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I need to go back to hermitcraft/life series stuff otherwise ill flip fandoms and I was doin SO much work ahdkashkj
Grian's hermitcraft tour ep and the session 5 of wild life cant come fast enough
#hermitcraft#life series#i have wips#and things i wanna share if people are curious#but so many thoughts#like hermit backstories and species headcanons#or the hermit mer stuff#or the hermit ALIEN stuff#also i have a new hc about Hels and X and Ex somwhere too#its hard to choose and find#the motivation to talk about em#let alone actually finish and post em ahdjsahjkdsh
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#ugh this is hard for me to choose cuz the first three are really where its at for me#sole is the first to go...#arch is probably the part i find like the most directly sexy if that makes sense#but i think pad has to be the winner for me
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What if Luxu and Player encounter each other with each of the player’s reincarnation
Luxu who is stealing bodies vs the kid that keeps coming back to life

#its giving immortal and reincarnated hero#if the player is sora thats would just make funnier in my head#luxu wont be able to catch a break#(me personally i prefer the theory that yozora is the player so player wont have canon face)#luxu: gotta go though the pain of getting used to new body again#player: wussup everyone i just came back to life again!#i wonder if luxu will have personal beef with the player cause of that#or will he actually relate to the player for having to struggle in life again#even tho the player choose to reincarnat.. sure they didn’t choose to have the memories#idk its just crack theory i like#what if there is player 3 that luxu will find to help subject x with her memories#i like to give the player more trauma with them having more reincarnations#cause why would they be able to control it..#they could have life before khux#or if they reincarnated and woke up with their memories which was hard to carry and ended that life cycle#so their next round was amnesia so they will get more used to life again#i love tragic player ideas 😔#staying alive vs reincarnation two types of time travel i guess#kingdom hearts missing link#kingdom hearts#player#kh luxu#kh player#khux#khml#kh#crack theory#kingdom hearts union x#luxu
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MY HEADCANON FOR PARENTS NAMES:
Snow White: Bianca White ( Bianca means "white" and Whites are probably one of the most obsessed families with their story, every single Snow White had a name with meaning relative to the fairy tails,)
Evil Queen: Eris Queen (I can't remember did I read a fic where she was called Eris but I think that the name of the goddess of discord really suits her)
Sleeping Beauty: Rosalin Beauty (pretty standard name)
Cinderella: Ophelia Ella ( a sweet name for a sweet girl)
Red Riding Hood: Scarlett Hood (one more standard name)
Big Bad Wolf: Aiden Wolf (close friends call him Andy :) )
Dark Fairy: Darcy Thorn ( oh the irony of being the dark fairy with dark name and yet cover yourself in light)
Candy Witch: Cinnamon Witch (I also didn't come up with this name myself. I saw someone use it for her a really long time ago but I can't remember who. If the person who came up with this name sees this, you deserve a reward, the name is perfect. But I hc that she goes by her nickname: Candy. Why? Because it's such a cute nickname)
Pinocchio: Oak Wood (I think that every family name has something to do with trees or wood. Oak sounds like a perfect name for someone sweet, young and cheerful and later as an adult calm and wise)
Goldilocks: Dolly Locks ( I just think that its a cute name and she kinda remind me of Dolly)
Huntsman: Archer Huntsman (Okay, so, Huntsmans are bad at naming their kids, like REALLY BAD. Hunter we are counting on you to break that cycle)
King Charming: Dashing Charming (I read one fanfic were he is named Dashing and i think that name suits him, i myself couldn't come up with the more fitting name)
Queen Charming: Grace Charming (I also read that one in a fanfic and i think it fits her, somehow whenever i think of Charmings Dashing and Grace are the first name that come to my mind)
Rapunzel: Cressida O'Hair (I first just like the name but then i found out the Cressida means "golden" so it goes well with Rapunzel story)
Pied Piper: Devin Piper ( It means "bard" or "poet", the perfect name for a musician. Also, Piper is really a cool name, too bad it is already his last name)
Mad Hatter: Maddox Hatter (I just like silly names for Wonderlandians, especially Mad Hatter)
Queen of Hearts: Victoria Hearts ( okeey, it's not a very Wonderlandian name but neither is Elizabeth and Vicy is a cute nikename)
Cheshire Cat: Lorelai Cheshire (I didn't want to go for the obvious one Chatrine, like, I get it, she's a cat, She literally named her daughter Kitty, or maybe Katrine Kitty for short, BUT THEN I REMEMBER THAT TOLERAI EXISTED which is literally the same name just different first latter and I already gotten attached to Lorelai, so, umm if you all could just do me the favour and pretend that these are TOTALLY different names I would be very thankful)
Alice Wonderland: Amilia Wonderland ( Also would her last name be Wonderland or Liddell? Bonus cute nickname Amy)
White Rabbit: Castor Blanc ( At first i just liked the name but don't you think that "dutiful" is a perfect for White Rabbit)
White Swan: Elenor Swan ( It means "shining light" and to be honest with that destiny she's going to need some light in her life)
Black Swan: Callisto VonBart (What would be the last name of The Black Swan? VonBart?BlackSwan? I put VonBart because I found an OC of Odille on Pinterest and her last name was VonBart. I don't know)
Frog Prince: Hanry Croakington ( i reafuse to belive that he named his son after himself. Nuh-uh. He named Hopper after his father or maybe his grandfather)
Robin Hood: Wren Hood ( Listen, Listen, maybe they just have a thing with the birds?)
