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#plantcore#houseplants#text post#actual polls#tumblr polls#polls#plant pollls#this matters guys#its for my statistics final#don't fail me now#im actually desperate#i don't know how to tag this#how do i keep a plant alive tho
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just read a review of the lego movie from 2014 and it is genuinely a horrible piece of literature and through perusing the comments underneath the review, I have gained an intense dislike of the reviewer. it's not even that I liked the lego movie and he didn't it's just that a lot of the stuff he says is factually incorrect, really stupid-sounding, or he doesn't provide any real reason, and in the comments, he reacts to even the friendliest and politest constructive criticism as if it's a personal attack on him.
#listen I DON'T CARE THAT YOU DIDN'T LIKE THE MOVIE#I mean I'm slightly saddened because I did like it#but he straight-up says it's fully actual physical stop-motion animation at the beginning (factually incorrect)#then later says you won't appreciate the movie unless you like lego a lot and know all about it#specifically saying 'if you can tell the Lego Wild West town from its pirate ship from its spaceman set' (direct quote)#like um idk bro... are you saying you can't???#also this does insinuate that there is one specific set for each of these#which is also factually incorrect but I'm not really mad about that#and then in the comments he kept trying to defend himself by saying stuff about how the movie has a 90%ish rating on rotten tomatoes#and therefore 10% of people didn't like the movie#which is actually. an insane oversimplification of statistics. that's like saying if there are 10 children with an average of 4.5 apples#per child and each child can have a maximum of 5 apples#then 9 of the children must have 5 apples and the other 1 must have none#the 90% in fact includes a large number of people who rated it at 3.5-4.5 stars which is means a lot of them really actually did like it#and just didn't think it was the best movie ever ever in existence or maybe they just had some small qualm with it#the final straw was that someone left a very nice very kindly written piece of constructive criticism asking if maybe the reviewer would#consider saying what about the humor he didn't like (or what kind of humor it was) next time so that the viewer would know whether they#would like it or not as well and I read this and thought 'surely he will respond courteously to at least this one' and he said.#basically 'it's not that the kind of humor didn't suit my tastes. it just wasn't funny'#WHAT THE FREAK#WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#ALL THIS GOING ON AND ON ABOUT WRITING A NEGATIVE REVIEW BECAUSE IT'S YOUR ACTUAL OPINION AND NOT BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO BE CONTRARY#BUT I THINK YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT AN OPINION IS??????#it's MY opinion that it was funny#it's YOUR opinion that it wasn't#you don't get to arbitrarily say that the only reason you disliked the humor was because it was 'bad'#even ethics aren't this black and white#there was another thread where a commenter pointed out that the reviewer seemed to assume there was such a thing as a universal definition#of a good movie and he repeatedly refused to explain himself. like in an 'are you stupid. this isn't worth my time' way#but I won't get into that
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Hey bestie, no need to answer this, but I saw u reblogged something from roach - works, and I just wanna let u know that she's a major terf
oh!!! thank you for this fr. i'm answering this bc i just wanna say that i don't have shinigami eyes and i'm on mobile most of the time, so these pointers are much appreciated <33
#preemptive soury for the rant. guess my meds finally kicked tf in. and im at my computer so keyboard access vvv#caveat i WILL say that i have a sideblog that specifically reblogs terf-specific rhetoric but it is an archival blog for research purposes#archival bc in the past i've been looking at blogs that end up being deactivated or change to a name i dont know#and research bc i've been interested in understanding the sociology/psychology behind it for a while and how other bases of discrimination#(eg acephobia and anti-pornography) tie into their sets of beliefs. as well as having the privilege of a strong foundational academic#background in these topics that i am perfectly capable of disputing each argument point if need be#this also provides me with a set of dogwhistles that may not be as obvious to the larger tumblr population (eg i have a strong suspicion#that 'natal female' is a dogwhistle in the context of academia. yes this comes from reading actually published articles. if that sounds#familiar to anyone. yes this is heavily rooted in that one that tries to propose 'rapid onset' gender dysphoria but used an insanely biased#sampling population for their statistics. which was the basis of the entire paper. i want to ask how some of this shit even gets published.#but then like. there's the AI rat penis so. anyways)#saying this bc i occasionally DO have anxiety that i will accidentally reblog something to the wrong blog. and it's moreso the concern of#not wanting to spread misinformation and bigotry without a critical deconstruction behind its rationale.#that sideblog is there and tucked away for storage purposes only. please let me know if ive accidentally reblogged smth to this blog#ask#Anonymous#edit damn wtf. i dont even follow them whhh. tumblr's GOTTA stop just. randomly putting shit on my dash. god
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#personal#dont mind me just having a first-word pity party#my plan for studying in starbucks all day is ruined#partly bc i woke up three hours later than iâd planned#and then when i finally get myself there there were no parking spaces available at all and iâm always weirdly anxious abt using other#lots for other restaurants#so i went through the drive thru and came home where i really really donât want to work#that was the whole point of leaving#could have gone to the library but its so loud and busy and they donât allow food or drink#and i still havenât gotten anything done#a complete waste of time#if you see me on here today know iâm procrastinating on writing tonightâs discussion board and reading four chapters of statistics homework
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not to rant on here again but how can my uni justify having exams that arent comparable but will get people the same degree. like. my friend and i are both getting a masters in psych and we can choose three modules out of five available ones. we did the same except for one module. for the one he chose he had such a simple exam where the prof mostly talked to himself, asked easy questions and he got the best grade comfortably (ofc he prepared but it was comparably comfortable). now for me i have the hardest fucking exam in my entire uni career, the prof expects us to be Experts in this field she has made multiple people cry before in her exams and its So Much Input that i have to study all while this grade weighs the same as my friends grade in the easy module like ???????? how can this happen fr how can they let exams be so biased. their entire grading system is bullshit
#like in one module i had one lecture and THREE seminars and i got one single grade in a written exam that was only about the lecture like ??#what the fuck ! did i do the seminars for#or this last exam: three seminars for one module and now i have one ORAL exam about all three seminars#its bullshit !!!#how is that testing my ability????#the only thing its testing is how much info i can shove down my throat as quickly as possible this got nothing to do with actual learning#also having a bad day during an exam is fatal bc u cant rly balance the grade out with other grades bc for each module theres only one grad#this system is so fucking stupid like let me write a paper about that presentation i made!! let me work on a project!!! let me write quizze#no instead theres gigantic exams some of them oral#i had STATISTICS oral#can u imagine#anyways im done now gonna go back to preparing for the exam ciao#edit: the one grade i got for the lecture + three seminars is so outrageous not bc it was only about the lecture but bc it weighed 12 ! ect#aka a huge percentage of my final grade is made up of this grade bc its four classes which 3 points each. other modules only have 9 ects#so if i had fucked up that one exam bc a bad day or sth it wouldve rlyy fucked up my overall grade#i did rly good on that exam which saved me but why not give grades in the sems as well and add it up to one overall grade worth 12 ects ???#anyways
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finished assignments for today. welp off to the incinerator
#AUGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!#I think finals seasons upcoming is dawning on me#I was trying to take it easy for burn out i really was and it was helping!!!#I started being able to think about my special interest again!!#I stopped fantasizing about passing out in front of somebody so someone would notice how bad it is!!#But now its all coming back and I feel so bad. I cant focus I cant do any work#I barely managed to do 3 statistics questions and one paragraph for a project. in 9 hours#I really dont know what im going to do I feel so sick#Ive never had mental health issues impact my academics before like this#Its really bad and the worst part is i think its been bad for a while#my mom called me today about medical school prep and I felt sick to my stomach#I continue to be the family problem child only 2 steps away from being the family disappointment here we go!!!!!!!#shut up me
