had the chance and they absolutely fumbled it
#dont get me wrong#botw is one of my top loz games#absolutely stunning game and incredibly beautiful#the plot itself was a beautiful concept#but thats just it. they left the depth of the plot in its conceptual form and that’s so sad#totk lowkey feels the same too#loz#zelda#botw#totk#link#hyrule#hyrule warriors#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#talking to myself
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do you guys remember when Attack On Titan had a fucking Looney Tunes Babies style spin off where all the characters were in junior high and the titans were just bullies and eren was mad at them because they ate his hamburg steak and it was legitimately better than the original
#yui rambles#dont ask me why i randomly remembered#i often think about attack on titan#about how its first season was one of the most promising new shows at the time#it felt so refreshing and full of life and energy and ideas and something to say#and then you reach a certain point in the story and youre like#...huh this is weird#and you keep reading/watching and start wondering what's wrong#and then at a certain point it just hits you#and youre like woah! wait!#i get it!#the author is not a good writer!#this pacing sucks! the reveals suck!#i get it now! the beginning of the story was a fluke!#attack on titan's legacy was carried on an extremely promising intro section and a very competently made anime adaptation#but not even the sick art style and incredible action scenes could save a story so shoddily told imo#and then you reach the end and its like wow. so the thing you had to say was awful.#sorry i dont mean to swing at a hornets nest#i just think about it because when a story nosedives that hard its like. a case study for me#whatevs this is all my opinion no disrespect if you like it#but even if you like it i think you HAVE to be aware that the point being made with the story is a pretty fucking terrible one#anyway this post got fucking derailed in the tags lmao my point is attack on titan junior high was legit funny and had a better ending lmao
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Man. To survive i need to have some level of delusion huh
#yeah its called hope but yknow after being pummeled with bad luck i dont know if i have any left in me#i remember when i was a kid i thought i would work for disney and prove everyone who doubts me wrong#well i have reached an incredibly high level career wise and guess what???#my family still doesnt respect me and my career choice. theyre not proud of me#i never got to celebrate getting this job#just shows how much of my self worth ties down to familial approval
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i hate when i can feel things affecting me but i dont know what to do about it. i dont know what to use 2 counter it
#evils r getting to me n fucking with my brain so hard i just want to b free#every thought i have feels like someone elses#everything i do feels so boring#everything feels wrong#but i dont know why#i dont know how to stop it#i want to play a game but then i just get stuck . thinking#not moving#and then i close it#and try something else & repeat#and the whole time theres just an Ache in me#jerma aint helpin this time gamers o(-<#i need 2 change my brain its locked on the wrong setting but i dont know what to do#i dont know how this time#i am just so incredibly tired all the time#my eyes hurt#my body hurts#every emotion hurts#i cant even sleep i wake up constantly n roll over n over n over#im never comfortable#i hate my body#i feel it all the time#i dont know if its just the paranoia and i got good at ignoring it or if everyone is staring at me more#i dont want to be seen . every time i catch a reflection of myself it hurts#i dont even have a phone 2 take pictures or a scale so i cant tell if im changing#i feel stuck#and like the worst thing in the entire world#i just want to be good for something#i wish i could just have a job already i wish i could skip forward i dont know how to get there. im useless. i just want to offer something#im not good for anything im not capable of anything i should hav killed myself yrs ago. i never should have tricked myself into having hope
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what if i go back to my supernatural rewatch
#this is so incredibly funny because believe it or not ive only watched the whole thing once#dont get me wrong i remember EVERYTHING about it#i only rewatched till s5 when i was doing the destiel series#but its so funny because i dont even remember anything about the show i watched last week#but i can tell you exactly which episode dean and cas has gay kitchen sex
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just found out one of my all time absolute fave re artists was bullied off the internet for being "pr/osh/ip" and that tells me everything i need to know about the state of social media and fandom these days tbh.
#they were wonderful and incredible and TALENTED and thats all gone now bcus some ppl think they get to deicde what's right and whats wrong#but i get it and they don't owe any of us anything i just hope they're ok#i recently left a fandom bcus of some bullying and i gotta say it left such a bitter taste and idgaf about any of the stuff i posted/created#and i never want to write fic or engage in that fandom or even watch the film ever again#i just hope they're ok and having a better time offline#basically everyone should just live by 'dont like dont look' bcus this is all fictional bullshit that doesnt matter at all#and if that makes me pr/osh/ip then 🤷🤷🤷🤷 idgaf#what they got bullied for wasnt even bad tbh i ship a LOT worse stuff so kudos for that#btw you all sound like fuckin morons#bcus if you think shipping a problematic ship means you're accepting of problematic relationships#you're basicslly saying if you write idk slasher horror youre ok with killing people#its fiction ffs grow up#m
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