Maid Marian: Pandora Charming ( I don't think that there is a destiny stricly for Maid Marian. I think thats just a princess from Charming family or from nobel family, that's why i gave her last name Chaming. Last name changed after the wedding)
Beauty: Primrose Beauty ( Ah, Beauties and their roses)
Beast: Damian Beast (like it)
Fairy Godmother: Beatrice Goodfairy ("blessed one" mmm... too bad you can't bless yourself)
Jack Beanstalk: Jasper Beanstalk (nice)
Snow Queen: Isolde Winter (perfect for ice queen)
Snow King: Nikolai Winter (took his wife's last name, couldn't think of his own that's not arleady taken)
BONUS: PRINCES CHARMING
The Good King: David Charming (i think that only the main Charming follow that logic with names where all siblings have names with the same first latter)
Cinderella's prince Charming: Louis Charming (he's a nice boy)
Snow White's prince Charming: Cassian Charming (I just like it)
Sleeping Beauty's prince Charing: Liam Charming (don't ask)
#DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO CHOOSE A NAME THAT GOES WITH YOUR CHARACTER#HAS A SIGNIFICANT MEANING#AND DOESN'T REMIND YOU OF AN EXISTING CHARACTER???#its very fucking hard#like i wanted to use nivea for snow white becouse it literally means white as snow BUT NIVEA IS A BREND#I also wanted to name pandora Penelope becouse its a cute name remaind me of the redhead#but who comes to your minde when you hear Penelope? Penelope Featherington .#WHICH IS WHY I CANT NAME SOMEONE REMUS WE ALL KNOW ONLY ONE REMUS AND THAT IS LUPIN#BUT TO MAKE THINGS EVEN WORST THERE IS ALWAYS ONE MORE POPULAR CHARACTER WITH THE NAME FIT FOR A WOLF#I WANT TO CRY#i HAVE NUMEROS EXEMPLES but okay its okay i'm okay#I GOT VERY FRUSTRATED FOR LORELAI#I liked the name becouse there is a legend about a water nymf named Lorelai and she lead sailors to their death#But in reality that nymf is acually the rock that looks like the woman AND PEOPLE STILL WRECK THEIR BOATS AGAINST THAT ROCK#beasicly there is a “nymf” named Lorelai that creates chaos and then you have a cat that creates chaos#see what i had in mind???#also while looking for names I also finde some of the strangest names people name their kids#like did you know that some people name their kides wolf or Blackwell?#Also to the people who came up with some of these names before me pls don't be mad i think you nailed it#and i forgot who you are#pls dont come after me i'm shaking with anxiety while posting this#ever after high#eah#ever after high headcanons#eah parents#class of classics
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ok my OTHER reflection:
on the one hand its really frustrating to see the posts about docs and healthcare in general on here be so narrow-minded. bad experiences with certain providers have lead to a huge spread of misinformation and mistrust with the whole system. which can and HAS lead to people avoiding 'evil' doctors for perfectly treatable illnesses and dying from them (the vaccine bullshit, anyone?)
but on the other hand. it is TERRIFYING how some of these docs practice medicine. at times i think 'are you just burned out and don't give a shit or are you straight up just stupid?' and i work in critical care. where quite literally every case is life or death. even in the academic sector where there is supposedly a standard of excellence, some doctors i would not let touch my loved ones with a ten foot pole.