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i wasn't that worried about tomorrow's quiz but as time passes i become more and more worried
#its a statistics quiz and i think i know how to do the things and we're allowed to have notes#(someone said so earlier and like 30 mins ago someone said that were actually allowed only one page so i just put all my notes in one page)#the quiz is 20% of the final grade which means if i do really good thats great but if i dont do that well it wont be the end of the world#i just need to be focused and not do silly mistakes. i was doing some practice exercises the other day and i said that 0.007>0.05#so unless i do something that stupid i think i will be finr#okay i feel calmer now i can go to sleep#jo says stuff#university update
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hmmm does anybody know if dating apps are actually good 4 making friends
#im kind of desperate#its also evil bc i wanna meet more irl lgbt ppl but i live near seattle and i Dont want to meet seattle lgbts. but i live near seattle and#want to meet lgbt ppl so any lgbt ppl statistically will be seattle lgbts. its all very tragic#but idk.... i need t make irl friends and i wish i could just Go out but i rly cant since like. i cant get a ride anywhere lol...#my next check ill finally have hal paid off so i cannfinally Have my own money again without that over my head. sk hopefully i can stop#feeling so guilty abt literally everything#and i might be able t have likee a day of the week where i go out :] and like get an uber and thjngs of that nature
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One of my firmest beliefs is that "safe spaces for men" will not solve the issue of male radicalization and patriarchy. If you want men to stop becoming terrorists you need to target the true source of misogyny: male socialization. Once a young boy is taught by his parents that women are inferior to him he is doomed to bigotry, because he lives in a world that will constantly reinforce this idea and reward him for agreeing. As for adult men who are already misogynists, the only way to convert them to feminism is to stop coddling them (and yes, I see all of the "safe spaces for men"/"male mental health" discourse as coddling). Coddling abusers only enables them (and yes, bigots are inherently abusers)! You can not convince an abuser to change by coddling/gentle guidance as this will only embolden them. We can only make men change by holding them accountable for their behavior as a class, period. I think that the best way to do this on a mass scale would be via reeducation camps, but we all know that westerners would see that as unethical somehow. So, our next best bet would be forcing our governments to create feminist programs that aim to do the following: stop domestic violence, "reform" abusers and rapists with court mandated abuser counseling, and educate young people on gender studies, safe sex, and relationship practices. China has a program called "the Ministry of Health and Family" which was created to stop misogynistic violence, and once it was instated their domestic violence rates plummeted. China did not create safe spaces for men to reduce terrorism- they held them accountable and it worked. We should follow in their footsteps. EDIT: I added screenshots and whatnot. nothing to see here, really Im just kinda seething.
I took screenshots of these comments that i made under the original post because I just knew that OP would block me after I wrote this- not because its any harsher than the other replies (in fact mine was pretty tame compared to some of the responses) but because I am spitting straight facts and OP is a misogynist. I just wanted to repost them here for my own safe keeping and sanity ig. I didnt care for the idea of discussing this with OP directly since I knew they wouldnt be interested in a feminist POV, but I was hoping that my comments would be seen by the audience. It bothers me when people make these huge discourse posts and then block certain commenters solely because they dont want their friends to see the opposing responses. It especially bothers me in this case because as we speak OP is fiercely & performatively "debating" with TERFs who obviously wont change their minds- yet they blocked me immediately (though I wasnt interested in directly speaking with them) because they knew my comments made them look bad, and Im willing to bet that they told themselves they "felt unsafe" or something to justify it.
Like, just say you hate women and go... :EDIT over
There should be actual self-help spaces for men (and especially young men) that arenât just alt-right recruitment centers.
As a person who was a dude the places I wanted to go to with kind people (usually queer people) had at least a few people saying that âmen are trashâ or âmen are inherent dangersâ with no pushback and it scared me.
Iâm decently emotionally mature and realized that just because some outliers were assholes didnât mean the whole place was terrible but what about younger or less emotionally mature boys? They see âoh men are trashâ and see no pushback then think âOh. These people do not like me for something I cannot change. These other people (Jordan Peterson fans) like me for who I am (they donât but they say they do). I will go to the place I feel safer and happier.â
Without a kind safe space for boys then they will go to these toxic places. I used to read a good amount of posts on r/Teachers and a lot of them are saying the boys donât respect them, love people like Andrew Tate, so on and so forth. This is what happens when the only âsafe spacesâ for boys arenât actually safe.
#Trigger Warning for mentions of SA and bigotry in the tags#Creating safe spaces for men and censoring women will not break this cycle-- if it could#then the cycle would have already been broken tenfold.#feminists have tried to create safe spaces for men and they have spit in our direction for the last two decades#bc they literally DO NOT want a safe space if it means that they need to better themselves!!!#anecdotal example here:#I âlostâ a male friend to inceldom a little while back and when I saw the signs I took significant steps to try to help him#he was struggling with depression (as was i) and we talked about his feelings at length.#i suggested he see a therapist many years ago- when we were in high school. then again when he was in college. then again when he graduated#he never went nor even looked into one. not once.#he was struggling with finding a girlfriend as well#so i also gave him pointers on how to get better with women and how to score dates and appear more attractive. he took NONE of my advice.#i had trouble finding girlfriends as well. and when i told him âits challenging for everyoneâ he didnt even acknowledge it#because he subconsciously felt that as a man he was owed a girlfriend- making his failure to find one âextra badâ compared to mine.#and every step of the way he kept claiming that i had "no idea what he has going throughâ because i was female#even though it is statistically way easier for a straight man (him) to find a girlfriend than it is for a lesbian (me) to find one.#and before i knew it he was telling me about the pickup artist books he was reading. and when i told him to stop he refused to listen.#and on and on and on. until finally one night he told me over the phone that his biggest fear was being falsely accused of rape#as a response to me telling him about my trauma with being raped by multiple men...#i realized in that moment that he was a full-blown fascist. i hung up on him and no longer speak to him.#looking back i realize that my attempts to help him failed because i could not undo his misogynistic upbringing.#i could not undo his idea that he was âowedâ female companionship- nor the idea that his feelings were more important than those of others#so creating a safe space for him as his friend not only failed to help him but it backfired and traumatized me.#& hes NOT an outlier! similar things have happened to several men that I grew up with. all of which i tried to help and be a good friend to#bc misogynistic men do not want safe spaces or therapy or any of that. they just want to own women & hurt gender minorities with no pushbac#& they will never feel welcome in any space that does not allow them to do this. no matter how PC you are.#anyways#feminism#feminist#womanism
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honestly should've fucking expected a leak in the ceiling with how much every ounce of this world wants me to suffer.
#vent#im really gonna do it#its just. whats the point anymore.#thinking ''oh maybe if i wait long enough itll get better'' is just stupid even for me.#it doesn't get better. it doesn't heal. it just festers and eats away at you until there's nothing left.#until you're just another number. a statistic in the news. how dare you tell me they'll care afterwards when they sure as hell don't now?#i was watching gothamchess once and something he said stood out to me.#he said he watched a video from some pro tennis player and /she/ said that her experience with winning and losing was that.#winning didn't make her feel happy. it was a relief. but losing made her feel very sad.#that stood out to me because thats how i feel about everything.#making a mario maker level. beating a baba is you puzzle. doing my job. hell even playing minecraft for fun feels like that.#i finish something in my base and it doesn't make me happy to see what i can build. its just ''fucking finally. its done.''#theres just. no point to what i do other than to waste time.#why don't i just do something right for once and finally leave this hellhole.
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so i'm writing a story rn, not gonna say much, other than this scrimblo is going to go through so much shit it's insane. i haven't given them a name, but i already got the whole story planned out, just gotta do some other characters art and finish with backstories, cause i only got the present and onwards
#oc art#digital art#original character#sketch#i was thinking of making a renpy vn but im not gonna plan that far cause finals are coming up next month and i need to study hard#specially for my statistics and law exams#i suck at python tho. but i love making renpy screens. maybe i might actually start on the barebones of it when i get the time#also yeah i was lazy to color in the 2nd one but thats because its late already and i need to fix my sleep schedule
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Ooo can we have a blurb where bombshell! R and Spence were either on a date or were about to have their first time but got called into work? They both look a little annoyed at being interrupted. The bombshell reader series has my heart đ„ș
im picturing boyband reid here maybe <3 fem
cw suggestive content
âThese are trick buttons,â you accuse.Â
Spencer laughs for the tenth time in as many minutes, perhaps tickled under your hands, more likely that heâs just feeling the same rush of hormones (namely adrenaline) as you are. âTheyâre not trick buttons, itâs âcos your hands are shaking.âÂ
He takes your poor hands in his. âItâs okay,â he adds softly, âI can do it.âÂ
âIâm not nervous, Iâm excited,â you say, less soft, more desperate than he is, or at least on the surface.Â
âI know, I knowââ He catches your lips in a sudden eager kiss, a hand jumping to your cheek to ferry you closer, the other sewing down between your two chests to work open his fiendish buttons.Â
âSee,â he says between kissing, âeasy.âÂ
âIâd like to see this level of dexterity when you unclasp my bra,â you mumble, kissing with every bit of hunger and love you have for him, lips drifting to his cheek, and then down to his jaw. Your mouth opens of its own accord. Spencer lets a breath slip from him coloured with wanting, the most amorous sound heâs ever made under your hands as you kiss, and nip, andâ
Your phone rings from the nightstand, a heavy, repetitive vibration.Â
âIgnore it,â you say easily, climbing up over Spencerâs lap, hand to the side of his face and rubbing tenderly.Â
âI was planning on it,â he says. He was shy at first, those first few kisses, but Spencerâs a person like any other and he squeezes your hips closer to his without further argument.Â
Your phone stops ringing a half a minute later. You smile into his mouth, even more when his fingers climb the length of your spine to slip playfully under the clasp of your bra. âHow many tries do I get?â he asks.Â
You sit back just a touch to meet his charming gaze. âAs many as you need, handsome⊠Iâm very patient.âÂ
He pulls you in to kiss your neck just as his phone begins to ring.Â
âItâs work,â he guesses, paused regretfully under your chin.Â
âWe donât know that.âÂ
âThatâs my ringtone for work.âÂ
You breathe heavily atop him. âCanât we be late?âÂ
He smiles at you gently. âIâm sorry, angel. If weâre late again this week he might actually bite your head off.â
Things were so perfect. This was it, this was the moment you finally knew each other to the very core, and your stomach aches with how badly you want him. You're startled at the heat behind your eyes knowing itâs not gonna happen.Â
âNot tonight,â Spencer says, like he can read your mind. Maybe heâd been thinking a similar thing. âBut soon, okay?â
You wrap your arms around his neck.Â
His phone stops ringing before he can catch it. Both of your phones ping with simultaneous text messages quickly afterward, before your ringtone begins again in earnest.Â
He leans graciously toward the nightstand, allowing you to continue hugging him while also answering the phone. âHello?â you ask.Â
âAgent Hotchnerâs calling you in.âÂ
You press your nose to Spencerâs shoulder. âOkay. I have Dr. Reid with me too. Please stop calling, weâll be there as soon as possible,â you say, flustered. You hang up quick.Â
Spencer pats your back with his fingers, palm flat to your shoulder, apparently the less gutted of the both of you at your missed moment. âLet me get you dressed, okay?â he says. âYouâre too sulky. It wouldnât have even been that good.âÂ
âHow rude.âÂ
His teasing continues. âIâm serious. I havenât been with anyone since that girl in Vegasââ
âWhat girl in Vegas?âÂ
ââand anyways,â he says, tilting your head back, his smile both playful and adoring at once, âyou shouldnât have been on top.âÂ
âSpencer,â you laugh, pressing your hand to your eyes.Â
âI have a head full of statistics on female pleasure and I donât need them to know you should be laying down when weââ
You kiss him. âThatâs enough,â you say, pressing the tips of your noses together. âI get the picture.â Your arm curled around his neck feels right, and youâre heartbroken to let it slink back to your side, but you do. âI love you. I wish weâd chosen different careers.âÂ
âI love you, too, but I donât. Then we never wouldâve met,â he says simply.
You let out a happy breath. âI guess not.âÂ
Spencer hoists you off of his lap in an impressive show of strength, but then he dumps you in the mess of sheets, which is less lovely. âWhat do you want to wear?â he asks, springing up, heading straight for his closet. âI pressed your pinstriped dress yesterday, that would look cute with your stockings. And you wonât need a jacket, itâs hotter out there than it is in here. Why are you looking at me like that? We literally donât have time for this.âÂ
You love him. Youâre gonna rock his world when you get home. âThe dress is fine.â You put your arms up in the air. âIâm waiting. And look! Weâre half undressed already. How convenient.âÂ
#spencer and bombshell reader#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid x fem!reader#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid oneshot#spencer reid scenario#spencer reid drabble#spencer reid fic#spencer reid fanfiction#criminal minds
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A Good Girl's Reputation | Aemond Targaryen
Modern!Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader
Summary: It was the last place you wanted to be but nonetheless, you found yourself pulled along to a party you hosted by none other than the Targaryen's, only for spilled wine to force you into Aemond's shirt. A sight that had him dragging you to his bed, eager to corrupt the well-behaved girl who had set him ablaze with desire.
Word Count: 6.7k.
Warnings: MDNI 18+ only!! Oral (f receiving), unprotected P in V sex, dirty talk!!, a major cliche on the good girl trope, reader is shy!, slight degradation, mean friends at a party maybe?, Aegon being sneaky, bad language. Unedited. Please let me know if I missed anything!
Author's Note: Okay, I wasn't going to post this one because it was purely self-indulgent and I kinda wasn't happy with my pen game in this but I was feeling bad about the delay in Dark Cherry part 5 so wanted to share something!! I also love the idea of Aemond being totally feral about seeing reader in his clothes. Share your thoughts my loves, I'm more than happy to discuss things, thoughts and feedback with you all - xoxo, kisses!! <3
There was a nonsensical grandeur about everything that Jilly dragged you into. This time was no different and you silently waited for the sound of the elevator ding while listening to your best friend chatter about the âworldâs best fucking boyfriendâwait, do you think this makes him my boyfriend?â
âI donât know, Jilly,â you nibbled on your lip, craning your neck to look around the corner of the entrance hallway. For what reason, you werenât sure but there was a crawling nervousness on your skin and the urge to make sure there were no unexpected surprises was consuming. âItâs Aegon. Only he can answer that question for you.â
The elevator was taking an infuriatingly long time. You wondered if this was the buildingâs way of telling you to turn around and return to the dorm room that had become your safe haven over the last two years. Jilly had somehow gotten herself involved with none other than Aegon Targaryen, a man notorious for his partying and hedonism.