and that sucks. i know this is the no nuance piss on the poor webbed site but 'the medical system and people that work for it are fallible and aspects of it are morally questionable at best/unethical at worst' AND 'the field of medicine exists to help people first and foremost and mistrusting/avoiding it can be detrimental in the long run' can and DO co-exist
#also. folks i hate to tell you but 'doctors get big pharma kickbacks and they can cure you but just choose not to to get more money'#is a very tempting conspiracy theory. but it is SO UNTRUE.#hey listen. if someone is telling you they can 'cure' your disease magically if you just take x vitamin THEY ARE LYING#even miraculous cures like bone marrow transplants for autoimmune disease and CAR-T therapy#have such severe side-effects that they quite literally kill you#i can't tell you how many times i've taken care of people who#had their cancer 'cured' but the treatment ruined their kidneys/heart/lungs#or fucked their immune system so bad that a common bacteria could completely take them out#anyone selling you miracles is L Y I N G#i understand that a lot of this anger is around disability and chronic illness and psych and i get that. intimately.#its 100% accurate to say that a patient who researched independently about ehlers-danlos or POTS knows more about it than i do.#and its hard to see the profession as 'people who sincerely ARE trying to help' when you actively work with people who fucking suck#and you think like 'you went to school. you went through all this training. you (presumably) passed boards'#we should have at least around the same level of knowledge#but that is often not the case#still#making large scale statements about an entire profession (especially when its supposed to be a civic service) is just... not good#my two cents rec for this is:#if you think you have something rare or unusual try to find a doc that specialized in this i.e. go to an academic center.#trainees are less set in their ways and can think outside the box PLUS if there are new/innovative treatments they would have them#if you need pretty much ANY surgery. private is the way to go#you want surgeons with high volume and experience#surgical techniques do not change on the dime. most havent changed in 50+ years. a lot of other medicine DOES#(this of course does not apply to specialized surgeries like whipple or PTE or schwannoma resection - go to academics for that)#if its REALLY rare whether medical or surgical your GP will not know what to do with you#academic centers are referral centers. they are more likely to have the right tools to diagnose/treat#where was i going with this?#oh yeah i had an odd interaction with an ED doc admitting to me last night that was NOT practicing within current standard of care#and was just so casual and assured i started to doubt MYself. like. am I the crazy one?!?!#like i'm young i dont know everything SURE
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do you think rosquez in their toxic era would cheat on each other (Debatable if they had a non toxic era). i mean in their toxic era they are probably not together together (lol if they even define the relationship) but you know like, spiritually cheat on each other in the sense that one goes and fucks some random thinking about how mad the other will be the whole time.
in no scenario do i think they cheat on each other if they are fucking, even if they haven’t talked about it like genuinely i think they would both go full fatal attraction and there would be no survivors. mutually assured destruction the FULL gone girl. if you’re asking me if they fucked other people post sepang i think vale yes but he doesn’t feel good about it bc he’s not over marc and if marc does it is RARE and CASUAL and even then i think he holds out too much naive romantic earnest hope for vale to forgive him until like. 2018. so short answer no
#vale wlf for sure but by all reports p monogamous once he chooses a person#and marc soul bonds to people extremely hard#so i think even if vale is lying to himself like crazy its still a one person show that he’s TELLING himself is for convenience#but if he allowed himself to think on it he hasn’t fucked anyone else for like two full years#motogp#callie speaks#asks#like idk even with the popular post vale marc ships there’s still such a layer of removal compared to early marc BECAUSE of vale.#he literally closed off a part of himself when that happened so he’s not going out immediately and finding someone.#and i think with how job obsessed he is that just wasn’t a priority (canonically!) until maybe his arm injury when he had a lot of time#and was kinda climbing the walls trying to find things in his life that he enjoyed that weren’t racing
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#i find myself always going between a hero’s death and skinty fia#skinty fia was the album that got me into them and jackie down the line awakes something in me#but i love the energy of dogrel. and roy’s tune? and dublin city sky? and television screens!?#however! a hero’s death as a whole is just incredible. it has a really special quality and i do love how its more solemn#i love romance so much. i love the energy and grittiness of it#i find I don’t have as much of an emotional connection to it as an album compared to the others#ahh idk it’s hard to choose!!!#would love to know what yall think and why#fontaines d.c.#my polls
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How did the empire rise in your wonderful Anakin raises leia AU?