It was entertaining at first, and you were more than happy to remain a spectator of the ridiculous pairing. Jilly was entirely different to Aegon and tended to carry herself with a lot more modesty than Aegon was known for. She was calculating and calm where he was impulsive and excitable.Â
You thought back to the first time they had met. In a tutorial for a statistics class you needed to take to meet course requirements, the three of you paired together to facilitate a useless discussion on probabilities. The bickering between the two of them was amusing and the first greeting that Aegon had graced the two of you with was a grumbled âwhat kind of name is Jilly?â
And weeks later, Aegon had decided to hold another one of his campus-famous house parties. He had obviously invited Jillyâand by extension he had invited you because there was no chance Jilly would go to a party without you. In fact, before she had met Aegon, there was no chance Jilly would go to any party regardless.Â
A loud, excited hmph! fell from Jillyâs lips when the elevator doors finally opened. You had hoped it had broken down on its way to pick you up and that there was a rather convenient lack of staircase to climb instead.Â
âI donât thinkââ
âDonât say it,â Jilly held a hand in front of your face. She clicked on P with her other hand. For the penthouse, you guessed. âI know you donât want to be here. But we are going to have a good night.âÂ
You sighed, tugging the short, black skirt that Jilly had wrestled you into further down your thighs. It looked good paired with the white satin button down you had insisted on wearing for comfort but it was shorter than you were accustomed to. The thought of maintaining it enough so it didnât ride up past your bum was tiresome but there was no arguing which you could do to wiggle your way into some pants instead.Â
Jilly snickered. âQuit fiddling with your skirt, youâll poke a hole in your tightsâOh!â
The two of you shared a gasp when the doors opened. No wonder people had so much to say about the Targaryen siblings and their parties when their apartment looked like it was straight out of a Forbes magazine. For a moment, it seemed impossible that the apartment housed two students. It was incomparable to the wardrobe sized dorm you had been living in over the semester.Â
Distant chatter pulled you out of your thoughts and you followed Jilly further into the apartment, reminding yourself not to let your jaw drop as your eyes adjusted to the dimmed lighting. The party was an hour or so away from starting - Aegon had told everyone to head in after seven but had given Jilly an earlier time so that the two of you could join their pre-game.Â
Not that you would. The prospect of getting as drunk as Aegon planned at your (embarrassingly?) first student party was daunting.Â
Anxiously, you followed Jilly into the living area where a handful of familiar faces were lounging and drinking. There was a deep bumping of bass, and you could feel the floor vibrating with it, but you couldnât make out the song that was playing.Â
âJill!â Floris, Aegonâs friend who you had only ever seen on campus, pulled Jilly towards the nearest couch. Hesitantly, you followed, flashing Aegon and Cregan a purse-lipped smile as they made their way to greet you. âWe were worried you wouldnât show up. Is this your friend?â
With a smile, you introduced yourself. Floris only grinned at you before returning her attention to Jilly, who had started up an animated conversation with Helaena. Aegon whistled at Jilly, tipping the neck of his beer in her direction as if to say hello, and threw his other arm around your shoulder.Â
He laughed when you cringed, pulling back from him slightly. Aegon smelled like a mixture of beer, red wine and sandalwood cologne. âWe placed bets on whether youâd show up. Glad you did. Thereâs multiple motherfuckers in here who owe me a silver stag each. Not that I need it.â
You spluttered a bit. âWhat-âÂ
âRelax,â Cregan teased you from the other side of Aegon. He was clearly drunk. âYouâre clearly not much of a party girl but that changes two-â he held up two fingers and then aggressively pointed them down at the floor with a jerk. â-night.âÂ
Aegon laughed, handing you a glass of wine which suddenly appeared in his hand. You shook your head and he shrugged, downing it himself. He turned away from you, waving someone down. âAemond!â
Oh gods, no.Â
You tried to keep your smile on your face. Aemond fucking Targaryen was leaning against a counter, a beer loosely hanging between his fingers. He was in the middle of a conversation with Criston Cole, a friend of their family who you had heard of only through mindless campus gossip. Aemond glanced toward Aegon in response, an eyebrow raised lazily.Â
If there were ever a man you had crushed on, it really had to be him. It was a little bit maddening because you were exactly like your peers in thinking Aemond may be the most attractive man youâd ever see in your lifetime. He was tall, had an air of darkness and mystery to him and his silver hair framed his defined cheekbones and sharp jawline perfectly. But it was the severity in everything about him that had caught your eyeâright from the first lecture you had seen him in.Â
Aemond, as you understood, had no idea who you were. And while you knew exactly who he was, it wasnât odd. Everyone knew of him and his family. He had practically been birthed into the public eye.Â
âThis pretty thing here,â Aegon, much to your protest, had pulled you across the room to introduce you. âJillyâs best friend. Much like you, dear brother, she hates parties and is not here by her own will. Youâd get along.â
Aemond looked at you and you suddenly had no idea what to do with yourself. You met his eye, fiddling with the hem of your skirt and waiting for whatever this moment was to end quickly. Your skin was tingling under his gaze which dropped from your head to your feet and then back to your face.Â
When he didnât say anything, you offered him a tight lipped smile and a timid wave. âHi?â
He was going to respond. You could see it in the way he had moved but Aegon was quick to cut him off, ever the loud mouthed brat. As subtle as Aegon believed himself to be, he was an incredibly obnoxious drunk. Â
âSurely,â Aegon drawled, wrapping his arms around Jillyâs waist when she appeared by your side and pulling her into him tightly. Mockingly, he targeted his question at Jilly but switched his gaze between her and Aemond. âYour little-good-girl friend could use a bit of corrupting, Jills. Seems like Aemond would be entirely capable, from what Floris hasââ
âThatâs enough, Aegon,â Aemondâs voice was smooth and darker than youâd expected. He gave you a small, reassuring yet tight smile. âDonât be an ass. Let her be.â
You were a little breathless. Sure, you didnât quite let go of yourself as much as everyone else did but you were no prude. Right?Â
There was no offence intended in Aegonâs teasing but you couldnât help but feel the sting. He was rightâyou were relatively good. All of your time and effort went into studying and working. Where you werenât doing either of those, you preferred the solitude of a good book at a quiet cafe. There were very few bad habits in your life, the worst of which would only be the likes of a dependence on tea or coffee. Parties were a rarity but on the odd occasion you would tag along wherever Jilly would go. And, regardless of that, here you were.
It was embarrassing. You had hoped that if you were to ever introduce yourself to Aemond, things would go slightly better than this and your uptight prudish reputation (which you didnât realise you had until today) would remain undiscussed. He was different and he didnât tend to spend his time with people of your tendencies. Aemond was the object of everyoneâs desires; if they didnât want to have him then they certainly wanted to be him.Â
You were clearly different from his normal type. If only for the fact that he also had a reputation and that reputation consisted of a string of heartbroken girls who he had never pursued or never shared more than his bed with. Those girls were a lot more like his friends; confident, daring and well accomplished. Aemond was not Aegon; there was a lot more respect in the way people spoke of him and his academic and professional talents were impressive to most people.Â
Thankfully, Jilly had pulled you away from that dreadful conversation with a harsh glare pointed at Aegon. The kitchen, which was the closest place for you to hide, was filled with snacks and drinks almost falling off of the countertops. You recognised Helaena, and waved at her.