aw I'm so glad you think it's wonderful!! RotS doesn't happen too different for the most part, but Anakin just reports Palpatine, Mace & Co go to kill Palps and get their asses kicked and Palps orders Order 66 and the Empire rises without its numero uno scary guy Darth Vader
#palps makes up for the lack of apprentice with inquisitors pretty fast#and probably does get another apprentice?? but i havent thought abt him much lolll#i'm not a HUNDRED percent on where anakin is when o66 happens he's either getting his shit mildly whipped at the temple bc hes v outnumbere#OR he's at padme's at first and heads to the temple once he sees It Going Down to try find survivors (and doesnt get his shit so whipped)#usually im faster at working out the details of AUs but both of these have Appeal loll so its hard to choose#either way he's got 1. loads of survivor's guilt and 2. feels like he caused all this even if he didnt complete his Descent#thanks for the ask!#skywalkers apart au
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light fires at night (to fill the void) by inthesea is required reading for andreillers
#HOLD UP ✋ it's not on ao3. and if you want to read it... well i can get it to you.#BUT THE LINES IN THERE ARE INSANE. neil literally says you are a gun pointed at my head forever i cant run i cant dodge i chose this i chose#YOU#and there's so much to it. i literally keep that line in my mind at all times#its the type of line that makes you freeze up when you're in the middle of a task#the kind of line that forces you into manual mode and you have to remember how to move your body#guy who has spent his entire life dodging bullets chooses not to duck this one#and andrew also says that neil is a knife pressed against his throat#like. these guys will literally be like love is violence and then do the softest shit youve ever seen. and it is. love is violence#sigh.#do i need to sell you on it more or will you read it now.#also the fic is extraordinarily soft. its a 5+1 situation. andrew wants to say i love you to neil and he spends multiple years figuring out#how to form the words#and it's extremely in character. its the literal magnum opus of all aftg fanfic. nothing compares and nothing will ever compare#like theres fanfiction and then theres light fires at night#in my brain its fully canon. like to me this fic is literally what happens after the books.#you can find it yourself if youd like but i think it might be a little hard WHOS TO SAY. anyway#everybody NEEDS to read this fic i dont care. if i could beam it into everyones brains i would
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im distraught, my rook has elgar'nans vallaslin.....
#I DIDNT KNOWWWWW#i just LIKED IT#IM NOT EVEN ACTUALLY DALISH IM FROM NEVARRA!!!!#IN MY CANON I GOT THEM AFTER THE WAR OF THE BANNERS TO FEEL MORE CONNECTED TO BEING AN ELF!!!!!#ITS WHAT THEY GAVE ME DURING MY RITUAL!!!! I DIDNT CHOOSE THIS!!!!!#how in dai did i end up with mythal and junes and this time....i chose fuxking elgar'#i cant#i just cant#how did this happen#they need to refresh your memory before you go into these characyer designers 😭#i could not have chosen worse i swear#not im stuck thinking about rook finding put about the gods and being horrified to the point of puking#just like 'hold on i need a second' and all you hear is them barfing as soon as theyre out of sight#i dont know whos bellara and davrin have though but i bet neither of them are as fucked up as i am abt it#i wanna believe rook heard all the elven stories growing up from elves who joined the mourn watch so they werent totally in the dark#when they got their vallaslin? but obviously didnt know the whole truth until the plot of veilguard 8 or so years after the fact#like i feel so bad for the dwarves im so upset for harding especially as a syrface dwarf but holy fuck theres three of us with slave marking#none of us are okay......#why isnt davrin more bothered than he is by this he seems like he should be so pissed about being lied to#but im also confused cause i thought the dalish elves were specifically from the south#so dmetas crossing threw me off a bit#but whatever i was raised with the dead in the necropolis what do i know😭#i cannot believe this#i need to go back to dai and swap my two main elves tattoos tho i feel like darcy should have had mythals and mahanon should have junes#it would make more sense#i never did finish my beloved qun in that one either#im so nostaligic for that game#long before the traum of this one
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feel like im so so so close to unlocking a higher level of thinking about art google search how to induce brain blast

#that thing about how nobody draws the way i want to draw but realizing past cheye#made the art i wanna be making but better.#thinking about how the struggle with my art is how there's so many ways to draw something or someone#and obvs i have my preferred ways which leads to ''style'' but it still makes it hard to Choose.#as well as tell if it looks good or not#nothing ever has to be the same#the way i also struggle to get inspired bc i struggle to find ppl drawing Weird or Ugly art.#not being able to relate to a lot of general inspiration because it all looks the same.#twitter post heres my hot oc with 1M likes and its the same face the artist draws everyone with which is the same#face everyone draws to denote an attractive person. next.#*i* want to and should make things far outside of this. everything can be drawn in any and every way#my only struggle rn is i still dont have fundamentals down. truly and really. if i could make something look#good bad on purpose instead of bad bad id be home free#how do i get there i need to get there#its like how if you look at ana/tola Howard's work there's lots of things that dont look '''right''' but they look Good. how? how?#i wanna get there#talkys
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it's netflix they HAVE to have a gay season let it be Eloise!!!!