Helaena had been a friend whenever you had bumped into each other. She was sweet and kind and you actually enjoyed her company. âItâs nice to see you, Helaena. Didnât think weâd ever run into each other at a house party but hey, itâs been an hour full of surprises.â
She laughed with you. There was an easy flow of conversation between the two of you and when Floris and Jilly had taken to what they called âKitchen Karaokeâ, you had even danced together. Jilly, as drunk as she was, pushed the bottle of wine in her hand to you, waiting for you to drink. With some encouragement from Helaena and Floris, you smiled and took a few sips.Â
The peace you had found in the kitchen was short lived and when Jilly, joined by Aegon and caught up in her exaggerated Lady Gaga performance, flung her arm out, the bottle of wine in her hand spilling right onto your chest and soaking through the white fabric of your shirt.Â
âShit,â she winced. It was cold and you had a small sense of panic that raised goosebumps on your skin at the thought of wearing a wet, stained shirt all night but at the drunken apologetic look on her face all you could do was force a smile. Jilly giggled nervously. âAt least it makes your tits look good.â
âRight,â you mumbled, fingers pulling the wet fabric off of your skin. It was uncomfortably sticking to your skin and the smell of the red wine was beginning to catch. âNo problem.â
Aegon tapped your shoulder gently and gave you an animated salute. âDonât worry, Iâll find you something from the fresh laundry.â
You followed him into the laundry, which was only just around the corner, waiting as he grinned and shuffled through the clothes that were sitting in the dryer. When Aegon turned to you, he had a stupid toothy smile and passed you a grey shirt. âWear that. Itâll be big but itâll still look good with the rest of your outfit if you tuck it in or something.â
The t-shirt Aegon handed you was a little long but you werenât going to complain when you were much happier to be in dry clothing. It was a Slipknot shirt, the graphic on the front slightly worn down with time and washes. You figured it could have been worseâat least Slipknot were good. Aegon had long gone, giving you privacy to change and when you stepped out of the laundry room, you were surprised to see that people had started piling into the apartment.Â
Some hip-hop song you could barely recognise played loudly and you were a little thrown off by the crowds of unfamiliar faces. But everyone was having a good time, smiling and dancing among themselves.Â
Cigarettes, cologne and coffee filled your senses and you let out a small yelp as you met with a hardened surface, stumbling a little to catch yourself. Aemondâs hands reached out to grab hold of your arms, holding you steady against him so that you wouldnât fall to the ground.Â
âEasy, missy,â he stepped back slightly, as if he were trying to get a good look at you. As Aemond dragged his gaze over you from head to toe, he smirked and hummed deeply.
The heat that rushed to your cheeks was quick and you wondered if Aemond had always smelled so delicious. Your mind was clouded by him and the way he didnât remove his hands from you, his fingers still gently squeezing your flesh and keeping you far closer to him than you needed to be.Â
Whatever it was, if he continued to look at you with so much intensity and hold you as if he didnât want to let go of you, there was a high chance youâd do something that would only leave you disappointed and embarrassed.Â
âSorry,â you squeaked, pulling away from him in one movement and rushing into the kitchen. Jilly grinned at you, eyebrows wagging exaggeratedly in her drunken state.Â
The rest of the girls had found their way to the kitchen, which had actually quietened down even more in the short moments you were away. You found yourself once again at Helaenaâs side, watching as Jilly danced with her bottle of wine in hand, and failing to listen to the conversation that was somehow still in flow.Â
If you were being honest, the party was a certain type of boring. There was a lot going on yet nothing at the same time and you chalked it up to the fact that you werenât that friendly with anyone here. Helaena was only part of the crowd because she lived here and Jilly was becoming a part of Aegonâs group of mates, all of whom you knew of but had no real friendship with.Â
Floris, who had been staring at you on and off since you had returned, took a sip of her drink and flashed you an odd look. âIs that Aemondâs shirt?â
Helaena giggled beside you, watching you keenly as you frowned. When you answered, Floris looked at you with narrowed eyes. You cleared your throat, nervously nibbling on your bottom lip. âI assumed it was Aegonâs since he gave it to me.â
âWhat was wrong with what you came in?â
âFloris, you saw that blouse get ruined,â Jilly rolled her eyes, stepping closer to you when she noticed the gentle alarm on your face. âShe couldnât have stayed in a stained top. It won't dry out until tomorrow.â
Floris only huffed, regarding you with a harsh stare and a forced shrug. There was an odd silence that lingered and you considered offering her an apology. But you quickly realised that you didnât really have anything to apologise for, even though it is probably Aemondâs t-shirt and it was no secret that Floris was all about Aemond.Â
The night was passing slowly and you continued to make small talk with the same few people you knew. But the weight of Florisâ glare never disappeared. And Aemond, with his gentle smirk and quiet confidence, had been lingering the entire night. You were half-certain that it was Floris who was the purpose of his prolonged presence in the kitchen, which had become somewhat of a break room for everyone at this point.
There was a pointed silence from him aside from the few words he had muttered in conversation with Helaena or Daeron yet his gaze was communicating more than his words could. Aemond kept looking towards you, his wanting eye holding yours assertively whenever youâd catch him watching you. You couldnât help the heat that crept up your neck at the way he looked you up and down at every chance he got.Â
It was suffocating when paired with the daggers you could feel from Florisâ stares and Aegonâs vexing grin.Â
âIâm going outside for a bit,â you told Helaena, placing your glass down on the counter and flashing a pursed-lip smile at whoever caught your eye on your way towards the terrace.Â
The journey to the terrace wasnât easy and you could feel your throat closing in as you tried to squeeze through crowds of people. It was sweaty and loud, shoulders knocking and elbows bumping as you finally pushed your way through to a secluded part of the terrace, sighing at the fresh air and solitude.Â
Once again, your peace didnât last long before you caught a flash of silver in your peripheral.Â
Aemond stood beside you, so close that your shoulder brushed the leather of his jacket. âYou alright?âÂ
His proximity had turned your brain silent and you simply nodded, forcing your eyelids not to flutter shut at his delicious smell. There was a comfortable silence that followed. He rested his elbows on the railing as you were, relaxing against it and watching the street below.Â
A tickle on your cheek from a loose strand of Aemondâs hair following the breeze woke you up from the haze you were entering. âNot enjoying the party?â
âI donât like parties,â he chuckled, reaching into his pocket.Â
You snickered, eyes trailing across his hands as he fiddled with a packet of cigarettes and a lighter. Taking a moment to admire the way his rings complemented his nimble yet clearly strong fingers, you couldnât believe how attractive a manâs hands could be. âYouâre not like your brother, then. Thatâs goodâcouldnât handle having two Aegonâs about.â
Aemond shook his head, smiling as he held the box out to you. âThankfully my brother and I are not alike. Cig?â
âNot for me.â
He hummed, popping a cigarette between his lips and holding the lighter to it. âGood. Do you mind?â
You didnât have much else to say other than a shrug, letting him know it was alright for him to smoke. It would hardly be anything to complain about with the way Aemond seemed to look ten times sexier with a cigarette between his fingers and hanging from his lips.Â
âI guess your reputation isnât a lie,â Aemond let his eye fall to you, holding a world of darkness and sin as he smirked at you. A cheeky grin played on his lips as he turned to his side, resting on his arm and leaning back a bit to look at you better.Â
You swallowed thickly. A wave of heat to your core had you turning away from him, the intensity of how he looked at you like you were tempting all of his urges. âI just try to stay clear of bad habits. It doesnât really matter.â
âSo you are a good girl,â Aemond leaned closer, his fingers gently tipping your head upwards at your chin. He was closer than he was before you had blinked and all of your senses were overwhelmed by him. âI like that. I wonder if Aegon was right about us.â
Because of the way he was holding your chin, firmly and gently at the same time, you had no choice but to meet his gaze. Goosebumps arose on your skin and you shivered despite the burn of his fingers on your skin.Â
âLet me take you somewhere more comfortable,â Aemond drawled. The air grew charged when he grazed his lips against yours, so softly it was almost nonexistent. âThey all thought I would be the one to corrupt you but I can show you all the ways youâve corrupted my mind instead.â
The small gasp that fell from your lips made his jaw tick and he let go of your chin, dragging the knuckles of his fingers across your cheek affectionately.Â
You nodded and cleared your throat quietly, surprised at your own eagerness. âBut I donât understand.â
âI think you do,â Aemond gently lowered his hand to hold your hip, letting one last puff of smoke out before putting his cigarette out. He guided you inside, keeping you right in front of him and his free arm loosely extended in front of your body to stop people from pushing into you. His lips lingered at your ear all the while. âYou were already a pretty little thing, missy. But I never could have guessed that youâd be so fucking delicious in my clothes.âÂ
You were grateful that you werenât facing him. He couldnât see the flush that had crossed your expression and had you shying away gently but only to sink further against his chest as he led you through a quieter hallway. When Aemond pushed open the door to his bedroom, he finally noticed your dishevelled state and let out an affectionate huff.Â
Only letting go of you for a moment so that he could close the door behind him, Aemond had turned you to face him and pulled you back to your place against his body. His bedroom was pointedly his; neat and collected, the walls decorated with a few posters of the bands he likes and bookshelves that were almost filled entirely. It smelled like clean linen and his cologne.Â
âWait.â You remembered the girl who had been far more than unhappy to see you in his shirt and stiffened. âI thought you and Floris-â
âFloris and I are nothing,â Aemond was calm when he spoke, still watching you with that fierce desire that you had felt from him when you bumped into him earlier on. You swallowed down your apprehension visibly, avoiding eye contact. âI promise.â
Odd, considering you were well aware he didnât need to promise you anything.Â
Aemond watched your chest heave with your heavy breaths, covered entirely by his favourite t-shirt which draped perfectly from your breasts. A hand returned to your hip, squeezing lightly while the other rested at the crevice of your neck and shoulder, his fingers tickling your warm skin.Â
He pursed his lips, hyper aware of how tense you were in his hands. âTell me to stop and I will. We donât have to do anything you donât want. We can just chat and get to know each other.âÂ
âNo,â you shook your head.âI donât want you to stop.â
It was impossible to resist the way that Aemond was pulling you against him, as if you werenât close enough despite how you were pressed flush against him and the fabric of your clothing was all that could fit between the two of you. Gods, he smelled so good.Â
Confident with your reassurance, Aemond dipped his head so close to yours that you were sharing air, his smirk returned when he felt you shiver against him. âAre you nervous?âÂ
âI donât usually do this,â you muttered, eyelids fluttering shut when he brushed the tip of his nose against your cheek and pressed a featherlight kiss beside your lips, dragging them to your jaw when you instinctively moved to try catch his lips in the kiss you only now realised you were craving. But you failed and he cheekily worked away from your attempted kiss. His lips felt good on your skin and a soft gasp in his ear had him squeezing your hip harder. It reminded you what you were telling him. âWe technically just met.â
He never stopped placing the smallest of kisses along your jaw, moving them towards your neck. âTechnically?â
âWe have a couple lectures together.â
The thought that it was rather surprising that he had never noticed much of you crossed Aemondâs mind but when you let your hand fall to his chest, fisting the lapel of his jacket and tugging like you needed him more than oxygen, it disappeared into a haze of your perfume and warmth.Â
Aemond hummed as you noticed he did often. âDoes it count if I take you out the day after?â
âIâm sure it does,â you bit your lip to hide your smile, frowning when he pulled away from your neck. âBut only if you really wantââ
All your thoughts were lost when Aemond swallowed your words, his lips finding yours eagerly. You moaned against him, stiffening for a moment as your skin flushed under his touch but returning his vigour when he laced his fingers through your hair, holding it in a tight fist. It was a perfectly coordinated mess of tongue and teeth, and Aemond never once faltered in his fervour.Â
Blindly, you let him guide you to the bed, pulling him down without breaking the kiss when the edge of the bed hit the back of your legs.
In the soft glow of candlelight, the both of you were enveloped in a world of your own. The air was thick with anticipation as your bodies drew closer, the heat shared between you palpable. You tilted your head back, inviting his lips to trace a path along your neck, each kiss sending your blood rushing to your core.
âTell me what you want,â he murmured, his breath hot against your skin.
âEverything, Aemond.â
As his hands found their way under his shirt, fingers gliding over your soft skin, you let out a soft gasp, arching into him. His hands roamed freely, seeking out the warmth beneath the soft fabric, craving your skin against his own.
You felt the weight of him above you, powerful and intoxicating. With a careful urgency, Aemond sat back momentarily, pulling you with him so that he could reach to unclasp your bra. When you moved to take the shirt off with a soft smile, he stopped you.Â
âKeep it on,â Aemond placed a kiss to your clothed shoulder, running his hand across the side of your leg as he let you get rid of your bra underneath the shirt. He pulled your skirt and tights off with steady hands, humming appreciatively at the way your underwear peaked out from where the t-shirt had bunched at your hips. âI want you in my shirt only.â
You watched him, entranced, as he took in the sight of you and muttered under his breath about how perfect you were for him, his eye dark with longing. Aemond moved downwards, nestling himself comfortably between your legs, pressing soft kisses along your inner thighs, his mouth warm and inviting.Â
When you whined impatiently he smiled, a wicked glint in his eye, and returned to his explorations, kissing his way closer to your core. Aemond never took his eye off you and you could see him watching you from where he teasingly licked at the skin where your thigh met your covered womanhood. The tension in your core tightened and you jerked when he wrapped his lips around your clothed clit and sucked hard.Â
Strong hands held your hips down as he wrapped his arms around your thighs, fingers pressing into the flesh of your thighs. Again, you whined at him. âYouâre not very patient are you? Already so wet for me that I can taste your delicious pussy through the fabric. Tell me what you want.â
You propped yourself on your elbows, your arms quivering under your weight and breath hitching when you noticed his own clothes had been haphazardly taken off. Aemond was ridding you of your mind and he had barely done anything. âMore, Aemond. I want more.â
âMore what?â
âMore of you,â you whined again, mouth watering at the way he gazed at you from where he was nestled. âI want more of you.â
Aemond complied, pulling your panties off as soon as your hips had lifted on his command. He gave you a pointed look, scolding you gently when you gave him a shy whimper, moving to shut your legs so he couldnât see you spread for him.Â
âSpread your legs, pretty girl,â he let out a coarse breath when you wordlessly did as he said, baring yourself to him and gracing him with a sight more tempting than all the gold and jewels the world had to offer. Aemondâs hands guided your thighs apart encouragingly. âThatâs itâlittle bit more.â
His gentle commands were both exhilarating and daunting. The weight of his gaze was both thrilling and intimidating, sending heat rushing to your cheeks and your cunt and the chuckle coming from the man between your legs was enough to tell you that he had seen you clench around nothing.Â
Trailing his kisses from your knees and down your thighs once again, Aemond groaned, fisting the bottom of the shirt that rested against your raised thigh and licking a long stripe between your folds. It had you sucking in a breath, the sensation of his wet tongue suddenly exploring your cunt taking over every part of your mind and body, your fingers grasping at the sheets when he lapped at your clit and moaned into your wetness.