#i watched season 1 when it came out and the one thing i remember was the benedict gaybait#I WILL be gaybaited again bitch!!! creloise real#bridgerton#thats crazyyyyy the drama of it all... hiding it from their families not only cause of homophobia but cause no one can stand cressida...#one thing about me is i will fall for an unlikeable unpopular mean girl its crazy how catered to me this ship is... i choose to believe#this season is fun btw i just find colin hard to look at. sorry. is this a safe place❤️
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💻 ― excellent writing + 🌼 ― creative headcanons + 📚 ― nice threads to read!
shout outs of awesomeness ( always accepting ) — @quietlyblooms
💻 ― excellent writing : @foolisheart hi ( chinhands ). besides the fun yapping and very good plots / headcanons we've made, i have always, always adored your writing. scratches my brain real good and i genuinely find it inspiring.
🌼 ― creative headcanon : @sitehound need i say more? i eat those hc posts UP and i love how much you love gumi and i love her and your brain is so big and wrinkly fr
📚 ― nice threads to read : @amcssing now, i don't tend to read other threads, i won't lie. but i Cannot turn my eyes away from the wonders i catch glimpses of & then sneak read whenever i see you post something here or on kai's blog. hello prose, hello characters i hardly know but suddenly want to
#* & all the best — answered .#* & brb finding whimsy — ooc .#// >:)))) eheheheheh its os hard to choose bc theres sm talent here AH
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HOMOSEXUAL
I KNOW WHAT THEY ARE.
WOW
#arknights#when they say swire is snowsant's sugar mommy i underestimated how in-your-face it was#what do you mean its hard to find a travel companion swire. did you deliberately choose snowsant#ik its almost time to say so long to adele (heh) and i actually already finished the story last week but#i thought itd be nice to compile these moments between the two
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Who is Bláthnaid youve been Bláthnaid posting recently who is she?
Girl (gender-neutral) in my noggin <3
#sometimes you go 'hm well ive questioned whether im plural/a system for a multitude of reasons but its probs nothing <3'#and then your mental dialogue begins containing a worrying amount of chanting that 'my name is blaithnaid my name is blaithnaid'#and if it were chanting a male name you could put it down to genderisms#but eimear and blaithnaid are both girl names so its not that#so u just gotta accept u have a very insistent voice in yr head#and then when u say 'its ok u dont have to show yourself if u dont want' your body untenses by itself#so she seems to have at least some external control#and then u spend the next 2 months questioning your entire thought process. cheers blaithnaid. communication is hell#dropping all pretenses: ive been trying out a framework where Me is not a singular construct but instead a collection of parts#by observing noticeable shifts in my demeanor and thinking in order to learn about the cogs that make up my machine#and its hard because they want to be a machine. and because I am the product of the machine#there might not be a me-shaped cog at all. in which case its difficult to interface with the cogs as the product#because we live on different planes. plus yknow all the repression and avoidance of introspection ive been doing#this metaphor is potentially more confusing than what it started with. uhhh morethanone.info < website that may be relevant#although i dont find myself fitting the typical mould (no memory barriers and getting an identity out of these cogs is like pulling teeth)#(which contributes to the idea that this is entirely an artificial construct of my creation as opposed to an observation of a natural state)#(to which i am choosing to ignore ^_^ or maybe go Well does it matter if its fake if it works)#idk. follow-up questions welcome. blaithnaids not the only one with a name but a lot of them are hard to spot and thus name
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i've encountered a strange phenomenon in which it is easiest to write a character's voice the less you know and care about the inner workings of their mind
#i find it very difficult to accurately write. say. dean and cas. because i have spent so much time analyzing them.#and now i have these notions of what i think goes on in their heads vs how they would express it and i have so much to think about#when i write them. and its difficult.#the best i ever wrote dean was when i was only a few episodes into season one and i didn't understand him at all but i wanted to write abou#him so i did and because i only saw and understood his very outer shell i was able to capture his voice very well#and. okay im gonna admit something. and i hope this is a safe space.#i have started writing gilmore girls fanfic. im gonna need you to not linger too hard on that because my point is#i haven't extensively thought about those characters or their motivations. i am only on season two and im not thinking that hard about#the shit that's going on. and you know what im writing them damn near perfectly#because all im thinking about is their surface level characterizations. you know.#an additional weird thing is that this only goes for their VOICES. it's VERY easy to write dialogue the less you know about the character#because most of what you have seen of them so far is dialogue. what they choose to say. and you haven't gone deeper than that#when it comes to actions though it's impossible. you HAVE to analyze a character to write their actions correctly or you'll end up with#a strange situation where he WOULD fucking say that but he would not fucking DO that#anyways. i just think this is interesting#richie says stuff
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