âGods, Aemond-â you made the prettiest noises but Aemondâs cock jumped at the way you said his name, giving him a newfound fervour as he ferociously sucked at your clit, flicking it with his tongue.Â
Nothing you had experienced with anyone had you trembling from sensitivity and pleasure so easily. His tongue and lips moved against you expertly and he let his arms wrap around your thighs as they rested against his shoulders, using his thumbs to spread you even more for him.Â
Spit mixed with your wetness, creating a slick that dripped from your cunt and tainted his chin and his cheeks but Aemond seemed only to revel in it. His cock grew painfully hard at the beautiful sounds you made and the sweet, slightly tart and metallic taste of you on his tongue.Â
At a particularly harsh suck on your clit, you jerked, legs clamping shut around Aemondâs head as you felt your orgasm building faster than you had expected. âAemond. Oh fuck, itâs good-â
âAre you going to come for me, missy?â Aemond asked and the vibrations of his voice while he continued to feast on you had you moaning out an incoherent answer. He was watching you as you nodded, head thrown back so all that he could see over your body and his t-shirt was your chin and glimpses of your blissful expression.Â
Shuddering and struggling to even your breathing, a heated pleasure took you with surprising intensity. Aemond continued to suck on you, delving into you with his tongue and teasing you with his fingers as he helped you through your orgasm, groaning at the way your body tensed and your pussy clenched.Â
Placing a final kiss on your clit with a cheeky grin, making his way up your body, enjoying the way you continued to tremble and whimper under his touch. He took a nipple into his mouth through the shirt, teasingly only giving it a moment of attention before his lips were back on yours.Â
Sharing the taste of you, Aemond kissed you hungrily despite having done the same within your folds only seconds ago. It was unbelievably hot in the room and you became dizzy with how your body gave into his, moulding against him perfectly as his hips found their place between your legs.Â
Aemondâs voice was dark and confident, dripping with lust.Â
But you salivated at the thought of taking him in your mouth and tried to push him back. âI want you in my mouth too.â
âNot tonight.â His hand found one of your breasts, touching you over the shirt. When you pouted at him, legs still jerking around his hips, Aemond softly moaned. âArenât you full of surprises? Good girl like you, so eager to suck me.â
Hot and heavy, Aemond grinded his cock against you, pressing it deliciously to your clit and then taking its place with his fingers. He wondered whether the pout on your lips would disappear when he pushed a digit into you, satisfied to see it fall away and be replaced with a furrow of your eyebrows and a silent gasp.Â
Keening at both his words and the way that Aemond slid another finger in and curled them inside you, searching for that spot that had your toes curling, you were increasingly desperate to taste him now that you had felt how hard and ready he was for you. âPlease, let me taste you.â
âYouâll have plenty of opportunities for that.â He sighed deeply when you moaned loudly, grasping at his shoulders and pressing your face into his neck. âI would kill to feel your pretty lips on my cock. Do you want to know what I think, missy?â
Aemond was intoxicating, sending your body into overdrive and your mind hazy with need. All you could do was nod, lost in the way he was perfectly bringing you to so much bliss.Â
âI think,â he purred. âThat Iâm going to make you mine. And that Iâll fuck the well-behaved girl right out of you in each and every shirt that I own.â
Gasping for air as he pushed himself into you, replacing his fingers with his cock, you clung to him as he stretched you out. There was a sharp sting from his size but it subsided quickly and you could feel the effects of Aemondâs cock in you all the way down your legs and to your toes.Â
Aemondâs breath hitched, his eye holding yours as he gave you time to adjust, jaw clenched and holding you tightly as if heâd fall to the pits of the hells if he were to let go of you.Â
For someone he had just met properly only hours ago, Aemond thought he had found his own heaven in you and your body.Â
You mewled, pushing your hips forward greedily. âIt feels so good-so good, Aemond.â
He slowly moved his hips, hissing and letting his forehead fall to your shoulder where he bit down gently. The way Aemond pushed deeper into you at every thrust forward stole your breath from your lungs each time. He felt like he was a virgin once again, feeling the comfort of a wet, hot cunt for the first time, losing the control he had over the urge to claim you properly and spill into you already.
Aemond was no stranger to the pleasures of the body but never had he fallen victim to weakness by a woman and Aemond was of half a mind to understand that he would do anything you asked of him simply because your bodies were a carnally perfect fit. Right now, he would burn down cities if you asked him to.Â
Keeping the steady pace, Aemondâs thrusts became more forceful, driving into you harder and drawing out nonsensical murmurs and whimpers from you. It was white-hot, each thrust sending a barrage of pleasure and sensitivity through your body.Â
âIf only they could see you now,â Aemondâs tone was deep, laced with lust and somewhat desperate as his hips snapped into you, the sound of skin against skin and his cock pushing lewd sounds from your wetness that couldnât be drowned out by the distant thump of the partyâs music. âThe perfect, innocent girl that they all believe you to be, squeezing my cock like a good little slut. Just for me.â
Blissful, incoherent sounds that he pulled from only spurred him on further and you could feel how his cock twitched and moved within you. The way that Aemondâs body fit with yours was perfect and it had that tension return to your stomach, your skin tingling and toes curling as he sped up his movements. It was blinding and deafening at the same time, stealing your breath from you each time he dragged his cock out only to push it back in.Â
Shaking and trembling, your legs squeezed around his hips and Aemond grunted, his head falling to your shoulder as he grabbed the flesh of your thigh and pushing it up and holding it beside you. Angling your hips perfectly, Aemondâs rough thrusts found a sensitive spot and you gasped, back arching off the bed as you gripped him tightly in your arms. You were barely of the right mind to notice him hiss when your nails scraped across his skin.Â
Aemond was convinced he had found a version of peace in your body, the feeling of your warmth and wetness squeezing him, quieting the loud, painful thoughts that never ceased in his mind. He swore, his voice constrained and his fingers digging further into your flesh. There wouldnât be a day that could go by in which he wouldnât be haunted by your perfect cunt and pretty sounds. It was a thought that would have had him scoffing in any other circumstances but he was so lost in you that he couldnât find it in himself to give a damn.Â
âYou are so fucking-â he groaned. âTight. Made to fit my cock perfectly.â
âAemond-â
He chuckled, enjoying the way his name was the only word you could force out between your moans. Aemondâs hips stuttered as you clamped down around him, your eyes rolling back and falling shut as you turned away from him reflexively, pressing your head into the pillow and whining pathetically.Â
âYes, missy?â Aemondâs voice was constricted but still smooth.Â
âGonna comeâIâm gonna come,â you gasped out between whimpers and moans, calling out his name as if he was your salvation.
Aemond let go of your thigh, his fingers clasping around your throat and squeezing the sides enough so that he could force your head out of the pillow. âLook at me when you come, pretty girl.â
When your eyes met his, you were surprised to see that his eyepatch hadnât been discarded but couldnât linger on the thought. Not with the way that overwhelming tension had become too much, coiling in your stomach and making you quiver underneath Aemondâs strong body, coming to its peak and snapping with an earth shattering, burning intensity that forced your entire world to go quiet.Â
With strained gasps, Aemondâs peak quickly followed yours and he pulled out, surprised to see how swiftly your hand replaced his. You felt the ropes of his hot seed fall onto your stomach, the warmth of his breath against your skin as he buried his face into your neck, heaving as he rode through the strength of his orgasm.Â
Strings of curses came from him as he let his body fall to the space beside you. Aemond barely wasted two seconds before pulling you into him so that your head rested against his chest as he held you against him. âYou okay?â
âYeah,â you smiled, letting yourself melt into him, too spent to spare a thought for the mess on your stomach. âBut I doubt Iâll be feeling so great tomorrow.â
A deep chuckle vibrated against your ear. âIâd apologise but Iâm afraid I wouldnât mean it.â
âCheeky.â
Aemond took a hold of your wrist when you slapped his chest gently, bringing your hand up to place a kiss on your knuckles before letting his hand fall to that spot on your hip. âI wasnât lying you know.â
âAbout?â You raised an eyebrow, craning your neck so that you could see his face without moving away from him.Â
âI will take you out.â Aemond grinned, squeezing your flesh playfully. âAnd I will fuck you in every single one of my t-shirts.â
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I've kept my promise and returned with dino smut. Switch it to a dinosaur hybrid if you're too afraid of the full package. Content: gender neutral reader, NSFW (gangbang), monster dinosaur smut
"You've got to be kidding me."
You kick the wheel and walk away, trying to steady your breathing. This canât be happening. Behind you, the guide continues to tinker with the car engine. He has a reassuring smile plastered on his face, but you can tell from the cold beads of sweat that heâs just as terrified.
You are stranded in a desert filled with dinosaurs. Scientific miracle? Sure. Presently your death sentence, too.
âDonât walk too far from the vehicle, (Y/N), otherwise I canât reach you in time if something happens.â
âWhat, you have a black belt in dinosaur fighting or something?â you scoff at the man.
âNow listen, do you think we didnât anticipate these scenarios? I am equipped with this little guy hereâ, he says, pulling out a small, electric device. âHas enough juice in it to shock a T-Rex.â
Maybe he has a point. The Jurassic Park proudly dons a reputation of flawless service and guaranteed safety. Surely they must be equipped to deal with something as insignificant as a car breaking down in the middle of a guided tour.
You attempt to smile back, gathering some courage. In your newfound peace you didnât really notice that the massive rock behind the car has moved, or that it was never a rock to begin with.
A wide row of razor teeth engulfs your official tour guide, and the enormous mandible closes with a loud snap. The upper half of the man detaches in a surreal, surgical cleanliness. You stare, mouth agape. It takes you a second to process the execution youâve just witnessed, but the ear-shattering screech swiftly wakes you out of your trance.
Escaping from an entire pack of ancient predators feels rather futile, but that doesn't stop you from crawling up the steep hill, hoping the damned creatures can't follow. Had you known your comfortable car ride required survival skills, you would've worn a different pair of pants.
What's even more ridiculous is the nature of your perpetrator. Of course, you tell yourself, you had to trust a company that can't differentiate between the Cretaceous and the Jurassic. What's one or two million years? What's one or two dead humans in the grand statistics of their park?
You finally reach the top of the hill, and trip over some overgrown roots. Your collapse is cushioned by the scarce bushes patching the ground. Suddenly, you feel the branches vibrating against your burnt cheeks. Dear Lord, futile indeed. The heavy, bulky legs of the Carnotaurus approach you in a chaotic trample, nonchalantly stepping over your last bits of hope.
Knees scraping against the rocks, you close your eyes and shield your face, bent over like some beggar awaiting punishment. You're petrified. Did the guide feel anything when his innards stretched and tore under the unforgiving mouth?
The rough, scaly skin of the monster brushes against the back of your thighs. There it is! Flesh coming undone, bones giving in to the...wait. What are they doing, exactly? You subtly tilt your head, trying to catch a glimpse of the strange event.
It seems that your resigned position has given them different ideas. The horned beasts investigate your scent with peculiar interest. A brief altercation ensues, in which they lock their horns together and their tails swing around threateningly, nearly crushing you in their blind aggression. You cry out and try to distance yourself from the thundering scene, but a clawed foot pins you back into the ground.
You suspect your present captor is the winner of the conflict, standing above you triumphantly as the others wait aside. Is this the part where you become a grand meal? Its enormous teeth graze your clothing, and the threads come undone.
In a most unexpected turn of events, it's you who ends up stuffed. You don't know what pain to focus on: your back hurts from the rhythmic swaying, bare skin grating against the parched earth; your privacy is burning from the sudden, invasive stretch, as the creature buries itself deeper with each hungry pound.
Eventually, a familiar knot begins to form in the pit of your stomach. The thrusts become smoother, your legs weaker. Shameless moans begin to roll out of your drooling mouth, and you hold onto the Carnotaurus' rugged hips. Its mouth is slightly open, panting and groaning, blowing hot air against your already feverish body.
Your own high is interrupted by a thick, hot wave of fluid abruptly crashing against your inner walls. The beast detaches itself from you, leaving you heaving, dripping and sighing in disappointment. The least you could've gotten from this erotic absurdity was a decent orgasm.
Your naked body is suddenly shrouded in shadow. You look up to see a different member of the pack positioning itself between your legs. Glancing at the others, a horrifying, perverted thought occurs to you: they're taking turns, fucking you relentlessly.
Perhaps you will get your chance, after all. Or multiple.
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omg so like. in this one question i calculated the probability at z value wrong for this z test in statistics so i was like 'u didnt provide the z value for this but if u would have done so i would have done this <3' [does the ques wrong bcz like. i calculated the probability for z value wrong] nd i got like. 0 marks for that ques. no marks for steps just straight up zero. lmao. i shouldn't have written that statement but i rly had 2 do that h đ¶âđ«ïž
#nd then another question where i accepted a null hypothesis despite the fact. i had a calculator with me#nd the z test value was. definitely not within the range#which like. oh my god. im an engineering student doing such silly mistakes its embarrassing#i lost like 10 marks due to my stupidity and 5 marks here nd there#all in all. my statistics final exam marks distribution for me is veryyy embarrassing đźâđšđ#life update
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Why all the stars on stuff? Both in your house and in the sculptures.
It's true that I will take the thinnest possible excuse to make anything celestial themed; I will own up to that without shame.
I don't know if I can put it into words. Astronomy was a big part of my childhood--my dad was president of a local astronomy club and we spent a lot of summer nights at a little observatory in the middle of nowhere, chasing lightning bugs and watching supernovas. I learned to make model rockets and how to navigate from the North Star, and that the constellation of freckles on my left arm was only three stars short of Orion. That feeling of warm wind over the fields, the serenity and wonder of staring skywards, will never quite leave me.
But also, as an agnostic person, there's something about the stars that I find so hopeful and isolating all at once. As far as we know, we are the only things in the universe that look at the stars and wonder what other worlds may wait. The cataclysmic power of infinite suns, and none of them wondering if they are alone. The endurance of billions of years of time and space and the eons of distance light has crossed to meet our eyes, looking upwards into darkness, telling stories that turn the nuclear fury of distant galaxies into nothing more than the memorial of a human hunter. Pinpricks of light that will outlive the entirety of our species, named only on our breath. They're a tether to every one of our ancestors, who looked up into the field of diamonds and marveled, and every one who will come after. A star is the ultimate proof that creation and destruction are inexorably intertwined, that utter failure and collapse is not an ending, that light continues on.
In the emptiness between them is the persistent promise of entropy. The reminder that life, for all its glories, is finite, and darkness is not. The warning to savor what hope crosses the deep oceans of universe to reach us, because even that will not last forever. Entropy, the great hunter, will lay stars and souls down in the same grave someday, and all things will end no matter how we fight it. There is a comfort in knowing that whatever awaits us past the final flicker of life spares nothing, not a single cell or a galaxy entire, all of us entering the great mystery together.
We, the stargazers, are the cosmic elite--we alone look out at the universe, which, for all its splendor and vastness, has no eyes to gaze back at us. We alone have the privilege of sapience, not only to exist in the whirl of fireflies in the endless night, but to know it, to get to revel in its beauty, for the momentary flicker of our existence. And still there is hope that we are not alone; that the universe is so incomprehensibly enormous that the statistical impossibility of existence has occurred more than once; that maybe someone else out in the beyond is assigning meaning to our sun.
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